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wonjivrs · 1 year
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couple things with cravity
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parings: cravity x gn! reader
genre: all things fluffy <3
warnings: none
note: hi ! this is our very first headcannon for cravity. the process of writing this was fun for both of us so we hope u guys enjoy it too ! for everyone reading so far feedbacks and reblogs are appreciated :D
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☆ serim
kisses during couple situps. working out together. carrying his s/o bridal style. small gifts without any occasion. random “i love you” texts. doing groceries or just lazing around the house together. spontaneous road trips. candle lights and dinner tables.
“i thought you’d like this.”
☆ allen
sharing things. bad pick up lines. comforting kisses. laying his head on the his s/o’s shoulder. flowers in returned books. giving each other nicknames. slow dancing with soft smiles. bringing you your favourite hot drink in bed. reading books on the couch, hands intertwined.
“how about something warm? it’ll help you sleep.”
☆ jungmo
kisses on the back of hands. falling asleep together on the sofa when watching a movie. finds comfort in your scent. being observant to your likes and dislikes. feeding you as you work. gently wiping your tears. always giving the utmost attention to you if in a crowd.
“you were talking about that table there being a little bare, so i got you some flowers to put in it’s space.”
☆ woobin
smiling at the mere thought of his s/o or their texts. feeding you his cooking and hoping you'll like it. ruffling the other’s hair. softly stroking your skin. barbecue parties in the garden. using absurd terms of endearment. dancing in the kitchen whilst making dinner. doing things for you just because ??
"so, how much longer do you plan on using me as your personal space heater?"
☆ wonjin
smiling in-between kisses. having the other’s head on your lap. stroking your fingers while holding hands. constant reassurance. can only fall asleep cuddled next to his s/o. hugs that last a little longer than they should. peppering soft kisses all over your face. choosing the perfect watermelon together for the first time.
“i know you’ll do perfect, okay ?”
☆ minhee
hugging the other from behind and nuzzling into their neck. napping together. pressing soft kisses onto his s/o’s shoulder. leaning against the doorframe with the sweetest smile on his face just watching his lover get ready to go out. pressing foreheads against each other.
“we’ll be less cold if we cuddle yk?”
☆ hyeongjun
sliding hands under the other’s clothes. watching your favourite show. kisses all over the face. stargazing on a winter night. adorable big eyes that widens a little when he listens to your rant keenly. cuddling together and falling asleep in each other's embrace.
“you make me feel all soft and mushy inside.”
☆ taeyoung
feather-light kisses on your knuckles. quick glances that turn into a longing, admirable gaze. fingers brushing other’s cheek. bunking lectures together. playing among us and being the imposter with their s/o and defending each other during discussions.
“your hands are so big/tiny! i love it”
☆ seongmin
washing his s/o’s hair for them. making flower crowns. subconsciously linking little fingers. silly banter. adopting a kitten together. kissing your forehead when he notices you’ve fallen asleep. sharing sweaters. bingeing an entire season of a trashy reality show in one sitting together.
“shh stop fussing. i’m just braiding your hair”
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brokenntable · 1 year
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Cravity as Lovers
writing to procrastinate my upcoming A level exams // none of this is proof read whoops
Serim
Boyfriend! Serim is the type of lover that wants to always be around you. don't get me wrong, he definitely promotes you both having other friends and hobbies, but he's just like a puppy that follows it's owner everywhere. Definitely the type to never miss a day of good morning and night texts! he wants to know if you're happy and how he can be there for you without overstepping boundaries. he's definitely the type to brag about you to his family too.
Allen
Boyfriend Allen! is the type of lover that always wants to help you be your best self. if that means helping you clean your room to help you get out of a depressive episode or stay up until the early hours of the morning studying for a test you're really anxious about, Allen is a giver! he's the type of lover that will wait with you until you're ready, or if you need cheering up will do anything and everything in his power to do so even if it means embarrassing himself a little. he won't mind because its all for you.
Jungmo
Boyfriend! Jungmo is the type of lover that always wants to physically comfort you. you might not even need comfort, he just really loves to cling onto you and check you're okay. holds your hand everywhere. he just likes the feeling of proximity. loves to hug you're waist and burying his head into you when no ones around. you both will be watching a show, every now and then you'll watch as he lifts his head up, reads your face and when he's satisfied you're fine carries on what he was doing. would be the most anxious person if you both were opposites sides of a room with other people in it. he'd just rather be near you.
Woobin
Boyfriend! Woobin loves to spend quality time with you. he's at his happiest to sit in a room with you, write new music (using you as his inspiration hehe) and just knowing you're with him is enough. he likes to know that you're still in arms distance and he can look at you at any time without feeling obliged to fill the silence, although I'm sure secretly sometimes he wants you to bug him when he's 'busy' so he can hear your voice and remind him you still love him. he's the type of lover that will go see you at work during his breaks so he can be motived to work harder so he can treat you more.
Wonjin
Boyfriend! Wonjin is not only your boyfriend but also your best friend. Definitely the type to spam your messages with memes he thought were funny. 'who are you meeting? I thought I was your only friend' turns out it was your mum or something anyway and he was right. one day you both realise you have no photos together so you go on adventure to take the most stupidest photos you can so you can actually prove you're dating to other people. the type of relationship other people are jealous of because you guys always laugh the loudest at each others jokes. the type of relationship where when in a room with others, you both have an entire conversation with your just your eyes.
Minhee
Boyfriend! Minhee is the type of lover to remember every small detail about you. he won't remember your birthday and he definitely won't remember your anniversary but he'll remember your favourite flower or the time you spent an extra few minutes too long looking at a pair of shoes and proceed to buy them for you on your birthday. he's the type to take you away from a party early because he knows you hate loud noises and he's not really bothered either.
Hyeongjun
Boyfriend! Hyeongjun is the type who always matches your energy no matter what. when you're happy he's at his happiest. when you're sad that makes him even more sad. he loves surprising you with new dates or gifts, big or small because he loves to see you happy so much. the type to have Pinterest and saves ideas, or if something will catch his eye he'll take a picture and send it to you. you have your happiest highs and biggest laughs with Hyeongjun but you've also had the most comfort when sad from him too. boyfriend Hyeongjun gives the best hugs (canon!)
Taeyoung
Boyfriend! Taeyoung loves everything you love. you're his person, so whatever hobby you're hyper-obsessed with he will also become obsessed with. if you're really big on a current artist or show, no matter if it's not his cup of tea, he will watch/ listen/ research the thing so you're able to talk to someone about it. you're obsessed with bees? every time he sees something bee related he'll at least take a photo and send it to you 'hey, I saw this bubble bee doorstop in the store today. I don't know if you need a doorstop but I bought it you anyway'.
Seongmin
Boyfriend! Seongmin is the type of lover to share his everything with you. his personal life, his favourite moments. Seongmin would be the type of lover to see you as the other half of him. so that means the things he enjoys, his favourite things. if he's enjoying a show he wants you to also watch that show because he wants you to feel the happiness you felt. he's definitely to type to make small matching bracelets and want to wear matching clothes with him.
I am more than happy to expand on any of these btw! I had so much fun writing them <3
I want boyfriend Minhee and Wonjin ngl
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lavenderbang · 1 year
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Where are the Cravity writers on this app DAMN?!?!?
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Cravity Reaction to The Silent Treatment After Calling You Clingy || hyung line
Request: I wanted to know if I could request Cravity reaction to you giving them silent treament after they call you clingy
I’m so so sorry this took me so long I’ve not mentally been here for the most part so writing has been a bit hard on me but I’m doing my best.
Pairing: Cravity x reader
Genre: fluff, angst if you squint
♡๑⌓✿ ◍✧* ♡๑⌓✿ ◍✧*♡๑⌓✿ ◍✧* ♡๑⌓✿ ◍♡๑
Serim
At first he’s going to find you petty and be like “baby really? It was a joke”
The longer it lasts the more he’s going to whine and be pouty
Looking at you like a lost puppy so you’ll be lovey with him again
He’ll probably get genuinely upset if you keep it going for too long but will try showings physical displays of affection to you till you crack
He just wants your love he was just in a silly goofy mood
Or to talk to you
He wants any way he can get your attention back on him
Will do anything to woo you
and how can you stay mad at him for long?
Allen
so he’d be completely joking
he loves your affection
But you were done with his games as he just whined asking why you were so clinging when you back hugged him for the 5th time
You decided to play into and just stop
No affection no nothing
Talked to him like all was fine but you weren’t initiate anything
so the shock on his face once you stopped showering him in love?
he wanted you to fix that real quick
The boy was going mad as he’d try to hold ur hand and all you’d respond is “someone’s being clingy”
Boys loosing his mind
he would do aegyo if he had to even
hes so desperate for you and your love
will try holding your hand, leaving his head on your shoulder, anything he can
please give this sweet boy affection he didn’t mean it
Jungmo
If he knew joking with you today would put him through this pain he would’ve never
He loves you too much to handle this
He just wanted to tease you for your inability to now hold his hand 25/8
He found it so precious he just wanted a simple joke
But you’re pout and soon fall on deaf ears he’d be a kicked puppy
He’ll do anything to get ur attention back and be so insanely clingy
Wrap himself around you like a koala and kiss you everywhere
he misses you please give him ur love again it’s all he wants
You’ll give him affection whether you like it or not
he’ll be sure to pull his weight in that department so he can come off as the clingy one to ensure your love
Woobin
At first would think ur just joking around so he’d try to talk to you
But when the silent treatment came in he was like oh no my s/o is upset :(
Would genuinely get sad
He loves you so much ur his world
He likes to joke around and be confident with you
but he really can depend on your affection as reassurance
So he’d be hard on himself for making a comment that upset you to the point of not wanting to talk to him or be loving with him
Like cue sad woobi thinking his s/o feels under appreciated
He’d probably give you a little bit of space
but then make you your favorite dish in hopes to make you happy with him
He’ll apologize and express how much he loves your affection
If you allow he’ll hold your hand
Gosh this sweet sweet boy please shower him with all the love you can
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starvity · 9 months
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ cravity masterlist (★ω★)/
★ ot9
daily bf!texts with cravity
☆ park serim
little things he does that make you fall more in love with him
☆ ma allen
☆ koo jungmo
☆ seo woobin
☆ ham wonjin
good luck kiss
☆ kang minhee
☆ song hyeongjun
5 love languages
☆ kim taeyoung
mc’ing with crush!taeyoung
☆ ahn seongmin
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nanaooyoo · 1 month
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cravity ot9 scenario
request for: @nctloverkpop. I switched up the themeing a bit but we came to an agreement about cravity scenarios wherein the boys help you get through a tough time. I had a lot of fun writing these and hope you and any one who sees this likes it and maybe feels comforted by it (sorry it took so long). Anyways enjoy ✨
warnings/headsup: discussions of mental health • no specific disorders named • depression • anxiety • woobin’s includes a very bloody lip • mentions of food • arguable depictions of self harm • hurt/comfort • 1.2k words average • 10.6k words total • gender neutral reader • angst if you squint • fluff • lightly proofread
couple scenarios: members x reader pt.I/I
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❥Serim
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      Serim sat at the edge of the bed and watched as you paced back and forth across the multicolored rug you had picked out just a few weeks ago. You shook out your wrists and loosened your fingers as Serim slowly raised and lowered his arms trying his best to redirect your breathing.
