#i get that is part of psychosis but fuck

[surelymortal]

Think I’m partially in denial. I feel like my symptoms aren’t severe enough to warrant a chronic illness, even though it all lines up. Or maybe there’s part of me that doesn’t believe I’m ill at all. Unsure.

#like idk #happy i was listened to at counseling but the therapist was quick to say my concerns sounded a lot like schizophrenia #like psychosis i knew obviously #and it's not like she tacked on a diagnosis yet or anything so that might be wrong #but i was surprised my symptoms seemed so obvious I guess? #the idea that i might be dealing with something chronic is scary #but also ive already been dealing with it on my own for 7 years so i guess it isn't all that different #tw delusions up ahead #i do think there's a part of me that doesnt believe im ill because the things happening feel so real to me #that all of these complicated things happening are just made up by my mind feels implausible #like none of it's true? there's really NO ONE after me? it feels so unlikely that all my beliefs are unfounded #like if no one is watching me why do i feel eyes all the time you know #i get that is part of psychosis but fuck #mortal's public diary

[wizardnuke]

miss the early days of my tma listen when i was conspiracy theorizing and genuinely freaking out about michael distortion appearances. michael went craazy he is SO scary to me

#was passionately talking about this the other day #michael is barely an avatar. obviously he is but the issue is that he didn't like.. fall into it like so many of the others #he wasn't predisposed to anything in particular he wasn't introduced to the fears thru falling into them #like. avatars are most often drawn towards their domain. one way or another. jon wanted to understand. martin was lonely. etc. #michael was completely unaware. wrong place wrong time. and i mean that checks for spiral but you get what i mean #one day he was normal human michael abroad with his boss and the next he was an avatar he was Barely acceptable and that. that is why #the spiral got him but it's also why he was nuclear levels of batshit insane on top of being spiral #even helen makes sense. Extremely Normal Person who got baited in by michael - she overpowered him bc she was still like #somewhat normal in the head just in terms of awareness of whats going on #michael wasn't. michael was out of his goddamn mind. past the whole spiral situation he was part avatar and part victim moreso than a #lot of other avatars and that's why he was Like That. PLUS he worked at the institute and had a serious hatred for it #and i mean think spiral=psychosis=paranoia and him stalking first sasha then jon #but. such a good fucking character to kind of lead in the situation. here is a spiral of the avatar that you have to handle while you're #putting all the pieces together. he is extremely confusing. this is not because he is also confused but it is a part of it #he is not mindless but he is out of his mind. more than helen. more than any other avatar because he was grafted into the picture #while most avatars fall into it. here is the beginning of the end. he worked at the institute just like you. he is insane. more insane #than a spiral avatar should be. he is Weird and Wrong and he toys with people because he is angry. #poor jon's trying to understand the bigger picture and the best piece that he has is literally like a shattered mirror of a man #that hates him so fucking much #and that's all he had to work with. for so long. #poor sasha. had to try to explain an encounter with the spiral of all things. an avatar of the spiral that barely understood himself. #u get what i mean. #also the fact that he is SO fucked up. in design and how he acts. he's SO scary. rabid angry thing. #something abt helen psychically overpowering michael bc hes a fluke vs jon straight up stabbing elias bc he's like an avatar supersoldier #*tangled in red string tripping over a corkboard* michael and jon are mirrors. yes the mirror is distorted. yes that is the entire point #thee michael distortion. distorted. grafted into the spiral when its ritual imploded. even weirder and wronger than an avatar of the #spiral should be because he wasn't supposed to be one at all. poor fit. and then the avatar-victim jon licherally stabbing elias #narrative foils. impossible ultra freak of nature n his rage. and a skin graft of every single fear. with a knife. and his rage

[goodmorningnona]

sobriety update: feeling nervous and unexcited for today. seeing one of my drinking buddies and the girl she introduced me to before i had to leave the room to hurl. originally the activity was gonna be "mix a buncha drinks at the girl's house" and I said im sober and you guys can drink but if the only activity is drinking id like to do something else. So they made the hang out sober. I should note that when i told my drinking buddy i was getting sober she said she knew she had a problem too but didnt intend on stopping. I'm not feeling optimistic but luckily she has to leave pretty early and we're not hanging out at her place for once so it shouldnt last long.

