#how fast the turn tables

[fallingforfandoms]

"Die Männer in meiner Abteilung mussten sich auch erst daran gewöhnen, dass ich das Sagen habe."

"Am Ende zählt nur die Kompetenz."

"Genau."

#tatort #tatort ludwigshafen #lena odenthal #folge: das verhör #es macht mich ja dezent fertig wie locker die beiden hier noch miteinander umgehen #how fast the turn tables #oder so

[hubba1892]

okay, wer erstellt den Tatort/Polizeiruf Zeitstrahl of Doom mit den angekündigten und schon erfolgten Abschieden der letzten 2,3 Jahre?!

#also...ist natürlich immer uncool wenns die eigenen Teams betrifft (been there.) aber ich finds inzwischen fast nur noch lustig #Du kriegst nen Abschied! Und du kriegst nen Abschied! IHR ALLE KRIEGT NEN ABSCHIED! #Aber eeyyy da geht mal ein Team zusammen! Das ist ein Fortschritt. Darauf lässt sich aufbauen. #Ich erinnere mich noch vor nem Jahr oder so (kein Zeitgefühl mehr) hab ich noch gesagt dass es ja generell spannend zu sehen sein dürfte #wie die ARD reagiert wenn ihnen nach und nach und vorallem mit relativ wenig zeitlichem Abstand zueinander die etablierten Teams wegbrechen #ahahaha #how the turn tables #die etablierten bleiben alle und die 'neueren' (u.a. ~10 Jahre ist nicht gerade wenig I know) hauen nach und nach in den Sack #möchte noch jemand wetten ob ein Team die glorreiche Idee von Dortmund übernimmt und 2024 noch ein Suprise bitch! Abschied ansteht? #Oder ne. So revolutionäres Fernsehen macht ja nur der W D R #Tatort #Tatort Crack #Polizeiruf

[lady-tortilla-chip]

Saw a judgement on He Tian being the one to beat She Li instead of Mo but tbh I really don’t think that hurt Mo’s arc at all. I think it meant a lot actually, that Mo wasn’t fighting alone and for once allowed He Tian to fight FOR HIM and in turn fought for He Tian.

Not to mention any time Mo had tried in the past to stand up to She Li he’d lost brutally and there was no way with the structuring of the story that he was going to miraculously be capable of beating him now WITHOUT He Tian. Which actually I think was part of the overall point about him not having to fight alone anymore. And that btw, trusting and relying on He Tian to fight with him and for him is what ultimately cemented them and gave Mo the confidence to finally choose He Tian. So LIKE I guess my point is it had to happen that way! It had to work out so that the reason Mo was freed of She Li was BECAUSE He Tian was there and did something about it.

#thinkingggggg thoughts !!!! #need to reread EVERYTHING soon so I can write that one meta #cuz I want to so bad #I think REGULARLY about the eyes zzx was so scared of #and how intensely I understand that feeling #of being watched and judged by everyone #ANYWAY ANYWAY YEAH SO YEAH #it mattered that He Tian was there because we’re shown that Mo couldn’t beat She Li on his own #like LITERALLY She Li turns the tables on Mo SO FAST because he has his stupid lackeys who gang up on Mo #and make it impossible for him to even GET to She Li #19 days #tianshan

[unopenablebox]

today is one of my knitting rest days but i'm going to wind yarn anyway because i'm just so excited to be able to wind yarn

#it's fun! it's still novel! it's so nice and fast! #i set it up on our table and went to cook and when my girlfriend got home they exclaimed in delight #''oh!! how delightful!'' [sound of yarn winder handle turning] ''oh‚ it has GEARS'' #we love a mechanism around here. #box opener #knitting

[dendromancer]

djenks tweeting that no version of ofmd doesn't include izzy shows he cares so much for the fans and apparently saw the meltdown. anyway i trust him with my mf life

on the other hand he has turned off the replies which means he really got some negative bullshit why can't people be normal for once

#ofmd #it's crazy how fast ppl turned against him #first hailing the show as the best queer tv show of all time #and now immediately villainizing him #simply for killing off a character?? like?? #i get the sadness and frustration believe me i feel it too #but come on bro it's one thing to feel sad about it and another to be rude to the writer and calling it queerbaiting of all things #oh how the turn tables....

