#genuine life update

[nyancrimew]

im happy :) ive been so happy lately :3

#genuine life update #ok so this is like a weird post but like im a broken kitten and idk if ive ever so genuinely said this before #i just felt like putting it out there yknow #and tumblr seemed like the appropriate website for it #90% of this post is in the tags

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[fantasykiri5]

My third and final piece for the @hermitshippingbigbang !!!! This one was a DOOZEY it took a while, but it was SO fun!!!

This has been such a blast, and you should totally go read the FIC this piece accompanies and check out the other artist’s works as well!!!

// piece one // piece two // piece three (you are here!) //

Flat color version under the cut

#my art #Hermitshipping big bang #hsbb 2023 #hermitshipping #trafficshipping #trafficblr #traffic smp #life series #life series fanart #ravager #double life #ranchers #team rancher #solidaritek #solidango #AAAAAA IM NEVER RENDERING ANYTHING EVERY AGAIN I HAVE SO MANY HOURS ON THIS THING #I love it but it took. SO LONG #Genuinely though I had SO much fun these last few months with this and I can’t wait to go through the fic collection after these are posted #<- I say drafting these three posts two days before #I’m going to update the links as these posts go out and the fic goes up- Pixie wanted the arts to go up first so they’re easier to link in- #-the fic #Anyways yeah!!!! ACK go check out all the other artists and writers!!!

[warmsol]

the way we don’t have an apply makeup to all outfits option or skin detail layering in 2024

#i don’t need another kit. i don’t need another stuff pack. i need these two little cas updates that would change my life genuinely

[aq2003]

idk if tumblr has seen this but if you haven't please for the love of god read this

#doctor who #dr who #the article came out before the star beast aired so i think an updated ranking would probably switch fourteen and ten #regardless this is one of the funniest lists ive seen in my life #i also genuinely love the storytelling/character here like unironically #misc

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Ask and you shall receive (a sneak peak of what's to come)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #mdzs au #homestuck #I genuinely do have troll designs for the major characters of mdzs adn thoughts pertaining to their hemospectrum #I honestly thought ppl would start throwing holy salt at me at the mention of homestuck but the enthusiasm is super motivating! #With that said; Thank you all so much for the support with the hollow knight crossover #Even people who have never heard of hollow knight have been so kind (go buy and play hollow knight; the aesthetic and story are amazing) #More bug doodles and comic are ahead! I'll try and space them out between comic updates. #More thoughts will come later but for now...allow me to leave you with this: #Non-homestucks may see the blue and red and go 'aw blue-red ship how cute' while those who know might realize exactly what im putting down #namely that this version of wwx is *very* interested and persistent about getting lwj to spend time with him. #Lwj lives in a very insular indigo colony and isn't fully aware of the differences in life span between hemocasts (yet). #But wwx is. So he's driven to live life to the fullest! This would also drive him to be way more self-sacrificing. #Since his life is so small compared to everyone else he loves anyways. That purple isn't just aesthetic either.

[musicalchaos07]

Idk I'm not trying to be a hater but I just don't think that the parentified teenager dying is the BEST ending for his character

#WHAT DO I KNOW #I genuinely hope no one takes this the wrong way #i know y'all are just having fun but I'm a little annoyed tonight I'm sorry #like it gets so tiring with the ur fave is gonna die every time we have a set update #and just his death is such a terrible message #like he truly hasnt be able to live his own life or even figure out what he WANTS #and im sorry tragedy for tragedies sake is shit writing #anyways if you wanna hate me i have an inbox #jonathan byers #stranger things

[chewysgummies]

So um... How's everybody been doing waiting for Larry & lawrie's bitch ass to show up at the beginning of february as everyone else already claims Kit this update?

#chewys notes #brawl stars #since im basically stuck playing this game again #As of recently I've been getting a lot of credits i need to actually unlock Kit rn #And i can actually be able to get the mfs rn #but i genuinely want to wait until larry and Lawrie are released #Even though they're an epic and easy to unlock #but still #I wanna save it for them #Even though again #I can get back my credit no problem with this new update #but whatever #brawl stars larry #brawl stars lawrie #i hate this sm #fuck my life bro #BS know that i like robots #god i wanna leave this shitty ass game but damn #If i sound like im being an asshole #It okay im just messing a bit #But fr tho #Playing this game again after i quit long time ago made me lose my hot girl swag #I aint never getting it back until i uninstalled this game for my own sake🙏🛐

[firethekitty]

i have been waitjng. for endless ocean 3. for 15 ENTIRE GODDAMN YEARS………………..