#it also doesnt help that i appear to be getting the dissociative angry psychosis episode which sucks bc it means No Talk Me I Angy #i dont wanna hang out at fucking all #i have work to be doing #they live far #maybe i can fake something idk #she'd get it if i told her the depression was getting me #which it is #im terrified of confronting the people who are a major part of my little ✨️problem✨️ #just even seeing them brings me so much shame #and this friend is just so intense and tiring #I'll have to see her eventually though #sigh maybe i can take her out to eat or smthn #lessons of the hand and the mouth #sobriety update #drugs tw

[jimmy-wilson]

You know. I'm really starting to understand why they guess lupus in every fucking episode bc every single time some weird medical thing pops up i look it up and the cause is always Always Fucking Lupus

#personal #teddy talks #seriously tho its ridiculous #i literally have Symptom Disease #the weirdest thing i figured out is actually fucking mental (which. psychosis is also a symptom bc why tf not?) #but ive had hearing problems since i was a kid. ive also worn glasses for a good decade or so. both of those are because of lupus #and its super commonly misdiagnosed just bc its so vast #it has nearly all the same symptoms as diabetes but no blood sugar problems #also the same symptoms as narcolepsy including seizure activity #and pcos #and schizophrenia #and fibromyalgia #and aids #literally name a big scary disease and ill bet $100 that lupus can present with the same symptoms #this time im mad bc sometimes i get this thing where the roof of my mouth hurts too much to eat. wanna guess why? #also as im typing this im getting the fucking shakes bc....you guessed it! lupus. #thats probably the most and least realistic part of the show #most bc its could literally cause any problem on the face of the fucking earth practically #least bc its never diagnosed like ever. i only have a half hand-wavy 'probably' bc my moms entire side of the family has it or similar #autoimmune stuff and i have the rashes on my face and hands #but like. i camt get treated bc i cant get diagnosed bc it can only be diagnosed by one particular test #thats fucking stupid expensive and comes bqck inconclusive over 70% of the time unless youre dying or over 45 #dont quote me on that stat thats just what my gp said years ago #which i barely remember bc lupus fucks w your memory #also! also. they say theres all these diseases that 'mimic' lupus right like sjorgens and hashimotos and rheumatoid arthritis but like #you know what also can appear as secondary disorders (might i say symptoms) with lupus?? sjorgens and hashimotos and rheumatoid arthritis #every single disease that 'mimics' lupus can also be ACTUAL SYMPTOMS OF LUPUS #theyre not even comorbid at this point theyre straight up symptoms #even other diseases that arent lupus ARE STILL LUPUS #edit: the stat is actually that it reports a whopping 30% chance of a false positive. but its also much more conclusive after 35 y/o

[dykeinthedark]

straight up living 2024 adaptation of a separate peace: toxic doomed yuri edition

#freshman year college roommate situationship who ends up in the hospital after a psychosis induced breakdown u had a hand in. will fuck u up #technically i didn't do too much but man. the warning signs i completely ignored... there's an amount to take reasons to take more #last semester i helped her try and get her grades up by tutoring her and reading over her essay but then when she couldn't i helped her #edit her grades sheet to send to her parents to make it look like she got As. because i know parents are scary #and then i found out she hasn't been taking her meds and i don't think i pushed her hard enough to take them #also she did the whole Making Me Become A Part Of Her thing. there was one day when she and i did a ''style swap'' and i felt like i was he #she's rly femme and i'm butch so u can imagine how that went. i met her parents today and i don't think they like her #neither does our other roommate. am i the only person who likes her and isn't embarassed by her. jesus christ #btw this isn't to say it's necessarily Romantic. moreso we have a bond bc of the evil shit we do together. i understand genefinny so much

[badolmen]

Supermassive games made something that was almost perfect and then decided to make several much worse things before reeling it back to something decent that makes the same damn mistake the first game made without any of the first game’s charm and cleverness to make up for it. Like you’ve had the time to figure out this professional video game thing maybe you should start acting like it lol

#ra speaks #personal #sorry I’ve been in an until dawn mood lately and it’s like. gosh they were so close to making a game I could unironically say was amazing #their major flaw was the appropriation of Native American culture (like they could have been generic cannibal monsters you didn’t have to #call them that to make them scary that monster design was on point) #and then. in the quarry. which I dare to say is a decent sequel to until dawn. #MAKES THE SAME DAMN MISTAKE OF STEREOTYPING OOOO SPOOKY ROMANI TAROT MAGIC #like bruh do you. do you even call up somebody from the demographics you’re representing #and be like hey is this fucked up or nah? #like you’re a professional studio that’s a real thing you can do #and I don’t like the new cut scenes in until dawn they were PART of the story not some separate entity from it #anyways rant abt the bad stuff over gosh until dawn had such a fantastic story. the reveal and the twist are unparalleled. #literally my only issue is the monster cultural aspect like that’s such a solid game and story #and I guess the treatment of josh as a character but tbh the story of it seems fairly logical #these people got my sisters killed. I’m going to scare the hell out of them as revenge. no one will get physically hurt. #like yeah I would do that too dude. especially if I had a family background in film and practical effects. #and tbf his friends react pretty realistically for kids not knowing how to handle their friend having #a legitimate mental health crisis that stems from undiagnosed and erroneously medicated psychosis/schizophrenia #in addition to being hunted by literal monsters #the quarry was fun and campy the way until dawn was but there was no iconic bait and switch and also an antagonist uses the g slur so like #sorry it’s objectively not as good of a story

