#davi screams into the void

[ladyinbl00d]

“im shocked out of my balls”

-billie ellish

#shes so silly i love her #LMFAO #grammys #billie eilish #davi screams into the void

[dungeonsynthh]

i love the very obvious queerness going on with greg davies and alex horne that they just refuse to mention

like they don’t label their sexualities, they don’t call themselves straight but they aren’t gay or bisexual either. and i like that, straight people don’t need to label their sexuality so why do queer people have to?

#taskmaster #greg davies #alex horne #taskhusbands #sorry just being weird again #autistic void screaming

[maaaahri]

Oh no I’m thinking about VtM npcs again

#text #screaming into the void #vtm #I started doing prep :) #they’re all such horrid beasts #god hates some of them more than the average cainite #Davis just wants order she just wants things to be civil #she’s so human in her push to maintain and so ventrue in her enforcement of edifice despite being an anarch #what decent bulwark is so prone to cracking #I think she thinks about that a lot #the sins of her clan eat her alive and she can’t escape from them no matter how hard much she fortifies her defence #Saoirse is so similar but refuses to lock people out in the same way #she WANTS To see her clan used for good! she does! but she’s self-loathing in the extreme #and it’s easier to turn that hatred outward and pretend all of your loneliness isn’t the fault of a century of trauma #but could easily be fixed if your kin weren’t essentially an MLM cult supreme in a world filled with MLM cults #Mavka who is just. a freak. and knows it. knows that god hates them and hates god for it #perpetually confused in their own ostrasization until they have no choice but to revel in it #it’s funny to me at least that every time Mavka sees Sybil it’s just :> yay Sybil my friend Sybil #Very clearly they could try to be more normal but it’s also absolutely out of the question for them to do anything but wage slow war #against a god that they hardly know outside of resentment #I cannot talk about major villain themes bc that would be telling :)

[spimmed]

silly the ask and the answer thingy!!

idk why i made their suits red. looking back i was like wow. why did i make them red. bc i dont remember if it said a color. in the book. and now i feel dummy

but Im also screaming into a black void rn so i dont think anyone minds much do you???!

they have longer hair. davy prentiss mullet. davy prentiss sleeping above the stables bedhead mullet. & he ate.

text is in alt text if u cant read my handwriting 🔥🔥

#my art #the ask and the answer #chaos walking books #chaos walking fanart #patrick ness #davy prentiss #mayor prentiss #david prentiss #todd hewwit #awesome sauce

[shattered-sparks]

Change of plans. We're not going to make a big post regarding all the problems of Lunar being Labeled as ADHD as there really is no point in doing so. Others long before have tried to give criticism about the show and nothing has happened. Hell, I even suggested in Davis's DMs to not label Lunar anything as to avoid infantilization of ND folk but that was also in vain. The VAs and the creators of these shows will not listen and so there is a more bigger issue at play here than just characters being bad representation and mistreatment. And I think that's a more pressing matter than me screaming into the void about my frustrations regarding a character that I heavily relate to.

#coyote noises #TSAMS #SAMS #the sun and moon show #sun and moon show

[throwing-a-knife]

Hey everyone, I know this is kind of just screaming into the void, but me and my partner have been struggling a lot recently. Our car broke down, and we both have jobs that we need to get to that are half an hour away w/o public transportation being an option. I can borrow my father in laws car for a bit, but this isn't sustainable. I know it's a long shot, but anything will help. Reblogs, likes, anything would mean the world to me.

If you are interested, I also do commissions. I can send photos of my work if you DM me. Thanks guys. I appreciate any help I can get.

#signal boost #gofundme #emergency fund #please help #radar boost #tumblr radar #artists on tumblr #cars

[reblogs-galore3]

Spoilers ahead for the teen wolf movie!!!

Scott is alone and apparently wistful

Lydia and Stiles broke up after it taking six fucking years to get together

Derek having a teenaged son with a mom we never find out about. Said teenaged son named Eli can’t wolf up

Malia and Parrish hooking up and I hate it. I don’t love the fact that Scott and Malia broke up in the first place.

Liam and replacement Kira. I would have like her more maybe if she actually had more scenes. She was just kinda there.

Mason is a cop. Hate that.

