#das all im going to say

[memovia]

I LOVE BAI HENG SLAMS THE TABLE

#✧ ooc. | rest your heart. #hsr spoilers // #hsr spoilers cw #hsr spoilers #JUST IN CASE #DAS ALL IM GOING TO SAY #ANYWAY #IM GONNA GO DO SOME FOX MOM STUFF #WHO WANTS FOX MOM IN THEIR INBOX

[cadaverkeys]

HOLY SHIT. THANK U SO MUCH TO THE ANONYMOUS PERSON WHO PUT MY TOP SURGERY FUND OVER THE 5K MARK. OMG OMG OMG. YOURE AN ANGEL GAH

#rambles #if u were da person plz feel free to get in touch and ill see if i can draw something for u in return?? #i know its not much but id like to show my thanks somehowwwww #OK OK im not going to un-anon this person BUT I REALISE that this is also the person who donated 1K all at once LIKE. TWO YEARS AGO. #thank youuuuuuu youre literally carrying me rn #and im pretty sure at that time all you asked for was to be prioritised if i ever opened up comms again #either way PLZZZ contact me so i can do something for u plzz because like #NOT TO SAY IM OFFICIALLY OPENING COMMS AGAIN but i have been taking one or two on the side #so i am figuring it out

[spamlets]

“you do things to me.”

TR: I hate you.

DF: I know.

TR: I want you dead.

DF: I know.

TR: One day, I’ll be the cause of your collapse.

DF: I know.

TR: I hate you, I’ll kill you, I’ll sabotage everything you stand for—

DF: I know.

DF: I love you.

TR: …

TR: I know.

#this is SO CORNY #actually top tier cheesiness levels in the caption #‘stal we get it you’re a huge romantic’ #this was actually so fun to draw LMFAO #iterator logs #il toxic yaoi #yes im making that a goddamn tag #its such a funny ship name #the other option is ‘pavement’ but it doesnt slap quite as hard #distant frontier #twisting roads #does this go into the rain world main tag???? #rain world #rain world iterator #id say ‘that caption made me myself cringe’ but actually im not going to pretend like i hate this #toxic yaoi ft df’s inability to realize he’s in love bc hes a dumbass #‘why does my chest feel all light and fluttery?? must be a system malfunction.’ #body horror warning #das if you see this um. #sorry for bastardizing your characters LMFAO

[nulltune]

forever grateful for the ccc english patch (tho i can't play it myself /sobs) bc THIS. this sums up the true route so well and i write my hakuno before she really develops as a character (cuz i wanna flesh her out thru ic interactions 😤✨️) but i love her growth in canon and can't wait to flesh her out in writing so she can come to understand love like thisss 😭💕

ccc really is all about love and how the characters act based on how perceive that concept and there's a talk about the difference between ai (愛) and koi (恋) but tl;dr hakuno and sakura have koi, which andersen describes as a "dreaming heart" that's more associated with like longing and yearning,,,, IT FITS THEM SO WELL I SOBB

#&&. out of #I LOVE THE WAY H.AKUNO LOVES SM IM TYPING ALL OF THIS FROM A POOL OF MY TEARS IM SO SRS #i'm gonna be real with u chief i'm still trying to understand the differences between ai/koi myself BUT FROM I HAVE BEEN READING- #koi is vv fitting bc it's more romantic (eng patch translates koi to 'in love' and ai to 'love' !) and directed to a special person #<- ALSO WHY I'M NOT A FAN OF THE H.AKUNO HAREM JOKES 😷 #DEVOTION IS LITERALLY THERE IN DA H.AKUNO CHARACTER PROFILE and h.akuno makes it so clear that she only has eyes for one (1) person #if she loves u then u'd be her one and only..!!!! #it's an important character trait of hers methinks tho i will admit that there are moments that make me go 🤨 in regards to it #but that's not h.akuno- that's jst bad writing 💀 #AGDJWHD AND YEAHH THATS WHY I SOMETIMES IGNORE CERTAIN THINGS IN CANON 😷 #the only parts of h.akuno i don't like can all be chalked up to bad writing frfr 🗿 #i have a lot to say but ye i love h.akuno k.ishinami a lot 😭😭😭✌️✌️ #WE ALSO FINALLY GOT ENG TRANSLATION OF H.AKUNO PROPOSING AND I WANNA POST THAT TOOOO #as u can probably tell; my h.akuno simp heart is truly being fed so well by all this content 🤧🙏💗💓💕

[grilledkatniss]

I still don't buy it.