[beastblade69]

I wanted to check out another lone ranger comic which is about tonto, but Ion have any motivation. thinking about rewatching one flew movie, but I'm afraid that if I rewatch it for too many times it'll become average to me. I'd fucking love to reread the book because it once made me feel so alive and feeling like I'm alive is a vital need for me. but I have too many projects to do and I'd rather spend my free time watching a movie because it's really hard for me to concentrate on books

#I'm so fucking tired #need to erase my memory to reread one flew once again to feel it like I felt for the first time #the fucking all time problem is that I cannot find new hyperfixations #they are so rare to have for me #I could have thousands of average interests but they don't feel the same as the hyperfixation #THE FUCKING FEELING I GET WHEN I'M FIXATED. ME AND MY HYPERFIXATION BECOME ONE WE CANNOT PART #fucking want it back #I love sarah kane and lone ranger but these ain't fixations unfortunately #I get up at six and start my search for you. if I've dreamt a message of a station or a pub or a street I go there. And I wait for you. #me trying to find a new fixation #quoting 4.48 psychosis is my fave activity to do 4 life

[malhare-archive]

Most days I can be normal enough to function, but holy shit some days being perceived and being around human beings makes me viscerally uncomfortable to the point where I feel physically ill 

#part of it is that I have this recurring psychosis thing where I physically cannot handle being looked at #It isn't as bad as when I had my first psychotic break and I'd get legitimately panicked/aggressive over being 'stared' at #but it still makes me so fucking uncomfortable some days. Like why do humans have EYES that LOOK at me I dont like it #Shit sucks I literally was not mean to be a human being Im too maladapted to this shit I need to be a deepsea freak or perhaps a marmot #psychosis tag #malhare.txt

[fefairys]

PLEASE NO MORE GONCHAROV ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY 😭

get goncharov'ed idiot

#I ONLY REBLOGGED LIKE THREE THINGS ABOUT IT???? GO SOMEWHERE ELSE? #sorry that you hate fun jesus christ #literally if u cant handle me reblogging like three things abt this... like im not even doing that much im just enjoying the ride #for the most part #like just get off tumblr if fucking goncharov is too much for u. i really mean that. like u dont belong here if u cant handle this im sorry #in a 'IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY' way not like a 'it triggers my psychosis' way like thats fine thats why we tag it unreality n shit #like if it is making u so mad that u sent ME an ask when i havent even rbed that much of it... #YOU CAN BLOCK IT U KNOW. U CAN BLOCK THE WORD AND U WONT SEE IT #asks #anonymous

[shimp-heaven]

:3c

#being unemployed and insane is a fucking trip lol #i desperately want to be doing something but i cant go three days without having an episode #and my therapist isnt acknowledging most of my symptoms #im going through emdr for ptsd but like what about the psychosis what about the mood swings #ive talked about my horrible sensory issues and she says its just anxiety and im like what #i cant even get out of the house cause im not allowed to drive and everything within walking distance is fuvking expensive as hell #and ubers arent in the budget #thank god theres a sliding scale clinic where i get my meds for literal cents idk what i would do without it #im getting my teeth looked at wednesday im equal parts excited and terrible #depression and sensory issues have wrecked my teeth :( #idk bro #im thinking about selling some of my higher value plushes to get some money to do something fun #cause i have negative five dollars in my bank account lol #i would just go to the library or something but one i cant get there myself #and two when my gf gets off work shes usually dog tired so i feel so freaking guilty for asking her #i have an active disablility claim its about nine months in #so maybe ill get lucky and have it approved but i super doubt it #since my psych team refuses to diagnose me with anything #apparently its really hard to get approved for ptsd and thats like my biggest on paper issue thats actually listed #i talk about getting a job but i cant even be in a gas station for more then two minutes without freaking out #so idk how i think im gonna be able to handle a job #plus itll look really bad on my disability claim if i get a job #so im kinda damned if i do damned if i dont #ugh im just shaking myself by the shoulders and yelling BE NORMAL JUST BE NORMAL #but :3 i stay silly i guess #idk if youve actually read this i give you an internet cookie 🍪 #if you have any advice let me know i guess

