#fuck you guys pissed me off today

[hella1975]

just full force threw a shoe at my sister's face and when my mum got me alone after she was like 'you shouldn't clobber her. but i get it' 😭

#it kicked off today but in my defence she's actually proper in the wrong this time even my DAD called her a bitch and my mum is FUMING #baso my sister came into my work with her mate when i was closing the other day and all the staff GLARED at them bc of aforementioned #close so i was being v chill so everyone 1) knew it was my sister and not some customer coming in late and 2) her friend wouldnt be uncomfy #like that's the real kicker her i was being extra laid back FOR her friend so he'd feel more at ease. and one thing about me is yes ive #said countless times i have a rural accent but my mum also raised me to know when and how to speak nice if need be bc people are cunts here #so when im waitressing i speak nicely bc it's a stuck up restaurant w stuck up customers but when im with my sister? making a point of #being laid back? my normal accent came through. and her mate when i was gone said i sounded 'really [from the county we live in]' #which WOULD NOT BE A COMPLIMENT. it's baso saying 'your sister sounds local and chavy' without using such explosive words #and my sister LET HIM SAY IT. SHE DIDNT DEFEND ME. and she told my mum about it later bc SHE THOUGHT SHE'D TELL ME OFF #LIKE SHE DID IT TO SNITCH. THERE WAS NO SCENARIO WHERE MY SISTER WASNT BEING A CUNT. and my mum hit the ROOF #one thing she's rlly been big on is loyalty bc it's always been the 3 of us so when she found out my sister let him say that she FLIPPED #and this all happened last night and i only found out this morning bc i overheard them screaming at each other and turns out my mum #tried to keep it from me bc she didnt want my feelings hurt and IM pissed bc it actually did hurt more than i thought it would #like i KNOW what people say about my accent but it's a guy i know? my sister's been friends w him for years? i was being nice? #it's EMBARRASSING like i was clueless & friendly and turned around for him to be like 'look at this stupid local girl' like?? #and my sister did NOTHING? it just sucks so i STORMED upstairs when i found out and had it out with my sister #and she knew she was fucked so she did all 'im not talking to you i have nothing to say' AND PUT HER EARPHONES IN? #the way i RIPPED them out. got in her face like okay girl u think i sound like a chav ill act like a chav lets GO #and it just got really aggressive and i wound up grabbing HER OWN SANDAL and full force hurling it at her face 😭 oops #from close range too like i was already in her face so i basically just smacked her with a sandal DSHGJKSH #now we're sat in silence bc alas we still share a room. WHAT the fuck. insane tbh but it's a bit funny. im so angry rn i could KILL #hella goes home

[derpinette]

whenever a guy approaches me i start wishing i had a giant forehead tattoo that reads "I AM NOT & WILL NEVER EVER BE INTERESTED LEAVE ME ALONE PERMANENTLY" so i could flash it at them

#you know since i have bangs #just leave me alone freakazoid LEAVE ME ALOOOONEEEEE #they always say i seem scared Hm probably because i am now PISS OFF #guy two days ago ( skipping today & had a free day yesterday ) entered the same class as me & tried to chat me up #did not look back at him or bother to remember his name but i shook his hand:-/ i feel compelled to not leave people hanging #felt like self immolating after He was like are you always this stiff & quiet you seem scared do you have problems #yes i do & that problem is you FUCK OFF & now he knows my name & face but IDK his i am so goddamn retarded #i just kept answering in shrugs & IDKs but what i should have done is use my FFP ( Foreigner Face Privilege ) & pretend not to understand #but since i am an english major he would have just switched to bothering me in english UGHHH WHY CAN I NOT SAY NO #i feel really disgusted with myself RN #skipped today because i am too freaked out about everything trying to come down from heart palpitations i really hate when this happens #i always feel too anxious to go after i wish i lived in a female only world but also i feel really ugly lately too #which means it should be illegal for me to go outside #also i missed my bus right by like 5 seconds the moment i was about to cross the road it flashed away so... #i took it as a sign to not go ( after waiting for ~15+ minutes... sorry i am a quitter but not that fast )

[malusienki]

hhhhhhhhhhhhhh why am i constantly being reduced to just ‘lesbian’ by this guy and not even in a good way. like in a mean girls negative way.

