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#everyone on this campus must desire me carnally.
rotund-spheal · 1 year
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absolutely wild what self-compassion can do to you
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ggukkieland · 4 years
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📕BTS Fic Reads - 2020 August
Okay so I’m such a hoe for fics that I probably have about a hundred on queue but I can’t help appreciate all the works that these awesome writers put here on Tumblr and AO3. 
Here’s my attempt to organize my readings - though if my mood fluctuates, I’d just end up going through my reblogged fics for reading or sorting through my watchlist of ongoing/incomplete fics/series
✅ -  done reading   | S (smut) F (fluff) A (angst)
🥕[Ongoing Series - to check weekly]🥕
Dangerous Pairing @nightowls388 - KNJ |  supernatural  au, fantasy au, forbidden romance
[2/?] “Whether you’re a vampire or werewolf, love is still love. Betrayal is still betrayal.”    
Queen Cobra @fantasybangtan - KTH | mafia au, undercover au, arranged marriage, enemies to lovers, thriller, s, f,a
[8/?]  when your boss offers the chance to take down the nation’s most lucrative gang from the inside out, you know you’ll do it no matter what the cost… even if that means entering an arranged marriage with the kingpin himself.
Arranged by obiwrites (AO3) - JHS | arranged marriage, unrequited love, angst, pining, jhs in love with someone else
[19/?] If you thought entering an arranged marriage with the person you love would be a dream, you were in for a rude awakening. Jung Hoseok was far from the doting husband you’d dreamed of and most of it could be chalked up to the fact that he was in love with his best friend. And you are without a shadow of a doubt, not her.
Image, Bad Boy @kittentaegu​ - JJK | badboy, fwb, angst, smut, more angstttt (I binge-read on this for the angst), adorable JJK when he’s not an fboi
[14/?] I chose to read this on AO3. Incomplete, but Ch 14 had such a satisfying ending -  When by chance you walk in on the school’s infamous bad boy, not once, but two different times in one day; your life quickly spirals out of control.
I’ll Sue You, Min Yoongi by hosexi (AO3) - MYG |  neighbors, enemies to lovers, angst, smut, lawyer!reader
[9/10] Yoongi is the neighbor from hell
Whiskey Neat and Whisking Trips by lacielre (AO3) - KTH | comedy, fake dating au, baker!reader, veterinarian!taehyung, funny 😂🤣, ex!Jin
[2/4]  This is a story about the night you poured your heart out to your ex outside his apartment building as a stranger yelled at you to “shut the fuck up,” and that stranger, who was just as wounded as you, was Taehyung, and he needed your help.
His Side, Her Side @scriptaed - JJK | he said, she said, f, a
[11/?] a collective snapshots in time shared between two, whose fates were undeniably intertwined and futures would never come to be  - one last chapter before series ends 😥
Black Swan @softlyjiminie - PJM | professional dancer, enemies to lovers, fake dating, figure skating, s, f, a
[2/?] a life of skating was all you’d ever known, your heart craving the feeling of ice beneath your feet and the light brush of cool air against your skin under thousands of sparkling lights… what a shame, if only you’d known that one night, one accident could rip you from the life you’d grown to love, leaving your career in the unsteady hands of the prince of ballet, park jimin.
The Key to my Drawer @jjungkookislife - KTH | bestfriends to lovers, s, a
[10/?]  A key, a drawer, and a secret Taehyung planned to take to the grave
The Nanny @jjungkookislife - KSJ| lawyer!seokjin, nanny!reader, single dad au
[2/?] Jin hires a nanny for his son, but when he hires you, he gets that and so much more
Acatalepsy @1kook - JJK |   survival au, apocalypse au, s, f
[2/?] Jungkook didn’t understand, and the longer he ponders it, he realizes maybe he never will. Some things are just better left unknown, he supposes. But that didn’t mean one had to face them alone. 
