#i am just 🥴🥴🥴

[comradekatara]

i’ve always kind of assumed that lo and li are azulon’s younger twin sisters and that’s why they were foisted off on azula, because she’s also a younger sister to the crown prince. but the fact that we never actually see them firebend is strange, because it implies either that nonbenders are instructing one of the greatest firebenders in the world, or that they are firebenders who simply do not firebend. and i think that the latter is more interesting, because it reflects how their position as elderly women devalues any firepower they might provide to the empire, passive and subdued even as they train ozai’s favorite weapon.

they are the ones to most overtly illustrate azula’s precarious relationship to femininity, after all. for example, noting the position of her hair after she successfully lightningbends in “the avatar state,” or emphasizing azula’s beauty when they introduce her in “the awakening.” and it’s clear that azula doesn’t really like them, dismisses and avoids them whenever she gets the chance. she can’t even tell them apart. their very existence is almost a humiliation. a reminder to azula that this is who she is destined to become once she lives past her usefulness. not the imperious azulon, her namesake, raised above on a fiery dais, but his sisters, insignificant and functionally powerless.

so of course “almost isn’t good enough,” of course “one hair out of place” is a failure. the only way azula can prove her worth to the empire she has devoted her entire self to in a way that matters is, perhaps, by being perfect, by being better and stronger than the discarded women who came before her. but that, too, is a delusion, that any amount of excellence will reward her in a way that compensates for the erosion of her very humanity. and yet, it’s all she has to cling to. so she gives it her all to excel within a system that will never really care about her because she has deliberately been made incapable of imagining an alternative. of simply recognizing the system for the failure that it is, conceptualizing a world beyond the bars of her gilded cage, and leaving.

#SHES SO ANTHYCODED 😭😭😭😭 #azula #lo and li #azula&ozai #azulon #analysis #and someday together we’ll shine… if you even care . #this was supposed to be a 2 sentence post about lo and li btw 🥴 #ALSO to be clear im not shaming her for not leaving #azula has no concept of ‘leaving’ that is not a) in disgrace or b) in a bodybag #im saying that she CANT because ozai’s psychological and physical abuse is so potent and effective #and that’s not her fault at all #just to be clear #in my mind i am so anthypilled that im like yeah everyone understands the mechanisms and psychology of abuse #what it means to be end of the world #and also just how azula has completely internalized the logic that the only way to survive is within this framework #she’s not weak or foolish for not being able to imagine a different path #which is very obvious to me. but i realized that might not be obvious to everyone. so.

[celerydays]

A Dominis and MC sandwich with a nice Subastian filling 🥰

🔞 NSFW // MDNI 🔞

Full uncensored version on [twitter] and [poipiku]~

Currently unrelated to what I have going on with Reprieve – this is more like...a bonus/extra 😉 Just a little scene that I couldn't get out of my head but I also knew that I wouldn't be able to fit it into my mini fancomic 😔

Thanks to @just-another-fanfiction-writer for making me feral enough to draw this as a standalone when we both realized we had this same exact scene playing out in our (apparently) shared mind theater lolll. The short dialogues she wrote about it (some of it’s featured in the version with speech bubbles) made me just – GRRRrrRRrRR – have to draw this to get it out of my system 😮‍💨🥵🫠💕

#gods i feel like i haven't drawn anything wholesome in SO LONG #am i just a full-time filth artist now??? 🥴 #hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #ominis gaunt #sebastian sallow #sebastian x mc #ominis x mc #hogwarts legacy mc #sebinis #shadow trio #cels OCs #clementine hartford #celdraws #celerynights #celerydays #hl #hl art #hl reprieve

[nateezfics]

hongjoong’s vlog is so boyfriend coded, and he did that intentionally. this man knows our delulu asses love this type of content from him, cuz he’s aware of how down bad we are :))