[possession1981]

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#i’ve really been trying for months to like rebuild a friendship with my ex #after we broke up at the end of 2021 due to really her deeply traumatizing me in several ways it’s not important to know the details #but anyways since she apologized to me and explained to me that she found out months later she had actually been experiencing like psychosis #at the time and she recognized that she had been in the wrong and all i wanted to try to stay friends but like #now i’ve been ghosting her for ages bc like #when she last messaged me i was doing really bad mentally so i couldn’t get myself to reply for a couple weeks #but then when i felt better i just kept avoiding it anyway because whenever i haven’t replied to her like very quickly i just get super #fucking anxious bc that was like a big part of why we broke up is she kept accusing me of all kinds of shit whenever i was somewhat slow to #reply to her which. she knew from even before we dated is an issue for me bc of exhaustion and exec dysfunction and she said it was fine #but it obviously ended up not being fine at all #and then my anxiety got just amplified because she has kept messaging me multiple times afterwards and a couple of times in ways that just #felt a bit passive aggressive. so i still haven’t been able to do it bc it just makes me start having a full anxiety attack. but i feel like #a horrible person lol when do i not anyways that’s my issue rn

[schizodesires]

wanting to talk to people but my disorganized speech is so bad that i cant form coherent sentences with my mouth rn and i dont want to worry them

#tried speaking to my dad earlier and he was just like '...what are you saying' #not his usual 'what are you saying' whenever i purposefully say smth stupid #but a 'im lost..im really not understanding' #which isnt great!! its not him its me. i was really fucking struggling to get anything out #the worst part about my psychosis is knowing when im going to have an episode bc of that #i dont wanna weird people out #i dont wanna worry ppl #i do that shit that cats do before they die where they just kinda fuck off somewhere #i dont like being like this but i also cant take my antipsychs because theres a mental blockade with that and it sucks everything sucks!!!

[perdidit-vulpes]

SITS UP

#<summoned by the mention of superliminal i am sooooo fucking normal about this game #i have sent emails to my physics teacher about it 👍 i have notes on it 👍 it severely altered my worldview 👍 #especially being told by my psychologist that i'm like. Certified Silly in everything but on paper #the most distressing part was not knowing if anything i was experiencing was actually real #hang on getting my notes #he said once that reminded me of this. shortly after i told him about having psychosis. uhhhh #'You react to your perception of the world rather than reality.' #and rather yeah #i'm not real!! nothing is really real!! #my experiences are real though!! what i see is real!! to me!!! i am real because i decide to be!! i perceive it so!!! #not because of some divine power that dictates reality!!! #being silly does not decrease my quality of life but the pressure to seek treatment to fix the silly does lmao

[weeb-dealer]

#IM ALREADY FROM THE LAND OF THE WET CIGARETTE #music #they did big lurch so dirty #all ppl wanna hear ab it is “woooaah he ate someones fucking lung brooo” like he had a pcp induced dissociative psychotic episode #because his label was just feeding him more and more drugs until he fucking lost his mind in a real bad way #idk theres much more complexity to the case which i'd recommend you look into if youve read this far #moral of the story is dont do too many dissociatives #can confirm dissociative psychosis is extremely terrifying i literally thought i was dead #took me a long time to get my shit back together after that i mean obvs i didnt fucking eat part of a dead body but like #theres degrees of severity to this lmao #big lurch

[loonybun]

hi whump community let me tell you about a drug called datura!! because boy is it a doozy.

datura is a deliriant, which means it is a hallucinogenic drug capable of causing serious and often terrifying delusions and hallucinations that are literally indistinguishable from reality in the user’s mind.

