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#ducky's gender misadventures
agayconcept
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1 month
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#ughhh noooO
#last endo appt: ur vitamins r too low to go for ur top surgery consult. u need the highest prescription available for the next 3 months
#*does that*
#this endo appt: good news ur vitamins r where they need to be! bad news now ur cholesterol is too high for the consult. need to get it down
#dhdjdjfj
#@ my body: get it together !!! this is fuckin transphobic !!!!
#god i just want my mf surgery
#and i can actually get it Rly Soon bc im going private instead of public
#but noooOoooo my dumpster-fire of a disabled body says otherwise
#>:c
#fuming tbh
#aiyaiyai it never ends
#welp. guess i gotta exercise more- oh waiT. i fuckin cant bc of my disabilities. fuck. FACK.
#i h8 everything
#idk how to get it down when the main 3 ways to do that r:
#a) change ur diet which i already did a year ago and i dont eat anything that raises cholesterol
#b) exercise which. i physically cannot do more of than i already struggle thru
#c) medication that ik for a fact they wont prescribe me.
#soooo.....wtf am i supposed to do here. fr
#fml
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agayconcept
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1 year
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i have my next HRT / gender affirming care appt today wish me luck ✌️🏳️⚧️🧃
#esp bc its awful weather so im gonna be in hella pain the whole time. lovely.
#gotta ask abt some stuff and then mainly figure out the first few steps of dozens to get me approved for top surgery within a few years
#might also stop and get myself a better wrist brace from the pharmacy in that building too bc my thumb is getting more fucked by the day
#anywho
#send good vibes y'all i could use em
#diary
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agayconcept
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10 months
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#genuinely having a rly hard time rn
#w the reality that bc i injured myself badly this week and had to go to the hospital
#i had to miss ans reachedule my next gender affieming appt
#which was the first top surgery consult of many (original one to send in application)
#and they cant fit me in for another FOUR MONTHS
#which means my transition will be 4 months behind
#on top of the YEARS its gonna take me to get the surgery
#like
#i just
#havent stopped crying for days
#after yeara of fighting the system to even get these appts and my hrt etc
#only to have a dumb injury put me even further behind
#im just like. devastated.
#truly so so upset
#(yes ik 4 months isnt that long. but u have to understand that i nearly killed myself last year bc of being denied care)
#(and now those feelings r right back and bigger than ever.)
#(im just. i rly wanna fuckin die like 10 times a day rn. i rly do.)
#suicide tw
#suicidal ideation tw
#ducky's gender misadventure
#*pls ignore typos my phone is broken bc i dropped it when i fell and hurt my back
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