#i dont wanna rewatch the video

[skitskatdacat63]

Here is a badly drawn comic of my terrible, awkward group project experience from yesterday. I thought it was very absurd so I wanted to share it other people lol :)

Let me know, how do you find their conduct 😭

#i tried to small talk #and they werent rly listening and were like i just wanna get this done w so i can eat #yet talked to me abt smth random after #but the moving the laptop is what made me draw this 😭 #like is that not absurd???? #i dont wanna rewatch the video #but i wanna see what the camera frame looked like #bcs from what i saw my drawing is p accurate #but yeah they also talked for the majority of the time #even tho i did more research bcs they took up most of the slides #AND ALSO TOOK MY IDEAS #im like uhhhh im p sure [insert slide topic] is required!!! #and i went to go start writing it #and theyre like oh okay ill do that slide #and even tho i kept reminding them of the slide requirement #they kept being like ugh i cant think of anything #and then would take my ideas when i proposed them #like the conclusion part was to write a proposal abt what solution can be made for the current event topic #AND i took notes the night before and wrote down the idea for the solution #and i told them and theyre like oh yeah thats okay and started writing those slides #i know i should be more assertive but im so conflict avoidant and was kinda like oh. okay. ah. #lmao i hope this doesnt make me come off as someone victimizing themselves #im just annoyed 😭😭 #and also this person was on my abroad trip and we all hated them #but i felt bad abt how much we hated them and theyre(I THOUGHT) much more chill in a classroom setting #so i kinda softened my hate for them and theyre the only person i know in my class rly #so im like ahhhh we should work together! #and now i remember why i dislike them 😭😭 #catie.rambling.txt #catie.art.

[httpiastri]

Hey angelll🫶🏻 PLEASE HEAR ME OUT, have you seen Paul with the balaclava on that goes under the helmet??? His eyes oh my god, I carnally need him in the mask, the TikTok masked men epidemic is getting to my head I think

paul :((((

his eyes are so gorgeous.... the dark blue is so pretty, especially in combination with the blonde hair !!! he's crazy

so pretty :(((

he seemingly doesn't like to wear just his balaclava a lot (i rewatched all of the prema lap videos today heh and he always pulls it off super fast when he pulls off his helmet) and didn't catch it a lot, but i did go back to his monaco podium and saw this:

the squished, red cheeks 😭 and the head shake?? hello???? im so in love with his hair, its not sane. his post-race hair should be studied honestly because it has a personality of its own

also these aren't with the balaclava either but he just removed it before soooo

the marks from the balaclava !!! it's weirdly attractive? idk how to explain it?? but it looks so good.... the one by his eye, the one going from under his ear 🥺🥺 and again, his hair!!! the amount of money i would pay to pull my hands through it or braid it or just-

(also if he ever trims it down. i will fight.)(also #2. if anyone sends me a single ask even mentioning his hair, i might have to make a full post about it. just for science, ofc.)

#paul 🫶🫶🫶🫶 #i love love love getting paul asks :(( #well i love all asks but #paul asks make me giggle like a little schoolgirl #i wanna make even longer posts for him but i don't wanna spam too much about him #also i have so many gorgeous screenshots of him from my rewatch but again #dont wanna post too much in case ppl dont care shdjkfh #sorry for taking days to answer this but i just rlly wanted to look through the lap videos again #(bad excuse because who doesnt wanna do that all day any day) #asks! #anon! #paul aron #f3 #f2 #prema racing

[starheirxero]

Yo ur awake!!!!

HDKSHDJ ITS ONLY MIDNIGHT YEA LOL

#asks #oh i went to type ur usual name but u have a new url!!! i like it :0 #souldoes-things #anyways i dont sleep for another couple hours so like. yea LOL #i was just watching videos w/ my brother. considering if we should rewatch tsams together tbh #i wanna do an infodump video rlly rlly bad HDKSNDKDM

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#ugh. i have such specific desires its impossible #like how am i supposed to find movies that r kinda pretentious and fucked up and sad with like layer upon layer of symbolism? like what is #that. just like best pretentious films??? #or like i want music thats like. ugh how do i describe. like mostly instrumental but with people talking #so it sounds like youre listening to old home videos. its sad and nostalgic #or i dont even kno how to describe it #just listen to zammuto. my dog's eyes or it can feel so good #songs that make me wanna weep bc theyre like so. so like grounding? like there r good things in the world. value the simple things #these r the children who havent yet lost their sense of wonder. makes me so sad and happy #ugh. i should just rewatch sunshine #i just want media thats so gut wrenchingly tragic and so full to the brim of beauty #is that so much to ask? is it #idk. i feel ill. probably lack of sleep #if u have movie recs id love to hear them #unrelated

[muffingnf]

dteam videos are just so gooooood they’re such good youtubers their dynamic is perfect for it

#kinda makes me wanna rewatch old videos #i havent dont that in a whiiiile

[vampylily]

was there always a spinning starfish on stage?

