#god I'm sorry I'm just upset

[spiderweb-bf]

wanted to hang out with this group of cis guys that were out in my dorm hallway and they said we could be friends but then they walked farther away from me and eventually all left lol

#plus the casual transphobia i experience on a daily basis even from my queer trans friend group #they make all these jokes about me that i know for a fucking fact they would not make about cis men #like saying that I'm weak and have no muscles and 'have orphan vibes' like bro what the fuck #god I'm sorry I'm just upset #its just frustrating to know they would treat me different if i was cis #or even just on T #and it hurts more when it comes from other trans peopl #(there's more examples of these jokes but yeah i only listed a few)

[theloveinc]

OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.

Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood

head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chin🥺🥺🥺

so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...

it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!

and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look good🫣🤓), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???

....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...

LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.

(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)

#bakugo #HI PYGMY THIS WAS INSANE OF U TO SAY THANK U PYGMY MY BFFL #but sorry u said this and i had to rip the idea right out of your hands and put it straight into my mouth #i feel like i'm high on a drug i really do #bakugo doing that thing where he he refuses to leave baby or u for long periods and fights being told to go do something nice for himself #he's showing up to his first guys night in like 6 months and doesn't know what do with himself #needs a baby picture once and hour #and he gets home to baby asleep in the crib and YES he's upset he missed bedtime but also like. wow. alone time with y/n. #and he just wants to hold u🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and watch a movie and be together #and he;s finally at a point in his life when he's able to admit vulnerability and talks abt feeling like an inadequate dad. #and finally u just have to shut him up by fuc-[redacted for profanity] #oh my god gonna think abt this all night #ALL NIGHT I LOVE U PYGMY #caitie things #kids tw #gen #pygmy lurks

[buildarocketboys]

Dear transmascs,

I love y'all, I appreciate your posts and find solidarity in your struggles. But please, PLEASE could you acknowledge that some (many) trans people who don't identify as transmasc share in the same struggles? Please could you acknowledge non-transmasc (afab) non-binary/genderqueer people in your posts that also affect them once in a while? Could you please NOT co-opt the death of a NON-BINARY trans person to talk about how transmascs are oppressed for being transmasculine? Like, yes, there are overlaps between transandrophobia and enbyphobia (and transmisogyny) and these are important to talk about but please realise that you can do this WITHOUT erasing non-binary people who do not identify as transmasc.

Idk maybe this seems like a non-issue to a lot of people but it's honestly deeply fucking upsetting to me, as an (afab) genderqueer person. I'm not saying you have to make all posts about transmasc people about non-binary people as well but please just. When something is ABOUT a non-binary person and that person doesn't explicitly identify as transmasc, please, please don't erase their identity and make it ONLY about the experience of being transmasc??

I'm so fucking tired.

Signed,

A genderqueer person

(btw if you come on this post being shitty about transmascs or talking about how transandrophobia isn't real or whatever, you're getting an instant block. This ain't about that, transandrophobia is real but so is enbyphobia/exorsexism.)

#ugh please don't fucking discourse on this post #but like #i see this shit all the time and mostly it's whatever #but I just saw a post doing this for that non-binary teenager who got killed #the poster acknowledged that they don't even know if they identified as transmasc or not #but still continued to use transmasc 'as an umbrella term' #please can you fucking not god #like you can talk about the overlap and how non-binary people are also affected by transandrophobia #without assuming all of them are transmasc/erasing the ones that aren't #sometimes! it's ok to say afab trans people!! #i know it gets used in a misgendering way sometimes but guess what? calling nb people transmasc when they're NOT #is ALSO MISGENDERING #im trying not to be bc i don't want to upset ppl but im so angry I'm sorry #trans stuff

[napstawantstosleep]

Eret when he became a scientist to look at strange things idk haven't seen the show

#eret #eret fanart #the eret #eret art #mcyt #mcyt fanart #Scientist? More like therapist because I know y'all need one (I'm y'all) #But I'm upset I haven't seen any fanart about this and this picture has been running miles rent free in my mind #Thank u cg5 for giving us a bop and unlocking a new Eret fit from the bottom of my heart #Btw sorry for the inactivity my living schedule keeps changing everyday and whenever I wake up I play genshin eat and go to sleep #My nights are long and by long I mean between 10 and 20 hours #Sometime I straight up forget to wake up ig 💀 #Renting in the tag when really I should just go to sleep #I have no idea what god put in me to make me so unfunctional. Is it because I'm gay?? So homophobic of him... /j #If anyone see these tags no you won't #But IF hypothetically someone were to see them and wanted to rb this post write 'going to therapy with op hand in hand' in the tag and #We'll go on a therapy date <3