      “In… and out… in… and out…” he tried his best to demonstrate and jog your memory on the techniques people had previously taught you. Today it was just taking a particularly long while. 
      “What’s the point! It’s not working!” You whined, continuing to pace the floor. 
      “It’ll work eventually, you just have to be patient.” Serim said. 
      “I don’t want eventually, I want now!” You mumbled to yourself, now stomping your feet on the carpet. “This sucks!” You moaned collapsing to the floor and rapidly chewing at your nails. 
      “It may suck but it’s totally normal.” Serim said “things are really hard on you right now, it makes sense to feel freaked out.”
      You groaned and clawed at your hair. Serim’s ability to remain calm in almost any situation where you felt like you were losing your goddamn mind was somehow both comforting and infuriating. “Oh. My. God.” You muttered angrily under your breath. You could feel the tension in your bones. It travelled through you and settled amidst each of your joints making you feel like a poorly made and fractured wooden doll. You felt internally rusted like the bumper on old car. “You’re driving me insane.” You whispered under your breath as quietly as you could.
      “I heard that y’a know.”
      You looked up from your crouched over position on the floor to see Serim standing up from the bed and coming over to crouch down next to you. His refusal and near inability to ever get mad at you was something that made you truly love him. It was one of the many reasons you had asked him to move in with you and pick new furniture, and appliances, and rugs, and so so so much more… but it was also something unfamiliar. You weren’t used to someone being so unbothered by all of your moods. You weren’t used to him not batting an eye when your whole body locked up. You weren’t used to someone immediately trying to take action and not running in the other direction when your ploys for stress relief became self-destructive. You weren’t used to Serim.
      However you had to start getting used to him quickly, because he had already settled in with most of his stuff. You looked at him as he looked back at you, not a trace of animosity in his eyes. Serim simply waddled over to you, hunched over in the same position. With one hand lazily strewn across his knees and the other slowly patting your head. “Are you sure you don’t want to try the breathing again, and I mean actually try this time.” He looked at you expectantly waiting for some kind of response. Like two frogs squatting on a lily pad you two both sat there in silence for a moment. A very long moment. 
      You let out a long exasperated sigh and conceded “I’ll try the breathing exercises… again”.
      He didn’t do a very good job of hiding it but Serim did his best to conceal the fact that he was beaming on the inside.
      Later that night, the two of you had to sit down and have a long conversation about what it would be like living together. “As much as I love you and I want to be the one to take care of you, you know I can’t always be the one to remind you of what to do when you feel like you’re going to a dark place…” He said “Obviously I’m still going to be there for you… I just worry about what might happen when I’m gone for work or something” He confessed.
      “I know… and I don’t want you to worry about me. I just feel like I’ve been dealing with a lot lately and I’ve been taking it out on you.” Your voice was low and meek and you looked down while saying it. “I feel like I’m self sabotaging in more ways than one.” You admitted.
      “Well there’s nothing you could really do to sabotage our relationship.” Serim said earnestly reaching out a hand to grab yours and placing a gentle kiss on your cheek. “I just like you too much” he chuckled.
      It took a couple hours to get you to feel calm again. Serim had to pull your hands away from your mouth to stop you from chewing your nails down to minute nubs more times than he could count, but his ardent love for you would have him standing around and trying his best to keep your wits about you forever and ever. 
      No matter how many breakdowns, or meltdowns, or freakouts he had witnessed it wasn’t enough to deter him from you because Serim knew that you would do the same for him. Despite your near constant refusal to take care of your own mental health, he had experienced all the times you had looked out for his. The many times you put his needs above your own made any attempt on your part to try and scare him away totally futile. 
      Serim watched as you steadied your breathing, before taking out some of your frustration on all the cardboard boxes that needed to be broken down and taken to the recycling bin. Whenever it seemed like your blood pressure would begin to rise again Serim would simply give you a comforting hug from behind, resting his head between your neck and shoulders, humming softly; his aura just had a way of rubbing off on you. Did that mean that this would be the last time the two of you would ever have to have these sorts of conversations on these sorts of days? Absolutely not. But that din’t mean you couldn’t look forward to having them together…
❥Allen
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You had run out of tears long ago but that didn’t stop you from sniffling through belabored breaths as you laid on the couch. Of course Allen stuck close behind. One arm wrapped around your waist and the other propping up his head to get a better view of the TV. 
      It didn’t take him long to realize you weren’t really crying at the cheesy movie splayed across the television screen. You were more wrapped up with something else. You swore it was nothing, and to you, that may have really been true! Sometimes you got emotional or overstimulated for reasons you couldn’t really understand, even if your boyfriend knew that there probably was some underlying specific reason. But the reason didn’t always matter, what mattered was how you felt in the moment, and right now you felt… well neither of you were quite sure how to feel?
      “What’s wrong?” Allen whispered into your ear as he pulled you just a tiny bit closer. 
      “I really don’t know…” you said. You had been crying for so long that even if there was a reason for it in the first place you had forgotten it by now. 
      Allen snuggled closer to you as you did the same. Melting into his embrace and struggling to trace back the reason for your sadness, you still found it cathartic to let your emotions take over once in a blue moon. 
      Like a wave it washed over you at times though. You often had trouble experiencing your emotions but your emotions sure as hell had no trouble experiencing you. They had a way of taking you over that made it nearly impossible to focus on anything else while also making it incredibly difficult to pinpoint the triggers in the first place. 
      No matter what though, Allen always had a way of bringing you back to Earth. His calm and gentle demeanor, and carefree attitude made it so that you could always be yourself around him. Even if that self you needed to be wasn’t very pretty at times, he was always there taking notes and remembering things on how to help you better cope with your feelings the next time, and the next time…
      Sometimes your big heart and structureless brain hindered you, sometimes they made life harder. But sometimes those things brought you to people like Allen.
      The first time you ever cried in front of him felt mortifying! You were a complete blubbering mess and yet he still wanted to go out with you.
      “Everybody cries” he had told you, no sense of irony in his voice.
      “Yeah but I cry like… a lot” you responded.
      All he did was shrug. 
      Now here you two were, almost a year later and you were still a self prescribed crybaby. Though, Allen didn’t like it when you called your self that, he found it demeaning and reductive but he also could acknowledge that you did cry! A lot! Not that it made him like you any less it just made him want to look after for you extra hard. 
      Allen lightly patted your stomach in a delicate rhythm making sure to not pull too much attention to the ways in which he was trying to comfort you. Of course he was letting you cry (or at least try to) for as long as you needed and he hummed softly in time with his small taps, subtly helping you focus on something other than whatever thoughts were running around up in your head. He really was helping, you just didn’t realize it. He was so good at helping without you realizing in fact, that it took him a good amount of time to notice that you weren’t awake anymore. 
      “Hey do you want to maybe watch something else?” He asked no longer hearing sniffling and wondering if that would make you want to move on the something more cheerful. “Or do you want to… cry some more?” He asked quietly peeking his head over yours to get a good look at your face. “So cute” he audibly cooed seeing your puffy cheeks and eyes squished against the soft fabric of the couch with your mouth slightly agape. “You poor thing.” He said to himself with more affection in his voice than any sort of pity.
      Allen did his best to unlatch his arm from under you and move his legs that had found themselves intertwined with yours. He carefully wormed his way off of the couch and onto the carpet as quietly as possible. He reached an arm out to place it under your head and support your neck before pausing when you started fidgeting around again.
      You always were prone to talking in your sleep. “Allen…” you muttered unconsciously, repeating his name a few times before flopping over fully asleep and snoring again.
      Your boyfriend did the gentlemanly thing and supported your head before scooping you up and bringing you to his room. He made sure you were extra comfortable, covering every inch of you except the very top of your head in the biggest, fluffiest blanket he could find. You pawed at the blanket pulling it closer and Allen pushed some pillows into your arms as you began surrounding the pile of softness and fabric in your tight grip. You hugged them as if it were your boyfriend, none the wiser in your asleep state. Allen gave you a small peck on the part of your forehead that was still visible and quietly tiptoed out of the room.
He made sure to check on you every once in a while and rub your back or whisper something to you softly whenever you began tossing and turning again. He was used to regularly helping you fall back asleep when you had restless nights or night terrors so this was a walk in the park for him.
      The next morning you awoke to utter darkness before clawing your way out of the cocoon Allen had made for you. The sheer white curtains in his room billowed in the morning breeze as you rolled over and noticed a small glass of water and a little pharmacy bag on the nightstand next to you. You had no idea when he had the time to slip out and get those as it was still quite early in the morning but all that crying, and tossing, and turning always gave you the most viscous headache. You wasted no time in sitting up and taking the pain medicine from the little parcel and taking a big swig of water. 
      A few minutes later the door to his room ever so slightly creaked open as Allen did his best to quietly shimmy through the doorway. “Oh you’re awake! Sorry I didn’t get breakfast or anything I assumed you’d be out for a little while longer.” 
      You stuck out your bottom lip pouting and wordlessly outstretching both of your arms signaling with your hands for him to come over. He quickly complied, hopping up onto the bed and giving you a giant bear hug. He pulled back to look at you as more tears welled up in your eyes but these ones were more positive. You always appreciated how caring Allen was, how quickly he would move to help you without a second thought and without him, you wondered how miserable an entire nighttime of crying alone followed by a morning of throbbing headaches you had to deal with all by yourself would have been. You hugged him tightly, showing your appreciation the best you could as Allen leaned back to wipe some of the tears out of your eyes, worry fading and turning into a quiet chuckle as he realized you were now mostly okay. 