Argent and Melissa broke up. So whatever I always wanted her to be with Stillinski anyways so whatever.

Allison comes back to life. I literally cried so hard the episode she died to have it all be for naught. Whatever.

Allison doesn’t remember anything. Great, fantanstic, whatever.

Everyone fights the oni and gets transported to the nogitsunes world. Fun.

Allison tries to kill Scott. He pleads with her to listen to him. Very reminiscent of season 2 Allison trying to kill Derek.

Harris is one of the villains after he was literally dead in season 3 cause of Jennifer but blames Lydia. He makes Lydia watch as her friends suffer. Um okay. Random but okay.

Jackson empowers her with some speech about saving Allison cause that’s her best friend. She screams and it like kills the oni. That part actually got to me. Because when Allison dies in the show it was Lydia’s scream that broke me.

Because Lydia screamed it also brought back Allison’s memories which was like a whole recap of her and Scott’s relationship.

Lydia and Allison’s hug was lackluster. I felt it should have been a bigger scene.

Derek sacrifices himself to kill the nogitsune and in doing so he becomes a true alpha right before he burns to death. Despicable! The most tortured character on the show gets killed off by being burned to death. That’s how most of his family died so I’m sensitive.

What was up with Peter. Him and argent literally at each others throats the whole time. Like that was some season 3 shit. We need to leave it behind. And he just seemed off

Scott and Allison are back together but while I thought it was cute, it just didn’t work. Scott has literally grown so much from who he was with Allison. It felt like all the stuff with the beast of gevodan (idk how to spell it) was all for naught. And where the series left off was swept under the rug. I actually really liked Scott and Malia, hell I even liked Scott and Kira or even Allison and Issac and the fact that they just acted like that didn’t happen angers me.

And the elephant in the room, without Stiles and Kira it felt wrong. The nogitsune story line was literally so well received because of Void Stiles. Kira also played a pivotal role in that story line. It was wrong.

What also bothers me is where the show left off with the hunters and that was never discussed, like what happened to that beta? what happened to that lady?

Also I wish that they had brought back Isaac and Danny or even Cora. Braedon, Kate so many characters.

Overall I hated that movie so much. It just wasn’t a teen wolf movie. It was fan fiction. Jeff Davis literally took his own story that he wrote and ruined it and didn’t know how to expand. It was all wrong. I don’t accept this movie as canon.

#teen wolf movie #teen wolf #teen wolf the movie #why why why #jeff Davis count your days #horrible horrible horrible #anti teen wolf movie

[alchemaxed]

"𝕀𝕥'𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕓𝕠𝕥𝕙 𝕠𝕗 𝕦𝕤," Spot concludes, replaying the scene over and over in his mind. Reality warps around him, manifesting his thoughts like pages of a flipbook. Captain Davis and the child and screaming crowds.

And the Spot, raining down destruction like a force of nature.

The scene ripples and fades, and the face in Spot's mind's eye is replaced by the colorful tribute on the wall in front of him. Captain Jeff Morales. Husband, hero, father.

"𝔸𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕝𝕝, 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕗𝕒𝕚𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕙𝕖 𝕕𝕚𝕕𝕟'𝕥. 𝕋𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕟."

Spot's gaze lurches toward Prowler in a motion that's entirely inhuman. There's not much of him that is still human, these days-- Johnathon Ohnn is little more than an outline, scribbled in with void and single-minded purpose.

"𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕣𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕚𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕟𝕤, 𝕄𝕚𝕝𝕖𝕤. 𝕃𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕪𝕠𝕦; 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕒𝕥 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕔𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕖𝕟."

"𝔻𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕨𝕖 𝕥𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜?"

@42prowl !! / starter call

#42prowl #42prowl 1 #v; so much more than a villain of the week #rp #alchemaxed

[slonekaru]

So I chanced it. Watched the Teen Wolf Movie.

Yep, it's as bad as everyone is saying. I really wanted to like it but nope.

Things I did like:

Jackson being back and being sassy

Melissa having to run around with both her ex-boyfriends and keep them in line like some glorious poly-what-the-fuck-is-happening-ship (although is Argent her ex, who knows! It's still funny)

I like them getting Alisons mom and Coach Finstock back! (But sad we didn't get an Issac return)

But generally, I disliked it. I felt like Jeff Davies read a bunch of Fan Fic, and picked out what he wanted then wrote the story. Athough is that an insult to fan fic writers?