#i had to take a couple of hours after watching this to process #cuz this was A LOT #the morning bare face beauty 😩😩😩 #whyyyy does he have to look so fuckable when he’s JUST BRUSHING HIS TEETH #the one button the arms out the forehead the bare face #UHHHHHHFGGGGHH #I’d give this pussy to him every. fucking. morning. #ok and then him showing the shot of him getting ready in just the tank top #OUCH #THAT WAS PERSONAL #the ARMS #FUCK ME SIDEWAYS #*inahle* HIM DRIVING !!!!!!!!!! #the ultimate boyfriend content #he looks HOT behind the wheel #the road head I’d give this man🥴🥴🥴 #…..him in the gym #him leaning back just reclined looking all ridable #wanna straddle him and ride his shit SO BAD😩😩😩 #he made sure to show off his arm too🙃🙃🙃 #THE STUDIO CONTENT I AM LIVING #the cap while he’s driving at night🫠🫠🫠 #so hongjoong when you gonna propose like #I’m ready 🤨💍 #hongjoong hard thoughts #ateez hard thoughts #joongie #☕️

[castieldelamancha]

watched good omens to cope with supernatural, tried watching our flag means death to cope with good omens, watching what we do in the shadows to cope with our flag means death right now I HAVE BEEN WRONG EVERY SINGLE TIME MY SOUL CAN'T FIND PEACE

#good omens #spn #our flag means death #ofmd #what we do in the shadows #me watching nandor's wife kiss guillermo because nandor wished for her to like all he likes: 👁️👄👁️ #i am alive btw just super busy and not doing well mentally so the usual 🥴

[mysticfemme]

something about butch forearm muscles flexing whilst their fingers are buried inside you just drives me crazy

#honestly i could just watch muscles flex all day #i am a simp for muscly butches #esp if you have strong forearms 🥴 #rants n rambles

[kaeyx]

Regarding accidental polyamory, still in the early months of dating dazai and he has to go on a work trip (high security prison, not that he tells you that) so chuuya takes care of you while hes gone. Initially you think this just means chuuya will help in emergencies, but he goes into full "cooking dinner, helping with home renovations, massaging your shoulders" bf mode. It only takes a few days before he is pulling you into his lap to grind on his hard-on while complaining that dazai is worthless and inconsiderate for leaving you like this. No amount of "i am normal about dating and understand that my partner has a life outside of me" will convince chuuya. Obviously you are stressed and need relief from working all day. His projection game is insane. Keeps saying stuff like "break up with that loser and date me instead" but then will talk about all the kinky shit the three of you will do together when dazai is back

Dazai annoys his russian cell-qneighbor with how excited he is to get back home (and tie the both of you up)

Oh my god you're so right and that is so hot too adjsckze

You think he's just going to take care of you, keep an eye on you since Dazai is sometimes a little paranoid and likes to know you're safe, that kind of thing. But it's only days before Chuuya is shifting all the groceries into one hand so he can hold yours, giving your hip a squeeze when he drops by after work, then one hand curling around the back of your head to kiss you properly (for "good luck").

Chuuya pulling you in for grinding/dry humping has me 🥴🥴🥴 god Please Chuuya one chance

I know maximum security prison probably doesn't have the one phone call thing but imagine it did omg. It's been a few days/a week since Dazai "left for work" and Chuuya has moved fast, going from hanging around always to kisses to full on groping, spooning you at night "so you won't be lonely" and not-so-subtly grinding against you, pressing his bulge against your ass. Whispering in your ear that he could treat you so much better, he could spoil you, leaving wet kisses all over your shoulders and neck. But he also talks about sharing? One minute he's promising to fuck you so good you'll never be able to look at Dazai again and the next he's purring in your ear about how he wishes you were sandwiched between them.

Ahem I got sidetracked anyway that one phonecall. Dazai calls you, of course, and immediately hears hiccupy apologies and stuttered cries of his name, your voice wavering. He can hear low grunts and the slap of skin on skin in the background and grins, already knowing what's happening. Chuuya bending over your shoulder, draping himself over you so he can taunt Dazai, describe how wet you are and how well he's treating you while he's away, fucking into you with a brutal pace to make you cry into the receiver and give Dazai a show. Both of them speaking to you at once, one in each ear, cooing at you and praising you or not, until you're trembling like a leaf and milking Chuuya's cock while he growls, laughing at Dazai because he can't get to you.

#oh i am REALLY into this idea now 🥴 #chuuya.bsd #dazai.bsd #poly!skk #adakfkskc poor poot Fyodor too he just wants to play 5D chess with his side piece #but now the side piece won't stop describing in detail all the nasty sex he's going to be having as soon as he gets out #Fyo is pulling at his hair

[comfortyart]

Does anyone else cry everytime they listen to I Want to Live or is it just me???

