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bassettmemes · 1 year
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EMAILS I CAN'T SEND FWD ↳ starters from sabrina carpenter's eics deluxe tracks.
opposite —
oh, so you do have a type and it's not me
oh, so you can reply, just to not me
if you wanted brown eyes, i could have got contacts
she looks nothing like me
should i be trying to take it as a compliment?
she looks nothing like me, so why do you look so happy?
you were holding out to find the opposite
even if i tried to change, you'd end up with her anyway
does she say nothing so you feel good?
does she step out the spotlight so you bathe in it?
does she get up on top of you more than I would?
does she just love the picture cause you're painting it?
when you said i'm beautiful, was i just being lied to?
feather —
i feel so much lighter like a feather with you off my mind
floatin through the memories, like, whatever
you're a waste of time
your signals are mixed, you act like a bitch
you fit every stereotype, "send a pic"
i feel so much lighter like a feather with you out my life
it feels so good not caring where you are tonight
it feels so good not pretending to like the wine you like
i'm so sorry for your loss
you miss me? no duh
lonesome —
if i fall in love with all my problems will they leave me, too?
maybe i believed in all your lies because i believed in you
why were you somewhere else when you were next to me?
did you think about her face with your hands around my waist?
did you even give a fuck?
you can't spell "lonesome" without "me"
there's no hope in misery
tell me i was more than a decent opportunity
will you tell me anything i wanna hear to control how you're perceived?
isn't it kind of strange how it all changed?
i wasn't the one they wanted you to love
things i wish you said —
baby, sorry i left you in the dark
i always reach for your leg over there on your side of the car
baby, everything reminds me of you
nobody gets my jokes, everyone here thinks I'm fuckin' rude
when I saw you cry, i didn't handle it well
without you here, I don't know what to do with myself
i saw you met somebody and I'm jealous as hell
i can't even stomach loving somebody else
i think about these things at night before I fall asleep
i'm sorry that I pulled the "it's not you, it's me"
one day, i'll make sure you get a real apology
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takusanno · 3 years
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Get To Know The Mun!
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———  BASICS! ♡
(PEN)NAME: Momo
PRONOUNS: She / they
ZODIAC SIGN:  Cancer sun / Scorpio moon / Cancer rising
TAKEN OR SINGLE: happily ready to die alone with my cats 🥰
———  THREE  FACTS! ♡
i work as an Insurance Processor and send a billion emails every day, i use the sentence “could you please review and advise?” about 60 times a week and so i always type ‘advise’ instead of ‘advice’ outside of work OTL
I have two cats (one is actually my sisters but i’ve claimed her), Boo and Hanni. Boo is my big baby boy, a gray and white tabby, and Hanni is my sweet pretty girl, a fluffy tabby. i would die for them 😭
I have too many ideas for my muses and stuff and sometimes i just cant get words out fast enough or dont know where to start, so i just sit and do nothing 😥
———  EXPERIENCE! ♡
I used to write Fairy Tail and Harry Potter fanfic back in like 2013 or something and then ended up making a personal blog and stumbling across some FT rp blogs. After admiring them all from a far for a while, i jumped in by making Jason and then later Sieg in like 2014 i think (both blogs have had recent revivals!). And then i ended up making waaay too many blogs and going through a bad phase and disappeared in like 2017. BUT ANYWAY thats not that relevant, hmm. I used to do a LOT of rps on skype and then discord a few years go as i wasnt active on blogs. im still open to discord threads with certain people and i love plotting out stuff!
———  MUSE  PREFERENCE! ♡
i’m a sucker for characters that are struggling with something or are hiding in some way. And i love muses with good senses of humour and fun. those flirty and smirky little shits, but at the same time i like those Broody ones too.
