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#3 morceaux en forme de poire 1001
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Up in the tower they’re watching me, hoping I’m gonna die.
(Tuesday, 12/28/21)
“ it’s something she wrote just to ruin my day.”
“ how did we get here?”
“ i’ve said much too much. “
“ oh, the revolution was here that would set you free from those bourgeoisie.”
“ you’re sick in the head and you wish you were dead. You feel drained and insane.”
“ you can’t fight that feeling that you’re one true love is just awaiting your big meeting, so you never even asked for names.”
“ there’s no going back against this California feeling.” (I will mention that I dreamt about James Murphy again last night.)
“ are those dreams inside your head?”
“ wherever you will ever be, you’re never getting rid of me.”
“ and can you tell me, was it worth it?”
“ One day, we will be remembered.”
“ said I’m out to get her.”
“ I think we were ready to hear the rest.”
“ I might leave.”
“ she’ll make you flip.”
“ can you see the look on your face?”
“ It takes more than fucking someone you don’t know to keep warm. I’m drunk and you’re probably on pills. If we both got the same diseases it’s irrelevant girl.”
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“ denial. (Your ears should be burning.)”
“ they twist all around him till he can’t move. Brother of mine, don’t run with those fuckers.”
“ he’s in the best selling show.”
“ broken branches trip me as I speak. Just because you feel it doesn’t mean it’s there. We are accidents waiting to happen.”
“ I can’t stand by and see you destroyed. You lie as a decoy.”
“ in and out of love and institutions.”
“ Little girl please stop your crying.”
“ God is on top of it. That’s all.”
“ she just walked in the room.”
“ The time to hesitate is through.”
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“ Little Johnny’s sad and fucked. First he jumped and then he looked. The tracks of time those tracks of mine Little Johnny’s occupied. Well little Johnny had an ache that hung around the poor boys neck. Every time that Johnny ate, the little fucker fed the ache. So little J’s a fucked up boy who dulled the pain but killed the joy, and little j’s a fucking mess but when he’s offered, just says yes.”
“ I will be king and you will be queen.”
“ did my time, took my chances, went the distance, now I’m back on my feet. Just a woman and her will to survive.”
“ I wouldn’t know you were alive. You haven’t seen me for years now.”
“ and I just think you should know. I’ll follow you home.”
“ your door is always open.”(The Yonkers house)
“ everybody wants a piece of Mary.”
“ I know that you have the need.”
“ Chuck and Matty… If they could see me, they’d be so proud.”
“ The wake is over. We gotta leave because they said so. I want to tell you. I want to tell you, but..you’re dead.”
she kneels before the grave. “ you’re so very young.”
“ you’re gone, then back at my door. You know what you’re doing when you’re coming back.”
“ I can’t be the lie between your teeth.”
“I need you more than anything.”
“ how can he tell? He can’t even remember his name.”
“ better than their mommy or their daddy did. The truth is they’re happier when they’re in pain. that’s why they got married.”
“Tell me if you want to take a hit.”
“ daddy didn’t raise no fucking fools. No one is going to fuck with me tonight.”
“ i’m afraid I can’t help it.”
“ it’s all in vain.”
“ but what if I was right?”
“ I accidentally touched my head and noticed that it had been bleeding. For how long I did not know.”
” your door is always open.”
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“ I feel it’s time somebody told you.”
“ I threw it in the bushes and knocked on your door.”
“ if someone comes at us this time, I’m ready.”
“ Long story short, it was a bad time.”
“everybody sees right through the static. Everyone but you.”
“I’ve been wonderin’ if I might fall.”
“We shall live again. Shake out the ghost dance.”
“We were broke as well.”
“Cut the cord.”
“ if you’re hungry you’re not too particular about what you’ll taste.”
“ what the hell?”
“ I fell.”
“ yeah people, don’t you listen now?”
“ Goodbye angel, maybe you’ll come back sometime.”
“ she boards a greyhound, ticket to Jersey, a gray colored backpack full of all her belongings.”
“ I will fly Swift and true straight to you, just to be where you lie.”
“ I am alive… But a different kind of alive than I used to be.”
