#covid 19 sucks

[theorioleintheink]

Do blogs really need a rhyme or reason? I dunno. There’s like a slight chance i’ll get embarrased and delete this later, maybe not though.

-Ink

#I have covid for the second time #Alive and kicking #the brain fog is telling me i gotta post stuff though #TheOrioleInTheInk #covid 19 sucks #stay safe

[toshootforthestars]

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#coronavirus #covid-19 #news #snl sucks #covid is real #please stay safe #sarah squirm #taylor lorenz

[bigmammallama5]

Man if a mild case of covid makes me feel bad for over a week im afraid of how badly i would feel with a more severe case…

#stupid rant is stupid #covid 19 #im mostly better #still have some congestion #ears are still sensitive and i have most of my taste and smell back #fatigue is finally gone for the most part #that fucking sucked lmao

[branffro]

Found this on instagram and I’m loving the implication that queerness is a 2023 new government brainwashing tactic.

#covid 19 #covid vaccine #ukraine #queer pride #look into the rainbow flag. you want to suck cock

[jasontoddsguns]

you not get sick challenge (impossible)

Found this in my inbox from awhile back. I totally forgot to tell y’all that I got Covid for the third time a month ago. Like literally three for three.

#asks #inbox #COVID-19 #i’m fully Vaxxed – I just suck

[deepbreakfast]

We will know you by the company you keep.

#president trump #fuck maga #human rights #women’s rights #pro choice #feminism #covid 19 #blacklivesmatter #loveislove #mean people #mean people suck

[never-forget-viva-la-pluto]

Yall I'm fully vaxxed, the first 2 times I had covid sucked, but the vaccine made it bearable.

This NJ1 strain is so much worse than I have ever had. I feel the sickest I have felt in my whole life. If I wasnt fully vaxxed I'd be in the hospital rn bc I feel intense pain all throughout my body.

Reminder to keep up with the newer ones bc they will flatten you.

#covid19 #covid #covid 19 #NJ 1 strain #2024 #new strain sucks

[genkais-arcade]

I have Covid for the first time and I'm stuck in bed and sad :( No fever or body aches but big nausea, body chills, and headaches.

Edit: and also twitching. SO MUCH MUSCLE TWITCHING AND QUIVERING. Has anyone else experienced this? It's been wild.

#im so glad i got my booster at the end of January #but this still sucks #ive put a ton of work into avoiding this #i still minimize my time outside the house and wear masks in public - even in crowded outdoors spaces #i havent gone to a restaurant in yeara #i got it from my housemate who decided on her own with no communication that her active infection wasnt as infectious anymore #and broke the house rules weve had in place since july 2020 #im honestly so upset and this person hasnt even acknowledged me brcause theyre on vacation #sorry to vent on my fandom blog but im feeling so hurt and disrrspected and im having a hard time coping with my feelings #because i otherwise have had complete confidence and trust in thisnperson #covid 19 #not yyh

[secondbeatsongs]

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#my mom has covid #she was exposed two days ago and didn't tell any of us #I've had a sore throat for a day and I'm worried #I had a negative rapid test today #I'll take another in a day or so #but until this blows over I'm in isolation #my dad refuses to wear a mask and claims he doesn't care #sib and I are both immunocompromised so we're pretty much fucked #I have enough instant soup to last me a few days but not a whole lot else #but I'm gonna just not leave this room for a while I guess #this sucks #it just sucks #personal #covid #covid-19

[cherrysnax]

trying not to post too much during the strike to keep focus on Everything but I need to get out of my head a lil

#took a gap year because school was killing me #then the year I wanted to go to college covid started and then since then I’ve been rotting in my room becoming more and more disabled #it’s. #going to be scary this year trying to undo all the damage and anxiety #meeting new people #trying to really act like a 23 year old #being a freshman in college at 23 was never my plan but I thought I was going to die at 19 #things have changed. I.. left a lot of people behind due to that thinking #and undiagnosed bpd #and it sucks. I keep having dreams abt hs and realizing that I was never alone #and im not alone now even though sometimes it feels like it #im taking my health into my own hands and actually trying to live instead of watching my life go by and it’s weird taking a front seat again #not in the did sense. I’ve had a pretty tight rein on the front for the last few years #but. im trying to be a person again. seeing myself as a person again #I uh. am 99 percent sure I have nerve damage. I have to talk to my pcp about it next time after the next few tests I take #and um wow. it really affects my hands and fingers #and as you all know me and my butch have a comic we’re working on together #I see as you know like ppl r actually gonna read this lmao fhdha well besides you. 👁️👁️ #jk sorry it that triggered anyone’s paranoia im just sillay. but yeah I uh #never have worked on something this long and this hard before PAUSE. And uh it means a lot to the both of us. we have so many comic ideas #but so far sys! is the one nearest and dearest to my heart and the idea that I won’t be able to draw it after spending years practicing #to get better and better uh hurts. I’d uh rather be in pain making the comic than live never making it #but it’s not just abt me in the end isn’t it. I miss people I used to know #random thought sorry. accidentally found someone I used to know in the wild and then it clicked after I followed them. felt like it would #be weird to take it back so now im just hoping im not recognized mostly out of. shame I guess. idk. I don’t remember things well #memory problems + bpd lying to me yknow. but uh. idk maybe these dreams and these feelings mean that in order to reach my dreams I have to l #like. honour the weird kid that I was and by doing that #I have to acknowledge that shit I abandoned everyone before they could abandon me. and maybe that’s just how I see it now #maybe no one actually gave a shit and I just faded out of existence for fun but avoiding things is how I ended up perpetually in my bedroom #barely able to stand and very scared of the world. how I ended up not improving at art for years because I was to scared to something difrnt

