#from her two mothers and father.

[nonuggetshere]

I need to draw something with PK and Hornet there's not enough of these two together in my art

#thylacines can talk #in my au specifically she used to be SUCH a daddy's girl but then she grew up and grew bitter and resentful over her role in life. the #reason for her birth and the way her pwn sibling has been treated. She actually drifted away from both of her biological parents because #her being bitter about being concieved for a specific purpose and already having all of her life planned out for her is a big part why she #grew distant with her father and step mother so naturally it also applied to her mother. but she grew apart way more from PK and WL because #she had more grievances with them than just that one thing. Plus PK could sometimes be a little too smothering and overprotective. He truly #loves his daughter and maybe showers her with more love than usual because of what he did to his other kids but at times he doesnt know how #to reel it back. he got worse when Hornet pulled away because he was terrified of losing her which ironically made the drift bigger. #eventually they reconcile and grow closer again but they'll never be as close as they were when she was little. Or maybe they're just close #in a different way and that's alright. I don't see Hornet as an overly affectionate person so being smothered with love bugs her. She loves #her father and step mother of course she does. But she has a different way of showing it which took a little while for them to understand #and adjust to. They eventually grow close just not in that very affectionate little kid way #She actually grew closer to Vespa during her teen years as she was her teacher and mother figure and Hornet clung to her when she grew apart #from her two mothers and father. #oh a funfact. Hornet doesn't really call WL step mother. When she was little Herrah was mummy and WL was momma and now that she's older #they're both mum but she comes up with increasingly more ridiculous ways to differentiate them. She only really calls WL 'step mother' when #shes angry with her. or 'your mother' if she's talking yo her siblings. A very cheap shot that would make WL feel really shitty but makes #Hornet feel better for a while. #faaf au

[lagosbratzdoll]

thoughts about Laena and more

The statement “That show is disrespectful to its Black characters” is unfortunately applicable to almost every show ever broadcasted, which is a disheartening realization. In this instance, though, I’m talking about House of the Dragon. 

Laena's erasure from Rhaenyra's life to make room for a friendship between two white women that did not exist in the original source material. She is isolated from her family so that Daemon can be separated from Rhaenyra, which isn't what happened in the books. It's frustrating to watch Black characters isolated and used as plot devices.

The show's treatment of Baela and Rhaena is also problematic. There are inconsistencies in the plot, such as Daemon ignoring Rhaena even though he didn't have a dragon until later in life. Baela going to foster at Driftmark when it should be Luke and Rhaena. It's disappointing that we don't see more of Laena with her family on Driftmark or her claiming Vhagar.

Additionally, it's strange that Jaehaerys is depicted as white as snow when his mother was Black and his father was at least half Black based on show lore. The Targaryens have historically intermarried with the Velaryons, so they shouldn't be all white, at least not at this point in their history. It seems like the show may have made the Velaryons Black solely to push the Strong boys' narrative, without considering the wider implications. This is negligent at best and malicious at worst.

#laena velaryon #deserved better #unrelated but #aegon the conqueror was Black #Jaehaerys was Black #All targs were at least half Black from Aegon the conqueror until Viserys II's kids #Jocelyn Baratheon was half Black #Rhaenys should be a Black idk #her father was Aemon Targaryen and he was Black and her mother was half Black ergo she should be Black #Alicent Hightower's kids should be the only white Targs on this show #at the end of the show #there'll be only two white Targs left #Aegon III #and #viserys ii targaryen #also the fandom is kinda racist to Baela and Rhaena #excluding them from their family is weird #creating stuff where their father spends more time with Rhaenyra's Velaryon sons than his own daughters is weird #I'm also really tired of seeing Aemond the Kinslayer in Laena's tag #rhaenyra targaryen #deserved healthier friendships with equals #not whatever the fuck that was with #alicent hightower #I know I said I was sorry that #aemond the kinslayer #lost his eye in an earlier post but idk man #talk shit get hit #he shouldn't have been talking shit #can't wait to see Baela beat #Aegon II

[dairyfreenugget]

(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)

Hey hey hey

May I interest you in

(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)

