#hello friends its been a while

[primrosetta]

wait I just got to Hateno Village................. am i losing my mind or did they literally make Link and Zelda like, casually common-law married?? She moved into his house, her diary states he's been "by her side" through it all?? The table has two seats and two place settings but there's only one bed??????? She has his hair band stowed away???????

#zelink #totk spoilers #im losing it i cannot BELIEVE they just DID THAT #no spoilers plz im only a few hours in and i also suck at the game so i haven't gotten v far in the story #also hello old shipping friend....... its been a while

[spaceteenagers]

arwen but arthur is sick :)

#argwen #hello friends . its been a while #oops all watercolor brushes #bbc merlin

[rotshop]

did you know gaming: halloween bags of single serving skittles have 15 skittles in each bag and each skittle is one gram of sugar and that he's in there and we're out here and the sheriff

#art.jpeg #you understand #idk abt the skittles bag thing its been a while #kuromi #my melody #hello kitty and friends #sanrio #hello kitty

[reignbowarbiter]

take pen15 off of tiktok rn bc ppl dont get it

#cheese *blush* #theyre all hating on maya for being a ‘bad friend’ THEY WERE LITERALLY KIDS😭😭😭 ITS SUPPOSE TO BE THEM BEING KIDS.!!!! OF COURSE #BOTH GIRLS ARE GOING TO BE ANNOYING AND MEAN TO EACHOTHER SOMETIMES😭😭 #and u can always tell when ppl didnt watch it bc maya HAD been a good friend to ana multiple times but they both made mistakes #and accidentally hurt eachother😭 also ppl saying ‘mayas the type to do xyz’ and its something so horrible like thats a real person😭 #the whole show is based off of them like why r u saying maya woukd fucking suibait someone THATS A REAL HUMAN.!!!!!!! #also i hate how they make fun of how the girls look like obviously they have makeup on and stuff but they really do look like that irl😭 #its especially bad with maya cus everyone thinks shes ugly and hates on her 10x more than ana like just admit ur racist… #also its so ironic how there was an entire episode in the show where everyone was talking about how ume was so cute and maya felt bad #bc she was also asian and no one was saying that to her and literally everyone is bashing how she looks in the comments #while talking about how attractive shuji is in the same breath like guys . hello #i could talk endlessly ab pen15.. literally one of my fav shows and it makes me so sad to see ppl who havent even seen it say they hate #both maya and ana:(

[akampana]

You are back!! AKAMPANA is back! 🩵🩵

I missed your art and your fanfics. I hope you are well, I send you a big hug <3333

:D

I am well! I hope you’re okay too.

And awww that’s really sweet. I missed making them. :) BIIIIIIGG HUUUUGGGG

#HELLO FRIEND ITS BEEN A WHILE WAAAAAAAAAA

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#hello darkness my old friend. I have insomnia again #it seems i wont get back to sleep. making this the 4th night in a row of 4 to 5hrs sleep. woof #is it insomnia or am i on the bleeding edge of hyp0mania? idk its weird. i can feel the strain in my head #my thoughts dont connect as well. its like im being pulled in two directions. my brain becoming spaghettified. growing thin around the #middle. but im not as tired as one might expect. ive been pretty productive and optimistic but anxiety and internal restlessness are up #like im tired but also i need to get up and pace around. maybe jump up and down. maybe run in circles. #the energy comes in waves. sitting in lectures or sitting for the extended addition of l0tr has been somewhat unbearable #bc im so contained. i would not ever get up and walk around while those things were happening but i desperately wanted to #ugh. whats my problem? who's to say. could also b the medication. i see the psychiatrist next week and i think ill beg to b put back on #lam1ctal. just bc when i was taking it on a super low does i had a week or feeling the most normal i think i ever have in my life #anxiety and evil thoughts were so small and i felt happy in a way im not sure i ever have been #like i think under normal circumstances i just have a low capacity for joy. at most i feel neutral. like i was telling my friends how i #might do some field work in winter and they were enthusiastic abt it and i kno y bc it sounds cool but idk i just dont feel anything abt it #i cant see past the pain it will take to get there. and i mean mood wise i feel alright on 4bilify like in a nutral way but stable isnt #the same as feeling happy. but maybe its all just in my head. 25mg lam1ctal shouldnt b enough to b effective #but idk i think im just sensitive to the chemicals in my body. including hormone fluctuations. idk. i hope she lets me switch. #itll b a pain in the ass to readjust in terms of going off what im on now and it might not work #but theres literature on retrying lamicta1 and they say to avoid inflammatory reactions in the first 2 months. which i did not do. oops #not that i was trying. i didnt think abt it until id had a million holes poked in my skin and was experiencing a mild tatt00 allergy #ugh. anyway. tbh id prefer this being hyp0mania vs insomnia bc then at least i can continue to function a bit during the day #ive never done anything that wild while hyp0manic aside from injure myself from over exercising and make bad choices in how i spend time #ie become insane abt something and not b able to think abt anything else. ugh. and i guess at this point ive tentatively accepted the idea #of being bip0lar. so i swear to christ if i was misdiagnosed ill b so mad. its just that if i fill out an 4dhd and bip0lar checklist. i #get a way heavy positive with bip0lar and the 4dhd is meh. so i think i just have overlap in symptoms due to dyslex1a and 4utism #ugh. me and my collection of diagnoses. so it goes #unrelated