[viiinz]

everyday I think about him (Ippolit Terentyev)

#idk why of all characters he's the one that has left such an impression on me but oh boy #it's been over a year since I've read his 'explanation' and everything that followed and it hasn't left my mind since #ippolit terentyev #the idiot #god all he wanted was some sympathy and recognition #and they just make fun of him #literally all this boy wants is to be taken seriously and no one does #they either laugh at him or beg him to shut up #because his vulnerability and the fact that he's dying makes them so uncomfortable #and he's so ashamed as well over his own vulnerbility #that even when people aren't laughing at him he'll imagine they are #and people blame him for being self absorbed?? like of course he is!! #he's EIGHTEEN and DYING #this is a teenager who's just come to the realisation that he has no agency over his life whatsoever #and that all that awaits him are the cruel laws of nature #he has a right to be upset about that #he's literally the man condemned to death that myshkin talked about #and yes he's ridiculous and awkward and not always right and incoherent and all that #and he can really be insufferable and contemptuous and unfeeling towards others #and even the state he's in doesn't really serve as an excuse for that #yet i feel bad for him #and he's such a teenager too he's so insecure and just wants to impress the people around him #and yes he's doing it for attention #of course he wants attention #can you blame him?? #all he wants is to be heard #to feel like his life mattered #but instead everyone's just begging him to shut up #like they're just waiting for him to kick the bucket so the uncomfortable ordeal can be over with #sorry i just have a lot of thoughts about Ippolit and I'm being very incoherent because i didn't plan on typing all this lol

[agentsnickers]

tonight a guest stopped on her way out of my portion of the show and asked how long the rest of the experience was. this happens a lot since ppl don't always expect it to be a 20+ min show and try to squeeze us in before dining reservations etc, so i told her the answer

and this upper middle aged lady looks me dead in the eye and goes "right. well this was hideous." and walks into the next room.

i have had a lot of guests say a lot of mean things to me over my years in this job but never has anybody stunned me the way this lady did. it was the last show of the night and i was exhausted, my show had gone on way longer than it was supposed to and i was literally about to be D O N E. and this lady insulted me to my face and just walked away.

#finn talks #who SAYS THAT #to anyone but especially to the cast member who's just been running a long chaotic show ALONE #i'm sorry you didn't like it maam but you got in line for it so??????? #god this is genuinely one of the most upsetting things a guest has ever said directly to my face and i've had ppl full on yell at me

[wrecking]

unironically fat people with arfid deserve personal apologies from basically every single person on the planet individually

#d #got like So Upset abt having arfid earlier but like #finally turning that rage outwards again instead of inward like #it's fatphobia but like. 2. cuz like girl i can't even do anything about it even IF i wanted to. like i am trying but god help #the way everyone in my life assumes i'm just stubborn or picky or that i just really hate the concept of eating things that don't suck #like yeah no sorry i definitely want to eat the same 4 things every single day for 20 years. yeah no clearly it was just me deciding it #also remember to accuse me of pigging out or lying about my eating habits. especially in medical settings. because you know we needed it

[bobzora]

happy international women's day

#bobtalk #i'm not going to pretend that i'm not upset about her not being there. #like we've known. we've known that she wasn't going to be there. but man! still! #god forbid women do anything! #it makes me a little crazy that pretty much all the major aspects of the p3 games are making it in. #except the ability to play as a girl. like come on. come on man. #be for real. #(well it's not just 'play as a girl' she has her own social links etc. it's just. the foundation of the route. that you are a girl.) #the main reason people wanted a persona 3 remake so bad is because there was no definitive version! features were split between games #and like reload was fun! i had a fun time playing it! it killed some of the original art direction but it was pretty too! #but like. this is just another p3 game to the pile. man. sorry to be a hater. but i am hating. #they really said take this really shitty port of portable if you want to play femc's route so bad. enjoy your ugly upscale and bad music! #whateverrrr. whatever. priorities. whatever.

