#god AG ruins me

[sleepy-bear-tm]

Dimitri in Three Hopes watching Edelgard and Claude radically change their countries in Fodlan while his hands are tied with having to protect the church

#the long standing consequences of being a part of the HOLY kingdom of faerghus #when Edelgard is like “just hand over the bishop” and he's like “i rly don't think you understand doing that would cause ANOTHER civil war. #And Claude reiterating that his issue isn't with the kingdom at all but with the church still stings but i appreciate his honesty #playing GW hurt so much cause the whole time i was like PLEASE DON'T DIE FOR CHIVARLY MY LOVES COME HEEEERE #outside of the miklan decision (which I hc was more Matthias's doing) i genuinely don't know what else Dimitri could've done in AG #and then at the end when he's faced with his amnesiac childhood friend who only THEN remembers him but is basically his mortal enemy now? #god AG ruins me #plus the first half was so solid and then it just fell apart when they went: evil empire bad destroy then >:( #ugh my sweet blue lions #don't get me started on the dedue and ingrid paralogue. #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #dimitri #claude #claude von reigen #edelgard von hresvelg #fewth #three hopes #fire emblem warriors three hopes

[hungerpunch]

i've thought a lot about it and i have concluded that parents just shouldn't Be Like That about their kids doing sports, you know?

#this post brought to u by my inexplicable picking up of abby wambach's 2016 memoir #(who never even LOVED soccer btw?!?!?) #kids who grow up to view their bodies as transactional pawns and their pain & suffering as currency to buy love with #too many parents are too fucking intense about sports. please relax. god. that's a baby with an undeveloped brain be NICE to it! #yeah ur kid can love a sport. but you know what most of all? #most of all ur kid wants you. your love and your attention. #and what if ur kid DOESN'T love the sport they're just GOOD at it? #you need to reinforce that you will love your children even when they're not good at stuff so they don't end up committing their lives #to things they hate just to please you! #idk maybe we should just do something CRAZY like ban child athletics IDK i feel CRAZY about this!!! #i've just read too many stories about how parents ruin their child's life and destroy their sense of self with SPORT. ahhh!!! #i think all professional athletes are fucked up in an entirely preventable way!!!! #hear me out what if: if the sport cannot be performed past the age of 25-30 then it should be gutted and revamped #so that u can't START playing it professionally until that age! #and whatever it takes to make that feasible for 30+ SHOULD JUST BE DONE. #oh god i'm in a spiral about what we have been conditioned to expect athletes to do for our entertainment. #driveby post

[softshuji]

Any men out there wanna pretend to be my bf to get my parents off my case about marriage? I am so so serious right now.

#my mom gave me a really really lonf lecture and upset me because her and my dad want me to start thinking about settling down ans getting #married. again. cos this comes up all the time. ans I reiterated that i do wanna marry and have kids. i know im 26 years old why do they' #think im also not aware of this??? like i suddenly forgot my own age and have my head in the clouds all the time. and i got so heated cos i #said they only believe in that in theory. in reality neither of them have accepted the idea od my leaving home or the idea of mw being with #a man. and they start freaking out if they even find out i talk to them so to say they want me to get married is so fucking naive #ans when i mentioned this and that they're more than ok w mt brothers talking tp women she said that if i wanted to settle down she could #talk to dad and they could “go about finding someone for me” and I've never been so pissed #i got so upset. why does everyone keep saying this to me. as if anyone my dad knows could ever be a half decent man #and the truth is they don't care if im in a happy marriage they've accepted that i won't be they only care that im gone and saving face in #front of family. that's all. it's always reputation it's always “what will people say?” #not once did love come up. not once did shw even imply that i should marryfor love #or that they hope i love someone and marry them. because they're more happy with the idea of me marrying for the sake of it than #they are at the idea of me finding genuine lovw #im not a fucking broodmare im not here to push out babies for the sake od reputation. #and then i said nor being married isn't the end of the world and she said “it's important that you settle down” #and i said im unwavering in my principles. she can call mw high maintenance like she loves doing but I'm not wavering on the #kind of man i want to be with and when i do marry him i want it to bw genuine. because be loves me and vice versa not because im ticking off #somethin from a damn checklist to appease them. and if being unwavering on my principles means staying unmarried then so be it. #my obligations are to god and myself and that's it #and y'know what??? i am in love with a boy already #and yet they don't care that i wanna be in love at all. no im just a puppet to follow a certain narrative in life live according to evergone #else has and that's it. #im done. #and then she tried to apologise by getting me a slice of cake and that somehow made me feel worse. #i dont want an apology. i want to be heard and actually listened to for once. i want someone to ask what i want. to actually give a shit #and love me cos it's me. not cos im some thing to further an agenda. or some toy or puppet that does your bidding. #is it so much??? to just want to be loved in return? to marry and live according to how i want to?? ans not want anyone to make these #decision's for me? #ruined my whole day.

