The Curious Case of Norma Fields (Anthony Lockwood x Lucy Carlyle)
Summary: The whole team is needed for a run-of-the-mill haunting at the glamorous London townhouse of retired supermodel Norma Fields.
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Chapter 5: A Finale, And One Final Fatality
The final turns before the cab returned to Portland Row were familiar, like the steps she took without thinking when she made tea in the morning. Her training routine in the basement. Those movements were ingrained into Lucy in a way which felt like they’d been there forever, and would be forever.
She felt it in her stomach, eyes closed and dozing against George, when they were home. And yet, she couldn’t bring herself to open her eyes until after the engine cut out and the creak of the handbrake reached her ears. It was Lockwood, fumbling in the dark for her shoulder and accidentally snagging the knit of her jumper, which made her groan and blink against the street lights.
Every part of her ached. Her head was the worst, swimming as she shuffled across the seat and stumbled out into the road, followed by George. The three of them crossed to the steps of 35 Portland Row before a car horn blared, making all of them jump and swear.
“You forgot your bags!” The driver called, rolling the window up as quickly as he’d dropped it.
Adults. Useless.
Lockwood and George crossed back to the car and half-dragged the duffles back to the door. After the enormous effort of reaching the door, Lucy pulled her key out, leaning against the frame until the heavy front door finally swung open.
She stood for a second, checking the house was silent. Regaining her strength.
Lucy shuffled out of Lockwood’s way as he rushed the duffle through the door and dropped it heavily in the hallway. George did the same, before discarding his rapier in the basket by the door.
She’d completely forgotten about hers. She would have worn it to bed. Lucy chucked her rapier at the basket, groaning as she heard the blade clatter to the floor beside it.
Dinner, a shower, and getting something to drink were all important.
All she could think about was the number of stairs between her and collapsing face down into her bed.
“Good job guys, we’ll get those in the morning,” Lockwood was saying, nudging the bags aside to close the door and reaching down to put Lucy’s rapier in its rightful spot.
She wasn’t sure if the hum of agreement she made was audible.
Lucy started the long fight to get upstairs.
*
The clock on her nightstand read five AM.
Adrenaline was a funny thing. So was complete exhaustion.
Lucy woke up three hours after collapsing onto her bed, ravenously hungry, suddenly too wired to sleep. She’d been on top of the covers, curled beneath a quilt, shoes chucked somewhere beside the bed where she could trip over them later.
As she lay there, considering all the things her body was demanding (too cold, need to drink, need to eat, need to sleep) Lucy found herself unable to address any of them.
She changed in the dark, donning pyjamas, a hoodie, and slippers. Still shivering against the cold, Lucy wrapped herself in a blanket and tiptoed downstairs, avoiding the creaky patches in the floorboards.
Lockwood’s lights weren’t on, but his door was open.
Lucy drew closer, trying to keep her footsteps light, and when she reached the threshold she realised the curtains weren’t enough to keep the moonlight out.
Lockwood was awake, one arm thrown over his eyes, an open book abandoned face-down beside him.
“Lockwood?” she whispered.
He could ignore her, if he wanted. She doubted he would.
“Luce?”
When he moved his arm to look at her, the shadows made it hard to see him. Lucy still found herself concealing a gasp at the shades of exhaustion she could see on his barely-lit face.
“Can I come in?” she murmured, already closing the door behind her before Lockwood replied.
“Of course.”
She drew closer, holding her blanket tightly around her shoulders, trying to make out what little she could of his expression between the fold of his forearm and bicep.
He was pale, not unusually so, but with a hint of sickliness which worried her. He was dressed for bed, shirtless and beneath the duvet, but she was sure he hadn’t been to sleep yet. A collection of empty mugs adorned his bedside table.
She sat on his bed, and Lockwood shuffled his book out of the way, fumbling a few times before finding space for it amongst the crockery.
His eyes were bloodshot, and dark in patches where blood vessels had burst. Even in the near darkness he was blinking excessively, and Lucy winced at the redness of his lash line.
“Can you see at all?” Lucy asked him, and Lockwood let out a strange laugh.
It was whispered. Lucy thought it sounded sad.
“Yeah. Got some black spots, though. It’ll heal.”
She sucked in a breath. She hadn’t seen this before. She’d heard about it, stories of older kids, particularly talented Seers. Lockwood had mentioned his Talent hurt if he forgot his sunglasses – that’s why she’d tucked a spare pair into all of their kit bags.
Lucy didn’t know much about Sight injuries, but this looked bad.
“Does it hurt?”
“Yeah,” he was embarrassed, voice high as though even admitting it pained him, “quite a lot.”
She couldn’t help her pang of guilt, at disappearing so quickly. Falling asleep while he was suffering. Even at the scene, she’d noticed him looking away, the odd angles he turned his head to, how he shielded his eyes with his hand.
“Oh, Lockwood,” she murmured.
The sunglasses were thrown on his bedside table, beside an empty glass of water and various things he’d pulled from his pockets.
It wasn’t hard to ignore his bare chest. Usually Lucy struggled not to let her eyes creep downwards – if she caught him on the landing in the morning, walking to the shower. Or after a workout. Or if she needed to wake him during the night.
Now it was an afterthought, that fencer’s definition in his shoulder muscles. She felt no shame in touching his bare bicep, trying to soothe him, get him to move his arm so she could see his face. He was in pain.
“I wonder why it was such a bright death glow,” Lucy mused, trying hard to understand the injuries she was looking at.
He was trying to look at her, but it was obviously difficult, even in such limited light. His eyes had a glazed, inaccurate movement to them. Like he wasn’t sure where she was, where her outline ended. His left eye looked worse than his right, the pupil blown wide and blood pooling near the inner corner.
“I don’t even want to think about it,” he sighed.
She took a moment before she spoke next, and Lucy knew it would be a lost cause.
“We should get you to a hospital, the damage could be permanent.”
“It won’t be.”
“Lockwood…”
He sighed, and Lucy matched him, putting more drama into it and making him laugh, eyes closed.
“Has this happened before?” she asked.
“Yeah. When I was a kid, a lot more. It’s… happened before. And it got better.”
She wasn’t sure she believed him. Lockwood probably couldn’t even see himself in a mirror.
“Is there anything I can do to help?”
He covered his face, laying back against the pillows.
“There’s some eye drops, in the bathroom cupboard. They’re prescription. Could you grab them for me?”
It was such a small ask. Lucy was glad for anything she could do to help.
“Of course,” she murmured, grabbing his empty glass to refill before darting to the bathroom.
The mirror on the bathroom cabinet was steamed up, a difficult feat with the state of the old house’s plumbing, and she supposed George must have taken the opportunity to finish the hot water for the night.
She looked at her expression in the foggy mirror as she refilled Lockwood’s glass, and rummaged for the drops he’d mentioned. They sat at the top of the tallest shelf in the bathroom cabinet, and Lucy had to jump a little to snatch the pharmacy bag down.
The prescription was recent, and the box had been torn open, a thumb shoved through the flap to open it. She hadn’t known he had these. Or that he had to use them so often.
