#crystalshined

[mayxthexforce]

Send 🌛 to find my muse up late at night

@crystalshined said

Siri wouldn't be happy with him if she found out that he was up so late. But what she didn't know wouldn't hurt her. Unlike what most people thought, Ferus could do things he wasn't supposed to do, bend and sometimes even break the rules when he deemed it necessary. This was one of those times. As he was sacrificing sleep for the sake of meditation.

It was hard to focus enough to meditate during the day. His room was too small, it made him feel like the walls were closing in on him whenever he tried to meditate there. There were the spots he favored for meditating around the Temple, like the room of a thousand fountains, but those tended to be quite crowded, full of people– many of who insisted on trying to engage him in conversation and, while he was always polite, he couldn't stand it, at all hours, except during the night. Nighttime was his only chance to relax to the sound of the waterfalls and artificial pools, breathe in the smell and fresh air produced by the many plants that those with a green thumb took care of.

Until he heard footsteps echoing through the marble floors.

Ferus felt dread settle in the pit of his stomach. Someone was coming, either someone who'd get him in trouble or someone who'd try to talk to him. Either way, he knew better than to try to hide.

He shifted to face the person.

"Darra," he greeted, sounding a little surprised.

His relief was almost instantaneous. Ferus didn't mind talking to Darra. She and Tru were some of the only people that truly understood how he functioned, and by doing so, understood how to socialize with him in a way that didn't make him feel like it was a chore, a task he had to fulfill before he could move on to what he actually wanted to do.

"What are you doing here? It's late," there was something almost-but-not-quite chiding in his tone, mostly out of habit.

#thanks for the ask! 😁💕 #may the queue be with you #||in character: ferus olin|| #||mail: ferus olin|| #& darra thel tanis #||answered ask|| #crystalshined #||verse: rougher than it needs to be; ferus olin||

[loyaltyandchaos]

@crystalshined (Tru) liked for starter

"Oh, hi Tru. Long time no see. We've had so many missions lately that I almost forgot what Coruscant looks like. What about you?"

#crystalshined #🔧 ░ skyguy ( anakin interactions ) #🔧 ░ skyguy ( muse: anakin )

[mutatiio]

@crystalshined continued from here!!

a smile touched his lips when he sensed tru and it stays there as he responds. a thoughtful gesture, one darra would no doubt appreciate when she does wake up. it's the kind of thing a jedi should do... much different from anakin's own plan. a selfish one that wouldn't have helped anyone - would have just gotten himself into trouble... he wasn't even meant to be in here, borrowing a speeder for no excusable reason probably would have been more than trouble. it had seemed like a good idea when he was restless in his room, guilty after his own mistakes hurt a fellow padawan...

he'd needed a distraction and now tru was here. the force works in mysterious ways, whether they're getting into trouble or not. trouble is more fun with a friend anyway.

" that's a good idea. " he agrees, blue eyes more focused on what tru's doing with the controls. his face lights at the familiar sound of a vehicle unlocking, his fingers twitch. it's only when the door is pushed open, the look, that anakin realises he's invited. yay!!

" not at all. " admits it freely, taking the seat that was offered. the corners of his lips curl, playful. " i could sense that you were up to no good. naturally, i had to come to supervise the no good. "

#crystalshined #crystalshined ; tru veld #⸢ in character ⤑ anakin ⸥ unapproved mission. #⸢ padawan verse ⤑ anakin ⸥ let go of our pride. #i haven't finished four yet. but i know darra is injured. #so i hope this is Fine.

[eatcandynotbraids]

"Your hands are shaking." - from Tru

Her eyes widen slightly at the observation and she clasps one hand over the other. She can't deny that why she's back at the Temple gives her good reason to be uneasy, but the shaking surprises her; she had thought she was calm, all things considered.

"Did you hear about my last battle?" she asks softly. Then without waiting to hear if he had or not, she hurries on: "Intelligence reports said a token Separatist droid force was holding the capitol city, and that a small force of clones like the one I command should have been enough to defeat them."

