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myidic · 1 year
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"Kirk is the unpredictable daredevil with the logical Vulcan sidekick."
Hahaha! Nah. That’s backwards.
Kirk may be a tactical genius, but he’s also a major nerd who collects antique books and is a chess Grandmaster. He was so focused on excelling academically at the Academy he was called a stack of book with legs. Kirk is the steadfastly moral, kind, bleeding heart who wears his heart on his sleeve. He’s compassionate to a fault. He may throw himself headfirst into the fray, but only because he’d rather sacrifice himself than others, and has the faith that Spock will always rescue him, and Bones will be there to piece him back together.
On the other hand, Spock is a REBEL of the highest order. He’s a thrill seeking adrenaline junkie, who dives head first into danger.
People hear Spock say that he is too “emotional” for Vulcans, and think it’s just because he gets into fights defending his and his mother’s humanity. Maybe he’s considered too emotional because he cries, or struggles to hide that he’s overly sensitive, or that he lashes out at bullies instead of suppressing his reactions, but really, that’s just the tip of the iceberg.
Spock craves adventure and exploration. He may look like the model buttoned up Vulcan to the nakedly emotional humans, but to Vulcans he’s the kid who undertook the kahs-wan at 7, three years early. He’s the kid who questions everything around him. He’s a scientist who craves discovery, to be the first to prove the unprovable.
He responds to slander against his mother with violence, and defied his father’s wishes and broke generations of family tradition by saying a giant “Fuck You” to the VSA and refused admittance when they insulted his and his mother’s humanity, and left Vulcan for Earth and humans without looking back.
He may be the great grandson of Solkar, and the heir to the clan of Surak, but the other Vulcans see him as the human son of the illogical Ambassador who defied logic and Vulcan precepts to marry an even more illogical human. They see him as the first Vulcan to officially join a human led, militaristic armada that explores the deep recesses of space, deliberately putting himself in situations that force him to respond with violence and emotion.
Spock isn’t the calm, collected, logical exterior he projects. Spock is a BAMF, and don’t you forget it.
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savagechickens · 1 year
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Stay Positive.
And more optimism.
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brattybabygirl7 · 8 days
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just to let everyone know i’ll be emotional unavailable tomorrow at 9pm est until the foreseeable future
I have an album to listen to and recover from 🫠
wish me luck
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lonelydancerr · 6 months
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I just rewatched Coco and I'm seriously an emotional wreck rn
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fandomandmore · 8 months
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I saw the UK premiere of Next to Normal yesterday evening.
I thought my heart was ready for such things, but apparently I was 100% unprepared.
I am still an emotional wreck.
Caissie Levy, Jamie Parker, Jack Wolfe, Eleanor Worthington Cox... Perfection.
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jlawbenn · 5 months
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Thoughts of the day - I hope I never have to deal with another bus stop junkie, Kmart self service machine or 50 year old heavily drug addicted cousin ever again.
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ifae-lemon · 5 months
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in question yes, I do conjure spirits of the dead
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pegasusnebulous · 1 year
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Something I’ve been sitting on
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solitairesys · 1 year
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gallavichgeek · 2 years
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hi, happy friday!
popping in to remind you that you are a kind, creative, talented, important part of this fandom! thank you for everything you do & share with us. thank you for your creations, thank you for your interactions, thank you for your comments & reblogs & tags. i feel so lucky to be creating alongside you & to know you--all because a couple of boy dolls happen to be in love.
what we have built here is really special & it wouldn't be the same without you 🖤
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Opening up tumblr to see this message has just made my day, nay, made my month. Thank you so, so much.
These two boys have found a way to bury themselves under our skin and the art that has come out of so many talented people, whether it be drawings, writing, videos, gifs and more, it’s just amazing to see.
Thank you for being supportive. Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for your kind words and love because it motivates me to keep going. I myself can not wait to see what else you create, it’s like Christmas whenever I get a notification.
🧡🖤
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It feels like no matter how many people I encounter, love and care for, there will never be someone who loves and cares for me as I do them. There will never be someone liking my posts and leaving comments/reaching out when I post something sad or just off, unusual from my normal posts like I do for my loved ones. No one who checks in just because. No one who randomly tells me they love me or wishes me a good day/night etc. No one who see my interests and strikes up a conversation about them. No one to remind me I'm beautiful or worthy of love or whatever it may be I'm sad about or need to hear. Even the ones who say they're clingy, don't turn out to be as clingy as me. Like I'm so incredibly clingy with everyone and maybe that's bad but it's me and I can't change it. I just want a me for me. I want to stop questioning if I'm being too much or doing too much or being "obsessively clingy" I just want feel loved. It's all I've ever wanted. This feeling. All of those little things I do, I want them done to me. But it feels like it's never going to happen. Like I'll die searching for this and never find it. And if that's the case why should I even bother anymore. I shouldn't.
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just-hyperfixed-ok · 2 years
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Love how I’ve managed to get a load of work done today so if I can’t function tomorrow/Thurs it’s not too bad 😂
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frankenstiensblog · 2 years
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She is me I am her
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swordwife · 1 year
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today’s mood 
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"what did you do today, bee?"
"cried and watched a day's worth of One Direction and Harry Styles videos on YouTube."
"so not super productive?"
"did you hear what I just said?"
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sheflylikenasa · 16 days
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I was miserable today
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