“ all I wanted slips through my hands.”
“ I don’t want to hear from those who know. Never would have known of me before.”
“ everything has chains. Take my hand, not my picture.”
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“ I see right, so wide, so open hearted it’s pain.”
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“ And she’ll drive the big car and talk herself insane.”
“ I can’t go on without you.”
“ show me the way to the next little girl. For if we don’t find the next little girl I tell you we must die.”
“ we’ve lost our good old mama. And must have whiskey, oh you know why.”
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“ all your life you’ve never seen.”
“ dreams unwind.”
“ please don’t leave me.”
“ what through the darkness around me close?”
“ when tyrants tremble, sick with fear and hear their death knell ringing, when friends rejoice both far and near, how can I keep from singing?”
“ that what you fear the most could meet you halfway.”
“ this kind of music is like heaven to me. Has got me higher than a kite. Hand me down my soup and fish, I am going to get my wish.”
“ you like to play, it’s true, that’s why you’re always winning. Well I could do that too, just let me start at the beginning because I’m just as good as you.”
“ I know you put those big boots on because they’re kind of scary.”
“ dig your grave.”
“ my last girl had me so fucked up i was a blacked out blur.”
“ i’ve come to the conclusion you can’t kill me if I kill you first.”
“ i’ve been through the ringer.”
“ The devil on my shoulder keep on telling me to keep her.”
“ just give me drugs. I need something other than Zannies to take the pain away.”
“Satan bossing me around.”
“ we met in a car crash.”
“ you know some people, they just don’t know when to stop.”
“ leave me alone!”
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“ Well accidents will happen. I’m hoping one might happen to him.”
“ all the dreams you’re having, you stole them all from me.”
“ accidents keep happening.”
“ maybe you and I will get it together.”
“ I’m just trying to make some sense.”
“ Holy cow, I love your eyes. and only now I see the light.”
“ throw those curtains wide.”(just got that one)
“ don’t come over here piss on my gate.”(and of course in the background the song is playing that I’ve heard 1 million times, and yet this is the first time I’m hearing all the references to having my house broken into.)
“ pointless savagery. I put one hand on your round ripe heart and the other down your panties.”
“ everything is falling. It’s just history repeating itself.”
“ Word travels fast.”
“ if you could read my mind you might see more of me than meets the eye.”(oh wait, you can, or did. Whore.)
“ A good rabbit.”
“ you were right about the reasons.”
“ I don’t want to be what I’m becoming.”
“ when the kids had killed the man I had to break up the band.”
“ blood sugar sucker fish in my dish.”
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“ she’s magic. Sex Magik, sex Magik.”
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“ everything I’ve imagined.”
“ actually I want to be alone to mourn the loss of what it cost.”
“ if you’re not allowed to love people alive, then you learn how to love people dead.”
“ but blow me, and I owe you.”
“ it’s time I got back to the good life.”

(Songs: never make me cry 1145, lost 1148, soul love 1155, PTA 1155, the cut that always bleeds 1169, endless cycle 1203, Kyle petty son of richard 1207, I’m afraid of Americans live 1212 Glastonbury, kingdom come 1219, the night will always win 1222, The spark that bled 1229, free to walk 1231, Little girl blue 1234, Long story short 1238, On the water 1238, special kind of love 100, Ghost dance 102, citizenship 111, The song remains the same 111, Letters and drawings 123, Gentle storm 130, Starry stairs 135, did you ever love me 139, Cordaroy 145, Blackstar 158, She’ll drive the big car 207, If you knew 207, Alabama whiskey song 213, Rhiannon 2:22, put a candle in the window 2:22, held up without a gun 226, crazy Mary 226, Hoop Dee Doo 333, Big boots 335, Gold dust woman 339, Candles 346, leave me alone 400, accidents will happen 400, waiting on a friend 406, a day like this 411,  My wave 419, babe you turn me on 424,  Outside looking in 428, trophy wife 429, Ziggy Stardust 436, blood sugar sex magic 441, I get so scared 4:44,  The thing about things 446, solo 550, The good life 5:55 PM.)
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