#dude I did not need this today

[teaboot]

Sometimes I feel like the ADHD symptoms and the Autism symptoms meet at a junction which is visible to the outside world

#I didn't clean today but I DID organize #Downside is I spent fifty bucks on containers and I still need to buy more now #“Dude you need a hobby” #I DO THEY ARENT WORKING

[autisticaradiamegido]

day 94

on it. happy birthday @jamesroach

#day 94 #year 5 #aradia megido #homestuck #did i really need the excuse to draw an aradia today? perhaps not #be damned if i wont take it though #also always willing to pay respect to a fellow aradia fan and generally very talented dude

[cacaocheri]

little doodle i did for myself bc when i got home i was so fucking drained

#ive just been doing a lot of socializing and when my battery crashes it CRASHES i need to be quiet for like an hour straight doing nothing #the thing is i still like to spend time with people #my point is if i had sun irl and my battery crashed i would just cuddle with him but like. silent #and it would be soooo nice #i just want to spend time with someone silently and they know i enjoy their presence #wait holy shit i just realized i did so much today #no wonder im so tired #dude i was literally gaslighting myself out of my tiredness #i completely fucking forgot today was waayyy longer than it was #i was like socially tired at 3pm but then i kept talking to people and now it is 11pm #man #im so funny #anyway #my art #security breach #sun fnaf #fnaf sun #sundrop #sundrop fnaf #the daycare attendant #dca fandom #charlie daydreamers

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[ectonurites]

teaching myself how to do a rubiks cube purely because a character i like had a sticker of a rubiks cube in his room

#my mom got me a set of 'em for christmas bc. i'd asked for them bc of seeing the sticker in josh's room sdgfhg #(something i noticed while i was cataloguing shit in his room. i've got spreadsheets for both him and zach in progress rn. i just like #those kinds of character details that come out in 'what does this dude keep in his room?' hehe) #got the 2x2 all memorized now. today's task is learning the 3x3. i just did it once but was following a guide very closely #need to actually memorize the moves now #grandpa max is god? i go to church now

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

home from work

#if I speak… #one of the girls walked out yesterday #the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already #they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time #micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts) #and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him #bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can #so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO #anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need #it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning #and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today #we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao #and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before #we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day #we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left #it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo #*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having #to wait a long time for their food #and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO #I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take #stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess #I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every #night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had #nothing to make the wraps with <3 #I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap #and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used #they’re a fucking disaster like 😭 #was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess #this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up #womp womp!!!!!!

[wp100]

wonder where khadgar's been :p

#too scared to post this on twitter for some reason #because the wow gamer dudes will probably find it and think im weird lmfao #khadgar #warcraft #this man does incomprehensible stuff to my brain #he really needs a wardrobe change tho #just dont change his face. he looks so damn fine lol #i made this because i miss him so goddamn much its unreal #he really did just. Abandon Azeroth for two expansions #he saw cosmic conflict and was like “nope. not today. been there done that” lol #to be fair wrathion and anduin kinda took the reins #and sylvanas #maybe its a good thing we dont see much of khadgar #they might just screw him up. in the worst way possible. in terms of writing #anyway ill quit rambling this is a gush post #video #ALSO I KNOW he was in the amirdrassil campaign in the end #was nice to hear him speak and see him interacting with jaina (iirc) #i hope we see him in the world soul saga at some point #probably will... maybe midnight or the last titan #i have a hunch we might see illidan too but who knows

[theygender]

My favorite way of getting incorrectly gendered has gotta be when random (presumably) cis guys assume I'm a trans guy and get really enthusiastic about calling me man and dude and bro. Like he a little confused but he got the spirit

#showed my id to the cashier at a local gas station to buy some alcohol and it says F on it yk but i guess im reading male today #and he did the thing of calling me man and dude and stuff lol and was also just like very nice in general #i asked if i needed to pull my mask down in case he needed to see my whole face for the id but i guess he misunderstood #bc he was like 'nah man thats a personal decision. i can hear you just fine. you do whatever YOU want to do' #my shirt says 'i must apologize for my behavior' on the front of it #and he was like 'i like your shirt dude. only ruffians have to apologize for their behavior' #so i turned around and showed him the back that says 'ive had a difficult past few lives' and he was like 'hellll yeah man!!' #then he told me if anyone tries to make me apologize for my behavior i should tell them to 'go eat a bag of richards' #and i was like will do man #it was a fun interaction lol #rambling

[dreamingalto]

I got an email response about a work project I've been needing information for ALL WEEK and Dan and Phil uploaded an OVER 2 HOUR LONG VIDEO!

Maybe life is good sometimes.