[stannussy]

“I must not feed the algorithm. The algorithm is the mind-killer. The algorithm is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face the algorithm. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the algorithm has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.”

#jonny are you okey? #no #not for a long time #ngl i was talking abt this with a friend #hi cam hiii hello hii #but like #ive been so burned out with art in social media #like i gotta pump out shit that looks an specific way and its abt a certain thing #and the wrost part is that its gotta be certain moments or else #i finally worked the corage to post whatever a wanted for a while but then it was gone again #and man like #i just want to make art #i dont care how fucking weird it ends up begin or how hyper specific it is anymore #i just want to do stuff bc i want to not to apeace a machine #uhhh #dep rambles

[borom1r]

I need to fuck him so bad it does, in fact, make me look stupid

#‘confidential checkup’ said while blushing like HARVEY???? HARVEY?? HELLO???? BABYGIRL?????????? #ik it’s way fucking zoomed in that’s bc he’s ONLY SAID THIS TO ME ONCE and it was while I was playing split screen ☠️ #sdv #also in my head he looks like David Thewlis in (the role I’m legally obligated not to name) so. Clearly I Have A Type #ITS SO FUCKING FUNNY two friends when I go ‘he looks like David to me’ have been like yea of course I knew you were gonna say that #and then ANOTHER friend when I showed them Elliott was like ‘I KNEW one of your bachelors was gonna be Elliott. blond men who vex you’ #i am simply a predictable man but that’s Okay

[moetechmo]

Hatsoonie Meekoo :^)

#hatsune miku #vocaloid #piapro #miku hatsune #vocaloid miku #vocaloid hatsune miku #hello tumblr my old friend #its been a while lmao #artists on tumblr #art #anime fanart #anime art #digital art

[givemeuniversalcrossovers]

Ngl since the collectors true form reveal I can't think of anything else but teaching him earth games to play like Snap and happy families and Uno and Monopoly, Picturica, and human playground games like bulldog or taking him 'on a bear hunt' or climbing trees and just urg I wanna little brother the shit outta him like hello yes baby o'clock ur my little brother now I wanna show u games and tell you its okay if you don't wanna play a game anymore cause you're not having fun and ur getting frustrated and that's okay we all sometimes don't like games and get mad especially it we're losing its really infuriating sometimes but that's okay let me know and we can stop whenever so you don't need to feel overwhelmed and ill tell you a secret my family never finished a game of monopoly yup never, so I've never won a game of monopoly either and that's okay and I'll pick you up to carry you away to sit and be calm and we could have an apple juice together and a little snackie sandwich and when ur tired and sleepy (if the collector even gets sleepy(lmao I know I will eventually)) ill pick you up and take you to bed and ready you a silly little earth bed time story and tuck you in and go to sleep myself.