As an afterthought, she turned off the hallway light as she walked back, trying to remove anything that might hurt his eyes more. Lucy steeled herself as she returned to his bedside, setting the water down and retrieving the bottle from its packaging. Lockwood offered her a weak thank you, which she didn’t dignify with a response.
“Is George going to need them?” Lucy asked him quietly.
The bottle felt about half full.
“I don’t think so,” Lockwood replied, “he said he was fine. A bit of a headache. All of this comes with being so incredibly Gifted.”
Lucy thought it was the first time she’d heard Lockwood be anything less than braggadocious about his own Talent. It only heightened her sense that something was really wrong.
Nonetheless, she echoed the sentiment. There had been red marks from salt embedded in her face when she’d looked in the bathroom mirror.
Ten drops per eye, or until soreness has receded, the instructions said.
“Can I sit down?”
Lockwood shuffled, leaving space for Lucy to sit beside his pillows.
“Lay down flat,” she instructed, and Lockwood complied gingerly.
He was covering his eyes less, still preferring them to be closed, but Lucy could sense his confusion as he moved slowly to lay flat on his back. She tested the dropper on the back of her hand, getting a sense of how to use it.
One hand found his cheek, leaning over him, the other wielding the eye drops.
“Can you open your eyes for me?” she asked gently.
Lockwood saw her upside down, the whites of her eyes wide, as she regarded his face with nothing short of fear. He could see her guilt, though Lockwood wasn’t quite sure why.
He was the one who’d forgotten his sunglasses.
The one who’d been stupid enough not to use his medication the second they got back.
The reason they’d had to go back in the first place, played by Norma Fields’ dark, canny words.
He’d underestimated her. And they’d all suffered.
The abrasions littering Lucy’s face looked painful. He focused on them, as he fought the pain to keep his eyelids open.
“Thanks,” she breathed, “hold still.”
She didn’t have to do this. But something told Lockwood both of them would feel better if she did. Her warm hand felt good against his face, the bend of her thumb finding a natural home in the curve of his cheekbone, her fingertips spreading across his neck and jaw.
She counted down to the first drop, but it still spooked him, making him blink furiously after the liquid dropped into his eye. It burned. He hated putting these drops in for that exact reason – the few seconds of agony which preceded him feeling better.
But they did help. The drops cooled his burning eyes, reduced the pain. He knew the redness would go down faster with treatment.
Lucy did it again, the other eye, letting him recover and murmuring ‘I’m sorry’ as he clenched his jaw in pain for a few seconds.
Then again. He saw her mouthing two, counting in her head. Lockwood concealed a smile, though he was sure she could feel it beneath her steadying fingers. His eyes were overflowing with the drops, and the tears they made his eyes produce.
He wanted to swipe roughly at them, but Lucy beat him to it, dabbing his dears away with a gentleness he found surprising from her.
Again. She was counting down faster, trying to beat Lockwood’s instincts to blink at the incoming drop.
“One, two – ”
Put the drop in early, making him splutter in surprise and blink as a reflex. The burn was far lesser, as the liquid settled heavily in his wet eyelashes.
“Lockwood,” she whined, “Stop blinking!”
She couldn’t help the laugh she exhaled, resting both hands on his shoulders as the drop trickled down the side of his cheekbone.
“Sorry,” he exhaled, eyes closed in relief as he laughed, “in my defence, you’re putting something in my eye. It’s a bit unpleasant.”
“It’s like wrangling a cat,” she grumbled.
He didn’t think Lucy thought it through fully, as she positioned herself more fully to lean against his headboard, and dragged his head into her lap. She was too busy trying to reach ten. To help him.
The strong muscles of her thighs were soft under his head. Lockwood could feel her breathing, the gentle brush of her torso against his cheek as she leaned over him.
He was so distracted Lockwood didn’t blink as the fourth eyedrop hit his right eye.
Lucy laughed at his groan. When he recovered, his hand stilled her wrist, the bottle still poised between her fingers.
“That’s plenty, thanks Luce.”
She looked at him disbelievingly.
“The prescription says ten drops.”
“It does.”
They sat in a silent stand off for a moment, Lucy’s breathing slowing, the warmth of her body creeping into his. Lockwood realised he was keeping his eyes open without that dull pain behind his forehead making it unbearable. He must have looked a state, as she looked down at him, red and bloodied eyes dripping with tears and eye drops. If she was disgusted by it, he couldn’t find any evidence on her face. She was looking at him with a soft fondness he hadn’t seen from anyone else in a very long time. Without warning, she grabbed his jaw, forcing him still and managing a quick drop in each eye.
He spluttered, scrunching his eyes closed, hit by instant relief rather than pain this time. He hadn’t realised he was fully laughing until he felt himself move against Lucy, the give of her thigh as his weight shifted.
She was laughing too, though he thought it might have been from relief. Or exasperation. Either way, it was a sound he sorely needed to hear.
Lockwood fidgeted, shuffling so his neck was more comfortable as the back of his head was cushioned in Lucy’s lap.
He opened his eyes to look up at her, pleased to see some of the concern had drained from her face, replaced with raised eyebrows and a bossiness he was all too happy to comply with.
“Was that number six?”
She smiled wryly, her spare hand steadying his face again.
“You are counting.”
Lockwood gave her an apologetic smile.
“I’m not great at remembering to do this myself. Don’t think I’ve ever actually made it beyond three before getting distracted.”
He got another drop in each eye, making her exasperated look swim as he blinked, and Lockwood didn’t mind one bit. He let the medication soothe the burning sensation, as Lucy’s arm rested on his bare collarbones.
Again.
“Three more,” she told him, apologetic.
She grabbed a tissue, astonishingly gentle as she cleared some of the excess liquid trailing down his cheeks.
Then continued. He finally looked at peace, out of pain. She’d continue to ten anyway. Since, apparently, Lockwood had been avoiding doctor’s orders for his entire life.
“You’ve got to be careful, Lockwood,” Lucy scolded, hearing what a hypocrite she was soon as the words left her lips. “We only keep you around for your Sight,” she tagged on, getting that self-deprecating laugh Lockwood favoured.
She smiled, despite his eyes being closed, staring down as a mixture of tears and eye drops pooled on the inner corners of his eyelids.
“I thought it was my dashing good looks,” he teased.
“It’s certainly not your modesty.”
His head was comfortable in her lap, his neck no longer tensing like it had when she’d first pulled him closer. The heavy weight of his whole head and upper torso lay against her thighs, and Lucy didn’t care at all. She set the eye drops down, stretching for the bedside side table, careful not to disturb him.
Lockwood let her clean him up with her fingertips, careful around his irritated eyes. He didn’t even flinch, eyes occasionally slipping open to watch her.
Finally, she thought he might have fallen asleep, head tilting slightly towards her body, his breathing growing slow, steady.
She’d move, in a bit. Find a way to extricate herself from his heavy weight. To avoid him waking with a crick in his neck. But she couldn’t bear to move Lockwood. The irritated red around his eyelids gave way to deep, bruising eye bags. He deserved some good sleep.
