#etc idk for filters

[futilecombat]

I might pull the trigger you know

#Drew this months ago just never posted #oc omen #<-their name ok #my art #original #bugs #insects #etc idk for filters

[nostalgia-tblr]

"are people not into that?" i ask, after posting my weird niche shit to the internet, despite knowing it to be weird niche shit.

#jsyk sylkius or anything adjacent to it does not “Do Numbers” in any way and i observed this some time ago #i assume that's the “rival ships” element at work but who knows really #that sort of thing is like femslash in that everyone approves of it but nobody actually reads or writes it #but who would have thought sylvie beating loki with a stick would not bring in droves of readers???! shocking twist there! #& i don't consider sifki a rarepair but my rarepair standards are VERY strict like if there's >5 fics a pairing is basically mainstream #chasing popularity would annoy me though & i just don't have the mental spoons to try writing stuff i wouldn't personally read #yeah i *could* put my blorbos to work in a coffee shop but what cost to my own enjoyment levels? AT WHAT COST FANGELA??? #you can't please everyone so you may as well just please yourself and if anyone else likes it you've found some fellow freaks so yay #i don't mean please yourself in a wanking sense. though feel free to do that too it probably counts as a cardio workout idk. #BUT ANYWAY #fic related #ps i am v glad there's the “warning: loki” tag because i think/hope it acts as a filter for 'he did nothing wrong in his life ever' types #who are Valid & etc obviously but i write my morally grey characters to be morally grey and the tag might help avoid conflict #though tbh i write almost every character to be morally grey in some way so i can't claim to have left my comfort zone here #(i'm not joking when i say the 1987-89 run of Dr Who shaped my entire future fannish life from a young and apparently v impressionable age)

[asexual-juliet]

outsiders book purists you are allowed to have strong opinions about and fundamentally disagree with the musical changing the way dally’s suicide plays out but don’t act like they did it for no reason like it is abundantly clear why that choice was made

#like i’ve said it in the tags before but having a black actor portray dallas changes the implications of that scene so drastically #and like i have not seen the show but the original novel is definitely not ready to engage with issues of race and i can see why #(especially considering how much it seems like they had to cut from the novel to the stage show) #the production team might choose to veer away from having their production (based on a story that does not delve deeply into issues of race #feature a black man being murdered in cold blood by police officers #like idk obviously dally being black adds a really fascinating aspect to his character but i do think that perhaps #the musical theatre medium is not the best suited for seeing how that canonically accurate death might affect the story with dally being #portrayed as a black man #(what with the constraints of stage adaptation + the fact that all information delivered to the audience has to somehow be filtered through #dialogue/monologue/song etc.) #idk let me know what you think #the outsiders #the outsiders musical #outsiders musical #dallas winston #dally winston

[saturfied]

i am respectfully refusing to acknowledge that jeffy has a tumblr.

#jeff satur #nope no way #cause then he'll knkw about jeffcest #and all the thirst posts #or stupid memes #etc #at least i know for sure he wont ever read my spam of thirsty comments under his instagram posts #cause that would be embarrassing #i have 0 filter under his posts #nada no nno #nope #not at all #happy in denial. #idk rambles

[sunslants]

i think part of whats making the show so frustrating to me now in particular is that it feels like in 10 episodes almost Nothing has happened character-wise. we've learned all about everyone except the main trio's tortured pasts, lu guangs been kidnapped, etc, but it feels like the main characters of the show get blocked at every avenue they try to take, just so the show can raise the stakes an inch or two. cxs never gets to win. hes just a tool to make qj and ltc look scarier and more competent.

#link crit #<- my new shiny tag!! as promised. feel free to filter this one out #studio lans struggling so hard to decide whether qj and ltc are scary because theyre mysterious and unpredictable or because theyre #just better and sadder and scarier and more unhinged than cxs in every way #at some point the stakes get a little icarian you know. what goes up must come down etc #idk if any of this is coherent its almost 2 am for me! we'll see how i feel in the morning. probably less disappointed once ive slept on it #but who knows how the rest of the season will go. im not done coping until its all over i think! #link click

[cidnangarlond]

