#i absolutelg feel no desire to pursue a single fuxking person im so bored it feels like a chore

[mejomonster]

Being on dating apps makes me wanna tear off my skin

#rant #im like 3 days from calling a therapy line and begging for relationship therapy #but idk if they can even help me or just tell me its no use its luck after all the other stuff ur already doiny #i havent had a fucking crush on a single available person in like 5 years #like at this point id like to get those stupid dumb butterflies again where u see someone all rosey as cute and want to talk to them #i absolutelg feel no desire to pursue a single fuxking person im so bored it feels like a chore #im not gonna find love or even those hormonal honeymoon feelings of a dumb crush whilr i feel im exhausted -.- #im about to be a year older and i havent kissed anyone in 5 years #i wanna have sex 5 times a #day or more for a fucking year i wanna kiss till im tired someone i Genuinely like #need a crush :c #and id really like a xrush on someone Available who might actually like me back