Lucy found herself staring at the box for the drops. They were fairly new, despite being torn open and clearly used, the printed label sat facing her. A pharmacy and a doctor were listed, ones she didn’t recognise. Instructions to use as needed. His name printed.
ANTHONY LOCKWOOD
Snatches of the horrific scene at Norma’s house were coming back to her, that fumbling in the drawer. The prescription bag crumpling uselessly beneath her desperate fingers.
It was a hospital prescription. The pills… there were a lot of them. They weren’t like the ones sat in her dresser upstairs, they were big pills.
She was fairly sure Lockwood wasn’t awake when she told him about it, stroking his hair and ending up with a thumb brushing at the side of his face – willing his eyes to recover.
“Weird,” was the mumbled response she got.
He shifted again, slipping back into unconsciousness.
A few minutes passed before a pyjama-clad George appeared in the doorway, slippers shuffling and knuckles lightly rapping on the open door to make himself known. His hair was damp, curls messy and sticking out every direction from a rough towel drying, and he raised a pointed eyebrow at their boss, asleep in her lap.
“Alright?”
She nodded. Lockwood grumbled something that Lucy missed, as she exchanged knowing grimaces with George. He barely ventured in from the doorway, just far enough that Lucy could see the exhaustion on his face, too.
“You’re not excused from our library date tomorrow,” he whispered to her, words fond as he watched the scene before him.
He was in one of his gentle moods, and Lucy was grateful for it. They all needed a bit of kindness tonight.
“Wouldn’t miss it for the world.”
Lockwood’s jaw moved slightly in her lap, before he rolled to one side making Karim grimace before he left. He closed the door behind him, extinguishing the lights.
She wasn’t sure how long she waited before she snuck out of Lockwood’s room. Lucy drank half the glass of water she’d fetched him, parched and hoping Lockwood wouldn’t mind. She fumbled for it in the dark, one hand finding Lockwood’s neck to check she wasn’t jostling him as she reached for it.
She waited until he was fully asleep, occasionally catching his lips move as some thought slid through his dreams. Lucy dozed herself, the headboard digging into her skull uncomfortably. Finally, as he fidgeted from a dream, Lucy slipped aside and stood, her feet slightly numb after so long still.
Her hands guided his head to the mattress, then jammed a pillow beneath his head, folding the covers over him as best she could.
Her quick getaway was interrupted, just briefly, by taking the sight of Lockwood in. Curled at a strange angle, occupying the spot she’d left, most of his body covered in some way by the mess of his blankets and his worn duvet cover.
Lucy couldn’t quite place the heavy feeling in her throat as she tiptoed up the stairs, expertly stepping over the side of the ones which creaked. Or the reason for the tears pooling in her eyes as she threw herself beneath her covers.
Lockwood’s room felt warmer than hers. She’d have to complain.
In the darkness she fumbled for her tape recorder, falling asleep with it clutched to her chest.
*
Lucy and George managed thirty minutes alone in the archives before Lockwood joined them. They had both left quietly, around 10am, the front door opening and closing while Lockwood was in the shower. He needed to rest. They’d both left notes on the thinking cloth telling him as such.
She hadn’t seen him since the night before.
Yet here he was, bearing a smuggled-in lunch and a grin suave enough to hide that he’d come to the library because he missed them.
He was wearing sunglasses. His usual ones this time. When he looked to the side, scanning the desks for his friends, Lucy could see the pink irritation which still surrounded his eyes.
“Morning, you brainboxes,” he greeted far too loudly, and George shushed him as she pulled out the chair beside Lucy.
He might as well have put his feet on the table, rapier clinking as he regarded their notes with the barest hint of interest.
“I can’t believe you’ve dragged Lucy to the dark side, George.”
“It’s hardly the dark side, Lockwood,” he offered pragmatically. “I’m sure she’ll still swing a sword around with you in the basement, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
Lucy had nothing to say.
Something oddly like hurt was growing in her chest. Lockwood had been so genuine last night. Gentle and vulnerable and human. It had taken less than ten hours for the ‘arrogant prick’ act to return in full force. He squared his shoulders, looking around the room with a sniff.
She didn’t acknowledge her concerned glance.
Lucy missed the Lockwood who’s laughed at himself for blinking. The one who’d whispered thank you and curled into her in his sleep.
Lucy picked up the biggest book she had open in front of her, pretending to be fascinated by the pages.
“Find anything yet?”
Lockwood reached into his satchel and pulled out an apple, biting down on it to punctuate his statement. She bristled with irritation at the loudness of it.
“We’ve barely sat down, Lockwood,” George hissed.
At least he shared some of Lucy’s irritation. She tuned the conversation out as Karim ran through the research plan they’d put together. Lockwood made some stupid comment about leaving again.
She sort of wished he would.
Then she returned to the page in front of her. A heavy academic guide to identifying the brand of watch they’d found. George had warned her it would be dry, but Lucy hadn’t minded taking some of the boring work.
Now she wasn’t sure.
There were words in this stupid book that she didn’t understand. Before, she’d been asking George what they meant, and he’d offered her gentle tutelage, explaining what they meant and how to pronounce them – complete with some gentle ribbing about her accent.
Now she just skimmed over them.
She didn’t need Lockwood’s judgement.
There was a lull in the conversation. Another crunch of Lockwood’s apple as he bit into it. The gentle scratch of George’s writing. She felt Lockwood lean in to read over her shoulder.
“That looks intense, Luce,” he offered.
“It is.”
There was a beat before he leant back in his chair, clearly thinking better of whatever brilliant comment he’d thought up.
Lucy wasn’t sure why she was so angry.
It was probably Lockwood’s fault.
She picked up the drawing George had done of the watch, examining it before returning to the paragraphs in front of her. Lockwood swiped it from the table, and Lucy ignored his comments about George’s handwriting.
The researcher rolled his eyes. Then he left to go and ask a librarian about a reference, book in hand. She found herself left alone with Lockwood. He gave her a few moments of staring unseeingly at the page in front of her before he leant in to speak.
“You look tired, Luce,” he whispered, his genuine concern drawing her from her book to stare at him.
“I’m fine.”
“You’re not. I know you said you would help George but –”
She took a deep breath, only to exhale more pissed off than she’d started.
“I said I’m fine, Lockwood. Just didn’t get much sleep, did I?”
He smiled. Smirked. It was a smirk, Lucy decided.
“Sorry about that,” Lockwood offered, “and thank you.”
She huffed.
“If you want to go and get some sleep, I can go back with you. I’m just worried, Luce. George can do this. It’s what we’ve got him for,” he was teasing, but the words lodged in Lucy’s heart.
“I am more than capable, Lockwood,” Lucy choked the words out, returning to her book.
The words were swimming on the page.
“I know you are, Luce. Just… you’re tired. Have you eaten?”
She set her jaw. Stared at the book.
Lockwood backed off. There was more crinkling – why didn’t he understand this was a library? – before something in a paper bag slid across the table towards her.