i love super minor characters for muses, because there’s so much potential! and also its a bit less pressure than having a main/more popular character muse (i try not to let it get to me but i get a bit antsy sometimes, like most people do) it’s also not quite as daunting as making an oc (i adore ocs but putting my own out there can be Yikes). Being able to develop minor characters and give them depth is just some of the most fun you can have 🥰  
———  FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! ♡    
FLUFF: its good for the soul! (but i have had experience with too much purposeless fluff which was a bit hard to handle)
ANGST: i love to plot it out, i just wish i was better at writing it 🤔
SMUT: i think smut, or even just sensuous scenes, can be really important and good for showing the depth of a muse/ship development. i would only write it with very good friends and only if our muses had developed to that point. i havent written that kinda stuff in quite a while and i get kinda nervous about it! im a bit awkward oops
PLOT / MEMES: i love plotting! and i really should try reblogging memes sometime, im just Terrible
tagged by: @killrate​ thank u bby 🥰
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randomfanfic1 · 4 years
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https://youtu.be/QbpZ1GwKdrc
Yeah, I get it. Ya'll mean. But I aint mad anymore. Had my bitch fit about it last night and I feel better after the best fucking sleep in my entire life in MONTHS. So, yeah, keep having your Town Hall meetings in my back yard at ungodly hours and if the cops ask just tell them I said it was okay because it's peak hours for Pokemon GO or something. But please let me sleep and if you want to update me on your thoughts or the situation please send me a super encrypted, anonymous email. Hell, even do it in memes if you're afraid I'mma syphon your energy to read it. At this point I honestly dont give a fuck and gonna enjoy doing other shit.
You can even keep whatever stuff you have of mine and furiously fap to it if you like behind my back or keep on your little crush or whatever - if that was actually a thing and I didnt imagine it or misinterpet the cards.
If later on you get the nerve to ask me out I'll say yes with no consideration to what has happened up until now. Just dont mention this until about until three months into us dating because I dont think I could mentally handle it until then.
If you need it - do seek out that psychiatric treatment like I suggested it but it's not a requirement to be in my squad - even at a distance. I completely forgive you and am not mad. Am still entirely enthralled that you made all this effort even if it were an elaborate prank. But after this I am done, though, and gonna train and learn as Becky's Padawan because she's an Asexual Jedi Master and I just learned about my Force Sensitivity before I leap into the Dark Side and become Darth Vader... Or heaven forbid - FUCKING KYLO REN. Cause ya'll drive me to that shit. And Becky's gonna have to pull an Armitage Hux as my bestie and collect data and figure out how to pay for the collateral and psychological damage caused my emotional fits. Lol
Yeah, as far as BOA, the J-Pop artist is concerned? "Done with the crying game." So, unless you approach me first I aint looking at anybody. Not because I'm waiting for you(cuz your stupid ass probably aint coming like everyone else - figures, right? Just what I deserve), but because I'm ragequitting my dating life and me and Becky are gonna be two old biddies living in a swanky witch house who have brownies for breakfast, scare the shit out of our neighbors(lulz), and are gonna die on the same day, at the same time, after we have epic battles of Backgammon throughout our lives(because that's my favorite fucking boardgame, FYI.).
I'm gonna get heavily back into gaming not as a form of alcoholism to cope with stress but because it used to make me fucking happy.
You already know about my desires with the PS+ Account and a PC tower cuz I know you done read that shit.
Aint nobody gonna be called on you. No report gonna be made. Keep going on with your real life and fapping life and let me fucking SLEEP AT NIGHT WITH PEACE OF MOND, TYVM.
Hate the shit that you violated me and turned world upside down but it was necessary for me to live again, get my shit together, and figure out some new life goals.
You are literally The Tower in my Tarot Deck. Still dont get it? Google an ondepth meaning for that or read one of my Tarot ebooks on it and figure it out.
And while I gave Ace my entire life in exchange as a payment for him overpaying for my spiritual services and saving my life from Tang after William? It's just a lifetime subscription service to my spiritual services and full commitment of sisterhood for the rest of the days of his life. Kind of like how Japan hires social workers or pretty young women to play "onee-san" to lonely, recluse Japanese men who hole up in their apartment and never participate in life again.
But you? I was gonna give you an all-access, non-refundable, non-exchangable(cant Karen your way out of this one) full subscription to my Eternity with my heart and soul and everything in there as an added benefit. But I guess you'll never hear that. The offer will still stand if you ever come to me sincerely without expiration. I wont wait, though.