      Allen looked over at his phone “yeah we’ve still got so much of the day left, do you want to sleep more?” You nodded and hugged him tighter planting a small kiss on his neck. “Do you want me to join you?” He asked. 
      “Of course!” you chimed, voice still groggy but incredibly sincere.
❥Jungmo
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      Jungmo sat on the couch scrolling on his phone and playing with the collar of his tie as he waited for you to get ready. He hated having to dress up just to go to stuffy places and talk to a bunch of boring people and executives all night, but he had been invited to an upscale event and was required to go. At least he didn’t have to go alone, you were always down to join him in the things he found so boring, always whispering jokes and sharing drinks together in the corner of the room. He was excited to see what you would be wearing too! That was one of the few things helping him get excited for tonight. You were taking a little longer than usual to get ready but you also had an incredibly extensive closet and the biggest collection of accessories he had ever seen so he didn’t want to rush you. I mean, he didn’t want to rush you, but you guys were about to be of cutting it close if you took too much longer. “Y/N you almost done?” He asked walking over to the bathroom where you were supposed to be finishing up. “We can have like ten or fifteen more minutes but then we should probably g- Oh! You’re already ready!” He said barging into the bathroom and looking at you as your palms were placed flat on the counter and you stared into the mirror. “Wait, let me take a picture first, you look great!” He said excitedly. 
      You placed your hand over his phone and gently pushed it down. You shook your head and sighed. “No I don’t…” you trailed off.
      Jungmo looked baffled. “What do you mean? You look amazing!” He said standing a little closer.
      “Well I don’t feel amazing.” You retorted.
      Jungmo took a second to take you in. He looked you up and down and then cocked his head to the side like a confused puppy. “Why not?” He asked. “I think you look incredible!” 
      You bowed your head and let out an exasperated groan. “Something’s just off… I just don’t look right.”
      To him you looked breathtaking! Gorgeous enough to make him forget you two were supposed to be somewhere else in a few minutes time. “What’s off?”
      “Just like… all of it!” A sad expression plastering your face. You rolled your eyes a bit every time you caught a glimpse of your own reflection in the bathroom mirror and huffed in annoyance at a problem you felt like couldn’t be fixed. “I can’t let anyone see me like this…” you said.
      “I see you like this-“ Jungmo replied “and I like what I see.” He smiled.
      “Yeah but your opinion doesn’t count you would have said that no matter what.”
      “My opinion should be the only one that counts!” He said “Especially when you’re being way too hard on yourself.” Jungmo rubbed small circles onto your back in an attempt to encourage you. “Where’s all this coming from? Do I not tell you how good you look enough?”
      “You tell me plenty!” You scoffed “it’s just something about this outfit, something about-“
      “Then we’ll change the outfit. You’ve got plenty of stuff in your closet you barely ever get to wear!” Jungmo grabbed your hand but you stood still as a statue stopping him from dragging you away.
      “That’s easy for you to say… you look great in everything.” You looked down at the floor.
Jungmo pouted. “The only reason I look good in everything is because you pick out all my clothes for me. I’d look a mess without you” he laughed.
      You nodded your head in acknowledgment but still you weren’t fully convinced “maybe you should just go without me.” 
      “Go without you, are you crazy?” Jungmo furrowed his brows in complete shock. “When could I ever- how could I ever go to one of these boring corporate events without you?” He boomed. “I’m your boyfriend! Either we’re both going or neither of us are going!” He said unusually sternly for his laid back nature. “It’s up to you whether you want to stay or you want to go but either way I’m doing it with you!” He said. “And if this is all just over one outfit that’s an easy fix. We can be late, let’s go pick something else out.”
      “Jungmo… I want to go with you I really do, but I just don’t want to drag you down…”
      “You have got to stop saying stuff like this” he said. “You look great! You always look great! Even if you’re not feeling great I promise you no one in the world can tell but you… and maybe me on a good day.” He joked. 
      “You really don’t think I look awful?” You asked genuinely worried.
      “It’s be impossible for you of all people to look awful.” 
      You sighed taking one more look back at yourself in the mirror. You still didn’t think you looked quite right and even just thinking of your reflection made you feel queasy, but if Jungmo thought you looked good then maybe you really did. You still wanted to change clothes though. The fabric all of a sudden felt constricting on your skin and it felt like a million tiny mites were crawling all over you. “Okay I’ll go change.” You said patting Jungmo’s chest and exiting the bathroom. He followed you out and to your bedroom where you began rifling through your closet looking for something else to wear that still matched your boyfriend and felt appropriate for the event. He stood there watching you for a moment.
��     “Do you need any help?” He asked.
      “No, no I can do this myself. It’s more of a mental thing anyways, I won’t take too long” you replied. You looked back for a second as Jungmo was still standing there watching you “can you go wait for me in the living room?” He didn’t budge.“Jungmo! Go wait outside.”
      He looked surprised “Oh you’re serious.
      “Yes I’m serious, I’m feeling kind of self conscious right now…” you said in earnest vulnerability.
      “Why though, it’s nothing I haven’t seen befo- Ouch that hurt!” Jungmo said taking a wadded up dress shirt to the face. “Okay fine I’ll wait for you in the living room” he said trudging off and rubbing his eye in slight irritation. 
      A few minutes later you reappeared into the common area of the apartment dressed in all new clothes. Jungmo smiled and clutched his phone once more. “Better?” He asked.
      “Better!” you said.
      “Now can we take a picture?” His eyes gleamed with hope as he swayed back and forth on the balls of his feet. 
      You hesitated for a moment. “Yeah sure, why not.” 
      Jungmo quickly grabbed your hand and raised his phone up to snap a few selfies of him kissing you on the cheek before you both rushed out of the door. He still made sure however, to keep a tight clasp on your hand and to check in every so often as to how you were feeling. Most importantly, he made sure to keep reminding you of how good you looked all night. Even if you didn’t see it, even if you didn’t believe, even if your mind tried to convince you otherwise, Jungmo made sure to always be there as a ‘pick me up’ to make sure you were reminded of the reality right in front of you. The reality of having a partner that saw you for who you really were and would never falter when it came to reminding you of that.
❥Woobin
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      You placed your hand on the arm rest of the passenger’s seat and tapped your fingers in quick and nervous succession as Woobin held your other hand and started up the car. He whistled along to the radio and swayed his head to whatever ‘summery’ ballad was currently playing and set up the navigation app on his phone in blissful ignorance.
      Since the weather had finally started warming up a mutual friend had invited the two of you and a few others over for a big get together. Though it was a relatively casual engagement, you still felt that all too familiar sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach. The feeling you got every time you were about to ride a roller coaster, give a presentation, get lost on a hike, or in cases like these; go somewhere with a whole lot of people. You pulled at and fidgeted with the hem of your pants, letting go of the arm rest and aimlessly searching for some sort of cord or loose thread to pull on. You swallowed harshly feeling a lump form in your throat as Woobin absentmindedly rubbed his thumb across your knuckles with his free hand as he began to drive. 
      You could feel your heart rate rise as your body temperature did the same before quickly dropping again and again. You could’ve sworn you were sweating but turning on the A/C in the car felt like way too much. Your hands started to feel clammy as you looked over at Woobin who quickly glanced over to give you a warm smile before focusing his attention back on the road. His general sense of calm and the beautiful weather should have been enough to calm you down but it wasn’t really working. All you could focus on was the noise of tires scraping the road, the blaring music, the sunlight that was shining directly into your eyes, and how warm you felt. Or were you cold? You couldn’t really tell but what you knew for sure was that you did not feel good. 
      You almost started to feel nauseous as the car grazed over a tiny pot hole and your vision began to fog over a bit. You felt dizzy like you needed to sit down, but restless like you needed to just stand up and run all at the same time. You wanted to say something, and every time you looked over at Woobin you were almost compelled to, but for some reason or another the words could just not escape your mouth.
      “Are you okay?” Woobin’s voice rang out a little delayed in your ears but eventually registering properly. 
      You felt sick, you felt like garbage, you felt terrible! So of course you replied quickly “yeah I’m doing fine, I’m excited!” You said practically through gritted teeth, a cheesy grin plastered on your face. Why you lied? You had no clear idea. But what you did know was that lying to him made you feel worse. 
      You chewed at your lip furiously as you often did when feeling anxious. You let out fast paced yet silent breath out through your nose and tried your hardest not to tap your feet in frustration. Your lips felt near swollen but you couldn’t stop biting. You bit, and bit, and bit until all you could taste was the metallic tasting saliva pooling on the tip of your tongue. Before you knew it, you were looking down as small red droplets dripped from the bottom corner of your lip and into the creases amongst woven denim of your pants “shit” you muttered to yourself. You just sat there and watched for a moment in a silent daze before speaking up. “Uh Binnie can we stop the car?” 
      “Yeah sure. Why?” He replied quickly adjusting his turn signal and pulling over into the farthest possible lane without hesitation. 
      As soon as the car stopped you turned to make awkward eye contact with your partner as he gazed in diluted worry at the beet red complexion of your lips. “What happened?” Woobin scrambled to grab some tissues out of the glove compartment and wipe at your face. “When did you start bleeding? Why didn’t you say anything earlier.” He said eyes darting around looking for a cotton ball, or a bandage, or anything of the sort. “Your jeans…” he said softly but still continued his frantic search.  
      “I think I’m gonna pass out.” you uttered plainly, stopping your partner in his tracks. You watched his brown eyes widen like saucers and then fill themselves with a new sense of determination!
      Before you knew it you were sitting on a curb by the side of the rode near some convenience store somewhere. Woobin returned shortly thereafter with a cold bottle of water, a first aid kit, and some tissues. He wasted no time in fixing up your lip and taking some solvent from the first aid kit to wipe at the little stains on your pants. He worked diligently sitting on the curb next to you, an array of medical materials strewn about. Watching him so focused helped calm you down a little bit you still weren’t feeling entirely better. 
      “Are you hurt anywhere else?” He asked nervously searching every inch of visible skin he could find on you. 
      You grabbed his hands and looked him in the eyes. “Babe I’m okay now.”
      You could see the apprehension in the befuddled stare he gave you. 
