#i am a normal man. with no problems.

[moe-broey]

Jesus fucking Christ .

#you know when i heard henriette was appearing in lumera's fbs i was really intrigued. #esp w all the character development she's been getting/playing a much more active role #and like. esp A convo she had good lines/insights about why fallen lumera is like that #but jesus christ. f!lumera actually triggers my fight or flight response SO FUCKING BAD. INCREDIBLY fucking tense the Whole Time #crazy fucking fb. lumera is actively freaking me out and when henriette tries talking her down #saying 'i'm a mother too i understand what it's like to want to protect your children'. i don't believe a damn word she's saying. #not even in a character analysis way though i always had trouble placing if henriette is trustworthy #i just. have some sort of skill issue. #anyways uhhh. happy upcoming mothers day. every year it rolls around i'm always either really stressed or really guilty. #i am a normal man. with no problems.

[bruhstation]

you deserved better from me than an oversized uniform and a world full of troubles

#this is tugs #tugs zorran #tugs zip #fortezza bigg city #senjart #quick doodle before bed (1 am) #when you're only 18 and got force-fed a world full of crime and shady hard-to-trust folks #and the middle aged man that you adore and treat as a paragon of salvation is distant and cannot love you ''normally'' #while the person that berates you is the one that genuinely loves you but your brain automatically registers any ''insult'' as ''bad'' #and you don't know that he cares for you #family'd so hard they started to develop genuine traditional family problems #we're not beating the complicated doomed familyhood allegations with this one 😂😂😂 #the faint ''have to'' in the background is like. #''do I care for you because my boss handed you to me as part of my duty'' #vs #''do I care for you because I don't want you to end up like me even though I am NOT warm or nice'' #also them without their hats. the one thing all z-stacks have in common that indicates them being from the same group #theres lots of details and themes and whatnot in this doodle but my brain is a mush..... erm..... have fun staring #(fixes my glasses and grins like an ape)

[feline-evil]

Hiding my shirt that says 'i am not normal about narratives that imply an inanimate inhabited structure is a living breathing organism' as i walk into a board room and pitch my idea that we should make more horror revolving around living architecture

#jay talkin #I JUST. I JUST. i'm thinking about old haunted house movies that have this grimy sticky feeling to the house #where the evil is not just afflicted to wood and bricksbut eminates from it as a hatred #the house itself hates you. the voice screaming get out is born on the vocal chords of the hallway #i am also thinking about The Hotel the podcast you should all already be streaming CHOP CHOP CMON NOW #which is of course a more unique and i would say more abstract sister to this concept #(said deeply positively the concepts and horror explored make my brain ping pong rapidly) #which is another reason you should be listening because it does its own thing that i think you should listen to and discover yrself :) #(and also it is far more than this this is just a tiny SLITHER of what is explored go listen NEOW) #and i am also thinking about. drum roll please. you know whats coming. yes it could be nothing else #kitty horrorshows anatomy which is TO THIS DAY one of the best and most influential games upon me i have played #a game that pushes this concept to its core grotesque emotional fleshy pulp and runs with it #anatomy is a game that breeds in anxiety and discomfort and bleeds a sincere love in the horror it portrays #that love is something i yearn to see in horror media! it is also present in the hotel AHEM AHEM #but yes anatomy is an experience like no other that you really should experience for yourself #(glances down at my shirt) um. um ok so ill leave the board meeting now thank you for listening #dear god my pain medcin kicked in and i instantly became the worlds least normal man didnt i. WELL!!! thats all of youse problem now

[tiredangellydia]

Huey is giving apathetic asshole who's got bored of life and everyone has to suffer for it, it's not intentional and that's probally what makes it worse??? He does not care and everyone is suffering the consequences because of it even after he's long gone.

#like yeah he cares in a certain way because he put the world to order or whatever #but at the same time everything is going to shit and people are traumatized because of him #he's so powerful and smart but does not care about the other clan member enough to give them directions about anything #hes all vague and for what??? urghhh i want to put him on a jar and shake it #everytime he appears on screen you just get pissed of what is his damn problem #nu carnival #nu carnival huey #i am very normal about this man and the influence he has on the world even after hes long gone🙃

[our-transmasculine-experience]

i wish i was closer to my half-brother. or that he wasn’t 16 years older than me. i haven’t told him i’m trans yet, but desperately want a sibling who knows & supports & talks to me regularly

a sibling with that age gap might be difficult to really be friends with, you know? i’m sure there’s (likely trans) guys out there that could take you under their wing. i’ve done that with kids a year or two younger before and they all feel like family to me.