Aphrodite in War @jungblue - JJK | angst, exes au, fake dating au, roommates, sorority/frat wars, college au *this is really good 😍😍*
[2/?] Everyone knew about the war that had been brewing on the edge of campus for the past two years. Sorority versus Fraternity; a showdown for the ages. However, when the escalating antics between them yields the consequence of possible suspensions for both chapters, the presidents of each house must come together to try and figure out how to end this battle… Which is kind of hard, considering they were the ones responsible for it in the first place.
Palate Cleanser @btsmakesmehappy - KTH | agent au, fwb, strangers to lovers, s, f, a
[5/?] Part of The Company series -  Taehyung needs something to take his mind off his broken heart. His best friend, Jimin, suggests that he should meet another woman and the first woman he met was you. Would you help him even though you have your own problem, that you hate men?
Bad Guy @taehoneys - JJK | college au, fratboy au, badboy, good girl(?), 
[3/?] chose to read this on AO3 A certain video circulates the school after your big mistake and you never do mistakes, but you did this time…a big one: J e o n J u n g k o o k
Good Girl Series:  Good Girl || Sweet Girl || Smart Girl || Brave Girl  @bonny-kookoo - JJK |  good girl au, bad boy au, roommates, established relationship, s, f, a
[5/?]  Jeon Jungkook was known to have a specific type when it came to his partners; tall, gorgeous, dominant and older. When a new girl answers to his ad online searching for a roommate, he didn’t quite expect such an innocent being to turn up at his doorstep And what he definitely didn’t expect was his growing interest in her and the feeling of having her under him, all submissive and ready to be ruined. 
Agent of Love @ppersonna - JJK |  social media au, agent au, s, f, a
[1/?] as the FBI agent assigned to your phone, Jungkook keeps a diligent watch. he takes a special interest when you try your hand in online dating AND online sexting. desperate to keep you from bombing yet another potential date, Jungkook breaks his vow of silence to assist you in your plight to get laid.
Irregular Heartbeat @ppersonnakookies - MYG | social media au, surgeon!yoongi, intern!reader, 
[5/?] hot girl meets hot guy at a bar, lets him buy her a drink, then hooks up with him in the bathroom without even asking for his name. your typical friday night cliché. except for the fact that you’re a virgin, and the guy you drunkenly lose your v-card to is your superior at your new job.
Somewhere Only We Know @userseok - JJK | hybrid au, pining, angst, fantasy, smut
Prequel SOWK 1 SOWK 2 [being revised by author] Epilogue [to be posted]
you’ve been chasing after jungkook for years. after a harsh verbal altercation between both of you, you decide to leave him alone and pursue a relationship with someone who seems genuinely interested in you, thinking he would never return your feelings.
Elysee @ironicarmy - KSJ |  angst, drama, CEO!Seokjin, personal assistant
[1/?] Being the CEO of Korea’s largest fashion house is no easy feat. But to be the person behind the man, that being his assistant, is an even harder spot to maintain. In a company filled with affairs, bribery, deceit, lies and blackmail, you must struggle to survive and, eventually, climb your way to the top of the food chain. Seokjin, your boss, trusts you more than anyone, but when exactly does the line between friendly camaraderie blur with carnal desire? 
Beautiful Deception @jiminwreckedme​ - MYG? | mystery, thriller, ex!yoongi, angst, smut
[3/5] When your ex-boyfriend’s wife goes missing, you are the only one who can help him find her. But in a world where everyone is a friend and everyone is a culprit,  how will you find out what happened to the woman he loves?  Without falling for him all over again?
