#i feel like i'm in a catatonic state rn

[tizzymcwizzy]

watched the ml movie

that sure was smth that happened on my screen for real uhuh

#i feel like i'm in a catatonic state rn #more thoughts below‚ no spoilers tho! just thoughts on the movie as a whole #uh #it was not great SJHDHFJG but what where we really expecting huh #overall maybe like 4/10 pushing a 3.5 i'm def gonna have to watch it with better subs visual and audio quality later #excited for the eng dub LMAO #overall there were like 2 or 3 scenes i really liked but MAN that ending was not it #gonna be thinking about it for a while tho #NOT AS BAD AS THE SHANGHAI SPECIAL? CAN I SAY THAT? IDK... IM NOT AS. ENRAGED. MAYBE CAUSE IT'S AN AU #def things going on and happening that i just ???? who did this #extremely incoherent rn if you can't tell #insane . thing. yeah wow ie #tizzy talks #miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug awakening #ladybug and cat noir the movie #christ why did they rename this film like 200 times #ml awakening #mlb awakening #i don't even remember which fucking tag i use for it

[ambrossart]

the anticipation for the chap 32 preview is what’s motivating me rn😭🤞

quick hypothetical question tho, if Evelyn ever came into contact with pennywise how do you think it would play out? have you thought abt possible scenarios?

if the worst possible scenario played out (💀) how do you think the other characters would react or how would it effect them in the long run? would it be the same as if she moved away?

tysm for taking the time to read and or answer!

You know what, I honestly can't picture It targeting Evelyn. She's not special like Richie; she's not part of the Losers Club; so I just can't imagine any scenario where she would directly interact with the clown in a significant way.

Unless It's trying to weaken Richie in some way or feels threatened by the amount of influence she has on Henry, I don't think she'll be on Its radar. At all. She's basically like one of the adults.

So at most, it would be like an Audra Phillips scenario, where It uses Audra as bait to get to Bill and the rest of the Losers. Maybe It would trap Evelyn in Its deadlights, leave her in a catatonic state, but that's about it.

But how would the Bowers gang react to her getting killed by It? Well, if we're following the book and the deleted scenes from the 2017 movie, they're all dead and Henry's locked up in Juniper Hill, going mad with guilt and grief and fear.

Otherwise, it would be similar to her moving, except ten times worse. Henry would never recover from that, and I think he'd direct most of his anger toward himself instead of others (so self-harm would be a very real possibility here). Vic would mourn her but eventually move on with his life. And Patrick... I feel like Patrick would have a hard time comprehending it. That man lives in his own little world, so anything that contradicts his version of reality, yeah that really messes with his head. It's hard to say how he'd react.

I know that's super uninteresting, and that's exactly why I'm adamant about keeping Pennywise out of Paper Men. It's operating in the background, of course. You'll feel Its influence growing throughout the story. But the clown is not making an appearance. It just doesn't belong here.

#answered asks #thanks for the ask! #paper men #ambrossart

[rukafais]

Feel free to hold off on answering if you don't feel like talking abt hollow knight right now, but. Do you think there were any external side effects of the fight with the Radiance? Like, infected bugs getting more vicious or alternatively sorta going into a catatonic state. I'd imagine there'd probably be *something*, since the Radiance seems to get Quite Pissed & that'd probably reflect on the infected bugs if nothing else

(brought to you by: I was cooking mac & cheese and a friend of mine is playing through hollow knight for the first time so it's really heavily on my mind rn bc I'm helping him & giving clues)

iirc when the seals break elderbug hears like. screaming. so i def think all the infected started going Weird in some way during the fight, maybe it would depend on temperament if they started rampaging or just going totally motionless? rly interesting thought

[paralien]

This is me exposing myself a little, but also a question to anyone who has a good enough relationship to their parents that they house sit for them occasionally;

What's up with the almost like, how do i say it .. like, in my own apartment im a tidy and very clean person. Cleaning and tidying is easy and i do it often bc it makes me feel good to live in a tidy house but when I'm home alone at my parents place? I'm the messiest person in the world. There's dirty dishes everywhere, my mess is all over the livingroom floor and even the idea of tidying anything up is just unappealing to me. The mess just builds and builds and I am not doing shit abt it. Most likely when we get to the week before they come home I'll speed clean the entire house again but before that? nah. I am living in front of the TV and the only stuff i actually do regularly is feed the cat and occasionally muster up the energy to feed myself. I become almost like, catatonic? And like yeah it could just 100% be that im in a state of active rotting rn bc im all alone in a huge house w the cat but still.. only happens at my parents place, that's up w that?