#dan and phil #dan and phil games #no but I have been pestering people for the information for this one project at work all week #and the dude I needed information from FINALLY got back to me after I clocked out today #respect your work hours and dont do work off the clock like I did tonight. #but I checked my email when I got home and actually cheered

[ravenwolfie97]

hey question why is mac n cheese so addicting to eat send post

#i need to comfort myself today bc things are stressful and i just wanna be comfy #and mac n cheese felt comfy to eat #and i'm fuckin. shoveling it in. without even meaning to #i keep thinking back to college times when i had barely any money for food and i would get these 40c boxes of mac n cheese #cuz like that's a wild price and you bet your ass i'm gonna at least try it #and dude. i would eat the fuck out of that shit Instantaneously #obviously it's the cheapest stuff on the planet so like it's not like it was outrageously delicious. it was just addictive. it was my Crack #idk if i can get it here now and i don't need to budget myself like that anymore but like. man. that shit hit Different #i never did a drug in college but. man. that would probably be one of the best foods to be high with #moral of the story: i fuckin love mac n cheese. it has no right to be as good as it is. why am i like this

[ronanlynchbf]

hell day today and i'm only two hours into my EIGHT HOUR SHIFT

#9 to 5 by dolly parton starts playing in the background.. #literally had to open up shop alone 2day and also was entirely alone for the first 45 min. of my shift so that was already a negative start #to the day + i heard that i can't have my break later than two thirty which is very bad for me bc 1) there'll be a lot of ppl all around me #when i'm eating which i already dislike and 2) like 85% of ppl taking their break around that time are VERY noisy eaters so even worse and #then 3) it'll be really loud in the room as well bc everyone's talking loudly and eating and the cutlery's clanging against plates and such #and also some ppl have actual full-blown arguments with each other in the break room bc half the ppl here hate each other's guts so more #negatives to the day and then on top of that we've had sooooo many annoying customers already today who r just. intent on making u stressed #out and upset and literally will tell u to your face to 'do your job better' like bro...i can easily tell you haven't worked in retail.... #also someone hung their clothes on the rack outside the fitting rooms which is where u hang ur clothes when you're DONE fitting them & don' #want them bc they don't fit or don't sit right or u just don't rlly like them after all so if clothes are hanging there we the ppl working #there WILL take them and hang them back in their original places what did u expect to happen?? anyway someone hung the clothes they had #tried on already and did want there and i reached out to take them bc like. that's what we do here..we hang the clothes on the 'discard #rack' back in the store bc else the rack gets stuffed and the woman literally grabbed my arm and said 'those are mine what do u think you'r #doing' LIKE?????? GIRL THE RACK'S THERE FOR A REASONNNN ofc i'm going to assume u don't want them anymore if they're hanging there that's #why it's called the DISCARD rack....also how am i to know those specific clothes are yours HONESTLYYYYYY STFU AND GET OFF ME #ALSO some dude was like (to his child but like. looking at me while he said it.) 'this guy needs a haircut doesn't he' bc my hair is kinda #long and apparently i passed today. LIKE 1st of all kind of a rude thing to say to a stranger innit 2nd of all setting a great example to #your child there just casually commenting on other ppl's looks like that👍 3rd of all jokes on you you wouldn't consider me a guy if #you Knew most likely. thanks for that little zing of glee much obliged <3 but also man just piss off will you. 4th of all my hair isn't eve #that long....like the ends of it are just shy of my shoulders wdym LONG if u knew the long-haired guys i know you'd faint. #anyway. great start of the day. i still have six more hours to go 🥴 #ALSO no surprise this always happens but my legs already hurt SOOOOOOOO BADDDDDD :((((((((((( #r.txt

[mbat]

giving up on the hunt event with 77 lol

i could be a weirdo and try to do the last 23 i need in this last 7 hours but im very tired and the ones ive been avoiding are the ones i already know would suck anyway. i only found out about this event with like a week left and i kept doing other things irl anyway

the event is generally very underwhelming and disappointing, nothing about it says easter, not the branding or the colors or almost any of the missions. some of the games kinda got the idea with making you collect eggs or bunnies but they still felt weirdly empty about it, probably because they were clearly just slapped into a pre-existing game and not much else was done.

truly the egg hunts imo peaked at 2017-2018, though i never got to experience the earliest ones so i cant speak on those

most of the games kinda sucked, though some were pretty good. tbh im just glad i had an excuse to play 3008 again, it was the last one i did because i knew id like it lol

am i the only one who sees someone do a bad job on something and it makes you want to do it yourself because you think you could do better, even if you otherwise dont care about the subject? i know i definitely couldnt and yet the urge is still there

i just continue to feel disappointed by roblox these last few years, i only got to experience better days on the website for 4-5 years out of my 13 years, but it sticks out so much more to me because it was better. the moment they removed tix was the beginning of the end, it was such a blatant insult to anyone who isnt willing to pour real money into this game for whatever reasons apply. they couldve tried to change the tix system instead of removing it, if they had to change it at all, but whatever

tl;dr, UGH.