Teehee

#thylacines can talk #faaf au #i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards #the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of #void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later #PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted #and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No #the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this #Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire #place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with #examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and #suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still #hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they #have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up #while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much #attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem #much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing #properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had #after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then #they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void #left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare #at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he #and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant #and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts #And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection #oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB

[sotogalmo]

6:06

Hmmm ... nightmare gas & red Smoke ,,,,

Hmmmmm

#time diary(?) #audrey/kellie's time diary #small idea. what if the toys(ones given to CC: fredbear plush) semi have the same thing going on?? yk?? #like. the fazfrights stories r weird. but like. i think they just mostly talk bout like. toys from freddy's or any merch from freddy's #cc has trouble sleeping. but also. also. maybe maybe ... the reason why william made the gas(minus to torment his kids: weird #i think he wouldnt rlly do that. he does emotional manipulation. he wouldnt want his kids scared of him. he wants his kids #to trust him. to trust him so much that they follow his every words like trained dogs. thats what he did to vanessa & it worked #so he must've also done that to his own kids: via Micheal's speech in SL. that video is never leaving me) #william sees himself in all of his kids. he wants to be the only one though. so hes distant(mentally & emotionally)- #he puts his kids to sleep. the dreams were nice yeah. only nice to two? one? the other one knew so much that his dreams were never #dreams. he knew too much: his nightmares. he knew it all to well. he knew what William was doing #just like William knew what his Mother was doing. William's mom's knew what her father was doing #great grandfather: hare. grandmother: hare. william: hare. Crying Child: rabbit #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #poppy playtime #poppy playtime red smoke #william afton #cc afton #evan afton #i rlly rlly like the idea of cc being like will if you couldnt tell<3

[void-botanist]

Rose's Kiss Week Day 5: Lonely

OCs: Marcus Asalun (aka Anchesh Pabat) and Gren Orech-Pabat

Words: 1335

Content warnings: mentions of family health issues

Notes: this takes place six months after Anchesh married his last spouse, human himbo Gren.

At the other end of the sofa, Gren sighed for the tenth time in as many minutes.  He was staring off at the other end of the room, chin propped up in one big hand, and more than likely didn’t even realize he sounded so despondent.  

“How are you doing?” Anchesh asked.

“I’m fine.  It’s just lonely without Yera.”

Probably it was best not to talk too much about Yera, because Gren would only get sadder if he started thinking about why Yera was out of town and how stressed she must be.  Instead Anchesh put aside his knitting.  

“I’m probably not as good at cuddling as Yera,” he said, moving to the cushion next to Gren, “but I’m here.”

Gren instantly pivoted and deflated into his lap, settling one cheek against his thigh and a hand over his knee.  Today Gren’s hair was held in a bunlike fold with just an alligator clip, which Anchesh gently pulled out and set on the open cushion beside him.  Then he combed his fingers back through Gren’s loose locks.

“I feel bad being lonely,” Gren murmured.  “Her family needs her way more than I do, and I’m not alone here.”

“You’re her family too,” Anchesh answered in the same low tone.  “And it doesn’t feel the same, not having her here.”

“Yeah.”  Gren squeezed his leg a little, like he needed something to cling to.  

Anchesh let Gren’s hair slip through his fingers over and over, massaging Gren’s scalp with each draw.  Truth be told, he was worried about Yera too.  She would be fine, unless her father got worse.  He probably wouldn’t die, not yet, but the wondering and waiting felt unsettling enough for him at home—it must be awful for her.  She was right to have the rest of them stay behind, except Hossan, because sooner or later they’d all be at loose ends and end up making her feel worse.  But he still wished he could be there to hold her and talk to her, probably just the same as Gren.  

“Maybe I don’t spend enough time with the rest of you,” Gren said suddenly.  “Especially you.”

“I don’t mind how much time you spend with Yera and Hossan,” Anchesh answered.

“Yeah, but—” Gren rose from his lap, slowly enough that he didn’t pull his own hair in Anchesh’s hands.  With his hair pushed behind his ears, he said, “I’m your husband too.  And you don’t get tired of me like Pali does.  I would leave you alone if you wanted me to but you’ve never told me to do that.”

Anchesh handed him the alligator clip.  “I mean, I’m happy to spend more time with you.  I just don’t want you to worry too much about it.”