🥕[Completed AUs/Series/Drabbles -  to read]🥕
One Thing Right @hobios - JJK | fake marriage au, childhood friends, enemies to lovers, fluff, angst, slow burn, smut
01  02  03  04  05  06  07  08  09  ✅ (done, read it twice - this is just perfect ⭐ holy grail status)
Carousel @yoonia - MYG | mafia au, arranged marriage, heirs, CEO!Yoongi, suspense
Index: 16 Chapters & Epilogue | Drabbles and short stories |  Playlist |  Fan Edits
*a re-read this holy grail of a fic 🥰
Risk It @kookiesjoonies - JJK | social media au, exes to lovers, angst, smut ✅
Driving Me Wild @joonkookiemonster - JJK | demon prince!JJK, roommate au, comedy, fluff   ✅ (done reading, this is really cuuute 🥰)
Redefining Destiny @threeletterislife - JJK |  soulmates, enemies to lovers, mafia, fluff, crack, angst
01 02 03 04 05 06 07 (*have to read Yoongi’s story first*)
Rattled @gukslut - JJK | single dad au, angst, pining, enemies to lovers, neighbors, smut 
Chapter One Chapter Two Chapter Three  Chapter Four   Chapter Five  Chapter Six  Chapter Seven  Chapter Eight Epilogue ✅(done)
*was reading this when it was ongoing, but stopped at Ch 5 (angst was too much for my heart 😢) - thrilled to binge-read this from the start 😍
Guarded @xjoonchildx - JHS | mafia au, enemies to lovers, slow burn, tsundere, smut
01 02 03 04 05 06 Epilogue  ✅
Never Falling @yoonia - PJM |  Enemies to Lovers!au, Singer!Jimin, non-idol!au, Assistant!reader, Smut, Angst, slow burn ✅(done)
Spellbound @minflix - PJM |  witches au (sort of based on the secret circle),  smut, comedy, fluff, light angst, enemies to lovers
Lie @yoon-kooks - PJM | angst, fluff, based on movie “Flipped”
0 // 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // 9 // 10 // 11 // 12 // 13 // 14 // 15 // 16 // 17 // FINAL
On the Sidewalk of Champ Elysees @taeramisu = KTH | journalist!KTH, exes to lovers, smut, angst, paris, slow burn
Little Monsters @yoon-bug - MYG | established relationship, unplanned pregnancy, s, f  ✅
Take One @taetaewonderland - MYG | pornstar!yoongi, fanfictionwriter, strangers to lovers, s, f ✅
The Habits of a Broken Heart @softykooky - JJK |  soulmates au, unrequited love, art student!JK, english student!Y/N, angst, fluff, subtle enemies to lovers  ✅(done)
Into the Wilderness @gukyi - PJM | camp counselor au, unrequited love, friends to lovers
Oops @honeyj00ns - JJK | love at first hear, comedy, fluff, smut, “ You don’t know who the wonderful voice singing in the shower is, but you need to know”  ✅
A Song Request @n8dlesoupguk - JJK | drabble, romance,  where you always listen to the same radio station and he lives in the apartment complex opposite of yours ✅
Oh My God, They Were (Quarantined) Roommates @ot7always - JJK | roommates, quarantined life, college, smut, fluff ✅
Your Favorite Cardigan in Summer Nights @prodkkyu - JJK | one shot, angst, high school sweethearts, exes au, summer fling  ✅
Crimson Park @heartbeatan - JJK |  mafia, boss!reader, mystery, angst
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 (Final) ✅
Pranks @mysecretatticsstuff - JJK | enemies to lovers, prank wars, angst, smut, fluff ✅
Too Long, Didn’t Read @fortunexkookie - KTH | college, writers, enemies to lovers, fluff ✅ (done reading, love love this)
You’ve Got Mail @minyoongijjangjjangmanboongboong - JJK |  Barista!Reader, Graphic Design Student!Jungkook, angst, ex-lovers, enemies to lovers  ✅ (done reading, love this)
Love at First Oink @glodenclosetau- KTH | social media au, neighbors, friends to lovers, piggies 🐽, romance, fluff, comedy ✅ (done - the cutest smau ever)
Sugar @seokjxnnie​ - MYG | ceo!yoongi, escort!reader, personal assistant, smut ✅
Amor Vincit Omnia @sunshyngal - MYG | Mafia au, arranged marriage, angst, violence, drama
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12 Chapter 13 Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Chapter 16 Chapter 17 Chapter 18 Chapter 19 Chapter 20  ✅
My Euphoria @beyochu​ - JJK | fake dating au, fluff, ceo!jungkook, florist!reader, romance  ✅ (done, really adorable)
All Aboard @ve1vetyoongi​ - KNJ | smut, officeworker!namjoon, enemies to lovers  ✅
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luzarya · 3 years
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Liquid Smooth
Vil Schoenheit x Yuu
Summary: Vil only has limited time with Yuu. Soon, Yuu leaves, and Vil is left with a few realizations.