#fob #tourdust #i genuinely cant remember #i wanna rewatch my own concert videos BUT i dont wanna hear my own voice ough

[spiderziege]

if you arent german and you dont know any of these you can still vote, just follow your heart

#also my personal curses to Delaylp for privating/deleting his videos... #/j he can do what he wants its all good but DUDE i wanna rewatch your leben pov. and aura #im probably forgetting some but whatever #will this result in fanart? who knows (at least i dont. know) #marly talks

[trademarkhubris]

it's true: technoblade never dies

#i miss that nerd #sc from some community post of a yt i dont follow #im rewatching the oof video essay #hbomberguy i kiss you square on the mouth #noise.txt #not mine #i wanna draw it now gjjfjvd

[lanarchive]

lana i need to talk about your fancam bc wtf...

1. özil-ødegaard, bergkamp-emile, titi-gabby parallels with the way they're always compared to their predecessors

2. granit redemption arc

3. our past loves during "thanks for the high life"

4. eddie "passed the test" of carrying that no. 14

5. the way they love <3

6. "the sound of our love song" being our chants

incroyable work and easter eggs you've made me spiral into so much love 😩😩💗💗

im guilty of harbouring this in my inbox so i could read it over and over before sending it off, wth amanda i love u i tear up reading this every time wallahi 💞🫶🏽🥰 it actually means sm when ppl notice every little detail that i was worried no one would catch so ty ty!!

#1. the comparisons made me STRESSED cause in my head i was like ….. what if no one agrees 🫠 #the granit redemption arc is literally what inspired this btw like i heard that line and i saw those clips in my head and i was like #this could be a thing yk #i dont wanna talk about ur third point…. i fear i’ll cry 😭 #bro i had to rewatch the aaron goodbye video a countless amount of times and i bawled every single time #4. eddie !!! he really did pass the test huh. truly is our number 14 🫶🏽🫶🏽 #5. this one came to me at like 2 am after i woke up in the middle of the night sick and i was like might as well just add it rn 😭 #6. THIS !!! THIS IS THE ONE THAT HAD ME STRESSED PLEASE #i was convinced no one would connect the dots but u never disappoint honestly #ily ily ily hanging this ask on my wall 💞🫶🏽💗 #amanda! tag #littlechillis

[guideaus]

i log onto my personal youtube for the first time in forever and i see this:

#personal #the handmaiden #brb rewatching the handmaiden #apparently the other sucks so i dont wanna watch but also i dont trust the creator at this point based off the thumbnail #also its almost 30 mins #has anyone else seen this?? #i havent watched all their videos but i was subscribed so now im like hm...

[taikanyohou]

anyway boyyofgod are in their workshop era and the videos they post on their socials are so funny im so excited for it all to shape up over the next few months!!!

#fhcbsjcic the latest one they posted of xin and tar is so funny jchdjxic AAAAH I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!! #so if its a november release and its may now surely theyll start shooting soon-ish bc yday they put up a video #of the writers talking about the scriptwriting sooooo!!!!!!!!! HMMMMM. YEAH. #anyway im so glad im SOOO glad. #also i cant wait one more week of work and then one week half term holiday!! i'll probably rewatch onhct and i might gif it over the next #couple of weeks maybe. #in a way its v refreshing that rn apart from naked dining and our dining table - once they finish - idr have .... #a new show to watch? and so its exciting to just go with the flow and follow my gut when i stumble upon a trailer or a show #like this year i havent pressured myself into watching a show .... if i wanna i will. and if i dont vibe with it ill drop it #instead of slogging with it. so i literally do not know what i'll watch this summer once nd and odt are over .... #but yeah i know i'll find something just out of pure searching and aaaaah!! the excitement and newness of it all!!! is so !!! serotoniiiiin #faiza talks