#my post #roblox #roblox the hunt #i could talk about this for a while but like #im SO TIRED #i did like 40 badges today #i really did try with some of those other ones but they were pains in my ass #especially death ball and the simulator games #ESPECIALLY DEATH BALL #i tried that boss at least 3 times dude. what the fuck #anyway shout out to when i was on the golf game and i was like talking about how robloxs blatant begging for money is #extremely predatory when their primary userbase and target audience is children #and someone else was like 'ok but they need money to survive' and i had to tell them that the two facts can coexist and they do #<- this interaction happened like 2-3 years ago this was not recent. my phrasing sounded like it was sorry

[keeps-ache]

today! on the agenda we have [tears paper away to reveal the single word 'do'] ...

#just me hi #today on the agenda i've added the words 'draw' and 'make valiant efforts' so >:3👍 #//vv has sent me an ask and the sketching. oo it's sketching alright hfhs #am i going to make full character designs for these? probably i have no control in that aspect Hbfhvsfjs #if there is ONE thing i can consistently go all the way with it's character design. i literally could not tell you why that is lmao :3 #there are nights where i design whole casts of characters and then Forget About Them ?????? like dude. why did we do all that hbfvh #really i made a cast of like 10 characters one night they all had their signature colours clothes jobs hobbies dislikes and personal #relationships and then i......... never thought about them again hhhfhsh #[holds them up like a wet cat] does anybody want a strange half-baked story with a cast of about 12 people who are all clones of one guy #who's trying to kill them. cuz man hfhsh #//anyway all the sidings from that i think i'm coming out of the Saute Mode #what's Saute Mode? well you see it's when i've already taken out the ready-made good stuff in my brain and now i need to put in new #ingredients and let them get hot and ready again. Saute Mode :3 #sure it might just be artblock but i think i need an artbreak sometimes so loll #plus Saute Mode means i get to play viddy games without feeling guilty so YAY :33 #but Saute Mode does Also mean i sort of don't. talk to anybody out of my own volition HH #it's the side of the coinage. you understand hfbvhs #//annnnnnywhoodle back to my sketching :>> #posing my wretched beloved.. you are strange and impossible to understand hbvhfs #/:3 toodles !

[ihavenoideahowtodream]

So bipolar ADHD comorbidity sucks for all the reasons bipolar ADHD comorbidity sucks right?

However, the hypomania just deep cleaned my entire kitchen.

I didn't eat and I was in my underwear (and pearls too apparently) and after I zoned back in I realized how much pain I was in. But the appliances are white again.

And the pasta sauce ambiguously labeled "opened 3/21" is no longer in the back of my fridge (I've been in this apartment since 2020).

Update 9 hours later:

I have bought my neice's birthday present.

Sorted my laundry and excavated my couch

Made dinner

Found my bedroom floor

Guys if I keep this up I may be able to kill God before my knees give out. (They are making Sounds and hurt so bad but I keep forgetting they are there)

#i fill a whole garbage bag full on shit from my fridge #i also ate when i zoned back into reality #that tweet where the dude's like “the adhd need to ride this cleaning high as far as it takes me” is real ya'll #bipolar 2 #BP II #2 bi 2 polar #fuck i should brush my teeth. #bipolar ADHD comorbidity #9 hour updat: i did brush my teeth! tbh my proudest accomplishment today

[apollotronica]

dude who needs drugs or alcochol wben you have adhd and good friends who make everything funny and yummy snacks and outside time in the sunlight

#☆ apollo singing #dude sunny days make me feel like im on ecstasy #and after Such a good day like this im so sleepy happy #like ... it wss so nice out and i had so much fun and did so manh things #ans i had candy and energy drinks and bubbles #And funny friends and the ptetty sky at night #and i sw two cats outside #itwss so so nice out #andwe played games #and went down slides #idont knoe why you would need anything more than this #ookay im done being cheesy Today was great #findinf happiness is so easy . ehen the sun is out

[matchbet-allofthetime]

Me, five minutes ago: wow, I have almost 25 hours in ME: Andromeda! I wonder how far in I am- I have two planets with 100% viability already

The game: 34% complete and not even able to romance anyone yet

Me: *metal pipe falling.mp4*

#no but fr its so long i love it #to be fair i keep doing side missions #im like a level thirty lmao #and i inly juat saved the moshae #like yeah protect people and save everyone #but first side missions #also did the uuuh first part of the ingredients mission dir the dude trying to conjure up the ultumate drink #and in-game got fucking HAMMERED #went from 13 hours to 25 just today lmao #i am so fucking sleepy #this game is so good though #i love it #also??? i need to kiss all the angara #and turians and salarians and- #yk just lovin em all #dohma.random #mass effect #mass effect andromeda