#he makes me uncomfortable i’m sorry #like #today he was constantly looming over me while i was working on something #to the point of where i could FEEL HIS BREATH on my neck and invading my personal space #my friend had to tell him to essentially piss off #the whole ‘lesbian’ thing started out as a funny joke! #no. not anymore #especially when you try to call me a dyke by ‘misspelling it’ as ‘duke’ #you’re not fucking clever #delete later :/ #i don’t even wanna go to school tomorrow because i know it’ll be this whole thing ahain #what’s worse is that this is a gay guy. you’d think he’d understand that constantly being reduced to who you’re attracted to isn’t fucking #fun. 😐😐😐 #he reminds me of an ex friend of mine

[todayisafridaynight]

me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)

im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal

#snap chats #I ALSO HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK THOUGH CAUSE I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK FROM HOT TOPIC AND SPENCERSLKEAKVJA #rubbing off my fucking eyeliner as we speak im no better than a goffick and im sure the stuff you got was actually real fire and im jealous #i actually wore my hakuho pin out today- i pinned it on my back jean jacket. not to flex on you or anything 🥴 #i remember the day my college friend said something about me being goth and i looked like a dumbass saying 'im not goth...' #when all i ever did was wear black. and tbf i toned it down a LOT while i was at school. i wanted to be normal-passing 😭😭 #that aside i only went in to get jewelry and a new belt chain. also a kirby keychain and nail polish #but like it was that Blackheart brand so you know i just wanted it for the skull container and the name. also i was running out #my hot topic really doesnt have any clothes- or at least clothes i fuck with like its mostly skirts and puffy-sleeved shirts #and yeah those are epic and awesome but they're not my style yk. love it on other people just not on me #i usually get my clothes from like. express or skate shops. very different fashions as you can see LMAOOO #like today i got this really pretty crane shirt and then like. i got a black-and-white striped long sleeve with a skeleton hand patch LMAO #UGH im pissed i didnt get the red and black variant too but i didnt think bout it til i already left #i want to get new boots- the ones i have now are great and i love them but i want something chunkier #my 'goth' fashion is really lowkey honestly like i hardly consider myself goth cause of it- its very casual ig #ignore the fuck-you amount of rings i wear ok. theyre pretty..... also they have certain meanings sometimes #like i wear an owl ring cause it reminds me of my sis since she loved owls growing up and went to a uni with an owl mascot #i wear a dragon ring sometimes cause dragons remind me of my dad. for whatever reason. #idk its cause he tried to convince me i was born year of the dragon when i wasnt ?? idk funny guy lmao #and then i already said i wore snake stuff and crosses cause I Hate My Mom. also i was born a snake #also my dads a christian so :] i will wear two cross rings and a cross necklace tyvm love you pops i wish you were around more #uhhh did i want to say anything else. idk im just dumping about my emo bullshit thanks for reading ☠️☠️ #if this wasnt my yakuza blog id actually just show the haul i got today BUT i will spare you lot from my emo bullshit #ok ill kill the tags here now im SILLY

[kelin-is-writing]

the way i got an idea for a dabi fanfic, but with how work is leaving me restless and doesn't give me a freaking pause... i don't know when i'll be able to write it

#kelin's ramblings #if you guys don't want to have a life outside of work y'all should come work here 😀 #i need to write it because dabi is the only one who can give me some relief 😭💜 #also i miss writing so much... #plus some kiddos today pissed me off because i dropped a lil bit of ice-cream and these motherfuckers laughed at me... #fuck everything seriously 😕

[lilgynt]

going to a party and length entirely depends on this guy i was cool with but now annoys the fuck out of me

#personal #last time we hung out together he would not let me even get an inch of space whole fucking party #i couldn’t talk to anyone couldn’t sit down could walk around without him barely a step away and fucking leaning on me and like okay you #haven’t seen me for a while so has everyone at this party bc it’s was my first outing since the whole situation dude let me say hi to other #people #like could not talk to anyone else bc he was always just there!!!!!! #and i’m gonna be so honest #i cannot bring myself to care like #he’s being stand offish now after inviting me to the party #bc i was like oh hey don’t know if i can stop firestar or for how long bc i work today and tomorrow etc #and now he’s giving one word replies and it’s like dude what do you want me from me #we were work friends i got a different job my dad died and the last time we hung you either ask my best friend to make out #or hang off of me all night to the point i RAN out while you were pissing #like not even oh we flirted or oh situationship or whatever we were literally just work friends i don’t know where he’s banking all of this #shit but anyway if he’s clingy or weird or just gives me any shit baby i’m going home #but also excited it’s pink themed so hannibal eat me shirt >:) and also old coworkers AND people from my weed shop #when worlds collide #anyway wonder if it’s one of the workers who flirt with me wednmdmdnfjdnbcncjenfndnfnfnf g fjfnnfnfne #anyway if that one guy asks why i’m like so stand off ish or busy or whatever i’m gonna be honest ish and be dude i have a full time job and #my dad died 3 months ago. i got my own shit to deal with and i can barely care about anyone else’s stuff #like obviously i care wirh mh family and like. 3 best friends but everyone else im like if u catch me at a good time no worries but #i’m not gonna go out of my way for a lot of things emotionally or literally