[kavehater]

AAAH I have a mutual who’s 18 and he sorta kinda is flirting with this one guy who is a minor as a joke of course ( to which a concerned anon said that it’s weird ) but I can’t help but flashback to er*s

#granted the er*s situation was thoroughly complex and the reason she did those things was her copism with not being able to pull ( LLLLLLL ) #and ik that guy doesn’t mean any harm etc etc he’s not messed up like some ppl #BUT I DUNNO STILL #sobbing #they’re pretty sweet so #hes* #OH AND HES IRAQI TOO I LEGIT COULDNT BELIEVE THAT #dora daily #lowkey kinda sorta sad that a whole anon was more concerned than ppl i knew and who knew my age #and freely saw it happen so readily #and everyone else on that blog #genuinely and utterly disappointed #it’s always protect minors until the minors need protecting goddamn #this is especially directed at rhy yeah I’m not censoring that #🤷‍♀️ #too busy simping over minor characters who don’t have a time skip in canon and aging them up then complaining about it when ppl call out #the brain deadery of that behaviour #girl pls #you did not care about minors from the beginning literally bye #e[redacted] literally ruined my brain chemistry to say the least I will never go into how what she did absolutely muddled my brain never #told anyone and I don’t think I can ever tell someone ever #not to mention practically hyperventilating being unable to breath literally going into madness and ppl think that I’m overreacting and #telling me to shut up about it and blaming me for the situation as if I wanted any of this #lmaolmaolmao #all that and I was expected to do uni girl byeeee I need a good century to recover at least ☠️ #the only thing I DID want is friends but clearly that was a hard ask when ppl can get friends just by existing on this god forsaken app #atp I don’t even know what to say literally just wth #yall say mdni with your dumbass banners and decorate it like something special when yall are the ones to keep from minors you disgusting #wastes of clean oxygen 😭 mdni my foot gross ass adults should’ve never trusted them #the way I’d give them therapy to their complex traumas ☠️ imagine relying on a minor for therapy

[trobeds]

hey if jeffannie is canon in the movie im gonna punch smth btw. its just so weird my god

#ITS LIKE. NOT EVEN THE AGE GAP ITS THE FACT THAT THEYRE THE AGES THEY ARE #HE IS A MIDDLE AGED MAN WHEN THEY FIRST KISS SHE IS FRESH OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL #LIKE THATS WEIRD. ITS WEIRD AS FUCK #n then annie gets a little older and obviously as they age the age gap would become less weird bcs shes less of like . a child but then he #becomes a teacher n teacher/student dynamics do Not sit right w me ok #also shes a lesbian amen <3 #jeffbritta toxic divorcees best friends cool cats 5ever #🫀 #anti jeffannie #ALSO THE KIDDO THING WAS SO GROSS #THERE WAS THIS WEIRD PARENTAL THING GOING ON BUT ALSO THEY WANTED IT TO BE HORNY. DAN HARMON I WILL RUIN UR LIFE #N THEN THE EVERYTHIGN GOD #JEFF SAYING SMTH ABT HOW MEN ARE GROSS AND CRAVE YOUNG FLESH #i love him but i am literally going to tear u to pieces jeff. #anyways jeffannie was gross and weird and i hope it never comes back <3 thank u for listening

[astral-catastrophe]

If they get my brother another fucking gaming console I’m going to make a poor choice that’s gonna just remove me from existence.