It's biggest weakness was what always made it weak in the first place. It builds up the character of Scott McCall as this great leader with everyone saying 'what should we do Scott' and yet it has never been believable that he was the Leader.

Arden Cho turned it down (good call) and in the laziest of writing they just changed the characters name and cast another Asian actress like they are interchangeable.

Eli is basically Stiles, I mean seriously! Did Jeff write the part with Dylan in mind and then Dylan turned them down and he just changed it to Dereks son. Like how fucking weird. I would put money on that. Then I think the whole Lydia/heartbreak thing with Harris would actually make more sense because she would have screamed into the void to Stiles. I don't know. It's just weird that Eli is clearly Stiles. I mean they didn't even change his clothing style for fuck sake.

I'd managed to wipe out of my mind that Stiles and Lydia got together, this movie unfortunately reminded me.

I can't decide if I like they brought back Harris. Like what the hell.

And the whole Alison flashback. Like it was Lydia's scream and their connection that brought Alison back completely but they spent the whole flashback on Scott! It should have been Lydia heavy with bits of others. That would have been a nice change, the friendship that grounded her not the romantic attachment!

I see they didn't know what to do with Malia's character again and just shipped her with the next character on the list.

And I see Jeff just continued his torture Derek fetish. Seriously, I get the great sacrifice thing but it just fell flat.

And while we are on his fetish for torturing Derek he seriously went with Eli being so scared of Derek changing that it caused Eli not to change. And on top of that he learnt to change from fucking Scott McCall. Back on the 'great leader' Scott McCall bullshit I see.

And jesus christ if this isn't the most backdoor pilot I have ever seen! Like could it be a bigger setup for the new generation of Teen Wolf with Eli and bringing back Eichen House at the last minute. Although maybe with the response to the film that will be shelved.

Anyway, this post is so much longer than I planned and there are other things I could moan about but I'll draw the line here and say that was 2 hours of my life I shall not be getting back.

But the one good thing is it has peaked my interest in Teen Wolf again so I may start prowling the AO3 Teen Wolf section for some good fix-it fics. I know there are going to be loads.

#teen wolf

[heartofasoldier]

welcome to marina, jackson "jax" daniels ( cis male, he/him ) ! they are a twenty-eight year old who has lived on the island for his whole life. word on the street is they’re currently living in prospect hill and works as a professional ice hockey player. everyone also says they look a lot like jacob elordi. what do you think?

BIOGRAPHY

The youngest Daniels child came into the world screaming, and sure as hell one day would likely leave in the same manner. Born and bred in the depths of Marina Island, Jackson and his sister grew up in a loving and sometimes stable household. Their parents, both hardworking citizens, were completely and utterly devoted to raising their children to have the best lives they possibly could on the family farm.

Just thirteen months apart, the Daniels siblings were inseparable, and had no trouble making friends wherever they went despite Jackson's charismatic nature. His sister on the other hand, was the opposite: reserved and quiet, she drew others in like a magnet with her mystery. Wherever he went, she did too, therefore his friends became hers. It didn’t bother him in slightest, to think that she never really had friends of his own — so long as his sister was happy, he was too. Their happiness, however, was short lived as his twelfth birthday arrived.

As on his twelfth birthday, the unthinkable would happen. Everything they had come to love would be stripped from their very fingertips. It wasn’t their fault, nor was it anyone’s, really. Jackson had been staying over at a friend’s home, completely oblivious to the fact he was about to loose his parents and big sister. It was an accident, or so the coroner said. An electrical fault in the kitchen downstairs; the fire had been well and truly ablaze by the time the family sleeping upstairs were alerted to it.

The deaths marked a turning point in his life, because he lost a part of himself and with that he too became lost. Harboring an anger so deep even he himself couldn’t control it, let alone fathom what he was capable of because of it. He needed purpose – to belong to something that wasn’t going to break as his family had. 