warnings: slightly angsty, not too much though, slightly suggestive but not too spicy
ao3 link: here
song: here
word count: 1,363
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I'm beautiful, I know cause it's the season
But what am I to do with all this beauty?
Biology, I am an organism, I'm chemical
That's all, that is all
Vil posed for the moment, a flash of white overtaking his vision, yet he never blinked. The sound of a picture echoes, everyone still as stone as Vil continued, another pose after another.
After all, it was only natural to capture beauty whenever, no?
“That’s great! Keep it up!”
It went on like that for hours, until he was done with the job. Vil briefly looked at the clock, and for a moment, he wondered, “how much time do I have left?”
The answer, he knew, was, “Not much.”
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
And feel my skin is plump and full of life
I'm in my prime
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe
About to fall, capture me
Vil walked through the halls of the campus, wanting to reach his next class. He didn’t fail to notice all the glimpses and stares, a few phones pointed in his direction. Yet, he remained completely candid.
It was fate that he bumped into Yuu, the other-worlder waving their hands over to Vil. It had been only a few weeks after they had practiced and did the VDC, the wound still healing on Yuu’s face.
For a brief moment, Vil pitied Yuu. It wasn’t known except to him and the other dorm leaders that Yuu was actually just a young woman, and he knew that it was important for a woman to have a beautiful face, free from scars and anything that is considered to be taint.
“Hello, Vil!”
“Greetings, Yuu.”
“Off to your next class?”
“Yes. I assume the same for you?”
“Oh, I’m off to do an errand for my teacher. I suppose they trust me out of everyone to do the task.”
Vil almost offered to walk with Yuu, but halted. Yuu must have noticed, as they smiled, her warmth had not gone unfelt.
“Well, I wish you the best of luck in your next class, Vil! See you later!”
With that, the Ramshackle Prefect left, leaving Vil to contemplate his thoughts.
It was then that Vil decided that his feelings ran deeper for her than he liked, or care to admit.
Or at least take my picture
Kuzurete yuku maeni
I'm pulsing, my blood is red and unafraid of living
Beginning to end
A kiss. Another. And another, until Vil was covered in red, the marks almost photogenic.
It wasn’t often that Vil partook in such carnal-like activities, yet, like most boys, he had needs. And unlike most boys who yearned for the touch of a woman, Vil received.
Yuu straddled Vil, hovering over his neck, planting more and more kisses, only pausing to reapply the lipstick.
No words had been exchanged, instead, there was a mutual agreement, to never let their desires overtake lest they deal with the consequences.
Though, Vil would be lying if he said he hadn’t thought about a domestic life with Yuu.
But for now, he’ll just enjoy the limited amount of time he has with Yuu.
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
And feel my skin is plump and full of life
I'm in my prime
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe
About to fall
It was the last day, and everyone knew. Picture upon picture was taken, before it was time. Vil had enough pictures of Yuu to remember her clearly, but still, his heart ached at the fact that they would be leaving.
It was an entire affair, a party to say farewell.
Yuu exchanged many words, but when it came to Vil, Yuu only smiled, and handed him a small book. It was an album of sorts, to remember the times. A physical reminder that Yuu existed.
“Thank you,” Vil uttered out, keeping his composure neutral. It needed to be neutral.
“You’re welcome, Vil,” Yuu replied, but it was quiet; faint. Vil wouldn’t have heard if not for the fact that she was near and close, along with the stray tear that fell.
Vil wished he would have given a proper gift instead of a necklace with a pendant with the both of them. Yuu clearly liked it when he had given it to her, but in comparison to the album he received, it was basically nothing.
