#honestly he would have had the album on repeat as he drank so many beers | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

h0neycoffee · 6 years

Text

Drunk | Shawn mendes

Summary: When Shawn drunkenly admits something he’s been keeping for a long time to his best friend.

You and Shawn have been friends for 3 years now. You guys met at a party Brian was hosting. When you guys realized you had mutual friends you instantly hit it off. After what felt like hours of talking to each other, you and Shawn noticed that you shared many things in common. Ever since that day you’ve been best friends.

Today was shawns third album release party and you were getting to leave. When you started to put your heels on, a ring came from your phone.

Shawn: Where are you? You’re taking forever! hurry up before I come get you myself.

You: I’m about to leave dork, calm down.

Shawn: yay! See you soon! ;)

You haven’t heard shawns new album yet because Shawn wanted it to be a surprise. They were going to be playing it at the party so you and Shawn were both eager for you to hear it. He only let you listen to the singles so while you drove to the party, you played them on repeat.

When you arrived there, the party was almost full. Many celebrities were there as well which had you freaked out. Even though you knew Shawn for 3 years now, you never got used to how big of a celebrity he is or how crazy his life is.

“Y/n! There you are” Shawn said coming up to you and giving you a hug.

“Took you long enough eh?”

“A girl needs to take her time getting ready Shawn” You said rolling your eyes.

“You’re right. And you need a drink” Shawn said. By the way he was acting you knew he had drank a bit before you came.

“And you need to stop drinking. You’re gonna be wasted by tonight if you don’t stop” You said while taking the cup out of his hand.

“Pfft no I won’t. Don’t worry honey” He slurred over his words. He pet the top of your head and walked away.

“Don’t come complaining to me when you have a huge hangover tomorrow” you mumbled and walked toward the mini bar they had.

An hour had passed and everyone was here and having a good time. You hadn’t seen Shawn since you got here which made you wonder where he might be. As if on cue he went to the middle of the room with a microphone and began to talk when everyone gathered around him and you tried to get as close as possible.

“Hello everybody! Thank you all for coming tonight. This album is a really special one to me and I am thankful to everyone who helped me write it and put it all together. I also want to thank the people who inspired me to write what I wrote. So here’s the album which I am going to play for you now”

His album started to play through the speakers. The first one being ‘in my blood’.

“Great speech you did there Shawn” You said walking over to him.

“Yeah I know it was amazing” He said winking and taking another drink from his cup.

“Shawn how much did you have to drink already?”

“Mmm I don’t know maybe 7 beers I think. But it’s okay I am as sober as can be y/n” You knew he wasn’t sober at all and the fact that he almost tipped over made that very clear. You patted his shoulder and walked away to sit on one of the tables.

They were already playing the sixth song off the album which was ‘fallin all in you’ and you had to say that you were really impressed by it. Well it was Shawn so you knew he was going to create an amazing album.

“Hey there y/n. What are you doin’ here alone?” Charlie puth said taking a seat next to you. “Can’t find Shawn?”

You knew Charlie from the last tour. You spent a week with Shawn and met Charlie along the way. He was such a sweet guy and you became friends with one another easily.

“Actually no. I’m just sitting here listening to the album. You see, Shawn didn’t let me listen to it before so now is my chance.” I said turning to face him.

“Ahhhh I see. I think I know why Shawn didn’t want you to hear it before” He said knowingly.

“Wait what? There’s a reason he didn’t want me listening to it?” You asked him. You were confused because you just thought that Shawn wanted it to be a surprise not that there was a reason.

“Oh crap. I’m guessing you don’t know yet. Well y/n I can’t really tell you. You’ll just have to wait and listen.” He said getting up and walking away leaving you confused.

The album was almost over and a bunch of people were already leaving. The last song began to play which I learned was called ‘when you’re ready’. This song really caught my attention so I listened to the words carefully. You wondered if Shawn was inspired to write this by something or maybe even someone. You thought of all the girls he could’ve wrote the song about but none seemed to fit.

“Y/N!! You’re still here.” Shawn said walking drunkenly toward you and snapping you out of your thoughts.

“Well of course Shawn I had to hear the last song”

“Ha no you don’t. Let’s get another drink yeah?” He said pulling you by the arm towards the bar. At this point everybody had already left, except some friends who were passed out on the couch.

You hadn’t noticed that Shawn fell to the ground and broke into a fit of laughter.

“Shawn I think I should take you to your room now” I said pulling him up.

He put his arm over your shoulder and you took him to his bedroom. He immediately fell onto his bed. You went over to him and started to take off his shirt. You ran your hand through his hair and he groaned at the feeling. After getting him out of most of his clothes and left only in his boxers you started to leave the room quietly.

“Y/n?”

“Yeah Shawn” You said turning around

“Will you stay here with me for a bit”

You sighed and walked over to his bed and laid there next to him. You knew how Shawn would get when he was drunk and this was now his clingy phase. He wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer to him. You ran your fingers through his hair while his head laid on your chest.

“Hey shawn? What was ‘when you’re ready’ about?”

There was silence. You thought he was already asleep so you didn’t worry about it anymore thinking you would just ask him tomorrow. But then after a long pause of silence he spoke, voice just above a whisper.

“You know it’s about you.” He said

“What?” You asked confused

“‘When you’re ready’ it’s about you y/n”

“Shawn you’re just drunk don’t say things like that” You said really wanting not to believe the words that came out of his mouth.

“But it’s true. I wrote that song for you and because of you. After all these years I thought you would get it, that’s honestly why I didn’t want you to listen to the album. I was scared of what you might say.” He said softly, head still on your chest not daring to look at you.

“What did you think I was gonna say?”

“That you don’t love me the way I love you. That you haven’t felt the connection that we have these past three years. Something along those lines” He finally looked up to meet your gaze. “Do you?”

You didn’t know what to say. Of course you had feelings for Shawn all these years but you never thought he felt the same way so you always pushed your feelings aside. But now that he does feel the same way you are lost for words.

“Yeah I do Shawn, and I have ever since I’ve met you.” You put your hand on the side of his face.

“But Shawn, your probably not going to remember any of this tomorrow...”

“well you know what they say, drunk words are sober thoughts.” He smiled up at you. “I promise you that I will remember this. For the rest of my life I will. Plus I think I’m sobering up a bit” He said chuckling a bit.

“I love you y/n. I always have”

“I love you too Shawn.” You said smiling. He looked at lips then back at your eyes, leaning in closer.

“Can I kiss you now?” He said

“Yeah” You said leaning in.

When your lips finally touched it felt like weight had been lifted of your shoulders. And I’m guessing he felt it to as he smiled into the kiss. Once you finally pulled away he had the biggest smile on his face.

“You have no idea how long I’ve been wanting to do that” He chuckled.

“Me too”

For the rest of the night you two cuddled in his bed eventually falling asleep wondering what’s going to happen when you guys wake up in the morning.

———

A/n: So this is my second imagine that I wrote. I had this idea late one night so it might not be as good. But either way I hope you guys like it and my ask box is open cause I am taking requests.

Lots of love M...xx

#shawn mendes gif #shawn mendes #shawn #shawn mendes angst #shawn mendes x y/n #shawn mendes x reader #shawn mendes fanfiction #shawn mendes fanfic #shawn imagine #shawn peter raul mendes #shawn blurb #mendes #charlie puth

241 notes · View notes