#girl dont pay no mind.

[ofbreathandflame]

lmaooooo anon - not me being a mastermind💀

#girl dont pay no mind. #out of sight out of mind #that person is just a bit delulu so what do we expect here #and like why would i go anonymous...when i can just make a post or reblog??? #why would i make the same point twice?? #anywho im always gonna support my mutuals esp bc these people are crzy #like when have i ever not just said my thoughts on here??? #again if i support my mutuals i do so PUBLICLY #ill just reblog and comment #you know - like a reg human being? #or ill just make a post bc i always got something to say

[fisheito]

I am currently going thru every chapter from the beginning so i can gather screenshots of everyone's emotions

Even tho i BET one of u hyperfixators already has an entire library all cleaned and ready for use

But i'm gettin some fun outta reliving the old days so who am i to deprive myself of some choice🤌👌nostalgia

#i was brainwashed by the yakumond core. i thought they were always peaceful and sweet together #LIES. LIES FABRICATED BY OWN WISHFUL THINKING. yakumond's first meeting was a Fight ready to break out #yakumo going DONT BULLY EIDEN and edmond going BITCH DO NOT GET IN MY WAY #and eiden going GIRLS GIRLS PLEASE LET'S ALL JUST BREATHE AND CALM DOWN OK?????? #it pays off to revisit canon #my mind warped yakumo into the softiest squoshiest nothingbaby in canon's absence lol #i forgot that he actually stood up for eiden this early in their relationship. and so vehemently too #also now that everyone is fully voiced i can train my vocal...identification?! #i rly cant tell the difference between voices well. i try to guess who says nucarnival! on the game's opening screen #i can only ever pick out aster 🫢🫣💦

[iavenjqasdf]

"get a therapist" like id tell my therapist even 5% of the stuff i trust my sisters with

#talk to a stranger that you pay to listen to you for an hour and has a duty to call the cops or have you institutionalized #if you cross certain invisible tripwires? #no thanks id rather cry with other girls #i dont want to give the dirt my mind won't stop generating to someone clean to tell me how to be clean and pure and good #and who will analyze the dirt for moral/legal impurities #i wanna wallow in and taste the dirt of others #and get it all over me and mine all over them #we are all equally culpable we are all broken and strange and dirty #and thats just how i like it #this too is eury

[thedrotter]

as a little treat i am sharing with you little Aya doodles I've done over the last few days to unwind ww just little expressions based on lines in-game because those are always fun to draw. nothing too special just biscuit

it's Aya because upon doing bizarrely throughout playthroughs of the game for still unspecified project purposes I've gained a soft spot for her she's my daughter now my mental tier list on my favorite characters is so confusing right now

#re:kinder #fanart #aya re:kinder #aya hibino #i state shes my daughter NOW because before i didnt pay too big of a mind to her #but honestly in each different playthrough of this game i gain new appreciation for each character #because fun fact ryou was my favorite character at first just because he seemed nice and was a healer and was nice #second playthrough brought in rei and shunsuke in my mind because they ate it up wirh their roles in the story #meanwhile as time passed yuuichi started to grow on me as i realized he was a little too relatable BASICALLY THINGS LIKE THAT #and spoilers for the unspecified project mentioned in the text just because i feel like it #i also did this because having a transcript of every line just spurred me on becquse of how easy it made things #its much more fun to start doing these kind of line based doodles when you dont have to manually go througj hours of gameplay to find stuff #so just being ablr to ctrl f through a document made me very glad HEUEHEHEBEHR #im still working on it it needs proofreading and polishing on some sides but overall it should be here soon i hope #if anyones interested in it do let me know HUEHEHEBRB i will post it regardless but it would be nice to know if anyone is interested #ANYWAY #as to why Aya seems to have a purse when her sprite doesnt its because her equipment mentions her carrying a yellow pouch #its meant to be that!!! #she looks very goofy with it on made me giggle ngl #(as in. amusement) #it adds more interest to her visual design so its nice to have it there im glad its there #OH YEAH SOME COMMENTARY ON ONE OF HER LINES HERE THAT REALLY PIQUED MY INTEREST #if sayaka dies and shes there to see it (thus. you chose to bring her with you) she has this line #where it implies that shes afraid of dying which makes things sad when she's suicidal #she already states i think her desire is more to disappear than to die exactly but even then it's quite sad #like even if she wants to disappear with how gloomy she's feeling and all the things going around with her parents #shes just a little girl who doesn't want to die😭😭 #it really adds a sense of realism to how depression is tackled in game at least for me #that when one is depressed and suicidal a lot of the time it's the wish for this state of suffering to end rather than to actually die #SUCH A GOOD CHARACTER ITS ONE OF THE THINGS THAT UPPED MY APPRECIATION FOR HER

[worldsquietestjojosfan]

and J and T 👀

J - Name a fandom you didn’t think about until you saw it all over Tumblr. (You don’t have to care about it or follow it; it just has to be something that Tumblr made you aware of.)

