#i hope she'll be fine

[goodoldfashionednerd]

If I had a nickel for every time a Herondale was pressured into performing necromancy to bring back a Blackthorn woman, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice

#poor lucie #i'm only at the end of chapter 2 btw so no spoilers in the notes #i hope she'll be fine #chain of thorns #chain of thorns spoilers #chot #chot spoilers #cot #cot spoilers #the last hours #lucie herondale #kit herondale #queen of air and darkness #qoaad #the dark artifices #tda #cassandra clare #cot shitpost

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

oh im so Stoked - i got myself a little home hyacinth Kit! she's growing! look at her! Wow!

#the kit says she'll be blue! here's hoping! #i put her in a nice dark ventilated place As Instructed #now to wait... #itll be Weeks before she can come out and live in my room #but im patient! the time will pass anyways! #im just happy #my favorite flower <3 its gonna be in my room <3 #oh how i've missed having plants in my immediate living space <3 #ill just have to be very careful #cause hyacinths are highly toxic to cats #but i have many spots that they won't be able to reach! #so its fine <3 #photos from the bog #if i ever get myself some varnish or clear nail polish #ill put my posca pens to use and decorate the vase <3 #i really hope she grows and blooms and thrives #i love caring for plants... even if im very forgetful and bad at it...

[itsjaywalkers]

guys i got home really late and . kinda drunk . so my friend convinced me to call in sick tomorrow (i've never done it not even when i was actually sick) so i texted my manager, the one who's on shift tomorrow and i'm hoping for the best........... wish me luck?

#i'm gonna set my alarm at like 8 . just in case . #bc i was supposed to do the open tomorrow #thats the only reason why im calling in sick #any other shift i would've done without much issue #but theres no way im going in at 9am when its almost 3am rn and im still trying to sober up #just so i can go to sleep #this one manager is lovely and we get along well so im hoping she'll be fine with it #she probably knows its bc of the hangover and not bc im actually sick but #im not the first one whos called in sick bc of a hangover and i wont be the last #my other manager went out with us tonight and she also got super drunk and im her favourite so im hoping she'll back me up #WE'LL SEE #i just wanna rest properly tomorrow and SLEEP and maybe write too.. #is that so much to ask for..

[feathers-silly-rambles]

Based on the 'Lilith owns Alastor's soul' theory.

“I've got all the power, yeah. I've got all the power. No, I'm not a player, I'm a puppeteer. No, I dont play, I puppeteer, yeah.”

Do not tag as ship.

#hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel fanart #fanart #my art #my hazbin hotel art #hazbin hotel lilith #lilith #Mostly just an impulse doodle #I wanted to experiment with the hair a bit #And try out Violet's technique with my own little twist #I think it turned out good #Please tell me I did good #i'm insecure #80 points to whoever knows what song I quoted #Those lines immediately made me think of her for some reason #I hope she's just as b*tchy as I think she'll be #if not that's fine too #I'm rambling in the tags now #how fun #I desperately need compliments on my work for some reason- #I'm pathetic

[givehimthemedicine]

never forget El isn't just touchy feely as a random personality trait, she's spent most of her developmentally critical years horribly starved of touch and warmth and love :)

and every moment of physical comfort she receives is precious to her as an antidote to some specific moment in her past when she suffered the lack of it :) and you can also see the shadow of her traumas in the ways she thinks to give physical comfort :)

and also don't forget that her trauma didn't end with the lab :) when we first meet her her traumas are drawn from lab days but by later seasons it's clear some of the traumas guiding her behavior are just... the show :) such as the crushing pressure of everyone counting on her to find Will :)

and if I spend more than 2 seconds thinking about what any simple little moment of closeness/physical affection/comfort must mean to El I will start sobbing and never stop :)

