#god as an absent and cruel father with unreachable expectations is rlly sending me on this wednesday morning!!!!!!

[slashermary]

in on the head of a pin when dean says to cas, ‘i guess i’m not the man either of our dads wanted us to be’ isn’t that just IT

#god as an absent and cruel father with unreachable expectations is rlly sending me on this wednesday morning!!!!!! #i just watched the episode and obvs mr. edlund should have a Pulitzer for it lol (but rlly) #but god!!!! every other line!!! #everything alistair says about deans father!! #how allegedly righteous and higher than dean bc that’s what dean thinks but rlly john winchester is a cruel puny selfish man!!!! #how much violence dean is drenched in against everything inside but he still thinks it’s who he is!! #how cas truly sees that and it KILLS HIM to ask this of dean #how anna knows that and basically says we both care about him would god rlly make u do this to the man you love?? #the questioning the feeling the betrayal!!! #ugh and close and vulnerable dean and cas already are w each other #bc why not bare ur soul to someone who’s already seen it #ughhhhh i’m losing my mind!!!!!!! #i need to send some emails😔 #anyways mr edlund thank u for saying cas as lead rights and being one of the best writers for genre tv there are🤧 #spn #dean and cas #otp: i need you #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #mine #txt