Bouncing from foster home to foster home became his new reality and just when he had accepted the fact that he was too broken, too angry at the world to belong anywhere, that was where the Whitaker family found him. James Whitaker was a wealthy man, an retired professional NFL player that had taken to coaching the local team and while he encouraged Jackson to get involved, it was on the ice, with the hockey team that he found his passion and natural born talent. He didn't have the intelligence that most kids their age had, but put him on the ice in front of a puck and he excelled.

A full scholarship to college awaited him and in the years that followed he would travel the world twice over, earning enough to purchase the farm that his parents once owned. Yet still in the face of success, wealth and fame there remained an emptiness he couldn't put his finger on.

Finally forced to slow down from the constant run that was his life, when he suffered an injury in pre-season the hockey player has returned to the Island in the hopes of fixing up the old Daniels family farm, building from the ground up and maybe just maybe, finding whatever will fill the void in his life.

CONNECTIONS

foster siblings —

high-school sweetheart —

on and off — parker davis

rivals/enemies —

team mates —

best friend —

frenemie — daniela carvalho

friends —

hookups —natalia dubois

#biography: jackson daniels #character: intro #fire tw #death tw

[ladyinbl00d]

my friend sent me this n said “this reminds me of you, you literally are rafe if you think abt it.”

im honestly gonna cry over both the edit n the message :,)

#rafe cameron #outer banks #crying rn while typing these tags #i hate this lmao #my friend may be right but idek #also the fact that it has the beach slowed down and instrumental makes it so much worse cuz edits w that song make me cry so hard #BUT WITH RAFE???? #oh she fucked up big time… #davi screams into the void

[bemystargirl]

𝐏𝐎𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐈𝐃 — 03

𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛 after being rescued from a plane crash and stranded for nineteen months , Naomi Miller left town. Its now twenty-five years later. With a new identity , Amelia Davis returns but the horrors never left her.

; swearing violence

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𝗡𝗔𝗧 𝗟𝗘𝗧 𝗢𝗨𝗧 soft grumbles in her sleep, tossing and turning under Naomi's bedsheet covers, her blonde hair was a mess sticking out in different directions. her makeup was smudged, particles of her mascara fell to her under eyes, Naomi was wide awake. Every time she would blink her eyes would adjust to the pitch black ceiling, lulling into a void of nothingness, the wind blew and whistled at her slightly ajar window, the branches banging at the bricks. 

Her mind was playing those memories with Jeff like a VHS tape, continuously repeating his words in her head.

"I love you." 

"You're so beautiful." 

Was it all bullshit? Everytime she would convince herself those words were true her brain decided to play a trick on her and remember the party, the weird smiles and chuckles him and Jackie would share together. Then it would lead to how much of a horrible friend she was, to Tai's words. 

"Your a loyal friend." Yeah, fucking, right.

Her cold fingers would massage the hickeys, messily covered with concealer on her neck, shivering from the contrast of body heat, she would sigh, then the cycle would repeat again. 

Amelia sat in the creaky blue school chair, her legs crossed, nibling on the inside of her cheeks thinking about what to say, Shauna sat beside her rather then a pissed look like Amelia she had a worried face plastered on top, Then there was jeff. His lips formed a frown, brows furrowed but his eyes were sad, the same worried expression Shauna had. 

"You can come in now." The door creaked open a women late 30s stood in the doorframe, a not so neat bun a way too short pencil shirt and a way too bright bra poking through her white blouse. 

"Fucking finally." Amelia grumbled, standing up first pushing past the women she stepped into the principles office, she had put a lot of thought of what to say when Jeff drove them all to the high school, but seeing Sherrie's curly brown hair, tan skin and blue eyes paired with a dried nosebleed made her want to scream. 

"What the fuck where you thinking, Sherrie?" Amelia gasped, stomping over to her daughter lifting up her head to wipe away the left over blood, Jeff and Shauna went over to Callie's side she was mostly fine, apart from a slightly swollen left cheek and a small bruise. 

Sherrie went silent. 

"You better have a pretty good reason for this before I-" Amelia gritted her teeth before the principle started talking. 

"Thanks for getting here so quickly." He nodded, Amelia took the seat, right of Sherrie, Left of Shauna, Callie sat in the middle of her and Jeff. 

"Its.. Fine." Amelia put on a smile, Shauna nodded. 