[spaghett-onaplate]

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#I am actually so sick of one person right now #🌹 didn't even do anything THAT bad just lots of things that make me want to crawl out of my skin #🌹 is in one of my classes and my friendgroup but she doesn't hang out with us every day #she always hugs me and holds my hand and is super touchy and always has been but it makes me so desperately uncomfortable! #i dont like to hold people's grimy greasy dirty unwashed hands thank you #and its fucking terrifying to get a flying hug from behind with no warning #i do not want to touch people always can you please piss off! #and she doesn't do that with our cis guy friends so i know she sees me as a girl :( #and today on the bus 🌹 was sitting two seats in front of me with a stranger between us #and she got out her phone and was trying to take photos with me and the person beside me or something? #which annoys me enough on its own #but THE STRANGER WAS IN THEM TOO #poor fucking guy i should've told 🌹 to stop straight away but instead i was just desperately uncomfortable in silence! #and stranger dude was obviously annoyed and asked 🌹 to stop #and i wanted to peel my skin off like a potato right then and there jesus fucking christ #how can people be so fucking obtuse and unaware of other people! #i know i should just verbalise this but i get sweaty palms just talking to people let alone being straight with them #hhhhhhhhhhhh it's nice to have friends but these are the first I've had in a while and its difficult to navigate #but she so obviously sees me as a girl and that makes me majorly uncomfortable on top of everything else #i have to see her again tomorrow in maths #:( why #also she goes so fast in maths it makes me stressed when i am still squinting at the numbers trying to make sense of them #not her fault but just #hhhhh everything else is so avoidable if she just had an ounce of self awareness

[kanamedaite]

Being a fan of something enjoyed primarily by cishet men is always a mistake, I never want to see a cis person's opinion about the gender of a video game character

#gus.txt #i know this is a stupid post to make but its pissing me off. share your thoughts saying a character is trans and they always grill you #for canon evidence and when you point out a character that clearly is trans or has ambiguous gender you get called 8 different slurs #'oh no the game uses she pronouns for a character that you find out is amab she cant be trans guess shes a man' #'this character with long hair is a boy despite having mutilple pronouns used for them and is impled to be nonbinary' #shut the fuck up!!! you are not trans you dont get a fucking opinion or get to debate their gender its not fucking up to you!!! #having a real normal one today sorry guys

[nomaishuttle]

HE STILL HASNT FUCKING LEFT I WAS SUPPOSED TO START HIS ROOM 40 FUCKING MINITES AGO

#i have an extremely fucking time sensitive room. i fucking missed it last week and im gonna miss it again bc im literally supposed to start #my lunch rn but i fucking cant and this room will be at least 20 fucking minutes If not the full 40 #and thats only once he leaves. which he might just take another fuckjng hour ughhh #im fucking rly pissed off dude i was doing fucking perfect today #abd normally od just clena while theyre in there but this guy makes me rly uncomfortabel #bc he kept trying to get me to help him open a wine bottle for him and o was like I dont know how to do that and he made fun of me #and then he ivited a random other resident in WHILE I WAS FUCKING CLEANING abd they got the bottle open #and then he was trying to get me to drink with him #and i was like on the verge of tears im ngl bc i was so stressed . so i dont wanna clean with him in there #but i cant complain even tho they like Said you have to tell management if a resident acts inappropriately. and theres supposed to be no #retribution. but apparently last year a girl reported a resident flirting with her and everybody treated her like she was the worst person #ever. bc now the guy doesnt ever leave his room. and that girl had 2 quit #and im like ok. Kills my

[bunnyb34r]

So we all walk into work and BratBoy is there and he calls all the floor people for a meeting

Well apparently like everything else NewLady didnt think that applied to HER and didnt show up

Anyway he was just giving out our tasks for the day which the team leads usually do individually when we go get our equipment but whatever dude

So he's like okay Mar you're gonna help [relative coworker] count the pallets in the steel which okay fine cool whatever

And NetflixCoworker you're gonna work grocery (of fucking course)

So the three of us go "well is NewLady here?"

