#do they ever have a moment's peace????

[noxious-fennec]

Alright. I want you all made perfectly aware that I have completely cut support for Wilbur soot and any associated projects. I find his "apology" to be disingenuous and trashy damage control, and it undermines whatever desire he has to improve, however genuine that is.

I 100% support Shelby and any victim of such disgusting behaviour, i commend them for their courage, and I wish them nothing but prosperity, support, and happiness. I will always value their peace over whatever art he made. I'll find other fucking art.

#wilbur situation #i have been distant from mcyt for the past few months because of the current state of the world. yk. 5 genocides/wars going on #but i have built a home here primarily around him and i have to clarify #i wont be deleting old work however i doubt I'll ever make anything new. thats not a moral judgement of others just for my personal peace #i dont like hindsight moral highground bullshit nor all men are trash sentiment btw it undermines the message we should be taking here #nor the idea that a bad person is an undying title. but given the way hes brokn the trust of multiple loved ones #and used his platform as leverage to do so. i am firm in the belief he should not have a platform as it is detrimental to everyone's safety #to clarify i stopped the moment i heard Shelby's story; i was still processing + real life + focus on current global events #but today i felt that i owe ppl a disclaimer given how ive built my presence on him. regrettably

[somegrumpynerd]

Started reading The Bad Wingmen by @topazshadowwolf and @paddie-ut and it utterly possessed me for a few days so I needed to draw some of my favourite bits

#UTDR #UTMV #Dadmare #Dust Sans #Killer Sans #Nightmare Sans #Balance Toriel #You ever read a fanfic so good you have to draw 4 pages worth of moments from it? #I think I probably could have done more but I needed to have some self control so this post wouldn't be enormous lol #I didn't expect to get so invested in this one but the Dust and Killer interactions really fascinate me #They're so chaotic and they get at each other's throats even though they're not that different but they have each other's backs deep down #I'm just. They're brothers your honour and I love to see it #Almost all of these are from one chapter but the whole thing is so good #Fuzzynight is growing on me I'm excited to see more of these two #And don't get me started on Nightmare's unruly kids trying to set him up because they want him to be happy #It's eternally sweet but also hilarious #The real question is are they still grounded now that Nightmare and Lyra have agreed to date? #The answer is almost certainly yes but I feel like they'll still argue they should get a reduced punishment for being right (and helping) #Also I tried to do the dappled sunlight effect you described with the last picture because it was so vivid to me #And I love to see a rare moment of Dust and Killer at peace with each other #Oh my god there are four million tags I'm sorry tldr I love this fic I want to print it out and eat it okay goodbye!! #My Art

[ozymandiasdirge]

me: i’m going to read the first chapter of post-war on my break because surely it won’t be too emotionally devastating

the first page of post-war arc:

#one piece #BRO BE FOR FUCKING REAL #do you ever want to enjoy a moment of peace and then boom: shuggy #shanks is smiling….hes smiling a real smile for the first time since he got luffy’s bounty poster in like chapter 100…..i am i’ll #*ill #BRO LET HIM HAVE HIS WIFE BACK ODA I AM SO SERIOUS

[arabian-batboy]

Okay I only quickly skimmed through the issues, so please tell me if I missed anything, but what exactly was the point of TD:R again? Like nothing significant whatsoever have happened in it and aside from Tim now living in a boat in Gotham Marina (which I wouldn’t be surprised if it was forgotten about by the very next writer) I don’t think anything introduced in this comic is going to be brought up again?

I’m just saying this because Williamson revealed that Damian finally returning to Gotham in B&R 2023 was always planed to happen before his solo was canceled, so now I’m wondering why exactly did DC think it was super important to squeeze a short Robin solo for Tim during that 10 months gap between Robin 2021 and B&R 2023 where Damian didn’t have anything going on? It honestly came off as DC just wanting to capitalize on Tim’s popularity post-coming out (ironically it ended up being the lowest selling Bat-book and reaching No.198 on DC’s top 200 best selling books)

Now I could understand it if it was a “farewell” comic about Tim FINALLY leaving the Robin role behind for good and getting a brand new superhero identity, which as all of you know by now, literally didn’t happen (even though Fitzmartin teased that idea over and over and over......and over again). TD:R was just a regular boring Bat-related comic with nothing special about it, so why exactly did it need to happen? For me it just feels like DC is trying to play with the concept of having Tim and Damian “taking shifts” when it comes to being Robin, so whenever Damian doesn’t have any books out, then they need to immediately give Tim some Robin stories that will go on until the next time Damian is going to receive a new comic.

