So. I turned 45 today. Did nothing special. Got nothing special. Expected nothing special. Felt kinda dumb whenever folks asked me what I was doing for my birthday and I was just like "went to work, studies, ran some errands."
I simply can't get excited for attention or praise or being celebrated. Please don't get me wrong--I'm grateful. My daughter sent me a very sweet text this morning, as did a few friends. Birthday greetings galore came through on social media. (Including here!)
I dunno. I wish my life's path hadn't slowly drained me of wanting to be celebrated. But here we are.
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Reminds me of when I was 13 and my mom’s old car got a Laura Pausini cd stuck in its cd player for months: whenever she wanted to listen to some music, that was the only option available. It was also my prized possession, the only authentic cd that I had of that singer: needless to say, I was very jealous and wanted to keep track of it, so everyone got to suffer through the best hits of Laura Pausini anytime we drove for more than 10 minutes anywhere. In the end everyone got sick of Laura belting ‘ho l’inquietudiiinee di viveeereee’ and I don’t know how but my father unstuck the cd one fateful evening, and returned to me a very broken cd lmao
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when i was seven and our trailer burned down, i thought about leaving my father there, grabbing my brother, and getting us the hell out
i didn't. i ended up waking our father and we all ended up at the neighbors' house
but i should have
i fucking should have
because the minute he had a chance to be alone with me (after we got to my grandma's trailer) guess what he did! shortly after our fucking HOME burned down and the firefighters gave my brother and i teddy bears and wrapped blankets around us for shock!!!!!! fucking christ i hate our father more than anyone on this earth
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its a bit antiquated but you could always hack your wii with the twilight princess method if it's old enough!
sadly i'm not exactly knowledgeable enough to know what that means!
we bought our wii on february 18th of 2009, which i figured out by looking at the inbox thing and just going back several years. it's up to the most recent update that every tutorial ive watched mentions it needing to be, so im not sure if that changes anything.
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