#eyebally

[inoreuct]

do you think zoro hugs wado to sleep sometimes because he just misses his best friend. do you think. do you

#it’s 4:36am exactly i’m not sure i’m coherent #my eyebals… they’re burninf #roronoa zoro #one piece #one piece zoro #zoro

[olessan]

A decade of my Arisen and her pawn :)

#I just started my first PC run I started on the original DD on PS3 (bought DA separately) #I didn't have any close ups from pre-DA DD where he had the long flowing hair so this is the best I got lol #Dragon's Dogma #Dragon'sDogma #DD:DA #DDDA #I actually forgot to do her eyebrows on the PC one I'll fix it with the metamorphosis item but frankly I think they might be the same eyeb #eyebrow regardless #her original nose wasn't arched but from PS4 she had it #I changed his eyes to green from brown so they didn't both have the same eye colour and made his skin tone 1 more down because #he was ghostly in bright light lol

[the-valiant-valkyrie]

ok well. one insanity headcanon i think about a lot is that- when suffering particularly bad sanity loss- wigfrid can’t even look at her own reflection. it’s too similar to the person she used to be, and at best, it sickens her.

at worst, she starts picking at her face. which can turn to downright clawing very easily if she’s not assisted or distracted in one way or another. it’s like she’s caught in a trace.

#headcanon #self harm #and in case ur wondering….. yes her reflection gets the Scary Eyes #it’s not that ANY of the survivors get scarier eyes it’s just that she herself gets more scared OF them. the eyebals #just repressing theater kid things: feeling sick when people start to stare at you like the actress you were (and are)

[grimescum]

ok fine (i say to nobody because nobody asked me for this)

HEADS UP i speak about some of these as if im like. dissecting the actual meaning of the song... thats not true idk why i decided to phrase it like that. i meant that this is how the songs relate to him in my head but. i dont feel like fixing it

and ive got crazy brain fog here we fucking go

baba yaga - nilfruits is, in retrospect, a pretty loose fit considering its actual meaning, which i didn't figure out until AFTER i associated it with walter. so. :P blehh

the MV shows a young girl, easily impressionable and desperate for validation, being lured into a building with compliments and promises of being something great. she's then continually groomed (into dancing, presumably for free or next to nothing, as well as murder??) using that same validation

... or somehign idk POINT IS i know generally what its hinting at and it doesn't fit w how i see walter

brutus - the buttress reminds me of what walter might've thought about alucard right before his betrayal as well as everything that came afterwards. verse 1-3 is from the perspective of old walter,

And I'd be lying if I said I wasn't wishing / For untimely death or demise / Or am I just wishing I could be like you?

envy is a feeling very familiar to me. even with the people i love most, if they're more liked or better off than me in any regard, i might have moments of extreme hatred towards them. it always passes, but in the past i've acted on those feelings impulsively or in a moment of lapsed judgment..

all of that was to explain how i see his betrayal, basically. him reacting in shock when seras tells him she enjoyed his presence was def the "oh i fucked everything up" moment, and him continuing on regardless could've been apathy that i also tend to feel after I've also fucked up; i think he's mentally protecting himself against the trauma of losing basically all he had in the moment. also just. yk. he probably thought since he went this far he might as well. but 1. he still could've just stopped 2. shhhh

verse 4 is from the perspective of dark! walter,

Please know my actions are not motivated only by envy / I too have a destiny / This death will be art / The people will speak of this day from near and afar

This event will be history / And I'll be great too / I don't want what you have / I wanna be you

and the outro would be during walter's defeat, though that's usually when my daydream stops since the lyrics don't match up well enough ell oh ell

scapegoat - ghost and pals mostly for the chorus.