"Well.. After a thorough investigation." He began, Amelia rolled her eyes. 

"We think that, this was over... a boy?" The principle cringed as Amelia scoffed with disgust 

"A guy? You fought a girl over a guy." Amelia's jaw dropped as Sherrie cringed, biting her lower lip.  

Shauna and Jeff's eyes met

"Its not my fault she's a fucking cunt." Sherrie spat out her words like poison, leaned towards Callie rolling her eyes, Jeff's eyes widened 

"Woah-" Jeff begun, Shauna put a hand on his arm shutting him. 

"Have you gone insane? I get that shits been tough, but you don't get the right to be a dickhead because of it!" Amelia watched as Sherrie sighed, slouching her her chair

"What even happened for this- fight to break out?" Shauna asked Callie, she looked away 

"She was flirting with my boyfriend." Callie mumbled making Sherrie let out a laugh

"Oh my god, are you that insecure or something, I wasn't flirting with him, we were paired up for a science project!" Sherrie growled as Amelia pushed her back

"Woah, calm it down. So.. you were paired with her boyfriend for a science project, she thought you were flirting with him, then what?" Shauna asked Sherrie 

"Then she started shouting at me to 'leave her boyfriend alone, that 'he doesn't want me' so i said i was just trying to do my work, so she went all fucking crazy throwing punches and shit." Sherrie snapped as Callie looked down at her feet in defeat. 

"Holy shit." Amelia let out a laugh of pure disbelief as the principle finally said something. 

"Well, given both girls got into a fight, its mandatory I suspend them for at least a week."

Sherrie grunted as Amelia took her phone off her shoving it into her back pocket as the five of them left the school building, Amelia chuckled as she saw Jeffs car. 

"Fuck, right, I hitched a ride with you." Amelia sighed turning around to look at them

"Oh.. No worries we'll give you a ride home." Jeff shrugged , Sherrie grunted.

"What? Why were you with them to begin with?" Sherrie tugged on her mothers arm 

"Because smartass, they're our neighbours, Just get in the car, the real adults need to speak." Amelia watched as Sherrie stomped off to the car, Callie barely looked up at her. 

"Fuck.. I'm so fucking sorry.." Amelia's tone changed in seconds "I mean, I knew moving would be difficult and shit but- I don't know what I did wrong.." Amelia sighed looking to the car, Sherrie's eyes following the sky. 

"No no, its fine, its Callie's fault anyway." Jeff shrugged, Shauna nodded, Amelia bit her lip as she thought for a second looking back from the car to them 

"You three should come over for dinner tonight. we can sort this out, properly."  

No Diggity from Blackstreet blasted through Naomi's radio, Nat joking humped her, Naomi folded their clothes, a laugh escaped her as she pushed her away, the two dancing around her room. 

"What about... this?" Nai pulled out a small pink flowery dress, shaking it to show the frills 

"Oh, I'm sorry, I thought we were packing for nationals not to go to bible camp with Laura Lee." Nat laughed throwing her folded underwear at her, only for Naomi to stick her tongue out at her turning back to her wardrobe looking for more clothes.

"Bring more jumpers and shit, My dad told me Seattle is like, really rainy." Naomi threw her mauve sweater as Nat. 

The plane was an understatement of rich, it was massive, clean and otherwise perfect. Naomi had never been on a plane before, her father was already too busy traveling around the world for his job and her mother was probably too drunk in some random alleyway to even remember she had a child, her hand interlinked with Nat's as they walked down the pathway, choosing a random isle to sit together, 

Natalie ended up dragging Naomi to some random seat, taking the window seat whilst Nai took the middle seat, the two giggled as the plane begun to move. 

Naomi let out a yawn. Maybe not sleeping all night took a toll on her. 

Her head rested on Nat's shoulder as she drifted to sleep. 

Naomi felt Nat's shake her awake, both of Nat's hands went to her upper arms forcing her to jolt awake. She was tired, looking around, her eyesight of blurry and confusion began to kick in, Nat pulled down Naomi's mask forcing it around Naomi's face. It was shaky, causing the two to rumble around in their seats a little. 