At the last moments, right before Yuu went through the mirror, Yuu shot him a tearful look. Her mouth moved, and Vil managed to make out her words.
I love you.
How I feel this river rushing through my veins
With nowhere else to go, it circles 'round
As a successful model and actor, Vil rarely had the opportunity to sneak a peek of the album. He only ever glanced through it a few times over the past few years since Yuu had left.
So he took the chance to open it, going through its pages slowly, until he reached the near the end, a note inside a slot instead of a picture.
His eyes widen at its contents, his eyes starting to tear up, his throat constricting. He wished he had asked Yuu to stay- but what then? Would the nature of her life have changed? Then, it was when he realized that yes, the nature of her life would have been different.
Yuu was a young woman, they already had an established life from their original world. It was selfish to think that Vil could have provided for them somehow, even with his life busy as a model and actor. But, at least then, he would’ve been there for them.
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
And feel my skin is plump and full of life
I'm in my prime
I'm liquid smooth, come touch me, too
I'm at my highest peak, I'm ripe
About to fall, capture me
Vil went through another photo shoot, the photographer giving a thumbs up when it was done. Soon, he left the position, opting to sit down at one of the numerous seats that was laid all throughout the premise.
An intern came up to him, the young woman’s eyes averting to meet Vil’s.
“Do you need anything, potato?” Vil asked plainly, his eyes glaring at the intern. He wished to be alone.
“Ah, apologies,” the woman looked down, “I just had a question, sir.”
“What is it?”
“Sir, are you married?”
The question caught Vil off-guard, though it wasn’t surprising- the media often asked him about his relationship status, and his hesitancy to enter one with anyone.
“No, what gives you that impression?” He replied, already wishing that the intern would leave.
“Oh, it’s just that I’ve been a longtime fan-”
“So you’re shooting your shot?”
“No!” They stammered, looking up at Vil, “You’re the same age my father would be sir, so no. It’s just-”
“Just what?” His voice grew agitated by now, growing in volume. No doubt, everyone else in the room had noticed.
“It’s just that whenever someone asks if you have someone special in your heart, you look sad,” the intern managed to get out, her curls reminding Vil of someone, “I know that look anywhere. I just wanted to ask, since my mother has the same look.”
Vil calmed down, exhaling loudly, “You’re not wrong. I once had someone in my heart, still do.”
“I see. That’s all I wanted to know sir,” they gave a small curtsy, “Thank you for sharing. I can only imagine how difficult it is to think of them, so I’m sorry for bringing up painful memories.”
Vil shook his head, “It’s fine. If that’s all, I wish to be alone.”
“Of course, sir.”
The intern left, though not before Vil caught a glimpse of her necklace, the pendant oddly familiar. As the intern walked away, a thought struck Vil, although he dismissed it as quickly as it came.
After all, Yuu returned to their original world.
And even if they returned to Twisted Wonderland…
By now, surely, it would have been too late…
Right?
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jawllines · 7 years
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AN ALPHA HARRY BLURB WHERE HARRY AND Y/N HATE EACH OTHER AND ARE SO MEAN BUT HARRY SECRETLY LIKE HER AND THEYRE ALONE TOGETHER WHEN HARRY GOES INTO RUT // HARRY ACCIDENTALLY BITES Y/N AND MATES HER
ITS A LITTLE DIFFERENT BUT ALSO KINDA THE SAME I HOPE YOU LIKE IT 
It’s not that Harry hates Y/N, per say, as much as she just irritates the living daylights out of him. She’s loud and rude, she talks too much, she bites back at him when he says something, she complains and whines, and where did she get off smelling like that? Like vanilla and autumn and just so…so fucking good? Above all things, he thinks that must irritate him the most – how sweet she smells and how more often than not it clouds his brain in a never dismissing fog. It doesn’t fuck with him too badly but it is a nuisance, he’d say. 