She draws in a breath slow and steady, and shakes her head. "They were wrong. I..." She stops, suddenly realizing her whole body is slightly trembling. It's not just her hands. "I had fifty clones with me. Only thirteen still live. Four of them will never fight again." She lets out a humorless laugh. "Born and bred to fight, and now they can't. What's left for them?"

She shivers. "I'm here to see the Council. They're going to tell me I couldn't have done any better than I did. And I know they're right, but... They're going to have me - have what's left of me and my unit - report to Kamino to refill our ranks."

One fist slams against the wall at her back. She's angry, and she's hurt, and she's letting it all out for a minute. It's not the Jedi way, but she needs this.

"Those were my friends we lost back there," she snaps. "The friends I have left lost their brothers. And we're supposed to pick ourselves up, brush ourselves off, and... and... I-I can't keep doing this, Tru. Trained to save lives, but... where in our training is this covered? We can't save everyone, I know, but how can we lose so much without losing ourselves?"

#crystalshined #v: outskirts of the clone wars

[vanillahub]

what’s the weirdest thing that has ever inspired you to make or pick up a muse?

@crystalshined

15 questions about mun’s taste in muses. [Accepting]

12.what’s the weirdest thing that has ever inspired you to make or pick up a muse?

// OKAY SO- back in the day I was... Very carelless about who I'd follow, which I now recognize as the main source of my old sense of 'walking on eggshells' in the pokerpc. Basically, I was a lot more permissive about what I saw or engaged with online, and I've had the displeasure of running into some awkward situations I wished I could have avoided.

Because of this sentiment, I'd try to combat it by coming up with certain muses that looking back on it, DEFINETELY crossed some lines. My loGIC WAS TRULY ON A WHOLE OTHER LEVEL-

I no longer RP the muse in question, I recognize now I let my "frustration" bleed into this character. It's silly and stupid, and I'm glad I've grown out of doing this. And as such, I have 0 interest in bringing it back. And if I do, he'd have to go through a heavy re-working of his HCs and story.

#[ rambles ] #crystalshined #thank you for the ask!

[skysnipsw]

@crystalshined​ asked:

Tru pelts a snowball at Anakin >:)

“So this is war, then.” He throws a snowball back.

#🚀Skyguy (IC) #crystalshined #✉ answered ask #Cracking the Ship (crack) #// anakin the manchild kjsahsff

[roguescum]

missed you at elf practice yesterday

#my ocs #the scryers #crystalshine

[youngcreatorfanbear]

#swarovski #skims #skimsxswarovoski #crystalshine #bodywear

[la-sopa]

A very happy new year in no particular order to

@beskad @dragonciphering @crystalshined @cronchybones @404ama @feruslands @ferusolinlands

Live laugh love you guys.

Have any new year

#much love<3

[heckyeahladylovelylocks]

German Audio Play, Episode 7

Thanks again to user Alarda on LadyLovelyLocks.org for posting this, though we only have the synopsis for this, episodes 1-4 have full english transcripts :)

This episode is called “The Kidnapping”

Synopsis:

“(This story takes place several months after episode 6.)

After weeks of rain and the sudden heat, the dam in the Magical Forest is severely damaged..

Matti and Tatzel play at the Misty River. They have saved a little rabbit who was caught by the oncoming water - the dam has obviously broken. Therefore they can't hear the long-awaited signal from the Land of Light, meaning that Lady LovelyLocks' child has been born.

It is a girl, called Leilani - meaning "the happy one" according to Lady LovelyLocks. (NOTE: According to user ‘Lady Cryssa Crystalshine’: “It's Hawaiian in orgin and it means "Heavenly flower". "Lei" meaning flower and "Lani" meaning heaven. So together, Leilani means "Flower Heaven" when literally translated.) She and Prince StrongHeart are very happy. But ShiningGlory has seen the star of Duchess RavenWaves in the night before the birth of their daughter, and there is a shadow in the shape of a bird too. He says, of course, that this must not mean something bad, but he is very worried - and so is Prince StrongHeart. (Given his past experiences with the Duchess, one can't blame him for being upset.) Well, Lady LovelyLocks is optimistic, saying that ShiningGlory told them there is great luck ahead of them and announces the christening to be in three days.