Gren stared at nothing while he smoothed his hair back into a ponytail and clipped it there.  Then he continued looking at some spot further down the sofa.  “Anchesh...do you love me?”

It was a serious question that deserved a serious answer, but Anchesh was distracted by the plaintiveness of Gren’s voice.  Had this been worrying him for the last six months?  

Gren waited two seconds before adding, “Not like you love Yera or Umedes, but...”

He took Gren’s hand from his lap, and Gren looked up.  “I do love you, Gren.  You’re my friend.  And my husband.  And I’m glad I married you.”

“Really?”  He didn’t seem entirely convinced.

“Really.  I would have married you just for Yera and Hossan, but I like having you around too.  You’re so bright, and lovely, and you always make sure we have what we need.  And—”

“I think Pali does that.”

“Pali doesn’t keep everyone upbeat,” Anchesh said.  “And she’s definitely not good at making sure we all rest, especially not herself.  I think she’s gotten more sleep in the six months you’ve been here than she has since I married her.”  Gren didn’t say anything, so he kept going.  “We need someone who’s as thoughtful as you are.  I need someone who is.”  An almost melancholy gratitude welled up in him, and he tried to figure out how to put words to it.  He wasn’t sure that Gren understood how much he made life more bearable.  He wasn’t sure any of his spouses did, even though he didn’t know where he’d be without them.  He loved all of them, and he needed all of them, and on some level he needed Gren, the only one who wasn’t at least a little wrapped up in politics and particularities, most of all.  He put his other hand over Gren’s.  “You mean a lot to me, Gren.”

“Do you think you could say that more?  Not that, but like, ‘I love you’?”

When was the last time he’d told Gren he loved him?  Even if he didn’t remember exactly, he had a feeling it had been days, or weeks.  He’d decided without thinking about it that Gren didn’t really need to hear it, and he definitely didn’t need to hear it from him, arguably Gren’s least favorite spouse aside from Pali.  

“Of course I can,” he said, rubbing his thumb over the back of Gren’s hand.  “I’m sorry I haven’t said it very much.”

“It’s okay.”  Gren put his other hand on top of Anchesh’s.  Then he dropped his cheek against Anchesh’s shoulder.  

“You know you can always tell me about your feelings,” Anchesh said.

“You don’t tell me about yours,” Gren said.  “Except in bed, kinda.”

“Do you want to know about my feelings?”

“Yes!”  Gren lifted his head and his face was all exasperation.  “I know I don’t understand all of the things you do but I can understand how you feel!”

“Most of my feelings aren’t good.”  And it would be cruel to burden someone like Gren with them.

“I still want to know,” Gren said.  “I just want to be there for you, but I never know what’s going on with you.”

He’d given up on being there for Gren because it was obvious Gren didn’t need him, and he couldn’t keep track of the constantly shifting world he lived in with Yera and Hossan.  “While Yera and Hossan are gone, maybe we should focus on that.  Being there for each other.”

“I’d like that.”  Gren’s eyes fell to their hands, and Anchesh thought he could see a blush rising in his cheeks.  “I’d also like to kiss you more.”

“You can kiss me whenever you want.”  He felt like he meant that the most of anything he’d said so far.  Gren raised his head and went straight to softly touching his lips to Anchesh’s, his mustache tickling at Anchesh’s smooth-shaven upper lip.

On the next kiss his hand caressed the curve of Anchesh’s neck, and then he untangled his other hand from Anchesh’s and threw both arms around his neck, and when that apparently wasn’t enough he broke the kiss and fully straddled Anchesh’s thighs, hunching a little to reach his lips.  Anchesh tilted his head further back in turn, feeling the pleasant tension of his horns pressing against the back of the sofa.  Despite his position, Gren didn’t seem like he was trying to be seductive.  He kissed Anchesh to savor him, like he was fresh water on Gren’s parched tongue, a tongue carefully exploring the contours of Anchesh’s.  He was in no rush, and his skin was warm against Anchesh’s where they touched, Gren’s feet pressed against his knees, hands along the edge of his neckline, soft lips drinking him in.  Anchesh let his hands run back over Gren’s thighs, his hips, to the bare, fuzzy skin at his midriff, and held on there.  

