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Oh I've seen how this whole thing ends
The honest man survives
Lay down your law books now they’re no damn good
Two voices call to you
Speed of life
You gotta be sick of what's happening right now
If this isn't making sense, yea, it doesn't make it lies
First it steals your mind and then it steals your soul
But my morals always seemed just fine
I will be there when you die
Don't you know, it's gonna make me go blind
Hey, don't you know it's gonna make me insane
Mother, won't you open your arms and
Forgive me of all these bad thoughts
That's in
My hands
I'll keep
It safe
You're mine
you are an actual jerk and living proof that sometimes friends are mean
Presently we all expect the worst
It’s your show*
I sit and watch you, I notice everything you do or don't do
But what would you do if I took this dagger in me and removed it
Gain the weight of you then lose it
She sat me down and lit some colored candles over my head
Jenny I need them today
It's easy to lose your grip it's easy
For this could be the biggest sky and I could have the faintest idea
For this is not America
I've cried days, I've cried nights for the lord just to send me up some sign
Oh, she's a tongue twisting storm
We just ball and play, then we move like tigers on Vaseline
If you think we're gonna make it, youbetter hang on to yourself
“I gave you the performance of a lifetime.”
You can't pretend that isolation is the same as privilege
I get along with you very well
You might remember last week or something a different lana song played and I wrote “oh video games, got it” because I thought it was the this song playing and I had just put it together that they played it so much in 2017 because of the nanny cam in the painting taping me all the time.
Open up a beer and you say, "Get over here and play a video game" (that’s bubbles and mags)
This is my idea of fun, playin' video games
If I remember correctly, this was the first Lana song they had me dressing up for: red dress, lipstick, and some things I was led to pick up off the street. Fur collar, pink glitter crown, and a peach colored hair veil. Eventually I was told to buy a blond wig, and I wore that too. There’s a video on @abunkerinbrooklyn if you’d like the visual.
“They say that the world was built for two…..and Baby, now you.”
I thought it was Psychic Jakk who really liked me to dress up, but that was months before I knew about the camera.
I mean honestly if I thought about the things I was told to do with the painting right next to me, I could have figured it out, but i just never would have suspected the tarot reader of doing something malicious to me. As my seattle teacher says, “Love all. Trust few.”
You know that I would be a liar
Shorty's killing, while I'm drilling
I be going hard, I got a name to prove
You say you've gone away from me but I can feel you when you breathe
No time for breakin' out a lie to sell
I broke his heart 'cause he was nice:
So I peered through a window
A deep portal, time travel
All the love we unravel and the life I gave away
Well, you asked a famous cook if he'd seen me
There is a war coming***
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And the things that she's asked me to do
Would see a senior saint forgetting his name
Pavane
I can't turn off what turns me on
I hold you like a weapon
Oh, the phantoms Crawl out of the night
Hoping the daylight will never come for you and I
Keep your heart open and your eyes shut tight
But don't forget about me
I got one more wish before I die
So please don't you stop me, no don't you stop me
This useless old fucker with his twinkling cunt
Doesn't care if he gets hurt
Green eyes, Green eyes
One day she stiffened, took the other side
Empty stares, from each corner of a shared prison cell
One just escapes, one's left inside the well
And he who forgets Is destined to remember
I think images worth repeating, and repeating and repeating
project them upon the ceiling
faggots
They came down harder on Sam and they all knew he was beat
Blindfolded, chains, and they stomped on us and pumped us full of strange drugs
And, oh, I saw Sam falling
Big big love
I've been ashamed and afraid
I still feel loved when you say my name
In a sad kind of way
It was way too hard, it was way too tough
On this she had not bargained
But she was like some missionary
And she tries hard to tell this story, but it's a hard one to tell
She consults her book of Miracles and the wind says fly on
Back out on the road again
But I'll miss you the way you miss the sea
Ugh, so she calls me up and she's like, "I still love you" and I'm like, "I just, I mean, this is exhausting, you know? Like, we are never getting back together, like, ever"
It won’t be wrong to prove you wrong.
