#i blame the antidepressants

[kissme-withyour-cherrylipstick]

I’m really enjoying doing these quick paintings. Featuring his mother's ring. 3.5 hours

#merlin #bbc merlin #bbcm #merlin fanart #arthur pendragon #bbc arthur #bradley james #my art #this picture made me cry btw #i blame the antidepressants #making me feel emotions like some kind of illogical human #anyway i love him #finally no chain mail #just his mother's ring

[lavampira]

I’ve had an idea for a lil gpose series of d’alia with some of the scions in poignant moments of her relationships with them rotating for a bit but I’ve had no motivation for actually posing anything. so. guess I’m sitting with it for a bit longer

#i open gpose. i sigh. i close it again #i haven’t been able to write in 2 weeks either so i’m just AAAAAA with creative inspiration no motivation #blaming the antidepressants switch i’m going through rn lmao it’s fine we’ll get there #dani.txt

[detaryuu]

My little brother (an adult) (autistic) found out I wasn't feeling well and asked me what would make me feel better and when I said I wasn't sure, but I was doing my best to keep busy and cheer myself up, he went quiet for a little bit. And then started meowing at me and using his favorite phrases to denote when he's thinking about cats and it took me a minute to realize what was going on and ask him to clarify, but he was trying to make me feel better by getting me to think about cats because that's what makes him feel better when he's sad???? Anyways that put years back on my life

#personal #He's got a hard time understanding concepts and ESPECIALLY emotionally involved ones #so going “Sorry man I'm just mega depressed for no good reason bc my brain just kinda Does That every couple months for funsies” #doesn't really click for him and I don't blame him bc it's STUPID #So I simplify with “I'm just sad for no reason and that's kind of silly! I'll feel better later though don't worry" #And this was the first time he's really thought about it and done something without direction to try and help and ngl the sentiment did mor #than any antidepressant ever did for me

[mihai-florescu]

Tumblr should sponsor me and the mutuals to go to a nice museum and brunch together every month. Enrichment for both myself and eichinui. When is joe biden going to do something about this?

#-doesnt live in the usa #-luvs blaming things on joe biden #also yes if youre asking the only day i can rmmbr this year where i fully felt no negative feelings was the day i hanged out with moth #so really its not even just for enrichment i think itd count as antidepressants even

[woundedheartwithin]

Got mad for no reason today because I’m tired and having mood swings courtesy of being suddenly unmedicated* after two months of being on my adhd meds like how the fuck did no one realize I was having a two and a half year long complete mental breakdown in college??? My two so called best friends spent every fucking day with me, and my roommate saw me at my absolute worst, and not one of them bothered to ask me if I was okay? Like this was ten years ago bitch let it go? Why am I mad about this now???

#she speaks #I hid it hardcore from my family so they are not to blame here #*im still on my antidepressants which is the only reason I haven’t gone off the deep end #because shit has been TESTING ME this week #I’m good I promise just damn… can I get my meds now? #been invoking the ‘Namjoon wouldn’t want me to think this way’ mantra a lot lol #it still works like I am amazed #Kim Namjoon the human antidepressant I guess lmao

[sapphicgarlic]

a part of me HATES how louis takes all his anger about being a vampire onto lestat…like, he said YES, yeah okay he didnt know the hole he was getting himself into but HE ASKED FOR IT BECAUSE IF HE DIDNT LESTAT WOULDNT HAVE TURNED HIM

#does this classify as victim blaming? i hope not #i am NOT talking about the dv or anything like that PLEASE #talking about the ‘thats bc you took my life’ in ep 3 #i am rewatching it #a shame antidepressants dont work on vampires #louis pointe du lac #lestat #lestat de lioncourt #iwtv #iwtv amc #iwtv show

[vielle-art]

i am really not doing well and i feel like my work queue is suffocating me and i have no time to be myself but i am afraid i won't be able to make rent if i raise my prices.

ive been so burnt out for so long i dont know how to function and all i can do anymore is just get high and try to stop thinking.

#text posting #vent #i think the thing i am most upset about is i asked a dr a few months ago if we could up my antidepressants because i was getting worse #i blamed it on the changing season but i see now it was moreso increased stressors throughout the next few months #anyways he said no lol #so idk #my antidepressants arent doing enough #my adhd meds arent doing enough #im not doing enough #im not enough.

[spaghett-onaplate]

I have such a stomach ache

#my mum is scaring me #not in a bad way she's just not acting like herself at all and i don't like it #but i can't blame her it's not her fault she accidentally took her antidepressants twice today of course that would affect her mood #but it's just not fun it feels unpleasant #and tomorrow i am going fish shopping with my uncle even though the tank still isn't ready? #but my mum just kinda yelled at me so I'm not even sure why #hrrrgh time to google search a bit to refresh my memory on the fish keeping stuff #on a positive note i cleaned my room yesterday after procrastinating it for several hours by reading #it took 20 minutes total to tidy up the room lol

[chipjrwibignaturals]

anyway confession time im like. 2 episodes behind on riptide. what the hell is happening.

