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sticky, sweet [e. munson]
song: "art deco" - lana del rey
summary: stiffling summer heat in hawkins, your bestfriends trailer.
warnings: smut!! 18+ only.. talk of drugs, and getting high. high sex, jealous eddie, brat reader (not for long), unprotected sex, creampie, name calling (like once), kind of sweet sex, soft eddie, praising, dirty talk, unestablished relationship.
word count: 3.2k
pairing: eddie munson x fem!reader
note: im sorry if this is like, not up to my usual standards i tried to throw something together because i havent posted in like god knows how long. forgive me if its like blah.. reblogs/likes and comments are greatly appreciated! <3
when i write for eddie munson, it will always be with THIS eddie munson in mind… i love him here
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the loud, prying sound of your thighs sticking and unsticking together through dried and newly forming sweat made you groan in constant uncomfort. the windows, doors and all possible fans had been opened and whirring throughout eddie’s stuffy trailer, the summer heat had been beating down especially hard on hawkins this summer. there was a comfortable silence between you both, eddie splayed across the couch in only his boxers and a cropped hellfire shirt, with you taking a spot on the floor with your limbs stretched out in an attempt to ease the pain of the succumbing heat, in nothing but a pair of the shortest denim shorts you could find and a top that could barely be classified as one. the tv had been playing some rerun of street hawk, a show eddie insisted was canceled far too early.
“can you change this? we’ve seen this episode twice already..” you spoke in a soft but blatantly annoyed voice, eddie unbothered as usual. he decided that ignoring you would be his best bet, instead opting for taking another drag of the blunt you had been passing back and forth.
with an eyebrow quirk, and a knowing smirk from eddie you lifted yourself up onto your elbows. eddie remained glued to the small, antenna run television in an attempt to feign ignorance.
there was an unspoken unconventional relationship between you and eddie, something not even the two of you were able to explicitly explain to anyone who asked if you two were more than friends. you and eddie had both been friends for years, and it was known amongst pretty much the entirety of the school the you were both exclusively “non-exclusive”. unfortunately, because of your identical, exponentially enormous egos – neither of you had built up enough courage to be outward about any of it. so instead, you both wordlessly decided that figuratively tangible sexual tension, longing looks, and almost too obvious touches would do for now.
maybe it was the almost suffocating heat, or maybe it was all of the pent up sexual frustation–but whatever it was, you weren’t going to let him off without a bit of teasing this time. pushing yourself up onto your palms, and bend your legs at the knees you turned to him again with a small grin.
“do you think steve harrington is a good fuck?”
and bingo, that is what finally gets him to look at you. is he..jealous? you don’t want to jump the gun just yet, so you’ll push him just a bit further to be sure.
“he just seems so manly, y’know? he must be good in bed..” stretching your legs out again to elongate your figure, you lift yourself up and over toward where eddie was on the couch, snatching the blunt from his hands and bringing it to your own mouth.
“you’re hogging.” you spoke between the spilling of smoke that fell from your lips.
“what do you think eds? do you think i should ask steve harrington to rock my world?” you spoke again after radio silence. with a neutral face and a sharp breath he sat up, letting his elbows indent his knees.
“i know what you’re doing, slut.” with a new fond look on his face and a shade of cloudy dark in his eyes, you knew you had struck a nerve.
“language, munson.” you inched closer this time, tossing one of your legs over his and waving a finger in his face, an act mimicking a teacher discipling a child. “that is no way to speak to a lady.”
“didn’t know i was in the presence of such importance.” you let your leg swing fully over him now, your thighs straddling his – trapping him where he sat. you let out a soft breath at the pressing feeling of him through his boxers, suddenly very aware of the situation you had both found yourselves in.
“eddie munson, are you..hard?” you stifled a chuckle, feeling the pads of his calloused fingers pressing tighter into your hips, the contrasting roughness of his fingers and the softness of your sheened skin making you dizzy.
“stop that.” he spoke breathlessly, your lips now mere centimeters apart. the room seemingly growing hotter, the stifling sticky feeling of your thighs on his and the small strands of hair sticking to his forehead. your hand moved to caress his cheek, sweeping some of said hair out of the way to get a clearer view of his face.
“are you turned on right now?” your lips sweeping together after every few words at your closeness, his chest expanding further out at his heavy breath.
“eddie-” finally deciding to shut you up, he smashed his lips to yours in a messy, sloppy kiss that perfectly mimicked your current situation. pulling away, embarrassingly leaving you in a heaving fit before you realized he had silently, wordlessly flipped the dynamic of your current state of affairs.
“do you really wanna know how good steve harrington is in bed.” he spoke between love bites to your chest, your hands finding solace behind his neck and entangled in his hair. “no,” you said with a breathy laugh, tilting your head to press another soft kiss to his lips, both of you knew that isn’t at all why you brought it up. “but i got the reaction i wanted, didn’t i?”
“you’re mean, sugar.” his teeth bit hard into your collarbone this time, eliciting a low strangled whimper. the blunt you had been sharing was thrown haphazardly onto the ground, and the buzz had only just begun to kick in for the both of you. finding his lips again–this time on your own accord–you let your tongue slip from your mouth to his, being hospitably welcomed by his own.
it would be harder to explain if this was yours and eddies first time having sex, but it wasn’t. with eddie it was simply too easy to fall back into each other at every possible chance you got, whether it was after he picked you up from cheer practice, or after you had been waiting hours for him to finish with hellfire–it always ended up the same, panting and heaving as you worked hard to regain a normal pattern of breathing. location never mattered, not to eddie anyway.
“mean to you?” you smirked, pressing your lips to his again in a soft, chaste kiss. “only when you’re bad.”
the two of you knew very well that eddie was and always would be the dominant one in whatever it is the two of you had classified yourselves as, but it was always fun for you to think you had a smidge of authority here and then.
with a squeal and a rapid change of position, eddie had you on your back, hitched between your now spread legs. the couch you had found yourselves on allowed little to no support so you sunk as soon as the pressing weight of both of you was applied to the cushions.
“fuck me on the floor, would you eds?” a shared laugh between you two as you wrapped your legs around his waist, bracing for the move. he lifted you up off the couch before easing you onto the floor, your skin still sticking together from the thin layer of sweat. the sudden harshness of the carpet made you wince only slightly.
he lowers himself toward your thighs, leaving wet kisses in a path from your mid inner thigh and up, approaching dangerously close to where you need him most. the high had begun to really set in now, his touch alone set your skin aflame on top of the sickening weather that filled the room.
“are you going to take my clothes off?” you say innocently, letting your hands roam freely around his back and shoulders, grasping for any area of skin you could.
“you’re a big girl, i think you can undress yourself.” he teased, he finally gave in after you pleaded with your usual, ‘please eds’ and inflating his ego more than you should’ve. eventually he would use his hands to undo the button of your shorts, but switching over to using his teeth to pull down the fabric far enough for you to kick them off yourself. your hands finding them hem of his shirt and pushing up, his arms shooting straight to aid in the removing of his shirt.
“nice panties.” eddie remarked with his index finger pulling forth the hem of the white cloth, decorated with a small pink bow and letting it snap against your skin. you let your hands cover his eyes while you both shared another soft, grounding laugh–reminding you both that despite everything, you were friends first. slowly, teasingly, he dipped both of his index fingers on either side of the cotton underwear and slipped them slowly down your thighs, his lips following them down to your ankles. just before you open your mouth to whine and complain, he lets his textured fingers find your swollen, desperate clit in a slow, thought out motion that sends you reeling.
“oh–eddie that feels..that feels so good.” to you it sounds elaborate and pronunciated, but in actuality it comes out as incoherent mumbles.
“i’ve hardly touched you, you think you’ll be okay?” he speaks half teasingly and half concerned. the still looming high that made your brain hazy and half functioning, mixed with the attentive, deliberate touch of eddies hands made you hardly coherent. but there was nothing more that you wanted then to go all the way, despite the inability to express it–so you offered a sweet toothless smile and a nod, your hands grasping onto his biceps with hope that he got the sign.
