#guh sorry im just

[nonbinaryaubrey]

i will NOT rant abt annoying people in the omori community i am better than that .but god.

#wildly irresponsible use of platform #i refuse to watch it myself but. 'thjese people were mean to me :(( im going to put them in my video @s UNCENSORED for my thousands of- #subscribers' #jesussss #sorry this blog has been kinda negative lately!! EEK just...guh

[seawing-vibes]

Sum oc doodles <3 Light-Pink gal is Sundog & Red-Toned fella is Fraga!! They are siblings <3

Fraga’s lovely design comes from @/avianreptiles !! Go check them out their art slaps

Extra Info about them & their (very very loose) story !

Their parents were both soldiers in the War of Sandwing Succession, they lived on the outskirts of the Ice Kingdom, but were often sent out to other areas of the continent, so Sundog & Fraga were left to be raised by the town a lot. The town was a temporary place for Soldiers and Soldiers family’s to stay while they were enlisted

Despite this they still had a loving relationship with their parents, it wasn’t their parents choice to be sent out so far and during their brief periods home they would spend all their time with their dragonets

The word of the war ending didn’t reach to the army’s far out and their parents never caught word of Thorn becoming queen, resulting in them dying to a fruitless battle out in the Mudwings Territory’s after Peace treaty’s were signed

After the war many dragons moved back to their old homes, leaving Fraga and Sundog in the town, waiting for their parents to return. Instead a General by the name of Hail came to take them in. He had visited the town multiple times and had been trusted to care for the newly orphaned pair

Hail had been a trusted royal general for years, but after the war he retired, mainly out of anger at the monarchy and the political turmoil that their kingdom was pulled into during and after the war; these ideals become shared by Sundog and Fraga

They spent the rest of their growing years on the outskirts of the Icewing Palace and lived comfortably. They were close as siblings, but life naturally had them drift apart as they aged out of their shared home

Fraga became a Caribou Herder and has watch over his own herd who he loves dearly

Sundog took on many odd jobs around the castle and stayed within the First Circle’s company, she held resentment towards them but enjoyed her work around them, eventually sparking a fiery friendship with the Royal Advisors son

Things went south though, after a night of loud argument Sundog found that she had killed the Son, and she had to flee, so she went back to her Brother

Fraga was distraught with this and desperately wanted to protect his sister, but knew the best option for her was to get out of the kingdom. He encouraged her to run away and that he would lead dragons off her trail. This is exactly what they did

Fraga still resides in the Ice Kingdom with his caribou, often using their fur for knitting projects, but his mind weighs heavy with worry for his sister and wishes to one day find where she had gone.

#wof #wings of fire #icewing #art #oc #guh. these fellas #their story is oh so underdeveloped and doesnt sound. Intiresting lmao im sorry I swear!! its cooler in my head!! #but EYAH THESE GUYS!! I’ve had Sundog for a while and just recently got Fraga and immediately assigned them siblings #Sundog is the older one and Fraga is the younger <3 #i havent been able to draw in a While so this was so nice to finally do #i miss drawing i swear im gonna try oh so hard to do it more again #TideArt

[amoneki-ramblings]

Help me Amonhaise/Amonsasa is taking over my brain rn

Sillies... I wish they could actually interact ... if only

#txt #amonhaise #amonsasa #not putting this in the main tags :skull: #there's a couple glimpses in the manga of kaneki and haise Very briefly interacting about amon #and there's a part where amon saves saiko and haise arrives just as he leaves #and i was like “no !! hes right there !!!!” #their interactions would be soo interesting #also.. the angst (sorry im an angst liker) #I'll elaborate later maybe (if i remember) (i probably wont) #just... guh... why... #the angst the drama ! #the 'ive waited for this opportunity and now it's so close yet Just out of reach' #or if amon stayed in the ccg and he had to reconcile the fact that #he might one day be ordered to “eradicate' haise #god. man. #sorry i left half the post in the tags </33 #amoneki ramblings #for organization sake #raise your hand if youre an amonsasa liker we suffer here #will Never have the balls to write my amon stays in the ccg au but at least i drew it a couple times?? #maybe i should draw more /hj #amonsasa CCG AU

[citrusitonit]

ign kind of honst in terms of makign comments abgt stuff so igs either its not gnna hurt anyone or im keepign my mouth shut

#GRRR #RAAFF RAFF RSFF #no its not a mean commnt #i woug nvr do that #howvet if u go out wit green and red i will not hesitate to call u elf on the shelf #RHGSI SOUND KINGA MENA #IM SORRY GUYGS I WANT MY THOGUTS OUT #mnot vry critical bout lotta stuff #i likg to encourage ppl #also i very well knoe the diffence between just bad and just dveeloping #guh #IGS HARDG TO THINK #AUGH

[jestroer]

oh my...what is it?!...

it is a sneaky fanart crawling in your ask box...