      “Really, I mean it. I’m okay now!” You repeated.
      Woobin swallowed a little bit and took a moment to gauge the look in your eyes before giving you a crushing bear hug and rubbing your back as you both sat on the ground by the car. “Alright I believe you” he said before letting go and giving you a second to catch your breath. 
      You two decided to take a moment to enjoy the fresh air before getting back into the car. It really was a beautiful day out. There was a perfect amount of breeze and just the two of you sitting together made you feel much more at ease. 
      You both enjoyed your time in the sunshine looking up at the sky and taking in the tranquil scenery. “Look at that one it kind of looks like a cuddly bear doesn’t it”. Woobin giggled pointing at a cluster of clouds arranged ever so perfectly in the shape of a bear’s head with two perfectly fluffy cheeks and round ears to match. Finally, the cars didn’t feel so loud, and the air didn’t feel so stuffy. Woobin pointed up at the sky while expertly unscrewing the cap and placing the bottle of water in your hands without you noticing.
      “Yeah it does, it looks a lot like you” you joked taking a swig of water and cooling down.
      About half an hour later the two of you had your fill of pointing out silly shapes in the clouds and had stopped back into the store to grab some well deserved treats. Re-positioning himself at the wheel Woobin took his phone off the dashboard and slipped it into his pocket.
      “What about the party, don’t you need the directions up still?”
      “Nah… let’s just go home, you’ve had enough socializing for the day.” He said clasping your hand once more and giving you a knowing smile.
❥Wonjin
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      “Alright… shower? Check. Breakfast, lunch, and dinner? Check. Room clean? Check-“
      “Do we really have to do this Wonjin”. You groaned loudly, leaning your head back over one of your dining room chairs as Wonjin sat across from you and peered at your contorted face through the top of the frames of his glasses. 
      He took a deep breath “Y/N we really do.” He said clicking his pen and running it down the different elements of a check list.
      “It feels so… silly It makes me feel like fucking kid!”
      “Well it works doesn’t it?” Wonjin said. 
      “Can’t we do something else? You know like a normal couple…”
      “We are a normal couple! We just have a system and the system works, so we have to keep doing it.” He replied not looking up from his official looking clip board.
      You sneered a little in response “Why though…”
      You and Wonjin had implemented a new process into both of your nightly routines where you would sit down and check off all of the necessary things you needed to do to function throughout any given day. Most of the things seemed intuitively simple but you and him both knew better than anyone else that one bad mood could send you into a spiral that prevented you from getting such simple things as grabbing the mail from your mailbox done once a week. If you were feeling down, you were dismal. It made it impossible for you to remember to take care of yourself when you had other things going on so Wonjin drafted up a list of some of the most basic things you needed to do each day. Things that came incredibly naturally to others but not so much to you. Wonjin made sure to get all the proper materials to make the process seem more legitimate to you. He got a special list typed up and laminated, dry erase markers for the fridge, brand new pens, a clipboard, sticky notes, and a tiny box full of trinkets and treats. You didn’t appreciate the machinations of his executive brain but that was okay, he was really proud of himself. He was especially proud with the box he had gotten. Not only would you get to reach in and grab a small reward each night but Wonjin would get one too if you completed all your tasks so that he could be more encouraged to help you. Not that he really needed any material incentive. This was something he would have done for you anyways, but making it a collaborative effort made you feel a little less alone. 
      The rewards inside the box were quite small but they were still enough to round out the rest of your night very positively. It was mostly full of stickers, charms, small bills, and little slips of paper with things like ‘have dessert a second time’ written on them. It was a crudely decorated little contraption covered in glitter glue and plastic gems with a picture from your anniversary stuck to the inside. The gifts may have been small but they still managed to brighten you up a bit even if you felt childish having to be monitored so closely when it came to consistently achieving basic adult behaviors. 
      You gave him a hard time about it but it really was helpful how Wonjin took the initiative in making sure you got things done. He got tired of always asking you about your day and not loving what he heard. At first you objected to the idea of a to do list being of any help to you and your mental health but it was frustrating how well it worked. 
      Wonjin raised a single eyebrow and looked back over at you. “So I’m assuming you don’t want to pick anything from the special prize bin today?” He said.
      “It’s not a ‘special prize bin’ it’s a cheap wooden jewelry box from the craft store.” You said.
      “Well I’m gonna pick something from the special prize bin.” Wonjin made a big show of closing his eyes reaching into the box and rummaging his hand around in there for a while before pulling something out and immediately hiding it. He quickly hid his hands under the table and looked at something tucked away within his palms.  
      “What’d you get?” You asked slightly disinterested but still leaning over the table to better see what he grabbed.
      “Uh-uh, no way. You didn’t wanna pick anything” Wonjin said sticking out his tongue at you. “Not my fault you didn’t want a prize.”
      “If I pick something will you let me see what you got?” You asked.
      “I don’t know…” he said “I think you deserve a prize but if you don’t think you deserve one that’s not on me.”
      “I don’t deserve a prize for eating dinner…” you bit your lip and looked down. 
      “Of course you do! But I’m still not showing you what I got until you pick something…”
      “Fine.” You said reaching for the box. Wonjin excitedly cracked it open for you just enough to reach your hand in and mull around for something that felt… right. You dug around for a bit and pulled out a chunky metal heart charm. “Cute enough.” You said to yourself. “Now what did you get Wonjinnie?”
      Wonjin pouted and furrowed his brows. “Wait no I want to trade, you’ll like mine more anyways!” He said trying to grab the charm from you before you pulled your arms away. 
      “Since when have we ever done that?”
      “Since now!” He said brows still fervently knitted together. Wonjin placed a minuscule figurine on the table and offered it to you. You weren’t exactly sure who or what it was, but you did recognize that it was a character from one of his favorite comic books.
      “Why would I want something that was so clearly meant for you” you asked. “All I got was some like.. brecelet charm?”
      “Just because.” Wonjin said, and you noticed his face redden a bit. 
      “Okay, okay fine…” You said and handed over the charm. 
      Wonjin would never admit why he was feeling so shy but he was glad you had just dismissed your prize and traded with him. If your eyes had been a little keener you might have noticed the small latch on the ‘charm’ you had picked out and realized it was actually a locket. Inside was a small picture of you as a kid smiling big, holding some sort of old stufffed animal. You hated looking at your childhood pictures for some reason, maybe because it brought back unpleasant memories, or maybe because it reminded you of a time in your life when you didn’t need a list to keep your mental stability in check, but Wonjin loved those pictures all the same. No matter how goofy you looked he loved them because he loved you and a little locket was the perfect gift to get him ready to this all over again tomorrow. Even if you whined and complained you just being here to complain, alive and well was what he really needed…
❥Minhee
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      Chores were always a thing that calmed you down, and as much as he might’ve hated doing them… Minhee loved you more.
      You hadn’t spoken a word to each other in hours. You were diligently refolding and reorganizing each and every single article of clothing in your dresser drawers, and closet. Why you had to be doing this on a beautiful Saturday afternoon he had no idea, but he was helping you anyway. 
      The weirder, more tedious, and unnecessary a chore was the bigger the issue you were currently dealing with. Sure it was a bit of a drag to be spending and hour and a half washing dishes, or in this instance multiple hours folding and ironing clothes but he preferred this to the ways you would try to divert stress when he had first met you. 
      Back then it would have been impossible for you to take breather without punishing yourself in some way but Minhee’s willingness to just tag along and do whatever you were already doing really helped you feel comfortable amidst the internal mayhem. For Minhee doing chores was a form of punishment but to you it was pure bliss.
      You would often have periods of time where you just couldn’t get words out, to anyone, no matter what they were or no matter why you wanted or needed to say to them, but as a quiet person himself, Minhee didn’t feel totally uncomfortable in the silence. He liked the way the two of you could just be together, existing in the same space simply able to enjoy each other’s company. For each of you the presence alone of the other felt so grounding.
      Minhee remembered a long time ago when you had told him that it was enough for him to just ‘be around’ and that made you feel better. It was then that his crush on you grew tenfold and he just knew he had to tell you about it. Of course he never did, he was too shy, but you guys had ended up together anyways!
      It was times like these, where he sat crosslegged in front of your tidy ironing board, creasing out only a few wrinkles on some your clothes, that he was reminded of how you truly felt about him without having to say it with words. Even when you were struggling and couldn’t find the strength to speak, the way your pinky would ever so slightly graze his when passing garments back and forth or how your eyes would shoot up and follow his every movement every time he got up to walk away.
      No matter what he would always say something along the lines of “Don’t worry I’m not going anywhere.”
      If Minhee said he’d be back in a minute, not even sixty-one seconds could pass before he would make his way back to you. It always broke his heart and simultaneously endeared him the way your puppy like eyes would wordlessly follow him around a room, or how still you’d sit upon waiting for him to come back. But he aways did come back, so you didn’t have to worry!
      Your fingers worked with an almost mathematical precision going through every t-shirt, every pair of pants, every button up, every pair of socks, everything! He never thought the time would come but eventually the two of you finished. 
      It almost startled him when you spoke for the first time in ages even thought your voice was so soft and low. “Do you want me to do yours?” You asked genuinely, while placing the last piece of clothing onto a hook and shutting the closet door. 
      ‘Could you be any more adorable…’ He thought to himself. “That’s okay Y/N” He said and walked over squishing your cheeks between his palms and peppering kisses all across your face. “Do you wanna talk about why we just spent four hours reorganizing your already perfectly organized clothes?” He cocked his head to the side and looked down at you. “-And why you want to do even more…”
      You looked down in shame “I think I just want to be distracted right now. I feel like I need to be doing something… just anything…”
      Minhee understood what that meant. There were times when talking was helpful and very necessary and there were other times were those conversations needed to be put off until later. Sure it tore him up a little bit inside that you didn’t immediately feel comfortable telling him what was wrong but he also would much rather you be keeping yourself busy and enjoying his company than locking yourself away. There were times when you would be so far gone that even if he physically shook you, you couldn’t reach him. There were times when the silence wasn’t a comfortable understanding but rather, a sinister creeping energy that loomed over the both of you stopping you from being to able to experience anything in that moment. Sometimes it scared him the way your mind could so easily take you away from him, but it impressed him all the more when you could pull yourself out. He was always with you every step of the way, charging uphill to make you feel better. And if what would make you feel better right now was going through all of his laundry then that’s what the rest of this Saturday would be made to do. 