[wickedhawtwexler]

i've got another job interview fuck yeahhhh

#i am going to over-prepare to a mentally ill degree. btw. #i applied a month ago so even if this job doesn't pan out. maybe one of the 100 other jobs i haven't heard from yet will. lol. #so many companies were making fast decisions so i didn't expect to hear back from a job i applied to in march??? #maybe this means i can cool it with the applications and return to only applying to positions i'm actually interested in lol #i'm definitely interested in this job tho. it's health related + it pays well + it's in a cool location #also lmao i literally applied to this company two years ago. for a slightly more junior position. and was rejected #well well well how the turn tables #m.txt

[cubot]

The problem with being very good at connecting 1-to-1 with children is that there may be three teachers in the room at one time, but every child is zoning in on me at once to the point where the other teachers have to metaphorically bat them away with a "Josie is busy."

#ramblings #it's like sensory overload but they're kids so you want to validate their feelings #gotta “one moment one moment” them repeatably and give them a turn order of who can talk to me next #a girl tried to call me on a pretend cell phone while i was sorting out a toy car issue between two boys #and i told her i would call her back in one minute #and then a kid made me restaurant food while another girl asked me to show her how to make pipe cleaner flowers #so i had to talk on the phone eat food and go to the table in quick succession #but i did it funny so no one felt bad i was going fast

[helga-grinduil]

me earlier this morning (in tags): yeah, i'm not projecting onto shigaraki tho. he's a very personal character to me, but i'm not projecting.

me later this evening: *crying, shaking and throwing up while not being able to watch the death of tenko's family*

#<prev post #personal #bnha #shigaraki tomura #shimura tenko #how fast the tables turn

[randombubblegum]

I know this is p*rxtwt bullshit but do you remember that autumn girl that all the Twitter parxies randomly decided they hated? Everyone is chatting shit about "everything she's done" but I have no clue what any of it is and the person with the "thread" deactivated. But you usually know everything lol

HAH lol oh i remember that whole fiasco like it was yesterday. that chick was a “big parxie” if you will who got her account suspended and thus lost her big following, and that was all the rest of parx twit needed to turn on her. granted she WAS a huge asshole to a bunch of people. but not majorly more than the rest of that cabal is? all her former friends instantly turned on her like a weakened member of the herd and “cancelled” her, which is pretty funny to me since every other “big parxie” (christ i hate that term but idk how else to refer to that specific hierarchy lol) did or does basically everything she got called out for (being a dick to other people, trying too hard to get close to awsten/curry his favor, thinking shes special/better than other fans, etc). i think they just smelled blood in the water and wanted to save their own skins really. she was definitely an asshole tho make no mistake

#oh how fast the tables turn over there when the threat of a big following is removed huh. lol #anyway thats all ill say talking about this always attracts psychopaths to my blog and i dont care #mail time! #neg

[skywitchmaja]

malydia are sooo fun because they boldly ask the question “what if too lesbians who were sooo autistic in the exact opposite directions? but what if they’re not actually autistic they’re just Like That because they are a harbinger of death and a girl who spent the last several years of her life as a coyote? but what if still, actually really truly and for real, they were both autistic (in the exact opposite directions)?” and they answer is, of course, “well, that would be awesome”