Now do you hate me? / Are you afraid of me? / Are you able to feel culpability? / Come forth and kill me / Bow down and worship me / Take your time, all we have is eternity

Now with a new start / Broken and torn apart / Nothing in me resembles a human heart / My name is unknown / Something I've never told / On my own, I declare / "I don't wanna go home"

i see this from the perspective of dark! walter, with some lines being both literal and metaphorical. i see "all we have is eternity" and "now with a new start" to be literal in the sense of his turning. "my name is unknown, something i've never told" is metaphorical, representing him lying about his true thoughts and feelings, maybe not even having a good idea himself. also a nod to lack of identity issues in bpd. "Nothing in me resembles a human heart" is both literal and metaphorical since he's no longer human, but he's also lost the ability to care for those around him now that his plan is already in motion.

appetite of a people pleaser - ghost and pals is pretty self-explanatory but I'll point out some lyrics i think fit well anyway,

Give me your dire expectations, and I’ll consume perfection

Now that I’ve become a full-course identity / Take a bite of me / I hope that I’ve become a favorable delicacy / That I’m worth something

I’ll eat ‘em all, the thoughts of anyone I’ll ever meet / Just to make them happy / Wondering why I’m a burden, or so it seems / Aren’t I everything?

These flavors of personality are / Hindering my likeability / My impulsive desire, my appetite has / Spoiled my urge to satisfy / Everyone will like me more without it

copycat - circusP hardly even counts here but i'll add it anyway. listening to this song gave me the headcanon that whenever he realized he subconsciously picked up a behavior or habit from alucard, seras or integra, he'd feel an intense guilt for it. thats also bpd related btw i used to do that and still do to a lesser extent

ok im bored that's it

#flea talks #walter c dornez #hellsing #my eyebal itch

[brawlqueen]

PSA. / 2024 goals !

the reason i haven't been writing a lot is i've mostly been on my OC trying to play catch up on her lore and worldbuilding. you can find her in the pinned post . also i've been planning what i want to do for mizuki for 2024, and my interest very normal love for best girl only gets better each year. i just hope to do justice by her in my own way as i figure out what i'm doing post AI1.

as i'm canon divergent and i have a few things to talk about that i'll be hoping to capture or discuss hopefully some of this year that are parts of my mizuki's canon ! so i'll try doing it in uh, the most organized way because one goal i have at least for 2024 is better blog organization . it's too late to make a sideblog for musings / etc . THINGS I'LL BE DOING THIS YEAR . - focusing on catch up. unless a thread is requested to be dropped, please message me if so, i'll be continuing it. some i will drop for my own sanity, not because i don't want to write with you again! - seasonal / holidays asks will just be holiday asks with no specific content save for people i owe, ex: bubblez' kizuna or thane's trunks, etc. why? i think mizuki deserves to celebrate the holidays or anything remotely happy because while aiba is arguably as of now her best support system, let's be real, i genuinely want to find and work on any of her relationships because she's severely lacking in support. even from 2023. i'll try to stay more on the ball for again, my own sanity this year when i reblog them. - i will be writing my version of post-canon mizuki and child mizuki, that goes from her time before adoption from date, aka with shoko and renju which will be tagged appropriately because honestly mizuki doesn't know many reliable adult figures in her life, and it makes me very sad that she's arguably more mature than...most people save say, boss or pewter or hitomi etc. she deserves better! just because AI2 certainly isn't everyone's cup of tea, and it isn't mine in a LOT of ways, i still took stuff from it, and i don't think it's fair to halt mizuki at 12 forever just because we fairly have critique of NI / AINI and not let her grow up and experience a hopeful future and more bonds to fill the huge hole in her heart. let her be happy is the goal !

now i'm working on mizuki's post canon verse, as i've restarted aitsf 1 to move to aitsf 2, where i'll take a few things that i won't likely budge on unless you meet me halfway !

the verse title for anything post-canon and generally for 18 year old mizuki / teen mizuki or post explosion mizuki will be this verse tag!

__ 𝐕; 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍*ೃ༄ not compromising with just this; i'm taking back all the happiness i lost.