“should i take care of you first. how’s that sound?” he moved to pay close attention to your now screaming, aching pussy but you couldn’t stand waiting another minute for him to fill you the way you needed him to.
“nuh uh..not there” suddenly you find your voice, using both of your hands on either sides of his face to pull him up and into a deep, open mouthed kiss. “then where.. here?” he bites the skin at the side of your stomach, knowing that’s not what you mean.
“i need you, please honey.” the pet name rolling off of your tongue, eliciting a low groan from his chest, his head falling between the crook of your neck in a weak attempt to stop him from cumming in his pants at the word alone.
“so pretty..” he fawns, kissing the salty, sticky skin at your neck and letting his tongue soothe it over.
you helped push down his boxers with your hands at either side of his hips, pushing down the fabric as far as you could before pulling him further into your widened thighs. there was no need for further foreplay on his part, his cock painfully hard and leaking precum from his seemingly swollen tip. using this very part of him to stroke at your entrance, his cock in one hand and the other pressed just beside your forehead for balance.
“i’ll go slow, alright?” he spoke in your ear, his warm breath sending chills up and down your neck before meeting them with a soft kiss to your neck.
you can feel yourself take in a deep breath, anticipating the stretch. when he finally slips in just the head, you can feel your hands grasp at his bicep, gasps coming from both of you in unison. no matter how many times you find yourselves here, neither of you get used to the intoxicating feel. his eyes are screwed closed and his eyebrows knit together as he tries to hold himself together. you careen your hand toward his cheek, the other still digging into the meat of his arm as he sinks in further, inch by inch and you can’t help it when you let out another lengthy, drawn out moan and toss your head to the side.
“please eddie, please..” you press your lips to the shell of his ear, nibbling softly on his earlobe as you plead for god knows what. soon enough, he lifts his hips from where they stood indented into the bones of your own hips, and slowly but surely he begins pulling himself out just a bit, and pushing back into you with deliberate, slow thrusts that trigger your eyes to roll toward the back of your head. it isn’t until he lifts your hips just slightly to angle himself just perfectly toward your g spot that you’re able to make any coherent noises. but still, eddie is struggling to contain himself--his eyebrows knit together, and his jaw still slack above you as he lets go of one, two, three moans that make the pit in your stomach sink further and further, pulling on the two ends of the knot you feel burn hotter and hotter as he picks up his pace.
“eddie, eddie..” you babble, every exhale mixed with a whine or a moan as your hands grasp onto any possible inch of skin. his biceps, his neck, his hips, your hands are everywhere at once and it is the only thing that is tethering you to this earth and the one above you, you’re sure. “i’m here baby, i’m here.” his sweet, sultry voice makes your heart swell and you aren’t sure if there are real tears forming at the waterline of your eyes or if it’s just the high that is making you imagine it. either way you feel one of his hands lift your left leg, making it possible to fit every inch of him inside of you. the slightest but showing bulge grows in your lower stomach, eddies hand reaching down to press into it and this makes you grasp onto his wrist, your brain slowly turning to mush. “fuck–can you feel me all the way up here? in your stomach..” he questions rhetorically, not expecting an answer (thankfully because you are hardly able to give him one).
he tries as hard as he can to praise and keep you sentient, but the heaviness of his breath and the impending climax he feels disables him from getting out fully thought out sentences, or any words for that matter. you swear you see stars as the white hot peak of your orgasm hits you like a freight train, your ankles meeting around his waist as you push him further down into you, your nails painting small crescent shapes into his back so hard you think you draw blood and your moans and screams loud enough for the entirety of your town to be clued in on what it is the two of you are doing. “ohgod, eddie fuck!” you get out as you feel yourself squeeze down hard on him, causing him to push down on your hips, stopping you from moving.
you hear him speak through the end of your orgasm, his face nestled into the crook of your neck and his hands holding firms on your hips. “please, baby–you’re so tight” he pleads, “don’t squeeze so hard, i..i’ve gotta relax or i’m going to finish inside of you.” you wrap your legs and arms around him like a koala bear, unwillingly to let him go.
“s’okay eds.. i want you to, please.” you squeeze again, evoking a strangled, caught moan from his throat that makes you let one out yourself. the sounds he makes are enough to make your head reel, the mere thought of him wordlessly telling you how good you feel is enough to make you wanna touch yourself, and sometimes you do.
“fuck, i want to–i want to but s’not smart baby.” he careens his hand over your face, your limbs still unwillingly to detangle as you splay kisses everywhere on his face. you shake your head no, still holding him tight to your chest with your arms wrapped around your neck. “come on honey,” your sweet voice entices him. “give it to me eddie baby, i’ve been good–don’t you think i deserve it?” and with one final squeeze and push of your hips, he’s crying out into your neck and you can feel the hot, warm ropes of his cum spill into you and at that you’re letting out a long, shaky sigh. he twitches inside of you, still panting and heaving into your skin and his hands have found comfort at your sides and he squeezes the soft skin at your hips and waist to ground himself.
together your breathing slows in tandem, and you lay there silently with the unimportant background hum of the low whirring fans, your hands softly stroking his head and face as he lay with his chin stationed at your collarbone. “i want this.. you–all the time.” he confesses, not exactly sure how to lucidly express himself.
“you already have me all the time, where else would i be?” you answer, not fully grasping what it is he’s trying to get across. so for now, he’ll lean his cheek against your chest and sigh in content–because every moment with you is far more than nothing at all.
a/n: thank you for reading!! i promise i have way more thought out one shots to come for my dear boy eddie munson but i wanted to throw this together for today.
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recently ive been having conversations about sex in games, and by having conversations i mean getting accused of being a puritan by 19 year olds any time i express a critical thought about a game that has depictions of sex in it. most recently i was bemoaning that the vast majority of games where sex is the primary focus exclusively feature characters that neither i nor any of my friends can see ourselves in. my primary complaint was that no characters in any of these games ever seem to be hairy or fat, and when trans women are present they are always of the Cis-Passing™ and/or conventionally attractive variety. i know the usefulness of both these phrases can be debated eternally but im just gonna hope people know what i mean when i say this.
after spending 30 minutes trying to convince younger trans women that i in fact enjoy sex and like to look at porn, i just wish i could see anything other than supermodels and hips too wide to fit through doorframes, i received the snarky suggestion that i should "look literally anywhere other than steam". in addition, it was suggested that my biggest problem is that i dont play visual novels, because that is apparently where most queer representation in video games can be found.
it may have been delivered in a snarky way but it was a good suggestion, the steam storefront is a fucking nightmare, i havent tried a new visual novel in a good long while, so why not try my luck. the specific suggestion i received was to go to itch.io, as that website is, according to this group of young trans women, dominated by queer creators.
now my very first observation was that the site is not, in fact, dominated by queer creators. it is dominated by skibidi toilet low poly analog horror games that look completely unappealing. but, in the interest of good faith, i wont wield that as a gotcha. instead i will just punch in the tags "LGBT" and "Dating Sim", so that i can experience the absolute wealth of body positive interactive erotic experiences that apparently flood this website.
well, page one is just not the strongest start. but yet again, lets be fair, ive been automatically directed to the "popular" games. lets sort by "most recent" instead, an unfiltered look at what comes through this site.
i dont mean to be difficult, but it appears im still largely getting buff furry men, skinny anime people, and CGI porn stars. let me go completely out of my way to try to give the benefit of the doubt, i am going to sort through games and only address games that are explicitly erotic and explicitly queer.
just for a second, let me be sincere and say that my goal here is not to point out and mock or shame individual queer creators on the merits of the representation present in their independently developed dating sims. nobody is perfect, no one creator or even team can ensure every single intersection of identity is represented in their art, this is about broader trends and the snarky response i get when i complain about those trends.