      “We can do mine… my hamper’s full of stuff anyways!” He said.
      “Thanks Minhee.” You said “Okay go get your basket, I’m already getting antsy!”
      You appreciated how easily he could flip the script and just go along with whatever you needed in that moment. “I owe you like ice cream or something…” You said trying your best to sound chipper.
      Minhee trudged over with his enormous pile of laundry and gave you a playful scoff “You owe me more than just ice cream. You owe me whatever four hours worth of food is!”
      You let out a small laugh “I promise I’ll wake up early tomorrow morning and cook you something that takes at least four hours to makes. You can enjoy your Sunday morning by sleeping in.”
      “Alright deal!” He said. Knowing full well that he would make himself wake up just as early as you so he could help you in the kitchen. “I’m toootally gonna enjoy sleeping in!”
❥Hyeongjun
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You absolutely hated work! Not just work in general the work that you had to do specifically. Coming home from a long day at your job always left you drained. Your boss was always micromanaging, and your coworkers loved any and all types of gossip at your expense. It didn’t help that you were the youngest in the office either. It was nearly impossible to stick up for yourself without later receiving some sort of reprimand in the form of extra hours with no extra pay. Almost every weekday had you returning home absolutely exhausted. You’d slip your shoes off at the door and lazily slip your work attire off piece by piece leaving a trail of clothes on the floor before taking a nice long hot shower. After your shower there was no guarantee you’d be energetic enough to make dinner so you’d rummage around in your fridge and just eat the first thing you saw. On particularly bad days you would immediately lay on the couch entering a state that was borderline catatonic. Some nights it felt like you only had time to lay on the couch for a minute and blink your eyes a few times. Before you knew it, the sky was a tiny bit brighter and the alarm on your phone was going off again signaling to you that it was now the start of another long day. Begrudgingly getting up and beginning to get ready was always incredibly difficult but very recently right before you walked out the door you would get a little text of encouragement every day. 
      You had only gone out on about three and a half dates (one of them was cut short due to a last minute call from your boss) but Hyeongjun was already so in tune with your schedule. It  might’ve partially been because you complained about work so much that he had just picked up on it that way, but his little digital pep-talks always had a way of putting a smile on your face even on the darkest of days. It’s like he sensed when a day was going to be more difficult than any of the others because his messages were always the sweetest the mornings right before you experienced hell. 
      Hyeongjun made you feel like color had re-entered the world. Life had felt so black and gray for so long and you couldn’t remember the last time you had been excited to talk to someone. He was always cheerful but not too cheerful, empathetic yet discerning, reasonable but always kind, and he had such a way with words. You didn’t think you’d ever find another person who could find the joy hidden beneath all your sadness but Hyeongjun seemed like the one.
      Even though you hated work you also hated the one break from work you got during the day. Your lunch break was usually spent sitting alone in your car for forty-five minutes staring off into space and waiting for the day to be done. Whenever you felt down you tended to lose your appetite and that had been the case the past couple of weeks. You knew you should have been hungry and you almost were, you could tell from the way your belly would growl every once in a while. However, your brain and the rest of your body just couldn’t and wouldn’t just let you even stomach the thought of food. Sometimes you’d listen to the radio but other times you’d just sit there looking out the window but not really taking any of it in. Sometimes Hyeongjun would message you on your break to ask what you were eating or what you were doing to kill time and you couldn’t bring yourself to come up with a good enough lie, so you would just be honest and tell him ‘nothing’. It nearly baffled you how you could give him almost nothing, you could give him so little to work with and he could so easily keep the conversation going!
      You were sure today was going to be another one of those days. You sat at your desk entering some pointless data into a spreadsheet reminding yourself of one of the messages your crush had sent you that morning. You were already halfway through the day, you could do a few hours more right?
      Suddenly right before you were about to go on break you were hearing a series of little taps right above your head. You looked up to see Hyeongjun absolutely beaming at you, fingers gripping the top of your computer monitor. You looked around shocked for a second making sure that this was real. “What are you doing here?” You asked eyes wide. 
      “I’m here to hang out with you duh!” Hyeongjun stepped around your desk to grab your bag and sling it around his shoulder. He took your jacket off of the back of your uncomfortable office chair and held it out as if to put it on you.
      There were a few odd stares from your work seniors but they didn’t pay the two of you much mind. You stood up and let the boy happily put your jacket sleeves over your arms and give you a quick side hug. 
      Hyeongjun looked away shyly for a moment. “You seemed so bummed out over the phone yesterday I hope you don’t mind me stopping by.”
      You took a moment to think. Was it too early for things like this? Should you be more apprehensive? You felt uneasy for a moment but that feeling quickly dissipated as Hyeongjun flashed you a big toothy grin. “Of course I don’t mind” you said.
      Taking the elevator down was awkward in the same way sitting in class next to the person you liked as a kid was awkward. The butterflies in your abdomen danced and your stomach did acrobatic flips and Hyeongjun’s pinky inched closer and closer to yours before wrapping around your hand and holding it gently. He didn’t say a word but the way his lips pressed into a thin line to prevent him from smiling told you all you needed to know. You had no idea how he knew but a little bit of surprise and the slight change in routine was exactly what you needed to uplift your overall mood. Your outlook had been so bleak as of late and you weren’t sure who you could talk to about how you were feeling but you were pretty sure the man holding your hand right now was a step in the right direction.
      Hyeongjun would never tell you but he had spent countless night just laying in his bed thinking about you and researching ways to help. Even if you didn’t say it out right he didn’t need to be told directly that you weren’t feeling like yourself for a very long time. You were complex and he felt like there was still a lot more of you to unpack and he planned on spending the next forty-five minutes getting you to open up to him whether you wanted to or not!
❥Taeyoung
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     “I’m baaack!” Taeyoung shouted loudly hoping to get your attention as quickly and abruptly as possible. He thought it was sort of strange the way he didn’t immediately hear a response, but what he thought was even stranger was when he saw no tiny beam of light leaking out from underneath the bedroom door. Usually his sign that you were home was the little ray of light illuminating his feet as he approached your room but now it was just dark. Your shoes were by the door, keys hanging on the hook in the exact same way they were when he had left. Those seemed to be the only signs that you were probably even here. He went to quietly turn the doorknob tiptoeing and slinging his backpack over his shoulder to avoid the noise it made as it dragged on the hardwood floors. Maybe you were napping? It was getting dark outside but it was still only the late afternoon. Normally at this time, you were absorbed into a new book or something like that. However, upon entering the room things really were just as he had left them, you included. Curled up in the same amorphous blob, room pitch black, curtains drawn, phone plugged into the charger and resting on the nightstand. Taeyoung checked his watch to make sure the jet lag hadn’t completely screwed up his sense of time. He looked at the screen of his watch and then back at the giant mass of grey comforter on the bed. “Are you really sleeping it’s only like 4PM…” he said dropping his bag onto the now plush carpet beneath the bed and crawling up beside you. 
      He sat up on his knees and peeked over the pile of a person next to him and gently shook the covers to see if you were actually there. He could feel your form underneath the blanket but you still didn’t say anything, no release of breath, no snoring, no adorable sleepy mumbles… nothing! “Hey are you in a coma or something” he huffed playfully “you’re normally way more excited to see me!” That’s when he heard a small groan from under the covers, for a second he could have sworn it was the creak of the floorboards but now he was sure it was a noise from you. “I didn’t mean to bother you I just figured I’d come straight here since it’s been a- Oh!” 
      “Hey” you croaked out, voice hoarse and face mostly buried amid the covers. You turned one slowly to greet your boyfriend “How was the show?” You asked without the usual sense of genuine intrigue in your tone. 
      “It was… good. How’ve you been?” He said reaching over to move a bit of the comforter to ruffle your hair and pat your head. “You haven’t been like this since I left have you”. He chuckled, the corners of his eyes crinkling in glee and then faltering a bit as you looked away and wearily bit your dry lips. 
      “When did you leave again?”
      “You haven’t been like this since I left? Right?” a smidgen of worry entering his tone and then a currant of realization. “Y/N, really?” a mix of familiar disappointment and general unease wafted over your boyfriend as he scooted closer and sighed. “The whole time?”
      “I mean I got up to like pee once. I think…”
      “Why didn’t you call me?” Taeyoung let a harsh breath escape his nose before running a hand through his already messy black hair. “You could have at least shot me a text...” He said bleakly.
      “I didn’t wanna bother you.”
      “When could you ever even begin to bother me?”
      Your face contorted in shame and you sunk deeper into the soft fabric adorning your body. “I meant to at one point, I really did, but then I just… I don’t know-” You inhaled deeply eyes narrowing, brain struggling to focus on the task at hand, and heart struggling to connect to the conversation. 
      “You know I hate when you don’t tell me when you’re feeling bad.” He said.
      “I just knew you’d probably try and like come home or something and I didn’t really feel like getting up to grab my phone.”
      “You didn’t want me to come home?” Taeyoung’s pupils enlarged slightly as he scoffed quietly.
      “Of course I wanted you to come home! I just didn’t want you to come home early!”
      “So you just laid down here in the dark for like-” He stopped himself as he felt his emotions bubbling over. You two complemented each other in that way but it also made things difficult at times.
      You were used to keeping things bottled up inside and Taeyoung was used to forcing you to talk about those things. Taeyoung was used to getting easily worked up and frustrated over the small stuff and you were used to offering some gentle perspective. He had a more aggressive approach to pulling you out of these “slumps” and it could come off as intense but he really just had no other way of showing you how much he cared. Sometimes he didn’t really get it. Sometimes he thought it would be so much easier for you to just get up, to just open the blinds, to just call him. It drove him crazy that he couldn’t be privy to all of the intricate machinations of your complicated mind. It Bothered him that a person so wonderful, so kind, so funny, and interesting, and charismatic, and personable wasn’t able to share that with everyone all the time especially with him. But more than bother, more than frustration, more than annoyance, or anger, or any other negative emotion, you had helped Taeyoung further cultivate his arguably most beautiful trait; his empathy. Sure he was still a little shit stirrer every now and again but at the end of the day, seeing you just as upset over something you couldn’t control, how your mind and body were at odds constantly telling you that the one person who loved you most in this world shouldn’t be bothered with your issues made him just want to help you the best he could.
