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[feisaru]

Magician, hierophant, lovers, chariot, hanged man, devil, judgement and the world for the tarot ask game?

Hanged man and world have been answered here already.

Magician: Have you ever written a poem/song about someone?

*throws hands up* I GUESS

Hierophant: Do you believe in ghosts?

Yes

Chariot: Thoughts on astrology?

Not many, except that my zodiac fits me ridiculously well and that Geminis seem to be drawn to me

Devil: Do you enjoy thunderstorms?

HOLD YOUR TITS, THAT'S MY FAVORITE THING!!!

Judgement: Do you enjoy school?

NOT AT ALL SOMEBODY GET ME OUT OF THIS SUPER MASSIVE AWFUL SHITHOLE I'LL PAY YOU

Lovers: Do you have a crush on someone?

Thanks anon I've always wanted to let the gremlin speak for me *Will Wood starts playing once again*

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[feisaru]

Saru feels like one of your trademarks tbh.

I admit this one is a case of

(But it's ship first and foremost. And it's been almost 3 years)

Damn right. He's the behated mascot of I! Reminds me of that one time a certain someone told me everything about me screams Saru (I think about that on the daily)

Well in that case, here goes the guy™️

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[feisaru]

Do you have a Feisaru x Hannigram AU? :3

Not necessarily, I just redraw Hannibal scenes as old Fei & Saru when I feel inspired because there's some fun stuff that I have going on with my partner. So my thought process isn't really Crossover while I draw it, instead it's getting the scene even closer to me and them and "oh oh oh this one. This one just FITS onto Feisaru. Pasuję jak ulał!". I suppose the effect is akin to that of a crossover, but I don't pay much mind to it unlike with SPOP, I just redraw screenshots when I cannot contain myself anymore and am brimming with enthusiasm

So far, this way I have made 2 drawings plus one rather unserious drawing

#anon #ask #feisaru receives asks #if i had more time to be elaborate id go forth but basically most ships i like overlap in certain aspects so a lot of hannigram things i see #tickle a nerve positively and give me brainworms and inspire me and feed the Feisaru Gremlin of 3 Years Inside Of My Head #that happy hormone quick fix yk you can assume a lot on this account that is seemingly unrelated to feisaru still is related to feisaru #in the back alley of my depraved little brain

[feisaru]

The tower, the moon, the sun and the world (I'm resisting the urge to ask for The Lovers 🌞)

Greetings, Eky!

I just saw the questions, and *sighs melodramatically* I guess I have brought this upon myself. Gotta be honest this time heh. Here we go!

The world has been answered here already.

The tower: favorite colors to wear?

Blacks and greys. I'm very basic in that regard, as I've never been a person who cares much about fashion. But green and turquoise tones look good on me, apparently, and I'd like to own more violet clothes bc I adore all shades of it. In fact, I'm trying to get myself a violet suit right now. Other than that, my comfort wear-at-home clothes are red.

The moon: have you ever written a love letter?

I'm not sure you can really classify it as that, but I have done something similar. Unfortunately...

The sun: do you believe in magic?

I mean! I know for a fact that a lot of freaky things happen on planet earth, and it's to each their own what they decide to call it. I don't know if magic would be my exact word of choice, but I definitely don't think everything could or should be rationalized away (quite ironic because I like explanations, but even I have to live with the fact that for some things, there are just none)

About the last one...

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You know, that's interesting 'cause... HAH, CATCH! *throws a sakka ball at your face (you catch it of course) and scrambles away as Will Wood starts playing*

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[feisaru]

If you block someone on tumblr, they can still see your posts if someone reblogged them but you can't find them (like when you're shadowbanned) (An example is you post something , your mutual reblogs it and the person you blocked can see the post when looking on the mutual's profile but they can't find it by searching/tags) and if you click on their profile it says that the blog doesn't exist. Hope this helps^^

Ohhh yes this helps a lot! Thank you very much

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[feisaru]

Cant stop thinking about your older feisaru art. I was wondering if you have a hc of what they're upto at that age. Like hobbies, career, or the people they (still) hang out with?

ALRIGHT LET ME JUST SAY- talking about them on main like this is a little hard 4 me. The whole "if it mattered less, maybe I could talk more about it" bit. I'm still gonna try to not make it super vague? While also not being as overly elaborate as I sometimes get in private chats

Fei still loves soccer a lot. Overall he enjoys powering himself out physically when he gets the chance to. Wheter that can be considered a hobby, I dunno, but he enjoys painting nails a lot, especially if he gets to use a lot of colors and to draw silly little animals on them. He also likes cooking. He taught himself how to very early after CS-finish.