After a while of blinking herself awake and trying to comprehend whatever Nat was trying to say to her, she looked out the window. the plane was going down. gushes of wind sped past them, the sky quickly changed into a forest 

Nat gripped onto Nai's hand, her black nails digging into her skin, causing it to turn white, Naomi turned her head there was a lot of screaming. there was a lot of banging and rustling around the plane moved a  lot, Naomi probably had a few bruises from the amount of times she banged her head.

The plane crash landed into a forest. Nat's grip loosened slightly, she was sobbing hysterically, panting for air, Naomi was shaking, breathing heavily she shook as she tried to stand up, pulling Nat up with her. 

Misty and Tai were prying open the door to the plane, Naomi took off her oxygen mask, letting out shallow breaths as she leaned against an empty seat. 

She could see Misty, Tai, Lottie and a few others leave the plane. Where was Van? 

"Fuck- No Shauna don't leave me!" The fire sort of overwhelmed her begging voice but Nai turned around, Jackie and Shauna soon left the plane

"Nat. Go." Naomi pushed Natalie towards the door, before mauveing her way past the rubble, she let out a sharp hiss as the plane moved again, barely able to catch her feeting. she felt the air leave her lungs as she passed the dead body of Rachel. 

"Van?" She yelled out, her voice was dry and sore, this time the plane moved again Naomi couldn't catch herself a scream was let out as a broken piece of metal impaled the skin above her hip, blood oozed out, soaking her yellowjacket's varsity jacket. 

"Naomi?" A voice yelled back, Nai tried her best to push forward to the back of the plane, The fire was growing closer, practically burning the baby hairs on her neck when she reached Van.

"Fuck- Okay, Im gonna lift this up, you need to quickly move." Naomi explained, she let out a moan of pain moving her blood covered hand to the cabinet, crushing Van. She nodded the best she could, unbuckling the seatbelt Naomi begun to lift, she let out grunts of frustration as her hand slipped slowly down leaving large blood hand prints on the cool grey metal, she let out another scream as the palm of her left hand was sliced open from a blown open piece of metal. 

Van threw herself out. Holding onto the opposite seat and Naomi's shoulder for support. Naomi gasped as she let go her hand had a large crooked cut from the bottom of her index finger to the freckle on the bottom right of her palm. 

The plane exploded, Naomi stepped out of the plane after van, right in front of Shauna and Jackie. 

"Surprise." Van grunted before pulling Naomi away, she turned back to see Jackie's and Shauna's shocked expressions. 

Van soon went off to hug tai, Naomi lifted up her shirt, the piece of small metal stuck out of her skin like mushrooms growing off a tree, the skin was bruised and sore, blood clots formed around her broken skin, tears of it dropping down her hips collected by her denim jeans she let out a gasp, banging the back of her head near a tree. 

"Holy fuck, I thought you died out there!" Nat cried pulling her into a hug, Naomi cried causing her to pull away, she winced seeing the blood gush out of her staining her white tank top red. 

"Oh, shit.." Nat groaned out loud catching most people attention, stepped back as Misty came closer, along with Shauna and Tai. 

"We need to take it out." Misty gave Nat whatever she was holding before as she moved to lift up Naomi's shirt. 

"W-wai-!" Naomi was cut off by Misty pulling out the piece of metal, a scream was ripped out of her lungs before the clattering sound of the metal falling to the ground was heard. Tai let out a gag as Nat shouted as Misty to stop. 

Naomi's head went dizzy, her eyes started to black out, she could barely make out words she felt as if the whole world was spinning, her head rested against the moss of the tree, her skin pale and sweaty with pink flushed cheeks.  

"Nai? Naomi stay awake!" Nat shook her awake, her eyes blinked, but the voices were becoming clearer, Taissa was by her side lifting her shirt up just under her bra whilst Misty wrapped a large strip of 'bandages' around her waist settling it on the cut, It was horrible to look at, the metal sliced her skin open in different ways the cut became crooked stretching round to her back slightly. 

"Misty, hurry the fuck up!" Nat screamed at her, before turning back to her brushing brown strands of hair behind her ears her other hand resting on Nai's good hand. 

Then the dizziness returned, splotches of black made her blink faster, her breath became shallow ,misty tightened the bandages. this time she couldn't stop from fainting.

