#hmlymi

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hi luvvy, 3, 11, and 13 for hold me like you mean it, pls! xoxo

clare!!! hi hello!!!! thank you for this xx

[ alright. so the thing with this fic is..... i was quietly hoping no one would choose it just because... it's definitely not my best work lol. so, let me preface all of this by saying: this was the second fic i had ever written in my life last year, and is thus full of things i would completely change if i were to rewrite it today. i won't hate on past-liv completely since i was only just beginning, but please do know it honestly does not reflect how i would write today lol. also pls don't go back and read it save yourself ]

3: What’s your favorite line of narration?

i had to suffer through 8k just now, cringing at every past word i ever wrote to find these lines. not perfect, but they did stand out to me a bit reading back!

(Plus, they’re still not friends, and yet not lovers. He wonders if Lily wants to be either.)

and this line:

He’s never been good at them, words, but he hopes she hears his I love you; his I always have; his I always will. 

11: What do you like best about this fic?

i think i like the premise of this fic more than anything. like, i really enjoy the idea of a fwb situation that's caused by trying to heal another's heartache which thus brings about all sorts of feelings of confusion and frustration!

13: What music did you listen to, if any, to get in the mood for writing this story? Or if you didn’t listen to anything, what do you think readers should listen to to accompany us while reading?

dodie's Four Tequillas Down is what inspired this fic, so i definitely incorporated the feel i got from that song, as well as nearly every other song on her album Build A Problem, to write this story!

fic q’s!

#clarewithnoi #<333 #ask game #hmlymi #god this was torture reading that whole thing back WHO LET ME!! was a bit therapeutic though knowing i don't write like that anymore gjksjkg #had thought about orphaning it multiple times but the response it got still amazes meso may keep it just for the mems xx #kidding but i do still get kudos or comments on this fic sometimes and i'm like that one??? THAT one??? you like THAT one???? are u sure #okay enough hating on myself i don't want to be THAT person

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any time i get a sudden number of interactions with any fic pre-siys i shoot myself in the face and then build my own ditch and crawl in it and die.

#so grateful people seem to like the old stuff and really i do love you for it but god please. i do not need the reminder of what i used to #think was good #i get an email that says someone left kudos on hmlymi or tsotu and i immediately drop dead. i only have eight lives left #think about that. #someone shut her (liv) up!

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my brother…… somehow knows this james potter fellow…….. i’ve no idea what to do with this

#he also knows this lily evans fellow apparently and is keen on calling her lily james which is…. yeah #we were talking at dinner about my dream guy (god with every word i say this gets worse and worse) and then he…. mentioned james and oh god #my face u don’t even want to know! and then mother dearest bless her goes ‘who’s that?’ so…. safe to say i’m not nearly as mysterious to my #family as i once thought i was… #speaking of he’s also following one of playlists which is just… for the most part mitski so he not only stalks my spotify but could? we be g #getting a mitski stan on our hands? only time will tell til then i’ll be sitting with the fact that my family knows james potter is my dream #guy…. yeah xx #someone shut her (liv) up! #oh!! and then he goes on setting up these scenarios of how i’ll meet said dream guy and like. i think we have a fic writer on our hands bc. #and then! he’s like what if you guys are best friends and like each other and then he dates another girl and then breaks up… would u comfort #him? and just. just! the complete and utter shock on my face. as if he didn’t just describe hmlymi. as IF !!!!

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8 and 11! —thequibblah

hellooo !! thank you for the ask lovely <3

8. Is there any projects you're starting this year?

so far i’ve really only worked on bits and pieces of a second chance lovers fic that’s….. been hell and with all my stressing over uni and schoolwork and all that fun stuff probably… won’t be finished for a while. but other than that, nothing super set in stone!

11. What story you think will become your most popular this year?

in terms of future fics, there isn’t anything i’ve been working on where i’m like ‘this one will be It.’ and as for ones i’ve already published, this side of the universe continues to blow me away with how much ppl still like it, although hold me like you mean it is in a close second in terms of popularity!

ask me questions here!

#expect don’t read hmlymi. dont. i cant even read the first sentence without curling into a ball of shame. #it’s Not Good idek why i added the link pls don’t read it. everytime i get kudos or a comment on it i’m like wow thank u maybe it’s not that #bad and then i try rereading it and i throw up. pls save yourself #writer asks #thequibblah #ask games