What is the prize? Exactly
You have to know how to free yourself. Or if you don’t know, how do you unlock the cage
Cry no more brother
It's a shoreline
And it's half speed
It's a cruel world
And it's time
So yeah, it's a war
It's the goddamn fight of my life
And you started it
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Your devotion has the look of a lunatic’s gaze
I don’t want to see it end
I’m gonna take you by surprise
Amanda
Harmony 3
You don’t know what you’re missing now
Any little song that you know
Everything that’s small has to grow and it’s gonna grow now
Johnny makes me feel strangely good about myself
God’s not finished
V2-world war rocket
I wish I could tell her this is who she’s gonna be
And I never stepped on the cracks because I thought I’d hurt my mother
And I couldn’t awake from the nightmare that sucked me in and pulled me under
I’d be but the slave to you
I wonder who I have to blow around here to get a head
Watching everything is the thing that eventually kills you dead;
Stop now, you are not well, don’t you see? and I say goodbye this time
Time for you now to open up your eyes and realize you ain’t coming down
You don’t know just what we’ve done, we can’t give it away, we’ve been working much too hard
Tbh no idea what fuck & run is
More names to come
To please the old, the secondary
The things I said to you were true.
Don’t touch the sleeping pills
I can’t help but pull the earth around me to make my bed
And don’t let the curtain catch you, because you’ve been here before
And the water is coming in fast
Hey, I’ve been fucked up, and I’ve been a fool
This river is bigger than I am
Hey mama, meet me near the moon
 Who the fuck do you think you are?
Get your dirty fingers out of my hair
I’m free, you’ll see

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You’re just a little girl with grey eyes
You're way too old for this
Now I know how the story goes
The wicked all will die
How do you know it
I just know it. Oh, I've seen how this whole thing ends.
The honest man survives*
Sun moon
Think you blew me up with your bougie butt
Sometimes big boys need to cry
Another sunrise with my sad captains
With who I choose to lose my mind
And if it's so we only pass this way but once
What a perfect waste of time
“Little baby gonna get real fucked.”
She kissed me and it felt like a hit—-yeah, y’all love your sex & violence dontcha
Arms that chained us, eyes that lied—I wonder who that might be
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She’ll come back as fire to burn all the liars
I regularly hurt but never say
And the songbirds keep singing like they know the score
We made it
Who needs a tv when I’ve got T. rex
We can love
I’d lose the use of my legs just to see you smile
One good day is what we have here
All it took was one special look and I felt I knew you before
Done it all. Broken every code.
“It’s just a game for us to play. “
“You alone are the dream I have known. “
Heard you say my name and get to talking of the love and all the fears
Don’t mean to push but we’re being shoved. I’m just like you I think we’ve had enough
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Bring your alibis
You wanted to get it blessed
“You already know how this will end.”
Your soul is haunting me
“On Gunshy” I connect to “Canary” because it’s more of that true-confession, diary-entry singing. There’s no pretense or bravado. It’s really saying, “I don’t know if I am cut out to do what it seems to be that society wants women to do.” It’s the little things, the little habits that I can’t handle. It’s the fear of being married and the fear of being in that role. It’s a confession as opposed to other songs that are proclaiming loudly.
And I like the way it’s produced to echo that sentiment. It’s very small and creepy, and it feels the way you feel when you feel like The Truman Show is happening. That’s not a good analogy. Let me think. Stepford Wives – the town is all in on it and you’re suddenly realizing that you feel like an alien.”
Ambition makes you look pretty ugly
Kicking, squealing, Gucci little piggy
That's it, sir, you're leaving
The crackle of pigskin
The dust and the screaming
The yuppies networking (On me)
The panic, the vomit (From a great height)
God loves his children
Afraid of the house
“Staying out with sinners cause they’re desperate to entertain……On the dark side.”
 with a word I could’ve rekindled that fire
Your love is like an overdose with your hands wrapped around my throat
This is the time that words can’t explain
“ what if someone had asked Picasso not to be sad? Wouldn’t have known who he was or the man he’d become. There would be no Blue Period.
I can turn blue into something. “
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Up in the tower they’re watching me, hoping I’m gonna die.
(Tuesday, 12/28/21)
“ it’s something she wrote just to ruin my day.”
“ how did we get here?”
“ i’ve said much too much. “
“ oh, the revolution was here that would set you free from those bourgeoisie.”
“ you’re sick in the head and you wish you were dead. You feel drained and insane.”
“ you can’t fight that feeling that you’re one true love is just awaiting your big meeting, so you never even asked for names.”
“ there’s no going back against this California feeling.” (I will mention that I dreamt about James Murphy again last night.)
“ are those dreams inside your head?”
“ wherever you will ever be, you’re never getting rid of me.”