#literally crying real tears rn i’m so fucking happy GOD #i mean this so genuinely i have been checking in on endless ocean updates every few months for 75% of my entire life #endless ocean 2 is my FAVORITE game OF ALL TIME i’m just. Man. #talking #endless ocean #SND IT LOOKS SO GOOD

[lornasaurusrex]

I miss you Lorna… this is such a mess

This is an old message and I had several other similar messages, but I miss you guys and hope you’re all doing well!! I’m sorry to see nothing has improved.

I saw I was kindly mentioned by @awesomefringey and some other commenters the other day, so just wanted to log in and say hello and log back out for a few more months. 💕

Sending so so much love to all of you. Take care of yourselves and each other, please.

The video is still on YT.

#Anywayyyyy #The fandom added a whole lot more C to my C-PTSD #So a nice random message every few months instead of a freshly posted death wish is LOVELY. #Don’t fret. On meds and therapied but fresh tf out of money from it so @ L and H… lornasaurusrexx at g*ail is the PayPal if ur bored 🙃 #I hate to be like this but protect your hearts. They’ll never be able to look out for you guys and they feed these trolls ammo for snacks #and it seems to have only gotten worse. Gotta keep them hets hetbaited for their money whilst actively encouraging them to bully yall? Why? #STILL!? At this point it feels like they’ve both chosen that path deliberately now and I find it quite gross. but I’m also very far removed #So don’t worry about my opinions. Keep trusting your own intuition!!! You all see it. I love you guys and your beautiful hearts and empathy #But I hope they can sleep at night knowing the absolute fucking genuine WRECKAGE they left across the Big Gay War generation/era of Larries #Don’t worry guys I’m just as dramatic as ever. None of this has anything to do with them coming out or anything. Just how we were treated. #But trust I fuckin mean that shit from the deepest darkest pit of my Demon Larrie™️ heart. They encouraged this. 🤷🏼‍♀️ #Anyone who cares about my actual life updates: I’m a school nurse now and will be working at a bougie summer camp over break #Had a surgery I needed. Got new tattoos and piercings. In a happy and healthy relationship with the best dude for almost a year now. #OH and I went to New Zealand last year with Prettytruthsandlies!!!! We made a pact back in our Big Gay War/college days to go. And we DID!! #I got overstimulated and overfed and puked in Hobbiton. 🤣 (It was the best time of my LIFE GENUINELY🥰🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹) #Okay BYE LOVE YOU GUYS #There are better and more humane ways to maintain a closet ..like literally STFU entirely. Ignoring it and not exploiting a kid is FREE #🇵🇸

[rutadales]

people who participate in hate-fandoms need to get an actual hobby I'm so serious 😭 not to be a hater but for the love of God log off. genuinely humiliating to be spending that much time caring about something that makes you so miserable that is ultimately so meaningless

#root talks #just saw an entire blog dedicated to ''''critique'''' of hazbin hotel and honest to God. from the bottom of my heart. #that is so embarrassing #like why. why why why dedicate that much of your time to something you hate #like this can't be FUN for you. #why spend literal years of your life complaining about something I genuinely can't understand that #why stalk and obsess over news and updates of a show you admit you hate. that only came out a couple weeks ago. #I'm sorry it's just like the dream shit 😭 #WHY CARE!! that much about something or someone you hate! #that shit can not be healthy I just don't understand 🙄 #like what do you do when you realize you have spent entire years of your life #logging on and obsessing over something that only makes you feel. Bad. #I just don't understand hatedom at all like being a hater is fun briefly but it gets draining #there's a lot of media I dislike #like sander sides I can't stand it anymore used to be a huge fan #haven't thought of it besides in passing in years #because WHYYY would I think about something that makes me miserable when I could think about something I like instead #people need to learn to let go man 😭

[coconut-cluster]

hello all I just wanted to pop in and say I am in fact writing chapter 5 of Crowns and Cutlasses, I didn’t just dip after posting the notes lol but I WON A FULBRIGHT so i have been busy and insane

#which is to say I’ve been busy prepping things and figuring out what the hell the Netherlands needs from me lmao #also school and work and everything about life but that’s less exciting #AHHHHH #I feel so crazy and insane and frightened and excited #to be clear this post is genuinely to update you all but also to say it out loud (…in writing) because it doesn’t feel real yet #also I just like to update you guys on my life #💚💚💚 #lexi talks

[meichenxi]

life update!!

hello my friends!

as ever, not active - life happened! I probably will continue not being active, so let's count this blog as on semi-hiatus. BUT. I have big news!

I am!!!! going to china!!!! in august!!! for ten months!!! to work as a volunteer interpreter in a martial arts academy!!!! in a buddhist temple!!!!