When Gren pulled back at long last, his breath was edged with gasps, and so was Anchesh’s.

“I love you, Anchesh.  I love you so much.”

Without a word, they pulled each other close, Anchesh wrapping his arms around Gren’s back as he leaned forward to press his cheek against Gren’s shoulder.

“I love you too, Gren.”

RKW taglist: @vacantgodling @jezifster @kk7-rbs

#spoiler alert: Yera's father does not die and is still alive when Anchesh returns from Rade years later #Yera comes back and is like “what have you two been up to hmm” and they're like “literally we just talked about our feelings” #as I was writing this I had this realization that Anchesh and Gren are givers but for two different reasons and this brings them conflict #Gren is just Like That. his whole identity is based around giving. it comes with the himbo archetype #but also he doesn't see any reason to be selfish. he is fundamentally a lover in the same way Tatya is #Anchesh on the other hand would still absolutely be a kind person if he wasn't traumatized but his giving is defined by that trauma #he gives because he doesn't want to be like his mother. doesn't want to make his internal life everyone else's problem #but he also has been taught by his mother that his only value is in what he can give and how he can support other people's needs (hers) #so he minimizes himself expertly. even when he shouldn't. because it's kinder not to be outwardly depressed - right? #because it's better not to be the burden that he knows he is - right? #I didn't intend for these scenes to trace Anchesh's descent into further depression #but like. it's kind of hard not to trace that line. it informs so much about his relationships and what he struggles with in them #anyway ren here's a feast lol #c: Marcus #c: Gren #wip: iecunem #rose brambles #rose's kiss week #rose writ

[fore-seer]

insane about lucina today

#tactician's log #awakening #imagine. you’re the ONE PERSON with the power to end the nightmare your world is living through #(technically one of two or three people but the others are your younger sibling and cousin and you won’t put that on them) #you grow up knowing this. your mother and aunt and the other adults in your life try to protect you from it for as long as they can #but already the sword is in your hands and the weight is on your shoulders #over and over you watch your father’s friends die just to buy time for you to grow up enough to do what he failed to #(all because he trusted his best friend too deeply) #and when you get to the end you find that it was all hopeless anyway. one of the gemstones is gone and there’s nothing you can do about it #and there’s no other way to fix things. your timeline is lost #but because you can’t stomach the thought of all of it being in vain you decide to go back in time to try and prevent it #just so there can be ONE timeline where the apocalypse never happens. where some version of you and your friends can grow up happy and safe #it makes me INSANE man #number 1 eldest daughter syndrome haver in the world i love her so much

[demirose-colored-glasses]

Skye did nothing wrong. They're all neck deep in a lot of emotions. Grief can messy even when it seems like the people are estranged.

#tsitp #the sunmer i turned pretty #skye had every right to say what they did #you have to understand that Skye sees Susannah though all the ways shes hurt their mother with her toxic positivity #like susannah not telling her kids shes dying so they could enjoy the summer would have been EXTREMELY traumatzing to them #even if they found out when she wanted them to #the recent episode proved that she has always just prefeded to sweep any and all emotions under the rug #which means she barely allowed her sister to grieve the death of their father with her #because Susannah decided itd be best for everyone to ignore it #Skye is likely watching their mother try to get rid of the house in an effort to move on from the past in a way she never got to #and that doesn't mean shes totally in the right but it doesnt mean shes evil #and skye had every right to point out that there were two sides here #Skye and their mother are probally having a very hard and conflicting time with the loss #i had a horrible relationship with my father and when he had a stroke i was a wreck because there were so many things that werent resolved #and they werent even my fault they were his #grief hits people like a truck #skye hasnt seen their cousins in a long time and its under such horrible circumstances #and they have taken every chance to shit on their mother #sure a lot of their points are right but there IS more to the story and it is okay that Skye got upset and pointed that out #neither of the sisters are perfect thats how people work #demirose glasses off #i wouldnt be surprised if we learn even more about how dysfunctional the family was when they were kids or other trauma #tsitp spoillers #the summer i turned pretty spoillers

[faultsofyouth]

