#i am an electro women enjoyer this felt extremely personal

[harbingersglory]

Mayhaps something with (transfem) Kujou Sara fucking a bratty reader who (intentionally) pisses her off to the point where she goes all out with her full inhuman strength, ultimately knocking them up completely by accident because she was so caught up in the moment she forgot to pull out?

I bet nobody expected her to be first out of her siblings to become a parent, least of all herself, but she ain’t complaining!

{☆} characters kujou sara {☆} notes drabble, implied fem reader, sub reader, transfem kujou sara {☆} warnings 18+ content, breeding kink

Kujou Sara was not one to allow herself to lose her ironclad control– she was a general, above all else, a servant of the Almighty Shogun.

Yet try as she might, you..you had a way of getting under her skin in a way that had her patience and will tested. Maybe it was the bratty, teasing demeanor that had her jaw clenched so hard it creaked, or maybe it was the provocative words you'd whisper in her ear while she was trying to focus.

It was irrelevant in the face of her dragging you back to her quarters, her brows furrowed and her lips pursed into a thin line– she tried to be gentle, but her grip was firm on her arm as she pulled you into the delicately managed room, her composure cracking like shattering glass. She wanted to wipe that smug grin off your face when she slammed her hands against the door, the wall nearly splintering beneath barely restrained strength, her expression..less than amused.

"Just what are you trying to accomplish?" She ground out, her teeth aching from how hard she was clenching her jaw– and, though she refused to outwardly admit it, your little..distraction was working far better then she wanted to admit to even herself. "I told you not to..to do such things while I'm working. Do you ever listen?"

She nearly growled– like some common beast, she thinks, and she is glad for her tempered control that she did not embarrass herself in such a way. She still had her dignity. But Archons, you were testing that control even still– the way your tongue poked out like a child, mocking and teasing, as if you wanted her to snap.

She almost considered it, but..you were human, she had to remind herself. Archons knows she's never forgive herself if she actually hurt you.

"What? Can the General not handle a little playful banter?" Sara opened her mouth to snarl back a reply, but she closed it but a sharp click just as quickly, a grimace gracing her features instead. "Is that all it takes to rile you up?"

She wants to deny it, keep her sense of control, but damn it– the way your hands glide across her skin, your nails just barely ghosting across the flexing muscles of her back..she feels her control slipping faster then she can maintain it, her lip quivering.

"You.." She croaks out in reply, trying to subdue the uneasy urge that lingers in the back of her mind with every glance down at you, every touch of your hands, every word that drips from your lips like honey. The silence is broken by a low growl, her hands tugging you off your feet and practically shoving you onto the bed.

"What? Are you going to shut me up? Or are you going to admit you enjoy it?"

Fine, she thinks, fine! If this is what you want so badly, she's going to shut you up the only way she knows she can.

She wastes little time between shoving you onto the bed and climbing on it herself, one of her hands reaching up to tangle in your hair as she shoves your face into the mattress, her other hand fumbling with your clothes– just enough to expose your dripping cunt to her, nostrils flaring at the sharp tang of your arousal, her teeth bared in a snarl.

She can't help the raspy groan that tumbles from her lips at the sight– you looked perfect like that. Quiet, your face forcibly held down, your thighs soaked in your own arousal. She absentmindedly wonders if you'd been so wet the entire time– if you'd just been waiting, no, practically begging for her to just..she can't even finish the thought, her hands trembling and her control slipping even further.

Her free hand fumbles with the hem of her own shorts, freeing her straining, twitching cock, pre cum beading at the tip. Her fist tightens in your hair as she leans over you, pressing her chest against your back and aligning her aching cock to your entrance. She almost snaps out of the fog clouding her rationality, but it returns in full force when she snaps her hips forward, sinking into your cunt with a sharp hiss.

"Fuck," Sara curses beneath her breath, groaning at the tight heat enveloping her– Archons, she'd never get used to it. It only drove her further over the edge, rolling her hips to force more of her cock into you. "Not..not going to talk back?" She growled, huffing and releasing her hold on your hair to instead slip her fingers past your lips. The muffled, garbled response was..far more enjoyable than she expected, the hazy eyed look as she sunk fully into you.

It made her feel lightheaded, to be honest. She was getting a bit too carried away, but the way your walls squeezed against her..her teeth ached for an entirely different reason, tongue swiping over the sharp points before she leaned down to sink them into your shoulder, pulling out and slamming back in with a muffled groan. Her pace was frantic after that, dragging moans and whimpers from your throat like a chorus of broken notes.