“ and can you tell me, was it worth it?”
“ One day, we will be remembered.”
“ said I’m out to get her.”
“ I think we were ready to hear the rest.”
“ I might leave.”
“ she’ll make you flip.”
“ can you see the look on your face?”
“ It takes more than fucking someone you don’t know to keep warm. I’m drunk and you’re probably on pills. If we both got the same diseases it’s irrelevant girl.”
“ denial. (Your ears should be burning.)”
“ they twist all around him till he can’t move. Brother of mine, don’t run with those fuckers.”
“ he’s in the best selling show.”
“ broken branches trip me as I speak. Just because you feel it doesn’t mean it’s there. We are accidents waiting to happen.”
“ I can’t stand by and see you destroyed. You lie as a decoy.”
“ in and out of love and institutions.”
“ Little girl please stop your crying.”
“ God is on top of it. That’s all.”
“ she just walked in the room.”
“ The time to hesitate is through.”
“ Little Johnny’s sad and fucked. First he jumped and then he looked. The tracks of time those tracks of mine Little Johnny’s occupied. Well little Johnny had an ache that hung around the poor boys neck. Every time that Johnny ate, the little fucker fed the ache. So little J’s a fucked up boy who dulled the pain but killed the joy, and little j’s a fucking mess but when he’s offered, just says yes.”
“ I will be king and you will be queen.”
“ did my time, took my chances, went the distance, now I’m back on my feet. Just a woman and her will to survive.”
“ I wouldn’t know you were alive. You haven’t seen me for years now.”
“ and I just think you should know. I’ll follow you home.”
“ your door is always open.”(The Yonkers house)
“ everybody wants a piece of Mary.”
“ I know that you have the need.”
“ Chuck and Matty… If they could see me, they’d be so proud.”
“ The wake is over. We gotta leave because they said so. I want to tell you. I want to tell you, but..you’re dead.”
she kneels before the grave. “ you’re so very young.”
“ you’re gone, then back at my door. You know what you’re doing when you’re coming back.”
“ I can’t be the lie between your teeth.”
“I need you more than anything.”
“ how can he tell? He can’t even remember his name.”
“ better than their mommy or their daddy did. The truth is they’re happier when they’re in pain. that’s why they got married.”
“Tell me if you want to take a hit.”
“ daddy didn’t raise no fucking fools. No one is going to fuck with me tonight.”
“ i’m afraid I can’t help it.”
“ it’s all in vain.”
“ but what if I was right?”
“ I accidentally touched my head and noticed that it had been bleeding. For how long I did not know.”
” your door is always open.”
“ I feel it’s time somebody told you.”
“ I threw it in the bushes and knocked on your door.”
“ if someone comes at us this time, I’m ready.”
“ Long story short, it was a bad time.”
“everybody sees right through the static. Everyone but you.”
“I’ve been wonderin’ if I might fall.”
“We shall live again. Shake out the ghost dance.”
“We were broke as well.”
“Cut the cord.”
“ if you’re hungry you’re not too particular about what you’ll taste.”
“ what the hell?”
“ I fell.”
“ yeah people, don’t you listen now?”
“ Goodbye angel, maybe you’ll come back sometime.”
“ she boards a greyhound, ticket to Jersey, a gray colored backpack full of all her belongings.”
“ I will fly Swift and true straight to you, just to be where you lie.”
“ I am alive… But a different kind of alive than I used to be.”
“ all I wanted slips through my hands.”
“ I don’t want to hear from those who know. Never would have known of me before.”
“ everything has chains. Take my hand, not my picture.”
“ I see right, so wide, so open hearted it’s pain.”
“ And she’ll drive the big car and talk herself insane.”
“ I can’t go on without you.”
“ show me the way to the next little girl. For if we don’t find the next little girl I tell you we must die.”
“ we’ve lost our good old mama. And must have whiskey, oh you know why.”
“ all your life you’ve never seen.”
“ dreams unwind.”
“ please don’t leave me.”
“ what through the darkness around me close?”
“ when tyrants tremble, sick with fear and hear their death knell ringing, when friends rejoice both far and near, how can I keep from singing?”
“ that what you fear the most could meet you halfway.”
“ this kind of music is like heaven to me. Has got me higher than a kite. Hand me down my soup and fish, I am going to get my wish.”
“ you like to play, it’s true, that’s why you’re always winning. Well I could do that too, just let me start at the beginning because I’m just as good as you.”