Yes.

"Then what's HER job?"

Well uh we're gonna have her count the merchandise under the tables :)

And all three of us went "SHE CANT" which made him confused and we were bitching ab how all she does is refold ONE TABLE a day and just does not think she has to work anywhere else but womens and only counts the boxes there ect

And I was like "and no one touches childrens so I do that but when I get the WHOLE section done. I get more done in 4 hours than she does in 8. And womens has maybe 6 items on each table, right? I. Have. Thirty. But yet she's allowed to get away with doing ONE TABLE all day? And not helping out?"

And he was like 😧 "that's the most you've said to me in the year that I've been here" agdhhdhd like well yeah I dont like you that's why

Anyway he was like okay okay well ill talk to her and we were like BUT SHE DOESNT LISTEN THATS THE PROBLEM!

And this fucker went "why are you all yelling at me? 😥"

To which one of the few people who were still around the tables went "oh trust me that's not NetflixCoworker yelling. You'd KNOW if she was yelling"

And [RC] was like "I'm not yelling I'm telling you why we're mad" and I said "trust me this isnt me yelling." To which RC was like yeah no trust me that's not her yelling sgdggdgdgd like shes pissed but shes not PISSED bc when I get really mad I get really loud

Anyways guess how long it took NewLady to start counting? 90 minutes. We had BratBoy talk to her, NetflixCoworker yelled at her, had BratBoy tell her AGAIN, and passive aggressively bitched ab her and FINALLY this bitch starts

Like you can recover when we open motherfucker we cannot COUNT like this when we are open let's GO

#whats really funny is i was avoiding NL yesterday bc i was just not fucking having it and didnt have the patience to deal with her and RC #had said the same thing later like i tried to not talk to her today bc i knew id start screaming at her if i did dgdgdgd like we both were #like no. not today #anyway thats the second? manager to fuck around and find out just how unsettling i can be when im mad bc im normally so quiet and cheery #like this 🤗 but thats my worksona avdggdgd piss me off you're gonna find out real quick that i aint like that when you push me too far #like how passive agressive i was when (formally) Goodmanager tried to explain that BaldBastard meant i should work in all areas #and i was like mkay do me a favor? and he was like sure! and i went (very flatly/holding back my anger which unsettles people agsgdg) go #take a look at childrens. bc thats what i come in to EVERY. DAY. and im the only one to do it and the only one who will not complain ab it. #but if you guys dont want me taking care of it then fine i wont touch it #and he was like 😶 dgdgdgdgdgdh #oh and CuteButAntiMasker is coming in for two days! #BratBoy was like yeah a manager who used to work here uh dan? is coming in for a few days and we all went DANIEL??!!! #marquilla #work talk

[binch-i-might-be]

my hitherto temporary work contract has now become permanent. yaaaay.

#at least my boss will stop bugging me now #don't know if this even gets me anything. like oh you can't just fire me? couldn't do that before either jackass #work has annoyed me so bad today i'm still fuming. the only thing ill say is i left twenty (unpaid) minutes late for stupid fucking reasons #also that guy said he's heard i make way more of an effort now and implied he probably wouldn't have given me a permanent contract #a couple months ago which just fucking pissed ne off so bad #are you by any chance referring to the period of time where your stupid fucking store made me suicidal every day????? #i'm not making more of an effort i still don't give a shit. noe i just work less hours and take different meds. fuck you #you'll tell a rich man you're doing less hours for mental health reasons and all he'll see is your poor work performance #hope that man crashes all his three stupid bmws

