#i dont trust anyone

[ezboldogsagtekurva]

és ha valaki világ életében bántalmazva volt, sosem fogja tudni milyen az , ha nem kell rettegni egy férfitől.

#sajat #sajatgondolat #things #magyar tumblisok #magyar tumblr #i dont deserve it #parents #father #i dont trust anyone

[apoetsworld]

OK UPDATE EARTHLINGS

SO. (leeme take caps off)

today. i talked to him again. and we moved around in the class to work on this project and i was near him. (he was behind me this time) and i made eye contact alot and and and im a cheerleader at my school so i like. was in my cheer outfit cause we had a thing to do. and i once again didnt look terrible?? *miracle* but im kind of friends with him? but not, i know him yk but i dont know him. Anyways we didnt talk talk but we chatted. about mostly nothing. but the eye contact it awesome. And then he said bye when he left for a game of his. and he said bye to me, which he hadn't before.

taglist: @alexis-angelsss @cloudyzues

#Also i realize most of this is NOTHING #but its something to me #so #yea #what should his tag beeeeeee #hm #im thinking #also join the taglist this may become athing lmfao #i feel so creepy rn #but i dont like telling anyone ab these things in rl #i dont trust anyone #and you guys are safe to me

[mommy-dust]

My mom might take away tumblr guys sorry!!! Fingers crossed

#strict mom #i was honest with my therapist #im screwed #i dont trust anyone

[oars]

no more normal promos im gonna make a mutual application

#.1 am #i dont trust anyone

[melanieexox]

*Johnny W. says you'll have to drag him off the show*

Was that a hint of how Brando may get killed? I hope not.

#General Hospital #my commentary #I dont trust anyone

[pien-art]

i dont know shit about dungeon meshi (yet) but ik theyre gay.

#how do i tag this thing #farcille? #marcilin? #my art #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #fanart #please i dont know anyones last names so im trusting tumblrs tag suggestions #falin touden #falin dungeon meshi #marcille donato #marcille dungeon meshi

[niishi]

Got good sleep and woke up feeling good and then had a panic attack. :)

#i was abused so much when i was living on the mountain #its hard to recover from #no one even knows the extent #i dont trust anyone #ive told tidbits and just #no one takes me seriously #they ignore me and then make it about themselves somehow

[twodoorsnotone]

Every time I walk into a food place and sit down and there's someone violently coughing I die inside

#i mean. i also hate it when this happens anywhere #but food places are the worst because its wayyy harder to mask up if i want to #like eat #idk it makes me crazy #i dont trust anyone

[electoons]

I love the college of winterhold. everyone there is casually deranged and there's like an alarming number of students and staff who threaten you immediately when they meet you. it's always one of the first questlines I do. which makes it even funnier when you get made the arch-mage of the college. I'm level 12 and got through this questline knowing exactly 3 spells. what do you mean you want me to lead the college. this school CANNOT be an accredited institution

#i ask if anyone wants this job and everyone starts whistling and checking their phones #their magic phones. theyre scrolls #mia.txt #tes #skyrim #oh no wait i forgot j'zargo wants the position & actively tries to kill you (these are separate events but still probably not unrelated) #and nirya as well. you know what maybe its a good thing im the archmage because im never there #i drop in every few weeks for 10 minutes then leave. the place pretty much runs itself right #reddit says “they have a bullying problem” yeah i know i married him #and he's the new archmage's special little princess and he can do whatever he wants forever. call the police about it #dont bring your piddly ass problems to the archmage shes busy girlbossing (committing widescale atrocities) #(im aware this is literally just how mage organizations are in tamriel but the nords largely have a unique disdain for magic #so its funny tht the winterhold mages make no attempt to like. be more normal to gain the locals' trust. they truly do not care) #(and you know what? good for them. fuck them nords)

[thaunknowndreadhead]

I honestly believe that I could pass away today and no one would care. Not anyone in my family at least but see maybe I've entered into a state of delirium where I don't really know what's true. That's how long I've been alone in my mind and I just really need some support. I've kind of pushed my family away, and I have pushed them away for a really long time. To where now the only person I can trust.. is nobody I don't trust anybody and that's not good I didn't expect I would be here I still believe I can trust people but I.. I just been betrayed so many times.. I've just been lied to so many times and all I've ever done was love. But I don't know what's true anymore I'm homeless living in my car again it just hasn't been working out for me that's just the truth and it hasn't worked out for years. I've tried to be happy but with the upbringing like mine which wasn't rough but my dad was not the best and that's okay I don't blame him because everybody has trauma, unhealed trauma. It's whatever. But I really wish it went better. I really wish my life went better

#mentally exhausted #idonttrustanyone #i dont trust anyone #im losing my mind #people tell me that I can talk to them and they care but I don't really think they do #or maybe I'm just a problem and I'm too much to deal with and I need to be on another planet isolated from everyone which is how I feel

[anqlicdoe]

"B-but Abigail is manipulative an-" DON'T CAREEE SHE'S JUST A TEENAGE GIRL WHO MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE HELPED HIDE A MURDER!!!

#nbc hannibal #hannibal #shes just a girl #just like me fr #abigail hobbs #silly #shes so silly and and #i dont trust anyone who doesn't like her #hannibal nbc

[donnyanne]

a new g/t duo, Rick and Isabella! They've been rotting my brain...