__

now onto her post canon details i do have figured out.

mizuki and aiba are partners. one thing that's consistent is through her time with date, that can still be a thing because they ARE a family, albeit i feel estranged granted the resolution route is canon, so mizuki never really got to bond with him, get her aphonia cured, vice versa, is aiba's care through time in his eye socket appreciating the girl's strength and endurance and intelligence in both games. you can have more than one partner, and until / if we have another game and mizuki possibly gets another partner and i debate the chemistry, aiba is mizuki's partner and aiba is generally mostly with mizuki, but that doesn't mean she isn't with date too. she can love more than one person. and both dates are equally dear to her.

mizuki was still experimented on until 3 years old at horadori institute, albeit she has blurry memories at best, and i debate if she should fully remember! one factor of her godlike superhuman strength. but she also is trained in most japanese martial arts she can get her hands on! she is NOT a clone of bibi, bibi doesn't exist whatsoever despite me enjoying her personality, even if i felt it was made to mimic mizuki herself, if others who have muses with canon bonds to bibi, please talk to me so we can plot it out if you keep her as part of your canon ! as long as we meet halfway i'm more than happy to work with you !

mizuki is still a rookie detective and psyncer at ABIS. in my canon, she actually looks to ryuki, also new, but older for advice and i like to think as dual protagonists that they should have been, they get to do some cases together! only if a ryuki is willing of course.

for now, she's working on small to medium cases with aiba. the explosion still happened that took her vision clean out. she does this because of the gruesome history she has, not wanting others to suffer the same kind of unimaginable trauma she has with both biological parents murdered in various means and i'm still debating whether tearer even exists. he likely will, and if people also have the other culprit's actions in their canon, please talk to me too and i'll work together with you on that !

mizuki still runs lemniscate and sunfish pocket. she doesn't have the heart yet to really let go of her neglectful biological father's companies, even if he didn't care for her in a way she needed. in time, i'll see how she feels about this, as i do plan for mizuki to continue her education, as the girl is extremely intelligent.

mizuki is still best friends with iris, but my mizuki also considers amame and kizuna two of her really close friends, but they aren't a sister to her like iris is. they're certainly caring of her, and she'd protect them with her life, but she isn't as close to them as iris, and all of them do hang out together from what i've seen.

my mizuki is a lot more skeptical for the kizunas out there, of lien. she isn't comfortable with his advances towards one of her best friends and generally is a lot more protective. that said, it's all according to people who write kizzy. naturally she's fiercely protective of iris, who now is someone who works for her too as the president of an entertainment company.

my mizuki comes from the MIZUKI ROUTE in terms of character development but NOT THE PLOT EVENTS . iris is not inhabited by so sejima. date and mizuki DO bond like a father and daughter. date unless a date talks to me, DOES cure her aphonia or it's hitomi herself like canon because hitomi is the mom she deserves imho. but i tend to take away the development of her character and their relationship otherwise i feel the date family bond is....pretty estranged or mizuki is MUCH more doubtful of date caring for her at all granted the routes and how she tends to get overlooked a lot.

basically i want to as one of i'm sure other mizuki-mun's, give her my best in my own way, at my own pace !

and those are my goals as i replay the games (again!) . i hope to keep developing mizuki and thank you for being so patient with me as always, everyone ! also kinda sorry for the long post but it was all necessary !

#𝐏𝐒𝐀 *ೃ༄ do you wanna get your ass kicked? #𝐎𝐎𝐂 *ೃ༄ what looks gone but comes back even stronger. #also there are spoilers but uh it's kinda inevitable #ugh mizuki and the girls all deserve better in some way huh #i know the guys do too but geez.... #oh well our sandbox right? #i would play aini for the characters ! #and the somniums feel a lot more fun and i love unlimited psync and getting rewards / rank up with eyeballies etc #also ryuki and tama are so great i'm glad they exist :' ) #also i really like kizuna and will defend her with my life. same with amame. they are REALLY important to her too. but iris is her goofy si #but like I hopefully said! if you have different takes on the series let’s meet halfway! #I’m really chill on that I just want Mizuki to be happy 🥹

[lilcourtjesterman]

I can't explain it but everytime I listen to the Ghost of Tsushima OST I want to cry REAL bad. Especially this Jin's theme like mAN

#something about the flutes #istg #makes me want to cry my eyebals out #it is filled with emotion #and that makes me sad #ghost of tsushima #ghost of tsushima jin #jin sakai

[batbitestoys]

Woe! Glubbies be upon ye!