Like that's a whole ass baby and like wow big sibling instinct kicking in HARD

#TOH spoilers #The collector #TOH collector #I just wanna play games with him #I know in reality it would be very exhausting and very hard to actually play games with him and probably dangerous #But God dammit he's just a lil kid and I think if you taught him the rules and told him to be gentle and that no cheating he'd understand? #Like if you treat him gently and like a friend but also firm while being respectful and kind to him I think he'd listen #He'd probably appreciate a friend who like genuinely has patience for him and treats him well #I wanna teach him how to play snap and watch him be both confused and intrigued and to have matching cards down and watch him realise oh! #And then let him snap and take those cards yes I knew they matched but he's still learning and him accuse me of letting him get that #And id say yea I did know they matched but I know you're still getting the hang of this game #But when you get the hang of it I won't go easy on you #And like see him smile cause like I want him to learn the game and have fun not just use my knowledge of the game to win win win #I also wanna just carry him around when he gets sleepy like the lil baby he is just passed out l #Hello Dana please next season just lmao have another star child/person from collectors dimension show up even more powerful and deranged #But they're just like there you are little brother we've been looking for you and pick him up as he complains he's still playing noooo #And they just carry him away like a toddler taken away from the play park by their older sibling or mother and its like *panic* #Cause holy shit we would've been fucked had mum not stepped in what the fuck #Maybe she reverses all the damage too like tsk tsk Collector you really made a mess oh my little man he's so imaginative so proud of you #Wow I'm getting attached to figurative space mommy #He leaves and King is left waving bye cause maybe they were friends #And everything is back to normal finally? And safe

[arundolyn]

lambda after fighting rachel, like immediately after, hovering menacingly in front of her offering to help her up: can you summon your little frog again.

#crow.txt #...given rachel's track record of MOSTLY being.... soooorta half nice to the prime fields? theres???? like a 50/50 chance she actually would #RACHEL nice at least. yknow #i think like.. its been a While but iirc lambda was the one she was i guess the most sympathetic towards? i think #so maybe she would entertain her for a second. shrugs #she's also presumably the one rachel knows Personally the least aside from kokonoe owns/controls her and thats about it #but also lambda just beat her ass so she probably would not take kindly to That! #...she summons george but lets him shock lambda. mean to her. #(but lambda is fine by virtue of robot) #lambda will see a funny little creature and go ohhh friend :) #blazblueposting #had this thought bc i had the lambda ask open and saw george gif under my popular posts or whatever #she would want to hold him for a little while. like hello small man. #a counterpoint: she and kokonoe dont like HATE each other theyre just weird little old ladies so she would probably be nice for a second #and also bc lambda is nice and baby and was just doing her job. dont pick a fight with her that was 1000% on you #stupid little rabbit #losing onlooker powers. taht was your fault right there

[luniise-kel]

nothing is more fucked up than dsmp getting me so emotionally invested into these characters and their problems just for them to be like "kyaaa maybe 👉👈 maybe dweam wasnt so bad 🥺 waht if his intentions were good ! maybe we can b fwiends >~<"

#what happen to the abuse of a ctommy???? #exile arc hello??? #sorry i heard the dsmp ended today and i hate the ending #like yeah i kinda knew any kind of ending would be the slightest bit unsatisfactory #bc like the rp has been going on for a while #but like #not the lets all be friends before we die end #cdream was not built up to be this super evil and bad guy #just for the ccs to shoehorned in a side plot about cdream intentions being wholesome or whatever #also an end that gives the message to the viewers about forgiving abusers #and how despite cdreams inherent evil bad actions towards the ppl around him #its okay bc all he wanted was the best for everyone #thats kinda bad yknow #especially w the grooming allegations which has yet to be proven false #idk man #im not going to say anything

[urostakako]

ok lrb i feel like the biggest idiot ever and i probably am 💀it has been established multiple times but ive been really feeling it now these past few days