i threw in the 'erotic' tag, enduring and suffering more uses of the words "femboy", "lewd", and "futanari" than any person should ever be forced to, and i was able to find some explicitly queer games! the method i used was opening literally every single individual game page and reading through its description. yes this took a very long time and its all in service of proving a point that a lot of people wouldnt argue in the first place, but i still regularly have to deal with people who do argue it, so this is for them. enjoy blocking me on social media and discord after this i guess.
we are off to a great start, because this game actually has fat characters in it! its a bit too cutesy anime aesthetic for my taste, but thats personal preference, this is absolutely something that qualifies. maybe all i needed was 3 or 4 filters! of course that is not true because there were several generic hentai games ahead of and behind this one, but first row on the first page, im going to remain positive.
after this we immediately start hitting duds. femboy baristas, bodybuilder physiques, high poly hairless porn star physique CGI women, all of these games explicitly mention that they feature LGBT, queer, or gay relationships. now i know i said i wasnt aiming to mock individual games, but i cannot resist the urge to draw attention to "The Date on Elm Street", a game that features a yassified freddy krueger.
we march on. moe yuri girls who are allegedly adults, skinny college boys, you get the idea. i may have found one game with body diversity among the character designs but i still havent found anything that i feel i can see myself in. gonna have to buckle up and dig for a while i guess.
brief aside, i am judging these games based on scrolling through every available screenshot, teaser, and trailer uploaded to their page. it is entirely possible there could be characters i dont know about that are bangable within these titles, but if that is the case there is still the issue that all of the promotional material exclusively features hot skinny anime people.
for all this effort i walk away with one (1) game that could possibly qualify as being a queer, body diverse dating sim. there were a few dating sims meant for gay men that had a single fat character present, but when theyre lost amongst all the flawless twinks and bodybuilders i hesitate to afford credit.
however. i am leaving out a game i was directly recommended. Hardcoded.
that is not promising. its the only character depicted in screenshots aside from a one eyed cat and this person
but i have to assume that these are not the only characters in this game, so i am actually going to download and play it, seeing as it was recommended to me in relation to the topic of lack of diversity in sex focused games.
total aside here, this feature left me guessing. is the sex in this game rpg style random encounters? i have to assume that if youre not interested in men, you could simply avoid trying to fuck any of the male characters. maybe after playing for a bit this checkbox will make more sense.
im starting to suspect that most people consider the presence of a single fat person to be Body Positive. REITERATING, i am not trying to give this developer in particular a hard time and i am absolutely not encouraging anyone else to, this game is cute so far, im glad there is a game like this starring a trans character, we're just sticking to my original complaint.
im gonna save bandwidth (and my blog from the fate of a mosaic avatar) by not posting any further screenshots, there is a character with wide hips, the character with the prosthetic arm, and the hyper tits sex droid as far as any deviation from conventionally attractive skinny people goes. im just now realizing this post is formatted like a somethingawful lets play, humiliating. anyway the conclusion i came to is that when i complain about the lack of fat hairy dykes and trans people who are Visibly Trans™ in erotic video games i am indeed completely justified because even queer produced erotic video games do not seem to have these things. im right, everyone else is wrong, goodnight.
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hi im so sorry but i need to get this off my chest and i cant talk to my friends about it because its so embarrassing and ive talked about it PLENTY
but anyway long story short i was dating someone, we have a weird history dating wise & have been best friends for 3+ years before that all started. literally three weeks ago we decided to be exclusive, on friday i found out that the day before, he kissed another girl IN PUBLIC. i know that girl, they've hooked up before (when i was also hooking up with him but it wasn't anything really and i didn't actually know for sure if they were hooking up (they were)). so we called it quits.
i still spent the weekend bc i'm weak and all i want is him. he said he never felt a connection like this with anyone, he said he loved me and he said he was sorry a hundred times..... he said it would take a long time before he'd feel 'normal' about me. we were both emotional when i left, and since then i havent really stopped crying lol
AND NOW. i dont know if im just driving myself crazy but i feel like he's (still) (again?) talking to that one girl and it would make sense because he basically cheated on me not even a week ago so why wouldnt he do this now??? but. it feels too cruel. but maybe thats just who he is.
god i hate this so much he drives me completely mad im stalking his every move and every time i see something that even slightly hints at my suspicions i get so ill and it makes me wanna kms. i just wanna feel normal i hate that he did this to me i miss him so bad. i know we literally shouldn't ever get back together again because this is just a fraction of the shit thats happened in the past 10 months, BUT I ONLY WANT HIM. and i feel like we're soulmates. BYEEEEE this is so humiliating. im so tired i just want it to end
hugging you so tight right now, anon!!! 🩷🩷🩷 so sorry you have to go through something like this. I can’t say I know exactly how you feel, because each person experiences this type of pain differently, but I do know it just super sucks when the person who hurts us and the person we want to hate turns out to be the one we love the most. sometimes our hearts can be stubborn just like that (it all would’ve been so easy if we could convince ourselves to stop caring and to being able to fully hate them and moving on, but it’s never that easy, sadly). I can’t tell you what to do or how to react to the pain you feel, but know that your pain is valid and how you feel / how you react / how you cope with that pain, that’s valid too. and you are not weak for being hurt when someone wronged you, especially when it’s someone you trusted. I know this is cliche and is so much easier said than done, but please also be kind to yourself, above anything else. that boy and the girl he cheated on you with, they don’t deserve you. they lost you, not the other way around. think of this as an opportunity for you to open yourself to someone else who truly loves and values you, whether it be romantically or platonically. I know right now you just want him, but if the wrong person can make you love him this bad, imagine how much happier you’ll be when you finally find the right one who can make you love them the same way you loved him, if not more, the only difference is that they won’t break your heart. and you deserve to be happy. that someone is out there, and I truly believe you both will find each other when the time is right. but for now, try loving and being gentle to yourself even if it’s hard (I know it can be hard, but at least give it a try), the best revenge is to prove to them that you don’t need them to be happy and that you can heal from this and thrive without them in your life. doesn’t matter how long it takes, but you will get there one day, and you will look back and be so damn proud of yourself for how far you’ve come. because hey, look at you, you are still here, and for that, I am so damn proud of you!!
it’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be completely broken, because the thing about crying and being broken is that it’s not permanent, even if it feels like it right now.
and by the way, the ones who should feel humiliated are him and that girl, not you. screw it if they deserve each other. YOU deserve so much better than that anyway.
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Do you read fanfics? What kind, any suggestions? Are you open to taking about fanfics?
yaaa course i love fics !! ive made several of my own too !!!! ^_^
recently i havent read any though . i would pretty much exclusively read fics of q/cquackity + characters by that one creator, and i havent been able to find myself drawing or reading or writing anything to do with the characters without thinking of the terrible actions of the creator
my favorite kind of fic was aus, especially modern setting ones, since theres some specific ones that have so much passion and nuance put into them with such a simple setting . i also love when fics include or center around elquackity but ive yet to find one that i like T_T
as for suggestions uhmmmmmm im rly bad at recommending fics since i forget all of them immediately but u should totally check out "birds of paradise" by sirenhearts, its partially what motivated me to make wwtc&s ! also "bring roses" by teagica, "take this sinking boat" by arbitersart, "what remains of him" by fizisthename . plus from what i remember monsterloot is a very good author
and yeah sure ! im open to talking about them, or getting suggestions . im just not sure what there is to talk about for me anymore
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That wierd time manga was on the 3DS eshop
Available only in Japan and France
Dokopon Choice
While looking for MH Stories on hshop (not gonna sugarcoat it, that was what I was doing)
I ran into something that caught my eye... a strange name
Ive heard of every MH game on the platform so something was off when I saw a name I didnt recognize.
MH Flash... huh?
It coudnt be a game considering it was literarly 75MB and there were like 7 different volumes
looked it up and realised that was a manga... I thought it was going to be some sort of tie in bonus, like a series of 3D videos, because I never heard of anything like the 3DS having actual manga publications but...
No that wasnt the case actually, it was just a whole issue of Monster Hunter Flash
The menu did leave me asking some questions. it didnt look like something capcom themselves made, instead a platform that was made by a third party which lead to the question
"are there more of these?"
yes. there were.