OHHHHHH MY GOD REM THIS IS EVERYTHING!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH <3<3<3<3<3<3

I LOVE YOUR ART SO MUCH AND HERE IS MY LIL GUY IN YOUR STYLE. SUDDENLY THIS IS THE GREATEST DAY!!!!

#sorry im only now replying i only just saw it!!!! #guh i love this so much!!! I'm like :DDDDDDDD #MY LIL GUY...... MY ROBOTSONA...... #im just so happy from this i cannot stop smiling thank you so much Rem <3 #kissing you rn

[marksman-ofthe-mist]

why would anyone even do that. like no one here is normal in the slightest and its so obvious

#long post #guh grah. ive . this . my sould leaving my body #IT TOOK SOOO LONG #AND LIKE #FOR WHAT? #the first 2 pages are good then like. colour happens and it all goes downhill #but its ok. it looks ok #also sorry if this is incomprehensible to anyone but me . um . um . um . idk. ok . just have it #ocs #cassius mode #alfie mode #sol terrence #sol obie #shadows over loathing #loathing games #sol alphonse #blood #btw. btw. btw. sorry if i misrepresented alphonse im like 99% sure i did but theres literally nothing i can do #also it ends super abrupty i am Not adding ANOTHER PAGE ????? #i am not spending another SECOND on this !!!!!!!!! #this started out as a like. composition thingy for funsies but then i was like i gotta finish it i gotta make it cohesive except i hadnt #like #planned out the later parts more and i think that's really obvious..................... #& there was soooo much more i wanted to add but i didnt have the space nor energy :c sucks #but whatever it was a little fun. just a little #ok im done have it now. ok

[salon-maiden-anabel]

i need to go to the like, park thats somewhat in the woods/hiking path thign again soon once the trees start gettign their leafs back to go get more silly plushy photography images . i need to touch grass

#talk tag #i dont get out much tbh . soppign wet pathetic thumbs up in mentally ill #but hopeeefully the job im trying to apply to hires me bc money makes life easier #wish where i live was more walkable. guh #sorry idk i just need to ramble sometimes

[murdermeadow]

I am So Tired man. just everything all around me is exhausting rn and nothing's fixing it. Problems by Mother Mother etcetc I've just got so many issues piling up and zero motivation to take a stab at any of them. I just wanna live in my own fictional world and think about fictional people and pretend it's all gonna be okay because they're okay

#leechies rambles #im so scared of falling back into these kinds of heavy escapism methods like how i did as a child #i used to wish *so bad* that id wake up in another world and everything was okay #its unhealthy and i acknowledge that but the real curse of self awareness is the aching inability to do anything about the behaviours you #see so often #guh. this is heavy I'm sorry but y'know tumblr is my place to just speak words so that's what im going to do

[mirapteo]

im barack

#SORRY #Dont even havean excuse #just 0 motivation to open up tumblr to post really #BUT IM BACK... FOR NIW #AND I LOVE CONDUIT #SOSOMUCH U GUHS #first thing on the menu us the conduit art ive draw #i dont wanna spam with low quality doodles #but if u want to see those anyway lmk? #basta first ill start with the colored drawings #ill pace them too with the q

[mechawolfie]

i can not begin to explain how much it hurts knowing i am barred from so many things ppl consider "normal" because of my upbringing

#smudgy.txt #.vent #'what highschool did u go to' is a fun (/s) one #like yeah sorry i was denied many experiences commonly believed to be Normal Human Experiences #& had a life even people who advocate for help for abused ppl don't consider #so im just. well idk where i was going w that. i just wanted to complain #i want to get mad at my parents but that doesn't change anything. doesn't make me feel any more human #doesnt stop the weird looks from ppl when i bring it up #guh. i do not feel ok right now

[intertexts]

sorry for complaining so much about my current situation however it's kind of like my personally tailored saw trap or something

#never seen those movies idk. #but it's so funny.... like hey. guy who had zero privacy for four years & has severe paranoïa oh weird why did autocorrect give me the #french spelling. gross. over like. doing Anything i enjoy In Public or in an open area of the house guy whose #very beloved autism routine involves coming home and decompressing alone in my room for hours otherwise i get fucked in the brain #what if. hey what if u suddenly had No fucking privacy whatsoever like fucking at all. #and people USE YOUR QUILT. because it's by the couch because ur sleeping on the couch. regardless of the fact that its URS and one of ur #most beloved possessions and u don't want weird other people germs on it even if its ur family. -_- #and u can't do anything you fucking enjoy ever because you literally Can't because your brain stays in awful mode if u don't have a door u #can close before u turn on ur steam deck. god. sorry im in a shitty mood even though she's being as good #as she can about all this im just pissed. like thanks i appreciate being able to have my room to myself for an hour #but i don't WANT that. i want to curl up in my own quiet cozy safe space n put my glasses where i always do & go to sleep at 10pm.... guh. #neg #txt

[frogmutual]

Well if anyone following me lives in canada and feels like helping a disabled butch move by giving them money bcuz the movers are gonna take 5 hours instead of 3 so its gonna cost 500$ more dollars than initially planned

Heres the email 2 e-transfer to if any of u want 2 help

[email protected]

And heres my p4yp4l

#sorry 4 this post im just. guh.

