#doggerland lostbelt

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I KNOW I'M STRUGGLING TO FIT THE ROLE AND I CAN STOMACH IT OR SO I'M TOLD

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this is the painting behind him undamaged <3 it's based on "ossian conjures up the spirits on the banks of the river lorca" by Karoly Kisfaludy

#my ocs #oisin #fanservant #fionn mac cumhaill #diarmuid ua duibhne #sadhbh #<-theyre in the painting so it counts #aaart #doggerland lostbelt #blood tw #doggerland oisin <333 gives me brain damageklfjds #he's separate from the like. chaldea baby lancer oisin this one is more like the Proper lancer oisin but with a twist <3 #i like him so so much please ask me about doggerland lostbelt for the love of god #he's soooo silly <3

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Honey, can you spy the divine ape-swine? 'cuz he can see you

#aaart #my ocs #laz #moreau #fgo fanservant #idk how ppl tag thingsfkljds #kicking my legs and giggling hiiii hihihi hiiiiiiii #i got overcame with the urge to make a moreau fanservant as a treat. for me. and it worked ig #idk if i like this but i . finished it and that's what matters #i might . drawmore of him bc i like him a lotasdkjlf #i love drawing and posting things that only 2 people will know the context ofkjlfsdklf #blood tw #eye injury tw #FORGOT THOSE SORRY #doggerland lostbelt

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[For it's proper for a devoted poet to be moral himself, but in no way is it necessary for his poems.]

#my ocs #mortem #moreau #aaart #fanservant #tee hee ... doggerland lostbelt duo #sorry i keep fuckingklfjdsf slathering everything in ugly purple shading i don't know what im doing ever <3 #the text in the back is <3 catullus 16 for reasons that are EXTRAORDINARILY long winded and stupidfkjlsd #anyway just <3 pretend this looks better than it actually is #doggerland lostbelt

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one day ill talk abt doggerland oisin bc he's SO. he's so .

#hes so and thats why fionn and dia are in the doggerland lostbelt bc those are his dads

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anyway i think doggerland is a fun idea bc it extracts the subtext that's been floating around in the lostbelts and related events of of "is (master of chaldea) even human anymore? people hesitate at first glance. people die when they're killed and yet you're still here." and just makes it the text

#<33 doggerland lostbelt if i could write good you will always be famous to me

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i fuckin KNOW the halloween event is over but also im still like insane over how well the baphomet-creature thing works for laz

#a demon meant to symbolize equilibrium between opposing elements.... #like LITERALLY the whole 'laz is in the middle ground of what is man and what is beast bc of what he has to do in the lostbelts' is #is the plot of my doggerland lostbelt. #and also the equilibrium between man and woman too that's just laz normally he's got a fun gender going on #n the dichotomy of good and evil again . points to the lostbelts #like ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu #shaking and shuddering like a dog

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i should . design my silly little crypterguy

#no reason in particular im just thinking about my silly little doggerland lostbelt idea #wouldn't be able to do it good im just facinated by doggerlandkljfd

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also in case anyones wondering, yes it did cross my mind how funny it is that i have 2 pretender class ocs and neither of them belong to the lying liars who lie (doggerland) lostbelt

#''in case anyones wondering'' nobody's wondering

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also last night i realized what the like. idk driving force behind most of the doggerland lostbelt characters is and it made me a little ill flkjds

#i didnt realize i was projecting this hard until it clicked in my brain but yknow . whateverjkflds

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if i were like 5% more insane i'd make a lil vn fangame thign based on the doggerland lostbelt

#or logres but like ugh there's a lot of needed context thats lost bc fucked up lazarus momence for bothfljdks #<- as if that's the reason and not bc i never finish anything ever #LFKJSD

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someday i'll make a chart abt all the Themes and Motifs in my doggerland lostbelt . if it werent so embarrassing

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added a servant to my doggerland lostbelt and made it like 500% hornier on accident

#the eroticism of flesh and change and horror <333 #you WILL be seeing the servant im drawing smth for them rn <3 #it's two technically but they're a duo that counts as one servant