She hated how easily you got under her skin, but damn it, she couldn't deny how good it felt to put you in your place. You couldn't even get away if you tried– you were human, and while it made you fragile it also made you weak. Easier to handle.

Even if your tongue was far sharper than your appearance would make one believe.

Archons, she was so close, though. She pulled her fingers from your mouth, nearly crumbling at the moan that tumbled openly from your lips immediately after– she may have chastised you for your attitude, but she still thoroughly enjoyed hearing you. Just knowing you were unable to form anything more complex then senseless babbling was a special kind of high.

She wants to speak, but even her own words fail her beyond a low groan, the absence filled with the slick sound of her wild thrusts, caring little about the stinging ache in her thighs as she pounds you into the mattress without a shred of hesitation or rationality beyond fucking you into silence.

A small part of her, the rational part, tried to remind her to pull out– but your cunt felt so fucking good she just kept going despite the sirens blaring in her head. Even as your limbs tensed and your voice grew hoarse from screaming, she kept you beneath her, nipping at your throat to leave her mark against your skin. She was so close, just..just a little more. Just a little longer. Archons, she doesn't ever want to leave– doesn't ever want to pull out.

Her hands grasp your hips tightly as she nears her own climax, slamming back into you with a broken moan– she barely registered the fact she had cum inside you beyond the thrill of it dribbling down your thighs, not even her cock enough to keep you plugged up as she tried to gain some semblance of control through the haze.

..Fuck. She was going to regret this. She was, every so slowly, coming back to her senses– the first thing she felt was embarrassment, then panic, and then resignation.

At the very least she hadn't accidentally fucked you into unconsciousness on accident.

She was much gentler as she sat up, her cock still half hard as she pulled out, inhaling sharply at the way her cum dripped down onto the sheets. She hated how arousing it was. No– no. She needed to get a hold of herself.

But then again..you didn't seem to be complaining, at least not yet. She hesitantly lifted her eyes to see your expression, her throat suddenly feeling dry at the smug satisfaction on your face.

#genshin impact smut #genshin smut #genshin x reader #genshin impact x reader #minors dni #writing tag #kujou sara smut #kujou sara x reader #do you understand what this felt like to open my inbox and see this #it felt like a shotgun blast pointblank to the chest /pos #i am a weak man at heart i see breeding kink mention and my brain turns off #respectfully. lovingly. i am going to suplex you. #my weakness being used against me ohhh its over for me. if it isnt obvious by the word count idk man #quick hack into getting me to write for you. breeding kink. passes out #AND KUJOU SARA TOO??? lord have mercy #i am an electro women enjoyer this felt extremely personal #if this fic isnt coherent thats bc it isnt. i blacked out writing this. dont ask

[hannahdolphinportfolio]