#i cried like 4 times working on this with it on repeat because I started paying attention to it too much #the feels hit and I sob #anyway... #I was having a bad day so accept fortress and astarion #astarion x tav #fortress #art tag #astarion #astarion bg3 #astarion fanart #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 fanart #posting this before i sleep so i dont hate it in the AM and just never post 🥴

[thecruellestmonth]

Has Jason ever donated a bazillion dollars to charity? Has Jason ever used his corporate monopoly to hire felons? Has Jason ever been a landlord who insisted on earthquake-proofing all his properties which make up a significant share of an entire city? Has Jason canonically exploited the child welfare system using bribes and his prestigious family name in order to gain custody of vulnerable orphans? Has Jason directly supported and funded improvements to the police department?

Yeah, I didn't think so. That leftist hero is Bruce "Batman" Wayne. 😏 Jason has never dumped his massive dynastic wealth into charity, to offset his violent crusade. I bet all you Jason stans feel really stupid now. 🤭🤭🤭 You have failed at leftism, you lack critical thinking skills and media literacy, and your real-life politics must be awful. Truly, you guys are poisoning the Batman fandom with reactionary politics.

#Jason Todd #Jason Todd meta #Some of you guys really say‚ ''Batman buys Catholic indulgences and this offsets everything else he does unlike Red Hood''. 🥴 #Why can't you just say‚ ''nO!! tHaT's BaD wRiTiNg!!'' like a normal stan? #I am trying to construct my ideal Batman but you guys just won't let me stop being a hater... 😔😔

[vermiliondrug]

Playing My Time at Sandrock and meeting all the ROs: this guy Fang seems like a nice and quiet dude, maybe talking to him will get him to open up for my builder! :)

Fang's romance: Abuse from father and step-family resulted in severe PTSD and anxiety which made him have speech impairment, spent a long time homeless only eating vermins in order to survive and since then refuse to eat meat because he doesn't want to hurt living beings, became a doctor in order to help other people with their illnesses because his mother died with no medical help, refuse to let other people get close to him because he fears that they will hate him or reject him due to his past (thanks ot his father gaslighting and abusing him and calling him a liar when he called out his step-family for hurting him). When the Builder tries to get closer to him, he often panics and refuse to let them get closer, but eventually when the Builder helps him overcome his fear of speaking and improve his social skills, he later learns that it is not so bad talking with other people and that he has to get better at communicating as a doctor. Eventually when the Builder tells him that they have feelings for him, he rejects them because he fears that they will get hurt or hate him for what happened in the past, but eventually he learns that the only thing that makes him happy and feel better is the Builder and gives them a necklace with a Swan saying that Swan's mate for life, so he hopes that he and the Builder will be together forever no matter what happens.

#my time at sandrock #mtas #mtas spoilers #i am NOT OKAY #just finished his questline and just got in a relationship with him and a big medal to Pathea for making this an emotional rollercoaster #well worth the ride tho because dangggg #guess who I will be making fanart of because m'dude Fang is stunning and I love him #very much kudos to his voice actor for having such a soothing and nice voice �� #also please play this game because it is really good and I love the characters in this game so much #there are way too many hot people in this game ajhfdjksdfgkj

[oatbugs]

i should have never dated an iranian person like i told myself i would never do it bc it would be too much intensity all in one place and i was RIGHT now that i've experienced it (smn who can engage in poetry in a similar way, talk in the same language, making all the cultural stuff gay and hot, etc) i feel like without those aspects things will just be missing Something like from now on . idk . let's drink black tea w saffron and then make out . i've never celebrated the solar new year or leapt over a fire the wednesday before or read romantic hafez poetry w someone who loves me romantically and now i crave it . so much

#maybe this is less the case if the person im dating has their own culture that theyre involved in and i can share in it #she basically said she only dates middle eastern ppl when we first met and i was like . huh?? and she said u can just never go back #and i thought that was silly but 🥴 yeah #anyway i am going to Perish The Thought even tho now my perspective on dating west asian ppl has changed forever #in that i would like to do it more . im still not going to like . limit myself etc etc im sure its just bc im still getting over her #one time i dated a japanese person who was super involved in their culture etc etc and it felt . different but similar #so maybe it rly is just wanting to date smn who is involved in their culture its just super extra bonus points if theyre west asian #and even more bonus points if theyre iranian (we will have a beautiful romance and end up killing each other tho)

[nmzuka]

I really have no desire to play Dislyte but man the designs slap. Already love Freddy (Fenrir)

But now they added this one

Like hello are you guys trying to make me act up???