#He’s ELEVEN #and he has an oculus and a laptop. He also has a phone. Then we all have the Wii the nes and the xbox and the switch #But he sure uses all of the above like they’re just for him #Aside from the Wii bc that is my baby and he’s been scared away from it bc he ruined our original Xbox 🙃 #When I was his age I asked for a Nintendo DS and never got one. So I swear to god and all of hellif my father gets him one #I’m going to be committing #Tell me you have favorites without actually telling me. At that age I had only the Wii and Xbox360 but couldn’t play them all day like him #The moment I ask for a laptop for college it’s all “we don’t have money” #OH OKAY BUT YOY CAN GET HIM A GAMING LAPTOP??? WHAT IF I KMS #ITS JUST MY FATHER. I HATE THIS POOR EXCUSEXFOR AMAN #IF I HAVEXTO HEAR ANY MORE OF THE DIVORCE SHIT M GOING TO MAKE POORXDECISIONS

[andromedasummer]

i ended up having a like. 30 minute conversation with some of those "freedom convoy" people. was at the bus stop. they were wearing trump hats. i ended up roped into the conversation because i was so taken aback at seeing one in public i was just. staring at it. ive never felt more depressed about someone elses life and beliefs than when i talked to them.

#they fucking. tokd me about the litterboxes in schools for kids identifying as cats and i had to #break it to them that that wasnt true and explained that. also explained. what its like yo be autistic. how i find it joyful #and also discussed how they believe trump has been spoken to by god and chosen to lead and how they arent christians or catholics like they #used to be but instead talk directly to him and have him inside them #and also apparently how 15 minute cities in china are used to keep people imprisoned where they are #and we arent a democracy anymore. which was so funny considering. they are participating for a party #running in the election #i gave them my perspective on being transgender and gay and watched them have like. 3 or 4 ''are we the baddies'' moments #explained what puberty blockers actually do. that surgery is paid out of peoples own pockets. that we literally only have #one doctor who can perform these surgeries and hes abt to retire #and at the end of the convo they were like ''youre so pleasant. youre really smart young lady'' and i was like ''ty? i just. read a lot' #god i hope they learned. something. or i changed some opinion. they seemed to have a more positive view of autistic people at least #i just like. fuck dude. these fuckin right wing grifters are ruining these peoples lives. #the lady has been unemployeed since covid cos she got sucked into this antivax stuff and now theyre both financially unstable #perfect targets for tamaki and the freedoms people who were known for squeezing money out of people through bogus religious stuff #those two have been twisted into just. hateful and scared and are saying the most. insane shit and they dont even realize it. #and the worst part of it was the amount of young people there. so many people my age just deluded into this nonsense. #and kids JESUS CHRIST so many kids holding signs about ''protecting the kiwi way of life'' like bro every single thing #you are getting upset about an imported culture war. you arent threatened by this shit. #youve latched onto american culture war stuff because youre insecure in your whiteness and existence in a colonial country #its so fucking evil.

[addicted-to-nothing]

you ever see a take so bad you insta block a suggested account?

cool, me too

#someone just compared a nesta x tampon relationship to hades and Persephone and as both a fan of the mythos #the fictional stories and a fucking prospective priestess of Persephone i am so offended #also for the love of fucking god stop hating on feysand they did not “ruin” nesta #why does tumblr feel the need to suggest content? I've turned all the settings for this off bc i dont need random shit in my feed #me #text post #being pass ag on main

[there-will-be-a-way]

Fucked up even more than I thought I would. The weed person wasn't rechable today (neither by knocking at her door twice a day nor by calling her) so I ended up compromising by drinking enough beer and wine to make me feel like throwing up. So much about sobriety. While spending time with my roommate I thought, "Well, this'll end in the ER again." Not today, but in the long run. Because I've reached the point in addiction where one drop of beer ends with me drinking for days and days, while using other substances, until I'm so physically addicted that going cold turkey is dangerous 🙃