“ I know you put those big boots on because they’re kind of scary.”
“ dig your grave.”
“ my last girl had me so fucked up i was a blacked out blur.”
“ i’ve come to the conclusion you can’t kill me if I kill you first.”
“ i’ve been through the ringer.”
“ The devil on my shoulder keep on telling me to keep her.”
“ just give me drugs. I need something other than Zannies to take the pain away.”
“Satan bossing me around.”
“ we met in a car crash.”
“ you know some people, they just don’t know when to stop.”
“ leave me alone!”
“ Well accidents will happen. I’m hoping one might happen to him.”
“ all the dreams you’re having, you stole them all from me.”
“ accidents keep happening.”
“ maybe you and I will get it together.”
“ I’m just trying to make some sense.”
“ Holy cow, I love your eyes. and only now I see the light.”
“ throw those curtains wide.”(just got that one)
“ don’t come over here piss on my gate.”(and of course in the background the song is playing that I’ve heard 1 million times, and yet this is the first time I’m hearing all the references to having my house broken into.)
“ pointless savagery. I put one hand on your round ripe heart and the other down your panties.”
“ everything is falling. It’s just history repeating itself.”
“ Word travels fast.”
“ if you could read my mind you might see more of me than meets the eye.”(oh wait, you can, or did. Whore.)
“ A good rabbit.”
“ you were right about the reasons.”
“ I don’t want to be what I’m becoming.”
“ when the kids had killed the man I had to break up the band.”
“ blood sugar sucker fish in my dish.”
“ she’s magic. Sex Magik, sex Magik.”
“ everything I’ve imagined.”
“ actually I want to be alone to mourn the loss of what it cost.”
“ if you’re not allowed to love people alive, then you learn how to love people dead.”
“ but blow me, and I owe you.”
“ it’s time I got back to the good life.”

(Songs: never make me cry 1145, lost 1148, soul love 1155, PTA 1155, the cut that always bleeds 1169, endless cycle 1203, Kyle petty son of richard 1207, I’m afraid of Americans live 1212 Glastonbury, kingdom come 1219, the night will always win 1222, The spark that bled 1229, free to walk 1231, Little girl blue 1234, Long story short 1238, On the water 1238, special kind of love 100, Ghost dance 102, citizenship 111, The song remains the same 111, Letters and drawings 123, Gentle storm 130, Starry stairs 135, did you ever love me 139, Cordaroy 145, Blackstar 158, She’ll drive the big car 207, If you knew 207, Alabama whiskey song 213, Rhiannon 2:22, put a candle in the window 2:22, held up without a gun 226, crazy Mary 226, Hoop Dee Doo 333, Big boots 335, Gold dust woman 339, Candles 346, leave me alone 400, accidents will happen 400, waiting on a friend 406, a day like this 411,  My wave 419, babe you turn me on 424,  Outside looking in 428, trophy wife 429, Ziggy Stardust 436, blood sugar sex magic 441, I get so scared 4:44,  The thing about things 446, solo 550, The good life 5:55 PM.)
#djmagictree#come play with me 900#the party 907#American dream 911#lucky you 914#silver spring 922#long live 926#living in the heart of love 930#i did something bad commentary 936#grace 937#my best friend’s girl 941#keep yourself warm 944#tendrement 950#house of cards 954#3 morceaux en forme de poire 1001#some riot 1001#life on mars live reality tour 1010#there there 1049#pounding 1051#late 1058#Pallas athena 10:58#that’s the way love is 1103#light my fire live 11:11#come together 1119#heroes 11:22#eye of the tiger 11:25#strange loop 11:33#treacherous 11:33#free to walk 11:37#Mary 11:44
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“It’ll be easy to cover.”
“ biggest thing I’d do about drugs in high school was, going out and drinking a beer… But, it’s all here now and I don’t care who it hits -– there’s a lot of opioids going around. It makes you feel pretty damn good. After a few hours, you got to take more. And then after a while, you’re taking a ton and you don’t feel great. Everyone’s just trying to escape something. Yep, that’s it, I am not – –(…)”
(I have to interject here. Last night a guy came and saw me for work. He wasn’t my type, so I was trying to figure it out. I almost threw him out halfway through the session because I was hearing what Stella was saying about him. But for some reason I pushed through, even though I wasn’t sure what I was feeling about him. And then on the table he says that may be what I was feeling was that a close friend of his died the week before, and he just wasn’t admitting it was fucking him up. I asked him how the guy died and he said it was unclear, but that he had sleep apnea,… and that he played with a lot of drugs. I asked him the guys name to see if I felt him in the room.