#more on them soon - trust #i just dont wanna clog anyones dash so im scheduling pfft #OCs #rick #isabella #my art #g/t art #giant/tiny #g/t

[allforthe-gay]

it is completely one hundred percent baffling to me that any of the foxes would come away from witnessing neil and andrew's reunion in baltimore with the opinion that their relationship was just hate fucking . like my brother in christ are you blind

#andrew was FERAL . #he fucking choked KEVIN like COME ON #and he was like RACING into the room to see neil and #he was all like *tugs neil's hoodie to get his attention* *threatens anyone who tried to come close to them (abby)* #he was all like 'i dont trust them to give you back.' come on man . #and neil was looking at andrew . most definitely Like That. when he was talking to abby #neil was all battered and bruised from barely dodging a fucking death sentence and he sees andrews partly red eye and thats #the first thing he talks about #*lightly taps a thumb against the bruise at andrews eye* i didnt know theyd staged a riot #they were all like Looking at each other and ..... idk i am not explaining this well enough but . #you don't need me to. you all read it #it was So Fucking Obvious my god #im crying bc even neil thought nicky wasnt far from the truth at that point #like he could not have been more incorrect istg . #aftg #andreil #neil josten #andrew minyard #all for the game #mi ne

[pmpknsoup]

#rwby #queer #rwby fanart #lgbt #they were so in love guys #penny polendina #ruby rose rwby #no like genuinely #i dont trust anyone who doesnt think ruby had at least a little bit of a crush on penny #nuts and dolts #nnd #rwby nuts and dolts #i love these stupid sapphics with my whole heart and soul

[bakudekublogblog]

kacchan there is actually a way you and izuku can be together forever i have this crazy inventive solution for you it's called a marriage license

#trust me look it up it's real #it's easy it's not free but it's worth it trust me nothing can go wrong this plan is flawless #bakudeku #bkdk #manga spoilers #mha leaks #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #listen to me i know what you're thinking gabstar this is a shonen the only way two males can be inexplicably linked forever is a rivalry #how are we supposed to be together forever without constructing intricate rituals in order to be closer to each other than anyone else #i hear you i understand you i get you #JUST MARRY HIM ITS 2024 YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY CHICKEN WITH YOUR FEELINGS I PROMISE ITS OKAY #hori listen to me the next chapters can just be a bkdk shoujou BL we are all seated we are here we are ready #no one is gonna complain if we're just in bakudeku making heart eyes at each other land and slowly repairing their friendship #while kacchan tries his best to convince izuku that he loves him through his actions but inevitably has to use his words to be like #LISTEN NERD I LOVE YOU CAPITAL L CAPITAL O CAPITAL V AND FUCKING E LOVE YOU GOT IT #and izuku s like did i die did shiggy kill me am i in heaven #and kacchans like FOR THE LOVE OF GOD LET ME HOLD YOUR HAND

[leathfaic]

I've been sitting on a headcanon for over a year now because I know that once I put it out I will want to expand on it.

But fuck it what is one more writing project?

I want Ghost to be fucking paranoid about Laswell finding out about him and Johnny. Not even because she would necessarily tear them apart but because she would absolutely use it. To her advantage and thus potentially against them.

Send them out on a dangerous undercover op for months under the guise of having left so they could be together. Infiltrating some dubious PMC perhaps that doesn't quite care, they're getting the Ghost and his Sergeant after all, if they just look the other way. What a fucking deal and how dumb the government is to let those 2 become mercenaries just because they like to fuck each other. One wrong step one wrong word and they might both end up dead.

But far more than physical harm just the threat of keeping them apart if they don't comply. Days that easily spin into weeks and months that they just keep missing each other, mission beginning before the other gets back from his current one. Until Laswell pointedly asking if they are going to behave this time is "graciously" giving them another chance to work together.

Because really, there's nothing they can do, right? They could be dishonourably discharged for fraternisation and instead Laswell is "only" using it to twist their arms.

Price, even if he knows can't really help them either because again, any kind of ruckus about this and it could end so much worse.

Soap probably has a little more faith in Laswells morals, although I'm sure the more they work together the more that quickly fades and he understands Ghost's caution. That woman got to where she is in life for a reason.

So they are still close with each other when she's around. Would be weird if they stopped all of a sudden, bound to draw her attention too. But always minding a careful line. Keeping it to the "brothers in arms". Never giving away too much. And sometimes that stings even more. When Ghost sees Johnny's need for physical contact and can't do more than give him a manly pat on the shoulder. Torn apart by the need to hold him.

When Soap notices that Ghost isn't sleeping on an op, knowing he should be there and talk him through the night until the bad dreams fade and Ghost gets at least a few hours of shut-eye. Nothing he can offer but empty phrases and a dumb comment about Ghost clearly needing to get laid.

They both know of course. What they really mean. It's still grating.

Better than it could be if she knew though. Worth to keep what they have safe.

#please dont get me wrong i love laswell so much #i just think this is an interesting way to think about her and how far she is willing to go for “whats right” #and the things shes willing to sacrifice #and ghost having dealt with so many kinds of betrayal from superiors is just immediately wary of her #like he clearly states that he doesnt fully trust her in alone #because he doesnt really trust anyone but price when it comes to upper brass #idek the idea has been haunting me for a while now #ghostsoap #soapghost #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #cod mwii #johnny soap mactavish #cod #cod mw2 #ghoap #cod hc #kate laswell