#have I rb this yet

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[liquidstar]

#you guys can still rb the og version and have fun w the concept i encourage it.... but by fucking god there are some stupid ppl in the notes #the 9 stripes on the flag stand for each of the letters on the greek word for freedom. and yet i am not free of this horseshit

[gotchibam]

Hello!! I'm currently accepting pokemon ko-fi doodle requests :)

Pricing is $15 per pokemon! You can request up to 3 pokes in one doodle (+$15 for each extra pkmn). Please limit your request to existing pokemon only (no fusions / custom designs), thank you! <3

Doodle request page: https://ko-fi.com/gotchibam/commissions

Queue / backlog of requests: https://trello.com/b/ty1kyZec/gotchibam-pokemon-ko-fi-doodles

Signal boosts are very much appreciated 🙏🙏🙏 Thank you so much for supporting me & my work!! ;w;

#pokemon #pokemon doodles #ko-fi #kofi doodles #haven't been actively promoting my kofi doodles since I still have a couple reqs in my queue #but I haven't met half of my kofi goal yet so yeah #will have to rb this from time to time #also I still haven't updated the trello board properly yet sorry >_<;;; (will get to it soon!!) #to the ppl still waiting for their doodle: please be patient w/ me ;w;b #february hasn't started out so well for me bc I kept feeling sick ;_; #but!! i'm doing my best to work thru them!

[artist-rat]

more gif inspired kitty hugs 💌

#cats #animals #a bit older but i found it lyin around :} #i was gonna do a good ole rb spree bc i have a bunch of wips but nothing to post yet but then found this! #maybe i'll still do some reblogs too but anyway #i mean i do have some stuff i could post but brain is like no u gotta wait #me: why?? brain: u gotta #alright keep our secrets then #nothing so secret fr just how it is sometimes

[zivazivc]

Made a halloween themed pattern! Can we all agree that the turtle tots (little donnie especially) would love pumpkin carving

You can get the pattern printed on Redbubble. I recommend the all over print tote bag for this one, i think it looks cool :D

#I am unemployed yet again and would appreciate some money thrown my way #i'll make a proper rb promotion post soon #for this design I really recommend the tote bag or like a blanket if you have that much money #or if you have kids #the kid tshirts they look cute #tmnt #tmnt 2012 #turtle tots #donnie #raph #leo #mikey #teenage mutant ninja turtles #ninja turtles #my art #halloween art #halloween decoration

[rika-mortis]

Some Miles Upshur fanarts that I made in 2020-2021

#miles upshur #outlast #red barrels #my art #fanart #Was working on that one meme with Miles and Rayman and realized I haven't posted more of my boy in this blog yet so here it is 👀 #Here's for more Miles breadcrumbs next year 🙏 #Please RB I miss my boy so much #I just want to see my undead reporter again- #Also in case somebody knows identity v and was wondering why Miles is wearing grave keeper's outfit #It's because I saw an artist drew Andrew in Miles clothes and pretend that it's him instead to make it less scary when playing outlast #And I thought a clothes swap of Miles wearing Andrew's outfit would be cute haha #I DO have outlast x idv ideas rotting at the back of my head but someday #maybe someday I'll be crazy enough to draw it

[mothocean]

Edit: since a few ppl have asked, I'm using 'bug' as a more general term here rather than the true classification!! (I'm including all invertebrates, going along with the spirit of 'shrimps is bugs'). Also terfs fuck off

#i don't have the 12 poll options yet unfortunately 😔 #also yeah ik not all of these are insects technically but bugs extends to arachnids and other invertebrates to me. shrimps is bugs n all #tumblr polls #polls #bugs #bug tag #roseflower.txt #also im hoping this breaches containment bc a certain option will definitely be on top if ppl only rb this from me