#to clarify i am a minor so this isn’t weird #people need to be more normal about age gaps in friendships anyway #we could learn from older queers and i’m sure older queers could learn from us #but that’s another posts problem to talk about #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #transmasc #queer #trans #ftm #trans guy #trans boy #trans man

[vesuvian-meme]

I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the vampire elf. I am so normal about the v

#astarion #fuck not again #bg3 #literally how was i supposed to find out about this man and not fall in love?? #to me he gives off opposite asra vibes #thats....probably part of it.... #also if they existed together theyd either despise each other on sight or be gosip buddies. tell me im wrong. #astarion brainrot #astarion bg3 #the audacity of larian studios targeting me directly by making him smh #yall have no idea how hard im fighting the temptation to start posting on ao3 again just to write about him #i have a problem. and it has white hair and fangs #i did not!! need!! a new!! hyperfixation!!!! #gdi i have to write abt him now or my mind will never know peace #......i am not normal about the vampire elf... #*comes onto my semi abandoned blog to scream about astarion and then leaves*

[saintfaulkners]

one of my housemates is so fucking sensitive it turns me into a person I do not like

#like i always thought /i/ was 'overly' sensitive but my god. you cannot say ANYTHING around her #every little thing is too much for her everything is a trigger everything makes her tell you it wasn't okay for you to say around her or not #warning her about first like my sister in christ how the fuck should i have known this was a problem for you #maybe print out a trigger list and send it to all of us or something #but breathing is probably on there so #truly i hate how i sound i don't want to be like this but she's just playing the victim so severely it makes me aggressive it's like. primal #and I don't care when she flees from the room all the time when we're just having normal conversations because honestly I'm glad when she's #gone but she projects her issues onto everyone and everything around her like she cannot comprehend that maybe she has a fucking problem and #should maybe learn to deal with the fucking world #people aren't horrible for simply existing around you being themselves like. ny god it just makes me so furious #like i am AWARE that i have deficits; things that are easy for other people or come natural to them that i have issues with and that's fine #I'm learning to live in my way #and i can still love myself and not blame myself for having these problems without turning everyone around me and the whole fucking world #into the problem instead #i don't know if I'm even conveying what i mean #it's just this fucking victim complex that's driving me up the walls #she sees herself as so innocent and actually she's treating people like shit #man do i wish i could smoke about this

[buttercup-barf]

Under the cut are mostly self-insert doodles of decreasing quality. Again, not much directly tied to Team Fortress 2. Might as well toss these out while I have no access to my puter. Much yapping under the cut and in the tags incoming.

Another self-insert, this time less of a "here's me as a tenth class" and more of a "here's my game experiences translated into the class I would take the place of". The Cleaner. Although I guess they could still be wearing either suit. It doesn't matter that much.

That one Convict's Case taunt with Backup would be extremely funny, because the man would be on the verge of a breakdown (he does not want to go to jail so bad you have no idea). The second image- I owe no explanation. You know what I am. You see the pattern with my favourites.

The duality of the man. Resting face versus "just heard you express interest in religion/Russian folklore" face. He's not that hard to make friends with, when you pull him away from all the explosions.

Some doodles of trying to figure his face out. Unfortunately, the more I stare at him, the more I worry that he looks like A Certain Guy With The Last Name "Kazarin", and the fear of never being original in my life caught up to me.

Don't look at me, don't perceive me, I refuse to explain any of my actions to you.