#but i love it it’s such fun. like remember season one when lydia was masking 24/7 pretending to care more about lacrosse than math #and pretending to be bad at bowwwling so she could be The Most Popular Girl In School? but then she got bit by a werewolf and started hearin #hearing the screams of the dying and decided to go ahead and embrace her weird ass friends and her weird ass self? that was beautiful <3 #and then malia turns back into a HUMAN and has to go to HIGH SCHOOL and she is not trying to be The Most Popular Girl In School #like damn it’s hard enough just to be a Girl In School she basically skipped from memorizing multiplication tables to precal #but lydia’s got her back— sharing notes giving her answers whatever’s necessary 👍🏻 #(which does make me wonder.. how are lydia and malia in the same math class? we know beacon hills has ap bio do they not have ap math classe #as well?) #anyway i just think they’re neat #if you haven’t noticed i’m playing fast and loose with ship names vs writing out two different names it makes no difference to me. #everyone is dating. no one is dating. who cares? they are all on my television screen and they all love each other <3 #teen wolf #these tags are so nonsensical don’t read them <3

[seokwoosmole]

Sending my biaswrecker a mental apology for momentarily forgetting meeting her😭

#kard hi touch was so startling #I thought we were just gonna pass by in a straight line from one end of the room to another but noooooo #we were all in line then we went into this room that had a divider & around the corner of the divider is where it was happening #so I didnt get any time to warm up to seeing them before getting in front of them #it was just turn the corner and BAM Matthew is right there perched on the table😭 #as a short person im always a bit intimidated or just hyperconscious of tall ppl but he's like super tall & a rlly big guy #but not in the intimidating kinda way - more like in the friendly giant kinda way #he was super hyped up during the show but at the end he looked SO tired but he still smiled super warmly & seemed rlly nice BUT EVEN THO #I WAS SO NERVOUS like this is my PRESIDENT & I was overwhelmed by his presence & could barely process that he was in front of my face #then somin was there & OMFG I ofc knew she's rlly pretty but cameras do not do her justice cuz she's like so stunningly gorgeous in person #that I was thrown off guard but she seemed so sweet making an effort to make direct eye contact while greeting each person #eye contact makes my anxiety📈📉📈📉& it was already all over the place w how fast things were happening so when I came around to jiwoo #I was still recovering then Jseph started making EYE CONTACT w me and said 'thank u for coming' & I was so caught up mentally going #'wait a min is he talking to me??' & said thank u back THEN IT WAS OVER & I was like WTF WHY CANT I REMEMBER JIWOO?!?! #I spent a good hour b4 falling asleep tryna recall my moment w her until it finally resurfaced & even now its hazy #I cant recall if she said anything but I just remember her having a rlly warm & friendly smile #ahhhh anyway it went by sooo fast but I enjoyed all 20-30 secs of it & im so proud to be a hidden kard #kard #bm #somin #jiwoo #j.seph

[fallingforfandoms]

Carla mag in 1x06 von Capitani nicht on-screen dabei gewesen sein, aber ihr Humor darf definitiv nicht fehlen ;-)

Bonus:

#capitani #luc capitani #elsa ley #carla pereira #sofia santos #brigitte urhausen #wie luc lächelt!! #hach mein herz #:-) #und die parallele wie er elsa vorher noch angegangen ist weil sie mit ihrem freund schreibt #weil er wahrscheinlich dachte er würde sich auf der arbeit nie zu sowas herablassen #well well well how fast the turn tables oder so

[teaboot]

One of the best parts about working at a sex shop is the employee discount, and yeah that means excellent deals on sex supplies but that's not the big brain part.

You come to my house. Something is cooking in the kitchen- it smells wonderful. What is it? It's novelty dick-shaped pasta. I've set up a sensual sexy Italian dinner. There are candles set up on the table. They're melting too fast, dripping everywhere- they're low temp waxplay pillar candles. For dessert, I serve you a delicious ice cream topped in penis-shaped rainbow confetti sprinkles and strawberry body paint drizzle, and afterwards, serve coffee with roasted hazelnut warming lube.

We play a board game while we drink. It's sexy monopoly. It's your turn. You roll the dice. They come up as 'whisper into' and 'butt'. I lost the original dice. We're using the sexy dice. You move four spaces.

After dinner, I run you a bath. A bubble bath. The bubble gel? Sensual ocean breeze. There are candles lined up around the tub. The scent is overpowering. Why? They're three-in-one fruit flavored massage oil candles. I'm using so much. It's so wasteful. Do you want to shave? I have conditioning shave cream that smells like limes. And an electric body razor, but you can't use that in the tub.