It's just that I genuinely don't understand why either one of their teams would go out of their ways to tell ET that they've broken up, when they literally kept the start of their relationship hidden for months and then kept the rest of their almost 7 year relationship as low key as they could, barely allowing themselves to talk about each other on the record only to say they would rather not talk about their private lives to the media. Just to then say something so bland like "the relationship run its course."

And the "he didn't know this huge touring, hyper famous version of Taylor before" is bullshit, cause he was there for the entirety of rep era, including the stadium tour. Like that hyper famous workaholic, always with a new project, stirring rumors and planting easter eggs, sometimes super petty and resentful Taylor was the base game version he knew.

And if it was a PR stunt to draw attention to the tour, I don't think Taylor would've approved a move that was obviously gonna thrust her back into the "oh she's gonna write a hell of an album about this break up, who's she gonna date next, the man eater always bashing an ex" narrative.

It just makes no sense to me. Any of it.

#taylor swift #joe alwyn #taylor and joe #awkwardifying life #the eras tour #i honestly am not sold on the break up but i think she's enjoying adding feul to the rumor #like w the song choices in the concert knowing ppl are gonna disect every aspect of the performance and changes to the setlist #and i feel like she's waiting for all the media outlets to be like spreading that rumor going like its basically official #just to prove them wrong and make them all look like the fucking lying assholes they are and discredit everything they say going forward #das my theory #but im open to the possibility that i couybe clowning and in delusional denial #cornelia street

[jamesvowles]

can't speak for everyone else's circle but my circle of mutuals and friends have been nothing but charitable to bia thru this whole situation and they're also vigilant in calling out white drivers as well (d. ric incident this year). i would understand if people were being hypercritical but there's a difference between that and just critiquing how she is approaching her apology/having very complicated feelings abt it.

☆ THIS POST WAS MADE BY A SEASIAN NON BINARY ☆

#da discourse #dats all im going to say I gotta get my rhythm on

[soldier-poet-king]

Fuckin screaming

My boss, after reading the RFP I wrote last week: oh but I didn't think the history section explained the use case well enough [well you didn't give me any info so I was going based on what I could piece together], your appendix didn't include xyz fields [YOU DIDNT TELL ME THEY EXISTED AND I HAD NO WAY TO FIND THAT OUT SINCE y'all aren't even following BASIC RM principles when it's not convenient], what about xyz problem [ITS IN THE FUTURE STATE REQUIREMENTS. DID U NOT FUCKIN READ THEM. THEYRE IN BRIGHT RED FOR A REASON], your questions for the vendor seem too vague, we need specifics and answers in 2 weeks [specifics in what sense??? You haven't laid out a plan for this!!! It's not MY FAULT y'all decided to engage a vendor BEFORE doing an RFP or even OUTLINING THE BARE MINIMUM REQUIREMENTS FOR YOUR PROPOSED SOLUTION. Like ofc it's gonna be weird and clunky YOURE DOING THE WHOLE PROCESS BACKWARDS. AND THE MFING COMMITTEE CANT GIVE ME A SINGLE ANSWER SO IM PULLING FUNCTIONAL REQUIREMENTS OUT OF MY ASS]

NOTABLY she did not comment on the requirements section. Y'know. The actual core and central purpose of this document. The whole reason it was given to ME (the only computer literate archivist in the group) like??? HELLO. Please. Please sit down and tell me what you think the purpose of this document and the process of engaging with a vendor is like. Please. Please tell me how you think ANY of this works, or how you expect it to work on your whack ass timeline

The IT guy?? On the other hand??? I asked him for a second pair of eyes on the technical requirements (BC unlike SOME people I know my fuckin limits and I'm primarily a records manager not a database designer) and he was like oh no it looks great you nailed it and it's exactly the type of document they should be using.