The feelings are mutual, however, as Y/N isn’t all too fond of him either. That reciprocated distaste is the reasoning they’re able to live in the same dorm. The dormitories at their university were separated into alpha and omega buildings for the omega’s safety and the alpha’s sanity, however, Y/N came in late and her scent was so strong that even in the omega building alphas would be crowding around the doors. This put everyone in a very compromising position, so they moved Y/N into an on-campus apartment, and when that failed to keep the meat headed lechers at bay, they enlisted Harry to live with her. 
How they did this was simple: they had several alphas take a test and the one who was least compatible with the omega was the one who was meant to live in the apartment with her to cover her scent and keep her safe. No omega should not be able to go to a school because of fear for their safety (and if they kicked her out, that would be a lawsuit waiting to happen), so they paired the two, and now they live in the exact opposite of harmony. 
Harry hadn’t really thought much about it in the beginning because he presumed he could live life as normal but now there was just another being in the room beside his. Someone who might smell good and his instincts might call out for but he’s able to quieten them given they are the worst match possible. That he could carry on bringing his friends over, bringing omegas home for him to bed, and continue as he would in any other space. 
He’d been wrong. 
No other alphas were allowed in the home unless Y/N was gone (for obvious reasons) and no omegas would stay because they didn’t believe that Y/N wasn’t his omega. There was always a jealousy lingering if they did stay because her scent was so strong and overpowered their own, and they’d eventually leave in a huff. And he hadn’t known that they would butt heads so often either, but they do constantly. It seems like every other hour they’re in an argument about something. 
But again, most of all, he had no idea that she would smell this fucking good. That’s what ultimately gets under his skin. 
So the fact that they’d just gotten into an argument about zebra cakes that Harry had gotten into (that he apparrantly wasn’t supposed to) was no surprise. The guilt that settled in his gut afterwards surely was though. Harry never felt guilty post-fight with Y/N -- they could cuss each other out and within the next hours not feel any remorse. It was part of the fact they were so uncompatiable. 
Tonight though. . .tonight he could crawl out of his skin with the amount of guilt suffocating him. In the back of his mind something tells him it’s because hisrut is coming, since that would explain why he wants to jump out of his bones, and sweat is caking at the back of his neck. He’s jittery and shaking and knows that it’s probably a bad move to walk up to her room, knocking lightly on the door, and waiting for her to response when his senses are hightened and she smells even better than she ever has before. Knows that in part he’s just torturing himself, but when she opens the door and looks like the prettiest little thing he’s ever seen, he can’t help but be happy with his choice. 
“What do you want?” She grumbles, and Harry blinks a few times, making sure he’s seeing the right thing. If he’s correct, the lights in her room glitter off her watery eyes. She’d been crying and his heart yearns to comfort her, in this moment. He hadn’t known he’d been capable of making her cry -- she was normally such a little firecracker, he didn’t think anything could make her cry. 
“Are you --” his brows pinch, “--you’re crying? Did I make you cry?”
Y/N huffs through her nose, “Shut up, yeah? I’m just a little sensitive as of late because of. . .well, because I don’t know!” She rubs at her eyeswith the drybackof her hand, “S’that all you wanted?To come make fun of me?” 
“No, no,” Harry shakes his head, “I wanted to say sorry --I. . .I felt bad.” 
It’s clicking together now, he thinks, as he stands before her and her eyes go wide at his apology, still hazy with tears.  His rut is making his nose more sensitive and she’s becoming more responsive to him and everything around them. Without them knowing it, they were longing for one another and getting ready for each other, making Harry feel soter and Y/N smell sweeter. 
He supposes Y/N is noticing as well, because she’s sniffing the air and she must smell it too, her mouth falling open some, “Harry, you’re --” she steps forward some, “You’re going into, uh --” 
“Yeah,” he agrees, leaning against the doorframe and screwing his eyes shut, “Yeah, I know -- I. . .I need’a go find someone, but. . .needed to say sorry.” 
It takes everything in him  to even start ripping himself away from the door before he does something silly, but he feels a hand grabbing his wrist, squeezing tightly and a soft, “No,” she murmurs, “No, stay.” 