Lucy pointedly ignored it.
Lockwood reached across the desk to pick up George’s notes, flicking through them.
Finally the researcher returned, arms full of four books, setting them down with a thud. He had a fresh line of inquiry, and as he set Lockwood to work, Lucy finally investigated the bag.
It was a pain au chocolat. From the nice café across the road from Portland Row. It was huge, and freshly baked, the butter from it leaving a grease stain on the bag.
When she was sure Lockwood was distracted, Lucy took a huge bite. She hadn’t noticed the absent hunger pains in her stomach until they were gone, and she scarfed down the pastry. A Tupperware container of badly-cut strawberries appeared beside her.
Lucy chose to ignore Lockwood’s sideways glances, the quiet dissipation of her anger towards him as she realised he had really tried. As much as Anthony Lockwood could. She ate the strawberries.
Annoyingly, she did feel much better, returning to her book and letting George and Lockwood help her in turn until George grabbed her a dictionary. She thought she saw Lockwood roll his eyes as George fetched it. Maybe he would have kept helping her after all.
George devoured two chocolate twists and a pot of grapes before they stopped for a break, regrouping. Lucy went to jot notes down on the table as a reflex, before Lockwood’s wordlessly shoved a notebook beneath her pen.
“The watch was old. It couldn’t have been made in the last fifty years,” Lucy offered, and George nodded.
“I really don’t think it was hers… I don’t know.”
“I agree,” Lucy offered, “I don’t have any evidence but… it seems wrong.”
“I shouldn’t have given it to DEPRAC,” Lockwood grumbled.
His friends pointedly ignored him.
“The way she’d hidden it… it must have been intentional. Surely?” George was hypothesising.
“Trying to get a discount on her fee?” Lucy asked, but Lockwood shook his head.
“She didn’t want any of the money back. Just for us to clear the second ghost.”
“It’s not like she was tight on cash,” George added.
“Sometimes the richest ones are the stingiest,” Lockwood countered, but George rolled his eyes.
“Did you see how many diamonds she had? The clothes? I don’t think she was afraid of spending money.”
“They get that from brands,” Lockwood bickered back, “like, free stuff. To wear at red carpets and events.”
“I don’t think she’s still getting invited to red carpets–”
Lucy was used to tuning out their chatter by now. She had stopped listening.
Something was bothering her. Lucy pulled a familiar newspaper spread free from the stack of papers, looking at all those photos of celebrities pouring in and out of Norma’s house. She didn’t wait for the boys to stop bickering before she spoke.
“The party didn’t stop. They had hired agents there, as guards. But they only found the body after everyone important had left.”
She felt the rest of the agency’s eyes on her, and pulled the second newspaper free from the stack.
“When they found the body, there was no one leaving. The original agents weren’t there.”
George shook his head.
“It’s weird, to have a party in a house that was so recently haunted. Don’t you think?”
“She didn’t mention she was having it cleared for a party,” Lockwood recalled, “people usually say, if there’s an urgent event or something.”
“She might have a lot of parties,” Lucy interjected, “it’s not that weird to not tell us. Maybe it was just celebrating? Trying to make her house less creepy?”
“Or she needed to muddy the evidence,” George pointed out. “I thought that at the time, actually. It seemed weird.”
Lockwood leant back in his chair, hands drumming on the table. He had a different answer.
“I think she wanted Perez to die.”
George and Lucy both stared at the black and white newspaper photos in front of them. Lucy could see Norma in one, beautiful and effortless as she waved goodbye to a guest. She knew where the camera was, her face posed, a slim hourglass figure silhouetted against the lights inside.
Lockwood was still speaking, fleshing out his theory.
“Sources are expensive. If she’d bought a source for the collector’s value… one, it wouldn’t be hidden in some tights. She would have bought a silver display case or something. Two, she wouldn’t want us to destroy it.”
“She wanted that ghost to kill him,” Lucy realised.
“It certainly explains some things,” George conceded.
The Archive was getting busier, more agents and more researchers, a few elderly patrons wandering the isles. Lockwood was scanning all of them, glancing at faces. Checking who was near enough to overhear them.
George was drawing out a timeline, pen erratic as he made notes.
“Norma Fields notices a ghost, sometime after her friend’s necklace is brought in the house. Apparently doesn’t notice that connection. Then,” he drew another line, “she hires us. We clear the ghost. She then has a party, someone gets killed by a Type II. She’s just paid to have a type II removed. Plausible deniability. There’s not even a manslaughter charge for that.”
“It just looked like we screwed up,” Lockwood frowned. “So you think she planned it? Bought the second source intentionally, then left it in her underwear drawer?”
“Unless she didn’t know it was a source,” George offered, “which seems unlikely. You don’t hide something like that unless you know it’s illegal.”
“Or it’s one of her magazines.”
“She didn’t even hide those.”
Lucy cleared her throat, interrupting the boys’ tangent.
“All that effort, just to kill one near-stranger?” She mused, “and why hire us? Why not Fittes? If she didn’t really want discretion…”
“We don’t have a whole legal team behind us.” George retorted, “Or a long history. Fewer gadgets and toys. Less specific contracts. We’re easier to throw under the bus.”
“It’s probably that we don’t have a legal team,” Lockwood admitted, shifting uncomfortably. “Or a PR manager.”
“You’re our PR manager, that’s why we’re always in trouble,” Lucy muttered.
Lockwood teasingly jostled her with his shoulder, and she stared down at the timeline to avoid thinking about the flip of her stomach. Her eyes landed on the remnants of the breakfast he’d brought her. George rolled his eyes, though only Lockwood caught it.
“We should tell DEPRAC,” the researcher added soberly.
It grounded them all back down to the case.
Lucy sighed. Bailey’s ghost was there, again. In some deep part of her mind.
“I’m not completely convinced it makes sense,” she admitted.
Lucy circled his first point, blue pen over black biro. Adding a question mark for good measure.
“I don’t think she’s stupid. She had to have known what the source would be. If you take something valuable from a dead body, you know it could be a source. Everyone knows that. You take a necklace from a murder victim. Suddenly there’s a ghost in your house. It’s not rocket science.”
The boys nodded.
“It’s a fair point, though I’m not sure models are known for their intelligence,” George turned his nose up.
“She’s clearly smart, George. She’s already conned us into helping her commit murder.”
He conceded, a quick flash of regret across his face.
She could tell they were all trying to recall that night. Find a why and a how amongst all that chaos and stress. All she could remember was being ghost locked, that thick coppery taste which filled her mouth and throat, drowning her senses in death. Lucy shuddered.
“If you were buying a ghost, why buy a Limbless? They’re terrifying.”
“And hard to clear,” George agreed.
Lockwood tapped his pen on the table, eyes fixed on the skylights as he thought.
She closed her eyes. In a split second, Lucy found herself back in Bailey’s death loop. The screaming. The begging. Fear ran through her.
No, please. No.
Water was in her ears, her throat.