And so I present to you one of the neatest things ive ever ran into while looking into the 3DS's catalogue
The French and Japanese eshop's selection of digital manga!
"どこぽんちょいす" - "Dokopon Choice”
Sadly its french equivalent had no such name holding everything together
No this is not homebrew, no this isnt a joke. This happened.
Where do I begin...
The 3DS has a neat history with ebooks
There were two services that provided ebooks on the system, these being: HONTO for 3DS and Dokodemo Honya-San. both exclusive to japan.
Honto had a more general ebook line up. no manga
Honya-San was kinda like that but you also had a whole lot of manga baby
So where does Dokopon Choises fit into this?
Well Dokopon Choise was the name for standalone releases of things found on Honya-San
Imagine it this way, in Honya-san, releases are treated like DLC
Through Dokopon its treated as its own app.
Purchases of Dokopon apps and Honya-San books are treated as separate so you could end up buying the same thing twice (its actually aknowledged on every dokopon release on the eshop, be careful that you dont buy the same thing twice by accident)
Both were managed by Librika, a digital book distribution company
That leads the question as to why I didnt make this post about Dokodemo Honya in general as that service has alot of things to talk about
Well Honya-San didnt make it out of japan... The only one that got out of japan was Dokopon Choise which is why I want to focus on it.
its an incredibly neat oddity for the system
Some day Ill have to do more propper research on HONTO for 3DS but for now lets focus on the french manga
So Japan makes sense but... France? why france of all places
Well from what ive read, apparently out of most countries in Europe. France had the largest audience for manga, which made something like this profitable.
Even then because of the small selection that made it over, it mostly feels like a small experiment more than anything
The french eshop had the following series:
Nisekoi
Professor Layton
Little Battlers Experience
Rock Lee (Manga spinoff)
Blue Exorcist
Monster Hunter Flash
Inazuma Eleven
Beyblade Metal Fusion
Beyblade Shogun Steel
List of series originally found on GBAtemp by user "Asia81"
I did go ahead and verify this list and indeed. this was everything that came out of this in france.
All of these with various amounts of volumes released. I believe the series with the most volumes on the service was that of beyblade metal fusion at a whopping 11 Volumes
What an odd bunch. France never got Dokodemo Honya san in any shape or form. only these series.
I wonder if the experiement worked out in any way.
Something I find wierd is that some of the ones here never got a Dokopon release in Japan. They most likely were stuck on Honya San
I sadly dont have any pricing information on these, there is alot I havent been able to find about the french releases... I hope some day more about these comes to light
So what about Japan? well to start, the selection was waaayy bigger
98 volumes of multiple series made it into the eshop. Thats quite a substancial increase.
(The following list is comprised (mostly) by the localised names of the series for the sake of making it easier to read. Romaji will be provided for some so they are easier to look up
and so you can see a few familiar names -w-
its also organized in order of release on the service)
The JP selection was:
Attack on Titan
Love's Reach
Magi
Detective Conan
Neon Genesis Evangelion
Screaming Lessons
DRAGON BALL (colored version)
Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha ViVid
Monster Hunter Flash
FAIRY TAIL
Yozakura Quartet
Chihayafuru
HUNTERxHUNTER (colored version)
Sweet Devil Laugh - 甘い悪魔が笑う
Today, Our Love Begins (Kyō, Koi o Hajimemasu)
Grandpa Danger
Kuroko's Basketball
Kitchen Princess
Hiyokoi
My Little Monster (Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun)
Hell Girl
Hell Girl R
Thermae Romae
Stardust Wink
MONSTER HUNTER EPIC
Ro-Kyu-Bu!
Lotte's Toy!
Spice and Wolf
Ayakashi Hiougi - あやかし緋扇
The World God Only Knows
Monster Hunter Orage
1st grade, 5th group, Ikimono-gakari - 1年5組いきものがかり
Kings of My Love - Oresama Kingdom
Hozuki's Coolheadedness - Hōzuki no Reitetsu
Kenichi the Mightiest Disciple - Shijō Saikyō no Deshi Kenichi
Yamada-kun and the Seven Witches
BLACK BIRD
Space Brothers - Uchū Kyōdai
We Were There - Bokura ga Ita
Tonari No Atashi - 隣のあたし
Shugo Chara!
Kids on the Slope
Inazuma Eleven
Lucky☆Star
Super Mario-kun
Blood Lad
Fate/kaleid liner Prisma Illya
Sgt. Frog
Gakuen Basara
Nobunaga Concerto
Mushishi
Monster Hunter Play Manga
To Love-Ru (color version)
Prince & Hero - Ouji to Hero
Jimikoi
2.5D Boyfriend - 2.5 Jigen Kareshi
iShoujo - i・ショウジョ (color version)
I”s
Aoha Ride - Ao Haru Ride
Ane Doki
Ichigo 100% (color version)
Tokyo Ghoul Remastered Edition
Hatsukoi Limited.
Nisekoi
MY GOD thats alot more stuff than the french eshop
Something I would like to note is that these were sold as multi packs on the eshop. Tonari no Atashi has a Vol.1-10 pack which retailed at ¥4,400
The prices for the packs with multiple volumes are all over the place but they tend to float arround ¥1,800 to ¥5,125
Price depends on the amount of volumes offered and the series.
Jimikoi and 2.5D boyfriend were the cheapest of the entire lot at ¥400 and ¥880 respectively
And the most expensive release was in fact Tokyo Ghoul Remastered at a whopping ¥7,000 for Volume 1-14
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The list here did not include prices because most of these had multiple... multi packs like dragon ball.
Dragon Ball had like 1 pack for every arc and that would have been a pain to keep up with. maybe some other time I will go ahead and organize that info.
Something I found interesting is how the file size for the JP manga are considerably bigger than that of the french releases, most likely due to the french releases not being in multi packs.
The French releases were 75 MB a pop. No multi packs to my knowledge.
While the japanese releases often go over 200 MB. Most likely due to having most of the volumes in one singular download.
Keep in mind that the list here is only for what was on Dokopon Choise. Dokodemo Honya-San had even more things... but sadly due to the nature of it being a digital platform and its downloadable content not being shown on the eshop... I cant find more info on what was on the service...
Most I have is tweets of people talking about the service.
I found a tweet that showed how JOJO was on the service, ive seen tweets mentioning people reading nichijou on the service too
Photo by Twitter user: TOUTO_jojoDR
Original Tweet
I also sadly I cannot check on the application itself due the service shutting down and no clear archive of this stuff being out there. some day ill find a way to look more into this
Dokopon Choise got new releases from 2013 all the way to 2016.
Last release being Nisekoi in Japan.
I sadly dont have data on when they released for french audiences, I just have data on the JP releases.
All of the releases under Dokopon Choises were removed from the eshop in January 31, 2019
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and subsequently, Dokodemo Honya-San got removed in 2020
Users could buy manga up to February 28, 2020
And they could redownload their stuff up to July 30, 2020
Source
Luckily for anyone who purchased content on the 3DS, they had a chance to move their 3DS library to their web library.
Honya San wasnt only on 3DS, same as HONTO, it had a web client under the name Dokodemo Bookstore
To my knowledge it seems like users who still have the app, on their 3DS, with downloaded books can enjoy them just fine.
And despite Librika merging with MEDIA DO in 2019, it seems like Librika still operates their digital bookstore to this day on mobile platforms.
What an odd piece of nintendo history isnt it.
I thought I was going to make a short post for once but no I ended up having to do a bunch of research for this. Because if I didnt... who was going to talk about the damm book services on 3DS.
I think making the list of manga on the service was the worst part.
But yeah! I recommend giving these a shot! even if you dont understand japanese, its still really cool being able to show off manga on your 3DS outside of the homebrew manga reader.
Ima leave this off with two silly tweets about boobs being uncensored on the release of Dragon Ball on the platform lmao.
"What the Hell! The 3DS is increasingly becoming a wonderful piece of hardware that creates special fetishes in children!!"