So like. One of the only other ppl in the building who knows what they're talking about agrees with me. He however has the ability and a legitimate reason to recuse himself from this whole shitshow. *I* do not.

#franposting #i am genuinely like so mad rn. #WHERE IS THE COMPETENCY. OR AT THE VERY LEAST COMMON FUCKIN SENSE #OR LIKE #KNOWLEDGE OF HOW THE WORLD WORKS AND BUSINESS PLACES OPERATE #i know we're all la di da in non profit land but like #HELLO??? THIS IS NOT HOW WE ENGAGE TECH COMPANIES MA'AM #nor is it how we get FUNCTIONAL solutions to this ACTUALLY VERY EASY TO SOLVE PROBLEM YALL ARE JUST DUMB #im so mad im not doing ANYTHING else today out of spite #im gonna sit at my desk and listen to the tge audiobook #oh csevet we're really in it now. #truly the fantasy secretary trope appeals to me for so many reasons #but one of the biggest is just. i am a competent organizer and fast learner and logical thinker surrounded by IDIOTS ALWAYS #and its like. wrangling my superiors and higher ups into seeing sense #because they dk what theyre talking about. but you are just a lowly worm so ofc you cant just outright SAY that #you have to coach them qith obsequiousness into thinking they reached the conclusion themselves #bonus points for women not being allowed to be confident and prideful in their capabilities #i am going to fuckin. explode #once again. make me supreme dictator of information management in my workplace or die by my sword

[b4kuch1n]

one thing I thought was missing from canon sk8 was the mine being haunted apparently. so we are bringing that into burnished house for absolutely no fucking reason

#sk8 the infinity #burnished house #(I am jokeing there is. in fact. a reason) #(you will not learn this until the divorce comes up) #(well the preliminary reason is I fucking love ghost stories and want to put them in everything) #(and that reki is afraid of scary things which makes him my favourite kind of victim. younger sibling coded for that only) #Im actually having a lot of fun alternating povs between reki and langa bc Ive like. accidentally grounded langa's in #very clear and present bodily sensations. straight up uncomplicated observations about materials in the world around him #while reki's gets all the hyperboles and pretty poetic stuff. I enjoy the idea of him being good at storytelling #ESPECIALLY bc him taking words to heart including scary stories. big deal to me ok? #love to write langa and going from things that clearly are present right there in the scene to the most insane thoughts a man can have #and then write reki and jump wildly between dork ass energetic shounen character speech and romanticizing the fuck out of concrete #weird thing to say after writing three fics of like 20K+ words in total about them granted lmao #but like. listen. I feel like burnished house is me going apeshit so far. this is truly my time to be the worst ever #same approach as I took with [REDACTED]. oh you think this is bad? just wait #I have already added TWO old people ghosts into this one. be in awe of my power #well. be in awe of it when I finish this chapter... I need to sleep rn dksdfhdskj #have a good nite lads. I cant wait to get to that one spot in this chapter where I go yess... YESS!!!! HAHAHA YESSSS #wish u the same for ur art endeavour. if ur art endeavour doesnt have something like that u should add it. my message to da world

[rivilu]

While we all know about Hawke's character-assasination in inquisition, I personally remain.. preplexed? a morbid kind of impressed? with how that game also managed to butcher my Warden with only about 5 lines of dialogue referring to him and a letter.

