#god I’m 20 now

[bodysntchrs4evr]

It’s my birthday today so i drew AzuShin wearing flower crowns

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Behind the scenes:

#happy birth to me #god I’m 20 now #Diabolik lovers #dialovers #diahell #diabolik lovers fanart #AzuShin #azusa x shin #Diabolik lovers azusa #Diabolik lovers shin #azusa mukami #shin tsukinami

[polarsirens]

you’re my best friend.

#dimension 20 #mentopolis #mentopolis spoilers #justin fication #conrad schintz #the fix #hunch curio #fanart #my art #i’m done now i swear #GOD this scene

[twinstxrs]

so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fig faeth #ruben hopclap #lucy frostblade #the rat grinders #adaine abernant #kipperlilly copperkettle #watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!! #this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk #like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was #what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god #my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season #the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands #also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally- #changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk #but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up #they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here #there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows #the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!! #anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance

[hamable]

I knew we couldn’t escape without teasing some batshit starting point to a potential senior year

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #idk how to make gifs and it’s impossible to convey the sharp editing this moment had in still images #fhjy spoilers #god I’m gonna miss watching fhjy every Wednesday #this has literally been half my actual year. like what do I do now #thank you for a wonderful season intrepid heroes

[ewwww-what]

Do you think it’s possible that my god is Kristen?

#I probably won’t finish this just fair warning #figeroth faeth is actually the bane of my existence when I’m drawing #specifically because I designed her then immediately changed my mind on how I want to draw her 15 million times #now she has an undercut and neck fur and a nose stripe and god wants me dead #anyone who’s been here before knows how I feel about them #they ars so special and best friends and :(( #(putting them in the blender together) #fantasy high #d20 #d20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #d20 fanart #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fh #dimension 20 fantasy high #dimension 20 fanart #fantasy high fanart #figeroth faeth #fig faeth #fig fantasy high #kristen applebees #kristen chilis applebees #kristen fantasy high #undescribed #not described #my art

[t-oriand]

i will spend the rest of my life looking over my shoulder terrified that Real British Kristen might be behind me in real life.

#i’m sorry she’s alive in THE REAL EARTH??? #bleem is a god now ig #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year spoilers #brennan lee mulligan #kristen applebees #british kristen

[kuuwo]

❄️Winter❄️

#god forbid me to draw faster it’s 3:44am I want to sleep #I think of them holding hands in solstheim frequently #I have big announcement I finally got into morrowind after 20 hours of gameplay?? #I played the game for the gay sex now I’m invested in exploiting alchemy with my good pal stripes the cat #I did something similar to Skyrim too I was afraid to advance because I got scared by the sound of the nirn root💀💀 #then I got addicted after plucking it #thx 4 coming to my ted talk #morrowind #tes #elder scrolls #nerevoryn #indoril nerevar #voryn dagoth #the elder scrolls #my art #illustration

[esmeamesart]

‘Bet they never spared a prayer for my soul’

- Cassandra , Taylor Swift

Cassandra from fantasy high. Her relationship with Kristen makes me oughhhahhhhggbhh

#using a song called Cassandra for Cassandra? revolutionary #cassandra fantasy high #fantasy high #fhjy #d20 #dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #I actually don’t think there’s any spoilers #? #esmeamesart #my art #kristen applebees #fantasy high fanart #d20 fhjy #d20 fanart #brennan lee mulligan #I wanted to make her look young because she’s literally a freshly reborn goddess #and I put her in like an 80s bedroom #one because it’s fun #but two #because she’s from a different era #she makes me so sad #ok look spoilers now #like I’m so glad ally is trying to have consequences for Kristen #but like this whole season we haven’t heard from Cassandra ever since she went emo mode again #like we’ve been knowing Kristen is a bad cleric but I loved that when we all hated the god #but now that I know Cassandra is just a goddess who literally had to get a cat because they were so lonely #like stfuuu why would u say that I’m gonnna kms #!!! #ally beardsley

[closetwasclear]