#personal posts #tw addiction #tw relapse #god put a curse on me and it's that men twice my age fall in love with me & want to fuck me #no further words needed #good night #(still tipsy and I'll have to write a poem about this evening because otherwise lmao rip) #(I'm making fun of it but it's actually devastating #just know that I'm fully aware I keep ruining things) #did I build this ship to wreck (as florence welsh would put it)? #yes. #always. #but still no need to worry #I'll be fine #i I always work things out #and am okay in the end #I'm a cockroach #even death can't kill me yooooo #tw alcohol #tw drinking #tw emetophobia #I was seven weeks sober ⚰✝️

[chrisbangs]

if you told me all those years ago that the people who made the song that got me through the worst time of my life would go on to do some of the craziest things in their career and you said they're gonna go perform at all these places and do all these things 😭 idk what baby me would've done but current me is literally so overwhelmed with emotions ... 😞🫶‼️💗 like that's just too crazy to me to really put into words but watching the skz journey feels so heart warming and exciting and im so incredibly fucking proud of them... 🥺🤍 my skz you are so amazing 😭🫶💗🌙🫂

#idk what i'm trying to say #but 17 year old me found you when my life was in ruin #and then 🤍🫂 you picked me up and put me on my feet... 😞💗‼️ and i... i am lucky to have you in my life ... #i wouldn't be the same without you... #no i mean.. i wouldn't even be here without you #😞 i know that for sure ... like without a doubt #that part of my life was ... bad 👍 #sitting on that train after being assaulted the first time and feeling like it was over like i was going to kill myself and then #all i heard was chans voice saying 'blessings wait for you' #and 😞 it felt like the first hug id had in ages... like someone had held me and told me it would be ok 😞💗 #idk ... kinda presumptive to say i owe them my life but... 🫂 i wouldn't be here without them #that much is for damn sure ... #so to see them come this far ... do so much #🥺 the pride in my heart is beyond overwhelming #being here since they were nugu losers 😭💗🫶 GOD I LOVE UUUU MY SKZ!!!!! #i don't know how much more i can say it........ i so incredibly love you 😞🤍💗 #god i'm so proud #i hope chan knows 😭🫶💗🥺 with every fucking fibre in my being that i'm always ALWAYS cheering him on 😞 that he deserved this so infinitely #god i fucking love him 😭‼️ my darling boy......... #:( my skz fr... #li.txt

[thebleedingeffect]

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#okay I'm talking in the tags of this post cause shit is happening in my life and I gotta talk about it somewhere #one part of it is my step brother crashing and burning before my very eyes and there's nothing I can do to stop his own destructive actions #so it's just me watching this poor kid ruin his relationships and blame everything and everyone around him as he does so #despite the fact that he's undeniably been treated horribly at times- he's just turned that anger back onto others and himself #and I have no idea what to feel as I watch him get arrested. have drug problems. because I'm just waiting for the inevitable spiral #it doesn't help that my mom has been comparing us and saying that I'm the much better child and she wishes he was like me #not understanding that I could’ve been him if I was just more angry at the world at that age instead of being so sad and scared #and that leads me to my fucking mom cause like- I love her. we've been through alot of bad shit with her #I've almost done some really bad shit for her and I know that she loves me more than anything else #but it feels like its been getting more and more suffocating cause I'm not sure she's able to start seeing me as an adult #and start loosening her grip around me and let me breathe. to have my own experiences without her by my side #to be able to go places and imagine a future without her constantly by my side #she talks and it's like she doesn't even think to wonder that perhaps I want to form my own experiences #and experience the world on my own terms because I feel like I've spent my whole life having so little damn control #religious family. shit and neglectful father who turned into the exact opposite and nearly killed me. family who refuses to listen and talk #having to move and run immediately. put survival above all else. go to school. get out. and god I just wanna breathe #she loves me so much and I love her too. but I feel like I'll be sooner crushed if I stick here for long enough #I'm just mad that my life has been nothing but absolutely no love. sudden waves of intense love. absolutely nothing. sudden spike #and I feel like I'm just finally starting to form good. healthy relationships on my own terms and actually make friends #because I had no idea what I was doing when I was a kid cause I was so fucking lonely and hurting #now I just. gotta figure out how to tell my mom that I can't carry this expectation that I'll continue to stay forever by her side #it just feels like I'm her child first and a person second. and it sucks. it really sucks. #ough. spins and spins and spins and spins-