#zuka rambles #dislyte #dislyte spoilers #liam #i am not immune to hot furry dudes 🥴 #I dont think he's playable rn?? #just a character that comes up in story or sometihng #idk he's hot tho #Im in love #he's got a very weregarurumon style fffff

[calsfavoriteponcho]

#cal kestis #jedi survivor #star wars #jedi fallen order #star wars jedi survivor #fallen order #cameron monaghan #i am obsessed #the hold this man has on me #like 🫠🫠🫠 #im just 🥴

[ruelpsen]

one of the best parts of stuffing in my opinion is slinking away from the table at the end of the meal to go take off your belt... and then coming back since you now have room for dessert

#not sure how much food i just ate but it had to have been at least three pounds #i'm so full and it feels so good 🥴 #no burps in this one i'm afraid but look how tight i am rn! #stuffing

[nulltune]

old edits _(:3」∠)_ but i like imagining hakuno in different hairstyles HNGGHH 😩😩❤️💗💓💞 would she ever style her hair tho? sadly no </3 she thinks she's too plain for that + doesn't care about her appearance outside of just enough to look neat and presentable (we do see her hair in low twintails if she needs em tied up tho! tis a very cute look 🫶)

bUT LIKE- if someone wants to play with her hair or style her up then 👀 hakuno vc i don't mind. (<- girl who tends to go along with what others' want because she has no desires of her own tbh-) (METHINKS IT HAS DA POTENTIAL TO BE SO WHOLESOME THOOO and her hair's long and silky yknow ✨️ it'd b nice 2 touch ! 😌✨️) or alternatively- let hakuno do your muse's hair! ✨️ (she brushed nero's hair in last encore and it was such a soft moment it must've been so nice 🥺❤️)

#&&. out of #don't mind me i'm thinking soff thoughts 2 cope after my dreaded exam 2day....... p.epe inhaling copium.png #on the positive side tho- 😤 at least that's over and done with GDKGJWKF #i have one more exam 2 goo but i'm not tew worried abt that one so i am 😼 here for a lil bit !!! (menacing) (affectionate) #I HOPE U'VE ALL BEEN WELL WHEE 🫶💖💓 #/also i have more of h.akuno hairstyle edits im not normal abt her 🥴 #BUT HI YES i like for those soft normal domestic kinda moments -CLENCHES FIST- #i hc h.akuno being like a living doll frfr tho; so like- her hair (and just herself in general tbh) doesn't rlly need maintenance #BUT HEY NOW DONT LET THAT STOP U(R MUSE) (ФωФ)✨️✨️ !!!! CURSED EMOJI GRAB.GIF

[royallyprincesslilly]

Uuuuuugh I WAS JUST KICKED IN THE GUT.

Guys.

Guys!

GUUUUUYS!

#lewis hamilton #I AM DOWN BAD #Who took this picture? #I need to know who to sue for damages #And who to send 1 dollar a day to as a thank you for doing the work this world needs #Guys! #The jacket 👌🏽 #The way he is sitting 🙌🏽 #The men's tank 🤤 #How broad his shoulders look 🥵 #The angle 🥴💀 #This picture just shot up to be ny nunber 1 fav picture of him

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

smthn shitty i made for my chinese final ft. the only 4 vsynths i currently have that natively support mandarin chinese

#my video lol #vocaloid #synthesizer v #synth v #zhiyu moke #moke zhiyu #aiko synthv #chiyu synthv #mai synthv #I CAN FINALLY POST THIS NOW. god. i have one more day and then hell is (until next term) over. GRAHHHH #i am feeling Not Great about things lately 🥴 so just take this even tho its not that good pls someone appreciate it #I Just Have To Make It Through This Week. And Then The Next. And Th #ill be fine ill be on break SOON so I GET TO DO SHIT AGAIN!! FUCKGIN FINALLY IM SO EXHAUSTED #also lol if anyone's curious about those lyrics they translate to smthn among the lines of #1234567. where are your friends? here? here! your friends are here.