FIGAYDA IS BACK TOGETHER I CAN DIE HAPPY IVE WAITED MONTHES FOR THIS IM SO HAPPY LETS GOOOOOOO

#figayda #fantasy high #dimension 20 fantasy high #dimension 20 #oh my god it’s really over #wait now I’m sad #laying down forever

[javelinbk]

Me when people talk about growing old as if you suddenly become a completely different Old Person

Paul McCartney in conversation with Stanley Tucci, 29th June 2023

#my prev tags: #I love the way kids think you just flick some kind of switch when you become an Old #hate to break it to you youngsters but your brain will mostly stay the same #you’ll just be stuck in an older body like some kind of skeleton key horror #thank god for fandom to take you out of that horror #I’m not even that old but I know I’ll feel the same now as I do when I’m paul’s age #because I’m still essentially the same as when I was 20 #paul mccartney #old farts of tumblr

[writingtot]

i think one of the reasons i enjoy the percy series so much is because it’s an adaptation of the novels and not word for word the same.

at first i was a little upset by all the changes, but after rereading the books, i actually like the series even more now. as much as we all adore the books, i think we can agree that they’re not perfect. sometimes there’s plot holes, inconsistencies, or just bad writing in general. this gives rick a chance to fix those things, and that’s OKAY.

the series isn’t perfect either, don’t get me wrong, but it is nice to see the characters going on the same adventures even with some variation to the original story. i think this will allow the characters to be fleshed out more.

we have to remember that a tv show and a book is not the same medium, so the way these things are presented cannot be identical. otherwise the characters in the show would probably seem pretty flat since the books are only from percy’s perspective. the series allows us to learn more about the motives and personalities of other characters, be it annabeth, grover, or luke (personally, i’m really excited to see how his character’s story goes).

anyway, all of this is to say that the percy series is great for what it is (an adaptation of a book series). yes it could be better (cough longer and more episodes cough), but i personally really enjoy it so far.

#like let’s be honest there’s definitely some things from the books that need to be fixed #namely the weird family-but-also-love-interest dynamic between luke and annabeth #luke should not like annabeth romantically At All #i’m really hoping rick fixes that in the show #which i think they have so far… #i think they have more of solely the found family dynamic in the show #i’m really excited to see luke’s character arc #i hated him in the books so hopefully this will change my mind #i think charlie is doing a really good job of portraying him #(god this cast is so perfect tho let’s talk about that) #like that’s the other main reason i love this show #the casting was just so perfect and i can’t imagine anyone else playing these characters now #when i reread the books i literally pictured them as walker and leah and aryan like- #anyway sorry for the rambling i just have fallen in love with this universe all over again #i’m 20 but feel like i’m back in middle school 😭 #pjo #percy jackson #percy series #percy jackson and the olympians #annabeth chase #grover underwood #luke castellan #rick riordan #walker scobell #leah sava jeffries #aryan simhadri

[whoblewboobear]

Kristen shouldn’t be class president bc of the responsibility-? Guys, It’s such a nothing position that maybe lets you plan prom. What responsibility? I heard about class president like one time during junior year, they announced it on the loud speaker and then proceeded to never mention it again. It’s notoriously a nothing position with no power. Kids campaign by saying stupid shit like they’ll get Fetty Wap to preform or they’ll get the water fountains to have soda in them instead. Let miss Applebees pad out her transcript 👊

#granted this is aguefort and class president might become principal real quick but uhhhh #when the campaign started it had nothing to do with principal so I digress #I knew one of the girls that ran for it in hs. she won and when I tell you she never brought it up again lmaoooo #maybe it’s a bigger deal at other high schools idk I graduated 7 years ago 🤢 #Jesus that’s.. six if I don’t count this year bc I graduated in June 2018 #ugh god I feel old now #I graduated college a year and a half ago #buck wild how time passes #I’m gonna throw UP #fhjy #dimension 20

[talesfromthebandgeekmafia]

I so very rarely cry at fiction but from Tula’s first look in the ending of episode 5 of Burrow’s End I had tears rolling down my cheeks.