That is going to live in my head rent free for a month LMAO
#Dawg why the fuck is Ro-Kyu-Bu here#get the fuck outta here#Anyway hoo boy! man this was a joy to research#Its always fun finding out fun things on handhelds like this... even if that list of titles was an absolute pain in the ass to write.#I would have added release dates but man I was so tired by the end of making the list lmao#Did you know librika was also responsible for distributing manga on the PSP's PSN#I found that out while looking into them hahaha#3DS#anime and manga#ebooks#nintendo 3ds
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No you're right, the file naming system helped a great deal in terms of being able to verify ages and certain events on the timeline (even some minor characters like Ushio have them, which is neat). Because like, Hoshino does specify in-game that Arakawa was 14 when he killed Toshio, but without a year that's not exactly helpful...
You normally have to do a lot of mental gymnastics to figure out Arakawa's age, to the point the only official profile that listed his age was wrong, so it was a HUGE find to have those straightforward numbers at the time (even if they aren't 100% accurate; Jo probably shouldn't be 21 with how Yokoyama says he ages his characters by year without setting birth dates, and Arakawa's 25 model is used for more scenes where he's not 25, But You Know).
#whats interesting is that arakawa's 90's-2000 model doesnt have an age attached to it. dont ask a woman her age ig idk <- this killed me but it also reminds me they did this unironically with Saeko
Actually wait forget the entire rest of this ask I wanna talk about what was going on with these profiles... they were SoA exclusives... but like girl... wrong age (he's 62 not 63)... favorite food is To Be Fair Something He Talks About LIKE It's His Favorite but is still a dish he's only had once in his lifetime... no hobbies or special abilities... trying to sassily sidestep not knowing Saeko's age... inability to decide whether to present alcoholism as a hobby or favorite food... ONLY Adachi having a disliked food...
Nanba and Ichi's are okay though :) but these crushed my soul for real if you can't trust a character profile what can you trust😭
Anyway If Nothing Else I hope you enjoy these relics :) I'm gonna go write in about stuff I forgot to mention before bye
leaving rn i totally forgot hoshino says arakawa's age BYE is it evident i havent watched the cutscenes outside of the arakawa family in a hot minute. cause its been A Hot Minute
jo's model being labeled 21 did make me scratch me head tho so im glad im not insane for thinking it was a Questionable label (even if i expected myself to be wrong about SOMETHING in that post anyway LMAO)
the official bios are gutting me tho like yeah i GUESS alcoholism is a hobby but im sure bestie has more than that.... like her age..... cmon now...
#snap chats#yeah arakawa's special ability is having game in his late 40's and 60's idfk he seemed proud of that#SORRY ILL STOP MENTIONING IT NOW it just makes me laugh... Never Have I Ever like calm down pops...#why adachi gotta be a shiitake mushroom hater.. cmon now theyre good...... i love them in chicken dumplings the most#BUT WHEN THEYRE ROASTED TOO OUUUUGGGHGH SOOOOO GOOOD i love shiitake mushroom...#nancy chan in ichis profile.... shes perefct......#nanba's bio reminding me i miss warm milk :( they dont have microwaves at my dorm and i only brought an air fryer...#like i GUESS i can boil milk in a pot... bro i just want my calcium back..#anyway more write-ins YAAAY YIPPEEEE !!!!!!!
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two questions- what episodes were the reeducation arc again?? i don’t think they came up during my binge. and, how well would jon handle the timeline shake up shenanigans do you think? how much of a handle would he have in what their night vale is supposed to be like?
oh no dw, that's something that happens in wtse. cecil gets reeducated twice (e7 & 81) in canon and its not really a big thing
jon's handle on night vale depends on where in the time line.
early in wtse jon's focused on recovering physically and mentally from everything that happened during tma, and he doesn't do much leaving the house esp not without cecil. so his perspective is entirely colored by cecil's perspective (both due to NVCR and their mind meld)
he's VERY resistant to what martin says about night vale once martin goes exploring and tries to get a handle on things. martin learns quickly and early on this town is truly and deeply fubar and wants to leave. badly. one of martin's first character arcs is him trying to find a way out of night vale ala diane crayton in welcome to night vale (2017), and martin ends up blaming cecil for how the town is, which creates a rift between martin and jon that needs to be repaired before jon's open to hearing criticism about night vale
(think like, tma s5 when jons in the panopticon and jealous of elias' position as the eye's pupil. or when he and martin are wandering the wasteland and jon has to keep centering himself to right right what's happening is bad that's right we're stopping this)
after a few months of being in town and feeling more secure, jon and martin start going out and doing things alone together more. jon starts to see how martins been treated (interloper) and that snaps him out of his cecil-delirium enough to realize that in his desperation to make sense of all the trauma from the past years and his need to actually learn about being an avatar of the eye he's let himself see the world exclusively through cecils eyes
jon's able to create a boundary between his mind, The Beholding, and cecil's mind to recover back to himself and he starts seeing what martin sees.
i go back and forth on if jon should be able to See the lines and arrows in the sky. if he could, that certainly would help him wrt this sort of thing. but even without it, he does find a way to make peace with the strangeness. and that ultimately boils down to the fact that jon can't expect a town where fears and humans coexist peacefully to be anything close to normal (and from there we derail to talking about the main point of wtse and i feel ive taken enough tangents as it it)
edit: completely glossed over the time mix up part of this question. the short answer is idk. we havent explored times issues in wtse
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which mcr songs do u skip (i skip wttbp and all of bullets)
ALL OF BULLETS? you are so fucking lucky i like questions. bullets haters besides this one anon need to fucking leave i love bullets and if you dont we cant be friends im sorry. bullets forever. anon stays until they run out of questioms bc im having fun.
okay, but, i am going to get yelled at by my boyfriend and also probably everyone for this, but listen to me, i follow whatever the autism tells me to do, so it is not my fault. blame her (the autism).
NA NA NA —
this is genuinely! one of my favorite songs! okay! in my defense! i fucking love her! and this entire album! danger days lover! but, because shes so popular, it doesnt give me the right mcr vibes for when im in a "literally only listen to mcr for 5 days" state, which is all of the time. i listen to mcr and decaydance and a few other people almost exclusively. so.
PLANETARY (GO!) —
yeah its one of my favorites and yet i skip it all the time. i couldnt tell you why, because i genuinely do love her, but i know i do it bc every time i do i wait like 5 mins and realize i skipped her and yell at myself for it.
S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W —
I HAVENT BEEN SKIPPING HER LATELY, OKAY? but again, i usually have a very specific vibe im matching and scarecrow is a.. lower toned song i suppose? its not quite as faced paced or loud, and its often that im just less in the mood. but the fact that its the same beat as the snowflake song delights me so ive been listening to her more.
SUMMERTIME —
see above, honestly! its a very sweet and tender song abt love and i absolutely adore it, but its just not my usual mood.
DESTROYA —
this song feels too dangerous to play most of the time. it feels like if mcr was like 500x scarier (and subsequently 500x hotter) and that is terrifying because i can barely stand them now. if i listen to her more than one day a month i pass out and go into a brief coma. so sorry. shes too hot for me.
THE END. —
wrong vibes! nothing against her . i love her .
WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE —
MASSIVELY overplayed and yet so so underappreciated !!! ugh!!! i love wttbp, but i cant stand it by virtue of "no one knows her like i do" and "the part of this song that is the Wrong Vibe is Way Too Long"
I DONT LOVE YOU —
GREAT SONG FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG however she also suffers from... wrong vibe
CANCER —
see above
MAMA —
i LOVE mama. like. SO much. as much as EVERYONE does. but she also suffers from. Overplayed
TEENAGERS —
teenagers was the first mcr song i ever heard and also the first song i ever actually liked - shes just another overplayed one. to be clear, im not like, AGAINST the ones i call overplayed, they just rub me wrong bc of how often i hear them. theyre played because theyre GOOD tho.