When Gillian Flynn wrote "problems always start long before you really, really see them," that was real and I lived it

#i remember age ELEVEN my mom sitting me down and asking me seriously if i ever cut myself #(bc all the anime girls i drew were cutters) and At The Time i told her i wasnt and that was true. that was not a lie #i remember age THIRTEEN taking my fingernail and carving the word break into my bathroom wall. hadnt even heard of sharp objects at that age #i sometimes feel like my whole life is one long walk back home #and if i think too hard about that then i feel like everything in between is empty. #i'll start and end in a sticky. methed up hole in the earth. and i can walk anywhere but i'll always end up in the same place #i remember age nineteen my mother telling me the reason for her divorce from my father was two-fold: he wouldn't stop cutting and doping #in the house with me when i was a baby so he had to go. but he can never leave

[khalesci]

thinking about how dany and cersei foil each other

#♛ ooc. ⊱ ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #cersei thinking the 'younger and more beautiful queen' in her prophecy is margaery #when really in all likelihood its dany #bc margaery didn't take anything from cersei really? her son's attention and the adoration of the people maybe. #but that's mostly cersei's own behaviors backfiring bc she didn't *have* to lose either of those #but dany will quite literally take what's left of the kingdoms from her and depose her entirely. that is her goal. #then there's dany always stressing and worrying over whether she will go mad like her father (and it's not happening at all) #meanwhile cersei never questions how much alike the mad king she is becoming #with her obsession over wildfire her growing paranoia and her need for control #cersei will be the mad queen. not dany. #also the foil of them as mothers #dany losing her one living child but having three dragons #possibly two boys and a girl like cersei's children if viserion turns out to be female / the dragon adjacent to that #but dany rules with a mother's love. she gives it to everyone. #and then there is cersei who does love her children but struggles to love them the *right* way #bc she doesn't know how. she has been taught that love is control. #for her the more she controls their children and 'saves' them the more she shows them she loves them #when really she is suffocating them and pushing them closer to their own demises #so many things actually!! #pissed we'll probably never get a proper confrontation between these two bc george will never finish that last book #obvs this applies to my cersei as well so just pretend I posted this on my multi too sfadjsfdjlk

[falllpoutboy]

the xmen movies were so funny. biggest idgaf energy a comic book movie franchise could ever have

#mystique having an on/off relationship with beast for decades?? her having an unmentioned affair with azazel bc nightcrawler is there?? #nightcrawler and mystiques connection never being mentioned ever despite her literally being his mother and also dying in dp #the younger cast never drastically aging despite taking place from the 60s to the 90s 😭😭 #fucking peter never telling erik is his father… 😭 #deadpool 2 having juggernaut casually confirm hes charles older brother in a line of dialogue #negasonic and colossus being the only two xmen the deadpool movies could afford 😭😭😭 #ykw i think i WILL rewatch first class and the rest of them at work #given the chance to ​i would redo all the movies but sometimes a messy masterpiece has to stay the way it is

[designernishiki]

I wanna flesh out a yakuza oc but every time I think about it I end up thinking about an oc of mine who already Exists who’s not a yakuza oc. but is, in fact, an oc who is a yakuza. and that fact is genuinely completely unrelated