There’s something about roleplay I think that makes it a truly incomparable medium for emotion. To roleplay well and really immerse yourself in the game of it all you have to learn to live in your character’s reality. You have to be that character. Because it’s not even like normal method acting where you have the net of the script to catch/trap you, everything that they do every word that comes out of their mouth has to come from YOU. Right then in that moment. and for the trick to work it all has to be true. And that by its very nature inspires empathy and a sort of sublimation of the self to make room for this person and view the world through their eyes. You feel their feelings you experience their grief, their joy. Their catharsis is your own. Good roleplay is making the velveteen rabbit real and it’s one of the most impactful things I’ve ever had the privilege to witness and experience in my life, and God bless actualplay for bringing that to the masses.

#dimension 20 is fucking incredible #okay now that I’m done waxing poetic about ttrpgs #where the hell is Brennan Lee Mulligan’s Emmy? #god what a fucking scene #the music in the background too #dimension 20 #burrow's end #d20 #dimension 20 spoilers #d20 burrow's end #spilling the Tea

[the-butternut-tree]

i can’t explain to you how insane it is that they had the lightning thief as a required reading in sixth grade, which is how i found percy jackson, and now the series is coming out when i’m the same age as luke

#percy jackson #shout out to everyone who read percy jackson for the first time at 11 or 12 and is now 19 or 20 how are we doing #i’m losing my mind about it #because yeah if i was a demigod and the only time i got attention from my parent was when i was doing their bidding i’d be pissed too #luke’s reasoning makes perfect sense and i genuinely believe he could have gotten somewhere with getting the gods to pay more attention to #their kids had he not been manipulated by kronos because percy essentially succeeded in what luke set out to do #it’s also kinda scary seeing kids who are the same age i was when i read the books on screen along with kids who are my age now #pjo tv show #pjo

[hamable]

Aelwyn and Adaine benign sibling mockery my beloved

#fantasy high junior year #fhjy #adaine abernant #fantasy high #aelwyn abernant #dimension 20 #I love them and their relationship and interactions so much #the closeness and respect and boundaries of two siblings that grew apart and then found each other again and can now gab about trauma #it’s unparalleled #and Brennan and Siobhan do it SO WELL #I say boundaries as in like. knowing they can press each others buttons and rag on each other #but also Adaine can come over at 1 am with some ice cream from work and they can gossip over bad reality tv #and god the lunch break convo from the previous episode #their bond is so strong and so real to me #to grow up in a bad home situation and even have been enemies at one point #to hauling the other off to lunch and gossiping ravenously #and aelwyn needing to heal at her own pace and getting emotional over the cats and Adaine balancing empathy and ribbing just right #I’m rambling incoherently but #no one does it like them

[kuja-kujaku]

lmao I’m not even 32 yet and someone asked me when I’m going to start coloring my grey hair. never, actually, it’s a condition. it’s called Pretty Boy Disease and it’s terminal. it just gets worse as I get older, I just keep getting more and more grey hairs until I’m so hot people can’t stand to look at me. make sure it’s an open-casket funeral, don’t put me in the ground without getting a good eyeful bc I worked hard for these sultry little grey binches.

#god damn this society hates everything about being human at a base level #I’m not old and grey hairs are just normal #I’ve had a grey patch since I was like 14 #but like shut the fuck up also #throw the entire concept of being old out the window until you’re like fucking. 75+ and then get back to me #30 will be peak if you let it #in fact I feel better now than I ever did before #undo that conditioning that the 20s are the only fun times in your life or that you’re old past 25 #it’s insane to me to see people hating wrinkles or average facial features and calling them old #when we literally are born with wrinkles and some of us have more dramatic creases even in our teens #American media especially just fetishizes this false idea of youthfulness #but anyway fuck everything and everyone who tells you to change yourself bc of your age #aging gracefully has nothing to do with coloring your hair and everything to do with treating yourself with kindness and loving your body #aging gracefully #thirty is not old #real shitposting hours #y’all need to do some introspection #and some self acceptance while you’re at it