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#he acted like a dick tonight with his therapy buddy by inventing that other of my colleagues organized a gathering with other clients
azenta
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3 years
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To continue on the last rant...
#the two guys finally admitted. one saturday the other sunday. it finally concluded repatively well for these two
#at least more so for one of the two who made some realisation. the other... not so much. still to be watched tbh.
#but still. the others i had a doubt about were still on thin ice this weekend.
#and pretty sure they did much more than we will ever really know. but that's on them acting dumb in therapy.
#at least the dude that is like my ex finally leave tomorrow. and god im relieved.
#he insisted idk how many time to just casually hang out after his therapy with some others from the therapy
#and i refused and explained politely all while being firm that it wasnt possible each single fucking duckling time
#no dude. you dont understand. this one rule protects my ass from people like you.
#you have your own suffering yes but when it threatens my own well being i swear ill protect myself against it.
#he acted like a dick tonight with his therapy buddy by inventing that other of my colleagues organized a gathering with other clients
#around the end of june. and then started laughing at me when i straight out said 'no it's false' to the shit they said.
#as some form of way to make me doubt and convince me to come. like. my dudes. im not naive. i swear im not.
#im in fact extremely fucking distrustful. when i go along it's because of that retarded stupid ass people pleasing pattern i have.
#but when you hit the 'doubt' box in my mind...
#i swear you wont have the time to process wtf is happening that i will be gone and far away from your orbit
#and you triggered that box the day you arrived at the center. so dont expect to get away with some disgusting manipulative tactics
#anyway...
#im just glad he's finally leaving. the worst is everyone liked him. because dudes like him are sadly charismatic af.
#tho also im aware he had great qualities and isnt fundamentally a bad person. but he still has that destructive side with people unhealed
#it's only a question of time...
#im still angry and wary x1000 about that shit that happened this evening...
#lets bet he'll try to reach me out some way or another at some point in the next few weeks...
#i really hope not tho... i hope im just being overly distrustful
#rant
#personal
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