#he existed WAY before I started playing yakuza or knew really anything about it #actually he contributes to why I got into yakuza to begin with. cause when my friend first showed me y0 I was like ough… my character #grew up in this exact environment and culture and structure and etc (son of a patriarch) #so it was legitimately a good reference for his background and stuff #I kinda wanna talk about him/his background more on here but. like i said he’s. not technically a yakuza oc #and he can’t be because he. canonically. has PLAYED yakuza. like the games EXIST cause it’s just a normal real world type universe and #I won’t get into all this much but he ends up in the states on the dl for Reasons. accidentally ends up with a son when he’s 22 (son’s #mother being significantly younger but again we’re not gonna get into THAT mess). ends up seeing the first game being sold somewhere in nyc #and is unable to restrain his curiosity about it (as an Actual Yakuza) so he ends up getting his son a ps2 for his birthday partly just #as an excuse to buy and play yakuza 1 because he NEEDS to know what’s in it #something something it ends up being a weird bonding thing with his son who’s definitely too young to be watching this game being played #(he was born the same year as haruka so he’d be like. 8-9. also already a concerningly violent child with many issues but. anyway) #something something he ends up disappearing out of the blue from the states when his son is 12 but the pastime still sticks for said son #from then on. so uh. yeah weirdly significant that these games Exist in this story/universe bdsjhfdfjnd #idk why I’m avoiding saying his name. his name’s asura. he’s a year or two older than daigo (born 1974) and his family’s supposed to be a #pretty powerful one in the tokyo area and he was supposed to be a nepo baby sorta like daigo except he’s not Technically an only child- he #has a much younger sister. but obviously she wasn’t gonna be considered for taking over their father’s seat nor would she want to #she wants absolutely nothing to do with any of it and changes her last name pretty soon after moving to the US to get away from them #no beef with her brother or anything she was just treated absolutely horribly and disgustingly by older members of their family growing up #ANYWAY I should stop talking bdshshcbsnnf I didn’t mean to infodump all this the lore is just. deep with these guys #Asura wasn’t even made to be a particularly prominent character or anything it’s his SON who’s a Bonafide Main Character and asura’s ties in #the story are mostly related to Him. (though his sister is also a pretty prominent character so there’s connection there too) #rambling #also one more note. yes. the timing and location of where asura would’ve first bought yakuza 1 means that it would most likely be the #infamous original english dub version. which is hilarious to think about #especially because his son’s mom (I keep calling her that because they weren’t really in a Relationship they just co-parented and lived #together a little less than half the time. it’s complicated) Did Not Approve of a game that Adult around their kid. so she would not be fond #of walking in the room and hearing TEN YEARS IN THE JOINT MADE YOU A FUCKING PUSSY #luckily she was so young and considered her son a lost cause and a burden as it is so. she complained but didn’t really do anything about #it. I mean shit she was like. only around 24-25 I think. but yeah

[favvnsongs]

nearly twelve in the night and im having som Emotions about wash&lina ;__;

#the rookie who always always felt subpar and insufficient and lackluster compared to the rest of them #the protégé who try as she might could never Ever get the right sort of acknowledgment and attention and care from her father that #she likely desperately needed but had gone so long without that it doesnt even feel worth it to dwell on anymore #the perfectionism the cocky attitude the arrogance. perfact flawless carolina until she Wasnt until she took backseat Again to #her father's grief and obsession and fixation on her long dead mother. literally competing with her mothers shadow for her fathers #praise and approval and care. the 'youve given me everything. id do anything for you' but has he? did he? did he do it For Her or did she #just rationalize that. no but. wash so low on the alpha squad totem pole the worst member of the team the rookie fuckup even tho #like. he wasnt?? but thats the way it seemed thats how people talked to him. never ever good enough. #and epsilon!! finally finally the context the level playing feild the understanding that yeah okay maybe the gap isnt so terribly wide #the last two left and the vengence wasnt sweet and justice wasnt really served and theyll never get their friends back #the last two remnants of the project and epsilon there to tie them together and then even! even eventually epsilon is gone! #friends partners allies siblings weird messy all consuming loving one another. everything and anything bc what else is there! who Else is #there that could ever possibly come close to understanding #fuck! jfc ;__; #rvb nonsense

[orangegloom]

czolgosz family photos for those who care

#writing out victorias newspaper clipping killed me #anyways slight context of the two boys in the alt id. theyre leons half brothers from pauls second marraige to katrina #< website said katherine but paul is also a cjanged spelling so #although the website said victoria was born in 1907 which is not true because maria died in birth complications with her back in the 1800s #so dont take this all as 100% true #< maria being pauls first wife and leons mother #czolgosz #leon czolgosz #photos from findagrave so yet again these might be random people. jacob and paul are 100% read because theyre by briggs and i dont think #theres many victoria czolgoszs. so i guess she also lived very long like her father? (paul lived to 101) #< by all that i mean the two brothers together might be fake. long way of wording it