How about a bath bomb? You toss one in. It's cherry blossom scented. As it dissolves, three sexy bath sex suggestion cards fall out. They're all variations on doggy style, probably because fucking in a bathtub is probably the easiest way to break your hip.

The water cools. You get out an dry off with a novelty towel. If you wrap it around your chest, it looks like you have gigantic tatas bursting through the fabric like the Hulk.

You walk into the bedroom. I'm there, reading an instructional book titled "The Housewife's Guide To Every Day Stripping". I'm wearing a neck pillow designed to look like a massive curved weiner. Also a pair of fake leather bondage leggings and an oversized men's christmas T-shirt that says "Jingle My Bells" across the front.

I see you come in. I put down the book, take off the pillow. Offer you a massage. You accept. I already burned up all the massage candles so I pop a new bottle of CBD massage oil that says something wrong about Chakras on it. It's very gritty. That's because there's little chunks of amethyst in it for some fucking reason. It's fine, though. You say you don't mind.

I don't do massages very often. It's bad. You end up more tense than before. One of your muscles starts to cramp- it's okay. I whip out a bottle of Lidocane topical masculine performance numbing spray. You immediately feel like your shoulder went to the dentist. It's not ideal, but it's better than cramping.

You're not in the mood to bone after that. Which is good, cause I'm actually pretty asexual, but it hasn't come up yet so I'm relieved to avoid the conversation. Instead we get ready for bed. (The weather is terrible, and I insist you stay over.) I set up the futon, then realize it smells like cigarettes from the previous owner and shyly ask if you wanna cuddle in my room. You're down.

I crawl under the covers, placing my penis-shaped pink glitter pride bottle on the side table in case one of us wakes up thirsty. Once you're settled in, I turn off the glowing bare ass night light and the room goes black.

It takes a few seconds for your eyes to adjust, but when they do, you look up at the ceiling. It's dotted all over with little green flourescent lights. Are they plastic stars? No. I've pinned up a thousand glow in the dark condoms. God bless

[roturo]

HOW THEY FUCK YOU IN PUBLIC.

HOW JJK MEN FUCK YOU IN PUBLIC. (semi public.)

warnings: semi-public sex, public sex, unprotected sex, p in v, exhibitionism, fingering, blowjob, use of vibrators, jealousy, marking, edging, dacryphilia, degradation kink, praise kink. reblogs are appreciated:)

gojo satoru, geto suguru, nanami kento, toji fushiguro, megumi fushiguro, sukuna & yuuji itadori.

Gojo Satoru:

This man will make it obvious. He’s not embarrassed, in fact, he would be aroused by it. Noticing people giving the both of you stares, them noticing the hickeys on your neck, the messy makeup, it’s too much for him. Makes him hard again.

And it would happen at the most random times.

Mostly because he gets jealous, this man gets jealous because of everything. He doesn’t trust the other men around you. So that’s why he likes to show what’s his.

He’s more of taking the both of you to the restroom and fuck rather than a vibrator. Oh, and he loves teasing your legs with his fingers near your entrance, your trembling voice, hot face, making his pants get tighter and tighter.

“You like that. Don't you? Slut. Keep that pretty mouth of yours shut if you don’t want other to know how good i’m fucking your pussy right now.” You couldn’t contain your moans, not even covering your mouth helps. It was too much, he was too much.

“Don’t tell me you’re into that? Of course you’re into that. You fucking whore. I’ll make sure for everyone to know how good you get fucked. This pussy is mine.”

Geto Suguru:

This man is elegant. Uses vibrators, and fucks you in public as a punishment. He might not seem like it, but I swear this man is a JEALOUS man. Loves hanging out with others, sitting at the table while you’re by his side, hands down the table, control in hand and shakily sound coming out of you.