In the Magical Forest, Matti and Tatzel are saved by the Bird Rah, who lives in the swamp behind the Magical Forest and is said to lay golden eggs. He drops them in his nest and flies away again. The two boys see that it is true, because there is a golden egg lying in the nest. The two leave the untidy nest of Rah, climbing down the tree in which it is placed - and take the golden egg with them.

Well, the birth of Lady LovelyLocks' and Prince StrongHeart's little daughter has been reported to the Duchess Ravenwaves too, by her Comb Gnomes, and they've seen the huge bird Rah as well. (The Duchess is now living in her hunting lodge in the Blue Mountains.)

Later she gets a visit of sorts from the witch Lazulila, and the two of them see Rah, the huge bird, looking for his stolen egg. Lazulila gets him down to them with a spell. They hear from him that two kids from the Magical Forest have stolen his egg for which he is searching. The Duchess instantly accuses Lady LovelyLocks of being responsible for the theft, and gets Rah to agree to bring the Lady's baby daughter to her and Lazulila - as a punishment.

Matti and Tatzel arrive at the christening party with the gifts from her friends in the Magical Forest - they want to give the little Princess a very special gift, later, when they are alone with her: Rah's golden egg!

The baby Girl is brought back to her room after Matti and Tatzel have seen her (I suppose they are the last ones to have arrived), so that she can sleep uninterrupted. The Lady asks Leilani's nanny not to forget to open the window, because the many candles take away the oxigen - a terrible mistake! Bird Rah kidnaps the little girl through the open window and carries her off to the Duchess and Lazulila.

The Guests are sent home. Only Matti and Tatzel remain with the Lady, Prince StrongHeart and ShiningGlory, who try to figure out why the bird has done that. Matti gives the final clue, showing them Rah's golden egg. From then on, it isn't difficult for them to reach the conclusion, that the Duchess must have talked Rah into kidnapping the baby girl.

The episode ends with Matti and Tatzel promising to return home immediately and give the egg back to Rah.”

#Lady Lovely Locks #lady lovely locks and the pixietails #lady locken licht #audio play

[mayxthexforce]

@crystalshined said

Momentarily, Ferus wondered if he'd ever done anything to justify Tru thinking that he could be anything other than 'grave'– then, he made a face at how dumb that sounded even in the privacy of his own mind. Too much like a brooding child, instead of like the Jedi he aspired to be. He went a little cross-eyed looking down at the cup of pretzel sticks that Tru held way too close to his face —on purpose, no doubt—, but finally relented and grabbed a couple. Meditating always left him hungry, and he'd been at it for what felt like an eternity. Then again, any amount of time spent standing idle and waiting for transport always felt like an eternity.

And Master Tachi always tells him he has to try to be a bit more approachable, even with people like Tru, who sticks around even if Ferus isn't being particularly approachable...

"I'm not trying to be 'grave'," he said, eating the pretzel sticks before grabbing some more. "I'm just... thinking."

Mostly thinking about how inefficient the ferry system was, and how they could have made it way faster to their destination if they had a ship or a speeder of their own. But that still counted as a good enough excuse to justify his furrowed brow and quiet demeanor.

"Divot?" he asked, curious. "I don't think I have." Then, Ferus arched a brow and actually gave a slight smile. "Explain the game, then we'll see who has to keep quiet about winning."

#HI HELLO👋😁 #may the queue be with you #||in character: ferus olin|| #||mail: ferus olin|| #& tru veld #||verse: rougher than it needs to be; ferus olin|| #crystalshined

[skinnerhousebooks]

A Prayer in February

"Dearest Lover, Only One, You, Sweet Holy One,

last week it was 40° with sun and without and we asked the trees not to forget themselves in one loose moment’s warm embrace with you.