[benevolentslut]

crying over weiss throwing her arms around yang in the camp

#no you don't get it that's her SISTER #team rwby was SO much more of a family to weiss than her actual family #like she grew up in a mansion where. her father was abusive. her brother always took his side and helped him to stay out of trouble himself #her mother shut down and was entirely absent from her life due to her father's behaviour. #and her sister was hardly ever home bc of her military career and she counted each of her visits as a blessing #she idolized the shit out of winter but she was still never there. weiss grew up almost entirely alone. klein was her only present family. #and then she joined team rwby and she suddenly had 3 sisters she got to spend everyday with and she loved them all so much #and she even fucking says as much when she confronts jacques and says '[these aren't] friends. [they're] family.' #god everyone in team rwby has family trauma #yang grew up with no active parent for a long time since tai shutdown after summer's death and qrow was an alcoholic #(like yeah both of them loved her but neither was a good parent) #(if she can at 5 years old disappear into the woods for several hours with a toddler in a wagon behind her without any supervision #while said woods are filled with monsters then im sorry the parents aren't parenting) #and after the loss of her mother ruby was raised by yang who was literally only two years older than her #blake got the best deal but she got fucking groomed into hating and abandoning her parents by That Fucker #and we know how much his actions fucked her up for nearly her whole life #team rwby is a family and i would die on this hill i am crying as i write this #(the best deal parent-wise her parents are amazing. not saying she got a better deal overall)

[milo-is-rambling]

Damn yesterday me telling my friend I could bring her a stick of butter today but now all I want to do is day drink and smoke weed and watch sunny and cry about everything

#got in a weird fight with my mother that wasn’t really a fight and was more her saying you need to stop being a dick about my boyfriend even #tho this is me being good like I have so many worse things to say in my head I am just barely being rude #they’ve known each other for like at most two months #and this dude is talking about going on out of the country trips he keeps saying to my mom ‘we need to get you a passport’ and like dude #1 you barely know each other and just started dating 2 my fathers urn is ten feet from you. he is in my peripheral vision while you say this #3 I have serious abandonment issues and the idea of my mother going strange places with strange men seems. frightening. to say the least. #4. he’s talking about taking this trip in a year or maybe two from now #5. it feels like he is changing my mother and if they stay together I don’t think I will ever get the version of my mother I’m familiar with #back and that triggers my abandonment shit which makes me think about my dad which makes me cry #and then I’m crying and my mom is mad at me and she feels different and I feel different and the version of me that my dad knew is gone and #everything is going to keep changing for forever and my dad is in the past forever and there’s nothing I can do about it he’s just dead and #I want to scream and cry and drink and smoke until I throw up but I have to stop sobbing and go put shorts on that don’t have a hole in them #and bring my friend a stick of butter

[juanitasupreme]

The more I think about the movie the less it makes sense. Twins avenging their mother and themselves ok I get it but it just comes out of nowhere. They should have given the motivation of the sisters from the start and even the twin revelation fell off (like most of the movie plot). This movie was like watching a house without any foundation. Like making a cake but without following the instructions and hoping for it to turn nice. The casting didn't look like they belonged in the same movie (you don't know for most part if you take it seriously or not). Mike Myers was goofy af but maybe it's also from the fact that his character don't translate well on the screen. The plot twist at the end was lazy and I don't understand why they only choose lobotomy... The two random hitmen don't even make sense. Even the tension set between them doesn't make sense. They have a contract on each other head, live in the same house, but don't kill each other + their purpose didn't bring anything they just wasted screentime. Like Wendy Williams I'm a straight shooter paw paw and Margot's accent wasn't it. I was deeply disturbed by the whole thing it sounded like Harley Quinn trying to sound bri'ish. She got her moments in the movie but she will never be Lindsay Lohan! It's sad to say this but Ana de Armas could have chosen this movie (= a bad script). I will give it a 1,5/5 (3 points for Margot + 0,5 for the part I enjoyed - 2 points for the fact it didn't make sense one bit).

#terminal #the movie is badly structured #shuffle some elements #have the clear directions about what characters wants their purpose #have a plot #their plot was vengeance without substance #like hey lets have some twins who wants to avenge their mother from their father who killed her so they had to be moved to an orphanage #where they were abused #so they also decided to kill the teacher who abused them #how they found him or their father idk #and have two random men for 40 minutes of the movie to check note : no valuaboe reason