I definitely have some kind of undiagnosed personality disorder I am Not normal

#it's probably paranoid. tbh. cluster a at least #have forced myself to have some kind of filter bc if I posted all the shit I genuinely think u guys would Not want to be around me #me wearing a tshirt that says ASK ME ABOUT MY PARANOID DELUSIONS #cannot get into them all but it's standard fare I suppose. being watched hidden cameras being spied on etc etc you know how it goes #that's also not getting into my very strong belief about like. this whole potential serial killer thing Don't Ask it's years old now #but I went crazy w that one. don't worry about it tho #and then your typical self hatred and self loathing and seeing and hearing things on occasion #interpreting my dreams as having a greater meaning and thinking mundane things are signs. should probably bring this up to my psych #next month when I see her. I'll probably forget again though. oh well #there's also like. I know it's her job but I'm scared to bring any of these things up idk why but the idea of telling her all this scares me #idk though! cross that bridge when things get awful

[anotherpapercut]

CORRECT THANK YOU FOR SHARING

#submission #I actually have seen this meme because someone sent it to my supervisor at some point and she showed it to all of us ajdbkajs #working with a bunch of gay autistic math nerds fucking rules lmfao y'all have no idea #one of my bosses is super into sci fi and is also a math teacher and puts star trek and firefly and buffy and hitchhikers guide etc etc #references in EVERYTHING he makes. I took a math class from him once and all of the test questions were about some fuckin show #whenever he runs meetings he asks us questions based on star trek usually. recently in a meeting he asked us to choose the best captain #I'm one of only like 3 people who watches all of this shit so I looove going to meetings when he runs them #bc he'll ask some fuckin question like who's the best star trek captain. and the 3 of us who knows what's going on will just start arguing #while everyone else looks around like what the fuck is going on right now (this one always gets the newbies) #my ALL TIME favorite Jake moment tho was when I was there one night and there were no students so we were all just hanging out #and Jake walks out of his office and he looks kind of annoyed. and he's a big dude like super tall and broad and loud as hell #so I can hear him like mumbling shit all annoyed and I'm like hey Jake what's up? you doin ok? #and he sighed and was like no. the schools internet filter started blocking my FAVORITE board game forum #and now when I have a thought I can't just look it up to see if anyone's said anything about it. and that's like ALL I do. it's so annoying #and I was like Jake maybe that's why they blocked it akddjkansbdjsdbebs #god I love that dude. and this barely mentions my other supervisor who is autistic and pansexual and married to a woman #and both of them foster several kids. Jake has like 10 fuckin kids or smth bc he was fostering a couple of kids and then he got married #and she already had children and then they had a baby together. idk he's got like a whole baseball team they're very cute

[kabutone]

after the years of people jumping on activism like its a trend and then leaving it behind after a few weeks i am so fucking tired. like not to be cynical but like i see SO many people talking about palestine and saving lives but like be so fucking real are you gonna forget all about this in a few months? like how ppl ditched BLM after it gained traction in 2020? like how so fucking MANY OF YOU have stopped wearing a mask despite the pandemic still happening? you could be saving lives right in your own town instead of posting tiktoks that might not even help

i'm not saying you need to dedicate your lives to activism forever and ever but you do need to at least change Something to make yourself and the world better. i will always be listening to black voices, jewish voices, disabled voices, any groups that need to be heard, and trying to change my behavior for the better. like idk after seeing this happen time and time again a LOT of this shit seems so so fake. like there's so many bad things in the world and i know you cannot dedicate your all to every single problem ever forever and i don't want people spreading themselves too thin or burning themselves out but like please don't just stop giving a shit when it's not "popular" or getting you views or pats on the back anymore.

#i keep seeing SO many tiktoks that are like 'it is not that hard to use the filter. there are people dying. you are a bad person etc etc' #and like ok yeah. using a tiktok filter is probably the bare minimum YOU will do before patting yourself on the back and forgetting about i #do you wear a mask? real question. if you're posting that shit trying to guilt people into using a filter answer me. #bc wearing a mask is ALSO the bare minimum to fucking SAVE LIVES. will you do that? #like. idk. i know you don't fucking care i know you just want to look cool. #do you fucking care if people die? or do you just want attention on tiktok. be so fucking real with me. #i can GUARANTEE you that you not wearing a mask harms more people than you not using the stupid fucking tiktok filter. #i can guarantee you that someone that wears a mask is still ten million times better than someone that just used that tiktok filter #if you wanna feel like a hero so fucking bad wear a mask. you will legitimately be protecting and saving people if you do. #also i hate to break it to you but honestly. theres not a lot that normal people can do in this situation. #theres still things you CAN do but there isnt a lot of options #so if you want to save lives so bad!! a well fitted respirator mask if the easiest way to do it right now. #its so frustrating to see people be like EVERYONE! DO THIS THING THAT HAS LITTLE TO NO EFFECT TO SAVE LIVES!!! #AND ALSO IGNORE THE THINGS THAT HAVE A VERY HIGH CHANCE TO SAVE LIVES!!!!!! fuccckkkk you for real. #oh also one more thing. ive seen some people use palestine as an excuse to be antisemitic. dont do that shit either.