Not gonna Tang just because of my promise to Ace - but because I gotta spite all ya'll mother fuckers who try to bring me down. Not just you and Bromance. Still gonna post on this anonymous account for you to peer at occasionally as to not spam or stress people out via DM. Already fucked up Ace over this. Not your fault. It's like the situation with inufandom and William. I got time to patch things up and MAKE THINGS WORK so I dont fuck up so badly like I did with them or any other bestie I had in the past.
So, until then? Asexuality/Aromanticism is thing but I can still have my pretend boyfriends but will not bother looking to RP those romances because that comes with expectations and heartache I literally cannot handle anymore.
Enjoy your day. Play a video game. Fuck up some bitches. Pay off your debt with Bromance. Keep your bromance with Bromance because you probably need the friendship or comfort(no longer worried about it).
Goddess bless you and thank you for guiding me through this Shadow Work because I would have denied ot forever.
#peace
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The honest thoughts I have while roleplaying under read more cause longish sorry:
-Okay cool they replied that’s awesome-and how the fuck do I reply my writing partners are pros  -I’ve been typing and retyping this sentence for ages on this one reply-others might have built up by now-and the gif looks wrong need an better gif -What do people actually think *cue lots of alike questions* -I adore everybody so much for real  -WHY DO YOU NOT HAVE ANON LIKE I CANT SEND YOU THINGS WITHOUT IT UGH then again I rarely send things soooo -shrug-
-Okay I’m not jealous but also tbh all the other Alec rpers are so much better so I’m content with not always being first pick or anything admire the other’s so I’m all good. Mean have you seen the ones who send memes,are main blogs,and talented they’re like wow! and I’m like *deadpan* that sounds fun -Cheat codes are needed and nothing short of trying to befriend people,and likely failing will earn resources *game lingo see this is my issue* possibly accomplish something -I’ll reblog this meme while Alec laughs because ‘you’re like Jace thinking you are hot and then a Maia appears and is like *spits in your drink*’  -I feel bad that we’re dragging this thread out but you won’t say anything and I won’t yet nobody will call it finished either SEND HELP -Dropped an thread and I feel like the WORST plz forgive me I swear I adore you but Alec’s an jerk,and I’m incompetent 
-I typed you something you asked for and suck at keeping track of time it’s been 2 weeks you never replied but it’s okay  -Did they see I answered that ask because you know I get so few it’s not that hard to notice when I answer  -You liked the thing,reblogged it but I’ll still just go ‘nah I’m beneath them’ and just nod -Look at all those sweet friendships and ‘I’m sick’ posts that get loving replies and stuff *is so damaged and thinks that it’s so unrealistic at least for me*/could be deathly ill and wouldn’t say so -I’ve been roleplaying how long and feel like that kid who in an assembly at school would rather be reading cause there’s no whispering friends,or odds I would get to participate and seem like an rookie/newbie *somehow was the source for new rpers at one point like gave great pointers*
-The struggles of being a sideblog I wanna send you off anon url attached asks,reply to posts,like starter calls and such but I’ve made so many main accounts,emails,and tend to forget them -Each follower is precious and appreciated rper,somebody who just likes reading things,and long as nobody reblogs what they shouldn’t,aren’t bots they are welcome -I’m terrified to talk to this personal blog that reblogged that rp what if it goes bad,I’ve had it happen,how do I even mention it when I can’t even send hello to an FRIEND *person is super cool,understanding deletes it* YOU MADE MY DAY SHHH ITS OKAY I’m not mad you were so mature about it and just thanks so very much
(And lots others to conclude I’m shy,awkward,moody adore everybody-would direct you at other Alec’s don’t get jealous if I’m not first pick,understand replies can take time,threads might drop,etc. Understand you get an variety from rping with multiples which is cool each writer’s different for example no two Alec writers/Alec’s will be exactly the same even if they write so close to canon,etc.)
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aparoxysm · 7 years
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3,5,7,8,9,12,15,18,19,20
✿  Does anyone in real life know about your RPing hobby and what, if anything, have they said about it?