It is poisonous and part of the nightshade family, and the dosage used to get high off of it is actually very close to the lethal dose. it is also not only entirely legal in most places but also very accessible. it’s grown as a house plant, actually. most people who trip off of it only do it once because of how awful of an experience it is. also trips last like a long time (anywhere from 12 hours to 3 days if i remember correctly?)

the hallucinations that come with this drug are incredibly horrifying, making it literal nightmare fuel. also the more long term effects from it can include permanent psychosis and lingering delusions. fun stuff.

common hallucination experiences from this drug include the following:

- heavy gore

- seeing corpses

- feeling like you’ve been transported to an alternate dimension (hell)

- seeing people or entities you know (but a little fucked up)

- parasites and bugs

- feeling as though your organs are falling out of your body

- shadows in the back of your vision

- smoking phantom cigarettes or eating phantom food (phantom in the sense that they aren’t really there)

- torture scenarios

all in all, i think it’s a rlly interesting thing that can definitely be used in whump. like imagine a whumper lacing someone’s tea with that. the whumpee wouldn’t even be aware that something was done to them due to the fact that they physically cannot tell the difference between delusion and reality. real fun stuff. probably need an immortal whumpee though just cuz if someone takes this there’s a high chance of them getting hospitalized.

#whump community #whump #whumpblr #whump writing #whump prompt #sadistic whumper #lab whump #medical whump #drug whump #tw drugs #tw datura #datura #using this for vian in case u couldn’t tell #i love doing research on drugs despite being totally sober #they’re so fascinating man #tw hallucinations #tw noncon drugging

[nitewingbabi]

↳ call me anytime             ⚤ ghostface x female!reader  【 18+ ONLY — Minors DNI 】warnings ⇢ sexting, swearing, pinning, mentions of blood/killing, degrading, breeding-kink, rawr, overstimulation, mentions of somnophilia, pervert ghostface, voyeur, stalking, the usual dirty stuff ✉ taking requests first part  ▻  please respond…i showed you my cock second part  ▻ a pretty mouth  tag @drpreminjer a/n; wrote this while listening to call me - blondie, and it just made the whole thing a lot hotter. if this gets 500 notes then I’ll put out a part four 

“This is going to be fun.” He was hungry for you, his jeans were off within seconds of seeing your pussy sprawled out for him. You turned your head in hopes to see him but from your angle it was hard. 

“I’m going to fuck up this pussy, you’re gonna be dripping with my cum when I’m finished with you.” You could only moan as you felt his hot tip brush against your slit, running along the thin crack and ever so slowly pressing into your folds just slightly. 

The tease was enough to drive you into psychosis, but you were pretty sure you were already there. At least now you could tick ‘fuck a serial killer’ off your bucket list. 

After dragging the head of his cock along your folds did he finally push in, the first inch painful as it surpassed your hole with a ‘pop’. After that he pushed himself further in til the base of his cock was against your thighs and ass. His thrusts were harsh but slow, teasing yet fulfilling. His own moans began to mix with yours as he started to speed up his pace. 

The sounds of pleasure and skin slapping echoed off your walls, and if you weren’t already turned on the smack delivered to your left cheek made you weak. It took you by surprise but it made you melt at the rush it gave you. 

“Such a slut, you’ve been dying to be fucked like this haven’t you? Been waiting for me to fill up your hole? Make you into a dirty whore. Feels good being fucked by a real man? A real killer.” You could barely get a word out as his thrusts became more violent and he was slamming against your cervix, ripping screams from your throat of pain and pleasure. He stopped his movements for a moment, flipping you over and pushing your legs against your chest. 

He slipped your shirt up, your tits falling out and bouncing as he thrusted back in and out. You didn’t take your eyes off him, looking over his body to see he had a button up shirt underneath his cloak and his pale toned abs were peeking through. His cock drilling in and out of you was a sight you thought you’d never get to see. 

His leather gloved fingers toyed with your perked nipples, twisting oh so painfully that it pulled a yelp from your lips. You loved it and hated it at the same time, wanted more and wanted him to slow down. 

“Such a dirty princess.” He muttered, almost going crazy with his thrusting as he could tell you were reaching your high. Your eyes watered at the immense sensation that passed through you, body shaking and clutching onto his arms as he continued to pound in and out. Your thrashing for him to stop was frustrating and he grabbed your wrists, pinning them down by your sides and pushing even harder. 

“P-p-please! I can’t—“ you tried to get out but your body felt like it was going into overdrive and spasming from the overstimulation. 

“You can princess. You will.” He laughed at your tears, throwing his head back as he began chasing his own orgasm. His moans got louder and you could feel yourself clenching as another orgasm would be ripped from you. 

“Fucking cum on my cock princess. Cum on your master’s cock. Do it for me.” You had only just realised that he was not using protection and you didn’t have any form of birth control. 

“W-wait, I’m not—“ you tried to speak but he cut you off. 

