#hope this brings good memories

[schermit]

I’ve been thinking a lot about the Reddit situation today, and it’s really a shame that we’re losing access to so much information if things don’t improve over there. I’ve seen other people mention the fact that any time I googled a problem or similar I’d append “Reddit” to the end of the search because all of these niche communities had passionate people recording detailed (albeit sometimes incorrect I’ll admit) information that will be much harder to come by if the site doesn’t survive. It reminds me of a situation very similar to this, when in nineteen ninety eight the undertaker threw mankind off hell in a cell, and plummeted sixteen feet through an announcer's table. And now senior tumblrists, watch the Reddit refugees potentially lose their minds lol. Don’t know if I did the meme justice.

#196 #reddit #reddit migration #reddit blackout #reddit api #friends #reddit memes #Reddit information #be better spez #late stage capitalism #I’m going to miss my little communities I would visit on a daily basis #okay I think these tags have went on long enough #you’re not even safe on tumble Redditors #gotcha #maybe #hope this brings good memories #shittymorph

[iaxsl]

SHE FINALLY KNOWS!!!!

#this is going to be so good in the anime #i did start crying at this #please. she had every reason to not believe in nika after everything she's been through and saw in kumas memories but now!! #here comes luffy as nika bringing back hope to the world. I'm gonna go cry again #one piece #one piece spoilers #op spoilers #one piece 1106 #jewlery bonney #monkey d luffy #sun god nika #bartholomew kuma #i hope things get better from here

[haveyouusedthispokemon]

i love contributing to the yes and one evolution/two evolutions category. even if they didn't stay with me for long, every pokemon i've used has been treated with love, no matter what they looked like or what their stats were like <3

#not a poll #posted without comment bc I think this is a nice sentiment and I don’t have much to add #I hope the polls are bringing up joy and good memories for lots of people ^^

[formulafics]

#disclaimer: this is just a vent don’t feel obligated to say anything 😼🙏🏻 #tw. alcohol #trauma is real #which obviously i knew that but im feeling it rn and im just 🧍🏻‍♀️ #long story short my mom used to drink a lot #and she chilled out recently but tonight has drank a lot more than usual and lord have mercy it’s messing with me bad folks #the amount of songs i can’t listen to be i go into flight or fight mode bc my mom used to blare them while drunk #which i mean i could have it a lot worse but yk #and like i can’t even be frustRted with my mom without feeling bad bc ik she deals with a lot but i can’t do anything to help #and the speed at which the night can go from good to bad bc of her drinking #not to mention i’m rewatching yellowstone and i still like it but it also brings back bad memories with my mom #bc we were watching yellowstone while she and i had some of our worse fights (due to her drinking) #anyways. if you’re reading shoutout to you i hope you don’t relate to this but if you do you’re not alone and ily #also who likes yellowstone #ryan please give me a chance (he’s a fictional cowboy who’s definitely too old for me) #(but i want him) #okay i’m done i hope you’re having a good night if you’ve read this far 🙏🏻

[barkingangelbaby]

watching seven hours of lotr today was good for my soul <3

#i reckon I'll watch the last one tomorrow!!!! #lol i did just unearth a memory from many years ago tho #i had a crush on my friend n we would hangout after school sometimes n they put on the hobbit #so i think ive seen that one?? i was giving them head tho so i don't remember anything but gold n green backgrounds hehehe #LMAO WAIT we had a nonvalentines valentines day together too where i watched them play dark souls then they ate me out for an hour #i hope they're doing alright wherever they are now lmao #this was the same time i didn't realize my other friend had a crush on me despite us flirting through tumblr asks & they would bring me #fresh baked goods in the morning. i also hope theyre okay!! that was way before i realized i was gay even tho we literally held hands and #had hugs that lasted longer than ur typical hug. they were shorter than me too and blushed all the time #b & b i hope y'all are happy n healthy !!! thank u for the time we had together #lol way off topic there oops but anyway. i need to go to bed now hahaha #rAMbles

[daughterofevil158]

Hope arc AU where everything is the same, but at the end Makoto and Kyouko exit the HPA building and meet with all the kg survivors+Komaru and then proceed to throw molotovs at the school and watch it burn down

#do i think makoto is one of the only people who could properly run a new hpa? yes. #do i think bringing back hpa (the source of like‚ 98% of all the bad things that happen in canon) is a bad idea? also yes. #the catharsis of watching the cause of all your pain burning to the ground. the bittersweetness #because there were good memories too. and it makes the pain all the worse because you can never get them back #but also i'm imagining komaeda bringing a cooler full of the enoshima parts class 77 had as remnants & fucking YEETING it into the fire #dr3 #dr3 future arc #dr3 hope arc #danganronpa #post #edit: i had this in my drafts for literally a year and i've decided to set it free at last