OK so you know these guys

Tim and Moby from Brainpop. I didn't know they had a fandom until I saw someone making a dating sim and there was a good amount of people hyped and i was like

Wait

Yeah! HELL yeah!!

I get it now. I wonder how that fandom is doing. Hope they're well.

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

Not really strong headcanons 🤔 maybe it is actually

Hmmmmm

- wwx is close to jiang siblings but still only adopted into the clan (despite everything jfm wanted)

- lsz is not adopted by lwj, just taken in to be adopted into the clan

Anything that's approximately those kind of cases, I have the same ideas about

WAIT JUST KIDDING

I HAVE ONE

I cannot believe at all

That nmj didn't die a virgin. In Canon. I badly want him to be a virgin and not only that. The type that never learned because he wasn't told to do it and by the time the elders wanted him to marry and reproduce, he has too much of a backlog with nhs to focus on that. He'll do it after nhs becomes independent

This one

Come on. Please. Someone who became sect leader young and in an environment like the nie clan? Duty must be at his core. Also it's funny. Nmj learn sex Ed with nhs. I'm saying a lot of words but saying nothing. But you gotta hear me. Call it too much projection but when you're the first born son, right? AND the heir to the sect? AND an older brother. You've got all these roles to fulfill. And then you're now upgraded to SECT LEADER? HELP-- now you've got like 600 new main quests added and they're all time bound. Like no way there's nobody trying to usurp a wholeass child. So he gotta stop all these crackass adults from finessing him while running a sect finances, social instability, political instability. He's got a baby brother at home. He himself has to develop for like 5 different roles too and uphold sect image and keep relations with other sects. It's like taking a college entrance exam in 5th grade suddenly.

I'm not able to explain what I mean. But you feel the vibes?

Ehhhh I'm lying I don't have any die hard headcanons. I don't think so. This is the strongest one tho.

#some words #im not neutral i swear i just cant make up my mind #i say i dont have strong headcanons but the top 2 im with strongly #i wont say anymore im not trying to get cancelled over 'what is incest' discourse again HAH #man i love talking thank you #nmj is my doll. i love shoving things into him. life experiences #girls look at this 2 meter tall ox of a man and go 'literally me' #bruh when i was supposed to be taking sex ed i was being prepped how to prevent the government from seizing our assets #how is learning safe sex gonna help me raise a pre-existing child? #how about i dont pay attention and just never have sex. thats one less task from my task list #and then my brothers highschool required a guardian to give the talk. #i told him he'd die if he had sex but its natural to want so he can think about it instead of gaming for entertainment #see i didnt listen. i was busy ok. so the only thing i caught on was the fact that STDs exist and something about people dying #i genuinely thought people were risking death for sex and thats why its considered sacred #and before that i thought you could only have sex once in your life and it was a soul binding ritual thats why they say no sex before marry

[chesacakeripper]

It's obviously going to be a big jump in income and workload for Kazuki and Rei going from contract killers to owning and running their own diner, right? Sure, Kazuki's got a pot saved from his refused payments to Karin, but that's likely to run dry quite quickly - deeply unlikely that either of them are receiving their gunshot wound care and PT/OT from an official source and shady mob doctors aren't going to come cheap.

The café/diner is definitely a goal and a reliable income stream when they get there, but that's going to take some time, some physical recovery, not to mention the overheads!

What I'm saying is, whilst I don't think that Kazuki or Rei go back to the organisation by any stretch of the imagination, I don't think they'd divorce themselves from the underworld completely at first. Entry-level minimum wage jobs would be a start, but they'd need other income sources to make up for the loss.

And with Kazuki's honeypot history, I don't think it's too much of a stretch for him to transition into some escort work 👀

#Rei can pretend to be his pimp if needed - he already has a white suit #dont mind me im just justifying the 'sneaking out to go drinking with a girl' line like cmon miri there's bills to pay! #kazuki can do a little sex work as a treat #they already live in the red light district #buddy daddies #kurusu kazuki #i'm also personally a big fan of Kazuki keeping up with dorothy and carol in the future as bffs #kazuki spending nights out with his adult entertainment girlfriends and buying them drinks because he's safe #rei can learn to share him a bit alright

[trans-estinien]

i love being autistic cause sometimes i get a glimpse into how regular people perceive things and its like. what the fuck. what the fuck is that? you live like this? and its normal?? i think YOURE the weird one actually. im fine. thanks though.