      Taeyoung took a deep breath “Let’s go for a walk while the sun’s still out, how about that.” He suggested. “Also maybe shower first…”
      You wanted to object but as you mulled over your answer your boyfriend couldn’t help but reach his hands under the duvet to try and pull you out, tickling you in the process. 
      “Okay, okay!” You laughed as Taeyoung giggled and continued to try and pull you out. “I can get up myself jeez…” You still weren’t feeling your best but the hopeful look on the man beside you’s face made you want to make him happy. 
      “Sorry for raising my voice at you I just wanted to make sure you were okay and I freaked out seeing you so-”
      You cut him off “it’s okay, I’ll be okay. I’ve just been really tired and stuff. I should have called you.”
      “Next time…” Taeyoung said as you sat up and he tackled you into a tight hug. “Maybe we can even lay here together for a couple more minutes, better yet let’s just go on a walk tomorrow I’m tired too…”
❥Seongmin
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“Are you gonna be done soon…” Seongmin asked cheek pressed against the doorway and lips pursed in minor annoyance. 
      More than annoyance however, he felt concern. His face squished against the wooden frame of the entrance to your makeshift office (the desk in the corner or your shared bedroom). Normally this would have been about the fifth time in the hour Seongmin would come over to disturb you while you were working, but this past week and a half had been pretty different. He had seen you like this before, completely absorbed in your work, tired and distracted… but now it felt more like you were purposefully over working yourself. You weren’t just absorbed in work but completely overwhelmed by it, more than tired you were utterly sleep deprived, you weren’t even really distracted you were just distracted when it came to him. Seongmin was pretty used to having your undivided attention or at the very least viciously demanding it. You found it cute the way he always wanted to be at your side making you laugh or just watching your expressions as you listened to a story he told. It was one of the reasons he loved you so much. Your willingness to include each other in just about anything the other was doing without it even really being necessary was what endeared him to you in the first place. But that made it all the more upsetting when you couldn’t or rather wouldn’t include each other in something.
      When you had started your relationship Seongmin remembered you telling him you were a difficult partner. That often times it felt like your brain would grow legs and start running faster than you could keep up. That you would just became physically and psychologically exhausted out of the blue. He thought it was silly how you would think your own personal struggles would deter him from wanting to be with you, but he quickly realized that even the brightest smile and silliest nudge in the right direction wouldn’t be enough to pull you out of a spiral once it started. It wasn’t impossible, not in the slightest, but Seongmin did really have to try. He had to try and be delicate with his words, careful with his actions, and very intentional about the way he would attempt to help you. He remembered you saying it wasn’t always about just trying to cheer you up but just noticing before things got too bad. Now he was noticing, and remembering the last time he saw you like this.
      “Do you want to eat dinner… or like… take a break?” Seongmin asked. Gentle voice ringing throughout the room and eventually echoing through the nearly silent apartment. “You know you have to respond to me eventually.” He huffed stopping before he got frustrated. 
      All he got was a sort of muffled “sorry” from you in response as you kept clacking away at your computer.
      He slowly unstuck his face from the doorframe “is typing more important than me?” approaching slowly and cracking a smile he reached his arms out to not only try and softly grab your shoulders but also to steady himself while sauntering over the sea of loose papers and piles of books strewn about the floor. “I was making a gentle suggestion before but now I’m serious! It’s time to take a break Y/N!” Seongmin rested his hands at either side of you just beside your neck and placed his thumbs right by your shoulder blades. He used his remaining fingers to lift up your chin and straighten out your posture a bit. “You haven’t looked me in the eyes in like two days.” Adjusting your chin more he leaned over to look at you flashing his signature puppy eyes, dark brown and sparkling as you returned his gaze. 
      You finally looked back at him letting him take in the bags under your eyes, visible even in the dim yellow glow reflected from your beat up desk lamp. “That’s a bit of an exaggeration isn’t it”. You said smiling dryly and stifling a yawn. 
      “Not really…” His reply had tinge of genuine sadness to it but he tried his best to hide it with another smile.
      You spun around in your chair to face him better. “Sorry” you said again, this time a little clearer. “I just… have a lot of work to get done. Once I start it feels like I can’t stop.” You looked off into the distance, avoiding your partner’s eyes as you spoke. “I just feel like if I stop I’ll feel worse and I already have a lot of stuff to do so I just need to keep going, I just-“ you furrowed your brows and narrowed your gaze as if trying to remember what it was that had originally glued you to this chair a couple days ago. “-I need to…” you trailed off.
      “You need to take a break.” Seongmin said in all seriousness “right now”. He reached down to clasp your hands in his, and prevent you from turning around and working again.
      That was enough to bring some clarity to you and remind you of what it felt like to be present again. You had spent so many hours tucked away in this room for seemingly no reason that Seongmin’s plain gaze and soft yet firm grip around your fingers helped to un-numb your senses. A wave of hunger, thirst, fatigue, and an ache in your upper body from sitting in the same position for so long hit you all at once. “Shit I feel awful…” you said to yourself “and kind of stupid, I don’t know why I do that.”
      Seongmin leaned down and placed a little kiss on your nose. “You’re not stupid, just silly”. He chuckled waving a hand in front of your face “welcome to earth, it’s good to have you back!” 
      You smiled a bit in embarrassment and bit your lip anxiously. “It hasn’t really been two days has it?”
      Noticing the slight worry in your eyes and the way your fingers started to twitch in his hands, Seongmin decided to forgo the truth. “No! No! It’s only been like… I was exaggerating before it’s been like… Hey! Do you want to order food you must be really hungry!”
      “I mean I thought…” your mind was a bit foggy but what he was saying didn’t seem right. Then the mention of ordering food settled into your mind and that did seem right. “Oh yeah, I’m totally starving!” 
      “Let me go get my phone.” Seongmin ruffled your hair a bit and then rushed out and before you could even blink, he was pulling you out of your chair and onto the bed to sit and browse his food delivery app. The dark circles were still ever-present under your eyes and you looked a bit haggard but as your face scanned his phone, no longer absorbed in work, a genuine smile on your face, light returning to your being he thought you looked really beautiful. Rubbing small circles on your back he reminded himself to remember this for next time, because no matter how awful it seemed there would always be a next time and that was okay…
-🍌🍶
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seokmattchuus · 2 years
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Cravity reaction to you wearing revealing clothing
Serim: *Knows you're only doing it to get to him because you know he won't tell you to change.*
"I know we're going swimming but," His lips pressed together in thought. "Actually, nevermind. It's nothing."
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Allen: *Surprised because he said you guys were going to go to walk to the karaoke rooms.*
"You're going to go out like that?" He raised a brow with a light laugh. "You do know it's gonna rain, right?"
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Jungmo: *Reminds you that it gets cold at night and he's not going to offer you his hoodie.*
"You better bring a jacket." He semi-scolded, trying to hide how flustered he is. "Because I don't wanna hear that you're cold later."
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Woobin: *Doesn't want to say something in front of the guys and tries to get you to leave with him instead.*
"Hey, I think we need more snacks." He called out. "Babe, you wanna go with me to the store real quick?"
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Wonjin: *Tries to come up with a reason why you can't have date night at the dorm.*
"Serim's actually getting sick so like," He paused nervously as he looked you over. "We should just watch movies here at your place."
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Minhee: *Doesn't tell you to change but ends up putting a pillow on your lap and laying down.*
"I'm not in the way, right?" He smiled up at you, his smiling growing when you nodded. "Good."
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Hyeongjun: *Pretends he's cold and places the throw blanket over the both of you.*
"Who made it so cold?" He pouted as he snuggled up to you under the blanket. "This should be warm enough." *him after it works*
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Taeyoung: *Wants to let you do what you want but can't help but feel the need to try.*
"The theater is like, -5 degrees." He exaggerated before going back for an extra jacket. "We'll take it just in case."
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Seongmin: *Nearly chokes on his drink as you walk back in. Starts looking for something else for you to wear.*
"You call those pajamas?" He said aloud, nearly shocked. "You're gonna get sick!"
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renjunslvr · 1 year
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Cravity + Skinship
Cravity’s favorite type of skinship with their s/o!
Serim:
Serim is pretty big on skinship, showing his love when with his s/o, but his ultimate favorite is wrapping his arms around their waist and letting his hands rest on the small of their back.
Allen:
Allen is always seen as small with his members, so his favorite type of skinship is cuddling, and getting to be the big spoon. He loves to feel bigger and has a sense of feeling protective.
Jungmo:
Jungmo loves loves lovesss forehead kisses. He loves it when his s/o gives him forehead kisses, and he loves giving them back. He finds it really romantic, and sweet.
Woobin:
Woobin loves to give small kisses on his s/o’s neck during hugs. Just very light almost ticklish kisses. It’s his way of showing his love for his s/o.
Wonjin:
Wonjin is always teasing his members, and that doesn’t stop when with his s/o. He loves to tease and be annoying, but his favorite type of skinship is when his s/o’s hands squeeze his arms whenever he teasingly whispers Japanese into their ear. 
Minhee:
Minhee isn’t very big on skinship, but his favorite type of skinship is back hugs. He loves when he can back hug his s/o or get one from them. He finds it adorable and comforting. 
Hyeongjun:
He loves locking arms with his s/o whenever they are going somewhere or on a date. He finds it cute, and sweet. He also can’t lose his s/o this way.
Taeyoung:
Taeyoung loves little kisses. He is always looking for an excuse to give his s/o a kiss because he loves them so much. He uses them as a way to encourage his s/o as well instead of praise.
Seongmin:
Seongmin loves to hold his s/o’s hand, and he is almost always seen holding their hand. He almost never is away from them, and if he is you can be sure that he is complaining about wanting to hold their hand.
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ch4nheeluvr · 2 years
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nanawritesit · 2 years
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should i start writing for cravity??? 👀👀👀
i’m not super super into them but i feel like if i start writing for them it’ll kind of force me to learn more about them 😌
lmk if you’re interested 😎
love, nana <3
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brokenntable · 1 year
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Hey, I’m a big cravity fan and I agree on the lack of posts!! Could you do a cute one, like going on a day trip with the members or something? Just spending the day doing something fun with them and what you’d think they’d be like. Thank you!! Also love the profile pic!<3
thanks anon for the request! I'll answer best I can on what it would be like for cravity members taking you out on a trip!
Cravity members taking you on a trip!