[todayisafridaynight]

ive been terrorizing twitter with these caps so please die with me at the fact they changed mine saying ‘i dont deserve to be with you’ to ‘i dont deserve to live’ in the remastered

PS3:

PS4 Remaster:

#snap chats #shaking crying screaming etc etc #the ps4 remaster giveth and taketh tho cause it does make mine more upset about daigo #and although im sure we've seen this difference already im only now just remembering its real and not just an edit #like jesus christ #'i'm sorry chairman i dont deserve to be with you' im gonna vomit oh my god homophobia real #i mean ok weve known mine does kill himself but STILL #i wouldve been a wreck if they really had it be that mine still says he's 'devastated to lose the only man he ever loved' and this #ok im gonna do th rest of my screaming on twitter bye

[pendragora]

Our fandom whines about the lack of nuance and critical thinking, but then fails to comprehend the complexity of human emotion when it comes to seeing something you like being ruined or executed poorly

#literally wish i didnt see so many complaints about people being upset that go in the fashion “why do you watch it if you hate it” #dudes. this is such a basic experience #people will see what they want to see applies to media. people will take from this what they can take and can cope with #tf. this is so wild. we go through ten stages of fucking grief in fandok drama and then learn nothing from it and start again #with not just complaining but straight up direct jabs at people “why do you watch it then if you hate it so much” #my gods people are allowed to complain about being unhappy with genuinely bad adaptation decisions wdym #it literally costs you nothing to exist on this platform #i'm sorry guys but when someone complains about their favourite show it is a basic thing to do and is expected when new content drops #but when you complain about them complaining you go out of your way to stir shit up #so many dramas here started because some of us could not shut the fuck up and ignore someone doing something in their own space #control your platform and the experience here. SCROLL PASSED THE POST. IT'S FREE #like genuinely. there is NO reason to get annoyed at people for something that happens all the time. people complain. and they will complai #don't bother fighting me. i stand by what i said #lena goes off

[steakout-05]

how i feel about TBYS causing a shockwave effect of everyone dogpiling on and harassing Illymation and spreading extremely easily disprovable and malicious misinformation about her and putting her in a lot of danger for literally no legitimate reason

#big rant in the tags incoming hold on to your hats: #i swear drama commentary youtubers are actually some of the most dense people on the fucking planet #like holy SHIT i have never seen a bigger display of collective stupidity than every drama commentary grifter harping on illy based on shit #-she didn't even say that they heard from a guy who sounds like budget ben shapiro. how are you that dense. like how. actually how. #it's just a big stupid game of idiot telephone with how much basic shit people are getting wrong because they heard it whispered from- #-another person. istg if i have to see ONE more person say that ''oh but she's encouraging obesity'' ''oh but she said [thing she literally #-didn't say]!!!'' im going to SCREAM. i am going to throw my phone against the wall if i see one more malicious misinterpretation of a- #-basic statement that even a fucking doorknob could understand with more grace and nuance than these idiots #i swear to god this is all so STUPID #drama commentary youtube is where basic reading comprehension and common sense go to die. it is the 10th circle of internet hell- #-just below 4chan. #anyway rant over glad i got that out of my system. #i hope illy is doing well and that she and her partner and her cats are safe <3 #sorry for being so angry. this whole situation literally makes my blood boil and i'm so upset that an innocent person got put in danger- #-because of some nerd emoji sounding wackass blatantly lying about her and being a dickhead #this is the first and last post i'll ever make about internet drama (unless something really REALLY funny happens) i just needed an outlet- #-to scream into for a few minutes #drama commentary youtubers delete their entire channels and leave the internet right now challenge #shitpost #youtube drama

[politemagic]

Okay I absolutely adored that fruit salad question, so I'm bringing it to you! Musical fruit salad from your favourite artist, 5 fruit minimum, go go go 💙

oh boy i love this question so much okay okay okay i really couldn't decide if i would rather do sleep token or twenty one pilots... so you will ALSO get two fruit salads!!

my fruits:

strawberry 🍓 <- one of their more popular songs that i would show someone who had never heard of them before blueberry 🫐 <- it may seem like just a little tune, but to me the album would NOT be the same without it melon 🍈 <- she may not be for everybody, but real ones will appreciate these underrated tracks (underratedness was determined by spotify streams not science) kiwi 🥝 <- we're adding a lil something special to this fruit salad. these are songs that are near and dear to me cherry 🍒 <- my personal favorite fruit, so my personal favorite song

sleep token salad:

🍓 The Summoning - it's the song that seems to have really set them on their current trajectory, and it is indeed a fucking BANGER so if i'm trying to get someone into sleep token, this would be my go-to

🫐 DYWTYLM - honestly didn't really like it on my first listen to the album, but on my second go round i could not BELIEVE i ever felt that way. it is so incredibly necessary to the overall album + vessel's journey and i will defend her until my dying breath.