#THERES SO MANY WEIRD RULES #LIKE WHAT DO YOU MEAN PEOPLE PAY ATTENTION TO HOW SOMEONE WALKS LIKE HUH????? WHY???????????? #can someone fucking explain the dude head nod thing to me why do we do that. whats that about. ive never seen anyone do that irl before #is that an american thing or do i just hang around too many afab people #i am learning the intricacies of cis people gender rules and i am. what fucking planet have i been on the last 17 years like what is this #was there some like. rulebook they handed out at somepoint they forgot to give to me or something #“best way to learn is to observe the men around you” OBSERVE WHAT. YOU PEOPLE PAY THAT MUCH ATTENTION TO EVERY LITTLE MOVEMENT???? #bruh i can barely make eye contact w people... #my ass has never intentionally copied someones mannerisms ever. #i do it subconsciously. but doing it actively feels weird and wrong and like im breaking someones boundaries #“men dont smile at people.” well they should. #ive decided cishet men are the most boring people on the planet #“dont move with your hands” YOURE BREAKING MY POOR THEATER KID HEART #i need to meet more gay men irl to absorb the vibe of cause i only know like two. not counting myself #i want people to look at me and go. ah yes. fruit. #at this point im just going to accept being misgendered for the rest of eternity. id rather die than be boring in the way cishet men are #my flavor of being trans is so influenced by my autism cause my perception of genders is completely off from what everyone else is doing #im like. yeah i want to be a man. and then i look at what the majority of men are actually like and its like. wait no. not like that #shoutout to flamboyant gay men where would i be without them #i think the thing that bothers me the most is that like #in my mind peoples genders are just. the way they express themselves. #its not like. this super big complex deal like how everyone else treats it. if that makes sense? like. #regular people have so many rules for what counts as a man or what counts as a woman or what counts as neither and its like??? #you can do what you want???? why do we care???? #and ive been doing this since i was little. on account of the autism #i just. dont get why its such a big deal to people. #i cant wrap my head around it at all #not nonbinary not a girl not aegender not a man but a secret fourth thing #(man but i do it my way instead of everyone elses way) #unfortunately doing it my way just. leads to the misgendering dimension. for some reason

[lesbiradshaw]

people being equally if not more mad that theyre doing the nogitsune storyline without stiles as they are that they’re doing it without kira aka the character that mythology belongs to rather than the white boy everyone thought was extra hot that season & also being more angry about the fact liam has a new (female) love interest than they are about the fact that the actress is 17 when dsb is in his 20s and shes clearly a last minute standin for the other asian actress they couldn’t get due to continued mistreatment… very awkward like THIS is where your priorities lie?

#like stiles and kira are not being fucked over the same amount here… theres a clear disrespect for arden/kira that stiles/dob dont face? #& people are crying & screaming ab how fucked up it is liam got a new love interest bc shes a girl & but NOT bc shes played by a 17 yr old #& that choice has the same racial undertones as the disregard for kira #just mind boggling like you can be upset youre not getting canon thiam or seeing stiles again without doing . This #anyways. #according to my fact checking the girl that places hikari is 17 or at least was when they filmed #and dsb is older than ME which is kind of uncomfortable imo 😭 even if the characters are both the same age #why couldnt you just hire someone also in their 20s.. almostlike they just got the 1st asian girl they could who wouldnt complain ab pay #idk #kind of entertaining watching this from the sidelines when its MY familys culture being milked for the movie but also a little (a lot) a #annoying

[mistninja]

love expressing the tinniest hope for the future and getting a lecture about how immature and childish i am and how i need to realize im too poor to enjoy life. they hate me for my relentless optimism

#jokes on you mom years of depression has made me immune to this #me: i want to go on a trip with a friend in 6 months #my mom: sure but remember the crushing weight of debt! #like yeah mom i forgot about it for a second haha #its not like i have been paying your bills for the past 2 years haha #^not even in a petty way i genuinely dont mind helping we are all in this shitty situation together #but god forbid a girl wants to enjoy her 20s a little bit #personal

[evil-gay-person-inactive]

it's not everyday you see your friends passing notes about you :)

#except i see it more than i should #haha. friends? my ass #“she's on tumblr” #SO FUCKING WHAT ? #MIND YOUR OWN MOTHERFUCKING BUSINESS #just because YOU'RE little miss PERFECT GRADES doesn't mean I AM #just because YOU pay attention in class doesn't mean that I NEED TO #and besides i already knew how to format letters :/ #oh look #they're talking with each other while im on the other side of the room #OH AND MIGHT I ADD THAT I DONT EVEN WANT TO BE THE GIRL-WHO-INITIATED-THE-NOTE-PASSING'S FRIEND ??? #she just JOINED my friend group last year and thinks that makes her one of my close friends #like. NO ??? #leave me the fuck alone miss smarty pants #who always tells me to study #i dont give a fuck about school #or you. #uurgh #aida's real life tough stuff

