#had no friends. bullied constantly. forced to hide everything i felt and just be agreeable

[bluebayard]

i am so emotional all the time about imagine dragons. yes i'm watching live in vegas again

#it was like. i was like 12. being neglected #had no friends. bullied constantly. forced to hide everything i felt and just be agreeable #no help or release from the pain i was in but i had music #and in all the saturation of pop music i found imagine dragons and the album that'd just come out #smoke and mirrors and before that #night visions #and both these albums whole-heartedly unabashedly about mental health struggles and feeling so fucking alone #and like yk dan reynolds himself talking about how he felt #like there wasn't a future and he couldn't confidently say there'd be another album because he just #he struggled too and there is just this struggle of #these dark pits in your life where you can't see out and when you're stuck in the middle #it feels like there is only one way out. and its so hard to see past it #and i like #felt that in my fucking soul #saw them as my first concert and he'd said something about like. so let's keep going #let's see those better tomorrows #lets make another album and sing some new songs and lets get there together #so i said as long as he could do it i could do it too #and you know what? #we did. #we fucking did #purrsonal