#dragon age #dai critical #mostly everything leliana says #because look. they were friends in origins. But it was doomed from the get-go #and that's kind of the beauty of it in origins isn't it? The setting of war makes a lot of room for relationships that would in any other- #place in time- any other scenario be impossible- to happen! #for Orion this applies to Sten and Morrigan too. #The whole thing of- one day you will walk out of Denerim and into a life that will entirely contrast my every value; #Stealing Dalish artifacts. Becoming Arishok. Working as left hand of the Divine. #Next time we see eachother chances are we will no longer be on the same side #we both know this but tonight we still gather around the campfire. we still sing. we still laugh; exchange gifts and talk about the world. #it's bittersweet yes but it's the type of tragedy that feels like everyone involved already knows and is at peace about it #So when inquisition comes around and Leliana tells me Orion is still a close friend of hers? It feels like it cheapens the whole thing #Yes the devs can't possibly account for every possible way either installment can be played just for those small moments #But that is WHY they should either be bringing the old protagonists back as playable or simply not include them at all #The warden I made would not even leave room to question that he and leli are now on hostile terms #and he CERTAINLY would not send a polite little letter to a force whose purpose is to restore the chantry to power #And then you have the throne room chatter. which i straight up hate im not going to be poetic about it #the fucking da keep remains horrendous #oh we desperately need to have shithead npcs shittalk the hof . what? your hof did NOTHING that would warrant that? haha too bad #you simply can't pick what you actually DID in those quests #You found Bevin didnt take the sword and just gave them 5 gold out of the goodness of your heart? No you didnt #You just persuaded the random mercenaries in the gnawed noble tavern to leave? No you killed them #it infuriates me

[myownprivatcidaho]

alcohol tasted AWFUL to me the first 21.5 years of my life and then this past christmas break sth clikced and now suddenly.... i like it. and I'm enjoying that i like it and NOW am enjoying drunkenness almost every evening (im much less of a lightweofht than i look but much more of one than i like to think) and im wondering if maybe i shld be ..... concerned.

#this is me off a bottle of mikes hard lemonade (5%) and a few sips of barefoot moscato (9%) #'more of a lightweight than i look but more of one thab i like to think i am' is .... VERY generous lmfaoooo #anyways. in the past i wouldnt drink except socially & to get drunk but i couldnt stand the taste so id just shoot everything #but some family members are more Alcohol Connoisseurs and sth clicked christmas and im like Damn ...... #also walmart has this cheese filled garlic breadsticks. Cole's breadsticks. AMAZING with wine amazing stuff #anyways all that to say i get drunk like thrre nights in a row and may be sorta scaring myself telling myself im on the #Alcoholic Slippery Slope but also .... alcoholism = slippery slope #i dont get drunk schoolnights tho/nights i gotta be up early in the morning and i have a l8 start tmrw so i can afford to have #a little few sippies which go a long way #but yea. ig if this continues too much & interferes with school or work itll be a problem but im sorta just psyching myself out rn #i can have a good evening without alcohol but being a young adult living alone paying most of ur own bills and then getting drunk 3 nights #in a row bc u CAN is ..... scary ghe first time u do it ig #hm i shld tag this #alcoholism // #addiction // #also those breadsticks + wine + PHILOMENA CUNK. great evening to unwind. i DO recommend to all. #also i gotta keep searching cuz i lost a very beautiful & expensive ring today its gold & sapphire i got it 4 mysel #but im letting the boy from work who j love who i got him a job bc i love him think its an engagement ring bc im OVER HIM #but yea i lost it todah & am kicking myself because its VERY beautiful >:-(((( #fuck da police but im gna see campus pd tomorrow. ive filed claims w a bunch of offices on campus so PD is the last stop + they may be able #to pull up footage bc its likely someone stole it. :/// #n e wayz #back 2 cunk on britain

[gurorori]

why r ppl just.. okay with cosmetic rhinoplasties like ya can't even hide behind any excuse 2 conceal the fact its entirely based in eurocentrism n actually abysmal levels of racism.... every b&a of it is beautiful ethnic nose of any kind -> copypaste barbie button nose. the result is literally the same 99% of the time n it's nawt a coincidence at all. how do we live like this. how does anyone.