He would have a box of vibrators with different sizes, colors, and levels, just for this time of occasion or whenever he’s in the mood to just fuck with you.

Because he loves that, not only because he gets yards seeing you angry at him, but because of how turned on he gets while reclaiming what’s his.

He’s discreet about it, but makes it clear for you to never disobey him or look in direction towards another man.

“Am I going to fast baby?” He says in your ear, in a slow seductive low voice. Friends talking in front of the both of you, like nothing is happening down the table. “Aw, we’ll that’s so fucking sad for you, you decided to act like a big girl with other men, then take it like one.” He says while leveling up the vibrator, his hand resting on your thigh, looking happily at his friends and laughing at whatever they were talking about.

This was going to be a long day.

Nanami Kento:

He’s not the kind to fuck in public.

Prefers doing it in private, having his time, and enjoying it.

But when you get a little bit too bratty for his liking, he would snicker his legs(shoes) down the table to your center. Slightly moving it through your panties and clit, touching it with the point part of his shoe.

Edging you for release, he would retreat his shoe just in time for you not to cum. Asking the waitress for some water.

But when you get a little bit TOO bratty for his PATIENCE, he wouldn’t say a word. And that’s how you know you fucked up. Wouldn’t care if someone watched the both of you, he makes the two of you enter the restroom and fuck the soul out of you.

“You fucking slut. Couldn’t wait some hours to get fucked huh?” One of his arms wrapped around your waist, while his free hand rests on your neck. “And you need to have it right now. Like the fucking brat you are.”

Toji Fushiguro:

This man wouldn’t care. Not even like Gojo, he would make it SO obvious it becomes uncomfortable for the people around you watching the both of you having… intimacy.

His fingers would roam around your skirt/dress, making it easier for him to touch you, and shamelessly get under it. Touching the wet patch forming on your center, chuckling to himself. He loves knowing he has this type of power over you.

He would finger you to the max, his arm visibly shaking so you could get some pleasure, all while maintaining a smile like he’s overstimulating your core.

“I want to fuck you so badly.” He says while rubbing your clit with his thumb. “Too bad your fucking my fingers right now. I would love to fuck you infront of all this people. Such a piece of art.” A specific curl of his finger was enough for you to reach your climax. Trying to moan the lowest as possible to not bring any more attention, would be in vain, because he would shamelessly get his fingers out and insert them inside his mouth to lick your liquids off.

Megumi Fushiguro:

He’s not into it. Actually, you initiate it. By teasing him in public, touching him by ‘accident’ near his crotch. Showing a little bit more of your thigh to him, being all touchy.

But he’s a hard man to break, so you would get bored and annoyed easily. So that’s why you try to make him jealous.

And he won’t show it, but inside he’s figuring his own shadows to not fucking take you right there and erase that smirk of yours.

Taking advantage of you being way too busy trying to claim his attention while flirting with Yuuji, he went near the both of you and placed his hand on the back of your waist. Plastering a small smile on his face.

Yuuji noticed in less than a second he was mad. His hand traveled down your figure to your ass, your eyes widening looking back at Yuuji who was as shocked as you.

He gave a small almost visible smack, which caught you by surprise and made you squeak at the surprise. Feeling your face heated up, while Yuuji scratches the back of his neck. “Uhh…” He looks down at his phone, thanking god he has a way of leaving this situation. “Gojo-Sensei is calling me. Talk to you later guys!”

He sprinted as fast as possible towards the door, leaving the both of you alone. Wasting no time he laid you down on a desk and started taking your panties off and unbuckling his pants.

“You fucking whore. Can’t get enough of a cock you want another one huh?” He said while thrusts, a phone on his hand recording your fucked uo faces, tears dried down your cheeks. Messy moans and whines coming out of your mouth while he records the entrance where his cock appears and disappears inside of you.

The next day, he would ask Yuuji to meet him alone and show him the video. Threatening him to never let himself be that touchy with you.

