#he comes back like 5-10mins later and gave me a list of like. the taxonomic classifications of a square

[universalsatan]

so my crush of five years SHUT UP I KNOW IM A REAL LIFE HIMBO IT’S COMPLICATED did Not. understand the wholeass love poem i wrote specifically for him. so now i’m gonna try to meet his plant [fixation???] (he’s not ND to my knowledge. then again-) by learning to draw and doodle flowers with specific meanings

……… i still don’t think it’s working

#you know the ‘idiots in love’ tag? yeah p sure that’s us at this point #like. i Mentioned the plant symbolism page to him at one point #and he agreed it was like. where we met in the middle (him w plants and me as an author) #and i even Asked him. about the difference between daffodils/jonquils/narcissus the other night #more in a botany/linguistic sense but like #daffodils are ‘uncertainty. chivalry. respect or unrequited love. return my affection; new beginnings’ #jonquils are ‘return my affection’ #and ignoring the ‘selfishness’ lol. narcissus is ‘unrequited love’ #if ur wondering. daffodils and narcissus are basically the same. narcissus is the latin name for the genus #whereas jonquils are a subtype #god now because im ranting in the tags. i said ‘oh so like the whole not all rectangles are squares thing’ #this is at like. 1:30 in the morning fyi #he comes back like 5-10mins later and gave me a list of like. the taxonomic classifications of a square #and. i shit u not. for 40 minutes. we then discussed the logistics of this #i May or may not be falling just a lil #oh yeah but with all those mentions of daffodils #pretty sure it’s still flying over his head on god #wait i’ll reblog with the examples cause GOD HAHSJDJANSN #personal