[allegorism]

shipping merthur is like shipping the homophobic guy who hates gay people just because his father does and the closeted guy who is friends with him

#magic is a good metaphor for gay people even if that wasn't the intention #and the fact that merlin is always afraid of telling arthur about a core part of himself....... #arthur. who was supposed to bring a golden age for both sorcerers and people with no magic. and what did he even do !!!! nothing !!!!! #merlin stayed by his side afraid to the very end !!!! #mordred is literally a child they both saved from a massacre and that later joins them but is left so disappointed by both #like the literal kid they saved !!! the sign of hope. betraying them and dying in the end #i really don't think they actually thought out the development. how the relationships change in s2 in comparison to s1 is the proof #sorry but polls sometimes unlock thoughts and memories. and i cannot shut up when it comes to bbc merlin #mona.txt

[hyunpic]

happy birthday @chrisbangs 💖💘💖

#bang chan #video #happy birthday my li 💕💖☹️ i wanted to make u something for your bday that i hope #will make you happy whenever the world is kicking your butt #you are so precious to me and i will forever remember you as one of the first friends #i made in stayblr. i wish all the kindness and love to come to your way #this year because you only deserve good things. #i hope this video feels like the most warmest hug you have ever deserved via the internet connections!!! #i love you i hope you know that and you always have a shoulder to lean on with me #i hope we can keep making precious memories together with you 💕 #CHEERS TO THE NEW ADVENTURES THIS NEW UPCOMING YEARS BRINGS TO U!!!! #happy bday once again mwah mwah 😽

[furiousgoldfish]

Tw/ gun violence

Is there some way to figure out if something I witnessed was a really vivid dream or a memory? I remember seeing something that I shouldn't have when I was a kid. My dad pulled out a pistol on my mom one time, and it's been killing me inside, not knowing if it was just a vivid dream or if it was a memory I suppressed. I already hate him enough, even if it turns out to be a dream. But if it's not, then I could never ever forgive him for that. How will I know if I made it up or if it was real?

The only way I can think of here is to ask your mom. For what it's worth, I don't believe you made it up. I don't think anyone makes up or makes a vivid dream into a 'real' memory, when it's this serious and dangerous. This is obviously something that keeps bothering you, and stuff from dreams or made-up stuff doesn't tend to stick with us in that way, it fades easily, because we can tell it's not a real danger.

If you cannot ask your mom, try to find out who else knew your dad at this time, and ask whether he had a gun, or had been known to do anything like this in the past. Just getting additional information about this situation could help, and if this happened, your mom also could have relayed it to someone, and you could hear from someone that something like that did go down. I feel like getting a confirmation on this would do a lot for you.

#tw gun violence #self doubt #not knowing whether a memory is real #also if this sounds like a wild thing to ask know that it's really not that uncommon thing to happen #abusive people in marriages do pull guns #and it's not something insane or never-heard-of to ask #if you have anyone who knew your parents then try to contact them and bring it into the conversation #i found a LOT about my parents just asking aunts and uncles how were they like before my birth #and i would have NEVER wriggled that out of my parents ever #they would deny those sorts of things ever happened #good luck anon i hope you find some proof #and i'm sorry your father is a bastard

[exocean]

happy birthday my dearest love! @seo-changbinnies 🥰❤️

#no i know you said a hug was enough and i pinky promised but !!! i couldnt NOT do anything #im sorry its not much i had to improvise a bit with how i was going to make something <//3 #i hope you like it nonetheless!!! #also i was going to make everything yellow but somehow i ended up here???? #HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i hope you have the absolute best day ever and maybe even more importantly the most wonderful year ahead of you #i hope this new year will be kind to you and bring you lots of joy happiness love good memories and new experiences #may your wildest dreams come true #i hope you can spend your birthday happily and surrounded by people who love you as much as you deserve (which is the most possible amount) #thank you for always making me smile #i wanted to add these tags in a full set but i guess that will have to wait but they made me smile so much #you are so bright and wonderful and sooooo lovely #truly the biggest heart i have ever had the honour of meeting <33333333 #thank you so much for being my buddy !!! im having the absolute best time being yours <33333333 #and i will make you something bigger once im able !! #love you the most !!!!!! <333333333333333 #and i decided to use my own timezone since your bday will be longer that way hehe <3 #love you!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3333333333333 #and i've learned this from you but i wanted to say it back to you : soy muy afortunado de tenerte como mi amigo #( i hope i wrote it correctly!!) #hi marie! #buddy.fav #changbin #stray kids #my edits #marie day <3