She scrambled for the paper, eyes flying open wildly, letting the pages crunch beneath her hands as she flipped through the story until she got to the photo she wanted. Adil Perez stared back at her. She wondered if he might look evil, the second time. Some manic, killer’s gaze looking back at her in black and white.
It was just a normal photo, a laughing young man with designer headphones around his neck. He was good-looking enough to be one of the models, shirt open to his navel to reveal a toned body.
Lucy recoiled in horror, garbled screaming distant in her ears.
“He killed her,” she realised.
“Luce?”
Lockwood was watching her intently, his concern slightly better hidden than George’s.
“It could have been him. In Bailey’s death loop. I don’t know I just… feel it.”
“The Limbless?” George asked, and Lucy shook her head viciously.
“Perez. The guy who died at Norma’s house.”
“It couldn’t have been Norma?” Lockwood asked, “If they fell out… Perez saw, maybe?”
“No. It was a man.”
There was a finality in her voice that made both the boys fall silent. Finally, George spoke softly, if only to pull Lucy back into the present.
“And you think it was the DJ?”
“Yeah. I just… feel it.”
Lockwood looked unconvinced, so she turned to George.
“Perez kills Bailey, so Norma kills Perez with a ghost?”
“And uses us as a get out of jail free card,” Lockwood perked up suddenly, “an alibi. She says there’s a type II ghost. We clear the ghost. A partygoer is killed a few nights later, by a type II.”
“And they can say it’s because we screwed up,” Lucy whispered, looking between her colleagues as realisation dawned.
George was writing something down. Frowning at his notes. The timeline was covered in scribbles.
“It would make sense,” Lockwood was continuing, voice rising with his excitement despite the glares of people walking past, “
“It’s a lot of preplanning,” Lucy pulled the chain of her necklace to her lip, worrying it. She was doubting their plan.
It was a big accusation.
“Not enough,” Lockwood frowned. “She knew we’d find the watch.”
“Unless she thought it would kill us,” Lucy contended, “it was hidden well enough, it almost did.”
There was an arrogant glint in Lockwood’s eye as he looked between his colleagues.
“Not good enough to hide from us, Luce. She knew we were good. All of London does, by now. You’d hire some crap solo agent if you didn’t want the source found.”
“Not necessarily.” George was still thinking, absentmindedly taking his pen apart and putting it back together as he thought through every possible option.
Lucy bloody hated playing chess against him.
“What if a solo agent had been killed?” he proposed, “She had to know Bailey was a powerful ghost. I think she used us because she thought we wouldn’t figure it out.”
“Or couldn’t tell anyone,” Lockwood countered.
“Do you think she brought the source home on purpose?”
They both looked at Lucy as she spoke. The mention of Bailey’s name had brought the gravity of it all back to her.
Against her better judgement, Norrie’s blank face flashed into her mind.
“I just… having your friend like that. In your own house. I’m not sure I’d ever go back.”
Lockwood had stopped moving, holding his breath. George looked between them nervously.
“She couldn’t see her, Luce,” George offered gently. “Or hear her.”
Lucy shook her head.
“She knew she was there. And… I don’t know. You’d know, surely? That she’s your friend? With the timing. The necklace…”
Finally Lockwood’s shoulders dropped, and he turned to face her.
“Not everyone’s as sensitive as you, Luce. As Talented,” he corrected himself, “I think… she might not have known it was Bailey.”
“She had to have done. It’s horrific.”
George nodded.
They were in silence for a moment. She thought Karim might have had a new diagram in front of him. Maybe a mindmap. She mountains of books around them seemed ridiculous now. They hadn’t needed any of it.
Lucy closed her eyes, pictured the interactions she’d had with Norma. Even stripping away how stunned she’d been to meet a supermodel, it was hard to imagine her as a cold-blooded killer.
Then again, she’d played them for fools. Even Lockwood had been outplayed. Not just a pretty face.
Something else bothered her, as she recalled Norma’s lack of fear at leaving the house close to dusk. The way she’d sauntered to the night cab. The three of them didn’t have that effortless grace, as they threw around their kit bags and avoided catching their rapiers in car doors.
She frowned.
“She left without bags every time,” Lucy realised, “where do you think she was going?”
George shrugged.
“Gentleman friend? Hotel?” he speculated, “I assume when you’re that rich, you just sort of step out of the house and things appear for you.”
“I don’t know,” Lucy mumbled, “it just seems weird.”
“Not the weirdest thing she had going on.”
She laughed.
George was distracted, tapping at the pages of his notebook. Lockwood was glancing around the library in thought.
Lucy sank back into her chair.
“What is her deal?” George exhaled, rubbing at the frown lines appearing on his forehead. “To play with sources like that… it’s so dangerous, it borders on stupid.”
She had started the day exhausted, and putting the pieces of their investigation together had only made her more tired. Some traitorous part of her kept glancing across at Lockwood’s arms, his sleeves rolled up, wondering what he’d do if she leaned her head against his shoulder.
But there were too many people here. Lockwood was too unpredictable. George would scoff.
Lockwood’s shirt looked really soft.
“Why would he have been in her dressing room?” Lucy asked suddenly.
George frowned.
“I don’t know.”
“Did the door have a lock?”
The bedroom had. So did the office. Lucy frowned to recall, before Lockwood interrupted her train of thought.
“Yeah. It did. I remember worrying if it was a poltergeist. Thought I think it was one of those ones without a key. That you can undo from the outside with a coin,” he mimed it, and Lucy remembered.
“You could hold it closed that way, too.”
Lockwood tilted his head.
“Yeah, you could do. I suppose.”
It was wild speculation. It would be suicidal, to stand that close to a ghost. A closed door wouldn’t stop a Cold Maiden, let alone a Limbless.
But a lock like that might trap an unsuspecting party guest. Particularly after enough to drink.
“So, what do we do now?” George asked.
It was a huge accusation to make. The pieces didn’t quite fit.
Lucy couldn’t help thinking of Bailey.
It wasn’t the first time today that Anthony Lockwood had surprised her. This time it came in the form of a sensible and softly spoken business decision.
“I’ll have an unofficial conversation with Barnes. I think we should all go home.”
*
Despite the images of Bailey haunting her – in both the joyful, frozen moment of her polaroid photo, and in death – Lucy managed a nap. Lockwood was out, and it was still hours from dusk. George was wandering around downstairs, and the smell of biscuits cooking greeted her as she wandered from her room.
Wordlessly, Lucy made them both tea, setting it down at the table. The wire baking rack sat on the countertop, the cookies cooling. Lucy had nicked one and burned her mouth, making George mutter something about Karma which she knew he didn’t mean.
Now, almost an hour later, they were still there. George was reading, cans of soup and a loaf of bread out but remaining uncooked. Lucy had been polishing her rapier, though had quickly grown bored and instead opted to start drawing on the thinking cloth. It was just nice not to be alone. Sharing quiet company.
They both looked up at the sound of the front door.
Lockwood was breathless as he rounded the doorway to the kitchen, hands bracing him in the frame as he panted.