(I have to interject here. Last night a guy came and saw me for work. He wasn’t my type, so I was trying to figure it out. I almost threw him out halfway through the session because I was hearing what Stella was saying about him. But for some reason I pushed through, even though I wasn’t sure what I was feeling about him. And then on the table he says that may be what I was feeling was that a close friend of his died the week before, and he just wasn’t admitting it was fucking him up. I asked him how the guy died and he said it was unclear, but that he had sleep apnea,… and that he played with a lot of drugs. I asked him the guys name to see if I felt him in the room.
He said Jack. )
“ Waiting for a love that never comes.”
“She said that she would love to come help but the C would electrocute us all.”
“My name’s katie.”
“I’m a mess but I’m the mess you wanted.”
“Not the state I’m In, the night will always win.”
“ his mother has given him up for lost.”
“ and on this bed there last night, his wound is bleeding day and night. By his bedside standeth a Stone.”
There is a piece by Satie that played twice called melodies dapheneo, which is” a silly dialogue about trees between two faux- mythical characters.”
“They knew all along. They’re not dumb, they were so wrong.
Did you ever listen?
Did you ever listen?
Did you ever listen?
GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT “
“ and that’s when I heard the voices. And I was scared and I went out into the hallway. They just tell me I’m stupid. I heard those voices having so much fun.
He’s been really mean since he went to AA. I mean what does it mean when you give up drinking and then you’re still so mean? Seeing John… it was good seeing John. Got married and didn’t invite me. I remember the doctors saying I was dead. Wouldn’t it be funny if I died in this dream?
Nobody called. Nobody came.”
“ be quiet as you were leaving.”
“We buy our way out of jail, but we can’t buy freedom, since we buy to cover up what’s inside.”
“ i’m telling you all, it all falls down.”
“ fall in your ways, so you can sleep at night.”
“ your mind has been divided from your soul. Got to get you back to you.”
“ brakes are snarling as you stumble across the road.”
“I rose up from the dead I do it all the time.”
“ you got your head all tangled up. All the knives seem to lacerate your brain. I’ll help you with the pain. You’re not alone.”
“ you shake up the whole town.”
“ oh the tricks your mind can play. It seems we stood and talked like this before.”
“ I will be remembering every little thing.”
“Split head. “
“ don’t you ever stop and give me time to breathe??
Stop your fucking screaming.
I’m moving. ”
“ I flipped so far, I thought that I would not return.”
“ she’s falling, everybody came to see. “
“You’ve got to understand she’s not really breathing.”
“ there is no time to decide.”
“ God is on top of it all. That is all.”
“ i’m busting up my brains for the words.”
“ rather die high than die Hollow. I’m running out of time.”
“ we were supposed to be together.”
“ trying not to wake me tipping on your toes.”
“ I love you the best.”
“ I didn’t notice but it had got very dark and I was really really out of my mind. Then a policeman asked me “please get in line. ”
“ i’m packing my bags.”
“ you pay for the things they paid you for. If you lie down with dogs, then you get fleas.
Careful of the company you keep.”
“ standing at the cross roads.
Be careful what you say. There’s no warning.
Yeah, this is wild.Love is dangerous.”
“ inside of me… I’m crazy. I’m just crazy.
I must continue.
I see her jumping around like a broken speeding statue.
He must be intoxicated… By ritual as well as result.
lapping cocaine from the hard brown palm of the bouncer.”
“ nothing will stop you and nothing will stand in your way.”
“ I feel him come to me in the dead of night, and I go to the other side. I can’t make anybody else understand.”
“And then I’ll lead her on the (play) ground.”(a reference to how it all started.)
(i’ll just say that the next song that played was separations by pulp. The preceding lyric was when I was led to the swing set in the playground and I was told that Jack had asked Blond for a divorce. That he told her he wanted to be with me, and that he wanted to separate. The next night I was told not to leave my apartment because she was waiting outside with a gun, a gun that supposedly she shot him with. That is what is considered the first vision from sept 2016.)
“ Daphne froze in her white nightgown, the sea is calling me down. Daphne froze on the precipice. Because I’ve got to save myself.” (five days after I was told Jakk was shot, I was leaving for Italy, but I kept seeing that I was going to drown there. I didn’t, but I did get very ill for the next three weeks and saw a doctor.)