#eleven #lab feels #the max ones are heavily relevant to my fic #el is fairly into touching peoples heads during hugs in general #but her comforting max involves a lot of head stroking and i'm thinking it's because that's an old self soothing habit :( #also I realize 'its okay' is an extremely standard thing to say to a distressed person but #what if she says that to max because she remembers joyce saying it to her in the void and it making her feel better #and what do you wanna bet she held onto max's hand like that because she remembers going into the void to find will #and knowing she's his only hope and his fate is completely on her shoulders and all these people are counting on her #and then feeling will's hand dissolve in hers. and not knowing where he went or how to help him #and now she's gone in to find max and it's the same thing all over again and she's max's only hope #only this time it isn't some kid it's her best friend and the person she probably loves most in the world. and who trusts her to save her #do you know how terrified she is that max is gonna turn into smoke too. and disappear to somewhere el can't find her or help her #do you know how terrified she is that she's going to fail her #do you get what unfathomable trauma it is that she did fail her (it wasn't her fault but with her hero complex she'll feel like it is) #i will be adding to this gifset in season 5 when max wakes up #im fine (im not) #angst #mine #bestof

[running-in-the-dark]

I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬 #I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔 #but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷) #also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

[olgipolgi]

𝐃𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞 𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐖𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧, 𝐬𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐨𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐞 ❤️‍🩹

#baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #tav #durge #bg3 durge #bg3 oc #baldur's gate 3 oc #baldur's gate 3 durge #bg3 tav #baldur's gate 3 tav #vp #virtual photography #personal #oc: lilith #she'll be fine she just has a lot going on #i wish her a very happy i hope you heal 💔

[silenthillbunni]

🏫🍃🌥️

#oooof... sleep was rough bc my face was super itchy. all of a sudden i got rashes in my face yesterday ?!?!? i have NEVER gotten that wtffff #hopefully it's just temporary nd will go away. it's still a tiny bit itchy but not as bad as yesterday :o #istg my life is a JOKE!!!! a joke!!!! rashes?!? what? maybe stress nd anxiety?? idk it's wild tho i cant deal w this #so i couldnt really fall asleep but i rested for a few hours #then i got up. took my dog out. had oatmeal. called the surgeron clinic. #and like... i told them abt my weight and they said im underweight?! and that my bmi is 18.9 and u need to have 19.... #i told her that i cant gain weight bc i cant eat anything. that i cant have more fat than i already do bc then it hurts too much #she said she'll talk to the anesthesia doctors and call me later. she hasnt called yet #i rlly hope they understand the situation?? and that i can still have my surgery bc what else am i supposed to do??? #ughhhh why cant anything ever just be easy and smooth for me?? #i am sooooo tired of all these hardships piling on top of eo #then i walked to school.. took me an hour and im spent now bc im so weak nd malnutrioned skskskks #and im in class... it's a long one. still more than an hour left :'( my head hurts #ugh i just wanna be fine for once in my life #but yeah im like 75% thru all the hard things i need to do today #just need to finish class nd then walk home nd then hopefully get a call back and then i can relax (as much as i can lol) #i hope the itching goes down (still wtf is my body doing? i have no patience for it anymore) nd i hope im not too underweight for surgery om

[daz4i]

even if i don't particularly care abt holidays. it does feel a bit sad to hear my neighbors celebrating loudly through the windows while I'm here alone with my cat bc my mom went to the er

#my dad did light a menorah before they decided to go but the candles already melted entirely since akdkflglhj #also uuuuuh yeah. i hope she'll be fine. i think she will? I'm a bit worried ofc but i hope it's nothing serious #had to lie to my sister abt where my parents are tho 🥲 don't wanna worry her when she's 4 hours flight away

[rosehathawhey]

Liam went to see your sister. Yeah, he wants Steffy again. That same old song and dance. Liam and his divided feelings. But when I’m with you, Thomas, and you look at me… You make me feel like I am the only woman in the world.

#they need to stop zooming in so close on these actors #the bold and the beautiful #hope and thomas #thope #hope logan #thomas forrester #annika noelle #matthew atkinson #if history is anything to go off of she'll end up back with liam #which i'm fine with tbh because i don't have time to watch this show #there's gonna be so much quality content this week though #i cannot wait #soaps #my gifs #soapedit

[composing-the-future]

tomori kusunoki voices firefly???????? reina ueda voices sparkle?????????? hello?????????????????????????