#fanya.txt

[ratcandy]

Berdly or Noelle (Deltarune) for the ask game thing?

I just did Berdly so I'll do Noelle now!!

First impression

Wow what a soft and kind and wonderful girl in kris's class that i love so dearly (HAH) and is in lesbians with susie i sure hope nothing bad happens!

Impression now

[wails uncontrollably] Okay. Okay. I may or may not kin this deer. I'm thinking about it and the longer I'm thinking about it the more I'm like [begins sobbing] because god. Fucking. Okay. In chapter 1 before we learned about Rudy I had little opinion on Noelle since she's only there in the class scene, but the moment I saw her? With Rudy? In the hospital? So that was a Little Personal, what the Fuck, Toby Replaying chapter 1 and walking into the hospital I was already telling myself not to cry because fuuuuck man! Fuck!! Anyway. Chapter 2. I'm in love with this deer and/or I am in this deer. Her crush on Susie is so so so so cute and I love them so much and I want them to be happy forever. She's just trying to help her friend (Berdly) get through school and she cares about him despite him being kind of an asshole and god I FEEL that, I have HAD that bond with somebody that I knew everyone hated but because /I/ knew things about his home life and we were friends and I helped him and. God. god. Everything about Noelle hits in places I DON'T WANT IT TO HIT!!!! /pos Anyway the snowgrave route made me so upset so viscerally angry and sad. /pos

Favorite moment

Listen I know it's awful and it made me actually gasp and wail in outrage but the snowgrave route and her. killing berdly. With the amoutn I've thought about their relationship and how good they are as friends this shit put me into a catatonic state I swear to god

Idea for a story

For ANGST: Aftermath of the snowgrave route Berdly is DEAD do you realize the horrific horrible angst and trauma behind that as Noelle realizes it was all real and she just KILLED HER CLOSEST FRIEND that depended so much on her and and and ??? ? ? For NOT ANGST: I'm not immune to lesbians. I would write a shipfic of her and Susie in a heartbeat. they are going on a date rn they're holding hands don't look

Unpopular opinion

Uhhh hmmm. Again I don't think I have any unpopular opinions on Noelle? Not yet, anyway :0

Favorite relationship

I would just say her and berdly (platonic) again but as I said earlier. I am not immune to lesbians

Favorite headcanon

this one is also trans actually she and berdly have trans solidarity BUT ALSO One of the few headcanons I've seen is her getting a winter coat when . winter comes around. and that shit's so cute I love the idea of that hell yea!!

#ask #deltarune #deltarune chapter 2 #noelle made me feel so many emotions #noelle is the only one thus far (aside from berdly) to make me feel emotions like this #i saw those hints toward queen being a symbol for her mom. i saw those. i s #you can't hide anything from me I'll cry and you can't stop me #character impressions ask thing

[my-darling-boy]

Do you want to move to UK because of historical places or smthng else? As a person who is trying to escape a European county rn, I've studied the conditions and am leaning towards Canada, but maybe I'm missing something. Also generally curious

It’s not just historical locations as a whole, it also has primarily to do with the feelings I get from a place (for reasons related to my previous ask). To me, there are places that, while steeped with a rich history, can leave me feeling very empty and detached whenever I try to think of myself living in a place in/near it. I know I’ve found a location I like when I feel as though I could dissolve into the walls or sit for hours there almost locked in a state of timelessness, where a place just feels very welcoming to me specifically, and it’s never really clear what will cause this. And to pull myself away from those places will almost feel like your body is being stretched like gum.

There have only ever been two locations here like this and that was the home of Sarah Winchester, which surprised me, and a traveling Titanic museum which once came through San Francisco (I’d love to work at the permanent location but would never want to live where it’s at). For the case of the UK, during my visits to England this feeling held for most, if not all, of my visit, which I had never experienced before; I even curiously had something very profound happen to me before I left last which has earned itself the right to be the most meaningful memory I have. And both times after I left, I would feel a gaping hole in me, so much in fact that I would fall into catatonic depression for a few months just after my return home which is not normal for me.

It’s sort of difficult to explain really! I know some people would find this sort of thing silly, but if I place myself in the wrong location, it drains me significantly and makes me feel as though I’ve placed myself at a dead-end, so I have to be careful where I put myself

#asks