Sukuna & Yuuji:

This would be more of a threesome tbh, this isn’t a lot like “public sex”, but i’ll start with explicit comments coming out of Yuuji thanks to a sukuna mouth appearing on his cheek. Saying how good your ass looked in that dress, saying how he wants to rip it apart and fuck you infront of everyone. Calling Yuuji a virgin and saying he has the same thoughts of you.

Yuuji would be bright red, looking at his classmates who were shocked and laughing at him at the remarks of Sukuna.

So that’s how you ended up in his room. Someway Sukuna and Yuuji being in control at the same time, while you fuck his cock in your mouth and ride his feet which has a mouth on it. Sucking your clit and tongue circling your entrance, until he appears with another arm and fingers you.

“Nn-ngh~ Don’t stop! You’re such a good girl…” Yuuji said while bobbing your head with his hand on top of your head. “She’s more of a brat. She’s teasing a lot, stop with that.” Sukuna said, curling his fingers just right, making you moan with his cock inside of you. Sending vibrations which made Yuuji moan and release inside of you. “Step back kiddo, it’s my turn to fuck with her.”

#gojo satoru smut #geto suguru smut #nanami kento smut #toji fushiguro smut #megumi fushiguro smut #sukuna smut #yuuji itadori smut #gojo satoru #geto suguru #nanami kento #toji fushiguro #megumi fushiguro #sukuna #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen smut #jjk smut #jjk #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader smut #megumi smut

[the-cimmerians]

It's 2024. I have been participating in fandom for 40 years. This is a ramble commemorating some history I've experienced along the way.

In 1984, I attended my first convention, and made a beeline for the one long row of covered tables in the Dealer's Room that was, according to the whispered lore of my friends, 'the one'. "um", I said, very suavely and coherently, except for how it was totally the opposite of those things, "I'm here for the... for the, uh. For-"

"Come around here," the man behind the table said with exhausted ennui, so I went around, and he lifted up the table skirt next to him and pointed to rows and rows of boxes underneath the line of tables. "It's all under here."

It was all under there. Along with about five older ladies with glasses, graying hair, cardigans. Flipping through slash zines and chatting in whispered voices like old friends (which of course they were). I noticed one of them had the good sense to be wearing kneepads. I was still too young and ablebodied to need kneepads when crawling on a carpeted floor, but I immediately found her preparedness skills to be both impressive and hot. "You're new," one of the ladies whispered to me--a bit warily, which made sense. "Are you sure you're in the right place?"

In the faint light (the kneepads lady had also come prepared with a flashlight, additional practicality hotness points for her) I grabbed a comb-bound book with a heavy line art piece on the cover, featuring a musclebound Captain Kirk getting righteously and enthusiastically plowed by a stern-yet-ebullient Spock. "This," I said, pointing helpfully at the cover, like I was trying to make myself understood in a language I had only the vaguest knowledge of. "I'm here for this."

Outside at the convention, most of the attendees were wearing large homemade circular pins that shrieked 'K/S is BS!!!'1. But underneath the table, we reveled in the forbidden.

***

In 1985, I fell very hard for Starsky & Hutch fandom. Which was simply referred to at the time as 'the other fandom', because there were only two. We were upstarts. Many fannish elders predicted that it was just a phase.

***

The 'circulating library' was a massive stack of barely-legible pages that smelled strongly of mimeograph ink. When you were on the list, you would write stories while you waited for your turn, and when the big box was mailed to you, you would read everything (new finds, old favorites), add your own sloppily-typed or hastily-mimeographed stories, and then mail the whole thing to the next person. For me, at the time, it was an extremely expensive indulgence--but my favorite one.

***

By 1990, slash fandom had grown enough that I no longer knew everyone in it, which was both thrilling and a bit daunting. A young woman at a convention waited for me after a panel I was part of (I think it was 'writing impactful smut' or something like that), and said she had a question she didn't want to ask in a group setting. I'd heard that before. I said that's fine, go ahead and ask; and she came out with: "Why do you have to be gay?"

I blinked. "Is... that a problem?"