#an yes i am a 'hypocrite' cuz ive wanted one 4 da longest time n still sumtimes do n go thru cycles #but am i rly one if i wld have never been one have we nawt all been conditioned into thinkin there's smth wrong w our noses?????? #like am i crazy or is THIS litwrally racism on STEROIDS cuz like all other types of Beautyyy treatments #at least have like..... variety? different races might even consider different like ways of treatment #meanwhile rhinoplasty is literally jus. (normal nose) -> (that fuckin straight nose w a cute upturned tip) #naw shade if ya have dat exact nose btw but like holy shit....... #don even get me started how most of even white ppl don have dat Standard nose either???? we literally jus made up a nose ideal 4 ALL races? #i say cosmetic here cuz im not sure if like reconstructive operations as well as fixin yr deviated septum etc r considered rhinoplasty still #i mean cosmetic as in purely aesthetic purpose. im sure cosmetic wasn thw right word 2 use now cuz i think dats jus a broad term #but i hope ya get it #mika caws

[pieflavoredartz]

HAPPY VALENTINES HOMIES I LOVE U ALL HEHEHE

#im a lil unda prepared today but yk what? thats ok! #im tired so ykno pfft #ill go inta it in da next post hol up #BUT HAPPY VALS DO SPEND IT W SOMEPONY #SOMTHI #OR URSELF #BC ALL THOSE R A FORM OF LOVE IN SOME WAY MUAH <33 #💗🧡💛💚🖤💜💜💛💚💚🤍💕💕💕💘💗💓💘💝💞🤍💛💛💚💛🧡💜🤎 #im rehearsing what to say

[skyllion-uwu]

Am I nauseous because I'm hungry or because I triggered myself last night

#my stomach hurts and i need to eat but the idea of doing that is. ack #and i cant tell my parents why because id have to unpack so much spontaneously #like id have to explain i was on the internet before they let me make an account and that i didnt tell them when i was getting those dms #and how its basically ruined any neutrality i had towards sex because ill be fine and then BAM! #everyone else is 12 year old me and im an adult and im my abuser and im going to hurt them if i keep talking about this #just because it was only words doesnt mean it fucked everything up forever. i know back then i was aroace but didnt have the words #but i sincerely think id be just sex neutral if it wasnt for that fucking asshole and now i think about sex for too long and get sick #and i didnt say anything because i thought they were my friend and i dont know if they were 11 like they said they were or not either way #its just. im getting so much off my chest here i wish i could go back in time and tell myself to block after that first message #and i didnt say anything after i realized because i wasnt allowed to have social media and i didnt want to get in trouble over that part #fantasizing alone is one thing but as soon as someone else is involved theyre me and im that person on da and i hate it. i hate it i hate it #i hate it i hate it #is that a common thing. where you feel like youre the abuser in certain contexts even if youre nothing like them #whatever. i have physical therapy and then ask a prof if i can use him as a reference and then finish my application if he gets back to me #and then i can rot all i want #sky vents like amogus

[bokatan]

Just throwing this up here for WIP Wednesday since it’s finally coming together! Finished piece will be up on my art blog over here in the near future, along with a few other pieces I’ve been working on.

#6000 years later and I still haven’t colored in the boot knife lmao #just know I’m going to be yelling ‘das conk creet baybee’ the entire time im working on this background #I want to say don’t ask me how long I’ve spent on this but like. I’m getting faster so it actually hasn’t been all that long #wip Wednesday #reed tag #bo.wip

[jamesvowles]

can i just say all over a fucking sensationalized news piece......i am not immune to this shit and neither are you <3

#literally all im going to say IM TOO MAD but literally told the insanity zone two for two w people platforming fucking tabloid tier news #da discourse

[rohirric-hunter]

Does anybody else ever have LotRO (or any other game for that matter) just... randomly act like it's the first time you've ever run it?

#it just did that for me and idk why #i was playing for hours and i just stopped to switch servers #logged out on one server and back on on another #and it gave me the intro video and set all my graphics settings to the default settings #and hi quick question why is antialiasing off by default? what is this 2002? #i dont mind that much except it turned the music back on and aaaalll the way up #DUN dun DUN dun DUNDUNDUNDUUUUUUN right in my ears #like i said before i dont like that music for the main menu and thats part of the reason why #the old music said 'hi friend youre back! were gonna go on an adventure!!!' #the new music says 'hi my name is lord of the sh'dows of angmar b'fore the sh'dow rings online and i have celebrimbor as an npc now #(if you dont know who that is then get DA FUCK outta here)' #with emphasis on the fuck in all caps bit #anyway. im sure i set everything back to the way it was before but theres something off about my graphics #and idk what it is