DISENCHANTED —
im obsessed with disenchanted and i always will be, but for me to enjoy her i have to be focused and when i play music (always, in the background, 24/7, literally no i am not kidding i have music playing rn and im watching a show) i am not able to focus on her enough :/
BLOOD —
saying i "dislike" blood is disingenuous because i i find it hard to dislike any mcr song. if u take all the layers apart it drives me crazy i couldnt possibly dislike any of them even a fucking little. but plainly im just not usually in the mood for her LOL
HELENA —
the worst case of overplayed so far. she gets on my nerves bc of that. shes a great song! objectively! but this is the closest i could get to disliking an mcr song
TO THE END —
tbh? dont know why i skip her so much lol
IM NOT OKAY —
the intro is amazing but its not suuper interesting as a song to me ? surface level enjoyment at least, like, id have to focus like i focus on disenchanted to enjoy her properly
GHOST OF YOU —
wrong vibes
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hahaha dw! i also did that with him too when i first got him (hollow liker solidarity) and if its not too much to ask, would you be able to recommend team comps for clearing the normal and hard revenge bosses? im having a hard time clearing them 😭😭
i havent been doing this revenge boss this time around (at least not right now since it was the first half and i was preoccupied on yumeishi management) so the most i can offer is a few baselines:
figure out what type the boss is, because its gonna be really difficult running a phys team on a phys boss that ends up buffing itself into oblivion. THAT SAID if you believe in your debuffers/buffing ability, you can still try
if its AoE, run two healers + guard/dps/utility. in AoE cases, usually the enemies in the back that will buff themselves while targetting at random will be the biggest threat. make sure you have a unit that can grant def for the bosses type (if its a magic boss, a unit that provides magic defense or a barrier if you have initial cyrus/initial victor good to g)
if its a single target, one or two guards with evade (initial kent and asahi) is the most important part, because if the boss breaks through your line of defense itll likely oneshot your units at that point def buffed or otherwise
buffing > debuffing usually, which unfortunately makes chars like hollow a little less viable BUT theyre not completely unusable and chars that grant stun/confusion can still buy time for a dps to snipe an enemy in the back.
these arent Solid of course, some AoE bosses wont have enemies in the back that are of worry (though some will have healers in the back, in which case those Do still count as itll give the boss time to whittle away at your units)
for this event i believe both bosses are physical types which is great because in comparison to magic def theres a LOT of really good physical guard options, however if you dont have any magic offense 4*s i really do suggest trying to bruteforce it with a physical team since in my own experience initial shion and gui have been......struggling :,) and est just barely manages to hit my "respectable damage" quota even with shiranuis buffing
kent and asahi are really good defense units since they have evasion (moon on both of them), and in the case of needing to pick off enemies in the back DATEN mikage brings them to the front in his moon, railway hollow damages + debuffs the enemy 3rd from the front in his initial + sun, i believe the recent camus attacks enemy 3rd from the front in his moon, and going off that baseline if you can recognize the "mae kara 3" skim reading chars skills you can find more chars similar
im not sure how AoE dps manages? i personally prefer big single target damage over medium AoE damage since slow and steady Doesnt win the race in revenge bosses (slow and steady = the boss starts revving up its skill more and wipes your team) but it might work! who knows
i do have a friend whos in a ymkr discord so i asked if anyone in theres found a nice team comp but since im not in it myself since i dont like being Perceived:tm: i cant really offer advice as of rn, but at the very least this mightve been a bit helpful? unfortunately at some point revenge bosses become impossible for f2p/people who save exclusively for one char, so if youve made a comp that just barely gets close to doing so even when youre actively playing (i.e. no auto and trying to strategize skill timing) it may just be an issue of "my current units just Cant do this one" which kinda sucks if i can be honest since a lot of the meta so far have been solely limited gachas i.e. sweetfes kuchen and its Very disheartening trying to find strats and seeing them insist you have to have him
#sorry for the long post i actually do enjoy theorizing about team comps albeit i'm not to the level of doing math for optimal damage#i do hope gcrest caps easy erv boss to 130 at some point; thats literally the farthest i could go with f2p units and active hawk watching#ik its sort of a 'mileage may vary' thing since bosses Do change from event to event but Good Lort#DIFFICULTY IS FINE JUST...CMON NOW . I KNOW ITS LIKELY TO BALANCE BADGE GRINDING BUT STILL!!!
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tea of my love life
feel free to ignore :)
i dont usually do this here but i just want to let everything out.
recently my ex broke up with me the day after we completed 14 months together, and it hurt to damn much even though i was planning to break up with him since like a month before.
he has emotionally drained me so much that it only took a night of crying over him and thats it. i cant even remember his voice or how he looks now. all i feel for him right now is pure rage. like i cant even explain the amount of rage i have towards him.
i'm graduating highschool in like a weeks time and a few of my friends from my batch have organised a party for the full batch, so naturally everyone is going. but this party hurt his male ego so much because he wasnt the one who organised it (he can't see others doing better than him) so him and two of his friends have planned another party 4 days later than the original one.
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so now ill have to give you some back story.
basically, his friends group and my friends group dont have a really great history together; they always think they are better than us. so we never like got on well together. there are a few nice people in his group but thats an whole another thing.
now, my ex and his friends want their party to be successful because again male ego, so they texted my friend and told him that they are organising a party and shit and want to know if we were interested in coming. my friend did not know what to do so he called me up and asked me if our group would go.
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okay so now another back story,
the day that they are planning the party is also the day our school is giving us a farewell. so like the party would be after the school farewell. like everyone from school would directly go to their party.
but now obviously no one would be interested to meet the same people all over again in like a span of few days cause not everyone is friends with each other. it would have been fine if it was an exclusive thing because half of the batch doesnt get along well.
plus my group already had plans after the school farewell to go for a nice dinner, just us, with no one else, because it has been long since all of us have gone out together.
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so now when my friend called me and asked me, i told that we already have a plan and that we wont be able to come.
my friend then told this to my ex and his friends and they were like 'no no you all have to come, it will be fun'. but my friend was adamant and he was like 'im sorry we already have plans, you all continue'.
hearing this hurt his ego and he started calling my group "gay gang" just because we are in touch with our emotions and love to spend quality time together as a group alone. i mean i dont see how this is an insult??????? like is he out of his mind?? just because your group doesnt like you that much (honestly he isnt even part of a group because hardly any one likes him, because of his terrible behaviour. only like 2-3 are his friends) and doesnt care about you, you can say whatever you want.
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a few days pass after this conversation and i get a whatsapp notification from him.
and mind you, this is the SECOND TIME he broke the "no contact" thing in a week!
one more thing, he was the one who removed me first from his private account and he bloody even blocked me on spotify- like the fuck??????? very immature.
first he asked for something that he had lost in an event, i had given him the details of where to find it while we were together but he texted we again asking me for numbers and location (irrelevant but whatever)
and now this new message was the invite to this party, which i remind you, my whole group REJECTED. the next day i replied with "cool" (ik i shouldnt have replied but idk i couldnt help it).
he could have asked his other 2 friends who are helping him organise this party to send it to me right? cause like its not like i havent talked to the other 2 guys. you can say that i am friends with them. they could have sent the invite to me rather than him, but he didnt do that. which is very irritating because dude wanted "no contact" and now is trying to keep bloody contact!
later that evening he added me, my group and only a few people from our school to a groupchat for the party.
let me remind you guys that this "party" that he is organizing is only for "the batch of '24" from OUR school only. but when i checked the people list, there were barely any people from the school and most of them were outsiders from freaking different schools who we know.
so tell me HOW DOES THIS MAKE SENSE?
wouldnt you rather enjoy with your own friends than trying to mix with some random people at a party???
and there are barely 90 people in that group. my school batch has 270 people!
idky he is doing this because ive talked to a few people other than my group of friends and asked them if they are going to this party and everyone is like 'we already had plans' 'not interested' and shit. so when no one shows up to this party, its just gonna hurt is ego even damn more.
its laughable at this point.