“The guy at Satchell’s said Norma Fields had been there!”
Lucy glanced up. There was a familiar yellow bag at his feet.
“Lockwood! You have to stop going to Satchell’s alone, you’ll bankrupt us!” George groaned, head braced in his hands.
“No! You don’t understand,” he stepped into the room, throwing a grin at Lucy, “she bought two silver boxes! Barnes told me. They track when anyone who isn’t an agent buys them, so I went and asked! It was definitely her.”
“She knew she was holding sources,” George realised.
Lockwood’s grin grew wider, hands extended at the revelation.
Lucy shrugged.
“It could just be those Bulgari earrings she wanted back? They’re expensive, source or not.”
George tilted his head, distracted.
“If you took the diamonds out, do you think the diamonds could be reused? Is just one of them a source?”
Lockwood shot him a dirty look, his frown so severe George could see it around Lockwood’s sunglasses.
“Two boxes, guys. And she doesn’t know we’ve still got the jewellery. What was she buying them for?”
Lucy decided to indulge him, abandoning her sketch of Norma on the table
“One for the limbless, obviously,” Lucy proposed, “and maybe she thought Perez might try to seek revenge?”
“She’s clearly operating on quite a loose understanding of how sources work,” George added.
Lucy wasn’t quite sure she agreed, and Lockwood said as much.
“I think she knows far more than we’d like her to,” he added, “though it does lend credence to the idea she preplanned all of this.”
“When did she buy the silver boxes?” Lucy asked.
“Over two weeks ago.”
George sat back in his chair, book forgotten as he stared at Lockwood.
“So that’s it. We’re right.” George declared.
“We might be right,” Lucy countered, “I’m sure there are a million other things that could have happened.”
“Name one, Lucy. I don’t think there is.”
“That’s enough,” Lockwood leant against the doorway, trying to hide the smugness Lucy knew was brewing just beneath the surface of his expression. “We need to tell DEPRAC everything.”
Lucy curled her fingers. She could still feel the prescription bag, those pill packets, beneath her fingers.
They could mean nothing. They could be critical.
“Where do you think she went?” she asked, “at night. That house hardly looked lived in. She left without bags. It all just seems… weird.”
“We’ll go into the office tomorrow, to make a formal report. I’m sure DEPRAC will get to the bottom of it after that.”
Lucy didn’t think any of them seemed particularly convinced by Lockwood’s words – least of all Lockwood – but nonetheless she nodded. They weren’t homicide detectives – they were kids who hunted ghosts.
She would be glad for the case to be out of their hands. George started making them cheese toasties and tomato soup, nodding politely while Lockwood talked her through everything he’d bought at Satchell’s.
*
The sun had set, and Lucy and Lockwood had ended up in the library. Lockwood had taken his sunglasses off, still embarrassed by the damage to his eyes but finally able to read again. Lucy had dimmed the lights, keeping just the two table lamps on, and he had offered her the gentlest smile she’d ever seen from him in thanks.
George had gone to his room, maybe tired of wearing trousers for the day – Lucy understood – and Lucy was a little glad of it.
On the footstall between them lay an open gossip rag magazine. Adil Perez and Bailey McCormick had been dating. The whole agency had read the page, after Lucy had wordlessly left it out. She avoided looking at the page, like it was her very own death glow. None of them had discussed it. They would take the page to Barnes tomorrow, and hope the spectre of the case disappeared from 35 Portland Row.
Her favourite Lockwood was back. The one who didn’t need to prove himself to her. He could just settle, read a fantasy novel with far more romance in it than he’d ever admit to liking, content in her company.
“Do you want a beer?” Lucy murmured, with every intention of getting off the sofa she was lying on.
She just wasn’t moving yet.
Lockwood glanced up at her from his armchair, pupils finding her easily. Lucy felt something warm and fuzzy approaching relief in her stomach.
“Do we have any wine open?” he replied, letting his book drop to his lap.
“We don’t, but we could open a bottle? I’d go for wine.”
“Sure,” Lockwood smiled, he was teasing her, “we can spare the expense for tonight.”
It was a screw-top bottle of red that cost a fiver, and Lockwood would always groan at the label then drink it anyway, as though he had any idea about expensive wines. Without seeing the bottle, he wouldn’t have a clue.
Lucy poured two large glasses and grabbed a bag of the fancy crisps Lockwood liked, leaving the bottle open on the kitchen table. Beneath the bottle, a drop of red blossomed dark pink across the thinking cloth. Lucy thought it looked like a flower. She didn’t make any effort to clear it away. Like everything else on the cloth, it was a memory.
She ascended the dark stairs easily, creeping back into the library to see Lockwood glance up from his book and smile at her.
He took the wine and crisps with a soft thanks, and Lucy drifted reluctantly back to the sofa. He was staring at her as she took the first sip, leaning back against the arm of the sofa, ankles crossed.
She wiped her mouth, checking she hadn’t stained her lips red before she spoke.
“What?”
“It’s so nice to have an evening where I’m not terrified for your life,” Lockwood admitted.
Lucy smiled despite herself. Despite the fact she wanted Lockwood to fear for his life. Despite the fact she knew she shouldn’t indulge in whatever was happening between her and Lockwood.
“Agreed.”
Didn’t she deserve it? To be happy? If they both wanted this, why was she so reluctant to let him care for her?
They drank their wine in silence, Lucy flicking through her own book, taking it in turns to watch each other. Lockwood got up to pass her the crisps, insisting when she declined, until she took a handful and reluctantly admitted they were just okay.
Lockwood poured them drinks the next time, making a show of her glass being the one in his left hand, although Lucy was surprised to realise she didn’t actually care. Maybe it was the wine, which caused the pang of melancholy in her chest. Maybe it was the realisation she hadn’t felt like this since Norrie was taken.
She didn’t give Lockwood the chance to pick his book back up again. She wanted him there. Present. Talking to her and looking at her. She needed to see the brown of his irises.
“How are your eyes feeling?”
“Much better. Thank you, for that night. I hate those drops, but I’m not sure I’d be able to read just yet without them.”
“Well... take it easy. Don’t overstrain.”
Lucy didn’t need to tell him she didn’t mind, that she’d do it again, whenever. Lockwood would never ask for help. She’d have to impose it on him.
“Thanks Luce.”
Neither of them returned to their books. They couldn’t hear George moving around anymore, he must have gone to bed.
“I meant to get some of those biscuits George made,” Lockwood realised suddenly, “are you hungry? I know we didn’t have much for dinner…”
“I’m fine, Lockwood.”
Lucy caught a flash of dejection on his face, and corrected herself.
“Thank you, though.”
She always wondered why he favoured the armchair. He was too lanky for it, slumping down to extend his long legs in front of him. He always seemed folded up, further away from her than he needed to be, and yet his socked feet almost reached her as he sprawled out to fit.
Lucy told him as much, and Lockwood laughed.
“I’m not going to kick you off the sofa Luce, I’m fine.”
She smiled, reminding herself that wasn’t a rejection. Just a comment. She didn’t tell Lockwood there was plenty of space for both of them.