#kota.txt #The range is insane holy shit #I knew it was tomoriru but i couldnt hear any kanade in her voice except for like 1 line?????? #Same with reina like the vocal range is insane #Anyway im gonna get #back to playing the penacony story #Surely nothing bad will happen to firefly :) What youtube thumbnails. I havent seen any penacony spoilers. I havent gotten too curious on t #e fanwiki. Nothing sinister is happening on penacony :) it is all whimsy for real #hoping the proseka star rail roster gets expanded cause theres minori 7th toya heng honabi and firefly yoisaki #Oh yeah uh #hsr spoilers #for the firefly implications #I mean what #She'll be fine #Thats a playable character model #Nobody with a playable character model has ever died #Whos signora lol #tbf in signoras case her model was too detailed to actually ever be playable #i saw a video abt it i think #anyway yea

[dutybcrne]

I like to think Kaeya favors Noelle greatly and she is one of his favorite trainees. He will most readily rely on her over anyone outside the captains and treats her as one of the knights already as much as he is able to, as a show of how much he recognizes her efforts and appreciation of all she's done for them.

#hc; kaeya #//Bruh; Noelle's voiceline abt him giving her tasks and the Traveler trying to tell her he's using her as an errand runner #//Vs HIS voiceline abt her and him being completely genuine abt looking after her & being proud of her capabilities #//Traveler spending too much time with Diluc and Amber at that point; I see dfbgkdfg #//Noelle's a real one; she gets it. She even defends him! #//I also like to think he gives her those errands bc he too knows what it's like to wanna be useful; even by a little bit #//Prolly spares time out of his day to help her train for the knight exams #//Learning claymore-based combat/using what he knows from endlessly watching Diluc train; to help her #//Whenever she fails again; he takes the whole day off to comfort her with more training and reflecting on what she missed #//He'd rather pamper her and treat her like the baby sis he thinks of her as now; but this will do. He knows how mortifying pity can be #//He thoroughly believes she'll make a fine knight. She might even become Grand Master one day #//He knows she can do it; and there's near no one with a dedicated heart quite like hers #//Hopes she doesn't though; she'd be much more effective serving Mond outside that office #//She might make a fine guard captain in his place though. He'll have to ask what she thinks #//If she agrees; he will ABSOLUTELY pull out all the stop to train her well

[transkenobis]

frantically trying to keep my dungeons and dragons character from getting big boss'd (replaced by a brainwashed body double). encumbered by the fact that said dungeons and dragons character is currently unconscious slash dead

#she'll be fine. i hope #matt speaks #jude from my brain

[dodecademons]

The disspelling pulse will shut off Imogen's circlet right? It'll come back but I dont want her to be bombarded by voices as she finally became comfortable will letting her walls down.

(also is ashtons brain magical? We cant have the tank getting lethargic in the middle of everything)

#plz matt i dont need that angst #as long as she remembers that it being dispelled is a possibility then she'll be fine #timing is everything for this heist and I'm nervous about it #critical role #imogen temult #ashton greymoore #fcg full shutdown? i hope not

[yxstxrdrxxm]

BOSS???

BANG.

BANG???? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY BANG??? HELLO??? WHAT- EROS, MY BABY, MY LOVE?? YOU'RE OKAY, RIGHT? :((

- 🍀 anon

...

He's... Okay?

...

What's going on?

...

oh no.

oh god no.

i need to go check on him. now.

#💌 ;; messenger writes #💌 ;; promising letter: one last call #💌 ;; a letter from: 🍀 anon #;; i hope he'll be okay #;; i... hope she'll be fine. #;; ... #;; im still in the office. i'll report to you guys if.. if i find her.

[cetoddle]

i guess i have to talk to my boss tonight about next week as i'll be seeing her when i go in wish me luck

#i know no matter what i say she'll be pissed off #cause she's apparently already in a bad mood because oh god forbid she has to actually cover a shift when someone is sick #and i didn't agree to come in at the time she was asking me to #so. shes's gonna be mad at me #which is fine i really do not care anymore #i just hope she doesn't yell at me cause i really cannot handle getting yelled at #snow.txt