#btw I also know that exploring Bernard and Tim relationship was something this book tried to do #which is nice don't get me wrong #but the few scattered moments they had could have happened anywhere #not to mention Bernard is just a supporting character and Tim is the protagonist #so exploring Bernard's character shouldn't be enough reason to give TIM a solo #anyways I really hope this is going to be the last Robin solo this grown ass man would ever receive #let the future generation of children be Robin in peace #plz you already had a Robin solo that went on for 20 years straight #you don't need anymore.... #anti tim

[trlvsn]

i can't be normal about bridge to the turnabout btw. they put so much into it (dahlia, feenris, narumitsu, mia in her final narrative-haunting form, maya, franziska, etc etc) that i just. can't. i need to replay it sometime but i can only do it with about four cigarettes in my mouth

#ever since i had to leave the country i couldn't buy my precious nicotine but the moment i hit 18.... girl it's over #my mind will be so peaceful again #my life will be so good #no i do not have an addiction 500 clean babeyy #i just recognize the bliss that is smoking a good cigarette #raysidk #uhh #cigarette tw #500 days*

[boxwinebaddie]

i’m sorry i’m still thinking about ravenstan talking mad smack about not caring about seeing kyle because he’s so cool and ‘a total professional, you guys’ and then immediately getting humbled and vibe checked so hard by the universe when bc he accidentally walks right into jersey who, does not yell at him like stan assumed, but much, much worse, just adjusts his glasses, licks his lips, winks and whispers watch where ya flyin angel ;) xx seductively in stan’s ear b4 walking off like it’s nothing

also please note: stan needed to do both a shot and hit his inhaler simultaneously to recover lmaooo RIP

#like i put it in the tags of that post #but that’s so unofficial #and i have not known peace #since the scary sexy topdom jersey kyle Watch Where Ya Flyin Angel ;) xx #LIKE I CAN HEAR IT AND I KNOW IT WAS CRAZY #AND I KNOW STAN THREW UP IN A POTTED PLANT #AND THEN DID A SHOT AND THEN HIT HIS INHALER #he wasn’t even in the vampire fit either #he just looked Good because jersey never leaves the house unless he’s serving 12/10 #also he’s just objectively the most beautiful person ever #meanwhile by comparison stan looks like literal week long celebrity bender gutter trash #hasn’t brushed his hair since #in the giant embarassing stan teeshirt and the pajama jeans #AND KYLE LAID IT ON SO THICK THE AUDACITY #LIKE LOOK AT HIM JERSEY DONT DO THIS #everyone was like stan baby are u okay #and he was like please don’t talk to me #one moment #throws up again #it’s okay he looked really good during that mv #like i respect vampire jersey #but vampirehunter ravenstan w the crossbow #amazing and immaculate content bestie #anyways…nina write the para #anyways #watch where ur flyin angels ;))))

[zebracakesarecopingmechanisms]

does anybody else start crying a little when they see a picture of someone with a bare flat chest

#I would give fucking anything to live the way you do #I would sell everything I would peel off my skin and offer it to you on a silver platter if it meant for a moment that i knew your peace #how could I ever make you understand how deeply and how painfully I ache to have what you have? what you don’t even think about? #my envy for your mundanity consumes my every waking thought. #tw vent #vent tw #tw dysphoria #dysphoria #gender dysphoria #chest dysphoria #nonbinary #gender #transgender #trans #gender chats #🤡.txt

[clownwwx]

kind of realizing that ever since i left my job and have been doing nothing but focusing on my hobbies / drawing,, i have been the happiest

#jess things #the happiest ever since i graduated in 2020 #idk where life is going to take me and i do feel a lil hazy and anxious rn #but also i have hope that everything will turn out okay #i still have my shitty days and whatnot it cant be helped #but still… better to have shitty days and i can take care of myself through it #rather than have a shitty day and then worry abt going to work at the worst place ever #anyways im v lucky to have some money on the side from some accident lol #and im still looking for a job throughout it all :’) #but in the meantime the little everyday moments make me feel so happy and at peace

[dinosaurcharcuterie]

I just realized I don't want gender neutral bathrooms and changing rooms just for gender reasons. I don't even want them just for practicality reasons, or just for economic reasons.