🍈 Drag Me Under & Descending - i really couldn't pick between these two UNDERrated queens get it? get it? i'm so sorry . but there was one morning that i was listening to my sleep token playlist watching the sunrise on my back porch and these songs played back to back and tbh it was a spiritual experience

🥝 Take Me Back to Eden - i actually can't stress enough the personal significance that this song has to me. the line "i don't know what's got its teeth in me / but i'm about to bite back in anger" is in total honesty the thing that motivated me to get the help that i needed during the darkest time in my life. i can't talk about it or i WILL cry

🍒 Aqua Regia & Telomeres - it's my fruit salad so i get to have extra cherries since they're my favorite😌 aqua regia is the baddest bitch in town to me and the guitar solo in telomeres is possibly my favorite part in any st song ever.

twenty one pilots salad:

🍓 Fairly Local - i would have chosen car radio because that was my personal introduction to them, but i think fairly local is more representative of where they are now musically. (but if i was to pick a first album i would def be showing them vessel)

🫐 Neon Gravestones - not sure how universal this is, but most tøp fans i know skip this song on trench but i personally have always loved it. the lyrics are phenomenal, and it's a very powerful song.

🍈 Redecorate & March to the Sea - i couldn't choose just one because i think both of these albums as a whole are underrated (listen. i know that scaled and icy wasn't their best but. those are some fucking bops okay?). whenever i need to have a good cry i listen to self-titled and march to the sea has always been my favorite from that album.

🥝 Trees - seeing them perform trees in concert was a canon event for me. my best friend, who i have known since i was 5 (and was not familiar w them at all), said she had never seen me experience emotions like i did when they performed this song. it makes me so happy that they still end shows with this song, i think its a rite of passage.

🍒 Doubt - honestly, i can't even remember why at this point but this has been my favorite twenty one pilots song since blurryface came out, it's my most played song by them FOR SURE.

#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING OHHHH I HAD SO MUCH FUN🥰🥰🖤🖤 #i'm so sorry i feel like this is so long but i just. i love them both with my whole heart and i couldn't choose #i have been sucked RIGHT back in by the twenty one pilots renaissance and IM SEEING THEM IN SEPTEMBER??? #listen i may have gotten fucked over by the teeth of god presale (and i'm most definitely not still upset at all about that) #but i GOT those clancy world tour tickets. i was not gonna let ticketmaster get my ass twice in a row. nuh uh no SIR #my partner is also a huge twenty one pilots fan and we've both seen them before but we are SO excited to get to see them together #em's tasty tunes #<- never before has my music tag been so appropriate #em answers! #moonchild-in-blue

[saucerfulofsins]

My roommate is upset with me for not disclosing my psychiatric diagnosis and things I struggle with when we interviewed potential new roommates.

#Honestly this whole thing stinks of ableism to me #/stigmatizing mental illnesd #Why? Because I've gotten angry and left the room a handful of time #In return she acts like a fucking child herself? #Like on Monday I was talking abt regretting having put a wooden floor in (I'm moving rooms) #Paint it x3 and also we have to take it out and put it back in cause the ppl selling the floor and the guy putting it in messed up) #(nvm the part where I spent 20 hrs taking old tape off the windowsills cause the prev tenant left that crap up for yrs) #Anyway #Her response was oh you can just stay in your current room #But I'm the one who has to DiscloseTM #God I'm sorry I'm just feeling upset and violated and supremely fucked up #And then she wonders why there's no click like. Jesus.

[pokemonruby]

nintendo randomly dropping that a zelda movie has been in development for years smack dab in the middle of a tuesday afternoon was definitely not on my bingo chart holy shit

#i feel like realistically zelda is the only product of theirs that could translate well to live-action so i'm not upset about that decision. #the zelda team honest to god puts their all into everything they do for this series so i have a lot of faith that it'll be a success. #it'll be jarring to hear link speak though since i doubt they'll maintain his silent profile for the big screen #i'm curious if it'll be a totally original story or maybe based on the narrative of an actual game like detective pikachu? #if so then ocarina of time is the absolute safest bet. i think the narrative could be easily condensed into a 2-hour long film too. #SORRY FOR THE RAMBLINGS IT JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE. i was literally talking about this with my boyfriend the other week what are the odds! #zelda team i love you and everything you do. keep it up. #riley rambles

[recitedemise]

𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝘂𝗰𝘁𝗮𝗻𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝘀𝗲𝗲𝗸 𝗵𝗲𝗹𝗽 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝗮𝗴𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗲𝗱. This, beyond being a testament to his softer heart, his rather sizable well of care, is a consequence of his time shared with Mystra. Being a worshipper, a follower and lover both to the mother of magic, Gale is far more familiar with giving than receiving. A tremendous deal more. Beyond those illusions of love, Mystra granted him nothing, and whenever she was troubled, even sour or short, it was Gale, doting Gale, who would smooth it out. In truth, short of the stars, he had offered her everything. His whole life to boot. Still, living for some years prioritizing Mystra, Gale's grown notably reluctant to ask for help. It's why, when strapped with the netherese orb, newly blighted and rotting to death, he'd sooner clamored in his tower than look to friends. He's loathed to show his folly, of course, and is far from a fan of stirring worry, but with Mystra, any ask he'd made was resolutely shunned, and from his lover, his deity, that left its mark. Gale--a giver, a man that wants to hope but doesn't dare to--is not a man to ask for anything. If ever he does, the ask is comically small, and even then, he expects to be denied almost immediately. Consequently, an eager kindness leaves him floored. Gale can read displeasure. (See: Mystra.) Gale's trained to soothe it, too. Yet, when confronted with the novelty of that same generosity, your resident Gale of Waterdeep is like a fish out of water.

#HEADCANON. #This hit home because I know too intimately what Gale went through. #God. It sucks. Gale is so attuned to Mystra and her periods of distance and #her cold demeanor. #He just learned to go right into tell me what I can do to make it better mode. #I think Gale isn't really the best at reading or catching social cues #but he's very aware when someone is upset. #He had to learn because god forbid he failed to recognize something and receive less warmth from Mystra #(she isn't exactly warm to begin with.) #she was just largely neglectful of Gale and Gale was convinced it was love #he showed so much of it and so much warmth and...kinda felt being chosen by her #was enough of an expression of love on Mystra's part (it isn't!). #Gale also only asking for help from YOU because he knows you deserve to know #because hiding it would be a danger to others around him. #Like Gale truly asked for no ones hand before the nautiloid incident. he had to be quite literally #torn from his life and freefall into another disaster before even asking for help #a small ask too. This man is like hey can I have your UTTERLY useless necklace so I don't die? i'm so sorry i'm such an inconvenience #fuck. Gale. Gale...baby.... #Literally you go 'children shouldn't die' (arabella) and he's all you're such a decent person...i trust you #???? honestly. need i say more. #anyway idk if ill write much today beyond this. im DROWNING in work and i have to prep for an event tomorrow #so you can just frown with me about gale #Me writing about Mystra: wow theyre a lot like my abuser. 🥲🥲🥲🥲hauew..a..

[doushiteworld]

Proseka friend told me that both God-Ish and All I Need Are Things I Like are being added to the game on JP covered by Nightcord (God-Ish) and Wonderlands x Showtime (All I Need Are Things I Like) and oh boy am I scared. They're also adding (Not) a Devil but it's not covered so I'm not worried about that

#look. I didn't like the nightcord non-breath oblige cover. I don't think I ever went into detail as to why but I really don't like it #I think. Non-Breath was a bad choice for them to cover music wise. I think God-Ish is better. because it's not as energetic #not a bad thing!! God-ish feels whispery which is so Nightcord's thing. Non-Breath was too high energy for them to pull off good #...so I'm gonna be double upset if they fuck up God-ish actually. I don't even care for God-Ish that much #Like I cared for Non-Breath so much. so it stung when they kinda missed the mark with it ^^: #I'm like. a little less worried about about WxS. Because they made like. The one Pino cover In the game I actually like #Ignoring the Saki and Tsukasa Cosmospice cover. I hate that cover so much sorry #But also like. All I Need Are Things I Like is one of THE PinocchioP songs of all time. to me. so like #I hold the same sort of attachments towards it as I do to Non-Breath. So if they do fumble the net with it I'm gonna cry #Also. I know. there's a possibility that TikTok. Will pick up on it #And I don't think I'm gonna mind too much. If they run with God-Ish more. because I think it's kinda hard to miss the thing with God-Ish #But if they make some fucking trend audio with All I Need Are Things I Like that completely misses the point of the song somehow. #I'm going to riot. I never got TikTok 'ruining songs'. Until both Non-Breath and Anonymous M became like. funny trend audios. #I made a better post on my main blog about this I'll reblog it here maybe #Guys I promise I like Proseka It's just my liking of PinocchioP comes before that #I like being a little hater also tho #pinocchio p #pinocchiop #vocaloid #pinocchio-p #project sekai #proseka #doushiteworld.txt