Serim
Serim would attempt to keep the trip a secret but you accidentally open his computer (that he said you could go on) and the first thing to pop up was the hotel reservation. he would still try his best to make it as fun and romantic as possible.
like, he would notice you've been a bit tense recently, so he would book a hotel with a fancy spa so you can go and relax. he would book at a restaurant that has your favourite food and he'd tell you to know worry about spending (even though you still insist) cause he wants to treat you. he would end the night at an arcade where you battle it out over machines and he'd try his best to win you a plushy (he'd win ofc)
Allen
Allen would be the most prepared member for going on a trip fr. suitcases would be packed two weeks before, he would know where your passport was before you would get the chance to even look. it would be so cute, he would have cute stuff planned for each day.
if he took you to LA with him, he would show you all of his favourite places he used to go to and before going, he would search 'the best romantic spots in the area' it would be so corny.
Jungmo
you'd think going on a trip with Jungmo would be really rich and luxurious, so when you find a picnic blanket in the middle of a meadow filled with flowers you're very shocked. its the end of spring slowly turning into summer so the heat is just perfect and humidity is low. he asked some of his members to help make small cute snacks such as the sausage octopus you showed him from tiktok and jam sandwiches cut into hearts (kinda).
hes so flirty as well so it'd be no surprise when he pulls out a bottle of champagne that when you got home costs two digits more than you imagined. you'd spend the day talking about anything and everything and at times Jungmo would enjoy just sitting watching you, the sun lighting up your face (he thought you looked angelic)
Woobin
I think Woobin would like to surprise you with a trip. He would plan a small get away to the seaside in autumn, when the air is crisp and the air is fresh. I could see him planning an overnight stay at an air bnb where there is still a view of the ocean from the window. he would set up some candle light and cook one of your favourite meals before you both walk by the sea front in the evening.
Wonjin
If Wonjin took you on a trip it would be the funnest trip. I'm talking singing at max volume a playlist you both made in the car trip there, he's really thoughtful too so he would research the funnest things to do in the area which you would both find yourselves at laser quests, crazy golfs and a children's play area you're both way too old to be in.
Wonjin would probably lose his wallet meaning you'd have to pay for most of the trip. I can imagine his wallet would have the hotel keys in as well so you'd find yourselves at the reception at 2 am asking for a new key.
Minhee
I don't think Minhee would even think about going on a trip because he's just happy to be around you, but when you suggested to go on one with him he was very onboard.
I think on a trip he'd be very chill. you guys might go somewhere out of the city where it's more quiet and go site seeing, hiking and nature walks. probably places that have history or landmarks. places where you could set up a picnic and eat snacks. I think he'd bring a disposable camera with him so he could document it all since you guys are both busy so these occasions are rare!
Hyeongjun
Hyeongjun would definitely take you back to his home town! I can imagine he would try and cut down costs though so you would stay over at his families place.
throughout the day he would take you to all the best places, he'd even stop by his sisters flower shop and get you some of your favourite flowers. I can see the evening consisting of a games night with him and his family, Hyeongjun trying his best to win so he'd look good in front of you. he'd ask to team up with you in a game of monopoly because 'you handle money better' or smth but its so he can lay down on your lap and watch you do most of the playing.
Taeyoung
Taeyoung along with Minhee would probably be the most chill and impulsive out of all of them. But I think Taeyoung would like to take you to some really artsy places in the area. You would probably end up travelling about a lot going to see different tourist spots, museums and best local food places.
when its night and you're both ready to head to the air bnb do you realise the one Taeyoung booked was fake. you both end up in a cheap hotel room for the night sharing a cup ramen, laughing and joking about it all.
Seongmin
you and Seongmin on a trip would be exploring a new city together and having the most fun in all the stores. you would both be tired from work and one of you would suggest wanting to go somewhere new, you'd pick a city to explore and that's where you'd go.
it would be the type of day where you'd go into stores and and try on a bunch of new things like 'you think this would suit me?' whilst trying on the oddest pair of sunglasses but thinking it's hilarious. you'd find a near by cat cafe and have a photoshoot in various poses with the cats. I can imagine with Seongmin you'd take the best photos too.
this ended up being longer than expected :')
-brokenntable
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lavenderbang · 1 year
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Let’s Dance
Hufflepuff! Allen Ma x Reader
Genre(s): hogwarts au!, the fluffiest fluff because Allen is a sweetheart
Warning(s): none
W.C: 2.5k
Summary: What happens when you get ditched at the Yule Ball?
A/N: had this idea for a while and I wanted to write something for my boy Allen cause I ABSOLUTELY ADORE him. Anyways I hope you enjoy this short fic &lt;3
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You sat at the table in the the corner of the hall, counting the candles floating above your head for the third time now. You couldn’t help but blink back tears listening to the cheerful music playing from the band on stage.
It was stupid to cry over a dumb boy.
You thought it had to be good to be true when the hogwarts champion, resident heart breaker Choi Soobin asked you to be his date to the Yule Ball (sorry Soobin...). And seeing him hand in hand with Hwang Yeji, easily the most desirable girl in the school, you easily realized you must have been a backup plan in case she rejected him.
It stung to get your hopes up, but more than anything you just felt stupid. It was humiliating to see them together after you had been telling your friends all week about how Soobin asked you out; getting all dressed up, spending an hour on your hair, and being so excited only to wait embarrassingly long at staircase for Soobin to not even spare you a glance. You’re not even sure if he remembers asking you to be honest, which hurts so much more.
Maybe you should just cut your losses and go back to your room now. Your face felt hot as you sniffled, quickly wiping away the few tears that managed to escape. 
Taking one last look at Yeji and Soobin, you took a deep breath and decided to leave. It’s for the best anyways; at least he looks like he’s having a great time...
Sticking close to the wall, you started making your way to the door, hanging your head as to hopefully not be noticed. Your body already burned with shame, so getting out of this crowd would be good for you probably.
Pushing through the doors and heading for the stairs, you were glad to make a quick and discreet exit. Getting to the top and turning the corner to go in the direction of your common room, you ended up running into someone; a familiar face...
“Woah (Y/N), be careful!” Allen, your potions partner exclaimed, instinctively grabbing a hold of your arms as to steady the two of you. Upon noticing your state, the hufflepuff frowned.
“Are you alright?” Allen asked, voice laced with concern and not letting go his hold on you. You let out a few more tears, trying your best not full on cry in front of Allen.
Allen wasn’t really a friend of yours, but he was friendly enough while in class. He was pretty quiet while you worked on projects together, but he was always helpful and always very nice to you.
You liked Allen; honestly he was a good guy and you’d seen him hang out with his little group of friends and they were all lovely too. They always seemingly having a good time and you sometimes wished you were a bit closer to Allen.
“I’m fine.” You let out a sarcastic chuckle, wiping your face once more. You move to sit at the top stair. Allen takes a seat beside you, soft expression washing over his features.
“I thought you were supposed to have a date..? Where is Soobin?” Allen asked gently, causing you to tense. 
“I thought so too, but I got ditched.” You confessed. You could see from your peripheral Allen move closer to you and he placed a timid hand on your shoulder to comfort you. 
“What a dick.” Allen mumbled, causing you to let out a laugh. You sniffled and cracked a grin, looking up at Allen. He gave you a lopsided smile upon seeing your face.
“It’s okay,” You chuckled bitterly, brushing your hair away from your face, “I didn’t even like him that much anyways.”
“Then why are you upset?” Allen hummed, leaning over to wipe you tears away. You didn’t know Allen was the type to be as tender and delicate when trying to comfort someone, let alone someone he wasn’t really close with.
“I guess I’m just embarrassed I got my hopes up.” You replied, wiping your nose with the back of your hand. You let out a weak chuckle, turning to the boy next to you, “Maybe I should have prepared a love potion for him, huh?”
“As your potions partner, I’m glad you didn’t. Knowing you, it would have gone horribly wrong and cause catastrophic consequences.” Allen teased, causing you to laugh. You missed the way his eyes lit up and smile widened at his success.
The two of you talked for a while about everything and anything. You learned how much you enjoyed Allen’s company. He was funnier than you’d expect, while also very diligent and thoughtful. He told you about the time he had to save his friend Wonjin from the whomping willow; and when he, Woobin, and Serim snuck into the kitchen to bake Minhee a birthday cake, only for them to get caught and chased out by the house elves.
“No shot you could recognize him!” You exclaimed through fits of laughter.
“We could! Polyjuice potion only masks the appearance, not the mannerism!” Allen explained, expression bright as he waved his hands around, “Taeyoung does this specific face sometimes and when you see Dumbledore doing it, it’s clear as day!”
Allen then mimicked his friend, putting on a goofy expression (iykyk) that sent you into a whole new fit of giggles. Allen was sitting close to you now, thigh casually brushing yours.
“Speaking of,” You began, calming down enough to look at your surroundings, “Where are you’re friends? It’s rare I see you without one of them attached to your hip.”
“They are actually inside the hall.” Allen replied, nodding his head towards the doors you had come from, “I had a charms assignment to finish up before I came out, so they said they’d just meet me at the ball.”
“Oh gosh! I’m sorry for keeping you!” You exclaimed, standing from your place and dusting yourself off, “You better not keep them waiting any longer, and I better get going.”
“Where are you off to?” Allen asked, standing up. He had to resist the urge to reach out for you and make sure you were steady on the stairs.
“My dorm. I was kinda sick of standing around and feeling shitty.” You explained before beaming at Allen, “But thanks to you, I’m feeling a lot better.”
Allen’s face flushed a bit as he looked at you, seemingly shocked. You waved goodbye and made your way down the hall. You only made it a few steps before you felt a hand on your wrist and heard Allen call your name.
“Wait! uhm.....” Allen stuttered, looking from your eyes to your lips back to your eyes. He felt like his heart was going to explode out of his chest as he took a deep breath and sighed.
“If you’re feeling better, maybe you want to come back inside and... uh....” Allen fidgeted in his place awkwardly. With a sudden burst of confidence, he slid his grasp from around you wrist down to your hands and meekly interlocked his fingers with yours, “We could hang out?”
You felt your face heat up at the action. Before tonight, you would have thought Allen just didn’t care to be friends with you. Now, you began to hope it was quite the opposite, and you felt a sudden fluttering in your chest.
“I mean, you did get all dressed up and didn’t get a dance...” Allen mumbled, staring down at his feet, “seems a shame...”