[skitskatdacat63]

Working on smth for a long continuous period and listening to your song history on repeat feels like a time loop 🫠

#its annoying bcs i dont wanna listen to the same songs over and over #cause it makes me feel a bit insane #the same song comes on twice in the span of like 10 mins and i feel like im losing it #but i cant listen to recommended music bcs then i get frustrated w how i dont know it LOL #im thinking of rewatching true detective or smth while im working #but i feel like itll distract me too much #but if i keep watching the same video essays over and over again it might kill me difkkg #catie.rambling.txt

[this-doesnt-endd]

Do i get skinamarinked tonight boys?

#i wanna watch something but i dont have the capacity to watch something new #i also was watching some videos about it and i need to rewatch cause i have theories that are much cooler and more interesting #so i wanna make those solid

[orcelito]

having an autism moment (stray kids edition)

#speculation nation #slkdjflsdfkj rewatching a bunch of music videos and going 'wow i really love stray kids!' #sometimes i forget that theyre my fav group. but then i Remember #YES im not into kpop fandom. i dont care. i have Some pride as a stay #and that is. uhhhhh #idk genuine interest in their music & videos & personalities as people #theyre really entertaining lmao #and there is a LOT more content to watch since i last really watched it... hmmmm #maybe i wanna try to watch their fooling around kinda videos again. those r really fun #i havent watched those since like early 2021 lksdjflsdkjf so ive got plenty of backlog again. hellll yes

[tinyorangepotato]

God I have so many things I want to take intrest in

#tiny talking #so i started rewatching gotham and ita taking so ling #i remmeber why it took forveer for me to finally finiah it the firat time #im not even done with season 1 and now i wanna rewatch rwd vs blue #started reading grimmons fanfic at night and saw caboose clips onbtiktok #so i wanna rewatch that but that took forever too and i think theres even more out since i last watched #and i just watched skimecicles strema and want to buy and play cult of lambs or whatever #but that game looks like it takes tine and you just gotta keep upgrading #and i just spent 20 dollars on the dlc for our life which takes forever since its just reading #i also got all caught up in my youtube watch later #but theres some more videos in there i gotta watch now #and i still havent gottennpast seaosn 3 of breaking bad #and i need to watch seaosn 2 and 3 of locke and key. and i feel like actually giving season 3 and 4 of strangwr things #a try. (i stopped after s3 ep1 on stranger thungs because i was bored) #and i do want to draw but i dont have any drive for that atm #but man everything takes so much time

[be-good-to-bugs]

ughhh i hate packing and i hate knowing i cant bring most of my stuff with me

#the bin #and i especially hate not even knowing at all what i can bring bc i have no fucking clue how im even getting there :/ #if i have to fly then i wont even be able to bring my art with me :( but i dont even know if flying is an option cause i have to be gone by #friday which is in 2 days so. how am i supposed to get a flight then? ugh. seems like if he cant drive on friday then ill be stiluck here #till he can drive. i hope not. i REALLY dont wanna spend my birthday is some strangers house who i dont know #but i have nowhere else to go. wish i knew what was happening :/ i dont even know if me staying there is an option bc they live with like 2 #or 3 other people so. idk. ughhh #im so stressed. im trying to just pack everything up but ive been panicing nonstop since monday #idk what to do. even if i CAN stay what about my cats? they cant go there afaik. not even for a little bit. my snakes coukd for a time but #not the cats. im fairly sure thatbonw of the roommates has a cat allergy. i might be remembering wrong. idk. #not like flying is even really an option so. fucking. i dont know. #im hoping things can just go as they were planning but idk. i have no idea. im so stressed tho. ugh #well. at least i learned something helpful. seems like uber will work in the area my family is in bc they live close to my aunts house #i know uber works from there so its very helpful to know. yay. getting a job will be way easier that way. #if not for rewatching hbombeeguy and folding ideas videos i would have already gone insane trying to pack while panicing #whatever. if they can drive me it seems like ill be able to bring more or my stuff tho bc my mom is just gonna get a tank 4 lady there #its always good to have a spare tank anyway. and i can move baby into a bigger one which she has been needing anyway. thats nice. #but it doesnt matter if they cant even drive me. hhhh. whatever. i should go back to packing. or eat something. be productive #i only have a little time left so. hhh.