“That dark Angel he is shuffling in. Watching over them with his black feather wings unfurled. Her green eyes blew goodbyes, with her head in her hands.”(Number one, this song has always been about Jack and I being brother and sister. The dark angel is a reference to Lucifer, the fallen angel a.k.a. Satan. My eyes are green. Apparently Jeff wrote this song for his friend to stop him from walking out on his pregnant girlfriend.)
“Capricorn. Peeking through the key hole, the door locked. Focus on the future and let the crew knock her.”
“ through her limbs the cold blooded fishes played.”
” there’s nothing to lose the decks stacked so put your foot to the floor and don’t look back.”
“You drop it just enough to let me see the dirty stuff..& in my notes, you’re almost professional.

“ I never did believe in the ways of magic but I’m beginning to wonder why.”
“ there are weapons we can use. We’re gonna crack your little souls.”
“ Fish has got me higher than a kite.”
“Can’t take your evil ways.”
“ you’re such a wonderful person… But you’ve got problems. I’ll never touch you.”
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These are what played when I was asking for the plans of the day, and whether I should go to Manhattan. Shoutout to a man named Joe. He’s mentioned in my letter to the analyst…and a few tapes.
“You can buy God. it’s Monday.”
“So far so good no one saw you.”
Your gun off safety
“And he who forgets will be destined to remember.”
“Sketches and annoyances of a big Wooden man”
“ so much you don’t know.
I shouldn’t have done it. Nothing but torture. Cruel evidence.”
“I made you take it.”
“God it’s brutal out here.”

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“And what it was, it was a song. I dreamed that this song was about, uh, about this guy…
Or, y'know, the person in the song is singing to his lover supposedly. That he's completely theirs. The lover has forbidden anybody to have contact with him; the lover has taken away his freedom, taken away his days and nights, taken away his, y'know, his dreams. Sent away his friends. Forbidden him to, y'know, get close to his parents, all that stuff.”
Love you, jeff. Happy birthday.
“You’re like a Messiah, kid. this is how they will live on.
we’d looked better if we win.
(children sleep with dicks)
complication sees your best.
I waited, I waited, it’s late night….she’s waiting at home.
I think it’s almost time.”
“ I was looking at you there… And your face looked wrong. You don’t say a single word of the last two years. My brother, you were gone. Let your family take you back to your original mind.”
“ I command your very souls”.
“I live and lie for you. ”
“you are mine, I possess you.”
“I belong to you forever. “
“i’ll fly through by flash and thunder fire, and I’ll survive. Then I’ll defy the laws of nature and come out alive, then I’ll get you.”
”Hard to swallow. It’s not your brain, it’s just the flame that burns to keep you insane. To bind your time it drives you to crime.Feeling so gay. “
” now you check over your shoulder everywhere that you go. Walking down the street there’s eyes in every shadow. So you keep a little secret down deep inside your dresser drawer. No matter where you step, you feel you’re never out of danger. The apartment feels like it’s just a place to hide. The cops reported you as just another homicide, but I can tell that you were just frustrated.”
#first song#djmagictree#447h 7 min#dream of you and I#almost crimes#he doesn’t know why#seven seas of rhye#fame#murder incorporated
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My biggest fear was not being with you
Sunflowers and paint cans
And nothing to be proud of
I have a single heartbreak
I celebrate and mourn
A single shining sister
And all the tricks of dawn
A single switch to flick
Caught in your own creation
Here shall we live in this terrible town
Where the price for our minds
Shall squeeze them tight like a fist
And the walls shall have eyes
And the doors shall have ears
But we'll dance in their dark
And they'll play with our lives
Like a Slow Burn
Leading us on and on and on
They strike to kill and you know I will
Fuck you forever
& you’ll poke that bear til the claws come Out
Now I breathe flames each time I talk
My cannons all firin' at your yacht
They say, "Move on", but you know, I won't
And women like hunting witches, too doing your dirtiest work for you
It's obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together
I'm takin' my time
Takin' my time
'Cause you took everything from me
What a shame she went mad
Well look out, Mama, your little girl, she has changed
She said, "I'm ready for you"
Why I can't remember anything to this very day
'Cept the look, the look
Oh, you know where, now I can't see I just stare
"You're still alive," she said
Everybody's trying to say I'm wrong (denials abound)
I need to get my feet back On the ground (Jakk)
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As you recall, you know I love to show off
But you never thought that I would take it this far
What do you know
Hey girl hey
Remember when this played early on, like 2018? When you put “seer to slave 1” in my mind after I couldn’t get past seeing this everywhere….