[assassinbugs]

#this poll is brought to you by My Lungs Hurt Bc I Suck At Breathing Rn #polls #covid #covid 19

[harpydream]

this site made my ocd worse and continues to make it worse, doesnt matter who i follow, what posts i block, how i spend my time here i just Know this site is just. straight up bad for ocd. half my ocd tics and intrusive thoughts are literally things from this site

ive known this but last night was really the clincher, i had to literally stop myself before a new ocd behavior developed BECAUSE OF TUMBLR, a place i try to go to look at images and chill out, and yet STILL will be zapped with the worsttttttt guilt tripping, nit-picking, scrupulous, "let me put the fear of god into you for a sec" type of posts. i have never felt such terrified fear of knowing my brain almost developed a new fucked up thing to torture me with and im so so glad i was able to direct it somewhere else and got over it

i dont want to leave, because really this is the ONE social site i use and i refuse to move anywhere else or take up discord. and really i just want to look at images and collect them. but is it worth it when im a fucking stressed mess bc ocd is ruining my life and this site is making is actively worse

#the posts is question that fucked me up last night were about covid heart attack related deaths for young ppl #i dont talk abt it but i now know 2 ppl that have just. died in their sleep. they were 19 and 30 respectively #almost developed a ritual to prevent (what i fear) will happen to my husband about it #why cant people talk about things on here without making it 1) a moral thing and 2) a fear mongering obsession #you know? its not that the world sucks its the way its talked about and posted and argued and its just too much for me i cant do it anymore

[shu-of-the-wind]

This is one of the ways that disease, and particularly epidemic disease, plays havoc with traditional histories. Most world-historic events--great military battles, political revolutions--are self-consciously historic to the participants living through them. They act knowing that their decisions will be chronicled and dissected for decades or centuries to come. But epidemics create a kind of history from below: they can be world-changing, but the participants are almost inevitably ordinary folk, following their established routines, not thinking for a second about how their actions will be recorded for posterity. And of course, if they do recognize they are living through a historical crisis, it's often too late--because, like it or not, the primary way that ordinary people create this distinct genre of history is by dying.

The Ghost Map by Steven Johnson

#idk something about it just /sucks teeth/ seems relevant to today #lil bit #maybe #covid-19 #epidemic #pandemic #quotes

[maggotsandcream]

Genuinely feeling a little miffed that even with needing to isolate for 5 days on account of the covid positive I only really got out of 1 day of work since today and yesterday got called due to snow. Is it too much to ask the potentially deadly virus to at least get me more than 1 day excused from work to nap and watch Star Trek with my cat?

#on a more serious note i'm glad shortness of breath hasn't been a symptom for me because snow shoveling with that would've sucked #covid 19

[zoekrystall]

Did I ever complain abt that publicly idk anyways I need to get to the big city (2h to and 2h back, not much for the states but sure for me) and next to not wanting to bc cold, they gonna stab bc blood test and my body hates making that easy to locate (dif place but I will never forget the time I got stabbed like three times and still no blood so new appointment had to be made, I have a fear of needles otherwise it would be whatev), and even more risky bc gatherings were recently do I prob hate the most that like. I'm hungry.

I'm hungry and I suck at eating enough so I often go out w not much in my stomach. I survive but it sucks really bad that I can't either buy smth once I arrive to eat on the way back or pack smth to like eat on the journey bc no-one wears a mask and the virus stays rampant so I can't take my mask off until I'm back home. At the inbetween stop I maybe could but I rather won't risk anything. Esp in winter I could bring smth warm to drink w me at least but I rather don't in the crowd I gotta walk through. Least people are when I'm only a few mins away from home and at that point I can always just wait a bit longer.

Tbh I dread going outside and limit it to only shopping and appointments bc even if I could walk here prob somewhere without many people do I rather just stay indoors and try to limit irl reminders of how many people can't be bothered to care bc that just nosedives my mental health. It doesn't help that I still try to nudge my irl friends to care more.

#a wild lux appears #I also feel stuck in am I ablebodied or disabled limbo reg physical. On record I only got vitamin deficiencies #Ik my body is weak but that could be due to things that change if I took more care and the right stuff #Idk idk my state feels like it changes biweekly or smth #I just know I relate to some things #And also that it sucks since it started having to wonder if covid or the usual bc some stuff do I have since forever randomly #Idk idk I just woke up from a few hours nap I need to slowly get ready. Why can't the train strike start today already #(I also know that when I'm already done going to the city where I just sit could I not deal w going to a strike or smth next to anxiety #making me feel like passing out n maybe actually happening. I leave that to the people that can actually handle that) #Anyways need to get ready now hn #I will complain the whole time but I need to go. Hnnnnn #I just need to think abt the refill that I can't get otherwise. And then the next appointment is anyways only in 3-6 months again #Plus I got another one tomorrow morning so today will force me to fix the schedule enough so tomorrow won't suck #Bc otherwise I would just pass out fully now but like that at prob like. 18-19 then. Hn. #Hate the cold bc layers hate the heat bc I could pasd out you can't win w my body #At this point I just use the tags to stall I'm really off now to get ready OTL

[noble-ara]

Update on my crazy (in a bad way) life

Turns out I'm not sick with the common cold! I caught COVID and strep! Now I'm going to be put into self quarantine for 5 days! What is my life?

#sick #i'm so tired #covid19 #covid #covid 19 #covid sucks #strep throat #strep throat also sucks #what is my life #holy shit