“I don’t think I thank you properly, by the way. For packing those sunglasses.”
“For all the good they did,” she joked nervously.
Lucy couldn’t stop looking at the burst blood vessel in his left eye, even as he sighed and looked straight at her.
“I would have been even more useless, if you’d forgotten those sunglasses.”
“You’re not useless,” she chided, “I didn’t even realise how much pain you were in. I was the one dramatic enough to faint.”
He wanted to tell her off for being self-deprecating. Lucy could see it. Instead, he smiled, rolled his neck to rest his head on one palm. His wine was cradled in the other palm, and he brought it to his lips before he spoke.
“Thank god for George.”
*
The next morning they were due in Barnes’ office at eleven o’clock sharp. A midmorning start was a surprisingly difficult thing for 35 Portland Row, and George was still running around upstairs shouting about trying to find his shoes, and his wallet, and something else Lucy couldn’t quite hear.
The newspaper clattered through their letterbox just as they were ready to leave, and Lockwood frowned at the familiar name on the front as he reached down to get it.
He unfolded the paper, holding it a touch lower so Lucy could read it beside him.
On one side of the page was a photo of a younger Norma, smiling genially. Barely-there straps were the only thing covering her slim shoulders, hair and makeup gentle, a gleaming chandelier necklace at the base of her throat. Above the scant text on the cover was a smaller, far more recent photo, taken in a hospital bed. She wasn’t wearing makeup, her hair falling elegantly beside her face. Even Norma’s blue hospital gown appeared tailored, maybe clipped behind her as she offered the camera a wide smile.
Lucy thought it was knowing. There was something in her wide, gleaming eyes that made Lucy feel like she was looking right at her. That she had already imagined this moment, as she touched Lucy’s scuffed chin in this very corridor, making her flush. Telling her she was beautiful in front of Lockwood. Summoning energy Lucy realised she might not have had to saunter into their lives and use them for her own means.
Norma had planned this to the end. Taken the photos. Tidied up her loose ends. Thrown herself a goodbye party. Gotten her revenge.
George descended the stairs, stopping short as he almost ran into their backs. He gasped as he read the headline.
Model Norma Fields Dies of Heart Failure, Age 51.
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FU In my head (Be The Young 18)
GIANT TW which will be valid for each episode for suicidal thoughts, self-h*rm, violence, cursing, relatives dying, mentions of s*x, s*xual assault
All chapter titles are song titles, some of them translated from Italian songs. We start from the first season and make out way through the series. I will break canon (mostly from the S2 finale) but will try to get back into it for the sake of ✨ lore ✨ .
Summary: Emily's life used to be normal. Until one day, her family died, leaving behind just one letter.
"After reading this whole letter, call John Winchester. [...] He’s your real father."
MASTERLIST
FU in my head
Sorry for acting this strange, I can’t control myself
[...]
If I’m honest, it’s more fun when
you can’t read my mind
When she opened her eyes, it was because of insistent knocking. She was on the motel floor, Dean passed out on the other side of the room. The knocking continued as Emily stood up and started walking towards Dean. She lightly kicked his body and he also started to come back to his senses. Groaning, Emily walked towards the door and opened it.
“Hello?”
“Hey. It’s past your checkout.” The words didn’t register, a big headache hitting her.
“What?” She asked.
“It's past checkout, and I've got a couple here that needs your room.” Emily looked at the ‘couple’, which consisted of a very embarrassed businessman and a girl who was clearly a hooker.
“Sure, uh- can you give us ten minutes?”
“I’m gonna have to charge you extra, you know.”
“Of course, ten minutes. We’ll be out.” Emily closed the door and went back to trying to get Dean off the floor.
“Wake up, sleepy head, we need to go.” She tapped him with her foot again.
“Uh?”
“We need to go!” She repeated. “What the hell happened, Dean?”
Dean, groggy, sat up. “I think Sam knocked me out.” He said.
“Alright, we can mourn your ego another time, the manager is out there, let’s go!” Emily opened the tap water and washed her face, trying to fully get back to a normal state.
Ten minutes later they walked to a nearby diner. Emily handed Dean her laptop as she ate a stack of pancakes which they had planned on sharing. Dean talked with the phone company and soon, they had the location of Sam’s phone. By the time Dean had closed the call, there were no more pancakes. “Dude.” He said. “Where are my pancakes?”
Emily smiled mischievously and pointed to her belly. “Remind me to never share food with you anymore. You ready? Let’s go.” He took his jacket and they left. “Can I ask you something?” He said, entering the car.
“Sure.”
“What did you mean when you said Sam was ‘blocking you out’?”
“You know our weird, psychic powers? Well, sometimes we like- feel each other's emotions. It's weird, it happened back in Portland when he got attacked and- it looks like it only happens when they are strong emotions. And all those things Sam said… he wasn't feeling any of them.”
“So he was either blocking you out or lying.”
“Right.” Emily closed the door and Dean started the engine. “Dean, do you think Sam really went dark side or is there something else going on?”
“I don't know, kid. But whatever it is, it ain't good.” He exhaled.
“Alright, we- where are we going exactly?”
“Remember Jo?”
“No, not really.”
“Ah, wait- I think you never met her. Well, she's a friend.” Emily looked at Dean pronouncing the word friend and raised her eyebrows.
“Is she a cute friend?”
Dean got briefly distracted from the street to look at Emily, confirming her suspect.
“Don't even think about it.”
“I'm not thinking anything.” She giggled. Dean dismissed her and kept driving.
“I think he's in there.” Said Dean a couple of hours later pointing to a bar on the side of a lake.
“Dean, wait.” She stopped him from exiting the car. “Please, tell me what you think we're going against.”
“Well, I was thinking and- I think he might be possessed. I'll try to spray him with holy water, keep him in your sight and get ready to stop him if he tries to run, okay?”
“Kinda.”
“What do you mean, kinda?”
“When you say stop him you mean shoot him, right?”
“If it comes down to that, yes.”
“Dean-”
“You don't have to kill him, just slow him down. Can you do it?” Emily didn't answer, she just limited herself to staring in front of her. “Emily, we don't have time for this, can you do it or not?!”
“I'll try.” She sighed, loading her gun. They approached the building and Dean didn't hesitate to kick down the door. Emily entered quickly after, gun ready. The second they entered the room, Sam grabbed something from a nearby pillar and turned around Jo. The object, which Emily quickly realized being a knife, swiftly landed very close to Jo's throat.
“I begged you to stop me, Dean!” Said Sam, desperation painting his face.
“Sam, just put the knife down.” Said Emily, walking at Dean’s side. He slowly approached Sam, reaching for something in his inside pocket.
“I told you I can't fight it!” Said Sam. “My head feels like it's on fire, all right?!”
“Sam, it really doesn't. I would know.” Intervened Emily. Dean glared at her, worried.