My parents know, because for as long as I’ve been on the internet, they’ve known that I like to write and write with friends overseas. My dad still calls it fanfiction somtimes to other people, like he’s proud of me or something, and that’s enough to make me want to never talk to him again out of embarrassment, ha, but I deal with it. Because I truly do love writing more than anything. Other than that, my boyfriend knows, but he doesn’t care about it / ask questions and I don’t really like to tell him about it either. I’m not as embarrassed about RP as I used to be, but I still feel like it’s just something for me that other people wouldn’t really understand the mechanics of. The only times my boyfriend and I do acknowledge it is when I start talking about an RP friend he hasn’t heard about before like a real life friend, so he’s like who dat and im like oh, new rp friend from > insert country
That being said, he actually did surprise me the other week and I have been holding onto it for fear life. We were complaining about a friend who literally just sleeps and watches Netflix all day when she’s not working, and he’s like “I don’t get how you can do that” and im like “Well I have friends online who claim to do that a lot. Me, personally, I’d get too bored.” and hes like “I just don’t get how people can do nothing all the time? Like at least with you and your online stuff, that’s still doing something. I just feel like that’s actually a hobby.” and I kind of didn’t hear whatever else it is he said because he actually ??? referred to my RP addiction as something valid and worthy??? and all this time i’ve assumed he didn’t get it and thought it was dumb??? IDK, it made me feel good.
✿  Have you considered writing professionally or do you have plans to?
Always. But I never will, I don’t think.
✿  How do you handle the toxicity sometimes found in the roleplaying community, particularly in fandoms?How has roleplaying, specifically, impacted your life?
I use tumblr savior to blacklist a lot, because it really gets too much for me to be exposed to it a lot, and it makes me feel shitty and not want to rp with certain people because of how they behave, or makes me feel guilty for how I behave… I usually drift away from things that give me major negative vibes, otherwise I become in great, exponential danger of saying something i’ll regret. I’ve hated Tumblr RP a lot in this last year. It’s nowhere near as relaxed as it used to be, and I know there’s a lot of political debate on the topic of equality but I am not comfortable in a space where I have to edit everything I do and say or just not do or say it at all. When it gets like that level, a good dose of the unfollow button and keeping my mouth shut is what I find the most helpful.
✿  How has writing improved your life and do you see yourself sticking with it?
When I graduated high school, I went to college for art and animation, and it basically ruined my creative life. Before RP, I used to be an avid drawer, I sketched every day, I improved my skills and motivation so much, everyone knew me as the girl who drew in class instead of did her work, the girl who was going to grow up and be a famous artist, and when I went to college, it killed that for me. My ego took a big blow because the tech side of the course absolutely annihilated me, i couldn’t do it. so after that (and that was 2 years ago now) i haven’t really drawn since. but the silver lining was that I took on RP more dedicatedly after that, and found that I truly adored writing. Try as I might, I’ve never really comitted to a personal writing project, and it’s only in the recent times that I’ve taken the pressure off for me to do it, but. RP makes me happy, it makes me feel like I’m doing something good when I reply to people or make new friendships, it makes me feel like I’m wanted and needed, that my characters and plots are valid and that other people would care if I’m here or not. It was a big boost for my self confidence, and it’s also made me so much more privy to the creative world, which i needed after that. so yeah, i see myself sticking with writing.
✿  Is there a quote from a piece of literature that holds great value to you? What is it and why is it important to you?
She stood in front of her closet mirror in her T-shirt and twisted this way and that. What’s wrong with me? She wondered. There was nothing the matter that she could see. She was tall and leggy, like her mother, with full breasts, small waist, and slim hips that curved enough to show she was female. Her skin was gently golden; it was always golden, sun or not, and her tawny hair was thick and long and wild. So why was it that groups of girls stopped talking when she approached them at school and answered her openings with tense words that killed the conversations she tried to start? Was she too good-looking? Was that possible? Was that the threat they saw? 
Legitimately, this was the first and pretty much only female protagonist I had ever read about who fully and whole-heartedly loved herself where it mattered. Sure, she still had her shortcomings and moments of weakness, but god damn, Vivian was so proud of herself and what she stood for, and that was so refreshing to see during that period of young adult fiction. It’s why she became my first favourite character from a book. And has pretty much inspired me to write feirce, aggressive, self-assured female characters ever since. I was just so inspired by her way of thinking as a young girl, it appealed to me so much and so that moment in the book plus a whole lot of others, really stuck with me.