"Wait, so you called your child after a Spanish wine?" Shauna asked taking a sip of the red wine, Callie and Sherry sat opposite of each other, both silent as they messed around with the food on their plates, Amelia let out a loud laugh. 

"No! Sherrie, with an ie, not sherry with a y." Amelia laughed sipping her wine. "I named her after Sherrie Levine, The famous photographer?" Sherrie rolled her eyes. 

"Famous photographer.." Jeff begun, repeating Amelia's words "You know who that remind me of, Shauna?" Jeff nudged Shauna who just shrugged taking another sip of wine. "Naomi." The air went silent around them, Amelia looked at her plate, gulping down larger sips of wine her, Sherrie and Callie waiting for her response, she had none, so jeff continued. 

"She was always great at Photography, what ever happened to her?" Jeff asked another sip of wine. 

"I don't know, she left town after the crash." Shauna's words weren't filled with hatred, but with sorrow, Amelia coughed. 

"How does ice cream sound?" Amelia questioned, taking another gulp of wine. 

"No, wait, I want to know about this Naomi girl, what crash?" Sherrie asked, leaning in closer letting her fork clatter on the plate. 

"You never told me about anyone called Naomi?" Callie agreed. 

"Well..." Shauna begun, Amelia shot up from her seat. 

"I'm going to wash the dishes." Amelia mumbled taking away her and Sherrie's plate, Callie stared at her confused. 

Amelia put the water pressure as high as it would go, hoping it would drown out the sounds of Shauna's speaking, it didn't. So she zoned out instead, aggressively scrubbing the plates, until the water turned out, She flipped to see Jeff, Plates in one hand, his other arm was still on the tap. 

"Oh, Im sorry." Amelia smiled, taking the plates off of him putting them into the sink. 

"No worries, you ok, you got pretty freaked out when Shauna was talking about the crash?" Jeff moved, leaning against the counter as Amelia put the tap back on, on a lower setting this time. 

"Im fine, I- Im fine." Amelia nodded putting the washed plate onto the pile of washed dishes, Jeff started wiping them down with a table cloth. 

"So, your new to town." Jeff begun small talk, Amelia wanted to sigh and tell him to fuck off but she swallowed her thoughts. 

"Yeah, I used to travel alot, for my work.. But Sherrie's  that age now, she needs to settle down for collage." Amelia rambled sort of hoping he would get bored and listen to Shauna instead. 

"Oh? What's your job?" He asked placing the now dried dishes into a new pile. 

"Journalist." Amelia watched as Jeff nodded placing the plate into the new pile, She picked up a knife, her thoughts went else where as the sponge slipped her grip, the knife slicing her palm open. from the bottom of her index finger, to the freckle on the bottom right of her hand. 

Amelia let out a shaky breath. letting the blood drip down her palm for a second before Jeff reacted for her. 

"Shit." Jeff grabbed her wrist leading it to the tap, watching the water turn from white into a light red colour. his large hand wrapped around hers as he placed the table cloth on her palm, pressing gently on it. 

"Nasty cut." He mumbled, keeping his hand against hers, moving closer so their arms were touching. 

"Yeah.."

A scream escaped Laura Lee, Jolting Naomi awake, her head went back as she felt the bandages on her side, remembering the cut the crash where they were. 

Naomi lifted herself up her gaze going to her left hand, it was wrapped up. 

There was a body perched in the tree Laura Lee stood at, horrified. it was coach, Javi yelled for his dad as Naomi stood beside him, a hand resting on his back. 

"Holy Macaroni, Is that?-" Misty begun, wide eyed. 

"Hes got to be dead, right?" Natalie asked before Nai smacked her on the arm. 

"Nat." Naomi warned, her eyes flickering to Javi stood by her side.

"Okay, who has the best arm?" Jackie begun before Naomi cut in. 

"What?- Oh are we going throw rocks at him now?" Naomi scoffed as Van agreed. 

"Oh yeah, that's a fuck-ton smarter, your on fire today, Jackie, oh wait that's supposed to be me." Van grunted, her words layered in sarcasm. Naomi looked at the ginger girl sadly.

"Okay, stop it, we need a plan." Shauna said cutting off their arguments. 

