#gnna try and get drunk soon idk i wanna try jt out b4 i give in and do drugs or somethin

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I dont think anyone actually likes me. I try too hard for no reason.

#im pathetic with people who i rlly want to please #i try and i try and i try and then no one ever cares i put my heart and soul into everything i try so fucking hard to be liked and no one #cares if i just died right now would anyone even be bothered to come to a funeral #if i killed myself tonight would anyone really care #i know where rhe meds are ive done this research i know how many it wpuld take to kill me i just want to stop trying so hard and hurting for #five fucking minutes idec abt being skinny rn i just need it all to stop i hate myself i hate myself i fucking hate myself #i wish someone woudl just fucking kill me i really wish #imagine how easy itd be idk #gnna try and get drunk soon idk i wanna try jt out b4 i give in and do drugs or somethin #vent post