✿  What do you typically look for in a roleplay partner?
Cliche, but chemistry. And not always in the writing kind but a lot in the OOC kind. I like people who I can talk to super easily, who write in the same tumblr language I do, who reference memes and are not afraid to hit me up with IMs and head canons, etc. I just love it because it makes me feel comfortable with a person, and like I’m not being a bother. The better I get to know a player, the better I get to know their character away from IC interactions. Likewise, I adore it when players get to know me so well that they read the patterns in my characters easily, and I don’t feel like I have to explain them all the time? It’s like they just know, and they know what path I want to put them on. I also look for honesty, people who are down to tell me what they’re feeling about a situation or whether something bothers them, or is able to voice if I’m doing something wrong. Most importantly though, I look for decisive people. Not overly decisive but it’s just so important for me to have someone who is like “yes that sounds good, i can start a thing for you if you want” or “i dont think that really fits, how about this plot idea instead?” I really cannot stand sending IMs to people about plots and characters and them just agreeing off the bat the whole time, but never really deciding on anything either, and so it makes me feel like i’m just paddling in a circle until i make all the decisions for us. To me, that’s not what RP is about. It involves teamwork, and effort, and to me, that’s not putting in effort. It gets me really frustrated.
✿  What made you want to join the roleplaying community?
I kept seeing bios in celebrity tags, and so when i sussed out what group rp was on tumblr, i was like holy shit there is a name for the thing i have been doing with friends over email for so many years???? and you can use PICTURES? i gotta get on this.
so somehow, i found a group rp that allowed mythical creatures, i wanted to be a peter pan mermaid, and the rest is history~~
✿  What one piece of literature has been most inspirational/life changing for you? Why?
(( Blood & Chocolate, by Anette Curtis Klause — because of the main character, as per mentioned. She’s inspired me to write full-on, aggressive, assertive, don’t-tell-me-what-i-can-and-cant-do female characters without apology. ))
The Truth About Forever  by Sarah Dessen — it’s hard to explain exactly why, and it doesnt even just involve ONE of her books either, but they’ve kind of shaped my whole general character story directions?? her books always follow a pattern and i really admire that pattern, even if it is repetitive, and i am secretly a hopeless romantic so i really like how her love stories evolve. it’s always slow burning, the boy is usually a direct surprising love interest, and the girl always gains new friends and family out of it, and the stories always involve a nice little reoccurring theme. In the Truth About Forever, it’s a game that she and a boy plays throughout the entire book, which eventually leads to a shift from friendship to something more. THAT PLOT HAS APPEALED TO ME EVERY SINCE. the example of a teeny, tiny, otherwise-completely-average moment greatly impacting the rest of a characters life with someone else… i am weAK for this concept ok. her females are always usally feircely independent too and that gets me ♥
✿  Who are your top three favorite fictional characters and why?
Vivian Gandillon (Blood & Chocolate) — i swear i could go on repeat forever haha, but i’ve basically already mentioned why.
Jace Herondale (Shadowhunter Series) — back when the first like, two books had only been published, i super fell hard for this series and it was straight up because of the commentary done by Jace and his ability to senselessly bicker with everybody in his path. his comments to me, were always absolutely hysterical. i was so in love with his wry and witty comments, especially the way he kept at ease and casual through super distressing situations, and i really wish id kept reading the rest of the series as it was published, but i seriously fell behind. then the movie came out. then the netflix series. now i’ve grown too far out of it and having to see the cast on my dash every second of every day makes me want to burn the books.
Shane Collins (Morganville Vampire Series) — this is an oooold old series that i used to read religiously, and it was more in the style of anita blake and buffy vampires~ rather than twilight and true blood -esque content. it got really weird and complicated though so i gave up on it, but for a time, i adored it. and i loved shane because he was hilariously human, he hated everybody except his housemates (though sometimes that could be questioned) and nobody held a grudge better than him. he had a knack for getting in trouble, usually on his own accord, was feircely protective and spent most of his time just being a genuine nuisance and temper tantrum thrower. i saw a lot of me in him, and idk. i just like people with tempers, i think it makes them super fun to read. 
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