[add1ctedt0you]

I am very boring and picky, so there are few things I've discovered I don't enjoy reading (at least, for now; people grow and change):

Becoming a fierce corpse. I think it's a terrible situation! You don't need to sleep, eat, heal and if it has positive aspects (you are super strong and lethal), what does life mean to you? What do you even enjoy? Fierce corpses are made of resentful energy, they are full of hatred and resentment; how do they feel? And when the resentment isn't there anymore, what would happen to them?

Being a demonic cultivator. In the novel Imo is quite clear how wwx is fucked up by the resentful energy (me looking at jzx's death), without considering the cultural contest. So, I would love a character who practices demonic cultivation and then spirals in madness and grief (yeah, the yling patriarch' downfall is my favorite arc), but I've seen writers going literally the opposite side, so, ugh.

Fixing everything. Why would you do that? Idk if it's born from the conviction that if someone has good intentions, then they will succeed and everything will be fine. Everyone in mdzs has good intentions! Everyone is trying their best with what they have! But that doesn't fix shit, instead it makes things even worse! And isn't it satisfying? Watching your character push to make things better and at the end finding themselves without nothing if not dead bodies and guilt? (yeah, I love the yling patriarch' arc lol)

What I find very annoying is the definition "they are so good, they can't hate anyone"... Mmmm, kind people are still people??? Hate isn't a synonym to bad, it's an emotion people can feel, regardless of their character/temper (for example I read a fic where wwx left without notice the jiang siblings and after 6 years he returned; jc was quite pissed while jyl embraced him without questions. I got the feeling that jyl didn't give a shit about wwx lmao, even if the author' intent wasn't it.) Hate is a feeling most of time born from pain! I would like to read a fic where a character doesn't hate to a fault, creating unhealthy relationships, but, again people go the opposite direction, so, ugh.

#Idk if it's a mdzs's things but people are quite strange lol #In particular when handling some characters #I know people spend a lot of time writing and I respect that #Without even considering that everyone filters things based on their life experiences etc... #But people have strange take about kind people #In particular about jyl #wn is very kind but he has shown how cruel he can be and how much resentment he feels! #Anyway this are only my stupid thoughts

[4uru]

Herongraystairs band au

#drawing #art #jem carstairs #will herondale #tessa gray #cupid's chokehold #tsc fanart #tried diff filters just in case #i like all of them #idk why but everytime i draw will he looks like a whore😭😭😭 #ass to the audience #mesh shirt #etc #herongraystairs #herongraystairs fanart #tid fanart

[siriuslynephilim]

my brother is actually so cute

#between trying to parent him because both my parents clearly couldn't be bothered enough and bickering with him cause we're near in age #i forgot how to just be his older sister #today we clicked so many pictures of each other because we were bored asf on this group outing with random ppl #and i was like aww this one is cute we look cute im going to put this as my pfp he was like noooo i don't want it #i was like noo why it's perfect one wap pfp with my didi one with him they're my only family really i hate both our parents equally #he was like no i don't like it #i was like well haha unfortunately for you i didn't ask for your permission he was like HEY I AM IN THE PHOTO i was like idcccc #he just smiled and said okay #😭😭😭😭 #like idk this probably doesn't sound big but we've never really shared the bond me and our sis does and i think it's been my fault all #along😭 so this feels like a breakthrough one whole day of no snapping at each other #and he was like noooo i don't like the hearts etc filter ew i wanna look like solemn and broody lol😭 i was like shut up and smile and now #we look so cuteeeeeee

[xcziel]

please i want to see hobi choreography for right people wrong place

PLEASE

#that beat! #rpwp #axel f fucking synths man #why are jimin and rm's albums so sibling coded? (the albums as siblings not the men lol) #no wonder we got minimoni music - it's like at times they were looking at similar themes but through different filters #the lyrics in lost are giving callbacks to like crazy and to me right people is interlocuting interlude dive #i've already said my piece about the anima/animus representation in both of their mvs #like i just get the feeling they really did/do talk to each other about stuff #but it's interesting how a lot of rm's stuff revolves around identity and love - lost love self love etc #where jm doesn't really seem to be dealing with a lack or loss in that area but more #being disabused of his trust and alternately very appreciative of receiving support #idk i just remember nj going around with a vibe like he walking wounded for the beginning of last year #and i keep relating that back to these songs