And then I got that past life reading for us in feb 2019 where it was explained
To me
How you had been My slave? And I had promised to let You free if you won that race.
I found it preposterous,
But then right after the reading,
Fleetwood Mac’s “the chain” played. And i gasped.
Oh, it seems worth mentioning that in the dream with sufjan, I told him I had an amazing story to tell him that he might want to make into a story, because he told me that I had won some contest of his for storytelling, But when I looked at the story that had won, I knew I hadn’t written it. But someone had put my name on it. When he asked me for my email, I said Dj magic tree.
So I guess we’re listening to this one today.
Oh btw…… I poured my cats a fresh bowl of water from a bottle that had been uncovered but boiled, and when I went over I noticed that it was full of disgusting stuff floating in it. Then I poured a fresh bowl of water from a bottle that was covered, and I compared them. And then I sent a video showing the two to my big sister. So my question for you it’s what the fuck is sprayed on my walls that is ending up in uncovered water bottles?
Also, I know who I can easily press charges against, to start. Just fyi.
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“The arc of the moral universe is long but it bends towards justice.”
Alright. I never believed that people came to my shows, or rock shows in general, to be told anything. But I do believe that they come to be reminded of things, to be reminded of who they are, that they're most joyous at their deepest, when life feels full. It's a good place to get in touch with your heart and your spirit. It's good to be amongst the crowd, be reminded of who we are and who we can be collectively, and music does those things pretty well. Sometimes, they can come in pretty handy. And particularly these days, some reminding of who we are and who we can be isn't such a bad thing, ya know, uh. I uh, I re- I refer back to the weekend of the March for our Lives when we saw all those young people in Washington and citizens all around the country remind us of what faith in America and what real faith in American democracy, and how sacred that is. When uh, that weekend, you just saw what it actually looked like and felt like. It was just encouraging, to see all those people out on the street and all that righteous passion alive in the service of something good, to see it still there at the center of the beating heart of our country, and, in spite of what we've been goin' through, it was a good day ya know, it was just, it was just one good day. But it was a necessary day. Because these are the times when we've also seen folks marching, and in the highest offices of our land who want to speak to our darkest angels, who want to call up the ugliest and the most divisive ghosts of America's past, and they want to destroy the idea of an America for all. That's their intention. That's what we've been seeing in the outrage of the broken families on the border, and in hate-filled marches on American streets, this year. Things I never thought I would see again in my lifetime. Things that I thought that were dead and gone forever, on the ash heap of history. Ya know uh, ya know we've come too far and worked too hard, too many good people paid too high a price, and paid, paid with their lives to allow this to happen now. Ya know. There's been too much hard work done, and sacrifice. There's a beautiful quote by Dr. King that says, "The arc of the moral universe is long but it bends towards justice." It is important to believe in those words and to carry yourself, and to act accordingly, to live with compassion, and have faith in that what we're seeing now, is just another hard chapter, in the long long ongoing battle for the soul of the nation.
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Hey Jungian astrologer, curious.
Did special K confess to you yet?
Because I know you stopped talking to me after taking me to italy based on whatever she said.
You kinda treated me like shit, especially considering that before taking me to Capri you said my astrology was showing that I was turning into a spiritual leader.
Consider how many women you mentor, it would be kind of a horrific association to have your LP involved in something so malignant.
I don’t think we’re in Kansas anymore
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Got shown a massive catastrophe this morning.
Don't be so forlorn, it's just the payoff
It's the rain before the storm
More productive
Regular exercise at the gym (3 days a week)
Getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries
At ease
Eating well (no more microwave dinners and saturated fats)
No paranoia
Careful to all animals (never washing spiders down the plughole)
Keep in contact with old friends
No longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows
Nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate
Nothing so childish
At a better pace
Slower and more calculated
Now self-employed
An empowered and informed member of society (pragmatism not idealism)
Will not cry in public
Less chance of illness
A good memory
Still cries at a good film
No longer empty and frantic
Like a cat
Tied to a stick
That's driven into
Frozen winter shit (the ability to laugh at weakness)
Calm
Fitter, healthier and more productive
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