These little misshap prototype slugs will be in our drop on 12/9, their poor lil eyedbarls catch bubbles so they'll have to be redesigned and reprinted, but these little dudes will still need homes! 🥺♥️

#silicone #fantasy toys #adulttoys #spicy silicone #indietc #bug #glubby #leatherleaf slug #i see it so i See it i see Thart with my eyebals #when i see it i look at it Put my eyes on it with my sightballs #i look with my look balls so it See it so in front of me #i see it with my eyedbarls

[sidetongue]

a wink? no. A sandy eye from smooshing his face into the ground as seen in the last photo set 

#harold #dumb baby #i had to clean the sand grains out of his eyebal #dogs

[lemonade-luvr]

I know this is random draw me fighting Praico, cause foreshadowing

didnt feel like drawing a fight i hope these guys suffice as foreshadowing....? they vibe

#um. kinda #gore #is there such a thing as like #implied gore #bc of. he eyebal.. #absolutely not a final design for this version of finley . i just kinda spat stuff out here

[petrodragonicapocalypse]

who here thinks about bonk tote. iykyk

#i look at it with my eyebals i see it with my sightbarls #kgatlw #my posts

[beef-unknwn]

Im this 👌 close to yapping about toralei again. But I shan't. Otherwise it would spoil the next comic im cooking

#don't look over here #STOP #DON'T LOOK AT THE TAGS #I WON'T YAP HERE PROMISE #LOOK AWAY #GO GET OUT #exits right over there thanks ☺️ #are they gone? #okay so her identity as a person #SIKE #seriously leave #you're wasting your time #this is a bit #im doing a bit and youre falling for it #dummy #hey guys! get a load of this absolute dum dum!! #they think they're gonna catch me lacking and yapping about toralei #dont they know i oh god what is that #that thing in the sky look #is that an eyeb

[low-poly-leon]

maybe its time to retire rabiosexual Dante icon

#I don’t have the original pciture but I also made it in like 20 seconds so I’m not that sad about the thought of it being lost forever #more importantly wtf would I make it instead #I could draw something but every time I’m like ‘oh yeah. oh yeah todays the day I use my art for an icon’ I change it immediately after #don’t like when i see it so I see it I see thart with me eyebals #Mudposting

[worldsofzzt]

Source “Eyes Beginning” by Dark Utopia (2003) [eyeb.zzt] - “$Eye's Beginning!” Play This World Online

#Dark Utopia #Eyes Beginning #eyeb #title screen tuesday

[toplines]

WHAT IF. I remake my skz barbie edit but with the shit they said in the trailer

#SORRY BUT #I am a conductor #i am a romantic #THE OPPORTUNITY IS RIGHT THERE #! #NO ONE STEAL THSI OR ILL PLUCJ YOUR EYEBALS OUT.

[leolaroot]

oh my god WAIT what is that???? *points at what is obviously the prone unmoving human body of one of our dear friends laying in the dirt*

#myka use your EYEBALS.

[electricxmayhem]

bro trans people cANNOT be on tv without some kind of ‘whoooo strange transgenderssss WHO WE DEFINITELY SUPPORT’ narrative being woven in i just saw a documentary episode about an animal shelter and a woman adopted an elderly abandoned dog and then they had her saying like Yeah This Is My First Year Living As A Transgender Woman So Having A Dog Is Great and like if she wanted to say that more power to her but i feel like you could have just let the woman have a dog in peace.

#LIKE SHES JUST A WOMAN. THAT IS A WOMAN. THAT IS A REGULAR WOMAN #MORESO THAT IS A PERSON #MORE RELEVANT TO THE SHOW THAT IS A DOG OWNER #YKNOW? #WHEN YOU MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT YOU OTHER HER #YOU USE HER TO RAISE EYEBROWS #YOU COULD HAVE JUST SAID YEAH SHE AND THE DOG ARE GETTING ON GREAT #once again this is not me saying trans people shouldn’t be mentioned or represented #i just think they should be more normalised in contexts where that element of their lives are frankly irrelevant #and i see tv push that kind of thing a lot here where they come across like they’re either desperately trying to be woke or to raise eyeb #eyebrows #and they push trans or otherwise queer people under the bus to do so #runaway scones