Harry swallows thickly “If I stay, I won’t be able to --” 
“I know.” 
The next few moments happen in the blink of an eye, with Harry walking her backwards into her room, them falling onto the bed, his hips shoving down into hers and his bulge grinding down. The dress she wears is of a soft fabric that feels good beneath his fingertips and it’s pretty but Harry has trouble not ripping it off. She gasps, the gentle peaks of her nipples showing, and he burrows his face into her neck, licking over the spot that he wants to bite into. “You smell so fucking good.” His voice is low, a near growl as one big hand slides against her stomach towards her hip and squeezes it. 
His other hand rips off her panties in a quick motion and she squeaks, eyes widening, swimming with arousal. He knows afterwardsshe’ll be pissed that he ripped her clothes, but there’s something about the pure carnal desire that overwhelmes an alpha when they’re in bed with an omega that the omega adores.  She’s already leaking so much for him and when he pushes two fingers in to make sure she’s ready for him, they glide in easily. He curves them up to stroke against her walls, finding that bump inside of her that makes her back arch up, “Harry,” her thighs are fighting against him, trying to close, but his body is in the way, “No teasing -- m’ready for you. . .you need to be inside me for your knot or --” 
Harry shudders, working on the button of his trousers quickly. When he shuffles his underwear down his cock slaps up against his stomach, hard, heavy and leaking an almost unreal amount. He tilts it down so that the head is at the entrance, but for both the torture of himself and Y/N he slides it up and down her messy wet slit a few times, nudging at the bulb of her clit with the swollen red head of his prick. It makes his toes curl up, a shudder run through him like a tidal wave, and goosebumps decorate the surface of his skin. 
He slides in easily, feeling her walls give way for his stiff prick and she cries out, her hands sliding around his back and pulling her tightly to him.  “Thank you, thank you,” Harry repeats as he sinks in deep, his cock being wrapped up in a tight, wet, hot hug, “God, thank you.” 
Harry knows he’s not going to last -- his knot is already forming at the base as he rocks in and out of her, his balls heavy with cum slapping at her bottom steadily. Y/N is so responsive to him, whimpering and whining to every skim of his lips or touch of his hands, and Harry is struggling to maintain a level head. His face is still tucked away in the cradle of her neck, and lowly he asks, “Can I bite you?” Without thinking, “Can I -- fucking. . .fuck I --” 
Alphas usually don’t ask, they do, but somewhere in his head he makes out that it’s only right to get her permission. Harry doesn’t know if it’s the fact that Harry is giving her even a glimmer of power in the situation or if it’s because his cock is pressing into her just so good, but she cums then. Nodding her head and tilting so that she exposes her neck to him -- a sign of trust and of submission that throws Harry over the edge. He bares his teeth and bites down hard, breaking the skin and Y/N flinches but makes a low keening sound in her throat. Harry’s knot slips inside of her and they lock together as Harry cums and cums and cums, rocking his hips, fucking his knot inside of her slowly and she tenses up taut as a drum. Shivering from another orgasm gliding through her. 
He goes limp on top of her, breathless and the heat in his belly momentarily sated. Y/N reaches up and cards her fingers through his hair, like she might be encouraging him to rest. In response he places a tender kiss at the skin near his mouth, which happens to be her soft breast. For a moment he contemplates puling her nipple int between his lips and lulling his tongue around, and the thought alone is enough to make another strong shot of cum fill her.  Before he can act on it however, Y/N begins speaking, “I -- I can keep helping you. . .through your rut, that is. I’ll take off some classes until you can get it all out of your system.” 
Harry nods against her, “Yes, yes, that’d be good, thank you. You’re amazing.” 
Y/N giggles at him before they both get quiet again. 
Neither talks about how he’s bitten her and the implications behind the bite, and neither talk about the fact that they’re feeling a whole lot of an emotion that isn’t hate. They just soak up in each other’s company and post-orgasm glow until both are coaxed to sleep by the sound of one another’s heartbeats and the slow careful gusts of their breathing. 
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