[cherryozyi]

Just finished the DLC

it was pretty good and man how I missed playing Rayman 😭

#mario + rabbids sparks of hope #rayman in the phantom show #the soundtrack brings back so many memories #i knew it was gonna be short but it's still pretty good in my opinion #mario + rabbids #mario + rabbids spoilers #spoilers

[randomcanbian]

I live in a city of red, dwell in a house of red, and cry for my friends of red. But I have hope. I have remained silent for too long in fear, but now is the time to use my voice.

Reposted with permission from artsynellyyy on twitter.

#sining mulat #leni robredo #kiko pangilinan #kakampink #halalan2022 #I'm crying again #I keep crying in bursts and waves #when you have the best presidential candidate the country's had in recent memory and you lose her with 3 decades of disinformation #when your countrymen elect the son of a dictator who allowed people to starve #who's regime allowed one your favorite teachers to be imprisoned and raped by its soldiers #when you can barely look at people in the eye because you know they voted for the most incompetent wicked man of the bunch #and bile rises up your throat and froths in your mouth #but god fucking damn it after grieving and hurting i will let myself hope again #I shouldn't let them take that away from me #you and your campaign inspired millions of people to hope again--we'll keep fighting that good fight #we'll get organized. we'll cut off the cancer and rot from its core. we'll rise up and we'll support our best and our brightest and bravest #we'll carve out these corrupt politicians and help bring to the top leaders like you

[toutlarafabian]

Lara Fabian live at the Centre Vidéotron in Québec City, on June 21st 2022.

#@ginnyellacott look Clara I finished the thing! #I hope you like it and that it brings back good memories (((': #lara fabian

[noxtivagus]

evening has come again huh

#🌙.vent #i'm really sorry for the vents lately but i need a way to let it out. & this. this is as far as i can go with that #i need to do better again i know i can i have to :') people waiting for me. others n me.... #last night i downloaded a game for my friend. for her. & then another friend i told her i'll reply before the day ends :< 'take your time' #she said but sob she opened up abt smth n i wna help i really do & fuck it just hurts too bcs i know the ppl around me are. struggling too #i try not to put others b4 myself if i'm struggling like rn but :< i hate the helplessness. wish i cld do smth more for you #i wish i could at least be enough to help them. for you for you whoever you are i would always be willing to make these sacrifices #i'm gna cry it's been so overwhelming lately bcs i'm filled with so much hope and despair simultaneously #what do i do? which do i choose? how do i decide? how am i supposed to do. enough. find a balance #n then other friends i haven't gotten to replying yet today bcs oh i'm too worn down right now n i hate it so much i'm sorry #& other than all the stuff i want to do for myself and for others there's also things like school n #it hurts you know? i'm very much aware i've been worrying my family lately. i can't. sleep properly. i can't bring myself to finish eating #:< n then it also gets overwhelming when i. look to better things. bcs it gen makes me v happy when. idk i feel inspired or creative or wtv #but it hurts when it's also simultaneously so overwhelming bcs it's so hard to do something with it #& thinking of good memories. how fleeting those moments were. how times have changed. but also of. of how more may come #but maybe. maybe only if i'm better. if i'm not this hollow husk of my usual self? fuck i know i'm too harsh on myself. unnecessary pressur #i'm more than it i know. but at times it's just so hard to feel better when i'm. 🥹 i really really don't want to be a disappointment. #for others n. for myself.... bcs i know as always in the future. wtf the fuck happens then. i do know that parts of me will never change. #wnvr i look into my past i'll always know that i deserved being more kind to myself. bcs i'm human too. #this empty feeling of being stuck somewhere being hope n my despair hurts v much bcs it's so contradicting & overwhelming #n i wish in these moments i cld be enough for my future self. n for those around me #i wish i was better at communicating! tell everyone i know how much i appreciate them! how much i wish they'd stay in my life #i wish i cld really just say but i'm afraid that my honesty might scare you away. so instead i hide. you probably don't feel the same nyway #crying it hurts i think past experiences have made me too used to people leaving. but i can't be vulnerable enough to be #soft enough to the extent of being so honest. i've been hurt before when i was kind n younger n naive sure but oh so innocent #struggling sad n it was so bad then that i. oh i remember how it hurt.... i refuse to let myself go through that extent of loneliness again #i wish though that. i could. revive my mind. my motivation my inspo my creativity hasn't exactly dulled but it's become more passive #am i afraid that if i really be myself then i'll be alone again? if i'm weird if i'm too honest n soft n. i don't know. #it hurts feeling like i'm stuck with being too little n too much at the same time. how do i. just be. enough. for you. for me. #it hurts i'm crying i'm sorry i'm so sorry fuck i'm so overwhelmed n lost i don't want to think right now it feels so empty n i'm tired