Whereas Saru really enjoys reading. He's been doing that even back when he was Feida's emperor, to escape reality a bit. Every so often, Fei comes up to him and asks what he's reading. If Saru wants to infodump about it, Fei gladly lets him. Honestly, it's not a seldom occurence that they just read together. It often starts with Fei asking Saru to read out loud for him because he really enjoys his voice, while he cuddles into Saru a bit. Then after a while Saru passes him the book. Sometimes they also read their own individual novels while just sitting together. Saru also still does soccer sometimes, but for him it's more like a bonding activity with Fei? He does it mainly because Fei likes it so much and he likes when Fei is happy. He'd still enjoy leading a soccer team but other than that, the physical aftermath of the vaccine was pretty hard on him, leading to him not being able to exhaust himself too much physically (he'd still throw hands if necessary tho). Well, he was never too much into sports anyway. Despite that he still loves climbing on trees. And once again I don't know if that counts as a full on hobby but at some point, because he has so much time on hand, he started attempting to scribble Fei in notebooks. I don't think he'd tell Fei though, he finds it embarrassing.

So now to the more complicated bits! Most of these are still Thoughts In Progress™️

I try not to think too hard about the whole job thing because- I'm still not that experienced with jobs and because I can't see either of them working traditionally. Saru still hasn't forgotten about what El Dorado and the system has done to them. He wouldn't want to work in it. He doesn't want to work in a system created and controlled by people who have damaged him beyond repair. He doesn't want to pretend all's well, he doesn't just want to act like nothing ever happened. And Fei? In theory, he's the one more likely to do it, just because his morality doesn't get in the way, but I can't really imagine him feeling good about working at all. It would really drain him. So the possibility I'm tending to most right now is that they're getting the 200 years into the future equivalent of Hartz IV (as much as Saru hates existing in the state they unfortunately can't just cease doing that and so taking the state's money is still the better option) (I barely know anything about what this whole thing is like so take this with a grain of salt) and that Asurei sometimes helps them out financially because he has more than enough money for himself. They don't have a lot but it suffices to live pretty okay as long as they keep in mind they have a limited amount of money at their disposal. But like I said, my thoughts might change in the future, when I know more myself. I once have entertained the thought of making Fei a mental health professional but that's in the scraps right now because. I know someone pretty similar to him who worked as that and I sure as hell do know it would exhaust him in the long run. He wouldn't be able to handle so many people professionally at once without starting to feel worse himself. He likes psychology but the reason he likes it is that he likes helping Saru. Using psychology on people whom he meets in an office on a professional basis just ain't it

Concerning hanging out, I and a friend have an AU (Trio AU) where Fei reaches out to Zanark so the 3 of them can play soccer together when they're 17-18-ish and he third-wheels for them. Later on he gets a gf, my friend's OC. The AU is more for giggles and laughs than anything and Zanark and Saru go on each other's nerves impossibly. A lot of the time it's "calm down, breathe in, breathe out, you're better than this, there's no reason to get seriously mad at this motherfucker, and most importantly you're doing this for Fei" for Saru. They still see Meia and Giris sometimes, albeit they live a little farther away. And they probably encounter Protocol Omega members sometimes, because they live in the same city as them (thinking about them encountering Alpha and Gamma on a date someday is fun... @amalg4me)

Either way I have some drawings where they're supposed to be young adults (Trio AU, including the banana sweater, all the CS x SPOP drawings... maybe even more. Most of the fluffier drawings are set at least 2 years after Chrono Stone) but I've only recently started figuring out how to get better at varying ages and I'm still working on it

Uh btw... if you wanna see some old man cuddles... I can gladly send you some in the dms. I've been drawing them as adults a lot lately, but I don't feel like posting those drawings on main

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[feisaru]

Hey! If you want me to translate any song from my Meiris playlist just tell me

Oooh small you is lovely, I'm putting you in my pocket (and carrying you to Renata🔥🔥)

Either way,, I don't recall having a specific one I wish I could understand, I got most of the English ones first. The one I was on now was Jardín de rosas, so maybe that, if u feel like it jejej? (My guess on the title is that it means "garden of roses" (and if this is wrong (it's unlikely but the probability is never zero) I'll burn in shame))

I'm really loving your playlist so far btw, some familiar songs are there in the mix too. A new thing that got me was the Muse song.