I get to train with the foreign students 8+ hours a day, and translate when needed!!!!

ok that's the announcement, love and peace <3

I will be getting up at stupid o'clock (5:45am), eating in silence, wearing uniform / robes at all times, teach a beginners' chinese class, and also. crucially. do really HUGE amounts of Kung Fu!!!!

on a serious note, I have been trying SO hard for SO long during and after covid to get back to china. but now I actually HAVE THE VISA, as of today, the ticket is booked, all - praise be - will be well. I am so afraid to jinx it further, and so very happy :)

I would never have thought when I started this blog back in 2020 that I'd be able to use what I've learnt, all the 'useless' martial arts knowledge from copious amounts of trash wuxia, in an actually useful context. more long term, I also get to see if interpreting is right for me, improve my chinese, and get very fit - all for free :D

hope everyone is well! - meichenxi

#meichenxi manages #life update #chinese #really genuinely I have been keeping learning I just....this blog was An Interest #and unfortunately it no longer Interests me the same amount #I'm also trying to just...speak less and do more #practice what you preach etc etc #so I've been doing a huge amount of writing and other language things. also hot girl summer! #hope everyone is well in the community and the words befriend you <3

[dennisboobs]

Dennis says the L word

#i definitely didnt have this kicking around on my hard drive #iasip #it's always sunny in philadelphia #dennis reynolds #the genuine ones being within his daydream where he has been forcibly desexualized by losing use of his dick & actually falling in love #in mac's fantasy where he fucking dies and dennis was too late to say it #forced out of necessity by dennis' fear of abandonment by dee #spoken when he believes theyre in a life or death situation and hoping to connect with dee at the very end #telling his wife that he does not love her while looking to mac and then reaffirming this saying he's NEVER loved her #and of course while absolutely shitfaced and upset at the loss of his childhood stuffed elephant (and dee's betrayal) #ill be real. the second i heard him say a bunch of shit about feelings & how he loved the monkey in 15x4 i had to check to see who wrote it #it had been SO long................ like of course glenn is the one to bring it back. ok. #more of den saying he loves things plz #ada speaks #ada's videos #if you guys can think of any other times he's said it pleasssseeee let me know lol i tried #update: i added in a few more #left out the ones in 7x01 w him talking about loving no restrictions bc i wanted this to be abt him expressing Love to sentient beings #loving crack and loving a person are two different L words jskhbshn

[anonymouspuzzler]

evil comic I've been meaning to draw since the bloom update dropped

[Image ID/Transcript: A three-panel black-and-white Smile for Me comic divided into three images.

In the first panel, Marv is drawn from the waist up carrying a fishing rod over one shoulder, the other hand on his hip. He is looking forward with a neutral expression, saying, "Howdy, youngsters. Check-in for ol' Marv Truncler?"

In the second panel, Habit is standing at a countertop with a misspelled "check-in" sign, a "ring for service"-type bell, a box full of paperwork, and two pens. He is smiling, clapping both hands next to his head, saying (in misspelled Habit-speak) "Hello mister!! Welcome welcome we are so happy to help you find your smile again Kamal can help you with papers and walk [text blocked off by Habit's head in the word balloon]-re room". Kamal is standing behind Habit, wide-eyed, blushing and sweating furiously, clutching a bunch of papers with shaking hands. There is an arrow pointing to him reading "HAS LIKE 15 CHEESECAKE MAGS UNDER HIS MATTRESS RIGHT NOW WITH THIS GUY ON THE COVER".

In the third and final panel, Kamal and Marv are walking side by side. Kamal is blushing, sweating and looking incredibly nervous, papers stuck under one arm, the other held stiffly at his side. Marv looks relaxed, one arm holding the fishing rod over his shoulder, the other gesturing with a pointer figure. Kamal shakily says "so uhhhhh how umm what uhhhh what brings you to the Habitat"; the word balloon is partially covered up by Marv saying, in bold text, "NOW LEMME TELL YA ABOUT FISH SON". End ID.]

#anonymous puzzler art #smile for me #kamal bora #marv truncler #boris habit #bloom update spoilers just in case! #the implications of marv's life are genuinely fascinating to me.

[kitamars]

omg new (fake) leaks dropped

#im manifesting a drugged rampaging kotetsu so hard in cour 2 i will cry if it happens #kiss him to snap him out of it bunny! it’s the only thing that’ll work- #(i get dragged off stage) #but i stick to my point #i’ve had this in my drafts for (checks watch) two months. whoops #but genuinely this is fun lol #life update: im free! exams are over and i have slightly more free time #so you know what that means #taibani #kotetsu t. kaburagi #barnaby brooks jr #kotetsu x barnaby #t&b #tnb #tiger & bunny #tiger and bunny #ok bye