[lacunasbalustrade]

"i never knew just how much i liked being needed. just how much, you understand? i knew i wanted it but not how much. until two years later i went back anonymously to visit and watched how the trains had stopped running and the ground had stopped shaking under the tremors of music and i saw. how everything was splitting apart at the seams without me. and i smiled hopelessly. finally i found permanence in how no one will ever forget my name, the one they cursed and gossiped and talked about when i was too exhausted to let go. well, now i have. and if you don't, well, I like that."

#quote dayyyyy #i recently went back to a place that brings me bad memories..... #of my own volition #i wanted to know how everyone was doing #they're doing ok #but idk why #no one seems the same #it might be a little psycho and presumptuous to say this #but I'm glad i didn't leave them the same #does that make sense? #they treated me terribly #and sure there were good parts #but i paid so much for them #don't get me wrong #i still hope they'll be happy #but i wanted to know as well #how much they regretted the way they had treated me #didn't feel like a good emotion for me to leave inside a fic #i think I'm done with trauma dumping in my writing #but who knows? #*laughs* #well anyway they do #and that has given me the reassurance to move forward #so i thank God for that #I'm not sure what i would have done if no one had cared #because until now I had never looked back and it really has been a very long time since then

[ofgentleresolve]

@theimpalpable​ sent in: "You can tell me." (Doc and Ray? C:) || new blog but they all still hate vulnerability 🙃 ( you can tell me prompt. )

Most times when Ray is cooking, it’s almost exclusively a solo activity. Being the only chef in a severely understaffed shitty diner is the reason that happens. He’s sure this is bound to break sort of HR law, but for now, he won’t say much. He doesn’t mind it- the quiet that it brings him, save for the sizzling of bacon grease on a pan and whatnot.

It’s probably not a great habit to get accustomed to either. For one thing, cooking in a restaurant requires teamwork. Clear communication between all moving parts for a seamless dining experience is a must, especially in restaurants that serve five-course meals.

Still. It doesn’t mean he doesn’t mind HELP in the kitchen here and there.

Usually, that’s Lam, but he’s not here right now. Neither is Lex-

Their loss, this time around.

“You know, this was the first thing I learned to make.” He admits as he smashes a few pieces of garlic, using the flat end of his knife and his palm. Not that he doesn’t trust Doc with a knife, but well, it’s easier to do the chopping himself. Doc, he’s assigned to separate the shrimp heads from the rest of the body before de-shelling the tail.

It’s after closing hours and coming in late, Doc mentioned he was hungry and not for any of the menu items.

Good thing Ray knows how to work with leftovers. ( And that he’s hungry too- it takes energy, really, coming up with genius ideas. )

“We’ll make a stock out of it. My mom taught me that. And to always use day-old rice. She sucks at cooking, but she does know how to make FRIED RICE. And stir fry, but it’s difficult to mess that one up. “

And now that he thinks about it, he hasn’t spoken to her in a while. He’ll have to call home sometime soon. He wonders if Doc thinks of his family too- he’s never heard him mention them before…neither does Lex. But Ray won’t ask.

If he’s not willing to open that box for himself, why should he expect that of others?

Ray minces up the smashed garlic before pulling out a pot for Doc to use. “Shells and heads in here; can you grab some water too?”

#theimpalpable #theimpalpable ( caradoc. ) #( raphael. ) #( verse: the final ingredient. ) #worlds that are drawn to each other ( interactions. ) #ALEX I HOPE?? THIS IS OKAY!! #i considered doing sads for this but then....why not make this a happier memory :D #fried rice is his go to as is stir fry #bc he almost always has rice and vegetables in his pantry at home.... #and also that's what he ate a lot growing up #doc i hope you're good in the kitchen #your bro is trusting you not to mess up :) #but also not me learning more about ray thru caradoc #bc if doc is an open book #ray...well he doesnt like talking about his past #not bc it's traumatizing or anything but more of #it's unpleasant :/ and he's not there now so why bring it up #when there's food to make and dishes to wash!! #anyways i hope this okay and if i got anything wrong lmk!! #please have a wonderful day friend~ #i believe in a precious world ( queue. )