#idk man!!! I missed 101 due to vacation and just haven’t caught up since #tho it prob didn’t help 102 released. Also on a different vacation #and now instead of like. watching them. I look at the time stamp and go Oough rn jfjg #and go back to watching the same like 25 videos I’ve seen dozens of times each #anyway no one asked but I’m blaming going off my antidepressants for a lil bit last week. even if that’s not it. get fucked <3

[hamartia-grander]

Me: hey I'm struggling with this thing

My mother: *blames the meds I'm on that help me with another thing*

#Like what the fuck #I've literally been on adhd meds for 2 whole years and she's blaming them for my insomnia??? Which I've had my whole life??? #Like yeah the sleep paralysis is new but that's because of sleep deprivation and severe stress not fucking adhd meds lmao #Rant #Kind of #medication #Adhd #Insomnia #She does this ALL the time too anytime I have an issue it's always my adhd meds or my antidepressants or my birth control or whatever #*meds I've been on for years

[hauntingmiser]

THIS IS ANTIDEPRESSANT COOKIE / THEY ARE MY COOKIESONA!

#antidepressant cookie #the pet's name is Juggernaut the lV #also they have electronic powers made by themselves! #theywere born on the HollyBerry Kingdom then when they got older they decided to go to the Dark Cacao Kingdom for getting away from da feds #also the reason why she's running from the feds was because someone blamed her for stealing soul jam ( which it was false ) #because custard cookie wanted to make antidepressant cookie suffer her consequences and her actions all she wanted was to become the best #mage in history she was supposed to be a joke character because she meant the cookies of darkness and #also DE allowed antidepressant cookie to train her powers to her full potential without pomegranate or DE manipulating her #also since millennial tree had like a cult ( I got the idea before cult of the Lamb so yeah ) #millennial tree manipulated her to do his bidding and most importantly train her powers when she was small. because she ate a millennial #by the way she ate like 10 millennial berries which are way powerful after the attack of the millennial tree #millennial just #took her in and just trained her to become one of his disciples #also in the event of the councils meeting the ancients antidepressant cookie was hiding from the feds #she asked PV if she can you know hide her because clotted cream will find her. #and clotted did not notice~ so life was good. #UNTIL DE DID A SNEAK ATTACK AND THAT WASN'T GOOD- #and so antidepressant cookie decided would be a good idea to join the cacao army #by stealing some armor she found and most importantly a h o r s e w/armor #and dark cacao didn't notice. after the fight she tried to greet herself to the king but crunchy chip was not having it. #so antidepressant left and lived in the cottage all alone #but helped cookies with their problems #she was able to make a journey to the Cacao Kingdom and now she's a housekeeper housekeeping her way to cleanliness and Beyond and also #balance #she made too many friends on the Cacao Kingdom. #cookie run oc #pure vanilla cookie #dark enchantress cookie #dark cacao cookie

[introvert-celeste]

Anxiety be like: "hey remember that weird thing you said/did x months/years ago? That's proof that you're actually the worst person in existence and you should consider hurling yourself into the sun."

#vent #anxiety #been messing with my meds lately bc the side effects have been Not Great and it is fucking with me #not that this is really any different to how i was before but I'm having anxiety now and I'd rather blame the meds #now matter what i do there's always this nagging feeling that I'm either a terrible person or completely stupid and oblivious #there's no amount of antidepressants that can fix that I'm afraid #i feel like I'll always feel like the worst version of myself and idk whether that's more sad or annoying #like god i feel sorry for the poor saps who have to put up with my dumb self

[vault81]

took my ssri instead of my antibiotics so ig I’m staying up tonight lmao

#ssri is such a fancy way of saying antidepressants lol #I haven’t taken them for a while and it’s like 100mg #thank god I ate already or I’d be so nauceous too #the boxes look the same so I can’t be blamed

[anxiousgaypanicking]

If each side had a theme song, what would it be?

my music taste recently has been so weird and skewed that im going to use that as a reference in order to defy expectations

remus: a look in - kwite

roman: paper bag - fiona apple

janus: dont blame me - james marriot

virgil: skeleton bones - mccafferty

logan: bigmouth strikes again - the smiths

patton: wellbutrin - primrose

#ask #i struggled the most with logans #bc i dont think id listen to stuff hed actually LIKE #a runner up for logans was shadows by nick lutsko #a runner up for januss was its been a long long time by harry james #yes i WILL explain these #(not all of them have good explanations but like) #wellbutrin was an antidepressant guys!! #one that isnt often prescribed anymore because of really bad side effects!! #also dont blame me??? #was i all you hate #but you knew that id be? #okay anyway my music taste is so normal

[sirnica]

I was told by a coworker I kinda trust (as much as I can trust these people, which isn't much) to be careful because every mistake in the system is now being blamed at me and because I dared to compliment the work she did yesterday at a meeting in front of other coworkers.

Wasn't I suppose to be working in a laboratory and not fuckin Westeros?

#personal #thank god for antidepressants making me not give a single fuck about it #i will be working on a data sheet and listening to maneskin for the next few weeks #does anyone want to employ me? #i have apparently singlehandedly destroyed our data system #i cannot believe how powerful I am given I don't have access to the ducking code #the lab boss stood behind me to one the other bossess when she started to badmouth me so that's nice of him #also why are just the women who hate me? like is the the gayness radiating from me or my weird autistic girl swag they can't handle #next post will be like i got blamed for treason and I'll have to do a trial by combat for my honor in this food microbiology laboratory #aren't we supposed to be making sure our food is safe? #i don't like the word hate in this post #it's such a strong word and I don't think they consider me enough to hate me #I'm not important enough to have haters and neither are most people

[sun-lit-goth]

Literally got us lost at a concert for the 2nd time…so bad too, we were walking up and down the wrong car park 😭😭😭

#my cousin was so rightfully pissed #I blame it on mixing alcohol and antidepressants #…as if I don’t do that all the time