[makiswirl]

jolyne..... but LITTLE

#jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #jolyne kujo #jolyne cujoh #my art #i'll rb this in the morning i do realize that i am posting this very late. except the first one. i drew that like Right Now. #i technically drew the rest when i started reading yotsuba soooooo.... SLIGHT inspiration....... (ignores the panel redraw) #i pictured her like this prior tho ^_^. i've heard the comparison made a lot and every1 was right #yotsuba is such a good cute little series you all should really read it #jean pierre polnareff #kakyoin noriaki #noriaki kakyoin #jotaro kujo #kujo jotaro #etc etc being thorough with the tags again. as one does #ft. hierophant green. dying. sorry little dude #slowly but surely chugging out my (effort-y) doodles i haven't posted yet #i have sloppier art and ideas on the matter to ramble about please god ask me about them................................... o_o #dadtaro #??? #smolyne #those are their tags i think. idk i just got here pls god correct me if wrong

[caiabresebun]

summer <3

#atsv #spiderverse #miguel ohara #spiderman 2099 #FOR EVERYONE WHO CHEERED ME ON TO DRAW A SEXY MIGUEL.... THIS IS FOR YOU!!!! #im never doing this again i spent probably 3-5 hours drawing abs 5000 times. im free #is there an easy way to render body hair btw like please tell me why i had to lovingly draw each individual hair. hell #dont rb yet i have a follow up pic teehee

[deadbutnostink]

They are shutting it all down

(click for good quality)

#hello angst again 😊 #good omens 2 #good omens #crowley #anthony j crowley #good omens fanart #mega zoom because this is my best crowley yet #i have a bunch of more version that you can find in my rb #consistent artstyle? never met her #my art

[sunnibits]

rlly just been going thru every stage of grief today do not hmu

#utterly and totally devastating if true. #technically it isn’t fully confirmed yet and probably won’t be for at least a month. so there’s still some hope. #they have to run another test first #but ://// sounds like it’s pretty likely #I am honestly going to. cry. #weep even. #it’s just been a rough day ok #doodles #ok to rb I do mean for it to be funny #I am going thru it tho 🫡🫡🫡

[slavhew]

terminally annoying to kind of endearing

#brba #brbad #breaking bad #bcs #better call saul #nacho varga #ignacio varga #jesse pinkman #aaron paul #michael mando #nachojesse #admin draws #fanart #ough ough ough the brainrot is back and this time im actulaly drawing. dies #LISTEN. LISTEN. ROMANTIC PLATONIC IDC THIS DYNAMIC WOULD FUCK SM #holding myself back by the ear to not put too many shadows down this is a DOODLE #im unwell about thm ive inflicted the brainworms on myself once again. ueeueue #too many thoughts. it is 1 am and i have class at 8. goot bye but I WILL BE BACK I HAVE MORE BUT NOT NOUGH TO POST JUST YET #also dont look too hard at anything. brain spared one dose of dopamine and i went sicko mode. #edit fixed a few thigns. rip this got 2 rbs in the meanwhile though ;u; #thats what i get for posting things sleep deprived at 2 am #anyways since im here i forgot to add. color symbolism go brrr. have a nice day everytbody

[blobpsycho]

This gif perfectly encapsulates what I love about Tome. All girls have been this gif. Like remember having undiagnosed mental issues and your family makes you go on an outing that should be fun but you’re just pissed off constantly because youre a 14 year old girl? Tome gets it.

Like YOU’RE GOING SOMEWHERE TO DO SOMETHING THAT SPECIFICALLY PERTAINS TO YOUR INTERESTS. But youre a 14 year old girl and nobody will ever take you seriously and you’ve just got this pit of hopelessness in your stomach despite the fact that nothing is technically wrong

so even though youre on an outing planned for you you can’t shake the feeling that everyone is just making fun of you for being so upset over seemingly nothing. These are your friends and family, you deep down they wouldnt do that, but why else would they go out of their way?

They certainly wouldn’t do it for you, right? I mean nothing’s even technically wrong. You’re just being a crybaby and they all must think youre just being a dramatic teenage girl. And you are and you know that you are so why can’t you just get over it and be normal?

And when you finally can’t take the pain that’s screaming in your chest because everything feels wrong wrong and everything is going wrong and everything is wrong wrong wrong you can’t help but cry. And you’re embarrassed and you’re furious and you’re supposed to be mature and you’re supposed to not care but you cry.

Crying feels worse than the growing internal discomfort did because now everyone is looking at you. They’re staring in uncomfortable suprise at what you’re sure is the most unsuprising sight in the world - a 14 year old girl crying. You want to go home but you can’t. You’re 14. You can’t do anything on your own.