“Oh I know, I’m going to fill you up with me. Does that scare you? Carrying my baby? Carrying a murder’s baby? I thought you liked it like this princess? Hmm? Don’t back out now, I’m s-so fucking close—fuck!” His high came quicker than he wanted, clashing with your own high and both your juices flooding each other. Your orgasm clouded your mind and his cum warmed your walls. 

His hips had clashed against yours a few short times before he stopped riding out his high. Looking down and seeing you so full of his cum it was pouring out of you. He pulled his cock out, both your juices coating the member. 

You weren’t sure what to say but you wanted to say something. Anything. But what do you say to ghostface after he fucked you and came inside your pussy? You sat up, feeling slightly icky at the feeling of cum all over your thighs and comforter. 

He was making quick work of his pants and cloak, grabbing your chin to stop you from saying anything. 

“Until next time princess.” He placed his glove over your eyes and removed just the bottom of his mask to shove his tongue in your mouth and leave you with a taste of alcohol and what you guessed was marijuana as well. It made your heart race and you didn’t open your eyes until after he had left, looking over the damage that he had done. 

You knew you’d be at the pharmacy as soon as it opened the next morning. There was no way you were getting pregnant by a killer. 

-

It had been two weeks, and three murders since you had last had any contact with ghostface. Which was also when he fucked you raw and came inside you in your bedroom. 

You felt stupid for even thinking it, but you thought that he’d at least try and stick around or visit you. You weren’t after a relationship, but you were getting tired of the shower head and you were too embarrassed to keep a vibrator in your room. You walked down the hallway, carrying your books from class to class. You felt like you had been on autopilot for days, waiting around for something to happen. 

You felt bad for the families that had lost their members of family to him. And the police had still come up with nothing. You even began to think about who ghostface could possibly be? His body didn’t match a lot of the guys at your school. But then again some of the guys didn’t wear the most framing clothes either. You knew he was pale, and toned. Definitely taller than you. 

You began scanning the hall of your school, eyeing the guys that walked past and whether or not they fit your description. Or at least what you had seen of him. Your phone began vibrating in your hand, alerting you someone was once again messaging you. 

➤ looking for me? 

Your heart began racing, he was watching you. Your eyes left your device, looking around to see if anyone around you was paying a little too much attention. But you didn’t see anyone. The bell rung for class and you headed off to your last periods of the day. You were going to have to do some digging to find out who he was, not that you really cared who he was. But it would make contacting him a bit easier. 

Finally school being over for the day, you could collapse on your bed. Slumping down on the mattress and you felt your skirt fly up, your ass exposed to the empty room. You felt your phone vibrate again. 

➤ arch your back and spread your legs 

The message was mysterious and you had wondered how once again he was watching you. 

➤ do it. 

Without another thought you did as he said, pushing your ass to the ceiling and face into the mattress like you had been asked. Your back arching in a graceful way that it could’ve been considered art. 

➤ that’s a good girl. 

You wondered where he was, out your window? In your closet? You began to situate yourself back into a comfortable position. Eyes scanning around your room for once again, something out of the ordinary. Your eyes fell on your computer, green light appearing next to your camera and it hit you. He had been watching you that way. You moved closer the laptop, brows furrowing as you got up close to the camera. 

You knew he could see you, but could he hear you? Like he read your mind, your phone began ringing. 

Private Number 

“Hello?” You answered, hiding the slight worry in your voice as you thought of how long he must have been watching you through your camera. Not that it mattered but, he had access to it before he even started targeting you possibly. 

“Hi princess, wish you could see me. Cause I can see you.” His words were followed with a deep throating laugh, why did he have to make you so hot? 

“How are you doing that?” You asked in a harsh tone of voice, biting on your lip that he might react poorly to your aggression. 

“I can do whatever I want. You think this is the only camera I’ve been watching you through? I’ve got your house hooked. I know when you’re alone. When you’re awake. When you’re asleep. Although, while you’re sleeping it’s much better climbing through your window and fucking my fist to the sight of your cute pyjamas right in front of you. You don’t even stir, tits all perky for me, legs spread and ready to take me in. Maybe one night I ought to just fuck you then, wake you up nice and good with my cock. Hm? Bet you’d fucking worship me and beg me to stop but you wouldn’t mean in.” 

His words were working you up and you felt bothered that it did this time. He had been in your room when you weren’t conscious, seeing you in a vulnerable state and position. It felt unfair. 

“Well what if I keep you out? I’ll lock all my doors and nail my window shut if I have too.” You spat back, hoping he would take your warning seriously. 

“Oh princess, even if you could…would you really want me too?” 

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