#team fortress 2 #tf2 #that's it that's the only tags i am putting this in. maybe someday i will have the balls to do more but for now that's about it #while i have the chance - and since posts with more of my yapping in the tags don't pop in people's feeds much - i might as well ramble- #-about these guys here. self-inserts or not i'm projecting only half of my bullshit on each one of them. creativity 👍 #backup is tall and pale and has sharp canines and more of a dull brown hair colour with tired grey eyes. no amount of babyface or soft- #-hands can really help a motherfucker when he's grimacing so much because he just Hates being around half the people on the team. #cleaner meanwhile is on the shorter side and has constantly flushed skin and brighter colours and whatnot. you can't see it because of the- #-mask most of the time but they do smile a lot more and have a more cheery disposition towards life and see the whole team as their friends! #backup transitioned fully (albeit not very legally lmao) and is scared shitless of not being seen as a man although the last time that ever- #-came up was years ago. he holds onto his last name as part of the heritage he loves and loathes at the same time - attached to his culture- #-and religion and bloodline while also resentful of his family and the regime he knows someone else on the team suffered under. #cleaner just kinda binds and calls it a day. he only does it to confuse the team because while he doesn't identify with being a girl he- #-loves the confused looks his epic gender reveal moment gets. they do not remember their family name or where they grew up or what even got- #-them to this kind of mental state. and he's chill with it he values the here and now way more than some dark edgy backstory. #backup despite trying to be an honest man is afraid of vulnerability as well. he stubbornly refuses to express love towards certain people- #-lest they feel disgusted and turn away. he's afraid of consequences afraid of losing the people he loves afraid of his ''interests'' being- #-what drives them away. it doesn't by the way and he just wasted time being a cold indecisive loser for several months lmao #cleaner wears a suit that hides all of them yes but they pretty much never lie. he is always his truest self and he can always just burn- #-people who don't like him enough to make it a problem. they are a lot more comfortable indulging in their interests - be they innocent- #-and juvenile or violent and dangerous. he is quite open with his affection and his fascinations that backup would rather keep secret. #i want to establish that these two can only exist in separate universes because they both have feelings towards the funny assistant lady- #-and the funny inventor guy (selfshipping for the winnn) and would fight over those two. cleaner would win by the way #it's also a really funny point of comparison. cleaner is objectively more fucked up than backup and still managed to be more normal about- #-their feelings and live as a healthier and happier person than that guy. comedic gold honestly #OKAY I'M DONE if you read up to here you get uhhh a cookie :-)

[fairyblue-alchemist]

*grits teeth* i am getting such a good grade in being an adult i'm doing such a good job of not wanting to combust, cry, or both

#shut up mari #the amount of fucking appointments i have to make for myself is insane #eugh talking to people. talking to them about my problems. disgusting #getting through it though i'm getting a little treat for being so normal #rewarding myself for not being a shivering wet little dog of a man i normally am

[xcziel]

if i could have your attention please

jawdropping portrait of Liu Chang via 水与雨 on weibo

for those discerning interested parties who may find it relevant, i present: Haaaaaannnds

a photo post from a fan who clearly has their priorities straight

a beautiful collection from 氧气缺氧了 on weibo

#liu chang #HAAAAAANNNNDDSS #i'm sorry i was overcome and had to share okay? #beautiful perfect genius outstanding incredible showstopping - the *vision* to capture these images #i am feeling totally normal about that ring and also the necklace (and the neck and hands they they adorn) #if you ever needed image references of liu chang in a romantic loose white shirt ... #elegantly holding a pen ... *pointed look over the rim of glasses* for REASONS #then i hope you found this post enlightening #who am i kidding the interested parties have probably already seen these #but importantly *i* hadn't so i guess i'm making it your problem sorry not sorry actually #i ask again WHERE is this man's jewelry sponsorship????? #and why are we not getting more photos of the mullet?? #IT IS THE SUMMER OF THE HOT MULLET i have declared #(liu chang you need to jump on that low-fi recorded-in-the-basement-tapes edgy look right now) #however: this look is iconic and timeless so VERY WELL DONE SIR #... i'm scrolling through the pics again so yes join me in crying over the perfection of these #when a man is literal art

[llewnanith]

gavin grieve makes me want to start eating my floorboards like i cannot stop thinking about him and the grieve family. i can’t stop thinking about gavin knowing how to duck and weave between clawing to get people to look at him and knowing how to make people’s eyes slide off of him for safety. how his first spell was a silencing spell on his room. how he was shocked when his family got rid of his stuff - as if he knew he was unloveable but didnt know he was that unloveable. how he was willing to maim himself for the chance to win, just for the approval of it all. how even he didn’t think he’d live. i can’t stop thinking about scenarios where he would have eaten separately from his family, hearing talking from the room over. how no matter how many times he searched those pictures he still was disappointed about not being in them. how when his family talked about his death as already having happened, he would have had to learn to stop arguing, to find an exit as quick as possible. to swallow his grief of his own life. how he probably feels stranded with no concrete plans of the future. how he probably learned to cry silently. how he brushes off his family treatment as something inevitable, typical, deserved. how the taste of neglect is something that fits in his mouth like a bit, silencing him at night when he wants to scream from it all. literally how do you recover from this. when you build your life around your own ghost, what happens after that’s gone and all that’s left is you?