You react to the terrifying ordeal of being reacted to the only way you know how - with anger. You monologue through hot tears and sobs and snot how you didn’t even wanna be here and how you just *know* everyone is just doing this to make fun of you and how they should just go on ahead and leave you wherever you are (you know this can’t happen. They wouldn’t leave a 14 year old girl somewhere unfamiliar on her own) and something in you hopes that they’ll yell back, that they’ll treat you like you’re irrational and make you feel justified in your anger.

…But that doesn’t happen. The silence persists but you realize that it’s more contemplative than judgemental. They’re not afraid of you, though you think they should be. Rather than letting them say something sentimental about caring and being concerned or any sappy bullshit that will only serve to make you cry more, you wipe your face on your sleeve continue on your journey.

The day gets better. After everyone gathers that no, you don’t wanna talk about it, it almost feels like nothing happened to begin with- besides the slight exhaustion you feel every time you blink and the intense stress sweat you choose to blame on anything else.

By the time you get home, the day is mentally logged as a good day. You decide - albeit tentatively - that maybe you’re going to be ok. Maybe you won’t be a 14 year old girl forever.

You go to bed and have the best sleep you’ve had in months.

#mp100 #tome kurata #ramblings #free to rb #though I’m sure nobody will LOL this is not anything #i didnt even mean to write all that #tome just brings out everything in me #like i see her and its like looking at me when i was in middle school #sorry if this is stupid i am not a writer #i genuinely hate writing so I’m suprised this exists #everything about here makes my heart ache with familiarity and love #mob psycho 100 #tome mob psycho #something about being 14 #being a 14 year old audhd unpopular girl who has yet to find out shes a lesbian is something tome could do in her sleep #and i salute her for that bc i also did that once #idgaf about the military they have nothing on being a 14 year old girl

[codecicle]

i think the thing that shocks me the most with other sites is how they call their mutuals "moots" instead of like. Friends. what's that about

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #hang on hear me out i have something with this let me rb

[gay-ppl-real]

Welcome Home sketch dump

I made some adjustments to the way I'm drawing them, and now I actually like it! Admittedly, I did not like it before. But now I do! Hazzah!

This was my first time drawing Poppy, and my first time drawing Frank properly

(Wow! I'd also never drawn Eddie before! Now I have done that!)

They make him think of Frank

Here's the full page lol

#innisart #welcome home #welcome home fanart #welcome home arg #wally darling #frank frankly #poppy partridge #sally starlet #eddie dear #barnaby b beagle #and yes that it a self portrait in the corner #Now the only one I haven't drawn is Howdy! #That is actually a lie. I have drawn him. #Just on my CURRENT sketch page so it ain't ready for posting yet #I don't think I have ever had this many tags on a post #it's all their names lol #so many names #You may notice there is one sketch in the page that doesn't have a cropped ver #that's because it's a scene from a wee fic I wrote! #So gonna rb the fic link with it instead :) #Hugs for Eddie

[squuote]

something that feels particularly notable is how much the game itself pushes the player to continue, whether or not that aligns with the narrator’s desires. That there is no real consequence by not playing an ending except for denying yourself of seeing the outcome of that choice. Which in itself is the very nature of continuing to push the wheel. Choices lead to actions that lead to player interaction. And even in scenarios like the zending, where the narrator desperately does not want us to move forward, the game provides a way for us to do so anyway. The way that the game will always provide a choice no matter the moral ramifications. But whether or not you choose to take that option will always be the choice you bear.

#the stanley parable #sorry I’m thinking. #this is also applicable to the skip button ending #but I don’t know how to word my feelings on that particular thought just yet #I don’t even really know if this makes sense tbh but I hope it’s at least understandable #I think this could also align with 432’s mindset as a being who’s directly apart of the game #and why he constantly wants us to keep playing #but again I don’t exactly have the right words in mind to dive into that lmao #sorry I needed some screenshots for something but demo and zending had me thinking many thoughts #on how the game portrays choice and how the game pushes choice toward the player #ok to rb btw 👍 I want to hear other’s thoughts very much