[swiss-army-fangirl]

tw discussion of school shootings in the tags

#absolutely beyond pissed that people’s ‘solution’ is to hire armed guards for schools #do you have ANY idea how fucking BULLSHIT that is? #it’s a fucking SCHOOL. NOT A BANK. NOT A MILITARY INSTALLATION. A FUCKING *SCHOOL* #how about instead of ‘teaching principals to shoot’ and ‘allowing teachers to conceal carry’ #BOTH of which make them targets to gunmen and open up the possibility of accidents or worse #WE. FUCKING. REGULATE. GUNS #i should NOT just be able to WALK INTO A WALMART lay down $1k and buy a MILITARY GRADE WEAPON #how the fuck is that even acceptable in the first place??? doesn’t that sound fucking insane??? #‘it would be so much to regulate’ that never stops the government from making other people walk through an ASININE amount of hoops to #LIVE IN THE US #IT TAKES DOCUMENTED WORKERS +10 PLUS YEARS TO GET A VISA. I COULD HIT POST AND DRIVE TO WALMART #FIFTEEN MINUTES FROM MY HOUSE. AND BUY A GUN #i don’t have the words for how SHIT i felt when i couldn’t even feel SAD finding out there was a shooting today #of course i grieve for those kids and their families. and the adults and THEIR families #but i remember when BEING in school and hearing about this would set me on edge for weeks #i at one point in college legitimately feared for my life bc i knew a guy who Could Create A situation like that and knew i’d be a target #it’s fucking sick. it’s absolutely fucking sick that people have grown numb to this. to CHILDREN. DYING. in a place that they’re supposed #to feel safe #i fucking hate it here. i’m so sick of how completely ass backwards this country is and how there’s no desire to correct it. #nothing fucking constructive i can do about it either. besides log off. which i’ll do anyways. #if you made it this far you’re a real one. #veenty deeby

[munamania]

i’m so unbelievably annoyed with my roommates and today ik it’s on me like they didn’t do anything. but it’s not any less annoying

#they agreed to finally go looking for couches around 12 or so today which. was going to be an expedition anyway #that’s not something that’s just like. done quickly. #and i was like Oh hey sorry i work till 1 can we still go then #and the one was like oh…. i have to be on campus just a bit after i don’t think i’ll make it… #ELLIPSES AND ALL. and so i said ok. ig we can go later? or you guys could try to do it and i’ll give you the money? #and they were like yah but i have to be out till 6. WHY did you act like you had time today and why are you acting like me shifting this by #like an hour has caused a great catastrophe #yeah if u guys could just go do it… like shre. the other roommate just wants to go do something fun anyway so yeah maybe we’ll just go late #!. i’m being cunty cause i had to wake up early. and i don’t want to be here. and i don’t want to go to my apartment and see them #it’s not even a big deal like it is what it is i don’t think they’re trying to piss me off obviously and yk. none of us can account for #everything. trying to is what drives me insane. but just as i’ve accepted i’m sure i harmlessly annoy ppl sometimes #they are harmlessly annoying me. to no end. #abby talks #and. furthermore. i just don’t want to go figure out a fucking couch today.

[kethabali]

i continue to be surprised how our body, minds, and universe align perfectly sometimes and we get just what we needed even if we don't realize we needed it

#someone asked me for money and i didnt have cash and they asked if they can have my food so i just took them to the store and bought them #something to eat and talked a bit which was very needed bc i been in a downer the last 2 days #freezing up from my workload of house work and school work #so i just not been doing either of it really #only the basics of eating and cleaning myself (somewhat) but i went out today to get a charger for my weed pen or to buy another pen #and thats when i saw her so that was good #first iw as like maybe god is real or something cuz how that keep aligning like that but then i realized i made the choice to talk to her #and buy her food.. it was literally me who made it happen not gOd #so yea i still am not re believing in god at least not the institutional organized religion god #cuz that guy is pure evil he is the real devil im telling you #but i do believe our souls know what we need and try to make it happen regardless of our circumstances #anyways.. gonna watch a really gorey movie now instead of reading for school #i do want to read but at the same time i do not want to read #i want to read not today but i Have to read today and tomorrow bc its due on tuesday #and i wanna go to a protest tomorrow so mainly i have today and half of tomorrow and a bit of tuesday #which is not enough for my adhd ass to do this how i want so it will probably be rushed #unless i take somehthing else out of the schedule but i really wanna go to the protest GRR i hate capitalism #just let me do things how i wanna do it im pissed off again #why i gotta do things on other peoples schedule all the goddamn time this is my least favorite thing about capitalism #never being able to do things when i wanna do them cuz there are consequences for if i ignore the other things #i just sometimes wanna be like fuck it let me just take the consequence and do what i want but that never went well in high school #i guess i can read 2 pages or something #or die. just kidding.. haha.. im trying not to answer die or death anytime i am inconvenienced #🧃