What artist/designer influences you? Essay

As an artist and designer I am often inspired to create from sources outside of traditional art such as film, news and popular culture. Most significant is the influence I feel music has on my practice. Even the smallest section of music can inspire an entire project for me and I feel listening to and exploring music is a key part of my creative process. Due to this I aim to explore a wide range of music styles to find new and interesting sounds and lyrics that could spark thoughts and ideas. A key music artist I have found is Claire Boucher, known better by her stage name Grime. Boucher is a 28 year old Canadian singer, songwriter, music producer, music video director and artist as well as modelling for fashion brands/ magazines such as Vogue, DAZED and InStyle. I feel she influences me not just through the interesting an unique sounds she creates with her music but also with her own creative process and her views of what it means to her to be a women and artist.   Grimes is a character or persona with her own narrative created by Boucher as if creating a brand. In an interview for HUNGER she explains “I guess I engineered a pop star but I used myself… I created a brand which is Grimes. It was totally DIY.” Not feeling she could express herself fully as Claire she built this new character that could perform in front of an audience something she felt uncomfortable doing as herself. In many ways I feel this parallels with artists and designers. We create our work building our own artistic personas through our practice without having to let the world know us as an individual if we wish. We are able to use our work to speak for us in a way we couldn’t as just ourselves. In an interview with The Guardian she states “In my life, I’m a lot weirder than this,” she explains. “Grimes is more palatable for humans” She continues “I try to make it digestible to a degree… That’s what I’m interested in seeing. I create a thing that I wish existed in the world, versus my own full unabashed creative expression.” Again an idea that I feel would resonate with many artists. We create things we wish to see or communicate to the world and to do so must craft our work carefully to realise our intentions. This narrative of Grimes has developed over the years and grown into to further personas named the Art Angels which she explores in her latest album of the same name. In a documentary for FADER Boucher states "At first, I guess, there was just Grimes … I don't technically have control of her narrative anymore—she very much exists in pop culture now. Grimes as one person cannot represent more than a couple of ideas. That's why I started developing some of the other characters, like really abstract from who I am and how I am." This way of creating is interesting to me, exploring different areas you perhaps couldn’t as yourself allowing for her work to become more abstracted from her original personal style developing it over the years. This way of creating is one we don’t see within the music industry and is one of the many reasons I feel she has been such a success within pop culture. Boucher has made a conscious effort to create every aspect of the Grimes world herself from the music itself to directing and producing her music videos, illustrating her album art work etc. Despite her prolific list of titles that have grown out of her career as Grimes she never intended to be a musician growing up and instead found her love for creating music later on in life at the age of 22 stating in an interview at Coachella “It’s really weird that this is my job” . She then began rising in popularity over the course of a year for her unique style in music, art and fashion. Her music has a creative and experimental electro pop style that takes inspiration from an array of music styles such as R&B, Hip Hop, Electronica, Pop etc. I feel having such as wide range of sources to inspire her has been the key to her success allowing her to take inspiration from so many different areas and applying that to her own ideas to create new and interesting sounds that break the boundaries of pop. When creating her work Boucher states in her FADER documentary ”process is just as important as the final product” in which she discusses how other music producers will offer to create songs for her in which she always declines saying “It’s like me saying to you guys hey can I film this interview for you… you know just people offering to do your job all the time” She then goes on to explain how this is infuriating stating “I don’t just wanna be the face of this thing that’s been built, I wanna be the person who built it” This view is refreshing I feel showing her true passion for what she does as an artist not just as a performer in an industry which tends to push for fame over creativity in my opinion.  Her passion and work ethic is a huge inspiration to me as a designer and is an example to me of what a true artist should be.   She describes how she creates her work in an interview for ABC News explaining “ I care about texture, I care about trying different production techniques, I care about referencing songs that are not usually referenced in pop music” This process can be applied in art and design as well. I feel experimenting with different techniques and exploring new process is a key to the creative process further showing how Grimes is not just a performer but an artist. To create each song she creates and explores a concept through her music for example ‘Oblivion’ was created “using the ideas of masculine physical power and building something beautiful with that and sort of me(Grimes) being some sort of voyeuristic figure within this sort of world” again paralleling the process of an artist/designer and showing how her songs aren’t just a collection of well put together sounds or a catchy beat in order to gain fame and money but is an exploration of ideas that culminate in a piece that communicate these concepts and ideas to an audience. When creating her 2013 album ‘Visions’ Boucher was given a strict deadline to work to which resulted in her creating the majority of the album in isolation for three consecutive weeks. During this time she had a period of nine days without food, sleep or company with Boucher also blacking out her windows as she felt it more difficult to create music in day light. She describe the experience as "equally enjoyable and tortuous" and explained ” After nine days you have no stimulation, so your subconscious starts filling in the blanks ... I started to feel like I was channelling spirits. I was convinced my music was a gift from God. It was like I knew exactly what to do next, as if my songs were already written.” This extreme way of creating led to an album that won the Electronic Album of the Year award from Juno awards and shows how her dedication and passion for what she does has resulted in her success within the industry. Her latest album Art Angels has been described as “one of the most innovative and interesting records of the decade so far” by  The Guradian and has allowed her to achieve the 2016 Bazaar Women of the Year Award for Musician Of The Year 2016. Creating essentially every part of her latest album Art Angels was a decisions made in response to the “treatment she receives in the male-dominated world of recording studios”. Her role as a women working within her industry is another reason I find her so inspiring. In an interview with The Guardian she explains “It’s of interest that we never hear anything where no men were involved but we hear things where no women were involved. [My album] was mixed and mastered by a man. There’s one mastering engineer who is a female, Emily Lazar. I don’t know any female mixers,” she says. “The whole record was produced, engineered, written, performed by a woman, which is pretty rare. I don’t know if I ever heard a record like that, fully, with vocals on and stuff.” Grimes is paving the way for women in music and showing that it isn’t just the men that can produce and use such elaborate technology. In her interview with HUNGER she discusses her experiences stating “It was difficult to buy a microphone ‘cause the guy at the store was laughing at me and wouldn’t take me seriously … people just seem to assume that I’m really an airhead” her determination to continue to create despite the industry she is part of suggesting it isn’t her place is truly inspiring and is one of the many reasons she is such a key artist within the music industry. There are many reasons I take inspiration from Grimes and I intend to continue to do so throughout my time as an artist/designer as well as continuing to explore music as a source of inspiration for my work as I feel taking inspiration from varying sources is an integral part of being successful within the art industry.

#essay #grimes #claire boucher