"We could lower him down with ropes?" Laura Lee looked around, holding her stuffed bear between her arms, some rolled their eyes but all stayed quiet. 

"Vines then, I don't know.." Laura Lee's hope disintegrated as Nat scoffed.

"fucks sake, Laura Lee, we're not going to Tarzan him out of the tree." Nat shot down her idea. 

"You got a better idea?" Jackie spoke up as Naomi cut in again. 

"Then shoes and ropes? Yeah, cut down the fucking tree. " Naomi shrugged as Jackie rolled her eyes. 

Travis came out and begun climbing the tree? 

"Travis?" Naomi yelled her hand going to his arm, but she was already injured and weaker then him he escaped her grasp with ease. 

Everyone shouted at him to stop, but of course he didnt listen, continuing going further and further up the tree, the tree creaked and moaned as he got closer to the branch his father was perched on. 

"Travis, dont be a dick, just- get fucking down!" Naomi yelled up at him.

 The branch almost snapped off, Van yelled at him to move back, luckily he did, the branch snapped off, the coaches body and the branch landed on the blankets, he was impaled in the chest, his skin was pale and sickly looking, Naomi gagged noticing the blood slowly seep through the blankets...

[mummablue]

Depression the silent killer.

Such a deep sense of misery and unhappiness, it’s like a darkness seeping into every aspect of your life and you can’t stop it. Like a room filling with thick smoke, yet you can’t find the cause, you can’t see where it’s creeping in from & it’s suffocating you. You cannot find a way out. The light is gradually disappearing and you’re lost in the dark, alone and scared.

You’re in a constant fight for your own life, hanging from a cliff by your finger tips, screaming into the void, the pain is so intense you just want to let go, if you let go it might stop “WHY WONT IT JUST STOP?”

Your heart aches for the life you should have, you’re mourning the calm and happiness you so desperately crave, like a part of you has died already. You’ve lost a part of yourself and it’s never coming back.

It’s like standing over your own grave, watching yourself being buried alive…your life is that hole in the ground, being filled with mud, each shovelful of dirt representing your bad decisions!

In the nothingness, there is only sadness and pain, the world is caving in around you, crushing your soul.

You want to ask for help, but feel so pathetic and ridiculous, because nobody could possibly understand how you feel. And what could they even do? In that moment, you fully believe there is only one way to escape and that nobody can help you. It’s not selfish or wrong to feel this way, as there is no logic with depression, just an overpowering sense of negativity and grief, that drags you down so hard, like an anchor falling to the bottom of the Black Sea!

Everything is so twisted, you can’t think straight, the voice in your head is screaming at you YOU’RE USELESS, MENTAL, WASTE OF SPACE, VILE, UNLOVEABLE, STUPID, WRECK, UNWORTHY, FAILURE!!! you have such a distorted view of yourself, you cannot see or feel anything good, there is truly nothing worth saving.

You just want to fade into the darkness, disappear, close your mind and your soul, never to be awakened again, drift into eternal sleep, so everything just stops….

I just want everything to stop!

Jina Davis

#depression mentalhealth struggle

[i-dont-talk-much]

I know people in my life aren’t interested so imma just scream this into the void.

I know this sea shanty called “Got No Beard”, and it’s quite fast, but the ending is beautiful:

🎶Well, Anna’s got no beard

And Davey has a bike

Something something something something, but won’t sing on the mic (shut up I’m too lazy to look it up)

And Davy can’t shout “ho” because his wife takes much offence

And Andy’s got two beautiful hairy leeeeegggggs🎶

#sea shanty #screaming into the tumblr void #funny to me

[appalachianapologies]

Ohmygod you all were right Murdoc legitimately, unironically, genuinely, is Team Riley

#brb gonna scream into the void #i dont want a romance problem #but the writers dug themselves a hole #so at least they're getting themselves out of it #macriley will be victorious #macgyver #macgyver 2016 #angus macgyver #riley davis

[timetravelingtoamess]

i be poppin on tumblr lately what is going one here 🤨

#tumblr #text post #mostly #lore olympus #with #hades and persephone #but then also #pirates of the caribbean #and #davy jones #im mad confused #is just my #void #to scream into