We are impatient and would not have the leaf buds swell only to be surprised by one of your betrayals.

You love in the bud, come. I am moving slow as sap toward you— bundled like a three year old snow blind and laughing I slide toward a pratfall into your lap— giddy from chasing you in all your wanton moods.

Oh, let me look at you see you however you come You, trickster You crystalshining bootslide You childfaced snowballer You

You know I keep on loving you in spite of everything."

—Barbara J. Pescan Morning Watch

#uu #uubooks #books #poetry #poem #prayer #reflection #meditations #meditation #skinnerhousebooks #february

[mutatiio]

what does your heart look like??

a cage with iron locks. you are an enigma. you take care to remain that way. you aim to keep people guessing; your motives are uncertain even to yourself. what is it you truly want? you’ll never know if you keep your heart locked away like that. you deserve to be known, truly and fully. stop being afraid of what you might find if you open your heart up to self-reflection. stop thinking that no one will love you the moment they understand you. you are more than the facade you put on.

tagged by: @jeditrash ( thanks,,, i say through tears ) tagging: @mayxthexforce ( drakka?? ) / @rottingkiss ( pearl ) / @alootus / @of-naboo / @avengeus / @crystalshined ( tru )

#⸢ dash game ⤑ bode ⸥ wonder where you are. #not the second question making me cry. #unfortunately bode. you will NOT be a star. #feeling mentally unwell about this.

[eatcandynotbraids]

"Don't move, you're still hurt." - from Tru

She watched the blasterfire lance into her chest and thought, Why couldn't I block that? Numb spread over her torso as she fell. She faintly heard Soara scream her name. Something pressed against her, but she couldn't tell what it was. She felt restrained, she had to get up, she had to...

"Don't move, you're still hurt."

It took her a moment to hear his words. She froze, eyes wide, trying to see, trying to understand, and the first thing that made sense was the worried face of her friend.

"Tru," she whispered. His hands on her shoulders held her down, but there was something else... vaguely uncomfortable, pressing against her chest. Her breath came in ragged gasps, but these began to subside as she stared up at Tru.

"I... it feels like Master Yoda's sitting on my chest," she said hoarsely.

#crystalshined #v: alive but injured #[[Have a nice JUST INJURED Darra to play with :D ]]

[vanillahub]

do you often get ideas when watching new media? do you end up wanting a canon character, an oc in that world, or just things involving current muses in the world / with those characters?

@crystalshined

15 questions about mun’s taste in muses. [Accepting]

3. do you often get ideas when watching new media? do you end up wanting a canon character, an oc in that world, or just things involving current muses in the world / with those characters?

// Honestly, I go through all of the three stages. Except, nothing that involves OCs, bc in general when it comes to RPing I much prefer writing canon characters. WITH THAT SAID, the first one happens a lot, especially if it is something that even though I may enjoy it doesn't spark enough interest for me to go as far as to start rping it.

Then, stage 2 happens when I'm about to fall down a rabbithole of a new obsession, with my current muses. It's as if I were testing the "waters" before I dipped my toes into picking up muses from the new series I may be into. And see if I'll become invested enough, to move onto joining that RPC (coughs in Star Wars and Saint Seiya)

#[ rambles ] #crystalshined #thank you for the ask!

[corruptedforce]

munday askss 6, 16, 30

Munday Asks // @crystalshined // Accepting!

is there any other muse in this fandom you’d like to RP? Um, if anyone, it would probably be Dooku, but I'm fine with Anakin/Vader, Obi-Wan and a little of Padme, atm.

what’s the best way to approach you to start playing together? memes, IM me, ask me for my Discord. Don't just come to me and say wanna rp? If you don't send a meme, come with some sort of thought.

what are your favorite RP tropes to play? (angst, hurt-comfort, etc…) Angst, Drama, Pain, Smut (if it fits), Happiness is eh.

#(ooc)