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

ok looking at artfight is literally giving me a headache i think i should be done for today

#went thru and updated. all of my characters #separated them by story/universe #updated a few of the descriptions (i HATE writing those though so. only some of them) #and drew new things for a handful of them #but . god damn i am so tired but i still have soooo much to do #gagaughhhhg #i always do this every year im like oog ive got plany off time and then its 3 days before the event and im SCRAMBLING #sigh #I JUST WANT THEM TO OPEN EARLY TEAM REGISTRATION ALREADY. GUH #sorry guys im gonna be sooooo annnooying about my ocs for the next month. get ready #ill go back to drawing trigun when artfight is over #danny devito voice hold on im shifting into oc mode #god. i also updated my global permissions and added links to all my pinterest boards and character tags on my sideblog... #AND playlists for those that have them... fuck dude #i think this year im gonna focus on like. jus doing headshots. #bc i get into this slump of like. the mindset that Everything i make for artfight has to be perfect and #make it a huge massive piece with a background and shading and everything #but that takes sooooo much energy out of me. im gonna focus on doing a lot of little things. #i wanna draw somthing for every character i have bookmarked i think. as long as theyre on the other team #i also think i wanna try drawign more anthro/furry characters. for practice. i like drawing animals its fun #which is. fitting. for the werewolf year lmao #so. hey. if u or a friend are on team werewolf this year and want me 2 draw one of ur little guys. #no guarantee bc my energy gets soooo spotty and i want to save it for the ones i rlly wanna do #but like. im always open 2 suggestions. especially for artfight #send me ur little guys if i think theyre cool i gotchu. #man. ive been looking at my computer all day i think i am going 2 go read my book. catkiss goodnight i love you #(<< i will still be on tumblr probably. but that felt fitting.) #blahblahblah

[wemzissue]

i was walking down the road to see a play in the british opera yesterday and i had no internet plan for this vacay so i was just walking, i wasnt even with my headphones and in a street that loud it would regularly cause a sensory overload but i tried for once just absorbing it all and idk if it was bc i was off my meds and i was euphoric bc mood swings but the happyness was overwhelming and i was bobbing up and down to imaginary music and doing stupid hand stims and i had a big stupid smile on my face bc i was excited to see the play but also bc i swear everything was so beautiful and the trees are breathing and the people are laughing and grinning and frowning and yelling and those little tourist trap cabs that light up play poppy music and the birds shit from fences and the air smells of rain and a stranger smiled at me and another gave me a weird face I DID NOT CARE and im sweaty and smelly and havent showered since yesterday and it was too hot for a coat so i carried it in me and it was annoying and the sun came out and blinded my eyes and i smelled ice cream from a near stand and i was flooded with the emotions i am ALIVE. i am such a hopepilled mindfullnesscel

#ill pay any amount to experience that emotion again idk when was the last time i ever just let it all out and live in the moment #ive never felt so pure and just 'there' im like disco elysium irl #god now im remembering i gotta finish de guh #oh well i downloaded it on my laptop i can play on the flight home #sorry for getting so emotional peace and love #i dont mean to brag but i just experienced happyness #my dad told me i was being weird #i was i admit but man this is new to me like i hate getting all soppy and shit but ive enjoyed this more than the play itself #though it slapped too #rambling

[diavoloshairlice]

Yukako headers for my sideblog for a story I'm making

#GAH sorry im not very active ive just been GUH #ill get to the request when i can I've just been reallytired #jjba #yukako yamagishi #diamond is unbreakable #header

[subtlereferencetomyinterests]

There will be a post on here by a normal person like "man its evil that roe v Wade might be overturned that's fucking awful" and then in the 'posts like this' tab there will just be a literal radfem. Like. Girl the legalized destruction of trans rights and the legalized destruction of women's rights are inextricably linked. The government hates all of us the same way pussyboss.

#guh epic transphobia moment #radfems are cool because they still need to separate themselves from trans people so desperately that they cant even compromise when we all #need literally all of the help that we can get #and like im literally a fandom blog ans literally a teenager so like who cares what i say #but like im. trans and afab so obviously i have opinions #and like this is a real thing that i had to see with my eyes. is terfs. its like too late for this buggabug #sorry for using big words to sound smart im jot writing a fuckin dissertation i literally justtalk like a unbearable fuckin anarchocommy #like in my day to day #haha commy mommy #im going. 2 bed #if i wake up and somehow terfs have found me just know they only make me transer