She looked annoyed. "Yes, because your stories are on all the recommendation lists and in all the top zines, but if you're gay and I read something you wrote and I get hot from it that makes me gay, and I'm not gay."

"Wow." I grinned, I couldn't help it. It probably made me look very predatory-dyke-about-to-score-a-toaster. Whatever, it was enough to make her back away from me fast.

When I thought about it later that night, I wondered what it would be like not to be the only queer person in slash fandom.

***

By 1997, slash started appearing on the internet. Many fannish elders claimed it was the death knell of slash fandom, or dismissed it as 'just a phase'.

***

Anyway, I wrote all this for myself as a commemoration of sorts, but if you took the time to read it--thank you. Love you, fandom. I always will.

1 In those days, m/m fandom was known as 'slash', which grew from the fannish shorthand where 'K&S' meant a story of Kirk and Spock having adventures or tribulations or what have you, and 'K/S' meant a story of Kirk and Spock getting it on (Kirk divided by Spock or Spock into Kirk--it was mathy fannish humor and I was into it then and I still am now). Slash was decidedly unpopular in the fannish world in 1984, and there was a concerted effort to force slash authors, artists, and fans out of 'mainstream' fannish public life. Hence, under the table.

#fannish shenanigans #fandom history #rare ass personal post

[threadbaresweater]

megumi's friends can tell when he's thinking about you.

"fushiguro, you're turning red again."

"megumi's got that look in his eyes..."

"hey lover boy, your feelings are showing."

he'll glower at them, but there's a hint of a smile that curls its way onto his face, and his eyes sparkle when he scratches the back of his neck and looks away. "shut up."

"did she text you?"

"have you guys even kissed yet?"

there's laughter at the table, remnants of lunch scattered about. megumi pokes at his leftover rice and rests his chin in his hand. he has kissed you, in fact. it may or may not be what he was thinking about before his friends interrupted him with their good-natured ribbing.

he doesn't divulge many details to anyone about you or your blossoming relationship. the moments you share are for you and him only. it isn't that he's embarrassed of you. far from it. he's filled with an overwhelming urge to shout it from the rooftops that he likes you, and you like him back, and when he holds your hand he feels all those horribly cliché emotions that he's only ever read about.

he doesn't understand how he got so lucky, and he doesn't want to ruin it. he doesn't want to scare you off with just how devoted he is. so he tampers it down. he plays it cool, indifferent even, and pretends that you don't occupy every thought when you're not at his side (and sometimes even when you are).

"hi megumi."

he can't breathe when he hears your voice. nobara and yuuji wave and smile while megumi turns around to see you standing there, lunch tray in hand, your smile brilliant and adoring.

"can I sit with you?"

"we were just talking about you!" nobara says, elbowing yuuji in the ribs. if looks could kill, megumi would be accused of first degree murder.

you slide into the seat next to your boyfriend and laugh lightly. "well, I hope it was good talk!"

"we were teasing fushiguro about how–"

"shut up," he warns, though there's little threat detectable in his expression because he's rendered into hopeless fluff when you're this near.

yuuji holds his hands up in surrender. "fine, fine! but I bet she'd think it's cute that you–"

"–look like a total sap when you're thinking about her," nobara says before he can kick her under the table fast enough.

"it's no different than the way he looks at me normally," you say through a smile. the two friends on the other side of the table howl with laughter. megumi looks like he wants to dissolve. "it's cute."

you're left alone eventually, just the two of you, and megumi reaches for your hand. he's tentative, as if holding himself back from touching you in a more intense way.

"no one's ever told me I'm cute," he says. he's looking at you with those lovestruck eyes again, and your tummy does a flip or two.

"well, they're blind," you insist. he doesn't know how to respond to that, so he squeezes your hand a little harder.

"I think you're beautiful. and I think about you all the time," he admits.

it's your turn to feel flustered, but the way he's so earnest about his compliments makes it hard to tear your gaze away from his face. "Thank you," you whisper.

neither of you really know how love is supposed to work, but you think maybe you're on the right track.

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