[pommancy]

#violence #sorry dont like chinese custom where im the oldest sibling but my words mean nothing to the extended family when my dad and bro doesnt do #shit i ask them to do and then make these casual remarks like oh cause ur a girl we need to talk to the man of the house #bitch ive got the biggest balls in my family and im a girl do u want me to be a dick to u too cause they dont have the balls #cn custom sucks ass sometime still blew my mind when they didnt recird my fking name in both my familys scroll as a kid and when i asked #they fking had the audacity to tip their bruah in water and wrote it in invisible ink so they say #how about u eat my dick #then when its responsibility they cut the slack on bro and tell him not to fold my clothes cause guys shouldnt be touching unmarried womens #clothes and they ask me to pay more rent than my brother and give me half the amount at new years like theyll say they treat girls equally #cause they gave me money and tell my bro to fold clothes but the misogyny is always in the details #and yes im a bitch about these details so i just tell it straight to my bro that theyre dicks and hell speak up but they rlly will just #laugh me off if my bro doesnt do anything and that makes me violent

[zozo-01]

zodon'tfreakoutzodon'tfreakoutzodon'tfreakoutzodon'tfreakoutzodon'tfreakoutzodon'tfreakout-

#PLEASE THIS IS THE UNHINGED RAMBLINGS OF A GIRLIE WHO'S AWAKE AT 3 AM #PAY ME NO MIND #DONT MIND ME #IVE ALREADY BEEN CAUGHT FANGIRLING ON THE MAIN BEFORE AND I CANT HAVE THAT HAPPEN AGAIN #OK OK IS EVERYOEN GONE???? #AM I ALONE???? #ok ok #AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANDROLEDA HAS FOLLOWED MEEEE FJOSIDJFOP;DSFJDS;E #LOOK LOOK #I A D O R E THEIR ART #THEIR DARLIN WOLF ART IS SO GODDAMN ICONIC #THEIR DARLIN???? THEIR SAM???? THEIR SERGI AND CHELSEA????? JDWOAJDIFHISPDFHEIP #hewwo im just a wittle girl who loves werewoof smutttt #T-T #this is zo speaking

[dysfunctionalnerd]

i think this girl has a crush on me

#evidenced by the fact that she sought out my number after meeting me all of once and called me cute after texting for an hour #which is very flattering. but ive never thought about girls romantically #and yet then again. sometimes i wonder. my sense of attraction is exceptionally wonky anyways #she is also extremely not my type. skinny little german girl #idk a crush is something ur supposed to feel which i dont but im doubting myself bc i havent really felt a crush in super long #sigh #pay me no mind

[sad-mcmuffin]

Yall what is it with some girls in their 20s being a helicopter parent of a roommate????

#my friend has one and now ones moved in with me im losing my mind #like girlie im an adult i pay for my room im gonna do whatever i want in my space leave me tf alone #and now she wants to go tell the neighbors to not smoke in the stairwell lmao good fuckin luck #said 'oh we can talk to them' girl i dont give a fuck who smokes i smoke im not saying shit with u

[nomaishuttle]

tbh im kinda mad i wasnt the one to end things bc now that i dont have rose tinted glasses on im looking back on some of the shit he did and said and im like genuinely pissed off

#Whatever though teeheed. #no ok sry the fact he started flat out ignoring me never talking to me barely a month after i Moved across the country for him #and then had the gall to ask if he could flirt with other girls. fuck off sry lol #maybe Acknowledge the girlfriend you already have b4 you go trying to fuck your coworker. But whatevrr #im glad hes able to move on and be happy but its rly hammering in the fact that i was the only one making sacrifices for the relationship. #looking back through the years at all the times i was like I feel like i care abt him so much more than he cares abt me ! lol #idk. i had been thinking abt ending it for fucking months (pretty much as soon as he started ignoring me) but i couldnt bc i had to worry #abt him kicking me out LOL. which was founded bc he tried to tell me to get out september 1st as if im not on the lease #and he changed his mind bc 'that wasnt rly much time for you to get prepared you can stay until the lease is up' but like. i know its just #bc he didnt wanna pay an extra 170 rent a month. god #sorry ik this is like. immature. but ive also made like 1 other post vaguely abt the situation so i dont think im being lke. crazy

[estoscelos]

europeans and us citizens are always jumping each other its not even funny anymore. you're both annoying learn to live with that

#leave those motherfuckers alone 😭😭 #always talking about how us schools suck and how much they have to pay and how they know just one language and how they dont know geography #girl mind ur business 🙄 here in italy theres no mf who could tell u those same things ur asking to prove americans are ignorant