I want gender neutral hygiene spaces because, in my experience*, women who are bursting to get out of a sports bra and/or pee are wont to say unkind things and excuse it as "between us girls", and men do not wash properly if they think the bro code protects them.

#gender equality #equal rights #diversity #trans rights are human rights #chronic pain #chronic illness #*a shocking number of venues think having one bathroom per gender operational in an entire massive building is good enough #even if all the elevators are broken #this includes my own employer #and the one before that #on the upside #I've checked in five european countries #very very few people continue making a fuss about you being in the wrong bathroom if you say “I need to PEEEEEE” and keep walking #we're all human #we all get the urgency of the moment #including that one bathroom attendant in Amsterdam Main Station #thank you for not making me pee myself in public sir #yes I noticed the men's stalls were also all occupied #I've learned to work around such things on days my mobility is limited but thank you for your concern #that being said #transphobes have a lot of stuff they're weird about #them insisting we should strive to limit our options to piss-scented cave or grotto walls literally smeared with blood is just extra yikes #I don't care what silly fairy tales the cishets have dreamt up about you #you are in public and what you're doing is nasty #wipe your ass #think before you speak #meanwhile every unisex bathroom I've ever been to has been a haven of cleanliness and peace #every unisex changing room has been an oasis of pleasant conversation with a 70% reduction in noxious deodorant clouds #gender was invented by big bathroom to sell more bathrooms #and it made bathrooms worse for everyone

[lucky-clover-gazette]

i love breath of the wild but ngl its zelda's voice is so ridiculously annoying to me... girl stop telling me quest shit via telepathy i'm trying to find my 754th korok seed

#almost all of the story stuff in this game is... not great #i do not care about the champions or this zelda i'm SORRY #i'm just here for my ptsd bestie finding identity and peace through exploring nature #and the joy of meal prep #and fucked up combat #the one memory where zelda asks link what he'd do if he was not a hero is kinda the only really DEEP textual moment in the game #the rest of its meaning is more based on my personal interpretation and relationship with the art #and like i know i seem like an annoying shipper with The Boys but i could not care less about botw zelink i'm sorrrryyyyyy #i kinda wish for link to never have to deal with any of these people from 100 years ago or hylia's role for him ever again

[ehlnofay]

in the midst of a little depressive episode at the moment I fear and it's causing me to Ponder... in a weird way I'm almost grateful. like this is UNBELIEVABLY better than it used to be, even as much as it sucks in the moment. I wish I could go back to find myself at twelve years old hiding out in the school toilets and tell them that as long as we stick it out for long enough then one day the outsize bad emotions will be triggered by actual definable events and they'll be a noticeable change from our baseline. I'm not ✨recovered✨ and I don't know if I ever will be - I think I might have spent too many developmental years creating terrible patterns and associations to be able to straighten it all out - but it's Better and I'm able to know that it can continue to get better, too. and that's fucking huge.

#fay gets uncomfortably personal on her video game blog. NOT SORRY. #idk it's just crazy to think about #I really struggle to tap into this space enough to remember when I'm not actively in it #but I was SO FUCKING SICK back then. I was a child. and I was so fucking ill. I didn't know how young I was and I didn't realise how #disturbing it would feel down the line #(obviously. you don't lie down on the road in the middle of the night thinking 'I can't wait to suddenly remember this moment #in several years so it can become a sticking point in my psyche') #but like. that's my brother's age that's my sister's age I work with kids that age and it's so fucking young! and I'm so young now! #and I bet in five years I'll be going 'what a small little child... crazy' all over again #but like. idk. I was SO ILL. and I don't think it's like people say they thought they'd be dead by a certain age #it was a possibility for me but not an inevitability #but I don't think that I could have foreseen being better #in such a material way. you know. like I can't imagine myself ever fully healthy #or as close as anyone can get. I've had all this shit for so long. the idea of not carrying it anymore is honestly unappealing #like what would I even do without it. who would I be. how could that possibly happen #but this shit is BELIEVABLE. it's not gone it's just better and when it crops up I can deal #and I wish I could take the me of back then by the shoulders and say THIS IS NOT FOREVER!!!!!!! #ride it out long enough and you'll learn to live with it!!!!!!!! #it's just. really fucking huge. and I am so grateful #peace and love on planet earth!!!!