[gaycousinlarry]

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#this thought just hit me and it’s not shade just a fact lol #but i see all these people on ig talking about decorating/designing their kid’s rooms #and i just. the IDEA that my parents would’ve put that much thought into our room when we were kids is…. absurd??? #i was a menace #i drew on walls #i chewed up toys #i carved into the bed frame #we had a bunk bed a second hand desk a chest of drawers each and plastic boxes for toys etc #everything was mismatched and very erhm lived in #it gives me so much anxiety i physically cringe to think abt what it would’ve been like had my room been decorated and had fancy wall papers #and expensive matching furniture and godddd #i would’ve ruined it all and felt so bad and it would’ve been such a waste of time and energy and money #(i got my own lovely 90s decorated room w green wallpaper w i was nine and GOD the way i spent ages 9-18 decorating and redecorating that #room - but at nine i was a lot less mayhemish #anyways that’s besides the point) #i just realized i’ve never thought abt this before and that (mostly) women spend so much time on something that would’ve made no sense in #my home #(also parents being too involved w their kid’s own space makes me claustrophobic- i wanted A LOT of alone time and needed my own space #and the concept of my parents controlling my playing OR what happened in our room makes me stress sweat #oh boy this is rambly and i’m so happy i don’t have kids haha #)

[crabonfire]

one small post from hiatus to simply say how much I adored barbie. As a plus sized girl when I saw the plus sized barbie so beautifully adorned in her outfit I wanted to cry, and how barbie sat with the old woman at the bench, how she met her creator, how Ruth gave that speech about being a woman...this movie will be engraved into my memory forever. Its perfect, I love you barbie. I can speak for hours on how beautifully written it is and how much depth there is to it, but God.

#barbie #it ruined me in such a good way #i love barbie in the sense that its such an empowering movie with its feminist ideals #i love barbie also in the sense its so relatable in such a bittersweet way #i love barbie in the sense that barbie gets scared of aging and cellulite but when she sees an old woman for the very first time #she thinks shes beautiful #and it ruins me #it ruins me so much because i love it so much #i cried #watch barbie guys #please #i love barbie in the sense that ken is such a realistic character portrayal of how a boy grows up differently than a girl does #and how in the end even after ken fucks it all up barbie still blames herself #i saw so many other posts on barbie and tiktok stuff and god #barbie? more like i love you #i love you so much barbie #wtf #should i watch more greta gerwig movies? deffo. #love you barbie #hi barbie! #bye barbie!

[sotogalmo]

1:52

Garrett schmidt is 4yrs old, btw. He died when he was 4yrs old

#time diary(?) #audrey/kellie's time diary #fnaf #fnaf movie #five nights at freddy's #garrett schmidt #i explode you all with this information. '83 being the year where garrett was born in would make the year special but also not #since now. since he's dead. n stuffs '83 is now just a ruined memory for mike #reminder actually. i dunno when he died but i believe that the favt he died when he was 4(another slight parallel on where charlie died #at the age of 3. just one year older but still. god it makes me sick n ill. indisbdh) #*what actual age he did die at. but

[storm-of-feathers]

ugh

#god i feel awful #and ik exactly why and idk how to talk ab it #in 4 days its the 5th anniversary of my last sui attempt (and hopefully like last ever) #and the circumstances that surrounded that are such a bitter memory for me #its so stupid my 21st birthday *should* have been awesome like duh thats drinking age but no. #had to get ruined by people who were def not my friends #like at the time i thought i was loved but hooooly shit. no i was not #i look back and wonder why i let people treat me like that let alone someone i called my best friend #ugh. its all so much.

[milfgyuu]

i am actually positive that you could never ever ever EVER get me to trade out sunwoo as my tbz bias. honestly, never once have i been like “dang idk who my tbz bias i-“ ITS SUNWOO. THATS IT. THATS THE ONE. could never even tempt me to sway towards another member.

y’all will never catch me not biasing sunwoo.

#i just love him okay #sunwoo #tbz #might be a homie hopper but NOT TBZ #ONLY ONE BOY(Z) for ME #10mg 🪴thoughts #god let this age well #i’m counting on u to not ruin this for me sunwoo