#so im like a physical person with friends i know its ok with it im touchy and huggy and all that #so i have this friend im super comfortable with and we do this kind of thing all the time i cling to her whenever we see each other #and she does basically the same thing #so a few months ago she was hugging me and then i didnt really register at first but she kissed my neck while we were hugging #and i was like aww thats so sweet that she kisses her friends <3 such a nice friendly gesture i bet she does that to all her friends #and i thought nothing about it. now a few days ago she was sitting next to me and took my hand in hers while i was writing smth #and i didnt think anything about it cuz thats normal. and then she was like turning it over in her hand and feeling it #and trailing her fingers over my palm and my fingers and all that and i still thought nothing of it i was like ok! #and i kept writing w my left hand while she was talking and then. she very very slowly started to intertwine her fingers with mine #LIKE SLOWLY. LIKE A DELIBERATE VERY CAREFUL SLOWLY. and i was like wait a minute. #cuz i wouldnt have cared if she just took my hand WHY WAS SHE SO CAREFUL ABOUT IT? #and then she was like wow ari your nails are so long. and i wouldnt have cared if she said 'wow theyre pretty' cuz thats normal #but she was like 'your nails are so long. its cute.' HELLO #but i wasnt sure at that point i was like ??? ok but maybe she meant it friendly! she does this kind of thing to all her friends right!!! #and then i spoke to her friend confidentially and she was like yeah she doesnt do that with anybody #now im not sure 😭i feel like it could easily be explained by something else since she never mentioned being gay #but it could equally be that shes gay. schrodingers lesbianism #and i feel so bad because me being touchy is just kind of who i am what if she feels like ive been leading her on if im right 😭 #but now her friend is telling me that im an idiot. and my best friend says im an idiot. and my cousin says im an idiot!! #cuz this sounds like shes been flirting w me the whole time and ive been like 'aww shes so sweet <3 bffs 4 life' #i really hope she doesnt like me tho </3 hvgfdbsljhfgbsvclujinf #aricouldyounot

[useful-boy]

Oh yeah uh, final update on the hospital stuff for now that actually has nothing to do with my health, but instead how the nurse I had today treated me

I did fuck up here I will admit, but the whole thing would've been over a lot faster if she'd actually helped me at all.

#nurses do have hard jobs but please. all you had to do was say 'go right' instead of leading me to a hallway with a fourway intersection #and saying 'its down the hall' and walking away #WHICH hall? hello? #her entire vibe had been kind of off since i got admitted. and i cant point to any one thing she did because it was really just #the way she talked kind of reminded me of those popular girls in high school that come up to the weird kid in class and pretend #to want to be their friend while laughing at them behind their hand. but she hadnt actually Done anything or said anything openly rude #now i know for sure she wasnt a very nice or helpful person. all i needed was a way to go #id have gone to the room looked around checked my purse and been like 'oh oops wrong phone. well now i can go' #instead of wandering arounf lost only to find her again and get dismissed like 'i already helped her' no you didnt!!! you didnt try at all! #huff #long post #technically #i almost hit discord character limit twice while writing this #hospitals #nurses #mean girl to nurse pipeline is so real

[amildlyspookydeer]

i get so used to complimenting random strangers while out on trips that i've started doing it at my local walmart and it took me doing it multiple times to realize how strange it must be for some queer with dyed hair and pronouns to approach you and tell you they love your entire look and walk away immediately. i live in alabama.

#autistic fat white goth queer with a dyed mullet approaching random neurotypicals to compliment them then vanish into the night #i forget that just saying you love a strangers x and then not having a conversation or anything at all isnt normal #ive been like this forever and it took my friend visiting from australia pointing it out for me to think about it #i became a social butterfly while going to cons which that kind of thing is much more common i think so i just adopted it into my normal #behavior #was at the pharmacy and saw someone had a hello kitty backpack and complimented them and said how much i love kuromi #completely forgetting i was wearing A KUROMI SHIRT and they were just like oh! i see! :) #but they had a maid dress raymond backpack charm so its okay #neurodivergent #autistic #spooky speaks

[binoculares]

.

#feel so bad really just horrible #freaking out ! #i think i made a mistake at work covering my coworker in her day off #that is REALLY freaking me out i feel stupid and useless and BAD i was really dumb today #AND also. well. yesterday was really dangerous and messed up #and for the first time i am actually recognizing how bad all of it could have ended up #like we were all high and fucked up and in a strangers house #and my friend crashed the car against a tree .. and i barely moved cause i could barely talk #like wtf #wtf #its not normal i can recognize that i can say it hello hello is anyone there #like im so used to this dumb shit that the moment i said hey wtf this is fucked up its making me freak out #and its not funny or cute or cool. its fucked up and gross. one of the most humilliating moments i have had #i really really do need to stop drinking and going out for a while #or restrain hard #and for that i need to stop making partys and other people a priority in my life #i need to make myself the priority MY HEALTH MY SAFETY #and i would have to change everything like that has never not been my priority since i was 13 #its insane