[bestomato]

i’m starting to learn i may never be free but

#mgs #metal gear solid #psycho mantis #tretij rebenok #my art #my god . i have spent like 15 minutes trying to write a caption #thinking about that one line in drunk walk home by mitski and mantis too #like ok. truly havin the most normal moments #also i don’t speak a lick of russian i put third child on google translate and rolled w it #this also means i don’t know how to write russian obviously. sorry for my terrible handwriting to russians who see this #eye strain #tagging just in case #anyways dm me about mantis so i can ramble on and on about my scrambled thoughts abt him and freedom #i barely know anything about the metal gear series so i Will look like a fool but still. peace n love in planet earth #also ever since i used the liquify tool for the first time in a drawing i feel like i have been enlightened #it’s been like. since 2019? 2018? 2017 even???? i don’t remember actually?????? since i’ve done digital art #and i’ve NEVER used liquify #until this year #i didn’t do it bc i 1. didn’t know how and 2. when i found out i was like pfff that sounds stupid #character development looks good on me actually #i just liquified the font here but in other arts it has been a game changer #also i just realized i could have just googled the codename on the mgs wiki im . #thinking about how he only has codenames and no actual name established #again i repeat i am soooo normal about this

[moe-broey]

Hhnghb

#FULLY MEDICATED AGAIN. #idk.... what to do...... i. want to do so many things. nothing is striking me at the moment though #i have The Pile (all of the ever-growing askr fam collection in my queue storage) #I HAD. SO MANY THOUGHTS. ABOUT VERONICA'S MAP. I WAS GONNA MAKE SOME POSTS ABOUT IT. AT LEAST HIGHLIGHTING SOME YHINGS #i was gona. post more of moe. and drop Some lore but mostly housekeeping #i won a little anya keychain plush at the arcade just to study her and use her as a ref. she is so cute. #i HAD a directing for the al/shari plush bodies but idk. if. i want to commit. i have no idea at thsi point #yesterday was SO fucked up i fucking meant it when i say you only start to feel the absence of meds day 2. #it's crazy..... like painkillers but for your brain..... like it's striking how i do have a lot of these thoughts/feelings #like all of the time but the meds just make them more manageable. put me at a baseline to sit w them better. #AH I WANTED TO BLEACH MY HAIR AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! I FINALLY ALSO PICKED UP MORE HAIRBLEACH #yesterday was so fuckinh stupid though like all day i was just spacing out and teary. #like ah ..... the horrors............ blinks so sadly and sheds such delicate tears. dude come on #inmy heart of hearts i HAVE to believe in askr meds exist and all you have to do is ask the right person/pull the right strings. #i have NEVER been a 'fix my disability' bitch. we are managing that shit. through treament and accomodations. #it's also just more useful that way to me. to conceptualize and also to make peace w it. #like it has a feedback loop effect to it. through writing i'm inevitably sorting through thoughts/feelings #that WILL be relevant to my day to day life. #i think.... i am starting to feel a little better....... i just lack direction.

[unproduciblesmackdown]

appreciation for winston's watch wednesday. all the little buttons on it

#very peaceful screenshot. his coffee with whatever matching mugs moment he & rian were sharing....this gentle hands folding/cupping.... #reminds me i mean to trim my nails soon. he's ready to go #epic win Featuring his watch for a sec in 6x01 during his reintro....reminder: winston; reminder: how ppl are exceptionally shit to him.... #in terms of him getting to be the exception to other ppl's rules (in a way that does not benefit him) #(except when he is an ignored exception....when something is ignored it can (sometimes) do what it likes....) #anyways? his watch? thank god #and that it seems to have been yet another subtle costuming tweak along the journey.... #he had what looked like just some smart watch in s4; this calculator / digital watch in s5 & ever since.... #this evolution from looser slacks to somewhat more fitted cargo pants; from seemingly usual boat shoes to sneakers #from graphic tees as a rarer feature to the norm; no stache to winstache just b/c will roland happened to show up like that.... #i enjoy all the changes and am kissing ppl on the mouth for some. hell for any of them #would love a little twenty dollar wristwatch. and cargo pants. and more open & up to date glasses & impeccable hair etc etc etc #(personally wouldn't have the wherewithal to style hair into place every day so actually god i wish i [cue taylor w/their clippers]) #winston billions #also gotta shoutout every little Choice. just a fun enhancement & what are the odds william wasn't just left to his own devices w/them all #like the hands cupping here. winston sitting Comfortably. winston holding his coffee cup like that in that one ep. #winston out of focus in the bg of another ep standing watching stuff w/his arms overhead / hands up & then behind his back. #hands in his pockets. the :\ the :/. the wincestons. His Autistic Swag god bless us i'm sooo