#aouv #all of us villains #aood #all of our demise #all of our demise spoilers #guys. i am so not normal #gavin grieve has so many problems i know he does #this man has severe depression #i feel it in my bones i know it in my soul #i know that he stares into traffic too long. i know that it makes fergus antsy #i know that when he cuddles al he doesnt know what to do with hands #i know when he has nightmares and someone tries to hug him the first reaction he has is to pull away #guys. GUYS.

[heytheredeann]

biromantic asexual Illya & greyromantic bisexual Napoleon

#tmfuedit #napollya #illya kuryakin #napoleon solo #the man from uncle #tmfu #not spn #my edit #ace illya #aro napoleon #happy pride month have my favourite headcanons for these two #i like aro napoleon a lot too but if i HAD to choose it's greyaro napoleon for me #i can just SEE him living his life for the most part and being SO DRAMATIC about it so OFFENDED whenever he falls in love with someone #like EXCUSE YOU nonono he did NOT ask for the extra feelings go back GO BACK #it happens once in a blue moon but when it does? oh he'll make it everybody else's problem #also my favourite ace illya is sex neutral ace illya who will indulge his partner sometimes when they want to have sex but he's just. #so fucking weird about it. #he's there like 'i am going to get a good grade in sex. which is something that it's both normal to want and possible to achieve.' #he wants a performance review after - he puts up with all this grossness he wants to at least know how he did #also napoleon is happy that he can be kinky with him because illya's thoughts about what is and isn't weird sex are Unusual #like yeah sure a praise kink makes perfect sense but thinking that asses are sexy??? WHY???? those are for POOP #he's up for role playing too but napoleon has to put up with his questions about how like. he hates hospitals right? #so why the obsession with the sexy nurse roleplay???? #napoleon isn't sure why he decided to crush on HIM of all people but he loves him very much dammit look at this weirdo he's perfect #ANYWAY ace illya and greyaro napoleon I NEED IT

[roobylavender]

reading a bad romance novel and steadily losing my will to live

#i am normally a big defender of women who read romance novels bc while i Do hate them i think they are not the real problem #and that nothing they ever write will ever be possessive of worse content or worse intent than that of a man #but at the same time. at the same time. these books make me want to Dieeeee they're so fucking awful #to be deleted

[lonichedgehog]

Happy birthday to this handsome man <3

#my art #cowboy bebop #spike spiegel #spike #nothing can describe how down bad I am for this man #would say those are my kissmarks but I dont wear lipstick lmao #feel free to interpret to whomever you like #just to say how bad it is #he's been on my mind for almost 2 years and in the course of it I have not made fanart of pretty much anyone because he just can't get away #its starting to be a problem but its a problem I aint resolving because look at him #look at that hot man #look at that depressed man that has so many problems that I think I could fix #spoilers: I would not be able to #oh yeah im missing some of the normal tags lmao #fan art #fanart #digital art #illustration

[ashmp3]

i could write an essay on these two stupid beautiful pictures and the chapters would be called: skinny but toned leg with a nice quad, sexy forearm, most beautiful cheekbones in the whole world, chest bones of a frail young man, collar bones that give you an itch for an innocent bite, lashes that could hold a medium to large bug… And so on and so forth…

#i’m completely normal and these pictures didn’t cause any issues or problems in my day to day life #and FUCK YOU to deekay. I’m gonna steal ur fucking phone #guys i am writing these tags and his jitties (jeo- never mind u get it) are staring back at me #i’m acting like a cancer mars man i am NOT i am different i have an x-ray vision and i like his skeleton i need him to sit in my lap #but enough about me… I’m logging off that all i had to say keep on blogging guys you are doing GREAT #tt #jeonghan #svt

[hart-on-my-sleeve]

I clipped this purely because I can actually hear what's hes saying on ringside... and him going up to the announcers in a frenzy is adorable.

"You can't tell me to shut up! What's wrong with you?!"

"Who do you think you are, PUNK?"

"You can't let the man pull the hair!... He's pulling Adrian's hair! That's illegal! the referee is asleep up there! The man is too old to referee, he should retire, man! This is ridiculous!!!"

#jimmy hart #audio #wwf #what do you MEAN i have a problem #i am very normal about this man and his little yappiness