[noisemachinedotcom]

well wishes and an iron grip

#my music #uploaded the thingie #kept the intro in at the end of things its jarring productionwise and in an album setting would be kind of fun #recorded in abt an hour #we're so back etc #exerpt from when the worm was medicine #might release 'wuh oh' soon idk #i want moooore songs on it tho #more song! more song! #ft aquarium filter #i feel like the worm chant is familiar somehow but idk where it would be from #still super on the fence ab the chant ngl #felt nice to pick up a guitar again its been like half a yr #kept it as simple as possible #3 chords and minimal accent #not a fan of relying on g but like hey whatever its rusty and thats fine

[skenpiel]

wwowooohhWHAT THE HELL!!!!! I LOOK JUST LIKE JOHN !!!!!!! i look like a BOY whats HAPPENING….!!!

#context i saw a picture of me for the first time today #it was just the camera angle ithinj but my sister took a photo of me with some weird lens filter it made me look. Completely Flat #thats so awesome…. i just put on 2 way too small sport bras cuz i dont have a binder or anything and Big Booba etc etc #i didnt think it would work that well. and in the picture my sister took i look like. Just Like Him #ITS WEIRD AND COOL HEHE!!!!!! #also i went to the homestuck meetup idk wtf was going on there #i think i mightve given off an aura of Too Cool To Be There cuz i was kinda acting like it #my little sister made fun of me for it. lol #anyways. we went back to rest a lil and it looks like its gonna rain a bunch soon so well stay here a while n wait it out #and ill take a napi think hehe ^_^

[sleepygaymerdisease]

the Library of Babel thing is interesting but honestly it's so overwhelming to think about and so strange that posts about it should probably be tagged for unreality 😭 like yeah it's a real idea from a real short story made into a real website. but like. do you have any idea how easily that could trigger people... even neurotypical people in the notes of those posts are already scared by the concept so idk maybe proceed with caution🚶

#i can explain the concept to those unaware of what i'm talking about but it could potentially be triggering as a heads up. i suggest putting #'library of babel' into blacklists/filters/etc 👍 #also like. it could be especially overwhelming for people because of the religious implications of the concept? with this comparison to the #tower of babel? and it's also similarly disturbing in the way that AI generated content is too. idk. theres lots of issues with this. #i think pasting the link with zero warnings or consideration for ppl's mental health is reckless #anis gaymer moments #ask to tag

[toytulini]

god i really went THREE FUCKING YRS without getting sick i was being so goddamn careful but then my parents got smth and foolish me, didnt step up the level of precaution i was taking around them, and lo and behold, im almost definitely sick

#toy txt post #grumping #AS SOON AS I HAVE TO GO BACK TO WORK AND DONT HAVE ANYMORE DAYS OFF TOO. GOD. I GUESS ILL FUCKING ASK TOMORROW #IF THEY WANT ME THERE OR NOT. obviously i will be wearing a mask. just. augh #the annoying part is i WAS taking precautions around my parents. wearing a mask around them. etc. #but foolish me let my door be open cos the room is a little warm. so their air conditioner just blasted all their Sick Air right into my #fucking bedroom ig. i have a hepa filter running all the time but it wasnt enough ig #and like. you know. at night when they were in bed id dare to be unmasked outside my room. my mistake ig #i ate food they made. i was wearing a mask around them but not the best mask i couldve cos that one does hurt my nose after awhile #i was wearing a mask around them but i wasnt likiting contact as much as i shouldve. they kept opening my door and coming into my room #before id gotten up so i couldnt get a mask on in time. etc. see. all on me i shouldve known better/s #idk. just. frustrated. i try to take my silly little precautions in a way that not fucking obtrusive to them #cos god forbid. god forbid i ask them to like. idk. wear a mask if theyre going to come in my room while Actively Sick. #or like. not be All Over The House Coughing. idk. fucking whatever. im the unreasonable one i know. my symptoms are not currently that bad #dont know if its covid #doesnt feel worth bothering to do a rapid test cos i keep hearing theyre not picking up new strains anyway and who fucking knows #idk! #i should try to get a little more sleep ig #feels like ill be okay im just fucking. mad