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this is just a small part of what happened after the breakup, if you want to know more let me know lmao
sorry for this rant, but had to get it out somewhere.
also i real hope no one from my school is one this app
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11 Days In
It's been so hard to find the time to post with all the exhaustion and stressors of becoming a first time mom.
Iris is doing well, growing as she should. She had a bit of yeast build up on her tongue but has been put on 7 day medication for it to pass.
Her belly button fell off and day 5 which surprised us! Everyone said 1-2 weeks. it healing well.
She's been extremely fussy between 8:00pm-12:00am. We try everything, burping, feeding, changing, swaying, white noise- nothing seems to get her to calm down. I am hoping it'll pass.
I am currently exclusively breastfeeding. I am hoping by the 3 week mark I can start pumping to relieve that pressure and stress to be at her beck and call. Just a week and a half to go. Its been really tough on my body and on my mental state being needed all the time, round the clock, with no break. i cry often, almost daily i'd say.
I am trying my best to not overthink things and worry about everything i notice with her. But its so hard when its the only thing my mind can focus on.
We havent been able to go outside the last couple of days either as the Quebec wildfires have impacted the air quality here. We need to wait it out. Not sure if I'll go stir crazy in that time but I am hoping by the end of this week, it'll pass and i can get back to sitting outside and feeling more alive than I do right now.
Parenting is hard, taking care of another human is hard, taking care of yourself- even harder.
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ds9 time, s2e12
well alright odo whatever tickles your fancy sir
quarks genuinely taken aback that odo seems to be seriously about a purchase.
who the fuck is mora. should i know this man
yeah id be kind of annoyed if someone came up to me, unannounced, and started critiquing my shapeshifting
i dont like dr mora
i do like that odos like 'id like a runabout' and sisko immediately goes 'yeah sure. what for'. just completely confident. has basically no reason to deny that request of any of his major crew members unless context suggests a problem (i think kiras run against that a handful of times).
dr mora is acting like a dad trying to provoke a child to speak and odo is just like. for fucks sake man. fine. yeesh
my question to mora is when he says 'work with you', does he mean working with odo as a peer, or with in the sense that you work with computers, with a field of study?
thats a familiar looking set, i love the soundstage lads. oh a beautiful background, that one, Stunning.
i love that their standin for 'odo juice' is clearly just some iron filings with a magnet being spun around it. excellent shit.
okay im attempting to recalibrate if i should give a shit about mora based on how odo reacts and because odo is shit at expressing his emotions (mood, sir) and im still struggling to figure that one out.
'he hid my clothes so i wouldnt leave' bashir buddy cmon
oh that man might be dead
"if you run into my wife don't mention i did this" obrien i love you
ugh thats so goopy
"my replicator or yours" i find that such a cute phrase. and again, the evidence persists that dax is probably the only person who enjoys julians company other than garrick lmao, if she wanted to invite it out for drinks.
okay julian my guy what does THAT mean. i thought we'd stopped being cringe heterosexual. oh thank god for drama.
"its a nickname i barely tolerate" "its an expression of affection" dr mora sir those are not mutually exclusive. my friends have expressed their affection for me by pre-emptively censoring their horniness in such a way that makes me feel like a piece of shit buzzkill despite having done nothing - affection need not be accepted at the end point. eat shit. anyway uh
i hate dr mora
dax's vibe in this scene with mora where moras all 'ah, never thought hed grow up' and whatever its very :) please stop.
you know what it is? you know what it is. its that he keeps infantilising odo, and a lot of the traits hes picking out as things odo is/was "deficient" in are like. you know. Autistic traits. is that anything. i feel like thats where im rankling
ah okay so the twist is Odo's doing this shit subconsciously
mora pol is such a cunt. i hate this guy
"what humanoid have you been able to trust except me?" "WHAT MAKES YOU THINK I TRUST YOU?" "I resent that" good! fuck off cunt!
he sucks so much. feeling hes owed odo's trust because of his effort, fuck you. odos having a breakdown and hes just charging forward with his self-centering. absolute state. oh is the twist going to be that he's causing this to try and coerce odo back into his lab?
oop hes melting oop oop oop
"its separate and independent from the odo we know" are you sure about that. are you confident. are you positively convinced. because im not. im not convinced.
if this episode is going to try and convince me mora has had any change of heart, its not gonna work, i tell you what. i honestly hope its kira that manages to get him to back down since we've established she is probably the person he trusts most on the station. just to prove mora wrong about his lack of trust in others. i want them to prove it, yknow.
oh great it is trying to convince me. "ive done it again havent i? made you a prisoner" YES. YOU SHITSTAIN. YOU WANKROD.
bleugh.
its annoying because i think its a good episode. there's good drama, you learn a lot about odo and where he's been, its good. there's good dynamics with the cast. i just dislike mora pol to such an extent that it makes it hard to buy into that specific axis of the drama, and its the primary one. thats the one im meant to care about. and i cant. because he appears and everything says no, nonono, this man is no good father. and it wasnt like he was even doing bad shit at the start, i just caught a vibe and went euuuugh.
#ds9 blogging#the only ep for the night bc i just dont have the energy for a second i dont think#blame the heat i guess
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NO DUDE IT WAS GENUINELY SO WILD I WAS LIKE “HUH????” basically long story short heejin is god and created the three planes of the loonaverse- earth, the middle plane (forgot what it’s called) and eden- and then yves starts fucking things up in eden and everything goes to shit ! but the best part of all this is that what you said is exactly what happened. jack and i were playing music video roulette (basically just going back and forth and we each show one music video at a time)- i showed him tagx3 on my turn and he showed me new (yves’s solo song) on his. we were both Very Impressed and had a second hangout meeting dedicated exclusively to me walking him through vrvr’s lore and him walking me through loona’s. this lasted about 2 and a half hours. the craziest part is i sent my first ask to you about two days after that meeting! i stalk the verivery tag bc i’m always looking for content and i saw you posting abt gyehyeon and i said “you know what i am So Down to create even more verrers” and now here we are!!
JINO AND ACCIDENTAL ARSON IS SUCH A CONCEPT- LIKE IMAGINE BACK IN THE ORPHANAGE DAYS WHERE HES JUST DEVELOPING THE ABILITY AND IGNITES EVERYTHING IN SIGHT BY MISTAKE. ALSO I RAISE YOU: FIREPROOF JINO FORGETTING THAT NORMAL PEOPLE NEED OVEN MITTS WHILE COOKING. LETS SAY THERES A KITCHEN IN DECELIS AND SOME STUDENT COMES IN AND SEES JINO REACH INTO THE OVEN BARE-HANDED TO PULL OUT A TRAY OF COOKIES AND LEAVES TRAUMATIZED (i work in a bakery i have felt the wrath of a hot tray). I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABT JINO
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NO THIS IS SO GOOD I LOVE ALL OF THIS. YVES FUCKING SHIT UP IN EDEN YES GOOD FOR HER!!!! I HARDLY KNOW HER BUT GOOD FOR HER. HSFGKDHFJ
the loonaverse legit sounds very fun and id love to potentially get into it some day but also my support of/investment in groups hinges entirely on whether or not i like their music, and i will admit i havent listened to much of their stuff but ive yet to find a song that draws me in hsjfbfjfnf. but its literally so great to me that you and this friend arranged an entire hangout just to talk about kpop lore??? and taking turns with showing each other mvs and explaining lore WOW that sounds like the dream. as of now i have no irl (close) friends that are into kpop so sadly all of my lore conferences are held through asks or dms, but maybe someday! (also entirely unrelated sidenote, im unfamiliar with loona musically and mv/lore-wise but i have seen the girls themselves before and may i just say. yves ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️) (also yves is a banger stage name its so pretty)
JINO ACCIDENTAL ARSONIST HELL YEA ABSOLUTELY. god i love the idea of the decelis dorms having a kitchen that the students are allowed to just screw around in,, it feels so fun and domestic to me?? also its making me relate back to my OWN family as well because both my parents have been professional chefs in the food industry for multiple decades each, and because of this their heat tolerance (physically, not pertaining to the spice levels of food) is WAY higher than mine. like if i heat something up in the microwave i have to get it out with minimum one, usually two hot pads because ill risk dropping it otherwise, meanwhile ive watched both my parents reach into the oven and pull shit out completely bare-handed multiple times over the course of my life. and im always just like ???? woman HOW are you able to do that. what. i can totally imagine jino, a dude with LITERAL FIRE AND HEAT IMMUNITY POWERS taking that to the ultimate extreme. he has never used a hot pad or an oven mitt in his life. he probably stuck his hand in boiling hot wax once and didnt even flinch (whether it was on purpose to impress someone or on accident because he's a himbo and didnt even realize is up to you). he scares his classmates on the regular with his inhuman heat tolerance, and also helps them with baking projects. i too have a lot of jeelings (jino feelings)
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tbh idk where i rly fit in on tumblr but im gonna stop trying to convince my freinds from “the other apps” to get back on here…..i am now thinking tumblr is just better left buried for the ones who RLY want it!! cuz i will admit, tumblr’s kinda difficult to start using again after years of absence since u have to try and find a whole new group of friends/mutuals that are pree much exclusive to this site. its rly hard so most ppl are just gonna get discouraged and stick to twit/ig where they already know everyone. after being on here regularly for the past few months i am only now just startin to feel like im not completely talking to myself, but the thing with me is that, ive never minded talking to myself online (spent most my childhood and teen years posting to no one) so i was able to stick it out thru the lonely phase whereas most ppl naturally just wont. drive for notifications has tainted the pioneering spirit of the internet u_u
anyways i guess i just wanted to say, i really like tumblr, and i like all the ppl ive been making friends with on here :] havent had to find a whole new “audience” like this since i first used tumblr 10 yrs ago and its been fun for me. its been very interesting! i do wish it was a little easier for my friends to start coming here again so i could fully stop posting on ig, but.. the ppl who are naturally still using tumblr as their main social media in 2022 are the only new ppl im trying to get to know anymore xD rock on you guys never stop posting… ~
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Sleepover Saturday! Top 5 of your own original blorbos?