#eky #the urge to talk about what im listening to myself right now #is rather strong #but shhhhhh hushhhhhhhh lil' old me not now #feisaru receives asks #ask #meiris

[feisaru]

you changed your banner !!!

just wanted to say that, this time i wasnt jumpscared by saru glasses /j

Oh, would you get jumpscared by me in super cool goggles too?

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[feisaru]

feisaru

Feisaru. All the way.

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[feisaru]

if you get this, answer w/ three random facts about yourself and send this ask to the last seven blogs in your notifs. anon or not, doesn’t matter; let’s get to know the person behind the blog :D

Alright, here you go

I hate things that have a gelatine-like texture

I look hot on security cameras

I find pasta or rice with ketchup to be distateful

The fuzz on peaches might just be my worst sensory ick and has been ever since I can recall

Nanu, that became 4. Who cares? Thanks for the ask!

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[feisaru]

For the ask game *&!?, <:] (as you, half outdated, half still true), :] a bit jeje and :D

Hallöchen Mr. Giris

So, as for the ask game...

First was expected and is reciprocal. Second you pretty much also mentioned to me once heh.

Heh, that means your self preservation instincts are intact then!

I would've also sent u :D but I wonder, would hunting you for sport be cheating? I'd have to ask first (the tone here is light-hearted I suppose)

I should put some drawing of me in while answering an ask of yours too... the problem is I don't actually have much of me, and drawing me is sort of weird hahah [has done it today, more or less] Maybe I'll just put in a Saru instead one day. Anyway your alien sheep fucks and reminds me of Will Wood

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[feisaru]

🌺🌟💚SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING 💚🌟🌺

Hello, thank you so much! While we're at it, I just want to mention to you that that one time you reblogged one of my recent drawings, I had to stand up and run around a bit to walk off the happy feels :)

#It's always such an event to me when I get reblogs with nice tags.. #but like the goukidou reblog also had me going #thank you so much for that #lore/fritz #<-gonna use that for all ur accounts universally #feisaru receives asks

[feisaru]

OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! Sharing an hc also that i hope the feisaru ceo wouldnt mind is that saru would take rock painting as a very casual hobby but bcs fei became so into getting him cool shaped rocks and finding places with weirdly shaped rocks, he got really into it too...

I hope you enjoyed your very special day!! You deserved all the great things that comes your way!!!!

HELLO REIN THANK YOU!!! Thank you for dropping by! Yesterday (bday) was a bit meek buuut I started feeling better about halfway through, so it became one of my better birthdays, compared to the other ones in recent years TvT

And I do not mind the hc at all,, Actually it's so wholesome I-- I'm adapting it. Rock painting🤝nail painting. That's what my migraine needed today.

#i hope you had a nice day too #bit sad that i didnt even manage to post a drawing or anything but it is what it is #feisaru receives asks #lore/rein #ask #feisaru #save tag

[feisaru]

your trademark will be the noses i think. its really different from all the fanarts ive seen before ! and the thin and repetitive sketchy lineart ! its always very detailed (there is too many things to say actually) also the way you shade or color in general

This one is very kind, Alpha, thank you🫶🦔

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[feisaru]

hanged man, the star, and the world!

HI FRITZ!!🦔 thanks for the ask.

The star

I'm not entirely sure, but now that I'm thinking about it, I think I did

The world

HELL NO I don't do well with that. Pull me out of bed too early and watch how useless I become. This is very much true for my everyday school life. I'm good at staying up late though, you just need to let me sleep until at least 9 am after that👍

The hanged man

Ugh I don't know and I'm sorry :( like I'm sorry for myself. I'm always so caught up on the movie itself, I never even know the names of the soundtracks and don't remember them. I bet it would be sth from Lord Of The Rings. And I like some anime openings, in case that counts for anything

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#i miss u but school is fucking me rn/neg and im tryna work on a portal comic strip #i hope ill have it done soon #i think i blasted out one of my best sarus to date in it heh #i hope i didn't miss too much from u but i just have limited time for browsing rn :( #have a good day<3 #lore/fritz #ask #ask game #feisaru receives asks

[feisaru]

Hi I'm a nice anon so I wanted to ask you how you're doing :]

My, let me check🎶

So, generally speaking, it's been rather busy! School burned through my brain, turned it to goo, wrecked havoc, and I barely had time to draw which is severly weighing down on me because I can't live without my fucking idiots. Good thing a small beacon of light, a break, is slowly rolling my way. Just a few more assigments to go.

In this particular moment, I feel pretty good as I'm in a cozy place that I favor and I finally, after a week, got some real quality time with my partner hah

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