You giggled at his demeanor, squeezing the hufflepuff’s hand lightly.
“I think I’d really like that.” You hummed, watching in amusement as Allen’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. You let go of his hand and opted to wrap your arm around his, holding onto his bicep timidly. 
Allen swore he felt like he was floating. He had always been just a bit too nervous; a bit too awkward to approach you and make the move of classmates to friends, and hopefully past that to a relationship. And now with you holding onto his arm, he could die happy.
When you re-entered the ball, everything seemed to slow. You glided through the crowd, head held high and the smile on your face lit up the room. When you made it to the dance floor (not without the distant whoops and hollers of Allen’s friends), you felt like you were shining so brightly and like this moment was better than anything you could have hoped to happen this evening. 
Allen turned to you, grabbing your hand with one of his, while the other found its place on your waist; he was delicate, almost as if you’d fade away if he held on too tightly.
“Is this a bad time to mention I’m pretty shit at dancing?” Allen whispered, just loud enough for only you to hear. You chuckled, and shook your head, feeling like you were walking on air as you began to move in time to the music.
“You’re great.” You reassured the man in front of you, wriggling your fingers to get a better grip on his shoulder, “You haven’t even stepped on my toes yet.”
Allen laughed at your attempt to lighten the atmosphere, relaxing a bit in your hold as the two of you spun and stepped relatively gracefully around the dance floor. 
It felt like everything around you was a blur and all that mattered was Allen.
Allen.
If you would have asked yourself a couple hours ago if you even thought about Allen in any way besides being a good acquaintance, let alone dancing hand and hand at the Yule Ball with him, you would have thought the idea was crazy. But as you danced around with him, cracking the occasional joke and chatting, you found yourself more and more enthralled by the man in front of you and the pounding of your chest increased as time went on.
You barely even registered when the song ended and Allen stopped dancing. The smile on his face and the crimson painting his neck and cheeks was enough of a sign that he was feeling similarly to you.
“Soobin was staring, you know.” He pointed out, nodding his head slightly over your shoulder.
“Really, I didn’t notice.” You replied nonchalantly, not taking your eyes off of Allen. The man in gazed into your eyes, small grin adorning his features before he let out a dreamy sigh.
“You know, I was dying to ask you to be my date to the ball.” He confessed, eyes flicking down to your lips only for a moment, “But since I heard you were going with Soobin, I was disappointed I missed my chance.”
“Good thing everything worked out then.” You chuckled, before letting a silence fall between you two. It was comfortable, but you had the sudden urge to pull Allen closer. 
So you did.
Snaking your arms around him, you held him in a nice embrace. He was warm, like the morning sun; He hugged you back wordlessly. Allen wasn’t sure what to say anyways. 
“Thank you.” You whispered. You weren’t even really sure what you were thanking him for; Cheering you up? Dancing with you? Being him? All of it at once you supposed...
Allen hummed patting your back gently before releasing you. You stared at him, feeling a sense of fondness creep up. He stared back, mouth open slightly like he wanted to say something, but was hesitating.
“What’s on you mind?” You urged, voice airy and soft enough that only he could hear it.
“Just how much I would love to take you on an actual date.” He replied, surge of confidence as you slipped your hand in his. He began to lead you off the dance floor, as the next song was starting and he didn’t want to get in the way.
“I think that would be wonderful.”
“Really?”
“mmhmm.”
“How about over the break?”
“Sounds perfect.” You finalized, feeling a rush of adrenaline in your heart. Allen smiled so brightly, the candles that lit the room looked dim in comparison. The quiet moment was quickly ruined by cheers and teasing remarks by Allen’s friends as they approached the two of you.
“We were wondering where you were, knucklehead!” Hyeongjun exclaimed, shaking Allen by the shoulders before smiling at you, “Turns out you were dancing with a date!”
“Sorry for keeping him too long.” You giggled out. Allen removed his hand from yours and delicately placed it timidly on your waist to pull you closer to him.
“Don’t be! Maybe now he’ll stop complaining about how you never notice him.” Woobin teased, causing a flurry of laughter to erupt from the group. Allen let out a squeak beside you, eyes narrowed in on his friend.
“Hey!” Allen exclaimed, embarrassment clear on his face as he wouldn’t meet your gaze, “I mean, I wouldn’t call it complaining...”
“Oh please!” Wonjin scoffed, turning his attention to you and grinning playfully, “Between you and me, he wont shut up about you.”
“Is that true?” You asked, turning to Allen; he was frozen stiff at you side, taking a deep breath and seemingly really interested in the floor.
“You could say I’ve liked you for a while...” He confessed; the sheepish grin playing on his features made him look adorable to you, “I guess you never noticed.”
Your body moved on instinct and before you could even stop yourself you placed a quick peck right on the corner of Allen’s mouth, causing him to gasp. His friends immediately wolf whistled and cheered, but it all feel on deaf ears as you found yourself equally as shocked, gazing at the man in front of you.
“I-” You said, voice coming out tightly as your face burned with embarrassment, “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t apologize! I uhm...” Allen replied, clearing his throat and trying to fight the corners of his lips from curling upwards (and failing). He looked at the ground, voice coming out much softer now, “I uhm... feel free to do that whenever you want.”
“Gross.” Seongmin scoffed, causing the group to laugh and breaking tho tension in the air.
“(Y/N), why do you join us this evening?” Hyeongjun suggested, pointing over to the dessert table, “We were all just gonna get something sweet.”
“Sounds lovely.” You hummed. You let the boys run ahead as you felt Allen’s grip on you tighten. You let him lead the way, not being able to resist staring at his side profile; his ears were lit up like a christmas tree and you couldn’t help the sense of endearment fill up your heart.
You weren’t planning on spending the night of the Yule ball this way, but with the way your heart felt and the way Allen’s warm touch made you feel like you were flying, you were pretty sure there was no possible way it could have been spent any better.
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A/N: Finally finished my Allen fic after forever. I went through a lot of writer’s block on this one, but I genuinely enjoyed writing this little scenario. I hope you enjoyed it!
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acaiasahi · 1 year
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cravity.
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reactions.
partner always giggling ; fluff.
partner falls asleep during home date ; fluff / comfort.
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✶ park serim.
✶ allen ma.
✶ koo jungmo.
✶ seo woobin.
✶ ham wonjin.
✶ kang minhee.
seasons ; fluff.
✶ song hyeongjun.
✶ kim taeyoung.
✶ ahn seongmin.
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sundropdaevon · 1 year
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CRAVITY MASTERLIST
Main Masterlist
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Park Se Rim
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Ma Allen
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Seo Woo Bin
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Koo Jung Mo
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Ham Won Jin
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Kang Min Hee
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Song Hyeong Jun
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Kim Tae Young
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Ahn Seong Min
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deedeekpop · 5 months
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Cravity
Serim
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starvity · 9 months
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hii! i was wondering if u could write anything for serim<3
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— ☆ little things he does that make you fall more in love with him
gn!reader x cravity serim
genre: fluff // warnings: reader wears makeup and their hair is on the longer side, jealous serim, big crowds, kisses?!
author's note: hi thank you so much for being my first request!! i wasn't very inspired and decided to just give you a bunch of headcanons for serim because i think he's definitely boyfie material!!! hope you enjoy reading <3 (★ω★)/ [requested♡]
always having your hair tie around his wrist
when he saw you were struggling to keep your hair out of your face on your date last time, he decided to carry a hair tie around since you tend to forget yours. you were working on one of your assignments on your laptop when you felt a hand put a strand of hair behind your ear ; it was your boyfriend's serim, who was watching a movie next to you. suddenly, he gets up and circles the couch to get behind you. he softly gathers your hair and carefully puts it in a loose ponytail before slightly tilting your head up and kissing your forehead.
pulling you by the belt loops of your jeans to kiss you
it seems like serim has been clingier than usual today. maybe it was how you were carefully applying lipstick in the mirror, brows furrowed in concentration or how you were carefully picking your outfit for tonight that had that effect on him. "can't we just stay here and order takeout?" serim asks in a whiny voice. you look at him confused, why was he suddenly changing plans when he sounded so excited to go to this party earlier? when you didn't seem to quite agree with his suggestion, you feel him slip his index fingers through the belt loops of your jeans before pulling you closer and landing his lips on yours. "are you... jealous?" you giggle through the kiss.
having an arm around you in a crowd
being in such a big crowd did not make you feel very at ease, that's for sure. serim and you did not expect to see so many people at the summer festival. well, it was quite popular and the weather was very good that day but maybe if you knew beforehand that you were going to be squished between strangers the entire evening, you would have probably prefered staying home. it was starting to get very hot standing here, waiting for the people in front of you to slowly walk to the small exit. your forehead started to sweat and your hand holding serim's became clammy. suddenly, you feel serim wrap his arm around your waist and fan your face with his hand. "we're almost there baby." he tries to calm you down with a sweet smile.
speaking to you in a soft voice
you have forgotten how many times serim has let himself fall into your embrace after a long day spent at his agency. he does love his members, so much, but being the leader and living with 8 other boys can be extremely exhausting. it is when you once visited him during one of his dance practices that you witnessed the chaos for the first time. seongmin was running after allen, minhee and hyeongjun were fighting, jungmo and wonjin were having a screaming contest while taeyoung and woobin were loudly practicing their vocals. you look at serim with a concerned and tired face and he softly giggles between sighs. he tries to convince everyone to go back to working with a rather stern voice but nobody seemed to hear him. you don't think you have ever heard him so strict-sounding so when he came to you, softly asking you if you want him to drive you back to your house, you were surprised. so i really do have the partner privilege?
getting along well with your parents/friends
"did you invite serim too?" your mom asks as you and your friend set the table. you raise an eyebrow at her, "i haven't seen you in 2 weeks because i was out of town but you're still asking for my boyfriend?" sometimes you can't help but think she might like him a little more than her own child. your conversation got cut off by the doorbell ringing and you chuckle as you see your mom run to the front door. you hear the faint sound of serim's giggles as she basically engulfs him in a hug. you look at him with loving eyes as he greets your friend and laughs at a joke they make. he finally gets in front of you and plants a soft kiss on your cheek "did i keep you waiting? i didn't know i was going to get attacked with love as soon as i stepped foot in your house." he apologizes timidly. you simply giggle and kiss the back of his hand "we seriously can't break up because i feel like my relatives would be more devastated than i would."
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