[bylertruther]

ok now tht i’ve gotten my mushy gushiness out can i just say.... that it is soooooo funny tht midlevens FINALLY got their i love you after four seasons..... and it.... lmao... i can’t even say it 🤭... it was... 🤭 bdjshfbdj based on a literal boldfaced lie that mike’s boy best friend told him and it was that boldfaced unbelievable and so painfully clockable lie that made mike feel loved and seen and safe enough to give eleven what he previously could not and stubbornly would not and that even when he did finally give her his speech after his boy best friend told him to it just made the vines around her neck tighten and was filled with things that the show itself refutes and proves to be yet another lie. because even when he says it... he isn’t saying it. he can’t say it. not really. not to her. not in the way she wants. LIKE LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO 🫣🤭💀

#byler #so insane. rip in peace to eleven tho and max who literally died bc of mike's gay ass. other things too bt im ignoring tht rn. BDFHJBDJHBFJD #thinking abt how mike has tried to recreate moments he had with will with her but failed [which implies tht they are romantic and moments he #felt were important to him and ones that he believes you should have with a lover which makes u wonder why he had those with will #when HE'S the one that initiated said moments with will and claims tht they're just friends seriously JUST friends but ok..] #and when she begs him while crying to please tell her he loves her he cannot do it and refuses to do it because mike is NOT a liar #and he won't lie not about this and not to her which is why he won't even WRITE it as a goodbye he's never said it #bc he knows the way that she'll take it and he knows he won't mean it that way #and it's only when his boy best friend who is JUST his friend and ONLY his friend confesses his love and makes him feel seen #for the very first time in his life probably and shows him that he IS worthy and he IS MORE than enough and that he's so very loved #and SEEN and WANTED that he goes and does it but ONLY after being pushed to by said boy best friend who's JUST a friend #and then when he DOES tell her he loves her finally his speech is a direct response to his boy best friend's confession that contradicts #everything that she wants and is and needs and lies because he's scared and overwhelmed and doesn't want her to fucking DIE #because if SHE dies if SUPERMAN dies then they're ALL dead and it's like season one when mike CANONICALLY says that they need her #because they're no use without her #and they can't fight this evil in hawkins and save the literal world without eleven #but like. yeah. okay. midleven rulez and she's definitely NOT going to dump his ass and that painting and entire confession is #definitely NOT EVER going to come up again not even ONCE not even in PASSING nope absolutely not surely bc midleven is endgame<3 #bc of course the girl who just went through an entire fucking journey this season to AS SHE SAYS WITH HER OWN MOUTH find out who she is #is going to want to go back to someone that she CANONICALLY does not need and has not spoken to and tha #--t made her feel like a monster at her lowest and that simply does not see her as anything other than the weapon they found in the woods #of course she wants to go back to someone that idolizes her and it's totally meaningless that the memories she thought of #while reviving max were 'not hopper. not mike. you.' and 'there's more to life than stupid boys' literally right after tht monologue. #like im srry bt. girl what world are u living on<3 #the crazy together scene was planned before the kids were cast it was part of the audition dnd is canonically code for mike and will #eleven literally thinks tht mike is going to be her brother in s1 and everything that she asks him to do or that everyone expects him to do #for her is something that he UNPROMPTED does for will without hesitation and their first kisses were put in bc of millie not written in #but yeah. ok. midleven is endgame. sure. ofc. yes. ur so right. mr shawn 'nothing is an accident' levy is wrong. the duffers r wrong. yup. #[and mike does love her platonically n see her as a person bt. she's superman before she's el hopper. he idolizes her. max sees her. u kno?] #mine