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#every time i get some stupid ass intestinal symptoms I have to once again grapple with the fear
tinyspringtrap
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ough im getting symptoms and problems again why me man why can't I just live my life
#sassy says
#this is awful my intestines feel like garbage
#there's just this constant dull discomfort and occasional pain
#and sometimes a little nausea pops in to say hello recently
#i miss having a functional digestive system fucking hell
#every time i get some stupid ass intestinal symptoms I have to once again grapple with the fear
#that my luck is shit and i have landed that one in a million chance of my digestive tract redeveloping the blockage i had as a kid
#im not strong enough to do that again man. im just not.
#why cant i just have a functional digestive system fuck my LIFE dude
#im not even sure how that would go if i got it again either... like would they be able to be more preemptive about it?
#or would it be another year of dancing around a bunch of bullshit if it didnt show up on imaging and tests again
#would they have to cut out even MORE of my intestine?
#would they have to cut in a different place to get to it on account of the scar tissue thats already there??
#god i hope its just my intestines acting up a little or some minor issue that can be easily treated
#if not then... they'd better be willing to yeet my uterus if they gotta go in again im tired of this stupid thing
#it causes me nothing but pain and i am tired of it
#however the doctor i talked to about removing it brought up an actual valid point that wasnt just 'but BABIES????????????'
#and that point was that the scar tissue from my surgery as a kid
#due to the placement of it
#could cause problems during such a procedure that might not be optimal
#which i never thought about before but she is right and i can accept that reasoning!! because it is an actual genuine concern!!
#and not just 'but what if you want to pop out children????'
#so yeah if they gotta go in again anyways at any point they best be yeeting this bitch but hopefully it doesnt come to that
#because recovering from intestinal surgery sucks for one
#and also because i am NOT keen on having another tube down the back of my nose and throat. that was so fucking miserable my god.
#personal shit
#personal bullshit
#i ranted more than i meant to if you actually read the tags have a cookie and an apology
#i just need to vent it out sometimes u can ignore it if u want
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