THIS IS A V HARD QUESTION [sweats]
book blorbo:
dinara - shes a bitter, mean, middle aged jewish lesbian who was a Former Chosen One who kind of like. spectacularly failed at it and due to the repercussions of that was trapped for like 30 years in magical isolation until the new chosen one (the protag!) came and got tricked into breaking her curse. shes really fun for me to write because she simply has No Filter around the middle grade aged heroes and also has a ~Messy~ relationship with the protag's mentor whos her grandmother
npc blorbos:
hawk shook - okay calling myself out w this one but. simply spend so much time rotating hawk in my head. he is trying so so hard but is just Not Good at things. really wants nothing more than to protect and provide for his family and be a good big brother but he's so DumbTM and MessyTM. he's Smart but is also Stupid but is the kind of stupid that like. isn't from being not smart its from making bad choices due to desperation and self destruction and thats very fun for me <33 also his actual name is jason harris shook which i find very funny for no reason
sheriff lizzie - she <3333 lizzie is so fun for me because while she's very restrained and stoic 95% of the time its only because she can recognize her own Chronic Messy Bitch Disease and is constantly like. reign it in girl. and only succeeds some of the time. last game the players found out shes part shifter and has been hiding it due to Potential Scandal as well as that she's in love with our bard but hasn't done anything about it because the bard is married
pc blorbos:
erley ryzer - realizing how many of my fave blorbos are Messy And Bad At ExistingTM but. erley is simply such a fucked up lil guy cause their dad is a famous war criminal who raised them in a exile military cult and forced them to become a barbarian through abuse, then they got kidnapped by a goddess and put in magical isolation until they BrokeTM and got rehabilitated by her followers and then finally agreed to be her paladin but then we found out (erley did not <3) that the goddess only took them in the first place to fuck with their dad and not actually because she cared about them at all. theyre So Extremely Loyal but are simply not good at deciding who they should be loyal to so theyre kind of following people around like a sad little duckling occasionally pissing off the party by committing small war crimes they think are normal or healing enemies they consider family members. i think theyre FINALLY in a better place with the party but wooooo was this sad sad lil cowboi in the doghouse for such a long time. oh yeah theyre also a cowboy and talk with a southern accent to try and disguise their home country since. the country they live in just finished like a 100 year war with them. also theyre dyslexic! as a treat! so thats why their name is spelled like that lol
bo dawson - SAD BOY HOURS EXCLUSIVELY. bo is not MessyTM but he makes up for that in Extra SadTM because his mom blamed him for a crime she committed so he spent like 8 years in juvie as a kid and he's just big sad doe eyes all the time. he just got to re-meet his dad again for the first time since he was a toddler (who im. obsessed with. bubba dawson rights) and found out he has a foster sister whos the bio child of the middle aged librarian man he was hired to protect who's become a father figure to him, because @beatricexbenedick said its sad bi dad romance time and i simply havent been able to think about anything else since. bo is very fun for me because he does very big damage and literally doesnt use a weapon because he Just Punches That Good. which is hilarious but also Sad because his mom was a boxer and thats why he learned to fight <33 p much with bo its like if i cant make someone wail in anguish was it even a successful bo scene. he must simply be So So Sad
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Current Dealings and Collecting Some Feedback/Opinions
(This is a post on my patreon, copypasted to here)
Hey guys, Just coming to reiterated what some of my original plans were, what's going on personally, and to collect some feedback on what I want to try to do this November and December.
Currently, since my mom passed, my household BASICALLY lost somewhere between 1/2 to 2/3rds of our income, and my patreon earnings are, atm, the only income I'm getting to pay for rent and all our various other bills until my aunt finds steady employment (she has some income working for a friend, but that friend is a douche and she's trying to get out of that).
It's been real rough for the both of us. Just recently, we paid off the 300+ dollar bill for the electricity that the oxygen compressor my mom required just to breathe at home for the couple months before she died, and only with help from my uncle.
She passed in august, we had her cremated, and we had her funeral and had to deal with a lot of stuff she hoarded in September due to apartment management needing to deal with maintenance. And i'm just currently... not feeling great if i'm being honest, especially after her birthday which was on the 13th of october (3 days before mine which was on the 16th).
Fall/Winter is always rough because its the season my mood drops in general, and the fact that i've recently lost my favorite person this year has my anxiety at an all time high, and energy at an all time low. I'm getting work done slowly, but my constant mood is basically that one meme image of Coraline's dad from the movie.
Anyway. I definitely need a break before i burn out or simply break down. Initially, I planned on taking my month off in January, but I think i'm going to need to take some time off earlier so i dont really crash and burn.
However, I can't really take a break cuz i need the income due to the above reasons. I only have like, 2 months rent saved up at any given point, so I'm feeling very pressured to power through and keep working... which, objectively, is not a great idea for anyone's mental/physical health, especially when I haven't felt like i had time to properly grieve and acclimate, and it's starting to catch up to me.
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So here's a proposition that I'd like to collect feedback on.
For November, December, and maybe January, I will continue to produce patreon exclusive content. But during these month's, I will be producing a reduced amount, thus giving me more time to rest, and more time to finally catch up on the commissions i owe (I'm very sorry for those who have been waiting since April. I simply could not predict how devastating my summer was gonna be 😔. I appreciate all of you guys' patience, but if it's still too much of a wait, do remember i still offer refunds as long as i havent sent a completed piece... which basically means you all apply, lmao.)
So for the month's with reduced content, I will still hold theme and character polls for people to exert their voting powers. However! I will only be doing fills for the first top 3 winners, and each will only be getting a single fill (as in, no sequences, similar to the 3rd and 4th place fills).
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Let me know what you think! I'm hoping this temporary set up wont last no longer than into January and that i can get back on the ball and have an at least half-way decent 2022, but it's gonna take some doing for sure.
Once again, thanks for all of your support! Despite how badly things went this year, the few things I was able to do for my mother while she was sick this summer is all thanks to you guys. So i'm eternally grateful for that. 🙏🏽
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