“What do you know about my feelings?!” Said Sam, pressing the knife harder on Jo's skin. “Who are you to tell me what's going on in here?!” He pointed at his head with his gun, not letting go of Jo. Dean stood where he was. “Kill me, Dean, or I’m gonna kill her.” He pointed back at Jo. “Please, you’d be doing me a favor!”
“We’re not gonna kill you, Sam.” Said Emily, stern. She had walked very close to Sam and Jo. So close that Sam seemed very restless. She touched her back pocket, making sure she still had the holy water.
“Of course you won’t! You don’t have the guts. But Dean does!”
Slightly offended, Emily tried to keep in mind that Sam wasn’t talking, the demon was. She looked at Dean. He exhaled deeply, trying to maintain the calm.
“What the hell's wrong with you, Dean? I thought you trained her, didn’t you?” Dean and Emily exchanged a look.
Was that the “time to shoot him“ look? Or was it just a look? Emily tried to decipher Dean’s expression but all she could see was stress.
“Sam, have I ever told you about the time I almost killed Dean?” Sam looked at her, confused. “It went more or less like this.” If Dean’s expression wasn’t very telling, she had to go on instinct alone. With a leap, she put herself between her and Jo and grabbed the wrist he was holding the knife with, pushing him away from his victim. Then, she quickly sprayed him with holy water. With a painful scream, he freed himself from her hold and looked up. As his eyes painted black, he started running and jumped out of a window. Dean hesitated for a second to look at Jo and Emily, but the latter was quick to gesture to him to go after Sam. He disappeared through the same window.
The first thing Emily did was take off Jo’s gag. “Are you okay?” She asked, undoing the rest of the knots who were keeping her trapped.
“I think I'll be okay. Was he possessed?”
“I’m pretty sure, yeah. Name’s Emily, by the way.” She set her free. Massaging her wrists, Jo groaned in pain.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Emily took a better look at Jo and coincidentally, a mild stomach pain got her. Jo nodded.
“You good?” She asked.
“What?” Emily caught herself staring at the girl in front of her. “Sure, uh- Let’s go find Dean.”
They went out the door and tried to reach the piers where Sam and Dean seemed to have run to. Jo tried to call Dean’s phone. “It's just going straight to voicemail.”
“Damnit- DEAN!” Yelled Emily. “I swear to god-” She whispered. “If he’s dead I’ll bring him back just to slap him once more.” Jo’s expression quickly went from serious to amused, but just for a second. Then, she called him again.
The faint sound of rock music reached Emily’s ears. She stopped walking and also stopped Jo, grabbing her shoulder. She signaled to not make any noise. After focusing on the sound, she sprinted towards a ramp that was going right into the water. At the end, completely drenched, was Dean. Emily tapped him with her foot just like she had done that same morning on the motel floor. “Dean!” She called. The man groaned, in pain, and sat back up. “What the fuck happened to you?!” She asked, removing some leaves from his hair he had picked up from the water.
“Where's Sam?” He asked.
“I don't know, he hasn’t come back for us. Dean, what happened?”
“He shot me.”
“He shot you?”
“Am I speaking chinese?”
“Alright, we can go after him later, let’s patch you up.” Dean refused the help Emily was trying to give him and tried to stand up by himself. She and Jo watched him fail. “You gonna let me help you, or…“
“Shut the fuck up.” He groaned. Emily rolled her eyes, looking at Jo, and she answered with an empathetic smile. The mild stomach pain arrived again.
Maybe it wasn’t stomach pain, maybe it was butterflies. Not having the time to really think about what was happening in her stomach, Emily forced Dean up the floor and Jo helped her walk him inside the bar.
Back inside, Dean sat down and Emily started working to get the bullet out of him. Jo helped her by passing her tools and by scolding Dean when he complained too much.
“Stop being a baby!” Said Emily, about half way done. “And stay still.”
Jo passed Emily a long pair of forceps after dunking them inside some whiskey. “Thanks.” She smiled. Dean scowled at her.
Emily held her breath and slowly entered Dean’s shoulder, trying to get a grip of the bullet.
“I thought you were supposed to be good at this!” He said, flinching for the pain. Emily slowly backed out of his flesh, no bullet in sight.
“I literally have one inch of metal in your shoulder. Do you really think this is a good time to move? Or make any sound? Good doesn’t mean painless.”
“Shut up and drink.” Jo passed Dean a glass of whiskey, which he drank immediately.
“Count to ten, I’ll be in and out, okay?” Said Emily, putting a leg on Dean’s lap to keep him from moving. “Are you ready?” He reluctantly nodded. As promised, Emily entered his shoulder, grabbed the bullet and extracted it. The second it was out, she dropped it into a glass of alcohol. Dean exhaled.
“Fuck, that hurt.”
“If you keep complaining, next time I’ll do it with my bare fingers.” She started covering the wound.
“Can I ask you guys something?” Asked Jo. Emily nodded, smiling.
“Sure.”
“I know demons lie, but ... do they ever tell the truth too?”
Emily looked at Dean, who had nothing for her but pain and disappointment. “I guess. Especially if they know it’ll mess with you. Why?” Emily stole Dean’s glass and took a swig of whiskey. She offered some to Jo. She refused.
“Nothing. Doesn't matter.” She answered. “So do you have any idea where Sam's headed to next?”
“Well, so far he's been going after the nearest hunter, so…“ Said Dean. After trailing off, he looked at Emily. She finished patching up and released his leg, computing what he was trying to communicate. When she did, she jumped out of her chair.
“Oh my god!” She said. “He’s going after Bobby!”
Dean also stood up and grabbed his jacket. Jo did the same, but Dean stopped her.
“You're not coming.” He said, as if it was an obvious fact, pointing at Jo. Emily scrunched her nose in disappointment.
Why was she disappointed?
She put her jacket on.
“The hell I'm not. I'm a part of this now.” Complained Jo.
“I can't say it more plain than this.” Said Dean, adjusting his shirt. “You try to follow me and I'll tie you right back to that post and leave you here. This is my fight. I'm not getting your blood on my hands.” He quickly left the building and Emily followed her, at the very last moment, she turned around.
“See you later, okay?” She waved at Jo. She smiled back.
She jogged after Dean, catching up with him and getting into the car.
“What was that?!” He asked, turning on the engine.
“What?” Emily put on her seatbelt, cluelessly looking at him.
“Thanks Jo, see you later, Jo“ He mocked.
“I’m sorry…?” She said, even more confused than before. “Dean, what are you talking about?!”
“I don’t think I’ve ever heard you be this kind to anybody.”
”...and?”
“What, you like Jo or something?” Emily shook her head and ignored his question. “Oh my god, you do!”
“I don’t- shut up and drive!” She answered, nervous. “And even if I did… What are you, jealous or something?”
Dean gazed at her, nervous as well. “I- shut up and- and be a passenger!”
Emily shook her head and went back to focusing on where they were headed to. She still didn’t really have time to process what was going on. Sam was possessed and he was going around killing hunters. She had been awake for almost twenty four hours, not able to catch an actual break. Dean had been shot and she was barely holding on to her last bits of calm. All she could do was hope Bobby would handle Sam until they got her.
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